#mybestfriend🐾🌼🌈

[mistykj]

It's been a month now and, to say I'm still hurting from your loss is an understatement. I miss you so much. I feel my pain is heightened because you are not here to help me. I am beyond super depressed and don't care about doing anything. All I see is Cocker Spaniels on everything. It kills me. I am such a tenderhearted person the loss is overwhelming me. I really don't think anyone understands in my family how much I need a dog. For my mental health . I just want you back. This is beyond the hardest thing for me. *Praying for someone to just drop a cocker spaniel at my door.* Not to replace my beautiful girl @daiziedukejohnson but to heal. I'm just in so much emotional pain from your loss it's not the same without you here. #GoneWayToDamnEarly🐾😭🐕 #CockerDaSpanielGirl #MyBestFriend🐾🌼🌈 #MyDaizieMaizie🐾🌈 #CockerSpaniel #TryingToHeal😭 https://www.instagram.com/p/CIaYRirpxRg/?igshid=o0mdgq73ghfi

[mistykj]

It's almost been a month without you here my sweet girl. I don't know how I'm gonna survive without you. My heart can't move forward. You were such a huge part of my life my companion animal, my best friend, helping me with pain management, sadness, depression and just being there for me . I can't even vacuum up your dogfood you threw out of your dish. Lol! I need my dog and I want you back . I am "NOT" okay! but, hopefully eventually I will be . I miss you so much. @daiziedukejohnson (RIP 10/30/20)💔🐾🌈 #Shewasmycockadaspanielgirl #MyShadow #MyBestFriend🐾🌼🌈 #GoneWayToDamnEarly🐾😭🐕 #cockerspaniel https://www.instagram.com/p/CH_NfXFp1_E/?igshid=7azab1635ex0

[mistykj]

I miss waking up to your sweet happy face. I am trying to be okay with this all but, it's hard. I loved you so damn much you left paw prints, fur and, dog food all over my heart and, not seeing you here it's shattering every part of my soul. I am not okay, but it will come eventually. I hope and pray you are in a much better place. My days seem clueless without you esp with the kids at school. Here's to kisses and nose rubs (that you hated..)Lol #cockerspaniel #RIP #DaizieDaCockaSpanielGirl #MyBestFriend🐾🌼🌈 #GoneWayToDamnEarly🐾😭🐕 https://www.instagram.com/p/CHF9kZzpHI8/?igshid=1xw15wcykxe67

[mistykj]

"If love could have saved you You would have lived forever." My heart is shattered. I miss you so much @daiziedukejohnson it's only been 2 days and I can't stop crying. I know you are in heaven and, running through the grass with no pain happy & healthy. It still hurts, only when I breathe. I am NOT okay today but, will get there eventually. RIP my #cockadaspanielgirl #MyBestFriend🐾🌼🌈 #DaizieDaCockaSpanielGirl 👆 https://www.instagram.com/p/CHCe3N1p66h/?igshid=13ii8r56z0fa0