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hii to celebrate pride month i drew a little art of my favorite gay rocks




Also all except the first are doodles I haven't shared yet
sorry i couldnt do more i am kind of going through a personal rut but heeyyyy at least i finished school its summer time gangy #survived another month hahahaha.. hha... WOOOOOO I'M GONNA BE MORE ACTIVE NOW HOPEFULLY WOO WOO
#hey yall PRIDE MONTH#happy pride 🌈#i just wanted to draw my fav ship#WUH LUH WUH OR WHATEVER TF AYEAAAHHHHHHH#anyways i went thru my own stuff regarding sexuality yk#i actually started considering myself being on the aroace spectrum for a while#i have a pretty complicated relationship with love i feel#i considered this because#i had (and still have) crushes on people#but#if they reciprocated the feeling#i wouldnt want to persue a relationship#i think that just means im not ready for a relationship yet#or i am?#its really confusing#i still consider being on yhe aroace spectrum every now and then but probably not#i couldnt imagine doong the deed really so thats why i also consider asexuality#i grow though and change#but im pretty sure im bi now#bi but leaning towards men. i have crushes on women (very painfullu obviously..)#but i think id rather persue a relationship with a man (my religion also plays apart in this dilemma i think) but oh well.#i just love who i want to love. screw labels. love is love. and ill love whoever i do want to when they come into my life#ill figure myself out hopefully soon. bi most likely or maybe even demi or even pan or idk IDK#whatevers. sorry again but i should be more active now summer is heeereeeee#art#steven universe#verviellet#su amethyst#su peridot#amedot
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#idk im just curious because i oftne see posts that are like ''this song/artist can NOT go on this characters playlist#they would never listen to that''#and it confuses me a little because i thought character playlists were just songs that you like that you associate with the character#not necessarily stuff you think they would listen to. like with character playlists i just pick stuff with lyrics that describe them#regardless of whether they would actually like that song or not#when it comes to songs associated with ocs specifically though i tend to go for a mix of all 3 of these#but again. mostly vibes and story#Also what i mean by vibes is like maybe the style of music sounds like something that would be associated with them#but the lyrics dont really fit them all that much. does that make sense#i probably could have worded it better but oh well. cant edit polls
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for the LAST TIME, what does "having a crush" even mean
#im so confused#i think i might have a crush#but maybe i just want to be their friend??#but they make me feel giddy in a way none of my friends do#BUT i wouldn't really mind if they never saw me in a romantic light as long as I get to be close with them#BUT I DO LIKE THE IDEA OF DOING “DATE' STUFF WITH THEM#but i couldn't care less if that doesn't happen#i don't even really want to do anything to make that happen#but if they asked me out I'd say yes immediately#this is something i wouldn't do for my other friend so does this mean this is a crush???#help#aroace#aromantic#arospec#qpr#mmm crunchy#lgbtqia
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Hi hello, I'm here to talk about my... fairy? sona? fairy!sona? One of them!
So like i roughly mentioned before my fairy is a "pwetty faiwy" variant of fairy, which is whatever you imagine when hearing disney fairy/barbie fairy/fairytale-book-w-pretty-pictures-fairy. Sorry guys I'm not into creature-like faeries or whatever. 😔😔😔
The fairy village she lives in (alongside erineas fairy 5am) is conveniently placed in a forest that neighbors certain's skeleton's garden. And while little magic that 5am has comes from like weeds and stuff, Anna's come from flowers. Like I mentioned the magic isn't very figured out at all so pls don't ask me about details. thanks ✨
Either way Anna has more magic - giving her wings that pretty shiny magical look you usually get with fairies (doesn't change the fact that I still can't settle on their shape sigh)
In her everyday silly fairy life Anna spends her time sewing little clothes for her and her fairy friends with whatever fabric her grubby fairy hands can find (ie flower petals, leaves, whatever junk 5am brings her). She's the one that told 5am to wear some freaking clothes for once and stop being a damned nudist. (snail police tried to jail her for being indecent multiple times 😔)
After 5am meets Oak (Horror Sans) and Anna also gets introduced to him, she starts visiting his garden very often to take borrow some new materials for whatever she might be making.
With that said she also meets her eventual bone-interests through Oak. While at first this au was purely for erineas weed-indulgment needs, I quickly realized that I also want to have fairy fun with skeletons so here we are.
On that note here's fairy clothes I drew at some point last year:
the purple ones are supposed to be for Anna and spider lily dress was specifically for 5am but i couldnt figure out how to make it look nice :c
@lylia9000 as soon as u mentioned a poppy fairy, which btw so cool! hypno magic is such fun idea! I immediately remembered I drew poppy clothes before hkskjfd





(the quality is bad ik, let's not worry about that)
#i have like a thousand scenarios of Anna making clothes for any and every occassion#and Oak very confused but also very happily letting her have “a lot” of materials#(by a lot i mean like few stray petals cause theyre fairies come on)#(he barely notices if few petals are gone)#i am not good at talking unprompted#forgive me for the mess im trying my best uwu im not used to posting stuff#nor am i used to this format so pls forgive me if im awkward#maybe once exams settle down ill go back to drawing fairy clothes when not listening#fairy au#fairy imagines#fairy!5am#fairy!Anna#?#I hadnt settled on which name to use for my sona
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IS THIS ABOUT THEATRE KIDS??? <- a bit of a theatre kid
Watching Be More Chill now and I’ve been very aggressively reminded of the fact that I can’t look at long videos without doing something else to stimulate myself (ie: scrolling through tumblr), but I CAN’T SCROLL AND READ WHILE LOOKING AT THE VIDEO
#bmc live blogging#???#idk what im doing#“you follow a script so you know what comes next” is she going to bring up off-book??? where you dont read your lines???#maybe im confusing stuff#idk but i do agree with christines points#christine canigula#jeremy heere#be more chill#wildtalks
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I don't rly watch Grian so maybe I'm missing something but. I'm kinda confused as to why he could ask for all his gear back when Joe killed him but all of Joe's stuff is being taken / lost when they get killed. Hes wearing iron armor and has no elytra left at this point
I feel like turnabout should be fair play here I thought it was gonna be really funny for Joe to be wearing Grians armor until they caught him again
#idk maybe ive missed something and theyre not intentionally keeping joes stuff away from him#but im just a lil confused as to the 'rules' here#hermitcraft#joe hills#grian#good enough im not posting every variant of these tags
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guys i dont think i feel love like my friends or my bf do
like theres the base love for all humanity, and i have that. but then what makes platonic love different? those are just the people (that i love) that im closest to, but that love isnt different from how i love a stranger on the street
and same with romantic attraction. i dont think i feel the same way as him, but he thinks i feel the same as xem. and i kinda alread confirmed ("i love you" and all that) but i meant "i love you" in the way that i love all of the people who see this, and the way that i love everyone
am i aplatonic??? aromantic???
agape. thats the word im looking for. the love of all humans
#i didnt realize that that was different from platonic love but i guess it is?????#im so confused#i thought that romantic movies and stuff were all exagerrating but like. now i have someone directly saying that stuff to me#and i dont feel that way about him#aplatonic#aromantic#maybe???#i know im arospec and acespec but idk#arospec
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hm... two neatly folded pride flags floating. weird. oh wait. no its probably just Dark.
they get placed on the floor next to Red. on top is a note in red ink. it reads as follows:
"I got distracted. its hard to communicate but Im here. dont know for how long. this place gives me goosebumps. -TDL"
a few of the letters had lines struck through them. as if Dark's hand occasionally jerked trying to write on it.
above... two floating gloves? one of them made a peace sign as some sort of greeting.
this was probably the only way hed be able to be seen or interact with the world as he was for most. he hoped cat red did not somehow misunderstand the situation. in fact he offered one of the gloved hands to be sniff-inspected. as was the courtesy with cats.
- @avasts-nightmare ((I tried so hard to have his introduction makes sense wehhh. this guy went through so much within a few weeks))
red walked over to the flags on the ground, sniffing them briefly, as they started to purr after realizing what they were, not only that, but who they were from
his attention was towards the letter briefly, ( miraculously, still able to read whilst being a cat ), eventually glancing up to eye the gloved hands above
however, despite the gloves being at red's eye level, red kept....glancing upwards occasionally ? almost as if xe saw something...rather someone...?
red sniffed the glove, silently appreciative over the courtesy, but as she did so, her gaze now was steadily eyeing up, briefly squinting, as their head slightly tilts in curiosity, almost as if trying to discern if what xe sees is real, or not
odd....its almost as if they could faintly see dark....?
#[ ooc tags start ]#[ ooc : i hope that its okay that red is able to see ghosts i have a slight explanation for that :'D#although im pretty sureee its a popular headcanon but since the herobrine possession id like to think since then its made red able to see-#-ghosts howeverrrr instead of just 'red sees ghosts' id like to think that suree they can but its something that could grow more faint over#-the years#like maybe a few days after the original avm possession and the avm30 possession red could see ghosts SUPER clearly#but over the years it gets more faint ?#red probably cant see dark as clear as victim could with their gadget#but i feel like since its only been 3 years (im going off by irl time because the canon actual dates are kindaa confusing in avm </3) since#red got re-possesed by herobrine they can still see enough to make out what a ghost looks like#hopefully this tag ramble makes sense ??#and hopefully this doesn't clash accidentally with any of dark's stuff !!! :'D ]#[ red speaks ]#[ red answers ]#[ avasts-nightmare ]#[ reds cat potion saga ]#alan becker#animation vs minecraft#animator vs animation#red avm#avm red
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i think i should draw ragatha ocd more actually
#and pomni ocd but rn im thinking about moral ocd#which i dont think is a big theme for pomni#pointing at ragatha. you.#im extremely tired i stayed up way later than intended doing compulsions for 1-2 hrs wo realizing until after#so i should make it her problem again.....#ragatha ocd wont happen tonight if i get any ideas thouhhh im tired#which i say that a lot but im disoriented levels of tired rn so definitely nothing happening#gonna watch silly videos on yt or smth then fall asleep and think abt this in more detaail in the morning...#ok actually thinking and i think these two could have fascinating conversations around these things bc their themes are so different#both engage in compulsory behavior but for different reasons so it still confuses the other#even though they sorta? understand and comprehend the thought process and dont think too much of it...#maybe itd be good for them to talk about these things honestly#tbqh i started feeling a little guilty abt posting ragatha ocd stuff bc i was like ohhhh am i doing it cus it got notes so its disingenuous#and evil actually and i should STOP drawing it because you are trying to MANUFACTURE SUCCESS and thats EVIL#(despite it being smth i genuinely enjoy depicting bc its deeply cathartic#and also on some level i like the idea of depicting ocd in a way i dont see it depicted often...#AND i very genuinely think it fits ragatha)#which honestly its a really funny reason to start getting nervous about depicting characters having ocd#given uh. well. gestures LMAOOOO#ok goodnight. unless im lying and post again. but for now goodnight
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I couldn't have a super cool hyperfixation like running good ttrpg campaigns or knife throwing, woah no.
I had to get the mix of Shadow the Hedgehog, that one 2003 Halo Machinima web series, the lawyer game, and Fucking Yu-Gi-Oh.
sure, why not. sure.
#listen im not mad im more just confused#like how are these the pieces of media that have such a long running chokehold on me#LIKE REALLY? YALL ARE TALKING ABOUT I DUNNO NEW STUFF AND IM STILL STUCK THINKING ABOUT SEASON 10 OF RED VS BLUE#its bonkers truly#anyways#maybe someone out there shares all these interests#it would be really funny#yugioh#ygo#red vs blue#rvb#rooster teeth#shadow the hedgehog#sonic the hedgehog#cuz hes running in my brain too dont worry#ace attorney#phoenix wright#hyperfixation#adhd#ig idk bro what to tag this lmao#void posts
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Maybe I'm missing something but We Suffer??? Who is that???
#im so confused about the politics in this book#nona the ninth#i mean maybe it's supposed to be this way#im just not sure if things haven't been explained yet or if I can't remember stuff lol
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im getting tired of waiting for my darling, please come to me soon my angel i just want to be finally with you :((
#vox saying stuff#ill wait for u but please :((#ill have to find u myself if u make me wait any longer (<- lie bcuz im too pussy to do that !!! but still)#(funny how needy i am when i only restarted manifesting them a few days ago :( but i just want to love them already!!)#(also for context my darling is the yan im manifesting like for anyone confused maybe LOL bcuz i feel like it may come across as confusing)#(but yeah i am yan4yan so ☝️ i call them both of those terms anyway im shutting the fuck up)#irl yandere#yandere community#yandere blog#obsessive thoughts#actually yandere#yanblr#irl yan
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HAPPY PRIDE today i hit a new record for pull ups, succesfully did the splits, and came to terms with my gender :]
#time talks#for the longest time i was unsure if i was nonbinary or transmasc#or if i was really trans at all#imposter syndrome makes my life really confusing sometimes#i thought it would be easier if i just told people i was nonbinary#and eventually i sort of detransitioned thinking that since i didnt have bad dysphoria maybe i would fit in better that way#obviously#that was a bad idea#after months of ignoring my inner feelings ive finally accepted that im allowed to transition and i dont have to hide#im not nonbinary#im not a girl#im a trans guy#maybe a trans man one day#(im still a little intimidated saying this stuff out loud)#its been a hard process figuring out who i am#but i think it was worth the wait#happy pride month!#transgender#pride
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Yk ever since i started reading dc comics and found out that Jon is canonically Bi, i dont think ive ever once seen ANY piece of art or ffs of him in his canonical relationship. LIKE ALL I EVER SEE IS SUPERSONS, and not that im complaining but ive geninuely just never seen like anything on Jon and Jay?
#okay tbf im more on the batfam side of the dc fandom#so maybe thats why i havent seen a lot of superman/boy stuff#but like?? surely i wouldve seen SOMETHING by now?? right??#i literally had to search 'Jon kent's boyfriend' to figure out his name...#also why does the one canon gay character have pink hair#unless hes like saiki k#then okay!! i see you!!#superboy fans please correct me on this#cause i am geninuely confused#jon kent#dc comics#superboy
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casey is obvs funny with this rivalry stuff because on the one hand he's very 'well I don't care who I beat' (lie) and 'I don't motivate myself using my rivals' (also a lie) and then he's also repeatedly emphasising that valentino was ONE of his biggest rivals and he only competed against him a few years... like a lil side quest in the story of his career. Those Few Years where valentino was his big rival. whereas dani and jorge were his cohort so he did compete with them for a greater span of time... and this is technically true and does MATTER but it is also extremely noticeable in his output which rivalry he has the most thoughts about. and yes casey would say that this is because everyone ELSE cares the most about That One Rivalry the most and also his opponent being an annoying dickhead means it's the one he has the most complaints about... but at a certain point, it doesn't really matter, because there's still one rivalry you're talking about way more than any other. you can tell that he's at least given jorge's interiority a bit of thought, kinda went 'well he was arrogant but also Learnt From The Error Of His Ways and was maybe misunderstood so' -- but also he's not going beyond that, he's not examining jorge's soul, and he's not even doing any of that with dani. it's very much a rhetorical commitment to those other two rivalries. ultimately the point is that he's doing what he can to not talk up his biggest rivalry TOO much, because, you see. he Did Not Care That Much. (lie.) now objectively speaking this kind of framing literally does not matter, who cares which one of these was the most meaningful rivalry, but it's interesting that it matters to him!! casey's problem is that he is extremely sensitive and cares deeply about what other people say about him, but one of the things he's most sensitive about is the idea that he could let himself be mentally affected by ANYTHING, worst of all his rivals. they cannot be granted that much power over him. and all of this has kinda funny consequences in that he has pretty rigid patterns in how he talks about this stuff that are at times quite convoluted because he has to simultaneously emphasise that a) none of his rivals massively mattered to him, b) That Rival didn't matter more than the others, c) what That Rival did to him was completely beyond the pale, and d) none of that affected him mentally whatsoever. at most one of these is true. there are so many things casey wants so badly not to care about but it keeps spilling out of him anyway, this oozing sludge of resentment and repressed hopes and desires and frustration and longing and bitterness. he keeps giving himself away... he cares so much and he can't stand it
#i do feel bad sometimes using a clip from when he was like. eighteen as my smoking gun piece of evidence for the prosecution#but come on. that valencia 2003 clip is insanely telling. like yeah right you loved beating a guy sponsored by the circuit#it's kinda like dyke!vale tormenting his first gp rival into throwing in the towel. those are the Key Character Traits they're exhibiting#//#brr brr#//ht#i do also think there's some interviews where there's like. some real retconning. like casey that was Not You#that one interview where he was going in HARD about how jorge/dani were confused about how happy he was for them winning#and like casey buddy there's an element of truth to but you could be a notoriously sore loser!! mr 'a podium this far off isn't worth it'#and it's partly stuff he's talked about before with how self-critical he was... but of COURSE it could come across as unpleasant#i am doing my best not to get repetitive so this is the LAST time i am airing this complaint for a couple months at least#but the problem is if you have the starting point of him as like. a straight talking straight shooter or whatever#you do automatically miss a lot of the nuance with which he's constructing his own image#it's honesty based on vibes rather than literal honesty. u can be blunt and calculating idk what to tell u#im so fascinated if the jorge wheelchair story is true... i recently remembered it was also in the broadbent book#and that ducati pr people had like. gotten mad about it. which does fill one or two gaps and makes me think maybe it DID happen#idk there's something quite revealing about it!! casey isn't just a dickhead in the classic athlete mould. he's got a *nastiness* to him#all the aliens are occupational dickheads. only two of them i'd say have a real inclination towards nastiness#//brr brr
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ive done so much utdr stuff for my graphic design class this year i just need to finish this last one up and wait for my teacher to grade it and then im gonna dump it all* here
#*alas one comic i did i will not be releasing to the public#because it doesnt really make sense w/o a bunch of context#and also because some bits of it came out a bit weird#maybe ill do the full comic script and redo that bit and post it all one day but not rn#but other than that i have like. uhhh.#let me chck#3 assignments i did utdr-themed#two of which i did . technically double the work required#im waiting till my teachers done grading it so its not like 'hey why is your work also posted on this tumblr account' i asked him#if i could post my stuff already but i dont want it to get confusing#crush.txt
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