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2 mai: Sfântul Ierarh Atanasie al III-lea cel Nou (Patelarie), Patriarhul Constantinopolului
Celebrat pe 2 mai, Sfântul Ierarh Atanasie al III-lea cel Nou Patelarie, făcător de minuni din Lubensk, cu numele lumesc de Alexis, s-a născut în anul 1560, pe insula Creta, în pioasa familie grecească Patelarios. În pofida înaltei sale educații și poziții sociale, a fost atras de viața asceților creștini.
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se înfoiau nori gestanţi pe talpa cerului
ṣi parcă îmi venea deodată să mă îmbrac în vineţiu, să scormonesc pe sub foliaj după coleoptere iridescente
dar simt că ne strigă arborii ochioşi şi scorburiți
cârlionţii ferigilor care îmbobocesc acum
îmi smucesc privirea înspre un alt ieri, o firmitură de infinit și o clipă de neatenție de la zumzetul lumesc
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fluorescent? iridescent? lumescent?? pearlescent??? phosphorescent??? who tf is out here smelling light???
#this is a joke#but also -escent indicates a kinetic state of being so if I were made of shadows would I be umbrescent#what do shadows smell like
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Luz de Maria, 15 Februarie 2024
___________________________________________________________ MESAJ DE LA PREASFÂNTA FECIOARĂ MARIADAT LUZ DE MARIEI15 FEBRUARIE 2024 Iubiți copii ai Inimii Mele Neprihănite, vă binecuvântez. VĂ INVIT LA CONVERTIRE, SĂ FIȚI MAI MULT AI FIULUI MEU DIVIN.ÎNDEPĂRTAȚI-VĂ DE LUMESC ȘI DE PĂCAT. Copilași, bine știți că tot ce am revelat de-a lungul timpurilor pentru ca să se îndeplinească puțin câte…
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Obișnuiam sa ne uităm la lună
Tu acolo, eu aici
Câteodată și-mpreună
Dar aia a fost doar un pic.
Acum luna plânge-n nori
Stelele nu mai clipesc
Mi-aș fi dorit de atâtea ori
Sa te feresc de tot răul lumesc..
Și te-afunzi în pături moi
Scufundat în gânduri
Sigur te gândești la noi
Dar nu citești printre rânduri.
Eu încă sunt aici, nu plec...
Dar sufletul îmi e hoinar
Se plimbă pe pustii poteci
Dar......doar "dar"....
#C
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Revin din nou, cu multă inspirație lately. Împărtășesc cu voi tot ce se zbiară in sufletul meu. Toată lumea e bine acum. Vocile s-au liniștit, am avut ședință. Am hotărât împreună cu ele să mă lase în pace o vreme, sa incerc să mă bucur de viață și ele să nu încerce să mă împiedice. Nu știu cât va dura. Nu știu cât timp voi avea. Cert este că voi avea puțin răgaz!
Don't lose yourself, guys!
E imposibil ce-mi doresc
Acum in clipa mult râvnită
Si cu efort dumnezeiesc
Tânjesc sa mi te fac iubită!
Să calc mai des, mai apăsat,
Sa calc pe murmurul ceresc?
Sunt tot mai tare-nverșunat,
E imposibil ce-mi doresc!
Și nici divinul nu mai știe,
E imposibil ce-mi doresc...
Sunt mort, sunt o fantomă vie,
Mi-e greață de ce e lumesc.
Prin șoapte ce mă ispitesc,
M-apucă o-ntreagă nebunie!
E imposibil ce-mi doresc...
De ce să nu îmi fi tu mie...?
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Proiectul Împreună (279)
RUGĂCIUNEA DE ASTĂZI: În repetate rânduri Domnul ne avertizează de pericolul pe care îl reprezintă spiritul lumesc, care încearcă să pătrundă în viețile, familiile, bisericile noastre. Ne poruncește clar să nu ne potrivim “chipulului veacului acestuia“. De aceea să ne rugăm ca Dumnezeu să ne dăruiască înțelepciune și putere, necesare pentru a evita: – Adoptarea de preferințe, păreri,…

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Forever, they swore to each other. Lorcan could feel her promise in every fiber of his being form his hair to his skin, to his bones, to his blood, to even the little dying pieces of stardust that lingered somewhere hidden within himself. The seed of Lily's magic that had implanted itself into Lorcan's soul after he had asked her to marry him seemed to sing with the joy of it all. It was then that Lorcan became aware truly of the gravity of this moment. He could feels it's importance, it's weight on his conscience as the memory of Lily below him, her fiery hair splayed against the grass, decorated with downy little bits of lilac petals and his slow, tender presses into her, branded itself onto his soul.
He remembered briefly in the hazy bliss of their love making that relief and validation he had felt when Lily finally understood his feelings, watching the realization spark to life in his emerald eyes on the quidditch pitch. He remembered the first time he had kissed her properly how it felt like a key fitting into a lock and finally turning. Being with Lily, or more importantly being honest and transparent with her about everything in its entirety had allowed him to grow into a man worthy of her. He had given her his vulnerabilities, his short comings, his ego, and her acceptance had molded it into something they could both be proud of.
There had to be such a thing as fate, truly and not just in the romantic sense, Lorcan was sure. Because every slow, heavy press into Lily, with every clench of her walls around him and every shaky breath and every hammer of their hearts against one another, felt like a testament to the fact being this is exactly where the two of them are supposed to be.
With affection overflowing, Lorcan sought to give it exit and bent to press his lips to Lily's once more. Warm, swollen lips moved against one another with warmth and familiarity. Lorcan had always struggled to show Lily just how deeply he felt for her, but there in her arms, beneath the lilacs and swaths of lumescent moonlight, with her magic still slotted deeply in his heart, he found comfort in her understanding.
A gentle hand swept over Lilys body once more, sensitive finger tips brushing past the curve of her breast, down over the gentle ridges of ribs to the softness of her thighs. He urged her to wrap her leg around his waist as his thrust grew in desperation. He finally was forced to pull his lips form Lily's and concentrate on bringing her even more pleasure. The former Ravenclaw realigned their closely pressed hips so that the head of his penis pressed slightly more upwards upon reentry. He was seeking that special sweet spot within her that he knew would have Lily finally shattering from the pleasure. He was a gentleman after all, Lorcan, and it was always 'ladies first.'
Emerald and Clover
Today would be the last day of a long chapter in Lorcan and Lily’s life, and the first page of another. They both had known it was coming since the first time they stepped out of their little row boat and onto the rocky shore in front of Hogwarts. It was their graduation day, something that in their world marked their full acsent into adulthood. Their seventeenth birthdays had marked the beginning of such a transition, leaving the two in a sort of limbo between adult and child. But now the change was complete and once they were handed their diplomas they would turn away from this hollowed place that had fostered this growth and never return. It was daunting, even for Lorcan who looked forward to the future with eager, curious eyes.
But never had he thought he’d be walking across the stage without Lysander by her side. And if you asked him a few months ago, he wouldn’t have believed Johiah to be absent either. Yet only a mere month ago tragedy, cruel and corrosive, had drawn a line between the groups, between even the twins. What had happened to Johiah had wounded her in ways Lily and Lorcan couldn’t even wrap their heads around. The only one who could understand her all consuming grief was Lysander. After all…the baby had been his.
Perhaps it was that event, Lorcan reflected, that had marked their true leap into adulthood. It wasn’t just the fact Joey and Lys lost their child that had stolen their innocence, it was the cruelty of how the act had occured. To know the horrors people were capable of, to know that even a father may hurt his child. They had all met a monster that day, several in fact, and Johiah, their dearest friend, had grown up in their den.
Needless to say, Joey and Lys didn’t return to school, but Lorcan and Lily, well they had less of a choice. While they were pained for their friends’ loss, and for the loss of someone they would have loved as well, it was still not their cross to bear. So Lily and Lorcan had returned to Hogwarts, with only each other this time. They took comfort in each other in every conceivable way. Physically, emotionally, even mentally. Some days comforting each other looked like bringing the other food to their dorm when the tears wouldn’t stop and it was too hard to leave their bed. Other days it was holding hands in the astronomy towers trying to find joy in the things they always had. Other days…other days Lorcan would find himself inside Lily as they learned what it was to be human again. Every time there were tears, and every time the other would kiss them away.
“You ready for forever?” Lorcan asked Lily once he finally found her in the crowd of seventh years. They were bearing all black robes this time, for the first time no longer seperated by house, but instead standing together as an entire grade, ready to take on the world together. Instead of in the Great Hall, Graduation was held outdoors by the Black Lake, making use of the beautiful summer weather. A stage had been brought out for the graduates to walk across and for the Head of Houses and Headmistress were sat. In front of the stage, hundreds of chairs houses the excited family members of the seventh years who were sat in neat rows to the left of the stage. McGonagal had tried to put them in alphabetical order, Lorcan in particular wasn’t having it. He wanted to sit next to Lily and walk into the next part of his life together with her. It only seemed fitting, they had done everything together all ready after all, and if things went according to plan, they would continue to.
Lorcan had a plan for after the ceremony when they would return to Potter manner for a graduation party. He would get Harry alone and finally ask him what he had been meaning to since the night he spent with Lily in the Astronomy tower. Lorcan had known his entire life that he wanted to spend the rest of his days with Lily Potter, but that night she had affirmed to him that she felt the same. So he would do right by her and by their culture and ask her father for her hand.
McGonagal took the stage finally, and a hush fell over the crowd and students. Lorcan smiled, something that had been hard to do recently and brought their interlocked hands to his lips, kissing Lily’s knuckles.
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282. SELECTEAZĂ CORECT 78. CEA MAI SCUMPĂ MÂNCARE [Geneza 25.29-34 I Evrei 12.15-17]
282. SELECTEAZĂ CORECT 78. CEA MAI SCUMPĂ MÂNCARE [Geneza 25.29-34 I Evrei 12.15-17]
282. SELECTEAZĂ CORECT 78. CEA MAI SCUMPĂ MÂNCARE I Podcast I Pasaje Biblice : Geneza 25 : 29 – 34 I Evrei 12 : 15 – 17 I Meditaţii din Cuvânt I Cezareea I Reşiţa I 09 Octombrie 2022 I În Geneza 25 : 29 – 34 scrie că : „Odată, pe când fierbea Iacov o ciorbă, Esau s-a întors de la câmp, rupt de oboseală. Şi Esau a zis lui Iacov : „Dă-mi, te rog, să mănânc din ciorba aceasta roşiatică, fiindcă sunt…

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#282. SELECTEAZĂ CORECT 78. CEA MAI SCUMPĂ MÂNCARE#curvar#Efeseni 5.29-30#Evrei 12.15-17#Geneza 25.29-34#Geneza 35.28-29#lumesc#profan#rupt de oboseală
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Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas (Part 1)
Hi friends! Sorry I've been away, my computer is fixed now. :) Here is part one of the Christmas fic I'll be writing this December! I have a rough outline in my head and an Advent challenge prompt list, but if there are any prompts you'd like to see in particular for Christmas please let me know!
Lots of love, C
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December 1: Snowflake
When Harry blinked his eyes open he was surprised by two things. First, and most pleasantly, he was surprised by how well rested he felt. Second, after pushing Helmi’s wing down out of his face, he was surprised by how light it was outside.
He always hated how dark it was in the winter when he had to get up.
Helmi folded her delicate wings down along her back and curled up tighter on Harry’s chest, nudging his chin with her snout. He stroked his hand down her neck, feeling her smooth scales beneath his fingertips. For what must be the thousandth time he sent up a little thank you that someone, somewhere had made the “mistake” of creating pygmy Antipodean Opaleyes so that Helmi could still curl up on his chest even at the age of 3 and sleep there without crushing him.
“What time do you imagine it is?” he asked her softly, grunting as he shifted to grab his glasses and wand so he could cast a tempus charm.
He cast the charm and then cast it once more, “Bloody hell,” he groaned. “We’re late,” he said, nudging the twenty pound dragon off his chest. “Merlin, he’s going to kill me.”
Harry left Helmi to delve under the blankets for warmth, feeling only slightly resentful that she didn’t have to get out of bed for mundane tasks like showering and dressing. He multitasked by stretching out the tense muscles in his left thigh while he showered and dressed. The stretches were slapdash at best and his healer would have scolded at him if she could see him but he didn’t have time to dawdle.
After racing around the house, getting dressed, and getting his coat on, he called his dragon in parsel tongue, a language she seemed to understand even if she didn't speak it. “Helmi! Let’s get a move on. We’re already late!”
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He heard the soft thud of her jumping down off the bed and her claws scratching against the floorboards as she stretched.
“Now,” he called, rolling his eyes.
She made an appearance a moment later, half flying, half stumbling down the stairs to where Harry was standing with her harness.
“Good girl,” he murmured as he slipped it on and opened the door for her. Much to Helmi’s delight, it was snowing outside as they stepped into the brisk morning air. He watched with a great deal of amusement as she stuck out her long tongue to catch a snowflake.
He debated stopping off at the coffee cart and eventually decided that he was already late, so a few more minutes couldn’t hurt. “Morning Karl,” he said cheerfully when he arrived at the front of the queue.
“Morning Harry,” he replied, then with much more interest he looked down at Helmi, “And good morning to you, my most lovely guest.”
Helmi preened, tilting her head to and fro so that the sun would glint across her lumescent scales.
“Aren’t you looking lovely this morning, Helmi,” he enthused. She flapped her wings and took flight, hovering up near the window so he could get a clearer look at her. “Yes, very pretty indeed,” he said, reaching out to hand her a bit of pastry like he did every morning.
She took it gently from his hand and sank back to the ground before tearing into it. “You spoil her,” Harry said with a grin.
Karl shrugged, “She’s my favorite customer,” he said with a wink. “Now, did you want the usual? Medium coffee with two sugars and a medium mocha with soy and peppermint?”
“Ooh, you’ve got peppermint in again?”
“It is officially December,” he replied with a smile.
“He is going to be so pleased.”
“Probably not pleased enough to let you off the hook about being late. Aren’t you supposed to be in at 8:00?”
Harry winced, “Better make it a large,” he conceded. “And I’m not that late,” he muttered as Karl started making his drinks.
“Whatever you say.”
He finished them quickly and passed them off and Harry started off again toward the shop with Helmi following along contentedly. The Quidditch shop that he partially owned and worked at was just another two blocks away and Harry sipped his coffee and tried to enjoy the last few minutes of quiet he was likely to have until the evening.
The bells overhead jangled when he unlocked the front door and stepped inside. “You’re late, Potter!” the voice he’d been dreading a bit called out.
Harry looked around, trying to locate the other man. Helmi found him eventually, under a pile of boxes and fake snow that he was using to decorate the windows.
He greeted her as he always did, “Good morning, Helmi, you great menace.” Then he shooed her, “Out of the fake snow,” he instructed, giving her a gentle shove after patting her flank. “I’ve left you a breakfast treat in your nest.”
Harry watched Helmi fly over to the nest that Draco had built her a few weeks after Harry had adopted her. Then he turned back, “I brought you a peppermint mocha,” Harry offered.
A blonde head popped out from under the tree he was fiddling with the lights on in obvious excitement, but his pale silver eyes narrowed nonetheless. “It is,” he paused to cast a tempus charm, then continued, “8:24. You are 24 minutes late, Potter.”
“Stop calling me that, Draco,” he said as he cast a wandless spell to hang the lights in the window and passed Draco his mocha. “It’s weird.”
“There was a time when it was the norm,” Draco replies, taking a sip of his mocha and humming in delight. “And I’m cross with you, mocha or no.”
Harry rolled his eyes, “We don’t even open for another 35 minutes.”
“Yes, but we were supposed to be decorating the store this morning.”
“We could just use-”
“Don’t even say it,” Draco snapped.
“Magic,” Harry finished.
Draco glared at him in the way that only Draco could. “This was your-”
“Idea,” Harry finished with a sigh.
Eyes narrowed at him as Draco continued, “You were the one who started-”
“This tradition,” he groaned, finishing the other man’s thought once more.
“Stop that,” Draco growled.
Harry rubbed his forehead, “You know, I didn’t expect you to turn it into a tradition.”
“Well, then you never should have made the challenge in the first place.”
He unwound his scarf from his neck and shrugged out of his coat, remembering that first year that they’d worked together. When Harry’s injury was new and he’d been bitter and angry. It had seemed crazy but they’d been running in similar social circles following a tentative truce made in their 8th year at Hogwarts. But Draco needed someone to help run his quidditch shop and bring in customers and Harry needed something to bring him out of his sulking.
“I don’t think that you should keep holding that against me,” he said with a huff.
The corner of Draco’s mouth tipped up and Harry’s heart fluttered uselessly against his ribs. “Maybe not, but I like doing it the muggle way.”
“That’s because you hate me.”
Draco laughed, a small, delighted sound, “You know that’s not true.”
“Do I? Wasn’t it just a mere minutes ago that you were spitting my surname at me like a curse?”
He laughed again and Harry’s lips tipped up at the sound. “You’re so dramatic.” He shook his head and threw a handful of fake snow at him, “Come on, let’s get started.”
“I’ll stay late,” Harry promised earnestly. “I’ll get everything before we go home.”
“Too right you will,” Draco replied, sipping his drink. “But I suppose I’ll stay and help you.”
"Oh, come on," Harry said with a huff. "I'm sure you've got a thousand things to do. It's December," he chuckled, knowing that every year, Draco's December was packed full of activities.
Draco looked away and cleared his throat, "Not this year," he murmured. "It's not the same without-" he broke off, unable to finish the sentence.
And Harry wished that he could just sink into the floor, he hated that look on Draco's face, hated the way it made his own heart ache and burn. "I'm sorry," he said softly.
He shook his head and waved a hand, "It's fine," he said casually. "I just," he shrugged, "It's not fun by myself, you know?"
"Do Christmas with me," Harry replied without really thinking. "I know I'm not your mum but," he shrugged a little helplessly. "I'd be happy to do all of the Christmas things you used to do." He swallowed, nerves flaring, "if you wanted to."
Draco stared at him for a long moment that seemed to stretch out into eternity. "I wouldn't want to impose," he said.
"It's no imposition," Harry said quickly. "It'd be fun," he said, the corner of his mouth tilting up. "I've never really had anyone to do Christmas with."
At that, Draco's frown deepened. "What?"
He shrugged, "I've just always been on my own in December since Hogwarts."
"Well," Draco said, straightening his shoulders and giving Harry a little smile that made the tension unfurl from Harry's gut, "It seems you need this as much as I do."
He laughed, "I do," he agreed.
"Right," Draco said. "Well, we'll decorate the shop today after work and I'll think about a list of activities for us to do during December."
"I'd like that," he said softly.
"Me too," Draco said.
And the intimacy and comfort of the moment surrounded Harry, making him feel full to the brim with light and joy. It held for a beat longer before an alarm went off and the moment that Harry always wished would tip and expand into more shattered like an icicle.
Draco blinked and turned to grab his wand. "We need to start getting everything opened up," he said briskly. "Only twenty minutes until customers start coming through that door."
He nodded and watched as Draco headed toward the registers, letting the excitement of getting to spend more time with Draco flood his being. If everything worked out, this might just be the best Christmas Harry had ever had.
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December 2
#Advent fic challenge#drarry#drarry fics#drarry drabbles#100 drarry drabbles in 100 days#drarry ficlets#falling in love#pining#fluff#Christmas cheer#send me a christmas prompt for a chapter#part 1
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13 august: Sfântul Tihon de Zadonsk
Sfântul Tihon, episcop al Voroneschiului, cu numele lumesc Timotei, s-a născut în anul 724, în satul Korotsk, dioceza Novgorod, în familia dascălului Sabellius Chirilov. https://www.diane.ro/2024/08/13-august-sfantul-tihon-de-zadonsk.html
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“Mi-am cârpit ciorapii și o bluză-n cot, Însă fericirea să mi-o cos nu pot M-am dus în oraș să cumpăr o ață, Să pot coase, zile, nopțile la viață
Mi-a zis o băbuță: Ce te străduiești? Ce-ai pierdut! Pierdut e! N-o să-l mai găsești! Poți cârpi pe tine,toată îmbrăcămintea, Sufletul nu-l coși! Inima și mintea!
Soarta nu se schimbă, dar poți îndulci Fiecare clipă! Poți! Cu bucurii. Și mai poți c-un zâmbet să aduci lumină, Casa mulțumită ! Lumânări în mână!
Omul în necaz, să-i întinzi bănuți Pâine la flămânzi, papuci la desculți. Nu te mânia, când ți-or răde-n nas Urii nu-i lăsa, lângă tine-un pas.
Nimeni n-are voie! Nicicând să îngrădească! Binelui o ușă! Iubirii, fereastră! Coase dacă vrei: Flori și cer pe ie, Clipele să-ți treacă, cânt de ciocârlie!
Pune nod la lacrimi! Punte fă-i la dor Și-or părea ușoare, toate câte-ți dor. Nimeni nu-și cârpește inima rănită Nu întorci din drum, viața rătăcită!
Nu răsare soare, când e miezul nopții Nu poți fi pe plac, așa cum vor toții. Însă poți rămâne: Om de omenie Viața rai lumesc pentru tine fie!”
Elena Căruntu
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Xisuma and Evil X- A Hero By Any Other Name
So. This happened. You ever get the urge to write 9000 words of Evil X and Xisuma as brothers that in a Super Hero AU where the government is corrupt and runs all the heroes into the ground in the name of “protecting the most people possible”? With lots of Evil X making poor choices to help out his exhausted hero of a brother? And then have that story end up taking over your life for about a week until you can get it all out? Yeah. Yeah, glad I finally finished this but gosh darn am I double glad that I can move on to other projects.
Also on AO3.
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A story in which there are two little boys, a pair of twins by the names of Evil X and Xisuma. Xisuma is good and kind and responsible, everything that his mother ever wanted and more. Evil X was the mistake, the additional child their parents didn't want nor could afford to have. Their parents had run the math, knew the risks, knew that if they penny-pinched enough, they could afford to have the child they always dreamed of. Evil X threw their maths into chaos, and if they wanted one son, they had to take both.
Evil X and Xisuma knew that Evil X was a mistake, that his presence was why their family could never afford to go to the movies, why they couldn't buy school lunches like all the other kids, why their parents were so stressed and tired and cruel. Still, Xisuma was glad that his brother existed, even if it made his parents' lives harder. He wondered if that made him a bad son.
In time, Evil X and Xisuma were left alone by everyone in their lives and until all they had are each other and the void that their parents left them with when they had to look them in the eye and tell them that they couldn't take care of them anymore. Even now Xisuma thinks that the void raised them better than their parents ever did, teaching him and his brother to lie through their teeth, be sneaky, be cruel.
In the orphanage and the many foster homes that followed, Evil X did his best to take care of his twin as a sort of penance for screwing up the life Xisuma could have led. In return, Xisuma lied and lied and lied to the matrons and the well-meaning children about anything and everything he needed to. They don't need anyone but each other. (Truth.) They are happy. He is everything that Evil X needs, Evil X doesn't want a family. Xisuma is enough. (Lie.)
(Gods, don't take his brother away.)
Xisuma grew up with lies on his tongue and smiles in his eyes, warping himself into the golden child, larger than life. Evil X grew up in the shadows with bruised knuckles, a bruised heart, and eventually, scars across his face from a fight gone bloody and wrong. He was protecting Xisuma, the scars were worth it- his brother accepts them with an odd little smile on his face and a shattering in his eyes. It is a moment that stays with them long after.
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Eventually, foster homes turn into streets and dumpsters, and long nights spent under the covers together are turned into nights spent up in the branches of trees in the park. Xisuma makes friends with the pigeons while Evil X pretends not to like their feathered neighbors. They curl up the same though, bodies fitting together like puzzle pieces high in their bower. Made for each other, quietly shaping themselves around their twin so as to better protect them and shield them from the cold.
Evil X comes home to their tree with stolen sweaters and wilted flowers and popcorn kernels from behind the movie theater so that the birds don't starve. Xisuma meets him with tears of wonder in his eyes and fire dancing on his fingertips.
Xisuma has magic. Evil X tries not to be jealous. As it turns out, he has very little to be jealous of when it's revealed that there are many other people who have magic throughout the city- or rather, "superpowers." It's like something straight out of a comic book, if that comic book resembled something like Neil Gaiman's "Sandman" or the Transformers IDW continuity.
People start dying. A lot of people. Those with powers that make them look monstrous are feared, hated, and eventually outcast. Those with powers that are useful are drafted to fight wars and heal people for hours and hours with no rest in the hospitals. Xisuma sells himself to the city officials behind Evil X's back and in return, he and his brother get a cold glass and steel apartment and food enough that they will never starve again.
Evil X begins to build up muscle, fleshing out and growing tall and strong. He hates it, hates his body, because Xisuma never becomes more than whipcord strength and whispered words- down-turned eyes, up-turned lips. Reassurances that he's happy, really, truly. So obedient, his brother, the ideal filial son to the system that Evil X could never bring himself to be. They train the civilian out of his twin and mold him into a leader, a real proper superhero.
They don't give his brother lunch breaks. They need his power too badly, they say. There are people dying and they need his strength.
Gods, it makes him sick.
Xisuma's slight figure hides in his brother's shadow when they are at home, and Evil X does his best to wrap around him until the "monsters" of the world can't get him. Evil X lets Xisuma's flames dance across his fingertips and tickle his face, their gentle warmth driving out some of the chill in their big empty apartment. On truly special days, they go to the park to feed the birds. The higher ups don't like that, of course, insisting that Xisuma under Evil X's care is like using his spark for a kerosene lamp, contained, stifled, unable to help anyone in any way that matters.
The city wants a bonfire. Evil X growls and tells them no, but Xisuma just smiles and his eyes shatter a little more as he goes with them willingly, offering himself up as kindling. His superhero name is Matchstick of all things, and Evil X knows his brother well enough to know that he picked it out himself.
A nod to the fact that he is destroying himself? An inside joke and an apology in one, maybe. It breaks his heart too much to think on it.
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With time, the rules and roles become a little clearer and the war begins to solidify. Basic rights for those with powers is still in the works, but Xisuma is able to start eating a little more. Evil X makes him protein shakes to take with him to work anyway.
The heroes are this: Matchstick, Reaper, Ivy-Over, Xenon, Spatter, Shank, Krypton, and Trigometric. Xisuma, Cleo, Gemini, Tango, Vintage Beef, Iskall, Impulse, Cubfan.
The villains are this: Armistice, Zyon, Ooze, Clockwork, Poultryman, Valkerie, and Lumesce. (Welsknight, Etho, Jevin, Mumbo, Grian, Stress, Pearl- but our hero doesn't know this yet.)
Evil X sits on their shared bed and holds his twin in his arms, listening to him talk about work with troubled eyes.
Reaper. Cruel, with a tongue like a knife and teeth even sharper. She eats her enemies whole and seems to enjoy the taste of blood. Somewhere in the dark of the building is a man named Joe who whispers comebacks and threats to her for her to use in her next fight. She has not seen him free or unshackled in three years. Around his neck is a metal collar, an irony too bitter for her to speak of often. Xisuma hopes they treat him well.
Ivy-Over, blinded by the glitter and shine of heroism, still firmly thinking the best of her political overlords. Naive. Carefully herded off the battlefields as soon as her fights are over so that she never sees the casualties her massive vines leave in their wake. Xisuma worries that one day the illusion will be broken and with it her mind. She seems like the kind of person who could regress to using entrails as a skipping rope if pushed far enough. Evil X does his best to reassure him, but the lies turn to mulch in his mouth.
Xenon and Krypton, a duo that never let the higher ups split them up or force them to fight alone. Together they share a record for the fewest recorded injuries, as well as a certain fierceness in their eyes as they volley explosive balls of shadow and light between them, bouncing them back and forth to build up velocity before letting them loose on their enemies. Still, the people whisper about how much more help they could do if they were simply separated, able to cover more places at once. At night, Xisuma hears them crying, bundled tight in each other's arms and mourning their missing third.
Shank, their sniper. Supreme accuracy, a consequence of his self-built bionic eye and his special laser rifle. The higher ups are murmuring about what he could do if more of him was bionic. What improvements could be made to his body? How many more lives could be saved? (How many more "monsters" could be put behind bars?)
Splatter, their brawler. A sip of blood and he hulks out, his strength becoming all the greater the more he drinks, so the higher ups give him all the blood he could stomach and more. They never tell him where it comes from, and he's too afraid to ask. (He was a butcher before this whole hero thing, he had explained to Xisuma once. He knows what animal blood tastes like. What they give him is definitely not animal blood- and sometimes, it makes him feel sick. He always was allergic to steroids.)
Trigometric, who bent reality into fractals, who seemed just a bit more broken than the rest. He actually liked his job, and that perhaps made him less of a hero and more of a monster. (Mr. Goodtimes was a head of government of some renown, famous for his power plays and his campaign that favored brutal action against those that the city condemned. Trigometric called him "Scar" with affection on his lips and that was perhaps scariest of all.)
It's terrifying hearing about his twin's coworkers and their varying flavors of unfortunate and unstable, even worse when he has to stay at home and watch the news to see if his brother has survived to see another day against the violent protests and the drug rings and mobs and super villains.
Because there are super villains. He even meets one.
---
The pigeons need feeding. Life or death, whether Xisuma is around to remind him or no, the pigeons need feeding so every Tuesday and Saturday Evil X goes to the park with a bag of bird seed. It just so happens that one sunshine-filled summer day there is someone there before him. Crouched close to a few pigeons, at first he thinks the figure is just dressed in a purple cloak, but when the figure stands up and stretches, the cloak separates to reveal a pair of brilliant purple wings. Poultryman.
Evil X has seen his brother come back from fights and he knows that while Poultryman is a figure of some renown, his battles rarely cause collateral damage- that's more the hallmark of his partner Clockwork. So when Poultryman turns to face him, trademark white mask over his eyes and an odd expression on his face, Evil X just glares and walks up to him to dump the bag of bird seed on the super villain's feet.
"For the birds," he says tersely before spinning on his heel, preparing to walk away. The sound of bright, cheerful laughter has him pausing and the sound of wings meeting the dirt has him turning around. Poultryman is on the ground, rolling around in the bird seed and laughing his head off, clutching his stomach and flapping his wings wildly, which only makes even more of a mess.
"Pffftt- hahaHAhAHaH! Oh gods, your face! If I couldn't tell you were so pissed off to see me I wouldv'e thought this was the greatest prank ever!" Oookay? Evil X crosses his arms, unimpressed and left with a sneaking suspicion he is being made fun of.
"And?" Poultryman lets out a last few wheezing gasps before smoothly rolling to his feet, mask askew and utterly covered in dirt, grass, and bird seed. The local pigeons have, surprisingly enough, not scattered just yet.
"And that was brilliant! Tell me, are you the one who's been feeding the birds around here? The pigeons have been dying to introduce me to their 'friend' and I've been eager to meet them ever since. Well, the word translates more to family but there's some non-pigeon implications mixed in there, so friend works a little better. I don't think my feathered friends have quite yet figured out how to buy their own bird seed. You don't look like a pigeon anyway."
"No. I am not a pigeon," Evil X sighs, shifting his feet but keeping his posture defensive. If he remembers right, Poultryman never did any real damage but he apparently came off to Xisuma as a little unhinged and he'd rather not test the super villain's good mood. "And yes, I feed the birds around here. Can I go?"
Poultryman tilts his head to the side, going abruptly silent and still, all emotion wiped from his body language, expression, and voice. "That depends. Would you like to make Matchstick's life a little easier? I have a deal for you."
---
It goes a little something like this.
Clockwork and Poultryman schedule a raid on a local food processing plant, hoping to take their newest shipment of tin. Matchstick and Splatter are in the area and are called in to help. It's a poor match up to begin with, with Splatter's strength not doing much against Clockwork's robotika and Matchstick- while able to keep up with Poultryman in the air, barely- can't seem to land a solid hit on the villain. It doesn't help that he seems to be limited in how hard he hits, too conscious of what his flames might do to Poultryman's vulnerable feathers and of just how high they are in the air. Clockwork, meanwhile, is free to pilfer what he and his partner please from the plant.
However, despite the lack of damage the super heroes are able to do, the villains do even less. To Evil X, that is all that matters.
In another part of the city, a group of civilians meet in an abandoned railway car, dry docked in a train yard with its rusted frame resting on several heavy blocks of wood. The door is chained shut, but that means little when the underneath has a hole cut into it and if one is determined enough, crawling inside is easy. There, they exchange moth-eaten blankets, half-broken appliances, tattered clothes, and the tools to fix them. Money. Documents.
Evil X brings food. The government promised food unending to him and his brother, he may as well take advantage of it.
A deceptively normal-looking man with glasses and a deactivated metal collar around his neck brings a stack of books in, most of them picture books for the children. Another man, this one with green skin and robotik prosthetics, brings a stack of battered but newly repaired mobile phones, gaze shifting around nervously, as if scared to be caught there. Evil X makes a quiet note of the men but moves on. Theirs is not a story he feels like tampering with today.
When Xisuma comes home to find Evil X laying face-down in bed, fast asleep, he just smiles and tucks himself in beside his twin. Today is the first day in a long time he had come out from a fight unscathed, and tomorrow he will share the good news with his brother. For now, he sleeps.
---
In time, Evil X becomes a staple of the Homeless Enforcing Principles, which quickly gets abbreviated to the rather unimaginative "HEP." He wonders in the back of his mind if a certain man in glasses had something to do with the name, but decides not to bother with that quickly enough. He has enough on his plate as is with his newly adopted duties.
You see, when you get a diverse enough body of people together from all echelons in the city, and then put them into a rather small space, they begin to do what every group of friendly strangers like to do on the train- start complaining. Sometimes it's about the new "neighborhood watch" starting trouble on the corner of 6th and Fruit, sometimes it's about the new increase in taxes their boss wants to implement, sometimes it's about the stock that slips through the gaps when the trucks come to restock the supermarket.
Between him and his twin, Evil X never really was the one for idle chit-chat, but he knew lies just as well as his brother did and public speaking was just lying with a pretty bow on top. Stock begins to get left off of inventory sheets and put into the hands of the needy. The "neighborhood watch" get pointed towards the parts of the city that actually need their help (conveniently drawing the attention of the local law enforcement, who can actually do something about the problem).
He begins to donate more and more food to the cause, waistline thinning in the process. He thinks he likes his figure better that way.
As Evil X puts more time into his new project, crime rates don't exactly go down, but the number of people arrested for stupid reasons certainly does. The other members of HEP begin to bring in their friends and family and the pool of resources and talents grows, expanding outside the walls of their train car and out into people's basements, gas station parking lots, metal trash bin bonfires in the park. Little pools of community, and for Evil X, wellsprings of information.
Clockwork and Poultryman are some of the first actual super villains to come to the meetings, this time under the names of Mumbo Jumbo and Grian, but they are not the last.
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Armistice arrives hanging off of Lumesce's shoulder one night, his metal body forcing her to drag him along on the ground, shredded legs unable to hold his own weight. She cries steady tears of light, seemingly near-physically pained at being unable to further help him. Evil X watches quietly from the background as Grian looks up and over the bonfire from where he is tending the jagged gash in the unconscious Mumbo's leg.
"Wels. Pearl. Got you too, huh?" The carefully kept-up cheer is gone from the man's face as the duo settle down by the fire, sprawling out in a rough heap.
The woman, Pearl, nods wearily, pulling off her hood and wiping at her face, glowing tears staining her black jacket. "Yeah. Trigometric decided he wanted to come and 'play' for a bit, seems he finally caught on to the illegal clinic I was running down in Mr. TFC's basement. I was lucky enough to get an anonymous tip that he was coming, but Wels got caught in the crossfire for defending me." Grian nods back, eyes distant.
"Give Mumbo a hand with his leg, I'll go grab the last of our tin for Wels to eat so he can patch himself up. E-X?" Evil X straightens up at the winged man's attention. "Call up Keralis and see if you can't get some hew housing sorted for Mr. TFC. I doubt his house survived in the crossfire and you might as well fix it for him with my permission and funds rather than just sort it out behind my back and try to sell it to me as an 'investment' later." With that parting remark Grian stands up stiffly and flies away, leaving Pearl to make her way over to his partner, healing tears already streaming down her face so that she can start to fix the wound.
On the other side of the fire, Wels reaches down and rubs at the sharp and twisted metal of the remnants of his left leg, expression lost and weary. "Things can't keep going like this, so many of us are running on fumes by this point. Something has to change." Expressionless, Evil X just turns away, pulls out his cellphone, and begins to make a few calls.
He carefully ignores the twisting of his heart in his chest.
The next day, Mr. TFC has a room in a decent hotel and Evil X sits on his perfectly white couch staring at his overly large TV, watching the news. Armistice and Poultryman are fighting against Matchstick and Ivy-Over, dashing in and landing a few hits before retreating to the shadows, then running up to repeat the process again. The fight ends with both sides retreating, the heroes to the hospital, the villains to skies with Poultryman straining to bear both Armistice's weight and the load of cash stolen cash in his arms.
Grian's going to pull a wing muscle again, Evil X just knows it.
Xisuma leaves the fight unscathed. Gemini isn't nearly so lucky.
---
The next super villain he meets is mostly on accident, a random encounter more than anything. Tired of lounging about all day, if you call making connections and surfing the internet doing fuck all, Evil X decides he hates himself a bit more than he usually does and decides to go job hunting. A quick internet search later and he finds himself standing outside an abandoned warehouse on the North docks. He and his brother never had much more than their birth certificates and social security numbers to their name, so shady suited him perfectly fine.
A man steps out from behind a corner dressed in a hospital mask, black pea-coat, and a sailor's breton cap as white as his hair. Evil X freezes, eyes going wide as the familiar-looking stranger goes bug-eyed to see him right back. Then the man shifts his weight to his back foot, crossing his arms and wincing playfully, very real trepidation lurking in his posture.
"Uh, you wouldn't happen to by Matchstick's brother, would you?" Evil X takes a careful step away from the man, who he now recognizes as Zyon from watching the news, one of Xisuma's more common foes. His own research proved that the fellow had ice powers to put an iceberg to shame, which was ironic considering that he was secretly the business mogul Etho, who ran a shipping company helpfully named "Titanic Inc." It was doubly ironic since "Zyon" was notorious for causing problems for "Etho," who then claimed the insurance payouts when the boats eventually sank.
That the boats that sank frequently carried weapons, junk food made with GMO ingredients, and weirdly enough, socks, was of little consequence to him, but he kept that amusing tidbit in his back pocket for later. (The sailors on board were... collateral. And a nonissue. Anyone who signed up on a ship run by "Titanic Inc." deserved what they got.)
(Their deaths were not his concern.)
"Yeah, that's me. And you're Zyon- or rather, Etho." Zyon chuckles nervously.
"Yep yep, that's me. And you're very firmly on the 'no touchie' list around here, so I'm just gonna gooo...." Zyon flinches as Evil X suddenly attaches himself to his wrist, expression steely.
"List?" It's more statement than question, but it has Zyon gulping back a frantic giggle anyway.
"Oh no, I'm not messing with that one. Let's just say you should take that up with your brother and leave it at that. Get too deep into that mess and someone's gonna end up regretting it- and I'm not that dumb, that's for sure!" With that parting remark, Evil X finds his feet frozen to the ground and Zyon running off, dropping the black pea-coat of Etho to reveal the icy blue Kevlar ninja suit of the super villain underneath.
Bemusedly Evil X watches Zyon vault up a stack of pipes onto a nearby roof, then off towards the city where he could better better disappear.
Hmm. Seems like he needs to step up his game.
---
He runs into Ooze at the supermarket. Apparently they both prefer the green grapes to the purple ones. The more you know.
---
It's his encounter with Valkerie that really sets things off.
Xisuma comes home one day, tears streaming down his face and his gloves covered in blood and dust. He crumples in a heap at Evil X's feet where he sits on the couch and drops his face into his twin's lap, trembling. His arms dangle at his sides, blood dripping from his fingers onto the sterile white carpeting.
"Four dead found in a park near here. All teenagers, just having fun. Just. Just fucking kids! She ruptured their ear drums and they bled out because they couldn't move to get to safety. Gods E-X, their eyes... They looked so scared..." Evil X stays quiet and runs his fingers through his brother's hair, heedless of the muck clinging to the ends. Xisuma shakes himself to bits in his hands. "They were just kids. We couldn't do even do anything but clean up the mess afterwards."
Xisuma pauses, hesitant, before choking out- "That could have been us. Had we still been on our own, that could have been us." Ah. So that's it.
"We're safe, you know. Whoever Valkerie is, she won't get us here."
"But we don't know that! What if you're out shopping and she's at the market, or if she gets on the news and her scream works through the TV? What then?! I can't-" The words die in his twin's throat and Evil X gulps back his own.
I can't lose you. It's a phrase that's crossed his own mind more than once.
"Okay. Okay. I'll stay home until she's caught, okay? Get delivery or something, I don't know. And I'll keep the TV off, the radio too. Shhh. Shhhhh. I'll be okay." Xisuma struggles closer, shoving his face into his brother's stomach and getting snot and tears all over the both of them. Evil X doesn't complain. It's a lie and they both know it, but they've lived lies before, are used to it. What's one more, in the face of that?
To be fair, Evil X gives it a few weeks before he makes his move, and he knows he'll be fine so really it's only half a lie anyway.
---
Feet crunch against gravel as Evil X approaches the woman kneeling in the center of the abandoned construction site, hands over her mouth, eyes scrunched, biting the flesh of her thumb to keep her sobs held in.
"Hello Ms. Valkerie. Grian's told me about you."
The woman whips around, eyes wide and bloodshot at his sudden appearance, before she shakily lowers her hands from her mouth to clutch at the fabric of her pink cardigan. "I'm- I'm not some monster, got it? I'm just Stress, j-just- I'm just me! I don't want to hurt anyone!" Her voice goes shrill and thin towards the end and Evil X hides his wince, although apparently not well enough because she immediately slaps a hand over her mouth again, eyes watering anew.
"Okay. It's okay, Stress. I'm here to help," he placates, lowering himself down to sit next to her in the dirt. Around them, rusted I-beams and concrete pillars rise, giving them some semblance of privacy. The full moon lurks overhead, casting them both in a silver glow. "You're life must be very hard, hm?"
Stress nods, expression wary.
"And retail is very- ha- stressful too, I imagine?" Here a little grin leaks out from behind her hand. "All those customers whining on and on about discounts. 'Oh, I have a gift receipt why can't I return this?' Like, lady, you opened this box. 'I'm gonna talk to your manager!' Lady, he's just gonna say the exact same thing."
A stifled giggle and a whispered "Worse! I work in the women's clothing department." Evil X gives a mock gasp, face going wide and shocked.
"So you don't just have to deal with fussy customers- you deal with fussy suburban soccer moms!" Stress tips forward with the force of her muffled laughter, tucking her damp face into the curve of his neck and putting her full weight on him. Hesitantly she clutches the tail of his shirt with her freehand, then a little tighter when he makes no move to shove her off. Evil X just wraps a gentle arm around her shoulders.
"Some of those customers must make you want to go home and just scream, huh." Her laughter tapers off, but she nods, quiet. "So you go somewhere empty and abandoned and scream your heart out so you don't kill someone." Another nod, a little hitch in Stress' breathing. "And you scream and scream, so glad to release some of your pent-up feelings, but oops. It turns out there are people there anyway. And your screaming just killed them. You've become a murderer and the police brands you accordingly."
The hand in his shirt tightens, tugging. "I- I didn't want to hurt them! I didn't want to hurt anyone! But- but it just happened and then I was running, and no one saw me so I had to just go to work the next day, a-and. And-"
"And now you're the wanted super villain Valkerie." His hand smoothes up and down her back as her breath hitches again, once, twice, and then wetness against his neck.
"Valkerie is such a stupid name, anyway. I'm not escorting anyone anywhere, let alone to Valhalla. I just scream and. And they're dead."
Evil X hums quietly. "You must be very tired."
"...Yes. Yes." The moon slips through the sky for a while and they drift with it, lost in thought. Evil X stares up at it, squinting against its light to try and figure out what time it is, if Xisuma is likely to be home yet. The gravel is harsh against his knees.
Then. "Things can't keep going like this. I'm so tired, all the time these days. It's just work, day in and day out, and all this stress." She pulls away then and Evil X watches as Stress scrubs at her face, expression going cold and determined. She stares him straight in the eyes, but something about her still seems lost, like she's gazing through him. "Something has to change or else someone is going to get themselves killed."
He tilts his eyes head, considering, thoughtful, with a well-hidden edge to his voice.
"I think I could help with that."
---
The morning news. Four calls placed, a frantic brother reassured, Stress is sitting a cafe on the corner of Elm and 5th. Her gut flutters with nerves but Evil X can see her expression is calm from her position in the background of the shot. The news anchor is a pretty blond-haired, blue-eyed young woman blathering on about how the cafe apparently is the oldest one in the city and some other historical nonsense. Out of shot of the camera, a desperate, dog-eared petty thief is running for his life down 6th street, the hulking figure of Spatter hot on his heels.
They round a corner, onto 5th. Past the cafe, the startled reporter, the public shrieking as their morning is disrupted. Stress nearly throws up as her heart launches itself into her throat but she's... There's a plan and she's going to stick to it.
So she stands up, small and in the background of the shot, but her bright pink jacket makes her stand out. She opens her mouth, expression going scared like a civilian's, and screams just as she had been told to. It's not for long, barely a second or two all told, but it's enough to have the people near her cringing away, blood trickling from their eyes and from where their fingernails dig into their skin in trying to cover their ears.
Spatter freezes in his tracks, pupils mere pinpricks as the sudden outpouring of blood triggers something deep and wild in him. The camera shakes, the frightened camera man ducking down to avoid notice but carefully recording what's about to happen, as if sensing that whatever happens next is about to be important.
The hero turns towards Stress, eyes wild, and although she's scared out of her mind, she stands her ground. Her voice barely even shakes as she speaks.
"S-stop. Stop running, can't you see you're scaring people? You nearly ran me over!" In the eyes of the camera Stress looks like a frightened civilian gone civil defender in pink, the morning light casting her in gold and the cafe's shadow creeping over Spatter's massive, muscled-out form to cast him in darkness and grey. The lack of harsh lighting makes it even more obvious when he starts sniffing the air, darting eyes pausing on all the bloodied hands and finally resting on the woman who caused the damage.
The world has insisted, long and loud, that he is a hero and with that comes certain ingrained responsibilities. Stress is Valkerie. Splatter fixes his gaze on her and with a snarl, he moves.
The camera catches it in perfect, awful clarity when his arm goes through her stomach and her blood starts pooling on the floor. Her expression is so betrayed.
From his place on his clean, white couch at home, Evil X turns the TV off.
---
Stress is buried with honors and all media depictions of Valkerie as a monster cease as the streets are made "safe" from the super villain. Instead, news programs and talk shows take up a new crusade, this one against the "heroes" that protected the city and the governing bodies that controlled their movements. Mr. Goodtimes has his name dragged through the mud, and each day his brother comes home with stories about how frazzled Trigometric is, Evil X has to hide his smile.
Seeming to pick up on the way things are turning, Clockwork disappears from the public eye while Poultryman steps up the showmanship, making more appearances in public spaces to egg government buildings and steal petty amounts of scrap metal from junk yards and factory scrap heaps. The heroes that give chase, usually Xenon and Krypton, end up causing more damage than they actually prevent.
Ivy-Over- shocked at the public outrage about the apartments left in shambles after her particularly brutal battle against Zyon- rather predictably ends up snapping, although not in any way Evil X expected.
She ends up going to the news and telling them everything. Public outrage rises anew.
There's a riot in town square and Matchstick and Reaper are sent in to stop it. Thirteen people die, kindly Mr. TFC one of them. Xisuma comes home, collapses into Evil X's arms, and cries.
Things have to change. And so they do.
---
Midnight and two figures meet on a roof top somewhere overlooking the domed silhouette of city hall. The first wears a set of armor shaded in green and grey, a purple visor over his eyes and an oxygen-filter over the lower half of his face. The second figure has wings, stretched wide to block out the light of the crescent moon above.
Matchstick. Poultryman.
Xisuma. Grian.
Matchstick tilts his head to the side, drawing himself up to his full height to loom over the far shorter villain. "The status quo is falling apart, Poultryman. Does the deal still hold?"
Poultryman rolls his head to make it clear he had just rolled his eyes, the purple insignia on his mask flashing to display his annoyance. "Yeah yeah, I've spread the word to the others and they're not as crazy as the news likes to make 'em out to be. No one has hurt your precious 'E-X,' nor do they have any plans to. Too much trouble to mess with beyond trying to keep him out of whatever crime scene we'll be making, and that's hard enough as is. Your brother has a habit of making himself hard to track and it's getting... troubling."
The hero's posture suddenly goes as stiff as his namesake, smoke starting to hiss from the vents carefully built into his suit. "Troubling?"
Violet wings flap once, twice, before pulling tight against Poultryman's back and not for the first time, Matchstick curses himself for never bothering to learn what his various wing positions mean. The villain in question just rolls his shoulders back and settles into a careful parade rest that gives nothing away, expression pensive.
"Xisuma..." Matchstick flinches back, the careful line between them wavering at the name. "What exactly do you about your brother?"
A hesitant head tilt and he taps his fingers along his leg, thinking back to when he had last spent more than a few fleeting hours with his twin at a time.
"He likes sweet foods, even if he pretends he doesn't. Has more money invested in Derp Coin than he probably should. Likes red and black but gets fussy if anyone calls him a goth. Never seems to sleep, or eat regular meals, but he never seems to forget anything either. Best brother I could ever ask for- he loves me, I know that for sure. All the important stuff. Why?"
A wisp of cloud drifts overhead, casting a brief shadow over the pair, and in the sudden darkness Matchstick could swear that Poultryman had pulled a frown. Then the moment passes and the villain is back to his usual inscrutable self, the only emotion in his body language being what he had put there intentionally. His wings remain tight to his back.
"Then I think you might be in for a bit of a surprise one day, Matchstick. Here's to hoping you can roll with the coming storm."
---
Evil X is beloved by the HEP network. Regardless of Grian's intention in putting him in contact with them- or even why the villain knew of the group to start with- his repeated contributions to their food stocks made him an opening among them and his ability to make and exploit connections made him their hero. If you were desperate, hungry, in need? Evil X could get you whatever you needed at the cost of a simple favor.
When it came to the price of a life, a favor is a small thing to ask indeed. Is it any wonder that they became so loyal to him? So when Evil X began asking questions about some of the city's more sensitive secrets and its shadier underbelly, it was only natural that they told him.
From the tall man with green skin, he learned the best places to dump things so that they disappeared. From a sleepy-looking fellow with a bandana, he learned the locations of the best drug dealers, and from those dealers he learned of their suppliers, their manufacturers, the places where heroes never walked. From the man with glasses, he learned about the back doors and hidden routes through the biggest, most important buildings, the places where they held people until they could make them disappear.
And with this information, Evil X's services expanded even further. Drugs for the addicts, as contaminant-free and trust-worthy as he could find them. Ways to make people appear and disappear in the eyes of the law (and the occasional abusive spouse). Alcohol, cigarettes- and most importantly, information.
Or rather, black mail. If you wanted to know something on someone, Evil X became the person to go to. Months of careful manipulation had spread his name and his reach through all levels of the city and people from all walks of life took advantage of her services, although usually all meetings were held over the phone and through a voice changer fashioned to look just like his twin's mask. The secrecy only increased his popularity, as people just love a good mystery and a grey-shaded crime boss made a lovely story indeed.
And soon, this caught the intention of another of the city's fabled figures- the mad scientist who lived deep in the underbelly of the city, a place where no light shone. The man, the myth, the legend... Void.
But then, myths never were all that accurate, especially with things like names.
---
Curly blond hair, brown cardigan, a ripped white lab coat. Calculating purple eyes and a wide, wide eerily white grin. Short and stocky with a complexion like a ripe peach, the blue light coming off the lights overhead casting hazy shadows over his form, everything about the good doctor is simultaneously creepy and a soft sort of handsome- he has to say, he's impressed. The mythical Zedaph lives up to the city's dark rumors of him and he says as much, which prompts that grin to grow all the wider.
"Ah, hello Weaver! Y'know, I kind of thought you'd be shorter. And down here a lot sooner, I almost could say I missed you~!" Evil X balks as the scientist steps forward and grips his chin to tilt his head down, purple eyes wandering over his scarred features.
"It's not like you make yourself easy to find- and that's not my name." Zedaph shakes his head, leaning his face up with just scant inches between them.
"Little spider, you might be pretty good at hearing things but you're awful at listening. If you have large enough ears, you'd find you're just about the most talked about thing in the underground these days-"
"Do spiders have ears...?"
"-so like it or not, your web is big enough that people have been spotting it in odd places, which means your twin will probably catch on soon. Which means..." Here Zedpah spins away to walk to the opposite wall, pressing a few buttons on his tablet which make the underground laboratory brighten considerably. Evil X tries not to feel bereft at the sudden loss of contact. "Your plans are gonna have to hit double time. And I love me a good speed potion!"
Speechless, Evil X just nods as the scientist opens a previously hidden door and pulls out a laptop case from inside, turning to present it to him with a fiercely proud expression on his face.
"Knock 'em dead darling. I can't wait to see you rock their world~!"
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What does the end of an era look like? It's not a sudden collapse of civilization, people screaming and running through the streets. It's not the violent murder of the governmental leaders or riots against the past order. It's not as clear cut as all that. Nor is it so subtle that people look around one day and go huh, as the world around them had shifted beneath their feet without their notice. Indeed, there are many who saw the tide rising and were all too happy to watch the waters sweep in and away.
It goes like this.
The super villains go missing. First one week goes by with no wild scheme or dangerous incident, then two, then three. The higher ups are frantic with worry, running constant meetings and keeping the super heroes out on the streets for as long as they could without the heroes themselves rioting. It keeps Matchstick out of the way of Weaver, and at the moment, that's all the thought he can afford to spare his twin. It's for the best, really. The next step is important.
Across every government-issued computer in the city, an email is issued out. Personalized, first middle last name, parents' names, chidlrens' names. An alphabetical list of every law the person in question had broken in the last ten years, the number of witnesses who saw them do it, sometimes video footage or photo-copied documents if the crime was serious enough to warrant more concrete proof. What the punishments for those crimes would be. What could be done, if those punishments were waived for money or fame.
Nearly a thousand people get an email in the span of 24 hours. (Evil X never wants to write another email ever-fucking-again. None. Ever.) The heroes also receive an email detailing what laws were broken by denying them rights, food, decent living conditions and overtime pay, as well as the names of several lawyers who would work for them for free if the email was shown to them within three days time.
Every email is emblazoned with a web-like logo with a bright red "X" sitting in the middle like a bloody spider. Though some plucky tech people attempt to track the emails back to the sender, their every attempt is rebuffed by the impossible firewalls built into the computer the messages were sent from. As imagined, chaos in its most understated form ensues.
The city officials scramble to keep their sinking ship from falling apart and the little people kept cooped up in square offices and cell blocks come crawling out of the woodwork to jump ship. Some of the heroes, such as Xenon, Matchstick, and Shank try desperately to hold things together, but others like Reaper head for the nearest legal office and hole up with a team of vicious prosecutor attorneys. Meanwhile, the civilians go about their business, unaware of what is going on in the ivory towers far above their notice.
Xisuma comes home to fin their apartment empty, and although betrayal sits like a rock in his gut, his guts still squirm with desperate, aching fear. (No... please, no.)
The super villains make their reappearance with flair, setting the stage for the next act. Each one takes to a corner of the city, working in pairs to capture civilians and hold them hostage en mass, their efforts to wide spread for the remaining heroes to deal with in one go. From here, walking along a quiet street and watched by hundreds of frightened eyes- a captive audience- Weaver makes his debut as he makes his way to the city capital.
Tall, whip-thin enough to make his proportions lean more towards slenderman than super model, and dressed in red and black armor with a matching helmet and visor, Weaver cuts an imposing figure as he makes his way up the white marble steps of the capital building to where a nervous-looking reporter stands. She straightens up at his approach though and with a nod to her camera crew, she starts asking questions just in time for Poultryman to swoop in and land beside the newest super villain, expression stern but a clear presence of support.
In his hands a laptop is clutched.
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The demands are simple in theory, but Xisuma feels his heart thunder in his throat at every point on the list.
The week would be split into three types of days. Mondays, Wednesdays, and Thursdays would proceed as normal and the heroes and villains could go at each other as they pleased. Fridays would be reserved for the villains to do as necessary without hero interference under the caveat that no blood would be spilled, and Sundays heroes could have the same. Tuesdays and Saturdays, no one would fight, a proper break for everyone.
The villains would keep to their side of the bargain, Weaver says darkly as he stares directly into camera, just so long as the heroes kept to theirs. And measures would be taken for anyone who chose not to comply. Xisuma's brain goes fuzzy with static as the super villain makes a few other demands, something about fair wages and from when to when each group could operate, but his gaze remains locked to where he can just barely make out his twin's face through his visor. The words filter through him, dismissed into a soft numbing blur.
The air suddenly feels chilled on his skin, fingers twitching in his lap, a rough, twisting feeling in his gut like the bottom of his stomach just dropped away. He feels trapped, unable to move from the couch, from the wrong side of the screen. Oh, he thinks hazily to himself, he's about to be sick. Hmm, ought to do- something. About all of- of this.
Gods... What did his brother do?
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An era ends like this- Poultryman sweeps Weaver away in his arms and in his place, Evil X comes home. Xisuma watches his brother come through the door, eyes glued to his brother's face even as Evil X places his keys on the table by the door and takes off his shoes. There's a gentle realization bubbling up that this is the first time he's seen his brother's bare face with his own eyes, without the tint of a visor between them, in far too long. His twin's got paler as of late, making the eye bags and scars stand out all the more.
"You're home." The words hang in the air and Evil X sags at their weight, leaning against the door as if to prop himself up for the conversation to come. His arms hang behind his back, a laptop case dangling in his grip.
"You know this isn't home any more than the tree was."
"We- we were supposed to be safe here. This was where we were going to stay!" Xisuma is going red now, rising up from the couch in his anger, and Evil X watches him with the dredged-up calm of a man resigned to drowning. Good, anger he could handle.
"You thought this was where we would stay, got us a nice, normal apartment that looks like it's out of a fashion plate without asking me. You think I like staying in this pretty white bird cage that you bought by selling yourself to the most corrupt people around? This place isn't any safer for us than the tree was, and at least in the park we had company!"
"Says the one who fell into bed with the literal bad guy! At least here you weren't getting into fights every other week."
"No, now you're the one doing that!" They're shouting at each other. They never do that. An acrid taste fills Evil X's mouth and he gulps it back, along with a few words he just knows he would regret if he said them. A deep breath, a slow in and out. "Look, just. Don't be a hypocrite, okay?"
Xisuma pauses in his wind up for a proper tirade, eyes wary and wet. "What?"
"You aren't the only self sacrificing moron here."
"...Oh." Yeah. Oh.
Here Evil X takes another breath, resisting the urge to hold it, then extends his arm to show his twin the laptop case. "Hey."
Xisuma folds his arms behind his back, looking at his feet and then up again, shuffling back a step. "Yeah?"
"Got you a present. You always were the best of us, so. Here. It was the last part of the deal I kinda set up, a kind of fail-safe slash card to add to your deck. This laptop has evidence of my entire operation, every backroom deal, every piece of black mail, every person I've had killed or vanished or what have you. Everything I've been up to for the last however long. And... it's for you to read. It's not gonna be fun, but like, I trust you so it's okay. If you read this and really, honestly think I've crossed a line you can't forgive me for, you can turn this into the police and... I'll deal with whatever you choose to do with me. No loop holes, no take-backs."
Here Evil X leans his full weight against the door and lets his arm swing back down to his side, gaze sliding off to the side and a melancholy smile curling at his lips and pulling at his scars. "I trust you. I trust you. It... It'll be okay, yeah? Just make whatever choice you need to. Don't hesitate." He doesn't promise anything, keeps the words 'I'll be okay' from spilling into the air between them, but instead allows a careful submission to enter his posture, head bowed and figure loose and hanging.
It... might not be alright, but it will be right and that will have to be good enough. (It has to be.)
Xisuma chokes, a sob rising in his throat as his brave, strong brother gives up before his eyes. The air in his lungs freezes solid at the thought of having to choose whether or not his twin lives or dies, because that's what this is, he can't pretend that the city wouldn't execute him at the slightest chance, agreements be damned. His gaze tracks wildly from the laptop case to the top of his brother's head to the window, as if trying to see if anyone could be watching, could make the choice for him.
It's not fair. It's not fair, why him, why? He was so good, tried so hard- his heart is loud in his ears, breath rattling in and out in wheezing gasps- sobbing now, utterly sobbing. Evil X doesn't look up, doesn't try to comfort him. Won't even move, gods.
Fuck it.
Evil X startles, back banging against the door as Xisuma rushes forward and rips the case from his hands, only to chuck it into the far corner before throwing himself into his arms. On instinct Evil X catches him and holds him close just in time for Xisuma to bury his face in the crook of his neck and burst into messy, tearful sobs. They shake together and Evil X lets his head thump back gently against the door, eyes hazily gazing up at the ceiling.
"It's not- *hic*- it's not fair! I didn't want this!"
"I know. I know." He runs his hand over his twin's back, his taller form bowing forward to shelter his brother's smaller one. Somehow, even now it feels like Xisuma is the larger one between them, solid and warm in his arms.
"Why do I have to choose? I never wanted this! Why?! Why would you do this for me?"
"You're my brother. I love you." A gasping, wet sob against his neck and his twin lets out a moan like a dying cow, low and agonized. Evil X focuses on a soot mark on the white ceiling, tears stinging his eyes and running down his face to plop softly into his brother's hair.
"But why?!" Screaming. Gods, he can't-
"I love you. I love you." Rocking now, back and forth, gentle, just as he had when he had come home from beating up the men who had tried to lay stomp out his brother's heart, scarred and beaten and bloody. I love you, he had said then, and he repeats it now.
Later, much later, Xisuma will have to boot up the laptop and read through its contents. He will try to burn it, first, but Zedaph's work is more durable than most and Evil X will watch as his twin will dump his emotions into his flames, desperately trying to stoke them hotter and brighter. Later, a choice will have to be made.
But for now, Evil X will hold his brother, warm and safe, and let him cry.
#minecraft#my writing#fanfiction#hermitcraft#xisuma#evil xisuma#evil x#pretty much all the hermits actually
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STEAUA DIN PALAT
În astă lume m-am născut
Și-n societate am crescut
Pe la școli am învățat
Tot ce nu-i adevărat
Și când am ieșit din școală
Cu-o concepție materială
Am mers în pas cadențat
Căci în lume am plecat
Către unic scop lumesc
Material și prea bănesc
Ca să adun tot ce se poate
Și să am proprietate
Spre un țel amăgitor
Fără sens ș-inhibitor
Tot înspre deșertăciune
Și înspre amărăciune
Căci materia-i deșartă
Ce provoacă-a lumii ceartă
Și distrugere și ură
De o mare anvergură
Într-o zi m-am plictisit
De atât agonisit
Și de mersul în cadență
Și de-a lumii violență
M-am uitat departe-n zare
Ca să ies din închisoare
Și acolo-am observat
Hăt departe un palat
Era sus de tot pe-un munte
Lâng-o apă, peste-o punte
În stâncă era dăltuit
De stejari împrejmuit
Din el venea o lumină
Și un cânt de mandolină
Ce parcă mie-mi șoptea
Că-nlăuntru e o stea
Am plecat din astă lume
Plină de nebune glume
Să ajung l-acel palat
Mistic, tainic, izolat
Am plecat un pic agale
Pe lângă niște căi rurale
Și-am ajuns într-o pădure
Plină de locuri obscure
Am urcat încet pe munte
Și-am ajuns la acea punte
Ce conducea spre palat
Și spre țelul adorat
Eu puntea am traversat
Și așa am avansat
Spre treptele din granit
Ce duceau spre infinit
Și în palatul iubirii
Al viului și-al nemuririi
Steaua ce strălucea
Era chiar iubirea mea
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Autor: Mihail Ispan
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Si sufletu' uman traieste, e nemuritor, Se-ntoarce-n Patria Cereasca, langa Creator. O definitie pentru Dumnezeu e doar "iubire", Ce fiinta personala, vie, pe vecie! Rolul unui om e sa slujeasca doar Luminii, Cu orice pret, in orice chip, In orice clipa, zilnic! Un singur drum exista Si ala duce doar spre Cer, Restu' e superficial, lumesc si efemer!
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