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Spontaneous mermay sketch (pt2 here)
He was originally going to be an orca bc that seems to be the consensus around here but i found out about Risso’s dolphins.
Their scars heal without the original pigment so the older they get the paler they get. Perhaps other creatures in the ocean find Ghost jarring since he’s not with a pod, especially if they aren’t aware of the lack of repigmentation is natural.
Not sure if I’ll draw more for mermay but feel free to suggest cod characters and animals (especially soap, maybe i’ll draw mermay ghoap :3)
#no idea what animal hybrid soap might be pls share headcanons if u have them#my brain is often empty#call of duty#cod fanart#cod mwii#cod mw2#call of duty modern warfare#simon riley#simon ghost riley#cod ghost#digital art#art#artists on tumblr#fanart#cerberulix art tag#mermay#mermay 2024
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🌿 DAY 19
#cw guns#moomins#moominvalley#snufkin#the moomins#sorry chat i gave him a gun#brought to you by my empty brain. i ran out of ideas#anyway classes are starting tomorrow so things might be later than usual#as if im not often latebto begin with- so possiblg even more later
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Please, someone stop me from listening to Josh Groban, because otherwise I will end up DRAWING ANOTHER "MOTTIE AT BED" ARTWORK.
Like seriously, I cannot.
When I hear him sing "You have no idea" all I can hear is Mathias singing to Dorothea AND MY HEART CANNOT TAKE IT.
IT'S EXPLODING WITH SOFT TENDERNESS.
(and I have become the joke of my own household, because my husband, loving Josh as much as I do, now DOES IT ON PURPOSE OF PUTTING HIM ON OUR SPEAKERS, especially when he sees that I am busy working on something not Mottie-related. He knows how my brain works. HE KNOWS IT. So if sometimes you see me derailing, IT'S MR. NEMO'S FAULT AS WELL).
#Nemo babbles#good gods today I need to get stuff done#and here I am#brain empty only Mathias thoughts lol#ok tbh Mottie thoughts#but gods#it's the fluff#the unconditional love#the type of love that is born from the soul#the one that is built on trust and respect#the one where you know that you are loved completly#flaws included#fml#FML#I honestly either go from obsessive toxic ships (Mephistea am look at you) to most wholesome. Like there is no in-between.#And if you wonder why I jump in between#it's partially because I am easily distracted#but also because I need to give my own brain some respite from the different kind of emotions that these things elicit in me#as I said often#I feel ALL that I write#And that is true for good and bad emotions alike#Mephistea is intense as a ship#like INTENSE LIKE FIRE#And Mottie instead is soft and gentle#so I need to balance out#otherwise I run the risk of burning out lolololl
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i have no right to be giggling at wemmbu struggling through watos escape rooms bc i too at the end of the day id be just as bad lmao
#do not trust me in escape rooms ever guys#people hate the way i play video games bc i often brute force it until it works#and unfortunately its a method that works 😭😭#i watch but my brain is so empty...
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Seeing that post go around about characters giving each other gifts in their color scheme got me thinking. I don't think Ariadne would give Daeran and Woljif gifts in her color scheme, but I do think she'd make them gifts during her countless hobby-hopping stints.
Off the top of me head, I think she:
Painted Daeran the nude portrait he always wanted, complete with him being surrounded by winged phalluses. He hangs it in his study, obviously.
Knits Woljif a pair of mittens, in black of course. He wears them, appreciating how warm they are even if they dampen his dexterity just a touch (and that is important when forming the perfect snowball to sneak attack Daeran with.)
Obviously during her numerous baking phases she makes them treats they like. Woljif's cherry rolls are a given; for Daeran, he strikes me as the type that likes pistachio baklava.
I'll probably think of more later but I think this is a good starting point.
#headcanons and oc lore#ch: daeran arendae#ch: woljif jefto#ship: here comes throuble#ship: glitterbomb#ship: strawberry moon#ship: premium curls#i don't consider her using them as a guinea pig for her potions to necessarily be a gift for them#though they do often very much enjoy the benefits of those#also if they indicate they want to see a certain flower or plant in the garden she definitely takes that into consideration#even more stuff to add to the long long list of things i need to write about#yet somehow every time i try to write my brain goes “oh no head empty!" 🙃#oc: ariadne
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this is like. the first time someone came onto my toyhouse page to ask if my ocs are up to trade even though none of them are marked as such at all and nowhere does it say they are.... the chain of events of seeing them like a specific oc, comment to ask if i do trades and the following me has me just. hm. i dont like that actually
#IS IT WEIRD TO BE SUPER UNCOMFORTABLE ABOUT IT.#theyre nto doing anything wrong technically but uhm.#hey. whats it with people thinking anything is up for grabs on there#even offering money is like. u could not get me to part with my silly little guys of my brain#they are important to me#they all have lore. even if their pages are often quite empty.#something about following me after asking just has me so!! idk!!!!!#are u looking at my ocs with the lense of wanting them for yourself. because. uhm. go away.#rambling
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had a great idea for a zine last night but I do not for the life of me remember what it was...
#news from the cupola#every night my brain empties itself out and I retain the feelings I had about particular conversations#but often not the conversations themselves#this is why texting is nice so I can go back the next day and remember what the hell I was on about
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I've been devouring the first few seasons of star trek deep space 9 recently and folks... after several false starts we might finally have found the trek that will take my brain down like the weak gazelle of the herd. I love this shitty little space station and the cast of exclusively weirdos that inhabit it so much
#star trek#star trek ds9#ds9#so begins the great game of 'which tags are gonna stick for me here'#I have watched a lot of TOS and enjoyed it (the search for spock especially Did things to me)#but not like in a brain eating way. not like this hfjdska#I tried tng for at least half a season and I retain absolutely no memory of it at all I am sorry. fully head empty#these fucking weirdos immediately resonated with me though there's not a one of them I didn't vibe with on sight#I think I just needed a more cramped shitty everything-breaking-down environment to really thrive and ds9 is giving that bless#will I finally reach the full sci-fi trinity. will I reach the gate the wars and the trek of it all at long last and know enlightenment#(also will the occasionally overlapping but often diverging sci-fi nonsense words and concepts break my brain? we'll see!)
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Hello! Op from the "Kagiura should wear this specific sweater" here.
I just wanted to thank you so much. Whenever I go "some artist should draw this idea" I fear I end up coming as those people that ask for free art instead of commissioning stuff. And I so don't want to be like that, I love and respect artist a lot. So it's an honor when my silly ideas are seen as worthy of being illustrated.
Thank you very much for that and for all the other amazing drawings you've done for the fandom (your kagihiraweek comics were amazing) 🩵🩵🩵
hello, thank you for your sweet message!! your idea was super cute so i simply had to draw it (⸝⸝ ˊᗜˋ⸝⸝ )
and don't worry, it didn't come accross that way at all. i actually love drawing peoples ideas whenever i'm able so thank you for sharing it!!
#my head is often empty but people have big brain ideas all the time!!#so free art prompts for me and i get to give back to the fandom for the inspiration#everyone wins!
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desculpas for the lack of activity/chatter, it will continue. things are too stressful (irl) so all i can do is think about Shadow the Hedgehog to cope in the meanwhile. 👍
#ooc 「 𝘎𝘌𝘕𝘌𝘙𝘈𝘓 」#brain empty. no thoughts or creativity.#I still might pop onto kunsel every so often because he's my baby of course
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These two just standing next to each other gives me such a serotonin boost it's honestly pathetic.
Also the game allowing me to embrace my inner clown through Caspian? Amazing. I agree with Astarion: Gods, they're beautiful. Buff gained: Serotonin gain doubled.
#Caspian is my very nice nonbinary tiefling bard who is hopelessly into Astarion and tries so hard to gain his approval#unfortunately they are nice and Astarion often scoffs at that#but also we've whittled our way in. Astarion likes them now. I'm cheering along so hard.#my brain is so empty while playing beyond thinking about astarion so my co-op buddy and his character Nocta are the ones dealing with shit#But Caspian. Caspian will continue to love and kiss this vampire man. I love them so much.#astarion#baldur's gate 3
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Hello ! Idk u obviously but I found ur blog after finding out about the current nrb Problems, and I saw u posted a while ago about how you’re being a bit “overly parasocial” in how upset u are re: the news. I felt the need to say that actually to me, it seems that ur not desensitised to hearing about these allegations, which is a good thing ! It shows u care ! Thanks for talking abt it openly on ur blog, I’m not in any nrb fan spaces bc I only discovered them a few months ago and I don’t really care for fandoms, but when I found out the news I came looking for other people who also felt weird about it bc solidarity, babeyyyy. So yes. I’m sorry that it’s getting to u, u seem like a very lovely person and I hope u have some other distractions to hand to get u thru !! What other interests have u gotten into recently ??
hi! thank you for this i appreciate it <33 solidarity of fans who feel shitty 🤝🤝
ive been distracting my brain w dimension 20 atm bcoz i have been meaning to watch it for So Long and what better to fill the friends playing games void really, love it a lot so far
#i think often the line between parasocial and Cares A Lot is thin + something i frequently like analyse w/in myself bc hyperfixation brain#makes me Care A Lot but i think i broadly am not that parasocial and when i was So Upset after first hearing it i was worried i was being#parasocial but i think probably#i just care a lot about this sort of thing + it coming from a hyperfixation was always gonna suck a lot#anyway sorry for the self analysis#thank you for this ask and i hope ur doing well 🫶🫶🫶#anyway d20 10/10 recommend its filling the empty space so nicely it may well become my brains Next Thing
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annual realization where this gas station’s operations and my life owe it all to visualive i’m serious
#kommento#// thinking if i should put all my thoughts in the body of the post instead of tags like these but oh well it’s a quirk of mine#// friendship is so important to me cca is so important to me that one skit with that mention of cca is SO IMPORTANT TO ME friendship is so#// without vl i would have never think of adachi as affectionately as i do right now like no dojima hangout times are going to save me in#// any alternate timeline there’s no going back#// i would still love mimi yes but just in a different flavor#// i really don’t how how to describe that fork in the road but yeah i just /waves hands around/#// unlike most adachinators i develop adachis super weak and sad sympathy and basic morality with a gas station attendant instead#// of detective yaoi and family fun times#// you thinking adachi would win the idgaf war but those two skits in vl blow that all out of the water#// i mean there’s the rest of the game but like i commit favoritism crimes okay#// LITERALLY JUST TOSS HIS SOCIAL LINK AWAY for a second think about what adachi is think about him in the ps2 context#// LITERALLY JUST READ THE MANGA PLEASE i’ve had my theories tested and confirmed on how much you can care about tohruadachi#// at the bare minimum information you have on him and experiencing him as organically as possible IN THE ORIGINAL NON GOLDEN CONTEXT#// you could even go through the drama cds and see how genuine of an adachi he is like seriously forget the golden era and fanservice#// get bancho out of the equation and think about who is right now at that moment#// okay i’m tired now i’ll stop here but i wish people could just enjoy adachi more without the sentiment hes a fuckable antagonist#// dont romanticize his emptiness and hate for the world Like That but rather as human as he already is before you learn he’s a pawn for god#// adachis a special character to me genuinely i wish i could talk about him more often if i didn’t have chronic Not Like Other Girls diseas#// such a fun brain excercise sometimes just wish that i wasn’t poisoned by fandom and that fact they gave him a rep like this that makes me#// so embarrassed or even ashamed to say his name out loud and admit i like him#// LIKE close your eyes and forget hes the villain and he’s the murderer just look at him and think how and why he’s a fucked up guy underne#// underneath the goofball facade he pulls. now think and wonder how much of a genuine goofball he is#// it’s like thinking about ichinose except everyone else is a mysoginist that’s why they take don’t take her seriously#// okay adachi tag most used tag blogger is signing out goodnight guys mwa
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do you guys ever think about that scene in the olympos manga where apollo has been coming to artemis with all his problems and chatting to her all the time and then he realises that hes basically been talking to a convenient mirror and then he starts existentially crumbling





#well overdue a reread of the aesthetic femboy existentialism manga tbh#its one of those good vibey manga that i was obsessed with the art of as a teenager and insta bought#top 10 bruh moments#idk how to describe this manga its been a while#but i remember this moment rly rocking my shit#iirc the mangaka just wanted to draw femboys and the kind of unique existentialist vibe kind of happened by accident#certainly adds to the vibe#idk this isnt exactly alike but this kind of reminds me of the day i realised my parents just kind of nodded and exclaimed and didnt listen#its obviously different but my brain works weird and connected the two vibes#i mean they'd listen sometimes but not often#yesterday i was telling my mom abt smth against my better judgement and she nodded and said yeah and i hadnt said anything#feeling like your only outlets are mirrors and empty boxes is a strange feeling#i should reread this#iirc this manga is pretty obscure altho it got localised#idk anyone i know thats read it or anyone online#its soooo pretty tho
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#this is literally a thing we have always had in my family#'did I do the thing or just think about doing the thing?'#'oops I meant to do the thing but I just thought about doing the things and so didn't actually do it'#both of my parents did this (Mom still does); I do it; afaik all of my siblings do it#it's a very real problem but saying it out loud around others who have experienced the same thing definitely helps (via)
To quote someone on Facebook:
"So for anyone who didn't know, there's a thing ADHD brains do sometimes, which is thinking about doing a thing is roughly equivalent in our brain to doing the thing, so our brain checks off having done the thing EVEN THOUGH WE DIDN'T DO THE THING"
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*raises hand* Me. I didn't do the thing I thought I did.
#q#chiming in as one of Jez's siblings who definitely does this too#this is one of those things that I don't realize is a symptom because I've always just had to find ways to work around it#these days I spend most of my time alone in my house and so when it comes to things that I NEED to know if I actually did#particularly take medication#then I use one of two systems to make sure I take it once. not twice and not zero times. once.#for my every-single-morning-at-least-an-hour-before-food pill I put it out the night before#always in the same place and always beside a cup of water that I brought in from the other room#so on the rare mornings I get up and DON'T find the pill or the cup of water then I know I just forgot to put it out#but it's such a part of my nighttime routine that I usually just do it alongside taking out my contacts and brushing my teeth#so that one I rarely forget thankfully#for take-as-needed medication like the cocktail that helps stop my migraines it's really important that I actually know if I did take it#or if I just THOUGHT about taking it#so in that case the system I have -- as someone who is routinely alone for 12 to 14 hours nearly every day -- is to announce it out loud#something like 'it's 11am Saturday and I am taking the full migraine cocktail' said out loud at full volume to the empty house#but that requires that I get the pills in my hand and then look at the clock and formulate the sentence before I take it#and that is enough to jolt whatever ADHD thing is happening in my brain and trick it into recording it as An Actual Memory#for work stuff I often end up making a written record of it instead#but announcing things out loud to an empty room works weirdly well#tagtalking#spoonie life#neurodivergence
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slow-burn pining (me thinking about all the writing I want to do but then never doing it)
#personal#many thoughts but am on lunch break so head empty#something something I keep writing about the same things and getting nowhere lol#sometimes feels like all I do is write differently about the same thing over and over again#circling circling going nowhere#same grief same mixed feelings same lack of answers#who am I writing for? would like to say myself but don’t feel all that clear on it anymore#sigh#sometimes feels weird being an adult and just writing over and over again about the same childhood incident.#makes me feel like I never grew up right or something#solution to all this is probably to read more but my brain is mush more often than not. still I ought to try#I mean. what else is there to do but try lol
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