#lowkey scared i'll walk in there and immediately have a panic attack

[froggy-day]

i will now be meeting 3 of the main ppl my hyperfixation has been centered on in a little more than one week. omfg

the craziest thing abt having a hyperfixation that involves real people is that sometimes u can actually end up in ur hyperfixation. wtfwtfwtfwtf.

[thekoalapastriesbakery]

Can I request trans male reader who's very afraid of insects like hornets and happens to see one on a wall or on the floor and is very much panicking, so calling for help? With Alex Albon, Esteban, and Charles (separately)?

-🦉(don't mind me claiming that emoji)

welcome 🦉!! i'll add you to the claimed list :D

alex albon:

to be 100% honest he will tease the hell out of you

because of course he will

but he'll still help you with the bug

if it's something like a hornet he'll be trying to herd it outside from about 5-6 feet away

look he loves you but he doesn't want to be stung either??

eventually he'll get rid of it

(or it'll fly away on its own, alex will still claim credit for "scaring it off")

no matter how much he teases you, alex will actually comfort you when you're really freaked out

he doesn't want his boyfriend to have a panic attack

and if you end up spiraling about "not being man enough" alex will get very offended on your behalf

he always does to be honest

he will not have you being transphobic to yourself

he will also point out that you wouldn't think he was less of a man for being scared of something, so why shouldn't the same premise apply to you?

anyway

he's very goofy and lowkey unhelpful but he is sweet

charles leclerc:

honestly

charles is probably also scared of the insect

he'll try to pretend he isn't

especially because he can see/hear how terrified you are

but he'll end up kinda just throwing tissues at it and hurriedly moving away only to huff and whimper when that, shockingly, didn't get rid of the bug

he will get rid of it after a while

usually because he just gets so frustrated and over it that he'll just squash the thing

he will then put the tissue (or his shoe or whatever) in the bin. and then he will be immediately taking the trash out

he won't be able to sleep if he thinks it's still in the apartment

both of you will need comfort cuddles afterwards

charles will probably suggest the bee movie

you tell him to sleep on the couch

(you both know you're not serious)

esteban ocon:

the calmest and the sweetest

he comes running when he hears you call out for him all stressed

runs into about twenty different things on his way

but he does get there quickly

when he sees you pressed against the opposite wall/corner of wherever the insect is, his first instinct is to comfort you

you look so scared and he's just a big softie

if you ask him to get rid of the insect, este will not even consider killing the bug

he gets a sheet of paper and the glass from the hallway (after he used it to get rid of a bug the first time, you couldn't drink out of it again, so it just became the designated bug catching apparatus)

it takes twenty seconds max for him to catch the little creature

he takes it outside

esteban would probably actually walk all the way down the street so you'd be less worried about it flying/crawling right back in

and when he gets back, he'll give you the most comforting hugs you've ever experienced in your life

he's magic like that

[thirstybtsthoughts]

Bunny I really need big sister advice here.

So, I'm in the bathroom and the door is locked, I went in to make some pleasure in this Tae professor fic I just read... and so I'm enjoying, as one would say, and then I search on twitter for bulges in suits coz thats a kink of mine and it kinda went with the taehyung professor theme... and so I'm scrolling and sprawled out with my hand in use, then my THIRTEEN year old sister says my name as she UNLOCKS THE DOOR WITH HER NAIL, AND straight up just strolls in and stares at me like a foot away. And in the panic, I closed my bare legs, sat there like I was peeing, and tried to not act suspicious.

I yell at her to stay out if the door is locked, and she gets mad at me and leaves. NO PRIVACY IN THIS HOUSE, SMH!!! But then I look down at my phone and realize I forgot something. I left my screen on. MY SCREEN ON. AS THERE'S SOME DUDE ON THE TIMELINE STROKING HIS BULGE,,, my eyes were scanning to make sure I hid everything that could look suspicious in under a second, so i couldn't see if she got a glimpse of it.

My sister is in this weird phase where she's hyper freaked out at anything that makes her think innapropriate thoughts. Idk, maybe its because she's going through puberty and it scares her because she doesn't like this new unknown thing (I was the same way when I was younger for some reason), and it also could be that we're in a very religious and conservative household, so she could be under some self-inflicted impression that its "dirty" or "wrong" to have innapropriate thoughts. But like... its the kid version of dirty. They don't even know what to think yet. For example, we don't watch aquaman anymore because she said to my mom that the shape of his pants makes her look there and it bothers her. This girl... *sigh*

So now I'm sitting here lowkey freaking out. I can't ask my mom to tell her to knock off just ENTERING THE LOCKED BATHROOMS whenever she wants, because then my mom would be like ??? Why is it bothering you extra??? And then she'd know thats usually where I'll go to have privacy so I can do things. I'm twenty years old.

So I tried to continue and refocus on the fantasy of professor Tae again when I was back alone, because I was literally just gonna climax when that scary interruption barged in. I was shaky and akward and felt exposed and so uncomfortable from it. And then my mom walks past, pounding on the door and giving me a heart attack. "Who's in the bathroom rn??" She shouts. Again, yanked my hand away, turned off my phone, and closed my legs JUST IN CASE. I weakly respond "me", and then I freaked out a little again, because my voice was kinda whimpery since I got close to climaxing again and had to panic and stop immediately.

My whole family is really comfortable and casual about just getting things when they need them from cubbords and stuff, but my sister doesn't even knock to ask if its alright. I swear, she does it just to bug me.

Gosh i'm getting off track.

Anyway, I'm scared that I scarred my sister, or if she's gonna hyperfixate and obsess about it in secret now. I don't want her to freak out more than she does. And I really don't want my mom to know that I'll occasionally watch things on my phone. She'll take it to "help me stop" probably, even if I'm a grown woman.

So like... any advice on how to adress this situation? I'm so sorry, I'm just so sick of this. There's NOWHERE I can have the full guarentee of privacy, not even my room. No locks on doors, everyone waltzes in because no one would think anyone is hiding something. but so far I've never been walked in on or caught until now. It felt exposing, even if she thought I was just using the bathroom, and I really didn't like it. I feel embarrased now, that could have gone so bad.

~ 🌸

Wow... I know privacy is hard when living with family but opening locked doors and walking into a bathroom when someone is inside?!... maybe it's a norm in some households, I don't know, but I do feel for you that you really do have no privacy at all.

About your sis - I'm sorry to say it but I kind of feel like she had it coming for walking in on you like that. She shouldn't have done it. Hopefully she didn't see your phone or anything, at 13 though, she's old enough to get a gist of what might have been happening. She will get past this phase of being uncomfortable with things like it, you went through it too, so you would know. I assume it's something she (and you) got from your upbringing around your family's conservative views. Try not to worry about her too much, she'll figure things out as she grows and learns more. If you really want to, you could talk to her about not walking in when people are using the bathroom, but that would involve the risk of her bringing up what she may have seen and thinking about it more. I don't know what else to say about it, it's how your family is, and I feel that if you were to bring up the topic of privacy in a conversation with them it would backfire on you as they would want to know why it's an issue and why you want more privacy.

Do you drive? Have a car? Maybe that's somewhere you could do it. I used to wait until there was no one home and then use those few rare times to play with myself. Otherwise I just restrained from doing so. I never really properly explored myself until I was 27 and moved out though. I also never had privacy, I shared a room when I was at home, have a big family, and our bathroom is too echoey for anything and there's always someone walking by 😭. So I get the no privacy thing. Another thing is to wait until the dead of night when you know they're all asleep, but I know thats risky as every sound at night feels loud af 😩. Your only other option may be to move out...but that's a big step to take just for the sake of being able to masturbate in peace. It's your choice how to handle things, you know your family best. 💜💜💜