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FANART FOR MY FAVORITE FIC AT THE MOMENT, @monochromejokester 's VERIDIAN DREAMING !!!!!! (chapter 5 ehehe) <333 I can't recommend it enough!!!<333 read nooooww ( ̄▽ ̄)b
#shadowvanilla#pureshadow#puremilk#pure vanilla cookie#shadow milk cookie#d#so sorry when I said Id have this done by last week. its not that I was lying its that I FAILED!!!!#I struggled so much to get it done!!! Life is so hard and I only want to draw silly cookie yaoi SIGHS !!!!. drops dead
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Why is the Sims community boycotting Curseforge?
I've seen a lot of posts going around calling on Simmers to stop using Curseforge, a modding platform that enables creators to monetize their downloads, with plenty of outrage directed toward modders and CC-makers who are still on the platform. But I've also seen a lot of people who are confused about why there are calls for a boycott.
Curseforge is owned by Overwolf, a company that is donating money to the IDF in support of its ongoing genocide against the Palestinian people.
In late October/early November, Overwolf posted a graphic on their social media asking followers to "defend our defenders" by contributing financially to a fundraising drive for the IDF. They were met with backlash and quickly took the graphic down, replacing it with one that used language about raising money for "those affected by the violence in Gaza" (my phrasing may be inexact) but the money is still going to the IDF and not to any agency actually supporting civilians or doing humanitarian work.
You can see the original graphic on this change.org petition, which provides some additional context.
If you are using Curseforge in any way -- by hosting your content there or downloading from it -- you are giving money to a company that is raising funds for an ongoing military campaign against a civilian population.
This is why people are calling for a boycott. If you are a modder or CC maker for the Sims, you should remove all of your content from the website and redirect people to other DL sources. If you are a consumer of mods and CC, you should stop clicking curseforge links and send (polite!) messages to modders and CC makers to urge them to pull their content from the site.
ETA: Here's another link with more images of the original Overwolf Tweet!
#armorica ooc#of course now 24 hours later after this has spread far and wide#i catch my effect vs affect typo#sigh#the circulating version also doesn't have the extra link to a better source dfkljhdfslkjdsaf#my life so hard :-(
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Shizun…. Kiss me shizun
#this is why I posted yesterday. today was posting day and I hadn’t uploaded that one!!!#shame on me. shame on my family. shame on my cow#(i don’t have a cow)#anyway I think I don’t know how to draw men… sigh the lesbian life is so hard#art#mxtx#svsss#人渣反派自救系统#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#scum villian self saving system#scumbag system
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theyre talking about summer plans :O)
#timjim#sptimjim#south park#they give me life#timmy burch#jimmy valmer#ilovetimjim#sigh im gonna cry really hard now they make me so happy#sptimmy#spjimmy
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Quick vent/rant post on art
Maaan I know that art output has no bearing on my “worth” as an artist but I wish I could be putting out more original stuff. It’s like the art juice has run out. But more specifically, it’s that all of the recent stuff I’ve been drawing has been commissions and I feel like it’s been affecting my drive to make art for myself. More and more lately, I’ve been seeing my old art ideas as a chore to do because I’ve been putting them off to do once my commissions finish. Unfortunately, I kind of have commissions open all the time because I’m unemployed and still looking, and I will take what I can get. It sucks getting into this slump, especially when my output was really high at the “peak” of getting into Splatoon, and I know this is a familiar pattern but it really sucks to consciously feel like “Oh no! It’s happening again! I’m losing my touch!!”
This is probably the sign for me to try to do stuff like studies where the pressure isn’t on me to come up with original art ideas. It’s been really difficult to force myself to do art because I keep having the nagging feeling that I “should” be doing something “more important” so instead I do neither and open up The Sims
#al speaks#somebody help me it’s been like this for weeks. sigh.#finding a job really is a full time job I hate it#such is the life…..#having a completely unstructured daily schedule is killing me it’s so hard genuinely#the struggle of having to put together my own schedule is so. sigh#i will have 1-2 really good productive scheduled days and then it falls apart again and I need 2-3 days to sit around and do nothing#before feeling really bad and scheduling shit for myself again
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doodle dump because i will not finish these evar!!!!!!!!!!
#mepjone gijinkas r so hard man GAH#comedy gold is so funny to me#i don't hate hate anyone from ii but trophy is the guy i like to make fun of the most#i cannot draw him for the LIFE of me good lord#hes the guy i just think about and go 🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅TOMATO TOMATO#twophone .. missing them#i swear if i got money from being invested in pairs no one cares about id be rich#always missing dadroog#sighs#and knickle for the end hearts#knickle to the END#gamer yaoi for the win#ii mephone4#ii microphone#ii pickle#ii cheesy#idk if i should tag everyone#oh whatever#ii paper#ii knife#ii balloon#ii knickle#ii nickel#ii clover#ii suitcase#THERES SO MANY OF THEM#two tpot#twophone#i think thats all of them????#phonification
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triple evil old men
#damon gant#blaise debeste#manfred von karma#triple baka#ace attorney#i was like (draws first frame) this looks like nothing. sigh. guess i have to animate it. life is so hard
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wish my career was being insane about the bloody hero show so badly, ANYWAYS: slowly climbing through some classic suit designs!!! And I KNOW the point of the 2nd suit is a visual representation of Mark's literal darker arc, and the absence of yellow not only representations the lack of idealistic joy in heroism/father, and he's literally beaten black and blue often, but have you considered I still think it's wack? It's so boringggggggg >:/
#wip#the brainrotsreal's art tag ✧˖°:*♡#literally trying to squeeze in as many viltrum/nolan/conquest specific design choices while still keeping some of the iconic suit bits#my life is so hard. SIGH <- doing this willingly#i think you can accomplish all those elements and still be interesting#and trying to smuggle in a blue/black + red fit in here somewhere without stepping on powerplex's toesssss <- impossible challenge#invincible rotating in my mind
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https://twitter.com/mclaronz/status/1807060390519648580?t=BDumRCrF0YGQx8cOKBk3YQ&s=19
Imagining this face after other things.

don't even........ i will scream
#stop#he looks so cute#but also so......#his blush is CRAZY#and the messy curls#slightly sweaty#im trying to breathe but so hard#oh what i would give to lie next to him and brush my fingers through his hair#twirl his curls around my fingers#give him some sweet kisses along his blushy cheeks and on top of his cute nose#stare into those pretty eyes of his#sigh#why isnt that my life??#asks!#anon!#paul aron
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Is this love?
Happy pride month, have my interpretation for their weirdass relationship
#Art tag :3#die of death#die of death roblox#Droidware#Killdroid x badware#Very well aware the text is hard asf to read so the transcription is in thd alt text#What's funny is that i have no idea what they are#Are they in a situationship? Are they dating? Are they just weird about it? Are they just completely down bad for eachother?? I! DON'T KNOW!#I DON'T KNOW!!!#they are gay tho. I think#Also the flowers DO mean smt#They're daffodils and eglantine roses#I've been fighting for my life with this damn drawing for like a week now. I'm so glad i'm done with it#The fucking morse code took me FOREVER#I've had the concept for this cooking for WEEKS. Pride month just gave me the motivation to realize my vision#Sigh i hate them
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some ultrakill fans flaming people for playing on lenient/harmless is so funny to me because here i am in my little corner playing on harmless with Also 100% damage reduction (in major assist settings) because my severe anxiety cannot handle the idea of me taking any damage at all . i am wearing my propeller hat and eating my lollipop and i am having fun :3 (and maybe one day i can ease that anxiety and play without major assists)
#me when my crippling anxiety is crippling fr#listen . its not as if i Want to get fucking heart palpitations whenever a few goddamn filth spawn in a room#its just how it is . and the only way to ease my irrational ass anxiety is by becoming fucking invincible#I KNOW ULTRAKILL IS SUPPOSED TO BE A (at least somewhat) STRESSFUL AND FAST PACED GAME !!! do not get me wrong#but holy shit man . do not underestimate my anxiety#fucking minecraft survival stresses me out when i encounter a fuckin skeleton (unless its multiplayer . then Suddenly all is ok . stupid#ass anxiety bruh fml)#prelude was stressing me out . PRELUDE . THE FUCKING TUTORIAL#im hoping i can ease up and slowly raise the damage taken to at least like 50% . eventually#im on 1% damage rn because even raising from 0 to 5 was scary LMAOO#like its not as if i want to play it the fuckin baby way . i WANT to be able to actually play ultrakill with damage n shit#but i just have to ease into it ig . because i cant even play video games without my anxiety screaming at me smh . fym my anxiety is a#permanent fixture in my life ? bullshit#im just hoping i can play Normally someday . eventually . because while playing with like 0 damage is more fun than being stressed out 24/7#it Is ofc . a little boring (bc No Shit) .#i want to challenge myself and i will . eventually#surely if ive done all a b and c sides in celeste i can do ultrakill on harmless haha right#ignore the fact that theyre two completely different games and that ive never played an fps in my life#and also that i have 15k deaths in celeste LOL (at least the idea of dying in that game isnt terrifying . shrug)#intense games like ultrakill just aint for everyone . thats why the assist options are there and why there r easier modes#theyre there for losers (/lh) like Me !!!! and i appreciate that theyre in the game bc i Do rlly like ultrakill#and i Do rlly want to play it (‘properly’ someday) . its js that ppl have issues like motion sickness or anxiety#and if they need assistance or an easier difficulty to enjoy the game then thats fuckin fine#literally who cares . ive watched so many videos on ultrakill now and ive seen all the tech n shit and know all the lore#its not as if i dont know the game enough to play it properly lmao#but sigh . at least i can do fun movement tech (except boosting . havent tried yet idk) like slam storage#movement is ez . combat is Hard (but not in the usual way like aim . just Anxiety™)#im ranting so much im such a yapper . anyway#ultrakill#kristiliyaps
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Alexa play Washing Machine Heart… Been having that Succession quote on the mind
#Dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#Cittadol#Yeah i’ll cling to that ship name gdbdg I like that it’s close to citadel#Cithadol#cithidol#cithis#Pattadol#I like that with cittadela aka flamela ot3 this quote can go so many ways around gcbdg#Lil thang drawn inbetween things#It’s hard to draw poker face queen Cithis have that flicker of telling emotion across her face well#Looking forward to writing her soon if i can <3#i need to reread chainsaw man i’m in that mood#It’s hard to get down the expression well from the sketchy doodles i made originally toooo why are they so different when rendered sigh#Maybe a poker face in that last panel would have hit harder after all#One quirk of the eyebrow changes everything i hate it#She has both ears notched my life is a lie :(
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2025 really is the year of the most unlikely shit to happen to me and I do blame kcd btw
#positive and negative#it's really stupid and unreal#ive said this before but its hard for me to get into media and stay interested the older i get so its kind of a miracle that im still here#understand how weird this is for me . guy who has done nothing. and i mean Nothing for the majority of his life finally does something#im not saying this in a wahh pity me kind of way ew no im just saying like. i had nothing going for me until like. so recently#its like damn i finally have some kind of control in my life now and im improving a lot in things i never thought i could e.g. art#plus a bunch of personal shit that im not getting into here bc this is not the place for it lol but the good outweighs the bad is all#it makes me sick but its nice maybe sometimes#i'll be dead b4 you catch me being sappy but... i do enjoy being here . i dont regret much for once . i hope#six speaks#anyway that was weird back to thinking about istvan#do u guys wonder about the mundane things istvan liked#likes. he's still alive. to me.#sighs i love him so much.... coughs up dust
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Fucked around too much. Im afraid i have to truly lock in soon
#warning:#vent#basicslly i couldnt focus in academics properly due to mental health issues and now that im getting the help i need#i um. need to focus as mucb as i can on academics#if i dont want to repeat#or drop the sem#bcz that would mean my hard work pre-crashout will go to waste....#theres less than a month left#can i do it#in theory yes#in practice...#i have to try atleast#or it will haunt me forever#sigh i wish. i wish i couldve been stronger#but whatever what happened as happened#this also means less fandom insanity fir a bit#ill still do it i need a stress release outlet#but i need to be careful#siiiigh life is so#tiring#i just cant#but i have to#thats the only way to live#ig#rosierambles#life stuff
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oh yeah the other thing i wanted to say abt part 16 is john is so much more scared of the dreamlands than arthur is. he hates it there so fucking much. he doesn't trust any creature they meet, he doesn't trust the landscape itself, he wants to just start indiscriminately killing everything they come across bc he's so absolutely sure all of it is hostile. arthur's like "well maybe we can find some allies" and john's like. this is the dumbest thing you've ever suggested and if you continue to entertain that thought we are both going to die. shut up.
and "this isn't the world" in particular, it feels like such a unilateral rejection. this place is alien and terrible and he feels no attachment to it whatsoever. it's not his, there's nothing here he cares about, it's just a nightmare that they have to survive so they can go home. he refuses to even entertain the possibility that anything here could be anything other than pure evil. i feel like that says so much abt how he's thinking abt the king and his former self atp.
#the nemesis speaks#mv liveblog#malevanalysis#john exists in a constant state of paranoid hypervigilance and honestly i kinda get it given who he's stuck relying on#also he gets so MEAN when he's scared lol#it's not enough to express that he thinks they should be cautious he has to be like#''i am objectively correct and if you think otherwise it's bc you're a stupid idiot baby with no life experience and no brain''#he has to use every underhanded conversational tactic he has to kill any possible hint of disagreement (it is not working)#this goes back to him having a hard time actually expressing feelings again#he has to make sure that arthur knows EVERYTHING he says is an Objective Fact#it's like. a fucked up combo of control issues and fear of vulnerability#sigh. oh john
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What do you think about a reader who likes to eat late at night? They will sometimes escape their bed and their partner's arms to cook themselves a secret late-night meal. Any pokemon character you like
I've decided to go with Diantha for this because idk I want to write something for Diantha I miss my movie star wife.
It all starts when you and Diantha take the next big step in your relationship by moving in with each other. Due to how busy she is, it's very unlikely that she'd ever stay over at your place for the night or vice versa, so she wasn't very privy to your late night snacking.
She wakes up in the middle of the night, still half-asleep, when she realizes that you are no longer in her arms. Naturally, her sleep addled mind assumes you just shifted away during the night, only to find the bed cold and empty when patting around. She doesn't have to sit there for long to figure out where you had gone, as the loud, metalic clatter of pots being shifted around in the cabinet echoes from your shared kitchen.
Enter that one scene from the Rugrats where one of the dad's is making mac and cheese or something in the dead of night and his wife comes in like why are you making mac and cheese in the dead of night? and he's like I've lost control of my life. You know the one, right? Right.
Now, knowing that your beloved girlfriend was peacefully asleep a few rooms over, you tried to get a pot out of the cabinent as quietly as possible in order to conjure up your late night snack, but such is a useless endevor. If the crash of pots and pans didn't make you cringe, turning around to see Diantha standing in the doorway did.
It's a little awkward. She's still shaking off the remnants of sleep, leaving her a bit lost for words. She just shakes her head, already accepting that this is likely another one of your weird quirks that she'll get used to. And since she's already up, she plops herself on a barstool (bc she's got money and a fancy little kitchen bar) and joins you for your mandatory late night snack.
Ok. Scenario over, you get the deal. At first, she's honestly a bit worried. Were you not eating enough? Was there something wrong with her cooking or the takeout you've been getting? Did you have some dietary restriction she just didn't know about? You reassure her that, no, everything's fine. That you are simply a conissuer on all things midnight snack.
With her worries settled, she doesn't mind your habits. Mostly. Waking up to a cold bed in the middle of the night is never pleasent, even when she gets used to it and knows that you're just in the kitchen. She wants to hold you all snug and tight in her arms after a hard day of work, damn it.
If she's not too tired, she'll slip into her slippers and wade into the kitchen, finding you russeling through drawers and cabinets. Whether you're just slapping together a sandwich or working towards the tastiest ramen, she'll join in and keep you company. Won't talk much, too tired to likely, just enjoying your company.
If the exhastion hits too hard, she'll simply wait for you to come back, dozing in and out of conciousness untill the mattress dips beside her. Honestly, she might be a bit pouty, somewhat upset that you left her so cold and alone, but immedately caves once you shimmy closer, enveloping you in the warmest and sweetest of snuggles. Diantha isn't the pouty kind imo, but she absolutely can be when she's tired and has been denied cuddling privledges.
In terms of physicality, Diantha isn't the strongest out there. She doesn't have a death grip that requires olympic level flexablitiy and stealth to escape or anything like that. But she is a light sleeper, and can easily be awoken by your attempts to leave. If she wakes up while you try to escape to the kitchen, she will try to pull you closer, not wanting her warm darling to leave her arms just yet. She does let go eventually, she knows youre just hungry.
When I made my headcanons about the champions cooking abilities, I spoke my truth about Diantha being a great chef, but being too busy to cook often, and I stand by that. She does like to cook for you when possible, it makes her heart flood with warmth when she sees your face light up upon tasting the meal she made just for you. And when she does make time to cook, she makes enough to have leftovers, storing them where she knows you'll find them when you inevetably wake in the night for a fresh meal.
In general, Diantha doesn't mind you eating late in the night, just being a little bothered when you aren't in bed because it gets cold without you. As long as you're still taking care of yourself, she'll be as supportive as possible of your weird eating habits.
#pokemon x reader#diantha x reader#tbh ive never been a midnight snacker but i understand the appeal#bed too warm to get up#also what if i go downstairs and turn the lights on and fredrick fazbear is there huh#what then#anyways#i miss my wife diantha#nothings wrong with her i just miss her#anyways anyways#omg the fe engage soundtrack my beloved#its so good#except for the fact that the only pre-battle enforcer of knowledge i can find sounds like i twas recorded on someones phone#sigh#life can be hard
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