#my mental is very fragile right now 🙃

[papayadays]

i just got my first marking period b and now that's going to fuck things up because i can't get principal's list and thankfully it won't affect my gpa but i'm scared bc what if it causes me to miss out on other things because now i can't say i got all a's for the past few years and what if i don't get into my dream school because of that

and this is my reaction after i already crashed out about it

[odetojoyce]

literally having a mental breakdown and idk who to turn to

can't even tell my parents because they'll just get mad at me as always and then start lecturing me on why i'll end up being a failure 😀

i'm so sick of everything i just want to go back in time

i just got my first marking period b and now that's going to fuck things up because i can't get principal's list and thankfully it won't affect my gpa but i'm scared bc what if it causes me to miss out on other things because now i can't say i got all a's for the past few years and what if i don't get into my dream school because of that

and this is my reaction after i already crashed out about it