#my kinks are showing

[morallygreyintrovert]

Writing my first ever smut scene and deciding to let go and write naturally what comes to mind…

…oh no, my kinks are… traumatised

[nabi-unveiled]

Nabi Needs Help: Bookcase Edition

So I tried to make a list today and came up....(almost) empty.

You see - I adore bookcases. Whether they're meticulously organized by color and height or a messy collection of baubles and books, it doesn't matter. I love them.

I regularly visit libraries and bookstores for a fun side quest on a day out. Posts like this one by @heretherebedork showcasing an odd or unusual book will always make my day. I immediately start thinking about how you could showcase those in a fun bookcase display.

Book cafes like the one in Monster Next Door are a dream location for me. I wish I had one of those in my life.

This quirk has come to the forefront this week.

I first got distracted by the bookcases in Heesu in Class 2. Heesu, Seung Won, and Ji Yu all have fabulous bookcases.

Then @respectthepetty posted about Secrets of Litchi Island, and I spied a pic of a make out session against a bookcase.

My heart sang 😍. I immediately went and found the scene in question, and I have now binged the entire lovely show. (Side note: It's a symbolism smorgasbord 💜🥰).

But it made me start thinking...what other QL shows feature spicy scenes involving bookcases? It feels like a list I need in my life...for academic purposes of course 😉.

But my brain has failed me.

The only ones I can think of are from Western media (ex. Atonement) or het dramas.

I can think of shelving units (ex. Lost in Translation).

But they're not really bookcases.

I can think of several key BL scenes in libraries.

Even a few on the steamier side.

But they didn't really use the bookcase.

The only legitimate one (besides Litchi) that I came up with was History 4: Close to You. Does it count? They go to an alcove.

My GIF queries have been fruitless.

So can someone help me out? Are there any other comparable scenes in a QL? With the number of university BLs, there HAS to be something. Right? 🤔

[lomlompurim]

Something born from a convo on twt

(Bingmei is still The Emperor and The HHP Palace Master but he spends more time with his family and house duties, and working hard into his dream of having a BIG family)

The tweet that inspired this, which I very much agree, omega Binghe supremacy

[dingledraw]

South Downs cottage fluff based on the Dolly Parton song “Berrypie” 🩷

[niccolites]

woah....changed my mind...simon does have a breeding kink but it's more bc he likes seeing u shaped around his wants

like. if u have a breeding kink sure he'll meet u halfway about it. like u want his kid so bad? yeah that can get him going, he likes it when ur greedy

but if you don't want his kid? he's like 10x more into it actually. like if u were pregnant and cussing him out bc ur hormonal and grumpy bc u didn't even WANT to be pregnant, this is all his fault. oh yeah he's so hard he's like blind

[shamblespirate]

New Law content 😍🤤🥵

[Source]

[xpupslxtx]

last night i made him jerk his tcock off on my face and lapped up his cum with my tongue while he came and i was jerking myself off at the same time and came so fucking hard with his cum leaking into my mouth

[non-plutonian-druid]

[ID: A drawing of Grunkle Stan in the 80s, sitting on the floor of what will be the living room of the Mystery Shack. There are papers and books scattered all over the floor and table, and an axolotl smiles vacantly in a tank in the top corner. Stan stares into the distance, haunted, holding Journal 1 in one hand. End ID.]

He's fine, it's fine, everything's. Fine.

[pile-of-skulls]

I need them on their belly while I put my boot between their thighs, pressing my steel toe down hard as I watch them squirm, whining that it hurts but pushing back against it as hard as they’re able.

Let me bruise your little puppycunt with my big boot pretty thing, I’ll let you pretend you don’t love it.

[nabi-unveiled]

Pick Nine: Characters I Dream About

While doing the recent tag game, I mentioned that my "dream about" list would be very different from my favorite character list. @dramalove247 and myself decided we needed that list in our lives too. I noticed @thisautistic had went for it with their version of that list so why not. If you decide you want to do it, go for it! Tag me so I can see your list. Pretty please 🥺.

Note: We decided to NOT restrict ourselves to BL characters.

Since "type" is going to become abundantly clear on this list, I'm not really posting this as a guessing game. 😅

There are a few things I need to fess up to before diving into my list:

Confession #1: Many, many people in dramaland are objectively works of art with fantastic bodies. However, most do nothing for me. It's like looking at a beautiful stained glass window. I'm definitely, 100% NOT ace so make of that what you will.

Confession #2: I know I should be attracted to our cinnamon roll and puppy characters. People like Muenfah in Your Sky are the total package as people.

But....I'm not. With the exception of maybe Shao Peng (See Your Love), I find cinnamon roll characters to be adorable but not particularly attractive (in fiction). I KNOW the reason why. Feel free to guess that if you want. Lol.

Now that the confessions are out of the way, let's go over the rules I set myself. There was NO way I could narrow down this list without giving myself some guidelines.

Rule #1: I had to be attracted to/dream about the CHARACTER not just the actor. So no matter how delicious I'm finding Jae-min in Secret Relationships currently, he's out. I recognize that attraction is actually to the actor NOT the character. It's like my eternal crush on Park Seonghwa (Ateez) 🥵. This criteria removed about 80% of my candidates. Lol.

Rule #2: However, I do need to find the actor attractive. It's a "dream about" list after all. This is pretty much the flip of Rule #1. Remember my confession? There's a lot of beautiful people in the world that I'm just NOT attracted to for reasons unbeknownst to me. There are a lot of shows that I adore with characters I love that meet a lot of my sexual preferences with amazing NC scenes that I don't actually find attractive. Segasaki from My Personal Weatherman is probably the best example of this. That show is my comfort watch. As a character, I absolutely love everything about him. I will defend that man against ALL of the haters. I'm INVESTED in their romance. The NC scenes are 🥵. He's probably the closest to my husband's physique on this list. On paper, he 1000% SHOULD make this list, but...he doesn't.(@dramalove247 this is where my first emotional crisis occurred while making this list).

Rule #3: It had to be about more than the NC scenes or at least more than a single scene. Otherwise, that meant I was dreaming about "the scene" or swooning over a line of dialogue rather than the character.

So no matter how swoon worthy I find a good whisper or lines like Xiao Yuan's in Unknown...

or how much the NC scene(s) in Together With Me rocked my world...

The characters don't make the list. I WILL rewatch those scenes more times than I care to admit, but it's not about the character. (Note: Xiao Yun DID almost make this list. It's just the best example I have of hot "dialogue").

Rule #4: I had to think of the character on my own without any prompting. So no going through other lists or looking up things. I recognized that this would open up the door to recency bias, but I was ok with that. It is a current "dream about" list after all.

So what's left after those rules.....still WAY TOO MANY. 🫢 But choices were made. I reserve the right to change my mind at any time.

So here's the list...

Character #1: Sebastian Valmont (Cruel Intentions - 1999)

I've dreamt about Sebastian since I was 15. I watched this movie at a sleepover, tricked my grandmother into letting me buy the movie, watched it WAY too many times in the following weeks, and then threw the movie away when I became overcome with guilt and too scared about my parents finding it. "Colorblind" by Counting Crows will ALWAYS take me back to this movie. It'd be an entire essay requiring a lot of personal exposition to fully explain WHY this character is important to me, but he is THE singular most important character on this list.

Character #2: Cha Chi-soo (Flower Boy Ramen Shop- 2011)

I didn't find a great GIF for him so screenshots it is.

And most importantly...

This is the second most important character on this list. I don't even have to rewatch it to know this show has not stood up to the test of time (although now I want to). It was questionable when I first watched it in 2012. I was already married with a kid, but I learned A LOT about myself from this character. My life has never been the same. That's not an exaggeration. For those that watched this show - I'm a shallow pan. I boil fast and hot. I've spent most of my life keeping a lid on it.

From here on out, there's really no order of importance. I'm not really going to expound on each one. I'm figuring most people will notice a fairly obvious trend.

Character #3: Sian (Every You, Every Me)

The fact that Every You, Every Me has the same actors throughout makes it VERY easy for me to figure out that it's the character that I'm attracted to here. Honestly, this is probably the character that's closest to my ideal.

Because I appreciate his style as well. Unfortunately, most of my stylish characters didn't make the cut. I love them, and I'm attracted to them. But they don't play the games I need for them to enter dream territory. Sian does though. Honestly, I need more characters like him in dramaland. (This was mental crisis #2. Where are my Seonghwa's of dramaland?)

Character #4: Miw (Three Will Be Free)

I've never been with a woman. That doesn't mean much in my world though. My tally of men to women is 1 - 0. Truth is - I loved Three Will Be Free and it wasn't because of the men.

Character #5: Johan (Fourever You)

The hardest part of this decision was which GIF to use. I didn't find what I really wanted, but I gave myself a time limit. This was my second choice. Johan is the reason I watched this show. End stop.

Character #6: Win (Until We Meet Again/Between Us)

Another one where the hardest part of the decision was which GIF to use since I didn't find the GIF I wanted fast enough. I'm sure it exists. Anyways - I love a brat tamer. Win is my ultimate in that category.

Character #7: Mahasamut (Love Sea)

Mut won the MAME wars since I only allowed myself one MAME character on the list. I have a love/hate relationship with these shows, but that's an entirely different post. There is a LOT I dislike about Love Sea, but Mut was great (Meena is also an adorable wingman). I'll fully admit that there are several MAME characters that could have ended up on this list if I didn't restrict myself. Yes, I am fully aware of what that says about me.

Character #8: Ritsu (End of the World With You)

Ritsu is the definition of a red flag. He's not even one I can excuse his red flags. I can't even pretend he's good for Masumi. Outside of the premise of this show, everyone should run FAR from him. But as I've said before - if the world was ending, I'd have no qualms.

Character #9: Geralt (Witcher)

I had to think about this one for a minute to make sure he qualified. Was it just because I find Henry Cavill attractive? I've admired Henry Cavill since he was a young one in I Capture the Castle. We've grown older together. I appreciate MANY of his characters. But I decided it wasn't just Henry Cavill here. Because a lot of those earlier characters wouldn't make it on this list. Superman can take a hike. But Geralt? Well, I have a daughter named Triss for a reason (even if it was my husband's suggestion). Just saying. (Side note - our daughter was born before this show existed. Another sign that it's the character.)

Honorable Mentions (because we make the rules right?):

Shao Peng [my lift king]

Fadel (the early episodes particularly)

Jae-young (the king of eye contact)

Tang-yi (the finale never happened)

And SO many more.

In any case, the time I allotted myself to make this post is up. I must go pretend to be a responsible adult now.

[shapelytimber]

She was her favorite

For this night, attending an inconsequential event, Padmé posed as one of her handmaidens to enjoy it with Sabé.

[COMMISSIONS] - [PRINTS]

Yapping about sabédala in my au, and line below vvv

The lyrics are pulled from this Kompromat song <3 (if you've never seen the music video... you should fjjfk It's Rebeka warrior and Adèle Haenel getting married with neon lights what's not to love)

Since they where 15/16, they followed an affection pattern that blurred the lines between friendship and love, without ever verbalizing it. A desperate need for real human connection on one side, and a never ending adoration on the other. They are their first lover, and their relationship lasted up until Padmé saw Anakin again. It wasn't a constant thing, sometimes Padme would pull back for days or months, finding another man or woman, sometimes for no particular reasons, but always coming back to her. But after Anakin entered Padmé's life for good, Sabé felt it was different. She knew she lost her queen when she stopped looking at her.

They never needed to verbalize anything for so long, Padme never said anything. She just unconsciously pulled away little by little, leaving Sabé behind.

Padme fell for Anakin, because with her she could drop the Queen/Senator Amidala act, let herself be less than perfect, a real person.

For Sabé the sky got overcast, the sun is still here but she can't feel her warmth. Not in the way she used to

To sum it up : Anakin homewreckerrrrrr (unknowingly but still)

This kinda has some giallo vibes- ig it's appropriate since Naboo in sw2 was filmed in Italy

PS : would you fuck your clone ? Padmé and Sabé answer "yes of course, who else would know me better ?" in unison

Also guess who's who ;) if I did my job correctly it should be somewhat obvious which one's Padmé and which one's Sabé

[nabi-unveiled]

Diving into these tags makes me realize yet again how differently I think sometimes.

Others: "go inside"

Me: It's not "really" public. It's a secluded spot in a backyard.

Others: "Really sir?"

Me: That's my dream for my children. I want them to feel free enough that if they want to jack off next to a mostly secluded koi pond (once they're older), they go for it. Purity culture be damned.

Also me: I should probably keep my mouth shut about this one. 🙊

oh you guys weren’t kidding we are a mere two seconds in and this guy’s already jacking it next to a Koi pond

[mcraftdoodles]

Inspired by @dreammurr's drawing (X)

alternative hairstyle

[luminousbeings-crudematter]

Ghost is most attractive to me when he's condescending...it fits his character so well? he's physically BIG so he's always looking down at you, but he's also keenly aware of how good he is at his job and how he's basically irreplaceable to the 141. imagine a coworker who fucks around but never finds out because there are no consequences to his actions, because there is no one brave enough to challenge him and because he is such an asset to his superiors. i mean, fuck. but also. fuck.

[deliriousblue]

THE HEART KILLERS (2024) + tropes prior art by @hurlumerlu

+ bonus:

[futch-disaster]

making a gock-breath bitch lick my sweat covered pits clean after emptying my balls <3