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major same to the autistics have the "social deficit" trait of just having no desire to make new friends 99% of the time. like, you may or may not like HAVING friends, but either way don't feel like making them or socializing. my entire friend group and also my online friend group exists only because they adopted me into it and i decided to stay
#autism#actuallyautistic#seriously my friend mika just came into my tumblr inbox one day and bc i decided she was interesting i kept talking to her skdhksdjfhk#and atlas just DMd me one day and we started talking about loons#the rest of the friend group followed bc of them#meanwhile IRL i only have friends bc. i was the new kid more than 7 years ago and everyone decided to try to be my friend#about 2 of them stayed skdhfkdsjhfksjdhkghjskf i did NOT like most of them and judged accordingly#the exception is my best friend who i actually approached first! ... because i liked. her name. yeah. logical there#and then we didnt talk for a year and then HER friend got me to hang out with both of them and now they are my 2 friends#traumadump moment but i DID want to make friends with people when i was little i think. but then they were mean to me and i was like#''lmao nah im done'' and now i only hang out with people who prove they like me (as in. they reach out first)#but also even when i did want to make friends.... i didnt actively do it lmao. my friends were my cousin and my old best friend#and that was basically it
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Do you even realise what you’re saying? Je t’aime. Do you know what it means? ENCHANTE (2022) | Episode 7.
#enchante#akk x theo#asianlgbtqdramas#*#faiza gifs#OH MY GOD AKK. PLEASE. PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU PUT THEO OUT OF HIS MISERY.#THE BOY IS LITERALLY YEARNING IN FRONT OF YOU ON HIS KNEES BEGGING YOU TO KISS HIM AND TAKE HIM RIGHT THERE#JUST DO IT FOR EVERYONE'S SAKE AND SANITY AND MENTAL HEALTH GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD#THE LIL WHINE I MADE WHEN THEO OPENED HIS EYES TO REALISE AKK HADN'T KISSED HIM.#OH BABY BOYYYYY :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((#god i cannot THIS EPISODE FELT LIKE A FEVER DREAM DID WE JUST HALLUCINATE THIS SHIT UP OR SOMETHING??????????????? IT CANNOT BE REAL CAN IT?#listen im gonna finish giffing the rest of the ep tomorrow bc i am EXHAUSTED but yo this ep man.#it might probably be my most FAVOURITE episode i have ever seen in thai bl.#it gave me EVERYTHING#THEM BEING FERAL THEM BEING SOFT THEM CONFESSING EVEN WHEN THEY DIDNT THE ENTIRE MUTUAL-NESS OF IT ALLT#THE WANT THE DESIRE THE PASSION THE LOVE THE EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!#AND THEN THEY ENDED UP KICKING ASS TOGETHER TOO? YALL. THIS EPISODE IS IT.#yall would think enchante is just some soft romcom thats all about the comedy and the /usual tropes/ but NO. the way THEY JUST.#FLIPPED EVERYTHING ON ITS HEAD. WHAT A DELIGHT. WHAT A SOLACE.#theo is NOT some WEAK DAMEL akk is NOT the OVERBEARING FRIEND/LOVE INTEREST.#NONE of the 4 enchantes or their behaviours have been romanticised even ONCE. there is no girl drama for the sake of it.#ITS JUST. CLASSY. PURE CLASS.#enchante BEST SHOW enchante MY BELOVED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#god 8th gif .... theo ... he just WANTS akk to KISS him SO BAD LIKE ive never seen a character BE SO OPEN IN SHOWING?? HOW BADLY??#THEY WANNA BE KISSED???? AND HE DOES IT ALL THE FUCKING TIME.#i S2G akk U BETTERRRRRRRRRR give theo ALL THE KISSES HE HAS BEEN COUNTING IN HIS HEAD
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I GOT A JOB IM A LIBRARY ASSISTANT
#AT MY COUNTY’S LIBRARY SYSTEM AT THEIR MAIN BRANCH SEHSKHAKCH#HEHDJAJDLSHDKDH KDLXHDKD IT PAYS REALLY WELL TOO#i originally applied to a local branch as a circulation technician (front desk basically) and interviewed and thought it went well but i#didnt hear back from them for 2weeks. and then on the 15th day i got an email that started with ‘Unfortunately we chose someone else’ and i#was 🙁 BUT THEN THE REST OF THE EMAIL I WAS LIKE 😯 bc they said they chose someone else bc they wanted me at a different position (HIGHER PAY#AND I WAS DEF UNDERQUALIFIED FOR THIS NEW ONE?)#and it’s not at a local branch it’s at the system’s main branch 😯#BUT I WAS LIKE YES IM INTERESTED#and they said i didnt have to interview again and the hr lady just called me now and ahe was like ‘#‘congrats we’d like to offer you the position’ AND I WAS LIKE OH MY GODOOOSDSS AND SHE LAUGHED AT ME😭#but im so excited this is like . crazy i didnt apply to this position bc i very much am not qualified for it. also i hope they know i have#to leave in august🫣 for school🫣#BUT AYE
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Put the last mushies on the rack to fire (still waiting on a few more pieces), then spent the whole studio time getting what I do have bisqued cleaned up and waxed and ready to apply slip and glaze. I did (mostly) decide what to do so I just have to follow my notes.
#arting#pottery#still waiting on the paten plates the two brown cups and the two spoon rests too#and those two cups and the potential bird bath#though a lot of people said pie dish#so uh#that one might stay with me as a pie dish but we'll see#those plates are from the december kiln#they didnt fit#so i washed the glaze off and im hoping to just stack them#but if they dont get in again whatEVER#i mean i would really love for them to get fired but we'll see#i did request the day off when we start loading#so im hoping to actually help out a bit and get to see the process#since i didnt get to last time#like ive loaded a lot of bisque kilns and a few glaze kilns#but this will be different#ANYWAYS im excited and im hoping to get a chunk of this slipped and glazed this week#but i have plenty of time#also that naked drink is a protein thing and it was AWFUL negative two stars
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family FrostyFest trips <3
#dont you love family christmas trips when you all gather around the table to prossess the deer your cousin shot?#(the answer is no we dont me and my siblings all hid upstairs to avoid it)#these are a collection of drawings representing some of me and my siblings shanagins over our trip to our grandparents for christmas brake..#should i post these dureing the hollidays?.. yeah probobly... will i remeber? oh god no. so im posting these now!#last comic explained: there was some trimmings from the carcius that whould be tossed in the woods later but for now we needed it off the#gator so we chould use it to haul around rocks.#none of us wanted to carry the meat...#first comic explained: we were packing to go to the farm. i made a funny that my mom found very not funny.#drawing too was me working on a recreation of my siblings and I as we hid from the rest of the family. originally i didnt include my older#bother but after i showed it to the gang i was convinced to expand it to include him#this is a 1 for 1 of how we were all sitting.#you will see this room again later in a pokemon au i did.#i sleep on the bed on the left. it used to be my moms bed when she was a kid. funny enough both of us have had nightmares of something#comeing up the stairs becuse there is no door between the stairs and the kids room.#so the bed is slightly cursed but i cant sleep anywhere else so i dont really care honnestly.#my art#splatoon art#videogame art#splatoon#videogames#frostyfest#comic#splatoon comic#videogame comic#ALSO SHOUT OUT TO MY OLDER BROTHER WHO IS GLAZEING MY WORK FOR ME :D#he got fed up with watching me boil my laptop and offered to glaze my art on his pc with dedicated ram and a graphics card.#:]#to differentiate my brothers: younger has shorter bangs and my older longer bangs and back tenticals tucked#this is not comprhensive of all siblings#these are just the ones ive drawn
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the worst thing to me about how the triad ended this season is that we basically got back to their starting point, there's no growth for audrey or aki at all, they say stuff and then don't do them, so it is exactly as max says they just want sex which is the usual trope for polyamorous relationships in media and I'm so tireddddd like I really wanted to see audrey and aki do something to keep the relationship together, we see aud all the episode thinking about their relationship, like yeah I dont want to lose max but I also dont want to lose Aki, JC telling her to take some time was supposed to work towards her saying I want both of them I can make this work I'm in, instead we never see her realize anything more than she's okay with max leaving in terms of not making an actual effort to make him stay... this was awful, not even emotional enough for me, I wanted to see audrey and aki actually showing emotions!!! thomas as always served with his acting, and we have once again max crying exposing his feelings and being fucking honest and audrey and aki just watching him, godddd I'm so disappointed lmao
#like they didnt even try to actually break up all three??? i would have loved for them to try and realize it was impossible#gossip girl#makidrey#max x audrey x aki#ggrb#let me elaborate i would have loved for them to try to break up to actually own up to what they agreed at the start of the relationship#and we could've seen them struggle through the whole episode with that#it would've been super interesting to see a break up between three people and the different ways they react/cope with that#I ofc wanted them to end up together but I would've loved a break up full of tears and emotions and ALL of them struggling#instead we got once again akiaud vs max and the rest of their friends dont even care about max that much when he's not part of the triad#I WOULD HAVE GONE INSANE IF INSTEAD OF THAT RANDOM GUY PICKING UP MAX IT WOULD'VE BEEN LUNA AND MONET#like idk they had sooo many possibilities and they chose the worst lmao#i wanted emotions i wanted to cry the way I did with og gossip girl where conversations between the characters i loved MOVED ME#anyways#MAX WOLFE YOU WILL ALWAYS BE FAMOUS
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sonic prime so cool ............
#cherryz txt#me shaking netflix WHERES the rest of it!!!!!!!!! (in due time. hopefully.)#i hate u streaming services and ur power to kill the things i love....................#sonic#sonic prime spoilers#<- in the following tags. be wary .#sonic and shadows interactions have been so delightful . i wish sega let shadow have friends and like Feelings#sonics writing overall has been very good . very people-focused trying to save everyone he can but just#very ahead of himself and how that lack of forethought causes so many of the conflicts for him#very inline for yknow . fastest hedgehog around.#REALLY enjoy seeing him look like a sad wet puppy when shit goes to fuck . boy just wants to go home!!!!!!!!!#i do wonder if something insane will happen if all the shatterversions of characters congregate#like . we didnt See thorn interact directly with rusty or black rose. just that the latter 2 saw her and were like Woah...................#also . i love u nine . baby son . he wanted to show sonic his lil grim home so bad and then sonic wasnt into his idea and im SADDD#HE HAD LIL PALM TREES!!!!!!!!! WAHH.............#the way nine talks about what might happen to him after the prism is in 1 piece in ghost hill makes me wonder also#the shatterspaces are implied to essentially be the product of original green hill being torn to bits .#so one would assume thats true for the characters in them yea? so does nine think he might get 'absorbed' into og tails?#theres always been a vibe to me that all the shatterversions of the cast are essentially like . distinct aspects of their whole characters#in some way anyhow . like a pirate for knuckles makes sense as a kind of manifestation of his focus on like#defending the master emerald . in a world Without the master emerald hes essentially crazy for any replacement he can get?#so its interesting to think that nine could in a similar vein be like tails' resentment of being Just a wingman#and the frustration of being picked on as a babby . and how that might tie into a feeling of like#'i would be nothing without sonic' bcus sonic was the one to stand up for him back then right?#INTERESTING. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! idk if any of tihs holds any water im just brain vomitting at this point but WAHHH#obviously all the shatterversions are and wish to be seen as their own individual people but like. NARRATIVELY speaking#u know?????? u understand. ive decided this for u the person reading this You Understand.
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I thought the black clover movie was going to follow the manga?????
#my bad i prob didnt pay attention#but what the fuck studio pierrot??? so when are we gonna see the rest of the story animated???#i dont wanna read the manga the style isnt for me :/ but it looks nice in the anime#the movie looks. okay i guess#i mean its black clover its not high art jshznskznsk but it looks fun...didnt know it was a netflix release thats cool ig#should be easier to pirate
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flora keeps getting charmed - in this instance by a beholder - and she tried to convince Fanaedar to stop fighting by standing in front of his bow
#it did not work because he has the sharpshooter feat but she didnt know that#dnd#ttrpg#dungeons and dragons#it did lead to a fun lil moment of him resting his bow on her shoulder to shoot past her#'that was a little hot not gonna lie' - our bard's player#honestly yeah it was and im glad someone other than me said it#we were not actually fighting the beholder believe it or not#the beholder was being dominated and forced to help in the fight. we didnt even know it existed at this point#when we found him we freed him :)#he ate the guy who was experimenting on him and then fucked off into the world :)#we named him barry :)#he's our friend :)
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just had the worst shift of my life made me wanna d*e
#it was dead asf and then we got slammed for like 3 hours#and i was the only busser scheduled for some reason??#AND this girl who bullied me in elementary school 😇came in with her psychotic mom#i said nothing to them but it put me in the worst fucking mood#and i had to actually pay for my food because its a failing business and our cap is $10#which gets you like 2 pieces of fucking bacon on our menu#and my vape is dead#and i looked like shit bc i rushed this morning#i didnt even have to rush because we werent slammed until 10 and i got to work at 7:45#anyway im gonna go home smoke and pass out for the rest of the day
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I'm with you in the dark
#yes yes heres your obligatory ralsei sus art#i didnt really see ralsei asoutright brushing off some stuff in the game till i went poking around online#i think the only thing that stood out to me the most was when he stopped berdly and everyone from making another fountain?#the way he worded it too like... 'what... do you think youre all doing?'#like damn ralsei thats kinda uhhh. thats kinda out of character even for you imo#AND THEN THAT FUCKING OMINOUS SPRITE#plus how he was real quick to just seal the fountain? like 'aw guess queens down ok lets go seal the fountain'#and i get maybe he didnt read the room and i cant remember exactly if he reacted the same way in chapter 1 but?#i can guess toby knew we would like queen more but ralseis reaction has always been a little... off to me#he was being a cute good boy the rest of the chapter but like. its stuff like this that makes you question#if theyre really inconsistencies we should look out for or come out as 'off' about ralsei#and... how did he come to know about the prophecy? why did queen mention the knight but its not mentioned in ralseis prophecy?#what is the history of ralsei's dark world if all the other dark worlds have history despite having their fountains formed so suddenly?#deltarune#deltarune chapter 2#deltarune 2#ralsei deltarune#deltarune ralsei#dr ralsei#ralsei#deltarune fanart#utdr#toby fox#my art#myart
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Sohei 🤝 Kazama: Bad dads
who even IS a good dad in this series like who even is a dad that we can all look at and go 'now THATS a good dad right there'
#snap chats#this is a trick question of course. i ALWAYS mean arakawa is number one peepaw in my heart#but fr like date / the florist / yuta's bitchass dad......#a good dad is hard to come by in this series...... and when we do he gets dumped in the fucking BAY GOD DAMMIT#see every time i want to call jo a good dad i hear my bestie come from the top rope with 'he put a baby in a locker'#CAUSE ITS AN AWKWARD MOMENT NOW INNIT. TERRIBLE start to fatherhood and being gone for five years is ALSO p rough#like its such a paradox because yes jo was there for near four decades for masato when he didnt have to#but he was also the reason why he had to be there for masato yk what i mean. also Thats His Kid#hes not a step dad he's the dad that came back with the milk ykwim#I THINK credit should be accredited when its due like at least he was ready to sacrifice the rest of his life to make up for his mistake#and its not like he thinks he'll ever be forgiven by. Whatever Entity decrees someone is forgiven or not#so its not like he'd even call himself a good dad ☠️☠️#so yk what. im gonna put him in the Ironically A Solid Dad corner#at least until rgg gives me the househusband special where jo gotta babysit masato for a day... yeah id pay for that#most of these tags are about jo what the fuck else is new. he stimulates my brain leave me alone#i dont wanna talk about kiryu being a dad i already know there's a sniper light on the back of my head#my point is rgg is gooddadphobic
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me after having the worst taste in fandoms
#Shitpost#puss in boots#didnt think I’d ever get into the fandom but here we are#Um yeah#The last wish had me crying for the rest of the movie after the panic attack scene#Perrito carried the movie btw
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blind (2022) is driving me insane. im begging my friends to watch it but theyre either busy with exams or almost exclusively fluff/romance-watchers . i need to talk ab this w someone just hit me up or something GOD
#kdrama blind (2022)#blind 2022 spoilers#tvn ocn blind (2022)#so my theory is the same as other peoples' its confirmed that 13 yoonjae is sungjoon so im thinking sunghoon was there too (somehow idk) an#that hes 11 and jung inseong the juror is 12. 11 and 12 seem to be real brothers? bc in ep1 11 said 'go meet mom' and not 'go meet your mom#and maybe 11 and 13 escaped together after hiding under the floorboards? since sj Was adopted maybe he was taken in when the parents found#sh after they escaped together? and the thing is everyone is involved somehow so if the mother was like in a high position at the center (i#i didnt the lady at the start of ep7 for someone else) then how was sunghoon there? idk i havent gotten that far on my theory except that#hes 11. maybe they were Both adopted? so the next to die is either the lady idr her name or the producer guy. 24 + 7 r confirmed dead now#13 is sungjoon. and inseong is def connected to this somehow like the rest of the jury. ergo my theory that hes 12. also i think the body#they found w ahn taeho's phone in ep8 is jung yoonjung's (yoonjae's older sister) bc of the necklace and the size of the skeleton. so now#they've found one body from the events of 20 years ago that happened at the center. all the jurors' kids will be killed as revenge for the#parents turning a blind eye on them as kids so theyre being punished by having their beloved children taken away from them. i think its#amazing how theyre all connected they dont know it at all. choi soongil was the only one who recognized ahn taeho (bc of the scar) and#yeom hyejin didnt know her father was sending kids to be abused and enslaved. kang youngki saw kids in numbered uniforms doing hard labor#never said a word bc keeping it a secret earned him money that he spent on his own kid who wouldve been around the same age as them.#from ep8 we see that the producer made a docu on the center and just buried it. and ofc mr baek who was the ringleader of all this.#his daughter killed on her birthday and kang youngki's daughter killed on her wedding day as retribution. im sad that ahn taeho died living#a life of guilt and fear moving around all the time but at least hes free from that now. im glad he got to apologize to 'yoonjae' for it#honestly i cant be mad at ahn taeho bc he was a survivor and a child and terrified. also is it just me or did sunghoon look disappointed#when ahn taeho confessed? like thats all the evidence i have supporting my theory that hes 11 i think. ofc theres the vibes? that he and#sungjoon have more history than the shows let on so far but if he was 11 he would be so disappointed bc he planned their escape#anyway come talk to me about this its driving me crazy
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SO fucked up that when u study languages they also make u study architecture history and ant biology and economy and european politics hierarchy so by the end of the semester i still cant tie a proper sentence in any language but sure i can differentiate the neo gothic style from rococo or tell you what a bull market is
#im tired im tired im tired i dont care abt any of this#i mean i do enjoy architecture and art periods. i dont want to be required to know all of them#i have an exam tomorrow and one on sunday and one on wednesday and one on next saturday#then on monday and tuesday and the following saturday and monday too#and frankly. im only confident i can pass 3 maybe 4 of them#for the rest??? idk ill need to study and im very bad at that#but hey we got the grades back from the first exam!! the one i took last week and i got a 9 yippeee#that is out of 10#it was in german interpreting n like. genuinely. im good enough at consecutive interpreting that i dont think theres a way 4 me to fail#like even if i mess it up i cant do THAT bad#i had to do it 4 english today and i think i fucked up sooo big it was so embarrassing. but then we got to the critique of my performance#and. it was all the usual nitpicks? like few word choices#the occasional discordance with adjectival conjugation. few points that 'havent clearly come across'#in my mind i had missed like a whole half of the speech but apparently it was p good still#now the problem is. same prof who teaches that subject also teaches specialized languages#and im. very bad at that one for simple reason that i have not processed any information all year#um maybe next time dont make your class about the stock market? idk just a suggestion. i dont care for wallstreet or whatever.#tho to b fair i didnt care for the european parliament last year either so ig u just cant win me on those terms#but if we get to specializing on the judiciary field i think i wouldnt be able to keep ignoring it. because of the circumstances#i have two more shirt designs to finish before the month ends but as u can see school wants me dead at the same time#one of said designs is a full 7 character thing :/#and the other. well ive already made 3 thumbnails for it and nothing rly clicks the way i want it to#soapte
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If Nappa Lived. (Pt. 142)
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I post this series daily. You can read all the previous parts easily here.
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#If Nappa Lived#Vegeta#Bulma#Vegebul#dragon ball z#7 year gap#space adventure#under cover#helmet Vegeta#she's been perfecting this impression for years#meanwhile- sorry I didn't post yesterday#my sister came up with the kids for a visit and since I live in a national tourist destination we had to do a bunch of stuff#one thing was the butterfly conservatory- it was my son's first time and he was squealing with delight... it was super cute#they kept landing on me a bunch so I felt like the chosen one#but it may be because I'm an expert at standing around and staring at things to the point where butterflies assume Im safe to rest on lol#anyway yeah... that's why I didnt post
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