#my contract wasn’t renewed and I still have feelings to eat lol

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is it right to call in sick like,, ethically, if I only have two shifts left after today anyway

[lazarus-lazuli]

What are your opinions on people in The Magicians fandom being gatekeepy about Quentin’s relationships with Alice and Eliot. From the beginning Alice and Quentin were made for each other and so were Quentin and Eliot! Alice and Quentin had an intense relationship, they loved each other so much, and even in times they weren’t getting along the love never died. Quentin sacrificed so much to bring Alice back even though he knew it would damage their relationship! Same thing with Eliot and Quentin! From the beginning Eliot was such a supportive friend to Quentin while he was with Alice. And when Q and Alice broke up his relationship with Eliot started to blossom and they had a beautiful life (that we didn’t get to see unfortunately) together. Quentin spent an entire season trying to bring Eliot out of that possession! It’s obvious that Quentin was in love with Alice and was in love with Eliot too! I’m sick of people trying to pretend like Quentin was only in love with Alice or he he was only in love with Eliot. Bisexual men exist for fucks sake! What do you think?

I don’t think Alice was in love with Eliot per se (show canon wise), but I think they have a very interesting dynamic and it’s pretty garbage that it wasn’t explored more outside of that one episode in season 5 and a few interactions in season 1. The fact they both are in love Quentin is a good jumping off point but they never went much further than “Yep, we both love him, that much is true”. They could have been great friends but nope, we’re not allowed to eat good food in this house. Not after 4x10 aired, anyway (save for 5x05 and 5x06; I will die on my sword for those episodes). 

I think both relationships got the short end of the stick in regards to writing (in fact most of the relationships on The Magicians don’t really get a chance to flourish; the ones they established early on ended up crashing and burning and then the ones they established later on that were frankly really strange writing decisions without much thought/development that ended up being endgame... and I do say this despite my soft spot for Margosh). With Eliot it’s obviously way more egregious because he’s a gay character that never got a proper love story; even the one that was established with Quentin was taken out by the knees just when the writers confirmed that there were mutual feelings there. It was never a matter of queerbaiting, it was a matter of they WERE queer and they WERE in love and the writers decided to fucking take the plotline out back and shoot it anyway because they just HAD to kill the main white male lead despite the fact he was bisexual and mentally ill. If Jason wanted to leave/his contract was up and he didn’t renew it then whatever, his prerogative, but the writers could have done literally anything else to sideline Quentin. At the very least, they could have given him and Eliot some closure. But NOPE straight to Superhell for gay crimes. That’s how they decided to end his nearly completed arc.

However, I feel like his relationship with Alice got treated with the about the same amount of respect despite it being a “Straight” ship. I think that’s why people are pretty shit about it (that and some people are just highkey misogynistic and hate female characters, especially ones that “get in the way” of mlm ships); they just kind of dropped the ball and made it almost uncomfortable to watch. 

Their relationship was not nearly as healthy as the one between him and Eliot; in fact I would argue it was pretty toxic. But they still loved each other and still fought hard for each other, even to each others detriment (namely how pissed Alice was when Quentin made her human again).  I have no idea what the writers were going for when towards the end they threw him and Alice back together. Seriously, in my opinion they should have just been friends and supported each other because they do love each other very much, they just weren’t in the right place in their lives to work as a couple unfortunately. And honestly that would have been much more realistic than Alice running back into Quentin’s arms and Quentin taking her back. It’s like she wasn’t allowed to be an independent character outside of her relationship with him (but that’s a whole other discourse and I have enough to say about this aspect of it alone).

Then to add insult to injury he didn’t even so much as LOOK at Eliot when they brought him back, which makes absolutely NO sense considering how for the whole season up to that point he stood up to a God-powered entity that could have snapped his neck on a whim on behalf of the man he loved. Then the writers were like “lol cool, anyway we’re killing Quentin so he doesn’t get to have any meaningful relationships or even interactions with his love interests or even his best friends today” and threw it all out the window. Like, you wanna talk BAD finales... 

Sometimes I wish I was a fly on the wall in the writers’ room while they were working this shit out because honestly what level of brain rot do you need to have to take all these interesting characters and relationships and do the worst things possible to them? It’s like they WANTED everyone to ragequit the show. Long story short the more I think about the way certain relationships on the show are written the more I wanna slam my head through drywall. It was so good in so many ways but then they completely bungled within the span of like THREE EPISODES!

All that being said, I don’t blame some people for being weird and gatekeepy about certain ships because of the end of season four. However, I feel like everyone has a good dynamic (or at least a dynamic that was good at one point or another) and people have the right to ship who they want. SO much setup with so little payoff; if people wanna fix it via fanfiction or just straight up ship it anyway they’re allowed to. Like you said, Quentin is bisexual and he loves both Eliot and Alice; one love does not invalidate the other regardless of personal opinions on which should have been endgame/how well the respective relationships were handled writing wise.

PS while I personally prefer Marqueliot but Alice/Quentin/Eliot is valid too. 

[purplesurveys]

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How many times a day do you talk on the phone with your significant other?: Don’t have one. Other than English, what was the last language spoken to you?: Filipino. What math level are you currently taking/did you last take in school?: I took up journalism so I only had to take up a grand total of one math class. And it was the most basic math class my university offered – so basic it didn’t even get into numbers, it was more on the logic side (if X and Y then Z and all that jazz).

Who was the last person to ask you for relationship advice?: Kata.

Do you have a sleeping problem?: No, haven’t had any issues since late 2020. 

Have you ever taken a survey with a friend, listing both answers?: I’ve never done that because I never plan on sharing this hobby with anybody, other than my sister who already knows. I have done something similar though - sometimes I’ll take a survey I’ve accomplished in the past and compare my answers from then and the present day. I haven’t done that in a while, come to think of it; I could do that after this. Where would you order your favorite burger from?: Army Navy or Popeye’s though technically both are chicken sandwiches. If we’re talking strictly beef burgers, I’d go for Pound though I raaaaarely get to have their burgers.

Who have you been hanging out with most often these days?: Angela. I see her so much that Bea and Kata have been teasing me that she’s my only friend, and it’s a running joke in our work team. Like when I say “I hung out with my friend this weekend” they’ll ask, “Oh yeah? Which friend?” to imply they already know the one person it could be, hahaha. 

Do you know a guy who has hair longer than yours?: I probably do.

What color was the last cup you drank out of?: It was clear.

If you’re in school, what do you do to fill in time between classes?: I just used to go back to Skywalk, the spot in my college where my orgmates would be. I’d kill time there either by chatting away (if my friends happened to be there), eat something, or catch up on readings and homework.

Do you have friends in your classes? I usually had 1-2 classmates that I happened to be friends with, but I wasn’t like most students who preferred enrolling with their friends. I preferred being a lone wolf during enlistment, lol. It was less of a hassle that way.

When did you last encounter someone you disliked? Thursday. I have a least favorite client and I have to deal with her everyday, so. They weren’t even supposed to renew our contract with us this year but shit happened and they remained partners, so that just increased my discomfort and dare I say hatred, and I’ve actively stopped being friendly with her just because I’ve been mentally done with that client since the end of 2021 and was hoping to never have to deal with them again.

Ever been to a real haunted house?: I’m not a big believer in places that are supposedly haunted. I mean they’re fun to read about, but they’re just topics to read about at the end of the day for me. Where was the last place you got lost?: Going to Reena’s place.

What windows are open on your desktop right now?: Just Chrome, Spotify, and Notes.

When was the last time you had cheesecake?: Around a month ago when I tried out this nearby local cafe for the first time and went for their Biscoff-inspired cheesecake. When you last shed tears, was it because of a person?: No, it was because of a film and the strong feelings I had (and have always had) for it. I watched it for the third time tonight and I still cried like a goddamn baby during the epilogue.

Which music artists were at the last concert you attended?: Paramore, and then Zac’s HalfNoise also played a song of theirs in the middle of the show too. I also caught a bit of Reese Lansangan’s set, who served as the opening act, and that was pretty darn cool in itself since she’s a big name here.

What was the last thing you discussed through text messages?: Ugh idk probably a work thing so I would rather not remember.

How many songs are on your iPod/MP3 player?: I don’t use an iPod anymore but I do have a Spotify. I don’t have a good grasp of how many songs I have downloaded though, since I rarely download to begin with. I exclusively use it to stream using either data or wifi.

Other than yours, whose house did you last fall asleep at?: My aunt’s place, I think.

Have you ever had a significant other whose parents didn’t like you?: No. At least I don’t think they disliked me.

What’s so unique about your computer?: I don’t know if there is anything about it that makes it stand out. It’s just an everyday laptop.

How was life for you six months ago?: Pretty much the same except I was in my previous position as an associate/account executive and was having an easier time at work lol.

How much is gas in your area?: I believe it was in about the ₱60s range this week but is expected to go as high up as ₱90+. That’s just...insane? I wanted to go to a museum this weekend but I might just cancel that because it costs too fucking much to drive now. On a related note, I had an office day last week and apparently gassing up ₱500 worth of gas only brought my tank meter up by one fucking bar like??? Wtf??? What then when it goes up to ₱90 hahahaha??

What’s something interesting you learned in the past week?: That Kata’s close college friend (who I also went to grade school with), recently got accepted in - and took up - her new role in a digital ad agency... where my ex happens to work. It’s such a curse that our career paths are super similar; it just made the world all the more small. Anyway, Kata had a field day about it and I was just left in disbelief lmao.

Do you know what you plan to do for your next birthday?: No but I’d like to take an out of town trip.

Was the last book you read for fun or assignment related?: For fun.

[heartsoftruth]

1- Hey I know everyone is sick of Bruna subject but this is not directly about them.. remember when we saw a pic of her wearing something from Nike and discussed it's strange she can do that since she's under contract with Adidas.. well she lost the sponorship now, they just announced it they broke it off lol... I knew this will happen. The media is saying it's because Adidas wanted her to promote themselves through her while dating Neymar as he promotes Nike, so

Anonymous said:they’d be side by side with competition.. and now that they broke up Adidas sacked her too… to me that’s sounds like bullshit to me.. (if there’s any truth to it tho just proves how much her success is tied to dating Neymar) but to me, I’d bet my money it’s because she posted pics of herself wearing Nike that one time.. big no no…

I read that she was fired/her contract wasn’t renewed with them… 

As far as I can remember she didnt wore anything of Nike. She just popped up in their InstaStory since she attended Ney who visited something of Nike. 

I mean the contract ending bc of her relationship ending could be true?? Wasn’t she all of a sudden the face of Adidas a little before their little Olympic reunion?Convenient. Thats all I’m gonna say. 

Anonymous said:hey whats going on in London? Neymar just followed Sara Sampaio and she also arrived there today and posted snaps from some party… is it some promo thing or did Ney just go to hang with supermodels? lol….

He’s there for London Fashion Week. 

Anonymous said:geez does Neymar have one friend and relationship other than his few old friends from Santos that is not some sort of celebrity stunt?? pls don+t tell me he hangs with Lewis cuz they’re so close friends.. they can’t even have one conversation… its getting lame.. he used to be such a sweet humble boy, no he’s turned into this egocentric celebrity chaser that only has eyes for other celebs and models.. so disappointing… :((

He met Lewis in 2015 already when he was on a holiday in the US. I dont think PR had much to do with it. 

Yes he went to a fashion party yesterday and a show today, but then what? I think he really likes Lewis because just like him he’s one of the best in his sport, dedicated, has to train hard and eat right, but also likes to have fun outside of his sport. And just like Ney also gets much slack for it. 

I dont see much PR in it tbh. 

Anonymous said:i was just about to tell you i wish my two faves ney and lewis will meet in london since they’re both there and now im blessed.

haha #blessed! But damn have you seen what they wore today *cries* my eyessssss. 

Anonymous said:he still need a translator to be with him like always?. .I remember pretty well that Neymar said he was trying to learn English. When he was in the US, Bruma put a video on InstaStory and Neymar translated the songs from English to Portuguese to show that he knows English…

I can vaguely remember that video, but not too well. 

Anonymous said:I’m in love with Neymar and Sara❤ I want them to make a couple. They will be so cute .And I’m pretty sure they fit for a relationship.They have quite similar personalities and hobbiesAnonymous said:Me too :) it’s just to bad Sara’s seeing someone 😩

Anonymous said:just saw the pics with sara and i definitely agree with you

Aaaawhhh she really has?? They would look so good indeed! 

princesa-neymar said:de enige model die ik tolereer is sara sampaio 😂

Precies! Verder wegwezen allemaal! haha. En het* (ik ben irritant I know haha)

Anonymous said:It’s like since Neymar left Barca ALL the media seems to be against him.. and I can’t really blame them because he does kind of give them stories and Dani Alves isn’t helping either. If u think the hate Ney was getting on twitter while in Barca was bad? Don’t even check his name on twitter right now because there is not one positive thing about him on there. Even some popular football personalities and pundits are slating him right now. It’s horrible and tbh he has some blame for all this

I have no idea about other media tbh. I’m sure the Catalan press hates on him other than tha I have no idea. I’m sure he isn’t the most loved one and people look at him of douse because of the price tag that was payed for him. 

Who are those popular people bashing him? 

Anonymous said:I feel like Neymar’s attitude will get worse while in PSG or is it just me? While everyone was bothered about him leaving Barca because Ligue 1 is a lower league I was worried about him leaving the leadership of Barca.he was a bit tamed in Barca and had people to at least talk to him on the pitch and stuff but in PSG after paying so much for him i feel like he will be pampered and spoilt and he will get everything he wants which isn’t good for someone like Ney who has a LOT of growing up to do

True that was one of the things I feared when I knew he was going to PSG. One of the main things tbh. Because that is exactly what he doenst need. 

[anothergirlrecovering]

Lynn 50

This is 2 days late but....

I got to session and she had her door open so I knocked and she said come on in. I sat down on her couch while she got her water together to drink and her papers and she asked how I was doing. I said good and ask how she was. She said it was going and laughed and sat down. I said I understood. She asked how things have been. I said that they've been OK and I told her about how my husband and I are going to look at a house in the next day or so whenever they are ready for a showing and that it's a bit more than we wanted to spend so we would be house rich but money poor. Explain that we could afford it but it's also stressful because I don't know how long term my husband's job will be and while it pays really well right now, there's a chance that it won't be a renewed contract and then I don't know what we would do. I also told her about how we had watched our friend Brooke on the voice and I ended up looking through our old pictures to find ones of my husband and her and was looking back to you all of my past so already photos and couldn't help I really miss sorority life and part of me was like what the heck how did I get through all of the hazing and what not back then and I don't really remember being terribly anxious, but that I had realized that I think part of why I didn't realize how anxious I was was because I was using the eating disorder to numb my anxiety  and I probably always felt this anxious but used bad coping skills to avoid feeling it. She said she agreed and that made sense. I told her about my suicidal clients and how overwhelming that has been. I told her specifically the story from this weekend with receiving a text message from a clients family member who was worried about my client being suicidal. Then Lynn pretty much lectured me on how I need two phones and I shouldn't let people call or text me on the weekends or at night and how I need to practice good self-care and I need to be able to turn off my work brain when I am at home or not working. She said occasionally she will check her emails or something and regret it because then she gets caught in work brain. She went on and on about self-care and how to do my best I need to be able to practice self-care and how that's why she goes on her "non-vacations "which she actually did the finger air quotes for her because she knows that I love to make fun of her for those non-vacations. I tried explaining that normally it's not a big issue and people don't call and text me all the time but she was still pretty adamant that I needed to get another phone for them, or pay for a crisis service line. And she also asked me if I have other therapists I can talk to you about these types of issues that come up, and I was like yeah but when I was crying the other night the only people I would trust to talk to you when I'm crying as my friend Amanda who was asleep, and my husband he was away and did not have his phone on him. I told her that I actually tried reaching out but it just didn't work out so I eventually went to sleep after enough crying. She said that her and the other two therapists at her practice are people that she can call when she's overwhelmed with cases and that's important to have multiple people you can talk to you about the cases and I was like I have plenty of their best friends I can call, but when I'm crying, I wouldn't call any of them outside of Amanda or my husband.

She asked if anything else was going on and I said not really. She asked if I wanted to pick back up with EMDR and I said yes. She asked where I was at with the memory of my brother puking and I said still a one because of the sound. She asked me to just notice if it was to stay at one what comes up, and I said in doing it it just brought up the memory of the time that he threw up in the house and that I was already in an upset mood and my parents are mad at me because I didn't like the stupid chicken because it was a weird texture or the salad or the brown rice and then he threw up and that was it and my night was ruined and I was in the room crying and having a panic attack and I don't know if it's even fair to expect that my parents could have tried to console me or take care of me in that moment because my brother was actually sick and I wasn't and that was kind of always what they said. I also said I don't know if part of it is just not vomiting is an out of control experience just like nosebleeds are because I'm also terrified of nosebleeds. She brought up the fact that sometimes things never become a full zero and that they stay at one and she asked what positively if I do have and she was like I can handle difficult things was what we initially said and she asked if that felt true and I was like now and she was like well just noticed that and I was like it doesn't feel true because I have no way of knowing whether or not I really can take care of someone throwing up and I don't want to go through life with this half assed feeling of I might be able to handle it I might not and she was like well before I can handle difficult things and I was like sometimes and she was like OK we can go with that. I explained that it's just so hard to do because sometimes is in all of the time and she brought up how I handled the kid vomiting at the baseball game and she was like well we said that was a win and I was like you said that was a win and she was like we did and I was like you did and she was like well you came in all excited to talk about how it was and I interrupted her and was like OK yeah yeah yeah it was progress and she was like OK so we call that a win LOL and I was like yeah it felt like progress but it didn't feel like a complete victory because I feel like if I were to think about my own kids throwing up or if that had been My husban and she was like well but that would be some future template stuff that we can work on later so let's tag that. I explained that it's literally not even that bomb it grosses me out because I could clean up vomit I could sit next to vomit it's literally just the actual act of vomiting that scares me. She pointed out that we have no way of knowing how I will react in the future, I had pointed out that it almost feels like I'm a fraud to some extent because I am good at handling difficult things sometimes but that feels so broad because it maybe think about how in daycare I handled what seemed like crisis situations really well but the one time the kid threw up I ran out of the classroom. She pointed out that that was three years ago so my response now might have been different. She's not wrong, but it was just so hard to believe. She had a look on her face that said she had a lightbulb moment and she was like the problem here isn't the vomiting the problem here is perfectionism and the fact that you're not OK with it being a one. I was like no I'm not OK with the fucking one because it feels like I'm a failure and then I didn't fix the problem. She pointed out that perfectionism is a lack of control and not necessarily defective this as much because we can't control perfectionism it's literally impossible to be perfect and so again it's a lack of control over not being perfect. I said I could see that and that she's not wrong and I'm not surprised because perfection has always been an issue for me so it's not like this was a surprise issue to come up, although I've never really heard anybody describe perfectionism being differently than defectiveness in relation to control before. She went out but that's something we will need to work on, and I agreed. She asked me to try to pair the initial target memory with the words I can handle difficult situations sometimes and she asked me on a scale of 1 to 7 how true did it feel and I said five and she said what keeps feeling like a seven and I was like because there are sometimes that I can't handle it and she was like OK but the believe here is I can handle it sometimes and I was like OK fine then I guess it's a seven so she was like parent with the initial target memory and I did and I was like I'm sorry Lynn but I really just can't stay on task and think about it because I just end up in a tangent of other thoughts about why I can't always handle conflict and she was like OK well I'll do the bilateral stimulation for much shorter. She did it literally for like five times and was like how about now and I was like OK other wasn't enough time for me to think negative LOL. I had literally teared up explaining that it's just so hard for me to except at one and also that it's even hard to except the whole I can handle difficult situations sometimes. I also told her about how embarrassing is to be afraid of vomiting because that's not even a normal fear. She also pointed out that it's not like we can do an in vivo exposure therapy trial and she joked about getting epicac and I legit was like it's not that hard to use your fingers down your throat and she was like well that would definitely get the gagging response and all the noises and I was like perfect then maybe we can figure out what's actually making me scared and she laughed and was like OK no we are not going to do that. She had also pointed out that sometimes a person can't get to a zero and I somewhat argued that the book in the model preaches that only when things are ecologically valid like with death and in this case, my one is not ecologically valid. She basically rolled her eyes and was like yeah but when you are working with people you know that sometimes we don't know why you can't get down to a zero, and I was like I don't now.

She asked me where I thought the perfectionism might come from and I said I wasn't sure because I feel like I've always kind of thought that way. I said I think the first time that I notice of you remember it was in the third grade when I remember cheating on my spelling test, which was stupid because I was always a good speller but I remember going to the water fountain and looking at everyone else's tests while I walked back to my seat to make sure that I had spelled it correctly. I explained that it's easier to quantify perfectionism when it comes to grades and that I don't think in first or second grade we would've been graded really. She said that made sense. She asked what it would be like to have that kind of freedom from all of the perfectionism and everything and I was like I don't even know what I would do with myself and she was like I'm at more of just freedom in your mind and I was like yeah I don't now. And she commented on the fact that to some extent part of that is personality and some people are more inclined to be more perfectionistic and that's not bad if you can find out how to work that in a good way. I laughed and said I scored high in neuroticism on the big five if that's what she meant.

I don't really remember how we got on the topic of parenting that we did and I said that logically I know I can't be the perfect parent but there's part of me that feels pressured to be that way even though I know it's not possible. I also told her about how my husband has said before that he thinks I have unrealistic expectations and that nobody will be a Good enough parent Compared to the standard that I expect. Lynn pointed out that I know the basics of what kids need and I agree. She said that they have some good friends whom have always been terrible parents but the kids always knew they were loved and she thinks the kids will turn  out all right because of that. She explained how the parents drink a lot and would party and now they are surprised when their daughter has been super wild and they're all like well clearly it's because of your wild party days with the kids there, and apparently the mom and dad used to joke about how they are permissive. I explained that there are definitely A lot of different ways that people can turn out all right and there's a lot of all right that I'm not really OK with LOL. She pointed out that that goes back to the perfectionism and that you can't control your own kids which I said that I knew. She pointed out that now her daughters are 20 and they make terrible decisions in relationships and she wants to tell them what to do or what not to do you were to be like what the heck you know how to make better decisions in this but she is constantly biting her tongue and practicing self-care LOL and lets them make their own mistakes and she knows that they are 20 and they are figuring it out and right now they don't really want her help. I pointed out that I don't want to become my mom because my mom claimed she was afraid of vomit and then I'll beastly part of that really screwed me up and I never want my kids to feel alone in that. She pulled the whole I think when your mom it might be different and with your own kids blah blah blah and I was like no I really don't think so because I had a client who had a phobia of vomit to and she had kids who were like five and six and she would literally leave them in the bathroom by themselves because she was too scared to help them and that was when I like started realizing like the whole mommy instincts might not really kick in. She said something about nobody liking vomit or something and I was like OK Lynn but what did you do when your kids were vomiting and she was like well I didn't like it I was like OK but did you say with them and hold her hair back and she was like well when I had to and I was like OK point-blank you did it and she was like well but I think you might really be able to and you just don't have that experience yet. I don't know. And she also told me about how her daughter had a panic attack before a performance ones and that she always worries what if it happens again and she always tells her it won't because you had performances it since then where you haven't and also you did EMDR on it lol but apparently her daughter doesn't believe her and she was like yeah are you surprised someone else who doesn't believe me LOL and I was like no I totally get it. I laughed and asked her if she fixed her boyfriends trauma and she was like nope and my daughter was going to break up with him but then decided not to and I'm just sitting here biting my tongue. She pointed out that I will make mistakes like every other parent but that I'm not gonna screw them up for life, and that there'll be a time where I have to go back to therapy and I'll be like Lynn one of my doing and she'll be like motherhood, motherhood. Honestly I was just really happy to hear her say that I would get to come back and see her LOL. She laughed and was like having kids is exhausting but it seems to be worth it because people keep doing it, I have three. I was like well you had a two for one deal and she laughed and was like yeah was a pretty way to go about getting two kids one pregnancy. I explained that I just don't want to completely screw up my kids and sometimes I worry that there will be some basic moment that I will completely mess. She was like no one moment isn't going to ruin it when you have all these other good things going for them and I was like well you read the getting past your passbook right? And she was like no I didn't actually and I told her about the one story about the girl whose mom gives her sister the popsicle but not her and that it makes her feel not good enough for like the rest of her life even though she's successful.  Lynn was like you know there was something deeper than that right? And I was like I don't know that's what the book says was it was just that one memory and Lynn was like no I'm pretty sure that I would have a chat with Francine and be like there's something else there LOL I was like OK you tell her. She said she would have to read it for herself and see but she said we both know clearly some of the stories in that book our embellished for the sake of education. I was like I don't now, I can't say it's definitely a lie but it definitely sounds like bullshit. I paid for my session and we scheduled for next week and I asked her if she loved having twins that she could see how differently they were from my nature nurture standpoint. She said she did and it's been really interesting because even now as adults they are so different.

[heartsoftruth]

Hey ash. I think you have given up on Neymar staying. I haven't. In the past couple of weeks I read just about every article, rumor, analysis, opinion & editorial posted in any language ty google translate.Even the ridiculous ones.I got br app, Barca live app, one of my monitors at work is dedicated to ney stuff..Thought abt it a lot. Got mad at him often.But I haven't lost hope. I agree with most unbiased experts if he wants better sporting opportunities he'll stay. His fathers greedy, he's not

I hope he does anon. I really hope he does… 

1% chance right? ;) 

Anonymous said:How do the psg fans/board/players expect from neymar to win for them the ucl ? And even if neymar thinks that he might carry that team by himself he can be wrong, even messi when he created history with barca and won everything it’s not because of him alone, he had iniesta xavi… by his side to help him win, no team can depend on one player, plus psg is not that kind of team that u can improve urself in it, team with no personality, if they were a good team they wouldnt lose 6-1 after winnin 4Anonymous said:2(forgot to put 1 on the previous) Geri put it best you want more money or you want to win titles. Neymar is way too young to think solely abt money and piling it up for his eventual retirement. Money is tempting(more so to his father) but he wants titles and glory. We’ve been over the level of league and psg. I’m sure he knows it too. If he was 30, I’d believe wholeheartedly he’s gone to PSG. But he’s 25, his best years ahead, he won’t bury those in psg in league 1. Take heart, he won’t go

wowowowwww I like the positivity in you two anons!! I really like it. <33 I mean… We have no idea what he will do… All signs point to Paris, but I still have to say I hope a little. But then when you are a tiny bit positive you read some news thing and you’re immediately down again you know… 

I mean Leo became a natural leader over time and with the retirements of Xavi etc. Of course he wasn’t a leader when he first made his debut. I can understand Ney might wanna have a team around him and be the leader of one. I can 100% understand that he wants that and feels he might be ready for it and it would be good for his growth - like i previously said in an aks.  I feel he has the opportunity to be the leader of a team, full of talented star players, during the THE BIGGEST sports tournament in the world: the 2018 World Cup. 

However he gave up the captaincy of the NT, because of the insane amount of negative press he got during the Olympics. And while I agree that it was over the top: You are the leader so deal with it. In France L’Equipe is also brutal, but the pressure in France won’t even be remotely the same as in Spain. 

In France he will defiantly win some titles the Champions ship, the cup etc,.. But other than that…. I hope for him if he goes he succeeds (not when he plays against Barca) but I hope for him he succeeds. 

But I hope more that he stays here. At Barca. 

Anonymous said:(French anon) I’m watching PSG-ASM… BORINGGGGGGGGGGGG help!!!!Anonymous said:GO MONACO! lol

HAHHAHAHHA, Did you survive tho??? Tout bon? xD 

Anonymous said:this means he gonna stay yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaas yahooooooo :D am madridista btw love you ash and ramos loves you ;)

What? xD 

Anonymous said:I dont even care. Wheter he leaves or stays. I just want him to say something.

Same… But I think we have to wait for a bit still… 

Anonymous said:But is not that means forcing the person that doesn’t want to stay to stay?! Barcelona should let Neymar go if he wants to go and buy other players with the money before the window closes. I want ney to stay but if doesn’t want to stay he should leave because forcing player that want to leave to stay will only create problems in the team.Anonymous said:This is not PSG who will buy the clause but Neymar, he’s going to buy his buyout clause by himself with the money he would get when he will go to Doha 😉, this is official by the way.Anonymous said:And Barça will not report PSG bc they buy the buyout clause but they will report them by the way they would buy it, that’s not the same thing thoAnonymous said:Argh, sorry it’s pay** not buy ahaAnonymous said:And to be honest this is pretty ridiculous from the club tho, I mean report PSG because they paid the clause? Smh 🙄

Neymar can leave if he wants (and if a club buys him out) but he signed a contract renewal in October so.. 

This isn’t  about P$G paying his release clause like any club can. This is about P$G probably violating the FFP rules for the second time meaning a bigger punishment. Again IF they violated these rules. 

Think this is a logical explanation. 

“Barcelona have decided to lodge a complaint against PSG if the French club sign Neymar. The Catalan club feel that if the player’s buyout clause is paid (222 million euros), UEFA must investigate where the money came from. In then numbers clubs present to UEFA each year, there are none able to pay more than 200 million euros for a player.  PSG have previously been punished and fined for breaking UEFA’s Fair Play rules. Therefore, a second punishment would not only lead to a fine, but also to sporting consequences, such as the possibility of suspension from the Champions League.”

And I liked what Tebas said the other day. If they do it with Barca now they do it to RMA or Atleti tomorrow. He also wants to take action wether they buy Ney or not… 

Anonymous said:It really hurt to see all this hate toward Neymar…

Yeah some of it I can understand. Some is way over the top. Like the hate from today because he went to the RMA locker room… 

Anonymous said:After messi’s goal didn’t ney celebrate with him??🙈😞

For a second you had me worried haha. But Ney was injured outside of the field. That’s why you didnt saw him celebrate. 

Anonymous said:i ship ash with Asensio

HAHAHHA, He’s a cutie pie, but he looks too young and probably is xD But we can have dinner and eat Dutch things hhaa. 

Anonymous said:Ney looked sad? Idk quiet not his usual charged self he even was sitting all by himself when taken off. The guy who normally comes running to celebrate with lio after the latter’s goal was the last to come& it was different. He looked like he is playing his last classico last game here

I dont know where he sat when he went off. I didnt think he looked sad. He looked happy and like I said above he was injured off the field so he couldnt run towards Leo. Have you seen how he celebrated with Ivan? And Geri??? 

Anonymous said:Least neymar can do even if he doesn’t want to talk is rebuff the ‘tired of staying in Messi’s shadow’ rumours. That’s sooooo unfair on Leo especially when he loves and has accommodated neymar so much.he could have easily done an insta post with Messi or something, laugh about it…if it was a brumar or Bruna rumour best believe he would have rebuffed it soo fast 🙄.if he just stops the Messi rumour he would gain at least a little respect back from Barca fans.

I’ve previously - a couple days ago - explained it could be true tho not as mean as it sounds. Just that he wants to be a leader too and knows here at Barca Leo is.