#mostly cause i couldn't decide rather to answer in ooc or in rp

[martins-taperecorder]

so, uh… you know how Jon has a habit of getting kidnapped? I… don’t really think it’s because he’s the archivist. I mean, that’s definitely part of it, but… the other “options” per say, are Guy Who Can Vanish Into Thin Air, A Literal Cop, Stabby Teen, and Buff Woman Who’s Also A Werewolf I Guess. I guess Tim could’ve been pretty easily kidnapped, but uh… also not exactly the most cooperative… with Jon you just have to pick him up and throw him over your shoulder, he weighs like… four grapes.

[littletealseal]

7, 17 and 27 for da ask game 🥰

When and how did you first hear about age regression?

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Well I'm sure with most older folk who are in the community, they discovered it after coming across the @/8DL community... Around 2014 I noticed I started to have my ocs act out certain feelings I was having at that time in rps with old friends of mine, and I thought " oh they're just very sensitive" and I thought nothing of it until about 2016 when I just kept doing it and I couldn't understand why I kept making these characters behave in such a way when it's rather OOC of them.

I decided to look into it after I pieced out certain patterns I've done over time, when I learned about those communities I really didn't jive with them since... well I'm not doing these therapy like actions for sexual pleasure what so ever, but I didn't have a definitive answer yet so I kept on searching. I've made doodles of ocs practicing agere without realizing just to sooth myself when I was really upset, but it wasn't until around 2018 that i finally found out about age regression and then mid 2019 that I came out to my old therapist and my bio mom about it, who both were very supportive of it all <:

Afterwhich I started collecting pacis and then after being introduced to Cookie Run, started making more agere art <:3 After all that I started to grow more and more confident about my knowledge of agere and once I had all my cards in place, I decided to make this account <:

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Why do you age regress?

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OOooooooh boy oh boy... Well like most I regress as a way to cope with trauma, new and old, as a way to relax and since it's super fun :D Plus I'm trying to sooth and heal myself starting with my child alter (aka Teal/Seal), since they are infront for the most part with my host adult alter in a sibling relationship way, like one adult alter babysits my child alter, and because of recent trauma that has caused me to be unable to actually care for myself.. I'm trying to take one step at a time tp heal and one day return to my independent self... though with how things are only getting more stressful and chaotic, idk when my adult alters can really take charge again and keep my child alter safe...

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Have you ever regressed in public? If you have, what was it like?

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Since I mostly involuntary regress I feel like I'm regressed alot more than I realize Oo Though I know when I get very giggly or just bouncy and stimmy it feels like I'm more cleanly regressed. I used to be very conservative with myself doing this many years ago so in a way.. it's kinda freeing to just let myself express my joy when I'm feeling it <:3

That and also my child alter being "infront" for the most part probably has something to do with me feeling tiny most of if not all the time -shrugs-