#my last and final straw..

[bigfatbreak]

"what's the biggest difference in Tom's character in the dad villain au" you've never seen a papa-bear go so grizzy mode so fast

[shrinkthisviolet]

Gotta love that the ATLA fandom collectively shifted from Zuko/Katara to Zuko/Sokka during the 2020 renaissance due to a growing appreciation for Kataang…

…but Maiko still gets paid absolute dust 🫠 what, y’all can finally appreciate Kataang (about mf time), but Mai has to either be abusive, cold, or the stereotypical “mean lesbian”? And the most she’s allowed to contribute now is to give birth to Izumi and then not even be her mom (on the rare occasions that Zuko/Sokka fic writers even let Mai be Izumi’s birth mom)? Very progressive…

[ugartecoco]

capi 🥺

[helenofblackthorns]

thinking about Tessa hearing slipping through my fingers by abba for the first time. like that song is emotionally devastating for people who didn't watch their baby girl die of old age I cannot imagine what it's like for her :(

[chichr0]

HIII

[sunlitlemonade]

i want to write jason & natalia but head so scattered.....

[graveyardcuddles]

Astarion when you call him out on his manipulation: "Oh hehe I know, I'm just soooo silly throwing those three little words around, aren't I? But it can be true for...if only for tonight...😏" (Is being eaten alive by guilt and shame).

The Emperor when you call him out on his manipulation: "Be grateful I don't fucking end you right here and now."

[dervampireprince]

addressing this as a post rather than answering the ask.

look. if you don't like the way i ramble, you don't have to follow me or read my posts. the person who sent that asked followed up with me after my response and were okay with my response so you're assuming things about people by assuming people aren't happy with my responses.

i ramble. i'm autistic. i worry. i know my replies are long, i have a hard time condensing my thoughts down into short replies.

the question was 'can i imagine your ocs differently to how you design then' thats what they were asking. and i have no idea what 'differently' meant. i never accused the person sending the ask of cis-washing my ocs. i merely was giving examples of what 'differently' could mean and why i would find that upsetting. whether 'differently' was cis-washing or whether it was merely imagining them with different features. i brought up my other characters because i wanted too. i wanted to talk about how their designs mean a lot to me, and it is clearly related to the question. i don't know how you could think it wasn't related. because again i was giving examples of why i'm not comfortable with people imagining my characters looking different than their designs, which was the question being asked. even though yes they were specifically asking about hawthorn, the ask is public, all my followers will see it, and some of them may by thinking of imagining my other ocs differently, and i wanted to address all of that.

and also idk it's my blog and i'm allowed to bring up whatever i want. at no point did i accuse the asker of anything, i have no idea if they were imagining him 'differently' as having a different hair colour, height, body type, or yes even if they were imagining him having top surgery when he doesn't have top surgery and i so i wanted to address all possibilities. in order to prevent getting asked the same question again, and to get all my feelings about the topic out in one post so everyone can refer back to that not a bunch of different asks and posts.

the asker didn't specify anything, and with my autism and anxiety my brain runs off thinking 'oh what if they meant this, my answer didn't include if they meant this' 'oh what if they meant something else, i should address that too in case thats what they meant'

and sure, my answers to asks can get long, and i maybe i misunderstand the question sometimes. and maybe i go off-topic. but this is my blog and this is how i talk and answer questions and if you don't like it, sorry if sounds rude but you don't have to follow me or read my posts.

i'm not a mind reader, i struggle a lot with understanding tone, i worry constantly that i'm misunderstanding every ask i get that and that my response is going to come across ruder than i mean it too and with my autism i constantly am scared people will think i'm rude because i talk very matter-of-fact and am told that i don't sound happy enough even when i'm really trying to not sound rude. if it turns out everyone's been upset with how i answer questions this whole time... idk what to say. the person who asked that question about my ocs already responded back to me and said they read my response and respected it and we're fine. we didn't argue, they're not upset with me, and you're here inserting yourself into our interactions as if they're upset with me when they aren't. you might be upset with the way i responded to people's ask, but they haven't been... or they haven't told me as such.

if it turns out everyone's been annoyed with how i answer asks this whole time... i don't know what to say to that. i ramble. i struggle to talk to people and understand other people's tone and intentions. i try and address every possible meaning of the ask, and also am aware other people will read it and think about what responses the rest of my followers may have and try to address those in the ask too. if you wanted a short response that just addresses you then ask for me to answer the ask privately (which is not possible if you send it anonymous;y). but i'm happy to answer an ask privately if asked when possible, but unless asked the default is it'll be posted publicly.

i've just been trying to address every possible meaning of the ask and every possible question other may have when reading since it's a public post, not a dm or private ask... my intention has never been to upset anyone for asking a question, i don't want people to feel scared of me or my askbox... i'm really sorry if my responses have ever upset anyone, if i sound rude i promise i'm not trying to be, i try to use tone tags to help others understand me, if i hated your question or found it offensive i wouldn't answer it, i'd delete it or block you, so if i answered it i don't consider it a bad or hateful question.. i don't really know where to go from here

/gen

[ilkkawhat]

i'm sorry my blog is just nothing but me whining and bitching these days but I woke up early for a meeting that i now am going to have to reschedule cause not just one, but two employees called off last night/this morning (and i had a call off yesterday afternoon, too) and dude. where do i draw the fucking line!!!

(for context, the one guy has called off i think 13 times this year now. this other girl has called off 10 times.)

[ghostbustermelanieking]

the petty handmaid's tale fan in me who quit the show in season 2 (but has been following thru recaps) is laughing my ass off at nick's death i'm sorry i've just never liked him even in the books

[icewindandboringhorror]

Recent life photos

[princewylder]

I'm gonna be taking a break from Tumblr for a bit ngl I am about 0.05 seconds away from exploding (mental breakdown of some kind)

[the-real-aku]

Do NOT introduce Batman to the world of Warframe. WE CANNOT LET HIM FIND THE TENNO, ITS AN UNLIMITED SUPPLY OF ORPHANS

[wackywatchdotcom]

If someone pushed her I'm sure Pomni would get in a fist fight with someone.

Gooseworx did say she would be someone most likely to punch Caine. Plus the Japan only commercial shown how she isn't afraid to fight where she just launched herself at Jax just to kick his ass.

I want to see her go feral in the show for real

oh for SURE

i think i made a post describing smth similar a while back (i cant for the life of me remember when, but i know it was before i saw that post from gooseworx, which i think is funny) but like. i dont think pomnis SUPER quick to attack. but shes not afraid to, and she is not above fighting dirty, she would do ANYTHING to get the upper hand

if shes fighting shes going to FIGHT and the same way she operates very much in a 'frantically doing anything she can as long as it means survival' sorta manner (i dont think shes Literally concerned about survival if she were to think about it but its the same mechanism) i imagine if someone makes her feel the need to fight shes gonna be fighting from a place of subtle 'i need to fight in order to survive,' which is probably the worst possible thing for another person to be up against

+ i have my own hc? theory? im not sure what itd be called, but i think the whole 'sharp teeth' thing is a like. effectively a visual shorthand on her models part of a fight response, which is why i think it didnt happen in ep 3 despite being in a frightening situation.... if she doesnt think she could win a fight i dont think it happens. but i dont think it needs a specific target (like in the pilot- i think shes physically ready to attack someone after seeing the computer, but theres no one there). if she feels like she needs to attack smth i think thats why it happens. so i think its funny that it happens in ep 2 with jax LMAOOOO

i absolutely hope we get to see it in the series itself... i imagine they wouldnt have shown it in the commercial w jax and pomni if it werent something shes willing to do in canon and im eagerly awaiting the moment she physically attacks him or literally anyone and does far more damage than anyone expects of her

(esp cus the commercial is 100% noncanon, and she was alone when she was freaking out in the pilot, and her being like that in ep 3 would have sadly been forgotten... so i dont know if anyone realizes the sheer amount of carnage shes capable of HAHA)

[hauntingblue]

Oden's prophecy of young pirates coming to save wano becoming yamato's hope for his freedom.... and him becoming oden because of it.... it's just so good... on the other side luffy taking ace's spot for liberating yamato... I think I hauve covid

[meowdei]

One day I’d like to pursue a PhD that studies ethics in the healthcare system and specifically my thesis would center around what factors make patients stick with primary care physicians that either mistreat them/provide very subpar care