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me: this weekend I’m gonna write prof geto (5) and my nanami fic
my brain: yakuza fiance
me: but—
my brain: *writes over 1K of yakuza fiance*
#sab speaks#my brain is unpredictable#but I’m also extremely blocked so I have no idea if the words I’m writing are worth it haha
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Is it okay if I give you a confession now so you can post it later?
yeah you can that's why I haven't closed the askbox yet /lh
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…..SO. AHAHAHAHAH. I finished reading Mistakes on mistakes until (technically I finished chapter 68 which is the last one currently~)
What a ride OH MY fuckINg god
#maccadam#transformers#prowl#jazz#jazzprowl#fic fanart#momu fanart#my brain fried both from excitement and complexity#the whole story you are basically feel so so lost but so entertained#and then all small things you noticed start to come together#but in such cursed and unpredictable way#it is#oh my god#you NEED to read this fic if you haven’t already#it is. SO GOOD#Jabberish if you are reading this#thank you for your writing#and thank you for bouncing off the walls with me#I’ll be watching this fic for updates#…….what do I do with myself now#how do I financially recover after this ahahahah#the person who recommended this fic to me is probably giggling right now lmao
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so i’ve been watching code lyoko with my sibling (@toonypow) and their friends, and the auto caption feature on youtube keeps calling XANA “santa” and its fucking hilarious every time.
#beep boop you want fries with that#code lyoko#jeremie#yumi#ulrich#odd#xana#yeah ik my brain goes in wild directions one minute im kh then im tron and then suddenly code lyoko#idk if its gonna hijack my brain but this show is oretty neat#this looks like a show that would’ve traumatized me as a kid#i love how i made this joke with code lyoko and not kh like wow i was unpredictable for once#will i draw these kiddos legitimately? who knows lol
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ialso love playign superhero ttrpgs can i ask what the Masks ttrpg is? i love finding neww hero themed ttrpgs ^-^ yay!
Ohhh!! Hey! i love getting to talk ttrpg stuff thanks for the question!
MASKS: A New Generation is a superhero ttrpg about teenagers all trying to figure out who they are in a world filled with people constantly telling them who they are and how the world works. It's less about the powers and the fights and more about the emotional journey of the PCs with mechanics that support that. It's a really narratively driven game!
tldr: try it out! it's fun! it's simple! and it's low-prep (apparently, just not for me, but i'm always just gonna do Too Much). you want a system with mechanics that revolve around telling a story? around your character's emotions and how they view themselves? this is the one for you! it's great and i've really been enjoying it!!
First of all, it's a fail-forward system, so the way your character levels (advanced) is by missing rolls. I like this a lot.
There are ten core playbooks that are essentially the classes you can choose from. They each come with their own powers, some intentionally more impressive than others, but it's not about the powers; it's about the core conflict that comes with each of the archetypes. Here are a few playbook examples:
The Delinquent: You've got these cool powers. But everyone keeps telling you how to use 'em. You know what they need? Someone to give them trouble, to make sure they don't always get their way. And hey! You're the perfect her to do it.
The Legacy: You're the latest in a storied heroic lineage, a family that shares a name and a cause. Now, everybody is watching and waiting to see if you've got what it takes to uphold that tradition. No Pressure, right?
The Nova: You're a font of power. Channel it, and you can remake the world into exactly what you want. Unleash it, and you can do miracles. It's wonderful... and terrifying. Lose control for even a second, and other people get hurt.
Your stats are your Labels. They're how you see yourself, and how others see you. The Labels are DANGER, FREAK, SAVIOR, SUPERIOR, and MUNDANE. Different stats help with different Moves/rolls, so for example a high DANGER stat helps you Directly Engage a Threat, while a low MUNDANE stat makes it harder for you to Comfort or Support Someone. Your Labels are constantly being shifted around throughout the game as your character's self-image changes (and that self-image changes a lot, basically the NPCs are just label shifting machines).
The mechanics are fun! Instead of traditional damage, the PCs have Conditions that they take on, and what conditions a character has affects their rolls. The Conditions are Afraid, Angry, Guilty, Hopeless, and Insecure. So if you're Angry you take -2 on your roll to do the move Comfort or Support Someone, if you're Afraid, it's -2 on Directly Engage a Threat, etc. There are multiple ways to clear your conditions but the most straightforward way is to take a particular action, so if you're Angry you have to hurt someone or break something important, and if you're Afraid you have to run from something difficult. These actions lead to some awesome and surprising story beats!
There's some other stuff as well, but that's the gist!
Coming from DND, it took me some time to adjust to something so wildly different in terms of the system, but I've been enjoying it! I haven't gotten to play it as a PC, but running it has been an interesting challenge. I think it's a pretty simple system to work with, and I at least hear it's low-prep (again not for me tho lol). It's mechanically looser than the only other ttrpg I've played (dnd) and requires a lot more decision making from the whole table, so I think in a way it asks more of its players in that way. And the GM role is constantly on in a specific way, because it's up to the GM to listen and call out when a Move is being triggered and a roll should be made based on what the characters are doing in any particular scene.
anyway I can always have more to say but MASKS has been fun. I recommend giving it a shot! And then you should tell me what you thought about it!!
#ask biji#masks a new generation#text post#pbta#masks ttrpg#it's a great system for a oneshot or a quick game#however the game i have been running is not that lol but i like a longer narrative#look i was not even into superheroes#but i wanted to try this game because i thought the mechanics sounded fun and interesting#and i've been enjoying it!#try it out!#tbh i'd love to play it as a PC one day... i'm all about those narrative arcs baby#actually this is a great time to try it out because magpie games is having a sale and all the MASKS books are 50 percent off#and yes i hear it is low prep#just nothing is low prep for me...#i've been GMing MASKS pretty nonstop for a couple months now as we're on a dnd break so i've been extremely MASKS brained as of late#it's also my first GMed long campaign#which might be why i find it a little extra challenging#but still it is pretty well known as simple and low prep so#TRY IT!!!#extra tags as i thought more about it:#okay maybe it is low prep at least compared to dnd#but i think it requires more brain power while actually playing because the mechanics make it more unpredictable than dnd#which is great for storytelling purposes!#again i've only experienced MASKS as a GM so my perspective is gonna be different than a player's#and every GM is different#but for me? i think it asks a lot of its players and a LOT of its GM#however it is for the benefit of the story#oh right and because it's so emotional playing with a table you feel comfortable with is gonna be important#this all may sound critical of masks but let me assure you i like it so much that i crave its mechanics in more games
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Doing another poll!! This time is about something similar to the last one I did but with a more fun purpose (at least imo :^)
Which one of the trio is your favorite and why?
The reasons can be optional. You don't need to add them if you wanna.
My main goal on this is just to interact more with others and to know why some like these silly whimsical fellas, is it their personality, is it because of comfort, is it because you relate to them, is it because you have a silly crush on one of them (not judging you :]) or just for no reason! It's always fun to see people loving a character :>
#dont hug me im scared#dhmis#for me its GOT to be yellow#hes cute and silly and funny#ever since I knew about the existence of dhmis hes always been my favorite#he has a cute voice and attitude#main reason is because i REALLY RELATE TO HIM#like hes so me#the constant confusion? being perceived as dumb but also smart? brain fog? hating unpredictability?#feeling out of touch? expressing oneself is difficult? feeling unappreciated? HE GETS ME#I wanna hug him and tell him everything is alright#I WANNA TALK TO HIM FOR REAL#I want an episode where everything goes his way and nothing bad happens to him#my silly man who i see as himbo for absolutely no reason but i do because i love him#i love him in all shapes and forms#all headcanons (excluding the gross ones obviously)#cis guy? cis gal? transmasc? transfem? nb? skinny? chubby? buff? straight? gay? bi? aroace?#I SEE NO DIFFERENCE. MY FAV IS MY FAV#hes perfect (to me)#ok ok i'll stop#i wanna see what YOUVE got to say about your favorite of the clump
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Playing with god designs idk
#my hands and mind must be occupied 24/7 or else I will Think™️#aegis can look however they damn well please yet they always choose to mimick a random human instead#and I love that for them#my trio of gods includes 2 powerful women and 1 genderless little freak who plays tricks and is lowkey ruthless#(if any of you say Loki I will strangle you (/j))#love them <3#like there’s a reason they’re all the way they are but idk I don’t have the brain cells to communicate it#something something about the unpredictability of nature and the certainty of love and death#character design#my art#digital art#procreate#artists on tumblr#digital illustration#illustration#original art#my ocs#doodle#art#original character#oc#oc art#drawing#digital doodle#digital artist#original character art
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James Wilson that fucked up little critter I want to put him into a blender and see him all sad and woeful with his stupid big brown eyes
#House is shockingly simple. Hes a huge asshole and funny and I've got him all figured out#WILSON ON THE OTHER HAND!!! THAT FREAK!!! IM OBSESSED WITH HIM!!!#no fic or any of my stupid brain's simulated scenarios can prepare you for canon James Wilson and his unpredictability#house is absolutely right wilson is interesting . hes the most interesting guy and i cant figure him out and its making me ill#like 90% of his screentime hes nice and pleasant but that 10% where hes a freak makes me FEEL GENUINELY SO SICK!!!! AGHHHHHHHH#heph.txt
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HELLOOOOO haiiii how are we‼️‼️‼️ how do we feel about this year ending bc personally I don't!!! Mmmmmm can I get uhhhhhh self-indulgent AU Headcannon please n thanks :D
LOL, yeah 2025 sure is fucking barreling closer huh! was gonna wait out this ask until my minor art dry spell went away but frankly im also in need of my own indulgent headcanons right now; headcanon bullet points will have to do! these arent necessarily from one au or another, more like trait guidelines i tend to follow lmao
eridan in a domestic setting can get VERY fussy and dote-y if he's given the space to be. how overbearing he can get with it entirely depends on if sollux feels like shit (reserved and considerate doting) or if he just feels off (no eridan, sollux doesn't need you pull out all the stops and run him a perfect bubble bath; yes eridan, he knows where the vitamins are in the cabinet)
sollux is sometimes tactile with eridan through his psionics; he'll "hold" eridans hand from across the room, send a little harmless spark of power like its a kiss on the cheek, etc. sometimes sollux just rotates him like he's a 3D model for fun, lmao.
if the au theyre in leads them to play a ttrpg, nine times out of ten the characters they play will get together or develop some sort of romantic undertones with each other, no matter if it was originally intended or not, no matter if theyre actually together yet or not. it's starting to become a notable pattern for my aus, and its fun every time LOL.
they both have sticks up their asses about their own personal aesthetics, which makes them both PERFECT for being able to show the other something and go "this specific part of this reminded me of you" and it works every time. its all "this 5 second section in the song sounds like you as a person" and "i know you could use this concept better if you did it instead" and "you would NOT own this but the colors still made me think of you" and they're right every fucking time. and they both either get smug at being so good at knowing the other or so relieved at being able to rely on the other to feel known.
#tmos opens mail#satiricalstardust#erisol#ill be SO honest the brain funk hit today LOL ✌ but i am nothing if not good at getting back up lmao#hope you're doing well! or get to feel well soon if not lol#anyways. im gonna rotate more erisol in my head until i have to actually sleep lmao. clearly an unpredictable move on my end 🛏️🚶♂️
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the manifestation of my social anxiety is so annoying
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starter call !
specify muse(s) in the replies ❤
#as always u can request both#starters will be .... whatever my brain is feelin so length is unpredictable#but if you have something specific in mind feel very free to lmk#𝟎𝟎 ⠀ ⠀ ✦ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀out of character
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*fully sweating bullets and thousand yard staring into space as the king of hearts starts to talk about losing the person you love and what you'd be willing to do to get them back* this better not be fUCKING thematic foreshadowing for what this story is meant to head towards eventually (I say, with little hope and great trepidation). we're just going to be thematically microdosing on that in the main krew right folks. no one's going to be lost forever. right??!?!
(though I must admit that the idea of some of them dying and being brough back because that is someone else's heart's desire -- because 'what would even be the point of being given anything else, if you aren't here with me' -- would render me fully incapable of being normal ever again and forever goodnight)
#I swear to GOD if I have to deal with permanent or even only semi-permanent coalecroux grieving widower arc#I will surrender myself to the ocean and float aimlessly around gazing up at the stars unblinkingly forever#once upon a witchlight#legends of avantris#I don't necessarily trust the king of hearts or the purity of his motivations as of now#but this seems to be a thematic underpinning nikkie is building up here#(which from what little I have gleaned is not actually that present or important in the original module? I just read the tvtropes tho lol)#this is one of the things about actual plays I'm worse at parsing -- they work differently than conventional written fiction#and my writer's brain still craves that structure and engages in the pattern recognition it would around conventional fiction haha#when of course the strength (and tbf sometimes weakness) of the medium is its unpredictability and capacity for curveballs#I am as they say. perhaps. a little bit of a control freak that way. I do not. how do you say. 'go with the flow' easily#but honestly if I trust this in the hands of anyone it's this group they've built up some really nice Themes through this thing
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confession ID DIE FOR HIM I DIDNT CARE ABOUT HIM BEFORE BUT NOW I DO I LOVE HIM
HES NOT BALD 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉 AND HIS HELMET HAS HORN HOLES 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉 UNLIKE BANHAM AND HIS HORNS THAT PHASE THROUGH HIS BLINDFOLD
#confession#this blog should start up again soon#ik i say that a lot and im sorry#my brain is extremely unpredictable#bpd isnt fun#undiagnosed so i dont have meds ro something to stop it </3#mod biograft
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Can't get the image out of my head of just being any old construction worker with no safety rigging on your lunch break watching the sun set over 90214 New York, and your friend slips on his way over to you but in seconds he's hauled up by what's surely Spiderman, even though there's no crimes up here and he's also carrying an entire camera set-up. Promptly explains he wanted to view the city from way up here after seeing some other Photography works from just a bit lower, and hey, are you alright? Please be careful. Sorry, gotta go. Suns setting and I don't wanna lose the daylight contrast.
And you're supposed to just finish your sandwich
#noir posting#spiderman noir#spidernoir#blogcat: transmissions#the version of pete in my brain that accidentally conflicts his scary Spiderman public image so often..#he's violent and unpredictable if you make him a threat but he's still. peter. y'know?
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becoming obsessed with minato arisato was not on my 2024 bingo card
#to be fair my brain is entirely unpredictable and i have no idea what goes on up there half of the time#im scared that people will think im replacing goro though so let me just say this:#no other character will ever be able to replace goro. and i mean No one.#goro pitanui is still coming with me everywhere. i still feel comforted by his presence both holding him#and thinking of him in my head#being there with me.#i just have a lot of thoughts about p3 and minato right now. and it feels great to be thinking of something relatively new to me#i cant wait to play reload myself someday. i cant wait to pre order that stupid minato pop up parade figure#that literally got announced today are you fuckjng KIDDING M
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okay i have went on a dandys world lore deep dive and after. a LOT of tabs i now have a pretty good understanding on what is going on i think :'D??
GOD thats more tabs than i thought but IT WAS WORTH IT :D
istg why do these lore filled roblox games never have comprehensive lore dives UGH it was very difficult to find any on regretevator (and the only one i could find the person who made it called bive "biv" which annoyed me enough to stop watching lmao)
anyways youre right glisten is the BEST absolute spamton coded guy i love how it plays the shattering mirror sound effect when he goes beserk THATS SO COOL and the letters in his room UAHUGUHUH
also its quite funny how easy it is to tell that Glisten is the favourite child... liek i looked at a good few npcs and he is the only twisted to have dialogue and he has the most lore and he has the most letters in his room and his trivia section was like 3x the size of any others lmao
idk if you know the whole lore of dandys world or just about glisten but if you do know everything then uuh what actually is the ichor operation??? and who are Arthur Walton and Delilah Keen? The wiki can only tell me so much lmao
also dandy reaaallyyy makes me think of flowey/chara.......
okay thats all byeeee :33
BLINKS AT YOU. SPREADING MY BRAINROT LIKE ICHOR, YEAHHHHH
Wait is it not pronounced like 'Biv-' omg maybe I should have picked up on that by the fact 'Bivey' is probably pronounced differently from 'Biv' but that is good to know hjgfsss. Real though Roblox games have such fun lore recently but it's utterly incomprehensible-
EVEN THE DEVS STAN GLISTEN IN THIS HOUSEHOLD 🙏🙏🙏 But yeah I never thought of that but he absolutely has the most going on with him as of right now 😭😭 Game is still in Alpha afaik so maybe the devs will add more stuff to the other characters in future updates? Also I think he was originally a DHMIS OC of the creators, so if he's existed for longer than the other characters I can get why he has a lot more going on :D
GRIPPING YOU BY THE SHOULDERS. I DONT KNOW WHAT KIND OF CHEMICALS THEY'RE PUTTING INTO THE ZESTY MIRROR. BUT IT IS THE ***SAME*** CHEMICALS THAT TOBY FOX PUT INTO SPAMTON AND THE ADDISONS, I KNOW IT IS.
Also YESSSS yesyesyes the glass shattering effect is so fun. When I tell you bro is TERRIFYING when he goes berserk though. He gains a MASSIVE speed boost and starts sprinting at mach speed towards whoever is in his line of sight 😭 Also he needs to be babysat when he's not berserk so I almost always volunteer ✨️✨️ I love that mechanic sm though, just the concept of needing to follow around a character who is utterly TERRIFIED of being left alone and is likely one of the VERY FEW Twisteds who still has their sanity among the practical ZOMBIES the others have become?? And the few people who actually seem alive and healthy probably give him such a massive amount of hope for salvation only to be ditched the moment the machines are done and having to watch his only hope just run away from him and treat him like the rest of the mindless Twisteds, no matter how much pain he's in and how much restraint he has to keep from being fully corrupted and hurting people?? MY HEART. I NEED AN EXTRA DIFFICULT GAMEPLAY METHOD WHERE YOU BRING HIM INTO THE ELEVATOR AND OTHER FLOORS WITH YOU. LIKE LIKE A REGRETEVATOR NPC.
Also the community collectively calls following him around to keep him sane 'babysitting' which is just funny to me. Hi yes hello this is an adult male mirror from the 90s who has experienced the horrors. Yes he is my son who needs to be perceived all the time and please never even breathe so much as an insult in his direction because he is very fragile </3
As far as I know Arthur and Delilah are the creators of the show in-universe! I don't know MUCH about them given that there isn't much ON them yet (I hope there's more soon aghhh) but from what I can gather, I think Delilah is maybe the start of something bad that happened, maybe how the ichor operation got started in the first place, and Arthur is the skeptic of them that wants to know what she's up to. Like. 'You said he has friends. I'll need them' from Delilah sounds so suspicious??? And Arthur writing that '[Delilah] reassured me that what happened wasn't [Delilah's] fault'?? DELILAH GURLIEPOP WHAT ARE YOU ***UP*** TO...... Also I myself don't know MUCH about the ichor operation in general yet, only that Mister Dandicus (Dandy, lol) is / most likely is running the show behind it and is responsible for what happened to the Twisteds (including probably his closest friend of all the Toons....... 😬😬😬 he gets real awkward when you buy Astro from the shop and dialogue says they don't talk as much as they used to so methinks he at least feels remorse for what he's done and doesn't talk to Astro much because of it......). Dandy is very Flowey and Chara-core, morally grey characters my absolute BELOVEDS 🫶🫶🫶
Anyways YESS YESSS SUCCUMB TO THE DANDY LORE, Roblox games are PEAK for lore and blorbos lately my god. I'm telling you they put chemicals in the 🫳🏳️🌈✨️ mirror that turned him into a character that rapidly makes a little hole in my brain right beside Spamton and the Addisons.
#ask box!!#yanderespamton78#YIPPEEEE THE DANDY LORE#LALALALA; LALALALA; DANDY'S WORLD (to be sung to the tune of Elmo's World)#Hey. Hey. The Dandy's World show was about a lot of themes of compassion and friendship and helping others#So what does that say about our untwisted characters who ditch Twisted Glisten and leave him to the horrors of his rapidly corrupting mind#+ the crippling loneliness and fear and autophobia he has going on without helping him#While treating him like a feral unpredictable animal that needs to be tread cautiously around until you can leave the floor.#Instead of; in his mind; trying to help him or at least not let him be alone all over again worse than before you showed up-#because his hopes got too high and shattered within a few short minutes. :)#Ough can you tell I love this baby boy and I feel horrible for leaving him and there are so many themes to explore with this game and him..#Twisted Glisten getting his place among my Specialest Blorbos in my brain within the span of a few days#Going into it I thought I'd like the little moon character or the TV the most!#WELL THAT GOT DISPROVEN REAL QUICK THE MOMENT I GOT A FLOOR WITH T. GLISTEN AND SAW HIS DIALOGUE ON SCREEN.
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