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sunshine-lux · 2 days ago
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ok ok but established relationship joaquin x stark!reader who’s got a sassy little attitude and whenever she’s in a mood (which is often) joaquin always messes with her in a cute and flirty way and sam is always scared like “she’s gonna kill you man”
imagine the little “stooopppp quino”
grumpy x sunshine core i love them
Birds Of A Feather
summary: just a glimpse into the very lovey and chaotic relationship of y/n and joaquin!
pairings: Stark!reader x joaquin torres
warnings: mentions of death sprinkled here and there but nothing serious! y/n constantly threatening joaquin LOL, f!reader, i think that's it!
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Joaquin Torres loves his girlfriend. He’d do anything for her—no hesitation, no questions asked, no matter how dramatic or unreasonable. He’s obsessed. Helpless. Completely whipped.
But with that love comes the deep, primal urge to annoy her to the ends of the world and back.
And lucky for him?
 Y/N Stark makes it so, so easy.
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Y/N slid into the passenger seat of Joaquin’s truck with a huff, slamming the door shut and buckling her seatbelt without so much as a glance in his direction.
Joaquin paused, glancing over at her with an amused lift of his brow. “Hello to you too, sunshine.”
He reached over and poked her arm gently, trying to coax even the tiniest smile out of her.
Y/N didn’t move. Just side eyed him and mumbled, “Whatever. Hi.”
Joaquin bit back a grin. Yep. She was in a mood. He’d seen that look before—usually when someone at work had pissed her off, or her tech wasn’t cooperating, or someone had the audacity to ask her a stupid question in the elevator.
Tonight, apparently, he was the one in the line of fire. Unlucky him. Or lucky, depending on how much he wanted to test her.
“You had one of those days, huh?” he asked lightly, starting the engine.
She didn’t answer. Just crossed her arms and turned to face the window with a sigh.
Joaquin glanced over, still smiling. “Aww, come on. Give me some sugar, sugar.”
He leaned over to kiss her, one arm snaking toward her shoulder to pull her in.
Y/N jerked away instantly, twisting her body toward the door like she was about to open it and jump out mid drive. “I’m so overstimulated right now, get away from me, Joaquin Torres.”
He blinked, hand still suspended mid air. “Damn. Full name and everything.”
“Do not touch me. I mean it. If one more person tries to breathe in my direction, I’m gonna explode.”
He bit his lip to hide a laugh. “Okay, okay. Hands to myself. Got it.” He settled back into his seat, throwing her a sideways glance. “But just for the record, you’re still really hot when you’re grumpy.”
She sighed again, dramatic and sharp. “I know. It’s exhausting.”
Joaquin chuckled, putting the car into gear and pulling out of the driveway. “Want me to cancel the dinner res and just drive around until you’re slightly less homicidal?”
Y/N tilted her head, considering it. “Maybe. Only if you promise to shut up for five minutes.”
“Deal. But I reserve the right to poke you again when I feel like it.”
“Try it and I’ll bite your finger off.”
He grinned wide. “You flirt so weird.”
Y/N turned slowly to look at him, unimpressed. “You are so lucky you’re cute, Quino.”
He beamed. “You say that like it’s not my entire strategy.”
They’d been driving for ten minutes now, music low, windows cracked just enough to let the evening breeze in. Y/N hadn’t said much, but the tension in her shoulders was slowly easing. Her head leaned against the window, eyes closed, fingers tapping gently against her thigh to the beat of whatever lo-fi playlist Joaquin had put on as a peace offering.
Joaquin glanced over at her at the next red light, content to let her decompress.
Which is exactly when she spoke.
“Wow,” she muttered, voice thick with fake betrayal. “You’re not even gonna hold my hand?”
He blinked. “What?”
She turned to him slowly, eyes narrowed in mock offense. “Did you stop loving me or something?”
Joaquin snorted. “I thought I wasn’t allowed to touch you, you cannibalist.”
“That was ten minutes ago,” she said, wiggling her fingers toward him like bait. “Things have changed. Keep up, Torres.”
“You’re actually insane.”
“And yet, you’re obsessed with me.”
He rolled his eyes but reached across the console anyway, threading their fingers together. She immediately curled into it, squeezing his hand like it was the only thing tethering her to the planet.
He gave her a sideways glance. “So dramatic.”
“Mm. You like it.”
He kissed the back of her hand at the next red light, then refused to let go for the rest of the drive.
They got back to Joaquin’s place a little later, and by then Y/N’s bad mood had mostly fizzled out, leaving her comfortably tired and… just a little clingy. She kicked off her shoes by the front door and flopped face down onto the couch like she was done existing.
Joaquin laughed as he locked the door behind them. “You okay?”
“No,” came the muffled reply from the cushions. “I want chocolate and a heating pad and maybe to be held like a small, misunderstood Victorian orphan.”
He grinned. “So… a regular night in.”
She lifted one hand and flipped him off without lifting her head.
He crouched down and gently brushed her hair from her face. “You’re gonna knock out here like this?”
“Maybe,” she mumbled. “Couch has less betrayal than the world.”
He smiled, leaned in, and without another word, slid one arm under her legs and the other around her back — lifting her in one smooth, practiced motion.
Y/N blinked, startled. “What are you—?”
“Carrying you to bed, princess-style,” he said matter of factly, already heading down the hall. “Can’t let my misunderstood Victorian orphan sleep in the drawing room.”
She buried her face in his neck with a dramatic sigh. “You’re so annoying.”
“And yet,” he said, pressing a kiss to her forehead, “here you are. In my arms. As foretold.”
“You’re lucky I’m weak.”
“You’re lucky I’m strong.”
She smiled against his skin. “Shut up and tuck me in.”
“Yes, ma’am.”
He returned a few minutes later with a heating pad, and a bar of chocolate he had absolutely bought just in case. He laid everything out beside her, then sat next to her and gently coaxed her to roll onto him.
She crawled into his lap like a sleepy cat, settling against his chest with a little sigh as he wrapped the blanket around her shoulders.
“See?” he murmured, pressing a kiss to her temple. “All bark, no bite.”
“I bit you last week,” she mumbled.
“And it was hot.”
She snorted against his chest, letting him stroke her hair as she started to melt into the warmth and quiet.
“…Thanks, Quino,” she said softly after a beat.
He smiled against her forehead. “Always, mi amor.”
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It started innocently. It always started innocently.
They were supposed to be cleaning the kitchen. Keyword: supposed to. Y/N was wiping down the counter. Joaquin was in charge of dishes. Everything was fine. Peaceful, even.
Until he started singing.
Off-key.
Loudly.
And with zero knowledge of the actual lyrics.
“You. Belong. With me—YEAH! You BELONG with meeeeeee,” he howled, doing a little spin with a dirty plate in hand like it was a Grammy.
Y/N froze, rag in hand. “Quino.”
“What?” he asked innocently.
“That’s not even the right melody.”
He grinned. “I’m doing the remix.”
“Please don’t.”
But it was already too late. He launched into the next line, doubling the volume and somehow managing to harmonize with nothing.
“She wears short skirts I WEAR T-SHIRTS—”
“STOPPP,” Y/N shrieked, ducking her head into her hoodie, laughing so hard her stomach hurt. “Quinooo, I swear to god—”
He was cackling, absolutely thriving off her chaos, flicking soap bubbles at her now for extra effect.
“Say you like it,” he teased, chasing her around the island with a sponge. “Say I’m talented. Say I’m the people’s pop star.”
“YOU’RE A MENACE.”
She was laughing so hard she could barely breathe, voice cracking as she tried to fight him off with a kitchen towel.
“Stop it,” she gasped, half laughing, half crying now, wiping her eyes with the sleeve of her hoodie. “I’m gonna pee. I’m gonna pee my pants. I mean it.”
“Better now than in the truck,” Joaquin said cheerfully, dancing around her like he was in a concert crowd. “This is the exclusive living room performance, babe. Be grateful.”
She collapsed onto the floor, breathless and curled in on herself, still giggling uncontrollably. “I’m going to call Sam and tell him what you’re doing to me.”
“Go ahead. He’ll side with me. He likes my performances.”
“HE DOESN’T.”
He knelt down beside her, smug and glowing with victory. “Admit it. You love me more when I’m annoying.”
“I don’t even like you right now.”
“You’re literally crying from laughter.”
“I’m crying because you’re deranged.”
He beamed. “Same thing.”
She flopped dramatically into his lap. “You’re exhausting. My brain is soup. I am soup now.”
He kissed her forehead like he hadn’t just caused a small emotional breakdown.
“I love you, my little soup.”
“Shut up.”
“Say it back.”
“Not until you promise to never sing Taylor Swift again.”
“...what if I said I have a whole playlist queued?”
“I will commit a crime.”
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Sam stepped into the apartment cautiously, already suspicious.
The music was loud. Like, walls shaking, windows rattling loud. And it wasn’t Joaquin’s usual feel good playlist—it was full on metal.  The kind of music that made Sam instinctively squint.
He followed the sound into the living room and found Y/N sitting cross legged on the floor, dressed in sweatpants and an oversized AC/DC shirt, hair wild, eyeliner smudged like she’d either had a long night or a very powerful catnap. She was tinkering with some little device in her lap that looked like an arc reactor, because of course.
Joaquin was in the kitchen, squinting dramatically at the Bluetooth speaker like it had personally offended him.
“She’s been playing this for an hour,” he called out when he noticed Sam.
Y/N didn’t look up. “You can leave. Door’s right there.”
Sam held up his hands. “Hey, I’m just here to borrow the air fryer. Don’t involve me in whatever this is.”
“It’s Iron Maiden,” Y/N said proudly. “It’s culture.”
“It’s a cry for help,” Joaquin muttered, scrolling through his phone. “We could be listening to Bad Bunny right now. We could be thriving.”
Y/N shot him a look over her shoulder. “Touch that speaker and I’ll throw this at you.”
Joaquin grinned. Touched the speaker anyway.
Instantly, the music cut off. Replaced by reggaetón.
Y/N froze. Slowly turned around like a horror movie villain.
“Joaquin.”
“Yes, mi amor?”
“What did I just say?”
“That threats of violence are foreplay?”
Before Sam could even process that, Joaquin darted out of the kitchen, sprinting across the room as Y/N launched a pillow at his head. She stood up in one fluid motion, chasing after him.
“I told you not to!”
He laughed, circling the couch. “I’m enhancing the vibe!”
She chased him halfway around the living room before he doubled back, caught her mid-lunge, and threw her over his shoulder like she weighed nothing.
“Joaquin!” she screeched, fists pounding against his back. “PUT ME DOWN.”
“I will,” he said cheerfully, “once you admit my music taste is superior.”
“Never! I don’t even understand what they’re saying!”
Sam stood there frozen, holding the air fryer under one arm like a shield. “She’s gonna kill you, man. Actually kill you. Like, she’s got the Stark sass in her bloodline. You are so dead.”
Joaquin just danced around with her still on his shoulder, shaking his hips to the beat, grinning big.
“This is a normal Tuesday, relax,” he said, spinning with her as she screamed bloody murder and maybe—just maybe—was starting to laugh a little.
“I hate you,” Y/N gasped between giggles.
He smacked a kiss to her thigh. “You’re obsessed with me.”
Sam backed slowly toward the door, still holding the air fryer like it might explode. “I’m leaving. Y’all are unwell.”
Joaquin winked at him. “Tell the world our love is powerful.”
Y/N elbowed him in the back. “Tell the world he’s getting buried in the backyard if he plays 'Moscow Mule' again.”
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Y/N got in a mood when Joaquin didn’t answer her text right away.
So when he finally walked through the door with groceries like a normal person, Y/N was already curled up on the couch in his hoodie looking emotionally unstable.
“You forgot about me,” she said flatly, not even looking up from the blanket she was swaddled in.
Joaquin blinked. “What?”
“You didn’t respond for forty-three minutes,” she said, holding up her phone like it was evidence in a trial. “I timed it.”
“I was driving. For you. To get your snacks.”
She sniffed. “I thought you were dead. Or worse. Ignoring me.”
He set the bags down and walked toward her slowly. “You good?”
“No. I’m feeling very unloved and neglected and fragile.”
“You FaceTimed me from the bathroom while I was still at the store.”
“I was vulnerable.”
He grinned. Oh. Oh. So that’s the game they were playing.
“Mi vida,” he said, kneeling in front of her like she was on her deathbed. “Are you saying I emotionally wounded you by leaving you here for an hour?”
“I don’t know, maybe. Wouldn’t be the first time.”
“You’re right. I’ve been so cruel.” He took her hand and pressed it to his chest. “But if I leave you again… take me out. I won’t survive the guilt.”
Y/N stared at him. “Don’t. Don’t do the soft voice thing. I’m being dramatic. Let me be dramatic.”
“You want me to be distant to fuel the bit? Okay.” He stood up abruptly. “You’re right. Maybe I have been pulling away.”
Her eyes widened. “What.”
“I just think we’ve gotten too close, you know? Too fast. Maybe we need space.”
“JOAQUIN.”
“I’m worried we’re codependent.”
“STOP. TAKE IT BACK.”
He smirked, circling the couch now, fully committing. “Do you think we lost ourselves in each other?”
She launched a throw pillow at his head. “I will cry on purpose.”
“Good. I like it when you cry. Makes me feel needed.”
“You’re insane.”
“I’m yours.”
She screamed into the pillow. “This is NOT how ragebait is supposed to go!”
“You tried to ragebait the ragebait champion. Know your place, princess.”
She narrowed her eyes. “You’re so annoying.”
He flopped down beside her and tugged her into his lap, arms looping around her.
“You’re obsessed with me,” he whispered.
“I am,” she hissed back. “And I hate that for me.”
“Bet you still want forehead kisses.”
“…Shut up and do it already.”
He kissed her forehead three times in a row, obnoxiously loud.
She groaned. “You’re lucky you’re hot.”
“And I’m only getting hotter.”
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Y/N had exactly one thing planned for the evening: an uninterrupted candlelit bath. She’d earned it—long day, annoying people. The lights were low, her bath bomb had fizzed and the water was just hot enough to sting a little.
She’d sunk in with a dramatic sigh, bubbles up to her collarbones, a glass of wine perched dangerously close to her phone.
Then, like clockwork, the bathroom door creaked open.
“I swear to god,” she muttered, not even opening her eyes. “Joaquin—”
“Heyyy,” he said cheerfully, already strolling in. “Just checking on my girl. You know. Make sure you’re alive and not drowning in your own princess foam.”
She cracked one eye open to glare at him. “I locked that door.”
He sat down fully on the closed toilet seat, grinning. “I picked it. Don’t be mad. I missed you.”
“You saw me ten minutes ago.”
“And yet—here I am. Suffering without you.”
Y/N groaned and sank lower into the water. “You’re such a pest.”
He leaned forward dramatically, elbows on knees, chin in hand. “Tell me about your day, babe.”
“No.”
“I’m your boyfriend.”
“I didn’t ask for therapy. I asked for silence.”
He dipped a hand into the water and flicked it gently at her arm.
She didn’t even flinch. “Do it again and I’ll drown you.”
He flicked again. “I like my odds.”
She turned her head, giving him an exasperated look. “Are you seriously just gonna sit there the whole time?”
“I can sit in there, if you want,” he offered innocently.
“You are the worst.”
Another splash.
“I swear—Joaquin, I am so close to—”
She paused mid threat and sighed.
“…Are you gonna get in or what?”
Joaquin lit up. “God, I love you.”
He stood and peeled off his clothes in record time, stepping into the tub behind her like he’d been waiting for that moment all day. He slid into place, wrapping his arms around her waist as she shifted forward to make room.
Now she was sitting between his legs, back against his chest, his stupid heartbeat steady and warm against her spine.
For a long moment, they were both quiet. Then:
“This was your plan all along, wasn’t it?” she muttered. “Annoy me until I invited you in just to shut you up?”
He beamed against the side of her face. “You're so easy to break, princess. I was barely getting started.”
She snorted. “You’re a menace.”
“I’m your menace.”
She turned just enough to flick a bubble at his face.
He gasped. “Betrayal. In my bathtub?”
She grabbed the shampoo bottle and shoved it into his hands. “If you’re gonna invade, you’re doing labor. Wash my hair.”
He took it like it was a sacred task. “Gladly. You have the best hair in the world, by the way. It’s so soft and smells so good.”
“Stop talking.”
“But it’s true.”
“Quino.”
“Yes, mi amor?”
“…Scrub.”
He lathered up her hair, fingers surprisingly gentle. Y/N sighed, melting back into him despite herself. He hummed a dumb little tune while massaging her scalp.
Eventually, she opened one eye. “You do know I’m gonna finish this bath alone after this, right?”
“Mm-hmm,” he said, kissing the back of her shoulder. “Just wanted to be annoying enough to get a cuddle in. Mission accomplished.”
She smiled, tiny and smug. “You’re lucky you’re cute.”
“I know.”
There was a pause. A long, quiet one.
Then, softly: “You’re so annoying.”
He grinned against her shoulder. “I’m aware.”
“No, like, you drive me insane.”
“Only the best for my princess.”
She groaned, but it was hopeless. Her head tilted slightly, letting it rest against his. “…And I love you so much all the same.”
His arms tightened just a little, his smile stretching even wider. “I know you do.”
“Quino.”
He laughed, kissed the side of her head, then whispered against her temple, voice lower now. “I love you too, cariño. So much.”
She closed her eyes again, finally at peace—surrounded by bubbles, steam, and the most annoyingly perfect human she’d ever known.
And for once, she let him stay in the bath the whole time.
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author's note: my first joaquin imagine ahhhh!! this is so freaking cute i was giggling and kicking my feet writing it. he's so cute i loveee him.
also ugh, when y/n says she doesn't like bad bunny cause she doesn't understand what he's saying hurt my soul cause i'm latina LMAO
i need to write more for him, and lucky for me, i have another quino request that i'll be starting this week!!
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towboats · 4 months ago
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buckys only upset that john wasnt mortally wounded
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heyyyyyyyoungblood · 4 months ago
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huge fan of them not giving sam a love interest and instead putting a suspicious amount of photos of him and bucky throughout his office.
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sebastianstansituation · 4 months ago
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Sebastian Stan as Bucky Barnes aka The Winter Soldier
Exclusive Outtake from Captain America: The Winter Soldier
@homoeroticfisticuffs asked for a way to find all of these outtakes so I'm gonna post this. These are all I have posted so far. I only have 5 left unreleased.
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coffeeandjuice · 6 months ago
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Every time I see this photo I imagine bucky with a jersey mom accent being like, “I swear to god, Sam, these kids are uncontrollable. I’ve seen better form in HYDRA agents and let me tell you, they weren’t much. Also, you’ll never fucking guess who’s here—WALKER.”
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trickarrows-bishop · 13 days ago
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enthyrea · 2 months ago
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sometimes it’s like i recognize you, from before
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atticusxpx · 3 months ago
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THAT'S MY CAP!
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pen136 · 4 months ago
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a fucking fact is bucky has ALWAYS seen captain america as more than captain america. to him steve and sam are just guys that he loves. just dudes he would die for. this bitch is one of the only men who has taken the time to really look beyond the shield so THERE.
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risrambles · 3 months ago
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if 2024 sam wilson met 2014 sam wilson i fear it would be one of the funniest things ever
2024 sam: “so yeah, we help save the world and overcome many challenges as well as become captain america and go on to inspire millions despite the odds. also steve is lowkey dead and nat sacrificed herself”
2014 sam:
2014 sam: and the guy who ripped out the steering wheel on the highway?
2024 sam: congress
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lesbiancaptnamerica · 4 months ago
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sam and bucky in the beginning of tfatws
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81gb · 4 months ago
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anthony mackie & danny ramirez , ode interview .
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skewiie · 4 months ago
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coffeeandjuice · 2 months ago
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Bucky every 2 seconds: …You know, Sam—
The rest of the Thunderbolts*: oh my fucking god please stop talking
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towboats · 4 months ago
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posted this LATE happy valentines day from my goats
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eufezco · 2 months ago
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A PLACE FOR YELENA 𓂃 𓈒 ❀
bucky x pregnant!fem!reader
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synopsis — after disappearing for weeks, consumed by her own darkness, yelena shows up in your house unexpectedly and decides to reach out to you and bucky, her best friends, just to find out that you're pregnant and you wanted her in your baby's life.
fluff. angst
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you wiped your hands on a towel, the sweet scent of the coffee and cocoa still on your fingers. the kitchen smelled amazing, garlic and tomato from the bubbling lasagna in the oven mixing with the tiramisu you'd just finished layering. you'd been home all day, but not alone. the gentle kicks and soft stirring inside you reminded you that your tiny companion was always there with you. a little smile appeared in your lips as your hands moved to your bump.
bucky left early this morning, pressing a kiss to your forehead and another to your belly, promising he'd be back in time for dinner. so you'd spent all day doing this and that around the house, folding the tiny clothes, each one making you pause and imagine the little body that would soon fill it, playing bucky's old records and napping on the couch, a blanket over your legs and a hand resting protectively on your belly.
the timer on the oven beeped and you opened the door. a wave of the heat and the rich cheesy scent hit you all at one. you closed your eyes and hummed. the baby also seemed to loved because a soft kick nudged at your side. you pulled the lasagna out to take it to the living room table, but when you turned around, you froze.
—oh my god!—you exclaimed, eyes wide as your breath caught in your throat. your heart pounded so hard against your chest, —yelena... hi.
she quickly stood up from the chair, her usual confidence slipping as her blue eyes stared onto your belly. you didn't give her enough time to analyze you because once you placed the lasagna right in the center of the table, you wrapped your arms around her in a tight sudden hug. she hesitated before she hugged you back, like you were made of glass. her arms circled around you but she didn't dare to press her body against yours, like the roundness of your belly was sacred.
—you're pregnant, —she said when you broke away from the hug. her voice was soft, almost in disbelief.
you smiled, —yeah, i am. surprise, —the delicious smell of the food filled the space but yelena's eyes never left your bump.
—but like, so pregnant, oh my god.
you giggled, —that's usually how it works, yeah.
—no, seriously, how far along are you? you're glowing. it's weird. you're glowing and soft and... —she swallowed and waved her hands vaguely in front of your bump, —so pregnant, shit.
you let out a laugh. —i'm eight months but i'm still me. just... slower, rounder and slightly more emotional.
—more emotional? so crying over commercials and talking to plants?
—try crying over baby socks and talking to lasagna.
she nodded, pressing her lips together, trying to keep a straight face. you shifted your weight slightly as the pressure in your lower back appeared again. you put one of your hands behind you, trying to relieve the ache but yelena was quick to notice and without a word, she placed the chair she was previously sitting in behind you.
—thanks, —you said with a sigh as you sat. —what are you doing here? did you talk to bucky? he said he's been trying to reach you, —asking how'd she got into your house felt pointless. if yelena wanted in, no locked doors were going to stop her, yet you didn't mind, she wasn't a threat, not to you at least.
yelena shook her head. —haven't talk to your man in months. i was... just in my apartment and decided to drop by. i don't know, —she muttered, shrugging like it could erase the weight of her words. —i thought about you. about both of you. and i guess i just... showed up.
there was a pause. a real one. you knew what being in her apartment meant for her, especially at this time of the night. she was probably alone, thinking of getting drunk, staring at nothing and trying to hold it together until she couldn't anymore. you slowly nodded but didn't say anything about it. —well, it's your lucky day, there's lasagna for the four of us, —you rubbed your belly, —and the tiramisu is in the fridge.
she blinked, —oh, no. i was just... i just came to see you. i don't want to be a bother.
you tilted your head, —you broke into my house, sat at my table, and commented on my belly. you're already bothering me, you might as well stay for dinner.
you managed to get a laugh from her. in that moment, the front door opened and bucky stepped inside. —babe? i'm h... —but he froze mid-sentence when he saw yelena at the table. it was surprise in his face but there was something warmer too, like he'd just walked into something unexpected but not unwelcome. —either this food smells good enough to summon ghosts or i've officially lost track of who has a spare key.
—yelena's here! —you announced as if he hadn't just noticed her.
—and i bet she didn't come in through the door like a normal person.
yelena just pressed her lips into a guilty smile.
bucky approached you after hanging up his jacket and dropping his keys into the bowl by the door. he leaned in, supporting the weight of his body with a hand behind you on the chair and he kissed your lips. you hummed when he leaned in further and kissed your belly over your pajama shirt.
—you know? you should answer my calls or texts sometime, —he said to yelena. —missed you today, baby. this smells amazing, —he said to you as he kissed your lips one more time.
—i've been busy, —yelena said as she bit the inside of her cheeks.
bucky tilted his head slightly and looked at her, narrowing his eyes. he'd been there, done all of it before he met you. the quiet disappearing with empty explanations, not answering to sam's messages, letting voicemails pile up, just ignoring everything that reminded him that he existed outside the limits of his own perception. so yeah, bucky knew yelena was lying.
—right, —he just said. —just don't disappear.
—i didn't disappear. i just needed a minute.
—a minute's fine, —bucky said. he made his way into the kitchen and pulled out another plate, a glass, a fork and a knife. he returned and set them in front of the empty seat beside yelena. —but you vanish and we worry. she worries.
you nodded, assuring her that you did worry about her.
—i didn't mean to worry anyone.
—you don't have to mean it for it to happen.
yelena finally gave a small nod in return to bucky's words. he met her eyes and slowly nodded back. they were never much of words, the two of them. you had taught bucky how to open up overtime, he used to struggle with it but he got better with your help. but his bond with yelena grew from a very different space, his relationship wasn't shaped by long talks or heartfelt confessions. a strange brother-sister dynamic that was built in the shared silences, exchanged glances, sarcastic jokes and the unspoken comfort of just being there.
bucky stepped back into the kitchen.
—but the important thing, —you gently nudged her chair out, inviting her to sit at the table. —is that you are here now with us.
she finally sat down, her hands resting in her lap as she looked around the table. bucky came back from the kitchen, casually placing a bottle beside yelena's plate. it was her favorite spicy sauce, the one brand she always reached for. she stared at the bottle and then she looked up at you, then at bucky. this and your words you just said did something to her. it wasn't just the sauce, it was the fact that you'd thought of her and left space for her. no one had ever waited for her before, not like that.
—okay, let's eat, —you said, grabbing the big serving spoon. you grabbed yelena's plate, guests first, and served her a generous portion of lasagna. then you turned to bucky's plate and yours last.
yelena grabbed the sauce almost immediately, twisting off the cap and pouring it over her food. she hummed as she took another bite, eyes closing for a second. bucky slid his hand across the table and laced his metal fingers through yours, his thumb brushing gently over your knuckles.
—how did that happen? —she pointed at your belly with her fork.
—you wanna know while we're having dinner? —bucky asked as he raised his eyebrows.
you kicked him softly under the table and yelena rolled her eyes, —no, not that. i mean, how? why now? you guys have been solid for years.
you glanced at bucky, who met your eyes with a little knowing smile, the kind that said, we've been through hell but made it out together. —well, it didn't feel terrifying to think about the future anymore.
bucky gave your hand a gentle squeeze, his metal thumb drawing circles over your skin. yelena didn't say anything right away, she just looked at the two of you for a long moment, like she was trying to decide whether to make a joke or actually feel something. —i was not prepared for all this emotions with my lasagna, —she finally said.
—sorry. hormones, —you let out a breathy laugh.
—she cried over baby socks last week, —bucky said looking at yelena.
—they were so tiny, —you added defensively. —and pink.
yelena's eyes widened as she turned to bucky. she leaned back after finishing her food, folding her arms as if she needed to process that. —pink? bucky barnes... a girl dad?
—terrifying, right?
—ugh, don't listen to him. he's gonna be the best dad. he already is, —you said. bucky smiled as he got up from the table and stacked his, yelena's and your plate to take them to the kitchen. —she's got him wrapped around her little finger already.
—that's the most terrifying part, —he made his way back with the tiramisu, carrying it like it was a treasure. he slid another plate in front of each of you.
during the dessert, you told yelena how bucky spent in the baby aisle what felt like an eternity, trying to choose between two tiny overalls, one with strawberries and the other one with ducks, just to end up buying both. you told her how he talked to your belly in a high pitched voice and how he had somehow ended up in a forum for modern girl dads which he checked every morning over coffee.
—you had gone soft, bucky, —yelena teased him.
—she's gonna need a tough aunt, —you said giggling, your voice casual, like the words had just slipped out without weight. but they hit yelena hard. you wanted her there? in your daughter's life? as her... aunt? she swallowed as she finished her tiramisu. it wasn't a title yelena had ever imagined for herself, not in the kind of life she had, not with everything she carried.
but there you were, offering it to her so easily like it was already decided and across the table, there was bucky, the very picture of someone who had dragged himself through the same kind of darkness she still found herself tangled in. his presence alone was a reminder that things could get better.
yelena shifted slightly in her seat. maybe, after all, she could be someone's aunt.
—this was delicious. did she like it? —bucky moved his hand to your belly, rubbing it gently with his thumb. he leaned in, pressing a kiss to your temple. you placed your hand over his.
you placed your hand over his, —i think she did. she's been kicking all night, so i'd say it was a success.
yelena looked at your belly with wide, curious eyes and you noticed the moment her gaze softened, —come here, —you said to her, offering her your hand. she stood up and moved toward you, her steps uncertain. when she reached your side, she knelt beside you. bucky removed his hand to give yelena the space she needed. you placed her hand in the middle of your belly. for a moment, she was even scared to breath in case she hurt you or the baby, but then, a quick shy smile appeared on her lips.
—i can feel her, —her eyes brightened as she looked up at you. you nodded.
she stayed there for a bit, her fingers pressed against your belly, feeling the kicks against the palm of her hand as bucky took care of everything from the table and moved it to the kitchen. when the room quieted, yelena seemed to come back to herself. she hesitated but then she stood up. it was late, you and the baby needed to sleep.
—you staying for the night?
bucky irrupted in her thoughts and you sighed in relief he did. you and him knew that if she went back to her apartment, she'd be swallowed by the darkness that always seemed to follow her. her lips parted but bucky didn't give her the chance to pull away. —if the couch is okay with you... we've changed the guest room to the baby's room, so that's all we've got but it's all yours for the night.
yelena hesitated again, her eyes moving to the door almost like she was ready to leave, but something held her in place. maybe it was the comfort of not being alone, or the warmth that you two, now three of you, radiated to her. her shoulders relaxed, she thought she could let herself breath for one night. she nodded.
—the couch is fine, thank you.
—great! —you said, relieved that you've managed to keep her with you for a little longer and that fell like a small victory. —do you wanna listen to buck read the baby some bedtime stories? she goes crazy with his voice.
yelena looked at her friend with raised eyebrows, so a couple of months apart and now he was the kind of guy to read bedtime stories. bucky closed his eyes and shook his head, clearly realizing what was coming. —oh, i'd love that, yeah, —she finally said, knowing that bucky would die of embarrassment.
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