#moots i adore✨

[ceo-of-daichi]

LYDZY MY DARLING!!!

How are you? How's life? I've missed you on the dash sm!!!

Would you rather go to a fall carnival with Daichi or stay home to watch horror movies with Miguel? :3c

<33333

NESIIIIIII OMG I MISS YOU🥺🥺💛

Honestly life has been a rollercoaster recently… been a lot of shit but also a lot of cool crazy stuff to balance it out? Which is why I haven’t been very active, because every-time I think life is calming down and I may have chance to breath and write… life throws me a curveball😭 but we are out here surviving!!

How are you doing my dear?? Hope all is well💛

And oooo a hard question… on one hand I HATE horrors, like jump scares terrify me… but that could give chance to get closer to Miguel ya know👀👀👀 but I think my choice would have to be a fall carnival with Daichi, I feel like he would just deal with all my crazy love for the season ya know?😂 Plus that sounds like it would be cute af

[passionartx]

Assigning my moots a dragon from Httyd

I assign you Garff the Deathsong

Awhh, look at this lil goober!! 💛✨🥹 Read up on him and if being a lil crybaby who is soothed by music isn’t literally me I don’t know what is, I adore him with my whole heart! 💛

[songbirdandstars]

I saw ur reblog now you gotta give me the details of what a wedding with you and Aaravos would be like 👀👀 (not forced)

-@mspattypizazz

This is gonna be a long post 🥰

So like I said before he would 100% percent wear a dress like in the drawing you did of him and I feel like he would wear his hair in a bun because fancy

I would probably wear a dress too because I love wedding dresses so much

We would be matching 💜

Vows would probably be written personally because I always think that’s adorable when they reference their relationship or their partner with something not many or only they would know

I’m an emotional person so bawling my eyes out the whole time

Aaravos would probably keep it together but cry after

Astrology themed wedding astrology themed wedding astrology themed wedding-

outside wedding reception 100%

the tent part would have a bunch of star map looking constellations on the ceiling

lots of purples and both sliver and gold decorations

Plus those hanging paper circle lanterns with the cut out stars on them

I don’t think it would be really big just close friends and family etc

Oh and cake

Red velvet with cream cheese is a guilty pleasure of mine 😍

For the whole tossing the bouquet (white purple and dark blue roses btw) I feel like I would have it for the ceremony but he would 100% want to be the one to toss it

and for after wedding stuff I feel like even if we’ve been living together for a while he would want to do the carrying their partner across the threshold tradition…even though it’s the exact same house we always lived at

s6 spoilers under the cut because I don’t know if you’ve finished it yet!

Leola would be our flower girl and my maid of honor

I feel like we would take turns holding her during the ceremony

Aaravos dances with her for a bit of the slow dance

And I feel like she would want her hair in a bun to match her dad

definitely tried to ‘help’ with the cake, she did her best and that’s what matters

I would 100% want to pick her up so she could do the messy cake thing people do at the wedding and smoosh the cake in Aaravos’s face for fun

If she were to catch the flowers on accident I think Aaravos would have a mini heart attack

she also gets a crown to wear with her outfit like the princess she is 🥰

[pastelsav]

jk posing for any thing, ever: ✌🏼or 😬 or 🫰🏼 and we love a consistent man!

tbh I totally understand having developed a type of muscle memory for poses he’s comfortable with considering how many pictures/poses/etc. he has done and will do.

I’m a creature of habit so finding something, whatever it may be, that I’m comfortable with means I’ll use that safe, consistent thing constantly, to no end. & this goes for legit everything: clothes, food, even what words or tone of voice I use often enough to build a habit out of it. Like I’m talking, fully, making myself sick of it finally or dead ass building a full blown hatred or distain that can last forever. And ppl are like …? “Uh.. wut?!? This was ur favorite thing last month, now you can’t stand the sight of it? Are you gonna do the same to me!?!” 🤭 *who knows? Maybe..? I am full of surprises… most of which are also news to me. But It’s ok, don’t worry we can learn about ‘em together! 😬*

For real though I get it! It’s confusing, I’m confused too. lol

So, as with so many things, I relate to jk and I feel like we see each other on a diff level & it’s obviously fate/soulmate behavior & I’m ok with being seen as delulu for that🤭🫶🏼

peace 😉✌ cr. ouranxingg

[angelnextdooor]

My Wonderful Moots

I’m so lucky and happy that I get to know all of you 💖💖 love you guys sm

@arias-archive Aria 💝 (my first moot who uses much cooler lingo, ✨love you so much✨)

@inmyheaddd Jude 🌸 (my lovely bestie that always has the most poetic things to say)

@prettylikethestars Bella 💖 (my pretty like the stars older sister who seriously needs to publish a book)

@lyrakanefanatic Klea 🌹 (nash hawthorne’s wife and my maid of honor at gray’s and my wedding, one of the best writers to ever exist)

@anintellectualintellectual Abeeha ✨ (the most intellectual sweetie)

@inkstainsonmysheets Resha 🩷✨ (my dancer twin and little sista)

@hopeless-umii Umi 💜✨ (my muslim bestie and little sista)

@haniya1234 Haniya 🎀 (I seriously adore you sm)

@grc-tig Gracie 🩵 (the amazing and stunning tig tiktok editor)

@lyragrayson4ever 💞 (the iconic lyrason fic writer)

@swiftreader1989 Yas 💐 (gorgeous girl energy only)

@shattered-glass-roses Madison 🐚 (the most amazing ever)

@lunarandlace Moon 🌙 (absolutely beautiful, just like the moon)

@beabeebeee Bea 💗 (my habibti and incredible Saudi bestie)

@7975348473 Tushu 🩵✨ (my sunshine pookie and little sista)

@lovethornes Izzy 💎 (most aesthetic girl ever)

@xoxoavry Avery 💜 (the juliette to my kenji)

@sweetreveriee @luvrism777 Vee 🌼 (my sweet sweet bestie)

@lila-77 Lila 🦋 (the prettiest and most academically intelligent girl)

@laufeysgoddess Eliana 🕊️ (as glorious as a goddess fr)

@liaisbroke Lia 🪷 (literally such an amazing pookie)

@shefollowedthestars Nova 🌻 (my favorite marvel girlie)

@jjsblueberry Jo 🤍 (jason grace’s fabulous wife)

@reminiscentreader Jas 💚 (my favorite baker who loves her blondes)

@ria-lina Ria 👑✨ (my incredibly intelligent bestie and future Georgetown student)

@darlingletters 💕 (my lovely bestie that is très belle)

@caramelmiacchiato Mia 🧸🤎 (my wonderful bestie that I live in Berk with)

@elysianwayy77 Jade ☕️ (my other little sister that I can obsess over coffee with)

@shestheworst Ellie 💋 (my perfect perfectionist pookie)

@anythinggoesbutme Brynnlee ☀️ (such a talented writer I’m literally so obsessed)

@mxst3rmind Ky 🌊 (my favorite swiftie & thought daughter)

@cherryribbcns Lucia 💘 (cardan’s amazing wife)

@inafictionalworld Liv 🕯️ (my favorite reader and book girlie)

@foreverwinter22 Alicia 🎤✨ (my new favorite singer)

@imanidiotforu Shriya 💌 (my favorite, lovely hopeless romantic)

@runningoutofink8 Mira 🌷 (the sweetest soul in the cutest body)

@shootingstargirl2001 Star 💫 (prettier than a pinterest board)

@telugxrl13 Hasini 💛 (carter kane’s gorgeous wife)

@books-in-the-sky Skyyy 🌤️ (the best human being I know)

@rainforcsts Lys 💙 (my irl lia zhang bestie)

@eternal--dream Hayley ⭐️ (effortlessly glowing girl)

[oya-oya-okay]

I've heard about your health and I'm wishing you the best of luck and the most speedy recovery ever!!! I'm not the best at words but I wanted to draw you ShuuZul as a little good luck charm 💜💜💜

But also a bonus Shuu squirrel/chipmunk cause I couldn't help myself, she's the Sandy Cheeks of Octavinelle to me 🐿️🌸

Hope the doodles make your day at least a little better!! Once again wishing you the best from your fellow moot

KYAYWYHHWHWHWHWH😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💖💝💗💝💖💖💝💞💝💞💗💞💗💞💝💞💝💞💗💞💗💗💞💗💞💗💞💗💞💗

OHYWYWHWHWHW GOWGWGWGW TEHYTTT💖💖😭💗😭💗💥💗💥💥💗💗💖💗💗💥💗💥💗 THEY ARE SOOOOO CHARMINGGGG💞💗💞💗💝💗💝💝💗

VERY VERY ADORABLEEEWHHH🐿️🐙💗

SCREAMS👇👇👇 THANK YOWUUWUW

YOUR STYLE IS SO COOL!!!✨💗✨💗💖💗✨💗✨💗💖 Oh my GOD!😍😍😍 SHUU LOOKS SO ADORABLE AND COOL IN YOUR STYLE!🛐💕💕💕💕💕 I AM REALLY IMPRESSED AND VERY HAPPY!😭😭😭😭💗💕💗💕💗💕💖💗💕 EVERYTHING IS ABSOLUTELY FINE....I AM VERY HAPPY TO RECEIVE SUCH A WONDERFUL GIFT FROM YOU!🐿️🐙💖💝💖💖💝💝 THE DESIGN OF AZUL IS SO CUTE, SWEET AND EVEN AESTHETIC!!😍🥰💕💝💕💝💕 THEY RUB THEIR CHEEKSKYAAAAA😭😭

I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN DELIGHTED WITH YOUR ORIGINALITY AND STYLE!!💖💗✨💗💝💗💖✨ I AM HAPPY TO SEE SHUU IN THE FORM OF SUCH A CHARMING SQUIRREL, THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!😍🙏💕💖💕💖💕💖 SHE REALLY LOOKS LIKE SANDY AHWHHWWGW SO CUTE, SO CUTE!!😭😭😭💗💝💖💝💖💝💖💝 SUCH CUTE BOWS, A FLOWER AND AN AHOGE IN THE SHAPE OF A HEART, I AM VERY TOUCHED..🙏🙏🙏💕💝💕💝💕 I REALLY APPRECIATE IT..!😭😭😭😭😭😭 SOBBING

Thank you so much for thinking about me!!!😭😭😭😭🙏💕💖💖💕💖💕💖💕 That's really very sweet of you!💗💕💝 I AM VERY HAPPY, THANK YOU!!!💗💕💗💗💕💕💞💕

[thesafireartist]

Symbol my favourite girl ever and the most hedgehog to ever exist I love you and you are amazing and fantastic and you are now both Saiya’s and my favourite person in the universe you beautiful child 💕💖✨💗🫶💞✨

There’s a limit for tags? Dang

@thesafireartist

your tags are killing me/lh

Originally I only had the first sketch page and then a rough one of the dress, but then I was like "you know what? Saiya deserves the coloured version" but I only had the energy for a messy coloured version

But yeah, don't tell Symbol that, she is the local 7 y.o. that is obsessed with princesses and would go crazy on a princess makeover and begged Mana to borrow a dress from her

[princedevitt]

It’s my birthday!!! 🥳🥳🥳

I love this community. I love sharing my interests/gifs and openly ✨thirsting✨ on here. Alsooooo I adore my cool moots!! 🩵

Here’s to powering through another year!

[inkyshark3]

HELLO BOYS, GIRLS, NON GENDER PACIFIC OCEAN RATS AND CHIPMUNKS!!

WELCOME TO THE DTIYS WINNERS POST!! >:D

💥💥💥💥💥

(explodens woooo!!!)

Ahem sorry...

Though there wasn't a lot we still got 3 wonderful artwork and artists to thank for joining!!!

now in third place we have!!!! 🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁

✨ @iittleperson !!! ✨

(you were the first one who actually participated so thanks and your art got me excited because even the scarf looks so cute in the heart shape!!!)

And in second place we have!! 🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁

♥️my wonderful and so so so special wifey!! @somehhuuuhh ♥️

(thank you wifey for joining in!! I love your art and the little face sprout has is so cute and adorable!! And I love the eyes It's so pretty in general!!!)

And now FIRST PLACE GOES TO!!

💥@mxnapkin !!! 💥

(I love the shading and the claw paws are just AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! Thank you for joining really!!)

AND MANY THANKS TO MY MOOTS AND FOLLOWERS FOR GETTING ME OVER 50!! EVEN THOUGH MANY OF YOU DIDN'T JOIN STILL THANK YOU FOR FOLLOWING!!! …⁠ᘛ⁠⁐̤⁠ᕐ⁠ᐷ

[that-boleyn-boy]

Not my usual content but Caitlyn brainrot has been on the mind and I got inspired by a moot of mine.

Thus, Caitlyn agere headcanons 💙 + Caregiver! Jinx as a treat

(All sfw, just below a cut so people can avoid if they like >w<)

💙 - Regresses to cope with stress rather than as a trauma response

🧁 - Gets pretty quiet, doesn’t speak unless spoken to

✨ - Shorter words and sentences, quick answers so she can be polite but avoid long conversations.

💙 - Likes to draw or read her favorite books while laying on the floor near the fireplace or while hidden under the covers.

🧁 - Always, and I mean always carries around a stuffed toy that Jayce gave her when she was younger. It’s worn, it’s tattered, but it’s hers.

✨ - Usually regresses to her preteen or early teens. Think 10-14 or so. When she’s super duper stressed it’s more around 6-10.

💙 - Easily gets mistaken for her just taking a break since her behavior is already pretty similar. Jinx is pretty good at recognizing it based on her short sentences, and the fact she’s carrying around her special stuffed animal.

🧁 - Loooves to go outside, especially when it’s cloudy. Likes to go visit the forest where she had the competition with Grayson and explore even though she knows the area like the back of her hand.

✨ - If she’s with Jinx she’ll be a little more outspoken, asking more directly for things. Even so she’s still pretty quiet and averse to asking questions, so she’ll write them down and hand them to Jinx.

💙 - Adding onto that, Jinx is always super proud of her whenever she verbally asks for things since it’s a sign that Caitlyn trusts her a lot!

🧁- Jinx sometimes shows Cait stuff she liked to do when she was younger. It’s a slow introduction since Caitlyn is a pretty independent and reserved kiddo but she managed to get Cait to let her braid her hair and paint her nails.

✨ - Cait stops masking and her getting excited is the most silly thing ever (Jinx finds it adorable). Hand flapping, hugging her plushie super tight, big smile.

💙 - Sometimes when a day at work is especially hard or stressful, Cait needs Jinx’s permission to unwind or regress. She’ll get everything set up while waiting for Jinx to come home. Plushie, blankets, pillows, her favorite books, all the stuff she could ever need.

🩵: “Didja have a hard day?”

💙: “mhm…”

🩵: “Alright, c’mere kiddo, I’ll take care of ya,”

🧁 - Suuuuper clingy when she needs touch. Independent 90% of the time but that other 10% is all cuddles with Jinx and refusing to let her go.

✨ - Loves being called kiddo or sprout. Being called sprout feels like getting to be with her big brother Jayce again!

That’s all, I hope you enjoyed or got some ideas or anything like that <333

[ceo-of-daichi]

First of all, Hi, hello!? You re here, you re alive, i missed you! 🥹🥹🩷🩷❤️

I am indeed alive🥹 been a rough few months but i’m back and trying to get back into the swing of things! How are you bby🥰

[viperbunnies]

hi hi hiii my moot! here is a little appreciation gift ☺️☺️

sorry that it’s a rougher rendered piece of mine 😔

i love your art and your ocs! especially oz! so i drew them! (im in love with their hair design it’s so pretty ✨✨)

i rlly wanted to do this since u’ve been supporting me from the very beginning and also one of my first mutuals 🥰🥰. there is no way i don’t remember you! but back then i was new and shy so i didn’t reach out sooner even tho i wanted to :(

i really REALLY am so grateful for your support all this time 🥺🥺💕💕 TYSM for giving my blog a chance when it was new and continuing to engage with my posts even till now🥹🥹😭😭💗💗 TY N KEEP BEING AMAZING 💕💕💕💕

I’m actually at a lost for words 😭 I’ve been staring at this for the past hour since i opened my inbox, walking around in my room 😭😭 I’ll go crazy over the art in a bit let me just yap hshs

Firstly, I’m honored that you like my art and ocs 🥺 That was already enough for me knowing that people, but you even drew them for me 🥺

Secondly, about the whole being too shy to reach out first, I get that hshshs I’m lucky that the community here in tumblr is really welcoming! you’ll find so many kind people here! And hshshs I’m glad that you remember me even though I mainly lurk 😭, I’m honored that I’m one of your first mutuals! and I’ll definitely continue supporting you 🫶 (I see your posts in my dash, the personal art and the art you make for others are so lovely! I can tell that you put a lot of love and effort into it)

o…okay I’m… gonnna go crazy now over your art

(sequence of events of me going crazy)

HSHSHSSHDGSFHUHJIIIEDHCUE

AaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaj

Your style is so elegant! I’m actually so in love with how delicate you draw the faces, and the way you render! You said that this was a rough render but I’m honestly so 🥺🥺❤️ cause it’s so clean. It has such a watercolor feel which I especially love! and speaking of watercolors I adore the brush you used for their name! (watercolor like rendering just rub an itch in my brain) I love his little oversized sleeve hshshs awww their expression it’s so gentle 🥺

I really can’t thank you enough 😭🥺

i’ll get you back soon i swear hehe

[liyuviq]

amazing gifts (fanart, oc cameo, writings!) from likewise amazing people ❤︎

please check out their wonderful creations! 💞

not technically a gift but it’s the first art directed for me so <3 ۶ৎ @/rizdoodles

my first shin fanart that i will forever treasure ۶ৎ @/oya-oya-okay

shin sketch from my amazing moot ۶ৎ @/skibidibabygirl

my first fanart on my persona! ۶ৎ @/jadelover69

shin pixel art that started my rpg!shin brainrot ۶ৎ @/robo-milky

more rpg!shin + vn!cloche ۶ৎ @/robo-milky

the amazing breaking bad parody ft. shin & andy ۶ৎ @/rizdoodles

sequel to photoshoot with the pretty paoyu ۶ৎ @/teighveepao

the first appearance of silly shin ۶ৎ @/sherryclover

sequel to macarius’ and shin’s first meeting (ft.chione!) ۶ৎ @/demonixoverlord

two artworks featuring shuu & shin (celebrating shuu’s bday & slaying fashion) ۶ৎ @/sillybillymillyrilly

my first writing gift: shin & yuu friendship headcanons ۶ৎ @/danika-redgrave124

gumball!shin with many other wonderful gumballs ۶ৎ @/viperbunnies

shin’s tiny cameo (spying quartz) in the no yandere sim au ۶ৎ @/quartztwst

no yandere sim au: shin watching out for their bestie shuu ۶ৎ @/oya-oya-okay

cute twst ocs doodles including shin <3 ۶ৎ @/demonixoverlord

cute shin portrait by another lovely moot ۶ৎ @/sillybillymillyrilly

no yansim au: shin cameo in a very very cool animatics pls check this out ۶ৎ @/quartztwst

*fangirling* shin fanart by the one and only ۶ৎ @/anbaisai

shin has a cute admirer ☺️ ۶ৎ @/alli-ily

mini shin! mini shin! ۶ৎ @/justm3di0cr3

pretty shin doodle <3 ۶ৎ @/beneathsakurashade

shin smacking someone with a pillow & being a wet cat in a box 😭 ۶ৎ @/demonixoverlord

it’s a sleepover!!! ۶ৎ @/demonixoverlord

silly shin returns with silly vi!! ۶ৎ @/sherryclover

shinnn slaying valentine with otherss 💌 ۶ৎ @/demonixoverlord

shin: the human body part ۶ৎ @/cece-flii

prince shin & sir?dame? siyun gossiping abt rude nobles ۶ৎ @/lumdays

prince shin looking so charming ۶ৎ @/sherryclover

i got a valentine gift from my lovely moot ۶ৎ @/alli-ily

an amazing writing abt the shin fanclub, starting with ariya and shin’s interactions! ۶ৎ @/reixona

shin and grim being wholesome ۶ৎ @/viperbunnies

shin’s life in ramshackle with skye ۶ৎ @/demonixoverlord

heartshackle pillow fight ۶ৎ @/demonixoverlord

note to me: read this lovely message to feel better 💕💕 (with two adorable drawings as well!) ۶ৎ @/rizdoodles

no yan sim au: shin looking cool 😎 ۶ৎ @/kurstyxscave

shin as ranpo from bsd ۶ৎ @/alli-ily

a flower from eliana <3 ۶ৎ @/sherryclover

beautiful render of prince shin ۶ৎ @/spade-12

ahhh pretty shin pretty arttt ۶ৎ @/kazuww00

pretty shin…💕 ۶ৎ @/lucehe

sparkly shin ✨ ۶ৎ @/rizdoodles

they are baking a strawberry tart <3 ۶ৎ @/dgiterart

another lovely shin (pls save phyu) ۶ৎ @/spade-12

shin & rook in alchemy 💕 ۶ৎ @/oya-oya-okay

veridic fanart! ۶ৎ @/thatsadguymochi

smoll shin made a shocking discovery! ۶ৎ @/momordica

emotional support lilia ۶ৎ @/alli-ily

yeetable lilia ۶ৎ @/sherryclover

[taevescence]

✨💫The WIP Fairy is visiting your blog and wants you to share your WIPS! Share whatever you like! All of them or one of them, just the title or a brief synopsis. Put them out into the world to manifest some writing inspiration 📝🤍 then send this ask to your writer moots!💫✨

AH! Loved the idea jsskjskasj I finally find an excuse to throw all the randoms bits I have scattered around my library that I've been trying to finish (I'm a very scattered person, in case you haven't noticed).

Somebody I F*cked Once | Yoongi (Part of BOTN series)

"Which one suits me better? The red or the white? Be honest." You held both shirts up to your chest, giving him a few seconds to carefully consider his answer.

"You look better with nothing on," he chuckled softly, watching as you rolled your eyes. His hands slid to your waist, gently caressing your skin. "Sorry, but you're making it hard for me to focus."

"Why?" you asked, frowning as you set both shirts aside, making sure to lay them flat.

"I don’t know. Maybe because you're sitting on my lap wearing just my favorite bra?" he raised his eyebrows, his hands traveling to your lower back as he carefully pulled you closer. Once you were near enough, he cupped your cheeks and kissed you lazily.

"I'm also wearing black pants," you laughed against his lips, running your hands through his mint-colored hair, which you loved so much. "And don’t forget my super sexy Sailor Venus socks."

"Oh, damn. I don’t know how I could’ve missed the socks," he gave you that gummy smile you adored, brushing his nose against yours.

"I don’t know, Yoonie. Your eyesight is going bad—you’re clearly aging poorly," you teased, getting off his lap and finally choosing the white shirt. Yoongi kept his eyes on you the entire time you were getting dressed.

"Okay... I think I’m ready," you smiled, bending down to pick up your pajamas and put them back in their place. You almost screamed when you felt Yoongi’s hand slap your butt.

"Min Yoongi!" you exclaimed, turning to face him with a frown, narrowing your eyes at his shit-eating grin.

"You bent over. Not my fault," he shrugged, lying on his side while giving you an innocent look.

You raised your leg and lightly kicked his arm, grinning triumphantly as he groaned in complaint. "Soomin!"

"Sorry, I thought you were asking to test Sailor Venus's super strength," you snickered, grabbing your bag and boots.

Echoes of Love | Taehyung (in edition, soon published)

"Are you feeling better?" Jiwon murmured, holding a bottle of water up to his face. She would be lying if she said she didn’t feel sorry for seeing him in such a sorry state, with wet cheeks, a red nose, and dry lips. It was probably the worst she’d ever seen him, even worse than when Joohyun had left him. But she had no idea what to do or say to cheer him up. Knowing herself, she’d probably make things worse if she opened her mouth.

"Yeah..." he replied quietly, his brown eyes fixed on an empty spot on the floor. He seemed lost, absorbed in his own world, trapped in memories that caused him so much pain and heaviness it felt like he couldn’t bear them much longer. That, Jiwon thought, had been Taehyung's greatest muse: his pain.

"I’m sorry you have to go through all of this, I... I didn’t want to cause you more trouble. I know you hate listening to people complain and all that, but... I don’t have anyone else..."

"Shut up, you’re just making things worse," he murmured with sarcasm, trying to lighten the tense atmosphere a little. Contrary to what Taehyung thought, Jiwon actually cared about how he felt, she cared about listening to him, being there for him. "Now, why don’t you start from the beginning? How did you meet her?"

Taehyung stayed silent for a few seconds, one of his hands running through his hair, which had lost its once elegant form a long time ago. He licked his lips, feeling them dry. When he looked up, Jiwon’s eyes were already fixed on him, observing him with an intensity that revealed just how vulnerable he felt.

"I... I met her five years ago... there were almost seven months left until the next exhibition and I was struggling to create new art... and then she..."

"Did you make her your muse?" Jiwon tilted her head, sitting down next to him on the step. Her friend’s nervous behavior was starting to unsettle her. Even she didn’t know why. She knew him like the back of her hand, she knew he would never harm a girl, at least not consciously. So why was it so hard for him to speak?

"Yeah..." he murmured, covering his face with both hands. He closed his eyes, letting the memories of his time with Soomin flood back: her laughter, her eyes, her lips, her skin against his. Each memory grew more vivid, like a cold stream of water. He could hear the melody she played on the piano the first time they worked together, or remember the first time he saw her smile... Everything overwhelmed his mind like a cascade of moments he couldn’t stop. "She... she was like a breath of fresh air. I’d never met anyone so beautiful... and I’m not just talking about her looks, although she was that too. I’m talking about... her." He sighed, looking at Jiwon, whose eyes reflected the desolation he was feeling. "Her essence, her soul... whatever you want to call it. That’s what made her beautiful, Jiwon, and I don’t think I’ll find that in anyone else... I don’t want to."

Jiwon hugged her knees, still looking at her friend. She thought she understood what he was saying, at least to some extent. She had seen it reflected in his works, the way he portrayed her. It couldn’t be a coincidence that in each one, Soomin appeared as an ephemeral, ethereal being.

"So, then? Why did you let her go?" she murmured, studying his profile intently. She knew Taehyung was rambling, avoiding the topic. If she didn’t press him, he wouldn’t face it, and the last thing he needed right now was to keep avoiding reality.

Jiwon watched Taehyung for a long moment, feeling how the air between them thickened. She could see the internal struggle in his eyes, the way his shoulders sagged as if the weight of his sadness was crushing him. She decided not to interrupt him, though his words hung heavily in the air. The silence between them became thick, but Jiwon didn’t want to rush her friend. She knew that only when he was ready, the words would come. But when Taehyung finally looked at her, his dark eyes were empty, filled with a sadness that Jiwon couldn’t fully understand, but she felt it as if it were her own.

‘It was her who left me, Jiwon...’

Goodnight N Go | Kim Taehyung (Part of the BOTN series)

“You never come to see me unless it’s for public opinion,” you clarified softly, taking one of the snacks you had served a few minutes ago. It had sounded worse than you had planned, in fact, you even sounded a bit resentful.

“Of course…” he swallowed hard as he saw your gaze settle on his. It was just as soft as always, he knew that; he couldn’t see any malice in them, even if he wanted to. Still, he felt his throat tighten when he realized you were challenging him to contradict you, and worse yet, he couldn’t do it, because you were right. He only spent time with you when cameras were involved, when they needed the journalists to see their perfect relationship. Nausea flooded him almost instantly. It was truly disgusting—why did you keep putting up with this?

“Don’t torment yourself so much, Tae,” you smiled gently, picking up your glass again, but this time, you didn’t take a sip, you just stared at the burgundy liquid inside. “Our relationship was fake from the start, remember? We both agreed that it would only be a public relationship, and we’d each carry on with our love lives as if nothing had changed.” Your heart squeezed at that reality check. You’d never promised exclusivity, you had asked him not to. How could you demand that from Taehyung, who was deeply in love with Joohyun? They loved each other, and you were simply… their curtain.

“Still, it doesn’t feel right. It feels almost like… I don’t know, like I’m using you for my own benefit.”

“That’s what this is about,” you cut him off quickly, not wanting to hear him torment himself over it, “We’re using each other to avoid a scandal that could affect my solo career and yours with Bring on the Night, so don’t feel guilty.”

“Y/N, I…” Taehyung tried to take your hand across the table, accidentally knocking over your glass in the process. You both gasped as the wine spilled directly onto your clothes, staining part of your shirt and skirt. You nearly panicked when the fabric started to become translucent. “Shit, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to… it wasn’t my intention,” he quickly moved toward you, grabbing a handful of napkins to clean the stain from your shirt.

Your cheeks flushed the moment Taehyung’s hands began rubbing the pink stain. “Uhm, Taehyung?” He only responded with a confirming sound, too focused on cleaning the stain. “Your hands are touching…” you lowered your voice with each word that left your mouth. Taehyung’s gaze stopped on yours, noticing how your cheeks were completely red. It was only then that he realized where exactly he was touching.

Now, both of you were completely flushed, unsure of where to look, what to say, or what to do. “Shit, I’m so sorry, I didn’t realize,” he pulled away from you as quickly as he could, awkwardly leaving the napkin on the table. He hadn’t noticed that your shirt had become translucent until that moment.

He wanted the ground to swallow him up right then and there and never spit him out again.

“I… I’ll go change, I’ll be back soon,” you murmured, standing up from your chair to walk—no, run—to your room.

Under The Shadows | Kim Taehyung (Part of the Four Kingdoms series)

"Did you know?" You looked at Jiwon, the knot in your throat tightening with each passing second, the pressure in your chest growing more unbearable. Everyone knew. Everyone but you. "All this time... I trusted you, followed each of your advice thinking you wanted the best for me."

"I do!" he quickly replied, moving closer to take your shoulders. Everyone in the room held their breath, what else could they say anyway? "I've always wanted the best for you, Your Highness, my intention was never to hurt you, I—"

"But you did," you murmured, pulling away from his grasp. They knew, they knew you were in the castle, they knew you wanted to kill Taehyung, and they also knew you would never do it. They knew everything. They had been manipulating every little detail of your life just to bring you here. They erased your damn memory, assigned you to one of their guards, made you Taehyung's servant... and it was all part of their plan. "You betrayed me, you all did..." You bit the inside of your lip, feeling a metallic taste flood your mouth, but you didn’t care, it didn’t even hurt. "I-I thought you were honest with me... I really thought... I thought I had finally found a place where I could be myself... where I didn’t have to spend hours locked in a tower with no human contact."

"And you don't have to anymore, Y/N, you're free here," Taehyung, who had barely been able to look at you since you entered the grand hall, took a few steps toward you. Having him close always made you nervous, every time you were near him you felt an inner warmth you had never felt with anyone in the past, or at least that's what you thought until a few minutes ago. Obviously, you felt this way because of him, it wasn’t just some sort of love at first sight, you had spent months talking with him, months in which he had been taking care of you, showering you with love like no one ever had, how was he able to pretend he didn’t know you? Months pretending you were just a new face, that he knew things about you by chance. He wasn’t any better than the others in this room.

"Don't come near me," you wrapped your arms around yourself, feeling the cold of your fingers spreading through your arms. A strand of your hair fell over your face as you looked down, its pale color, as white as snow, shining brightly in the sunlight coming through the windows. Every part of you began to tremble, to the point of being unable to stand. Your chest hurt, and your throat felt dry and tight. Panic was starting to take over your body. It was too much for you. "No... please, don’t come near me again..."

Jungkook, the only person in the room who had truly been honest with you, rushed to your side, trying to steady you as your legs gave way. He was halfway there when a spike of ice shot up from the floor, its tip pointing directly at his brow, sharp enough to pierce his skull, fast enough to have ended his life in that instant. "What...?"

Your hands were firmly placed on the floor, your gaze fixed on them. They looked different, they didn’t seem like yours. They were still small, still looked weak, but their color, your nails, looked different. The veins in your hands – and probably throughout your body – glowed a bright white, your skin was much paler than usual, and your nails had grown, sharpened, and their translucent blue color made them appear to be made of ice.

"Her hair!" you heard Soyeon scream. With your still trembling hand, you took a strand of your hair, the same one you had brushed this morning, the one that was supposed to be dark brown, now white. You noticed that as you touched your hair, the pads of your fingers began to cover themselves with a whitish frost, covering most of your fingers.

"Your Highness!" Jiwon rushed toward you, but before he could reach you, you stood up with the little strength you had left and ran toward the door leading to the main hallway. Your entire body felt heavy, alien to you, it was hard to run this way, but you had to do it, you didn’t know what else you were capable of in this unstable state.

Name in process… | Jeon Jungkook

Synopsis: Have you ever loved someone so intensely that just the simple act of exchanging glances with them makes your whole body tremble, your breath quicken, and your heart stop? Have you ever had the chance to meet someone with whom you’ve had such an overwhelming connection that it feels like all the books you’ve read about love finally make sense? You were sure that most people would say yes, that there was someone, a long time ago, who made them feel that suffocating sensation; but just as you were sure everyone had experienced this, you also knew that all those relationships never lasted, perhaps they never even started in the first place. It was simply that—a fleeting experience, a feeling that would remain deep within their hearts, with the hope that someday, they would feel that same love again in the future, and that it would have a happy ending, like in fairy tales.

Sadly for all those people, including yourself, fairy tales were simply that—fairy tales. Fantastical stories that make you feel they’re real, but in the end, they’re just stories.

That’s how you remembered your relationship with Jungkook. Something unreal, fantastic, like a fairy tale. It was fleeting, but full of emotions so strong that they still followed you to this day; full of memories you could still vividly relive through your dreams. He was, is, and probably always will be the only man you ever truly loved, and you were so painfully aware of that fact that, no matter how hard you tried, no relationship you ever had came even close to what you had with him.

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