#me during physics class
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no more fan-ta-sizing about it! everything's already changed~
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#figueroth faeth#riz gukgak#adaine abernant#fabian seacaster#gorgug thistlespring#kristen applebees#fh class quangle#my! class swap thing! I guess this is like the poster for it now#got overinvested and finished it properly instead of winging it lol#in closeup order: cleric!gorgug; bard!riz; rogue!fabian; sorcerer!kristen; barbarian!fig; artificer!adaine#this one does have the harpoon gun I'd give fabian during sophomore year but literally only figured out for this piece lol#I like how it looks tho Im glad I hashed it out#thinking abt power armor adaine a lot tbh... she has the transhumanist audacity. she's villain-adjacent enough#to attempt unspeakable acts of body improvement#(its funny bc to wear a rig like that would Also demand a certain level of physical strength from you)#also yeah this is the thing with riz holding a megaphone that got me considering#its fun! it fits the aesthetics! maybe it'd grant him range for bardics#maybe he gets to keep that Im just not sure how he'd carry it around lol#fig gets to have all of her makeup... I like almost never remember to draw it usually kdsjfhdjk listen. I just forgor#I always forget makeup is real#also dont ask me what's in kristen's thermos it Is usually tea but you truly never know#sometimes its soup. it can be lighter fluid. soap perhaps. hot chocolate#also if u come knocking on my door abt kristen's somatic in this piece: I wont be home#she gets to be gross especially bc shes funny and 17yo and gay. we give it to her#okay I. whoo I should lay down. finally I can move on to other things#cheers! wahoo. yahha perhaps
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sogesoba doooddleeeeeee they won't GET OUT OF MY BRAIN
#welcome back to another episode of min pretends like she knows how lighting works#i did this during class and every question my professor asked me i got incorrect im crying#theyre more important than rheostats to me ok#ELECTRMOTIVE FORCE?? IDGAF!!!!!!!!! SOGESOBA ALL OVER MY PHYSICS NOTES#op#one piece#soba mask#sobamask#sogeking#usopp#sanji#vinsmoke sanji#blackleg sanji#sanuso#usosan#sogesoba#yk i rly should redesign his raid suit cuz this guy is NOT a vinsmoke#sigh but it fits so well with sogeking......... whatever he deserves his own suit#anyways this trope is one of my faves it's so cute#couldnt find a ref so ik the pose is weird ermkgjf#mintart#my art#omg what if usopp made sanji's new soba mask costume#fic idea...............
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college … wasted on the youth (me)
#didnt help that 2/4 yrs was covid telezoom but man.. MANNN#forgetting how impossible it is to pursue rhe degree plan u actually want (advising hell) i feel like . theres just#so many diff things i want to learn now Knowing that im more solidified in my interests and who i am and what i would be interested in doing#and like.😭RGAAAAAQH TEARING MYHAIR OUTTT every other week i have a night where im sititng there like damn i couldve been sm1 completely dif#dgmw i still rly enjoy some of the upper div classes i Did take but what if i took x and liked it more or minored in y and it led me to z#bc i do feel rly set in where i am rn which . i DO ! like it but im never gna be in that environment where u have the flexibility to explore#ykwim . i wish i had taken physics and calc srsly . i always thought i hated that shit but i like it. i like it quite a lot actually😟#or more geology .. urrghh.. sprinkle in sme extra art history . no bc thats what actu pissed me off ab school#i rmbr wanting to dual major and they straight up told me no i cant . but then i was like maybe an arts major bio minor when i wanted to do#science illustration but sry we dont offer bio minor . ok bio major arh or studio art minor . no sry not enough open spots we rly only#reserve it for when we have extra openings post admission❤️#and then even late into sophomore year u would still be last in registration so all the cool classes would be closed#and then bc of covid half that shit was cancelled bc they couldnt transfer labs online (rip comparative vertebrate anatomy)#and then by senior yr an additional collection of classes were unavailable bc u dont have the prereqs bc the prereqs were cancelled during#covid and u dont have enough semesters left to actually take it . like it was gen such an awful experience so ik why i couldnt ever do what#i wanted but .😭 AND LIKE the classes i DID enjoy like genomics or molecular genetics were closed by registration and i had to email and beg#for access . thts crazy .literally crazy .#anyways . i think i want 2 start reading textbooks bc i think thats the closest ill get LMAOO#i remember seeing my coworker read a textbook for fun one time and idk why i just didnt understand why bc it seemed so dry but i Get it now#like yeah .. u knew what was up ..#sad too that like . i could theoretically audit a course but i Work..during the day .. so sad . so sad#guys wht if i just said yes to grad school (<the devil talking.dont agree)
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please let frye struggle to dance again
please let her try and struggle to do all the things she wants to do and itches to do but is physically unable to
please let her realise that being healthy isn't just going to fix her knee and shes going to keep pushing herself but its only going to make things worse and she just has to accept herself for who she is now and her capabilities now.
even if she dances again it wont be the same and it can never be the same because of her knee. she has to rest so much more despite how she wishes to just be able to move and dance.
ALSO LET MECHANIC SHIVER AND BIG MAN BE HER THERAPIST
otherwise ill have to be a fanfic writer is all 🤧
#this is for me#(aspiring dancer who physically cannot because of unknown physical issues that still havend been diagnosed)#splatoon#splatoon 3#frye onaga#the last character who gave me this was rhythm doctor lucky <///3 changed me#posts i made during math class </3 girl i gotta b doing LOGS#🌌sleeptalkings
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//I guess this counts as an early Munday lol my last run at our agility trial today 🙌
#ooc#don’t mind my dog popping out of the weaves and trying to do the seesaw again 😂#we still qualified and got first in our jump height/class but we lost 5 points for that lmao#also some lady was nice enough to take a video and airdrop it to me#idek what her name was 😅#now I think I’m gonna head to bed early bc it’s been a long weekend and I’m both physically and mentally exhausted 💀#I might take off work tomorrow and catch up on stuff during the day#but my mom has also been in the hospital since yesterday afternoon and I’m gonna prioritize spending time with her
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while this is a useless thought, it is annoying to me that i've been studying japanese for two years and not, like, ten or twenty. because it really would have made a lot of sense for me to start learning japanese much, much earlier. like, to take it in high school, instead of spanish, since our school did have japanese classes available. it really would have made so much sense!
why didn't i do that???? i already had acquired interest in medias and hobbies that (especially at the time) there wasn't as much info in english on, like even then i was interested titles and hobbies that didn't have a ton of fandom in english
however, i had not acquired sentience, or something, so i didn't.
("i had not acquired sentience" is my funny way to observe how many times i can look back at my life and go "why did i do/not do that? what was i thinking? actually i remember the answer, i wasn't thinking")
yeah yeah, i know, "the best time to do it was ten years ago, the second best time is now", yeah, i am doing it now, but the 'Was I Not Sentient???' thing also legitimately bothers me because i don't know if i've learned my lesson and Become Sentient yet. what will i at forty years old be looking back at my current self wishing i had Been Sentient enough to think to do???
#this is also why i didnt learn anything useful in college : I#i really don't think i exited with more specialized skills or knowledge than i went in. i learned stuff during classes and then forgot#so much MATLAB for the major i didn't finish. fucking useless#why did i think i was doing any of that???#i also don't really remember when i became aware i was bisexual even though i've been attracted to women as long as i can remember#and i think this is also an extension of that#the understanding that i could physically be attracted to women predates having my first crush on a boy in middle school#(i had a lot of incomprehensible thoughts about the female body but little concept of sex. just being...drawn to flesh.)#but i didn't process any labels as applying to me even when i learned gay people existed. because I Hadn't Become Sentient Yet.#it's not that i instead thought of myself as straight. it's more I Was Not Thinking#if i'd ever had anyone directly ask me to think about it that might have helped.#anyway i hope i'm sentient now#i don't know how to explain any of this#it partly sounds like 'being totally dissociated from yourself to the point you don't ever feel like you're making choices'#but there were plenty of moments where i know i was 'in the moment' because i was very much in pain bc of specific events in my life#I Just. Had Not Become Sentient Yet. Like Some Sort Of Potato.
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Maaan I love the optimistic advice "keep practicing and you'll get better at art" as much as the next artist, but it always rubs me the wrong way when that evolves into "just keep practicing and you WILL 100% succeed and CAN get into the industry."
It changes from good general advice to implying you're just doing something wrong if still haven't "made it" yet. Not in the industry? Well, you just haven't worked hard enough, obviously, as if there aren't plenty of other factors that play into "succeeding” in a highly competitive industry like art.
Don’t let advice that’s supposed to be encouraging turn into something discouraging 😭
#there’s a lot more to worming your way into the art industry than just. studying art real hard and working your bones off#hard work only gets you so far.#a lot of ‘success’ also starts at childhood and that goes for any industry#having supportive family and even better if they’re financially supportive#good early education. good physical and mental health. the ability to focus and do the same task over and over for hours#good social skills- because networking gets you a lot further than pure talent alone.#growing up in a convienaint location to even network at all. or the power to travel to such a location.#natural talent puts you ahead. brains work differently so it’s ignorant to pretend natural talent isn’t a thing#some take to a skill faster than others because their brain comes out more wired for it. so their skills develop easier and faster#music never came to me. I can’t hear the tone of my own voice most of the time. I DID study music and take mystic classes as a teen#it’s insulting to be banged over the head with ‘if you study music you’ll start to get it.’ I’m 28#I know myself and have tried during an age which music is easier to learn and yet I did not. I don’t have talent for it- my brain doesn’t-#-grasp it. the same with any art. some will struggle more to learn visual art ‘good enough’ for the industry#and implying that they just don’t get it yet becasue they haven’t tried hard enough is insulting#you can always get better. always always!! but sometimes grinding is just… grinding. fruitless and painful#I failed algebra twice as a teen. I couldn’t understand punnet squares till my 20s.#saying work harder and you’ll become a math professor would be insulting. implying I never tried to learn at all.#implying that even tho I took tutoring multiple times that maybe. if I just took one more. poor id suddenly be more able.#people work hard and it just clicks and 10 years later you’re in a great art industry job… you’re not the rule. you’re the exception#ugggh sorry :p just frustrated. sometimes people just don’t realize the kind of luck they’ve had in life and it irritates me
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my best advice to anyone who's still in middle/high school is to make your teachers think you are the nicest sweetest purest little goody two shoes on the planet so that you can get away with breaking rules fairly openly bc your teachers either won't believe it or will view it as a very minor issue since you're the perfect student
#this is how i broke a kids leg and physically injured a teacher twice with 0 repercussions#also make best friends with the snarky english teachers theyll protect you if you can match their repartee#literally just be like im such a perfect sweet little angel who is so so interested in history class#i would NEVER play cards in the empty orchestra room during class with some other kids. never would i break a rule its preposterous#if you have at least one teacher who views you like this theyll go to bat for you if you ever actually get caught :)#also just be autistic as fuck your classmates will hate you but ur teachers will infantilize you into non agency#i almost got suspended for wearing a hat all the time after being told not to then i told one of my favorite teachers#and she told the teacher who kept getting on to me to leave me alone#another year i feel asleep almost every day in biology and my astronomy teacher told him i was having a really hard time (i was)#so he ended up printing out the slides for me every day and asking my table mate to give me his notes when i fell asleep#which was so so sweet of both of them and i really needed that kindness and ill never forget it#but i think a more disruptive kid may not have received the same level of kindness
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"Inspiration in 4k (word count)"
25 sec, 4fps
#--/ art#--/ animation#L1_CAT#L24_CAT#been a while since i posted my boye#i was going to make all these posts about avm's rb and introduce L1's buddy 24 alongside that but never pulled the trigger#so here they are now! ~#L1 is a char i came up with in high school intro programming for any project involving displaying an image#his winged buddy L24 was created in the next year's programming class#they have a loose grasp of physics (and it has a loose grasp on them-) and can appear as any size or shape they want.....#L1 in particular likes to generate More Tails instead of having other limbs lol#their names stand for laptop number 1 cat & laptop number 24 cat bc those were the school laptops i borrowed during each course hehe#i also used to call 24 dodecaqat#even though dodeca means 12#because i have a thing with the number 2#it's a long story#anyway. animated this to describe the feeling of being attacked by a hyperfixation and emitting thousands of words about it#the idea(s) unfolding and fanning out all over the place like 1's tails#Keep Notes helps me capture this material in the moment
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Class mein meme banke ubhri hoon and I don't know whether to be proud or embarrassed 💀
#In the very first day of school physics sir ne hume ground mein le jaake motion and all ke baare mein btaya tha#And vo har student se ek round lga rhe the but meri turn hone se pehle hi bell baj gayi and I joined my hands together#And I was so happy ki I did a literal pranaam and every banda saw it and now use it as an inside joke in class-#One time when I was collecting everyone's notebooks I accidentally rested my hand on a random guy's shoulder and instead of saying sorry#Maine instinctively vo waala pranaam Kiya that people do jab pairr books mein lag jaate hai-#P.t.m mein when sir called for me to come in front of the class I thought he was about to bring up the argument#I had with him a few days before (long story) so maine mumma ke paas jaake whisper Kiya “whatever he's about to say sab jhooth hai”#Loud enough ki pure class ne sunli#Unhone mujhe class ke front mein isliye bulaya tha because he was about to announce that I had come first in class-#And now aaj#During library ma'am asked us ki drawing mein kise interest hai and I of course raised my hand#She then said that ki unhe posters banvaane hai for the library and I panicked maine immediately apna hand lower kar diya 💀#I have unintentionally become the class clown now.
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GAY PEOPLE RUINED MY LIFE !!!
#me when im thinking of fic ideas in class during a lecture i should be paying attention to..#how do all sp fans not ship staig it physically takes everything in me to not be insane about them 24/7#screamsFOREVER
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And What If I Told You. There's No 'W' Sound In 'Wooyoung'
#shrimp thoughts#there just isn't! no 'w'!#it's not 'woo' like the romantic verb!#ever since i took that one month long korean course in 2018 looking at what kpop does to korean romanization has been so painful#like. hobi has ㅓ in his family name and it gets romanized as u but another ㅓ in his given name is eo. ????????#i also don't like ㅜ = oo because like... it makes things longer? please embrace ㅜ as u. YKNOW. THE WAY YOU DO WITH URI.#i have Never seen 우리 romanized as '(w)ooli' so WHAT'S UP WITH THAT.#and don't get me started on ㅗ. when they romanized jin/soul's name they kinda had the right idea in that it's a more rounded sorta 'o'#compared to ㅓ (during korean classes we called them low o and side o lol) BUT THEN. wy has the 'ou' in his name BUT IT'S ㅓ.#this is all to say your little guy's named uyeong. sorry#i feel like basing the romanization of korean on english is sorta stupid because they're different languages but ALSO because phonetically#english is in NO way consistent. so ㅓis 'u“ (jung) but also it's ”ou“ (wooyoung) and “eo” (hoseok). girl whatcha doing#when it's like. ʌ in ipa. sun + son + young. but it's ONE (1) SOUND. HELL ON EARTH.#post is sponsored by a youtuber saying wy's name with an audible W sound and me being like This Is An Easily Fixable Issue! but also#i do Not believe i can physically point that out to anyone without sounding like a total asshole (see: this post) so#(of course it's all nice and proper in like actual korean romanization systems like the revised one BUT kpop notably does NOT use the#revised romanization... sunmi actually had to explain that her name's not pronounced soon-me. which could have been avoided#if they just spelled it seonmi lol
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hey I want to see something
take this quiz (https://dlcincluded.github.io/MQ/) and then tell me about your score.
if you're autistic plus another overlapping type of neurodivergent, choose the autistic option. self diagnoses are valid.
choose other neurodivergent if you are neurodivergent but not autistic. again, self diagnoses are valid.
check out the monotropism theory of autism (https://monotropism.org/)
#scored 204. still refuse to believe I’m not neurotypical because I just can’t. there’s nothing for me to be if not simply asian 😭#what do you mean it’s not normal to be so focused on your fic that you feel physically ill during class and have to run out halfway to#finish your project? what do you mean it’s not normal to cry when someone tries to take your task away from you?#what do you mean people don’t need like 30 minutes of warning between switching tasks???? dndjdkd
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guy cant....
#i. dont yet know how to cope with being wrong.#im literally autistic you cant be mean to me (mr traffic director talked to me because i misread his signal)#and. i genuinely misread it. could i have known better? probably. is it a huge problem? noo#am i crying in class again thinking about it? :3c teeheee#i need to stop talking =3=bbb#its literally all fine. why does brain do this?#sillyposting#its.#i know why.#i desperately crave to be perfect. and this dents that.#but i KNOW i dont have to be all good. and i know i am allowed to make mistakes.#and i know. i know. i know.#why do i still get physical responses to it? do i just have to tough it out? do i have to do MORE things wrong before i get better?#i dont want that.#it feels really childish to uncontrollably cry when adults talk to me in these cases.#(guy feels bad while crying no wayyy)#tbf i held it in during the talkie itself but. its the brainspirals afterwards man. i should stop thinking i thinks#whateber.#its literally chill what is wrong with meee#its fine. im cute. yes.#teehee.#ok.
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When you're hanging out with your friends and then they don't even leave you alone in your dreams
#no idea what happened. it was a strange combination of an italian opera we were discussing during a chinese class#which makes already little sense. but also none of my friends ever had a chinese class#and the teacher was a nice and competent version of my old physics teacher#maybe i should start a dream diary amd then go to someone who can tell me what they mean lol#personal
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Well I got a B+ in physics.... I will try not to be that nerd who is devastated but the fact that I only needed a FEW more points to get an A- is really frustrating.........
#I got a B on the final#I needed at least a B+#If I had just not run out of time to complete it....#Me and 6 other people ran out of time during the final because he made the test way too long!!!#I felt I was doing really well until 2 hours passed and I was getting so exhausted and there was still so much left to do#My math prof was kind enough to emphasize that her test wouldn't take more than 2 hours#Wish my physics prof had been the same...#OH WELL#Also anyone thinking that other people were able to complete it so I should too just know that many other people will give up in the middle#Or give half ass answers because they know there is nothing else they can do#Only 2 people got As on that exam and in the class and they prob took physics before#Over a third of the class got a D on the exam
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