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magnagaruzenmon · 1 day ago
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Sorry for the late drop Dio has been going through it this week and is operating at 1/10 his normal self, and Dino is still working on his novel so this took a bit longer to make, needless to say we all loved the movie though.
Yes this is unironically a reference.
“Huntrix Girls to World!” The chorus blasted through Theseus’s earbuds just as his flight touched down in South Korea — the final stop of his world tour. He glanced at his two handlers seated beside him.
“I still don’t know about this,” he muttered, dragging a hand down his face.
Megara grinned. “Relax. It’ll be fine.”
Dino clapped him on the shoulder. “Think of it as a vacation. No demons. No rival hunters. Just good vibes, good music, and us.”
The trio stood, throwing on jackets. Theseus pulled up his hood low over his face as they made their way through the bustling airport. Despite the late hour, the place was packed. A plane at the next terminal had just arrived, drawing a massive crowd — the pride of South Korea had returned.
TWICE.
After their record-breaking 4th World Tour, the queens were finally home for some rest. But as fate would have it, both groups converged at the same baggage claim.
Theseus was adjusting his bag strap when he looked up — and locked eyes with her.
Jihyo.
Leader. Idol. National treasure. And, according to the files, high-ranking hunter.
He froze.
Unsure what else to do, he gave a stiff little wave.
Jihyo, effortlessly radiant, smiled and waved back. Then, casually, like they were old friends, she walked straight over to him.
“Hi,” she said, voice warm and confident.
Theseus blinked. “Uh
 hi back.”
Jihyo laughed, folding her arms. “Not much of a talker, huh?”
“Not particularly,” he admitted. “But I can try. Hi, Jihyo-noona.”
“Ooh, polite and respectful? You’re not bad for a foreigner,” she teased. “But just call me Jihyo.”
“You’re basically royalty here. Felt like I should at least try to act right.”
She smiled. Then leaned in, her voice suddenly low, sweet, and dangerous.
“Being polite won’t save you, demon. I’m still going to kill you.”
Theseus stiffened, blood turning to ice. He instinctively took a step back. She followed.
“I’ll find you,” she whispered. “And gut you.”
Theseus blinked, trying to keep cool. “Uh
 no InglĂ©s?” he muttered before grabbing his bag and sprinting toward the exit.
Jihyo laughed, watching him flee. Moments later, Jeongyeon and Chaeyoung joined her.
“Unnie,” Chaeyoung said, pinching the bridge of her nose, “can you not scare the demons right away? You always spook them before we get a chance.”
Jihyo grinned. “Please. Where can he hide? This is our turf.”
Jeongyeon crossed her arms. “Yeah, but maybe next time don’t warn the prey?”
Just as the three prepared to give chase, a tidal wave of fans swarmed the girls with cameras flashing, squeals rising like sirens. The distraction gave Theseus just enough cover to slip into the crowd — and vanish.
The crowd was still buzzing around them, fans shrieking, camera flashes going off like fireworks. TWICE had barely taken ten steps before security finally formed a protective barrier. The three girls regrouped near a corner by the baggage carousels, just out of reach.
Jeongyeon didn’t wait.
“You let him go,” she said, her voice low and sharp.
Jihyo rolled her eyes. “He ran.”
Chaeyoung jabbed a finger toward her. “Because you told him you were gonna gut him!”
“That’s called psychological warfare.”
“It’s called stupid,” Jeongyeon snapped. “We had a clear shot. No cover, no fans, no bodyguards. He was right there.”
Jihyo put her hands up, smirking. “Okay, okay, maybe I got a little carried away.”
“A little?” Chaeyoung’s hands were on her hips now. “You scared him off like a feral cat. What were you thinking?”
“I was thinking,” Jihyo said slowly, “that it’s more fun when they run.”
That stopped both of them for a moment.
Jeongyeon groaned. “You and your hunter’s ego.”
Jihyo smiled. “What? It’s been boring lately. He looked interesting. Strong aura, too. Definitely not some low-tier demonic intern.”
“Still,” Chaeyoung said, sighing, “we’ve got a job. You can flirt after we neutralize the threat.”
“I wasn’t flirting,” Jihyo said too quickly.
Both of them stared at her.
Jeongyeon raised an eyebrow. “You told him you’d gut him with a smile. That’s your exact flirting face.”
Jihyo folded her arms, letting out a breath. “Fine. Maybe I wanted to see what he’d do under pressure.”
“He ran.”
“Exactly. That tells me a lot.”
Jeongyeon pinched the bridge of her nose. “Unbelievable. You’ve been listening to Sana again, haven’t you?”
“Maybe.”
Chaeyoung crossed her arms. “Well, next time? Just stab first. Banter after. We’re supposed to be discreet, remember?”
“Sure, sure,” Jihyo said, waving them off. “Next time, I’ll be the picture of restraint.”
“You’re never the picture of restraint,” Jeongyeon muttered.
Chaeyoung looked back at the crowd. “Think he’s still in the terminal?”
Jihyo’s smirk returned. “Doesn’t matter. I tagged him.”
They both turned toward her.
“You what?”
“Just a little sigil on his bag. We’ll know where he’s staying within the hour.”
Jeongyeon stared. “So
 you planned to let him go?”
“Not exactly,” Jihyo said, already turning toward the exit with that same dangerous gleam in her eyes. “But I figured
 let the demon sweat a little. Let him think he got away.”
Chaeyoung shook her head in disbelief. “You’re the worst.”
“I’m the leader.” She grinned. “And he just became my next obsession.”
Theseus arrived at the hotel with Megara and Dino 45 minutes later. Check-in was uneventful — quiet, efficient, almost suspiciously normal.
While Megara handled logistics with a call to the radio station they’d be guesting on tomorrow, Theseus retreated to the bathroom, craving the rinse of hot water and solitude.
Steam rose around him as the shower ran, washing away the stiffness of the flight — but not the ghost of her.
Jihyo.
She lingered in his mind like a perfume. Vanilla — soft and cloying, deceptively sweet. Her voice had slithered into his ear, low and lethal. The glint in her eye. The threat in her smile. The way she moved, like someone who already knew the outcome of every fight.
She was gorgeous. Too gorgeous.
And dangerous.
A slayer like him shouldn’t be entertaining thoughts about a hunter, especially not one as infamous as her. They were natural enemies — or at least, conditioned ones. No alliances. No dalliances. Certainly no distractions.
He’d stay out of her way. Leave the country. Bury the memory.
That was the plan.
After showering and changing into sweats and a fresh tee, he stepped back into the suite—only to stop cold.
The room was dark.
No lights. No noise.
He hadn’t turned them off. Neither had Dino or Megara.
He froze.
Then—vanilla.
His fingers flexed. A flash of cold ether crackled through his palm as he summoned his revolver, the silver weapon forming fully in his grip. He cocked the hammer without hesitation.
“I was starting to think this would be too easy,” came that familiar, honey-slick voice.
His stomach dropped.
A shape moved in the darkness — then the glint of a blade.
Jihyo stepped forward, casual as moonlight.
“You’ve got good instincts
 for a demon.”
“I’m not a demon,” Theseus said, voice even.
“They all say that.” She tilted her head. “But you’ve got the aura. The scent. Something ancient clinging to you.”
“And you have a sword pointed at my neck.”
Jihyo grinned. “You noticed.”
He didn’t lower his weapon. She didn’t lower hers.
Then she whispered, delighted, “Do you feel lucky?”
Theseus groaned. “Did you seriously just quote Dirty Harry?”
“Shut up. It’s my turn to say it.” She stepped closer, hips swaying with unnerving confidence. “Answer the question.”
“I don’t. But I’ll still get three shots off before you reach me.”
Jihyo stopped — just a breath out of reach. Her eyes scanned his face, then his weapon.
The revolver gleamed, forged from cold silver, humming with residual rage and something darker.
“That’s quite the demon gun,” she said softly, almost admiringly.
“It is
 on a technicality,” he admitted. “I made it from a demon’s heart.”
Her brows lifted. “Really?” she said, stepping even closer.
He could smell her now. Feel her presence like a pressure in the air. Fear and desire clashed in his chest like colliding storms. Every alarm in his body screamed to shoot. To run. To do something.
Instead—he kissed her.
Desperate, hungry, doomed.
He crushed his mouth to hers like it was the last act of a dying man. Maybe it was.
If he was going to die, it might as well be at the hands of someone beautiful.
For half a second, Jihyo froze.
He kissed her.
Not hesitantly. Not sweetly. No — like he thought it would be the last thing he ever did.
And it should have been.
Her blade was at his neck, sharp enough to slip between vertebrae. All it would take was one twitch of her wrist. She’d done it a hundred times before — fast, clean, precise.
But this time
 she didn’t move.
Not because she was stunned — but because something deep inside her didn’t want to.
Damn it. This wasn’t supposed to happen.
He was a demon. A wild anomaly with a demon-forged gun and a pulse that practically radiated forbidden magic.
And yet
 he kissed like someone who wanted her, not in spite of what she was — but because of it.
Her heart was pounding. Fast. Loud. She could feel the weight of the blade in her hand, still raised, but limp now — forgotten. His revolver was still drawn too, but neither of them were aiming anymore.
They were just close. Too close.
His lips were warm. Desperate. Honest in a way that made her chest ache.
She hated it. She loved it.
She hated that she loved it.
Get it together, Jihyo.
You’re the predator here. You found him. Cornered him. Marked him. You were going to gut him. You were supposed to gut him.
But instead—
She dropped her blade.
It clattered to the ground, the sound sharp, startling — like a gunshot.
A second later, his revolver followed, thudding against the carpet.
Her hands were on his chest before she even realized it. Pushing him — hard — against the hotel wall. His back hit it with a dull thud, but he didn’t resist.
He looked at her, surprised. Open. Like he hadn’t expected to still be alive.
She grabbed his collar.
And kissed him back.
Not soft. Not slow. Hard. Hungry. Furious.
It wasn’t affection. It was defiance. Of the rules. The war. Herself.
His hands found her waist — hesitant, then firm — and for a moment, the room was only breath and heat and the quiet hum of danger unspoken.
She pulled away first, eyes narrowed, breath uneven.
“You kiss like a death wish,” she whispered.
He swallowed. “Maybe it is.”
Jihyo stared at him. Then smirked — not sweetly, but with fire behind it. “If you’re trying to seduce your way out of being hunted
”
He didn’t answer.
She didn’t need him to.
Her voice dropped to a whisper. “
It might be working.”
The kiss didn’t stop. Not after her jacket hit the floor.
Theseus wasn’t sure who was leading anymore. Maybe it didn’t matter. They were tangled in each other, mouths pressed, breaths heavy, his back still against the wall of the hotel suite. Jihyo’s fingers had twisted in his shirt before tugging it up slightly — not with grace, but with intent.
She was all fire and precision, like she was cataloguing the shape of him with every brush of her hands. The edge of her blade might be gone, but she hadn’t lost her sharpness.
Then she pulled back slightly, lips just grazing his, breath mixing with his in the stillness.
“Too many layers,” she muttered, annoyed — at him, at herself, at the rules she was already breaking.
She shrugged off her jacket, revealing the sleeveless black top beneath — tactical, breathable, tight against her frame.
But something else caught his eye.
His breath hitched. There — just above her collarbone, faintly pulsing beneath the skin — was a mark.
Not ink. Not a hunter’s brand. Something older. Etched in a language only those who trafficked in dark blood would recognize.
The glyph was shifting ever so slightly. Alive.
Theseus’s hands paused where they were, resting on her hips, and his eyes widened.
“You
” he whispered. “You’re not fully human.”
Jihyo went still.
Her face didn’t change, not at first — but her heartbeat, fast as it was, skipped a beat.
Theseus brought a hand up slowly, brushing his fingers near the mark without touching it. “This is elder script,” he murmured. “Old blood magic. You’ve got demon lineage. Not low-tier either
 something ancient.”
She didn’t deny it.
Instead, she leaned in, forehead almost against his, voice barely above a breath.
“I told you I’d gut you.”
He searched her eyes, half-expecting to see malice. But there was only a strange, weary intensity.
“You’re a hunter,” he said, trying to wrap his mind around it. “How can you be part of the thing you’re trained to kill?”
Jihyo let out a soft laugh — humorless, quiet, dangerous. “Do you think humans run the hunter’s guilds? Do you think they’d let a pure mortal be in charge of keeping demons in check?”
“Elder demon blood,” he repeated. “You’re stronger than you let on.”
She tilted her head, smile razor-thin. “And you’re smarter than you look.”
For a beat, they stood there in the electric silence — the air thick with heat, confusion, and everything unsaid.
Then Theseus broke the silence, voice low, rough.
“So what now?”
Jihyo’s lips hovered just above his.
“We keep making out,” she said. “And you keep pretending I’m not deciding whether to kiss you again or kill you.”
He grinned — crooked, reckless. “I’ll take those odds.”
She kissed him again — harder this time, more desperate, like she was trying to convince herself it didn’t mean anything.
But they both knew better.
As their lips crashed Jihyo’s body kept heating up until she found the demonic fire within her fully manifesting. Jihyo’s eyes changed from a soft brown to a frenzied crimson. Claws stretched at her fingertips as she ripped into Theseus’s clothes tearing them to shreds, before pushing him onto the couch.
“I need you inside me right fucking now!” She growled. Theseus stared into her eyes as flames encircled him as he realized he was in way over his head. So he did what he always did. He adapted.
He slid inside the huntress’s tight hot and wet snatch as she accepted him she moaned. Feeling relieved the flames around Jihyo died down as Jihyo took more of Theseus’s cock inside of her.
“Fuck! Fuck!” She moaned in between methodical and powerful thrust. Theseus watched as her yiddies bounced mesmerically. Jihyo stared at Theseus watching him fall deeper into her charms.
“Grab them she commanded and Theseus did. Jihyo moaned even greater as his hands cupped her chest. He got lost in the suppleness but also the firmness of her breasts as he continued thrusting. Jihyo convulsed as she felt his hands run wild over her breasts. She moaned as he massaged and kneaded them.
“Do you like them?” Jihyo asked.
Theseus moaned as he nodded, “your body is evil!” He yelled. So hot and tempting
Jihyo laughed and challenged, “what are you gonna do about it?”
The marks of her demonic heritage grew all over as the flames began roaring going from crimson and orange to indigo and pink. She moaned before yelping in surprise as Theseus picked her up and continued fucking her.
“Keep going!” Jihyo screamed as his cock tore through her.
Theseus moaned as her pussy clamped down on his cock until he exploded inside of her. Jihyo moaned as he kept going sending her over her peak until she came. She gushed all over his cock leaving him drenched as she twitched and moaned.
The flames died down around Jihyo but she felt something in her shift. As if Theseus had awakened something inside of her.
Theseus sat beside Jihyo on the couch, her head resting lightly on his shoulder. The night was quiet now. No weapons. No threats. Just the steady rhythm of shared breathing and the slow, undeniable warmth that had grown between them.
He glanced down at her, surprised at how peaceful she looked. Jihyo — the storm — finally still.
Before long, sleep claimed them both.
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In his dreams, she was everywhere — darting through his thoughts like a spark he couldn’t catch. He saw flashes of her laugh, the way she fought, the look in her eyes when she almost kissed him for the first time.
Jihyo’s dream was gentler. She saw herself dancing barefoot in a sunlit garden, spinning in circles, arms wide, laughter echoing like windchimes. Theseus was there too — distant at first, then slowly drawing near, hands outstretched.
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The knocking shattered the moment.
Bang bang bang.
Both of them stirred with a jolt. Disoriented, tangled under a blanket that hadn’t been there before.
Jihyo blinked. “What the hell—?”
Theseus groaned. “Please tell me that’s not real.”
Another knock. More impatient this time.
Scrambling, they untangled themselves from the blanket, trying to piece together what happened. His shirt was missing. Her jacket had vanished. In the chaos, Jihyo accidentally yanked Theseus’s oversized hoodie over her head while trying to find her top, and Theseus, flustered and half-awake, shoved her beanie onto his head by mistake.
They froze, glancing at each other.
“
I don’t think this is a good look,” Jihyo mumbled, the hoodie practically swallowing her whole.
“You think?” Theseus muttered, adjusting the beanie that was far too snug.
The knocking came again.
With a sigh, he stumbled toward the door and cracked it open — still wearing her beanie.
Megara and Dino stood outside, holding coffee and paper bags.
Megara took one look at him and blinked. “Why are you wearing a pink beanie?”
Theseus opened his mouth. Closed it. “I
 was cold?”
Dino leaned to the side, spotting Jihyo peeking out from the blanket behind him in his hoodie.
“Ah,” Dino grinned, elbowing Megara. “Guess diplomacy’s going well.”
Jihyo groaned from the couch. “Don’t start.”
Megara smirked. “We brought breakfast. But maybe we’ll come back in, say, twenty minutes?”
“Make it thirty,” Jihyo called out, already pulling the hood up over her face.
Theseus didn’t even argue. He just nodded and shut the door.
As they finally got dressed properly, Theseus tugged on his rumpled pants and glanced at Jihyo, who was sprawled across the bed, still lounging in his hoodie.
“You owe me a new outfit,” he muttered, buttoning his shirt halfway.
Jihyo smirked, stretching lazily. “If you keep fucking me like last night, I’ll buy you anything you want.”
He laughed, rolling his eyes. “You are dangerously generous when you’re smug.”
She grinned, then blinked — noticing deep red claw marks trailing across his back. Her smirk faded.
“Huh.”
He turned. “What?”
Jihyo stood and ran a finger lightly along one of the scratches. “Demons don’t scar like humans.” Her voice dropped, thoughtful. “But you do.”
“That’s because I’m not a demon,” Theseus said plainly.
Jihyo’s eyes narrowed. “Okay then. So what are you?”
He exhaled and gave a small shrug. “I’m a Slayer. Born human. Strong enough to kill demons, fast enough to survive them. But I don’t belong to either side.”
Jihyo crossed her arms, skeptical. “You expect me to believe that?”
He raised both hands. “Do I look like I’ve got demon marks?”
She gave him a long, calculating look, taking in his lean form, his scars, his eyes. Then sighed.
“No
 you don’t.”
“Exactly,” he said. “But most hunters don’t ask. They just come swinging. So I usually respond with a shot between the eyes or straight through the heart. Saves time.”
She smirked. “What about me?”
“What about you?” he asked, genuinely curious.
“You didn’t go for the kill.”
Theseus chuckled, stepping in to kiss her on the cheek. She let out a small, surprised yelp.
“I kinda did,” he said with a grin. “Just not through the ribcage.”
Jihyo rolled her eyes, but a faint blush crept up her neck. “Okay, Mr. Slayer,” she teased. “But what’s your plan for the other hunters? You can’t seduce all of them.”
He shrugged. “I only really need to avoid you. The rest won’t be expecting me.”
Jihyo raised an eyebrow. “Good answer,” she said, stepping closer, her voice low and possessive. “Because you’re mine now.”
Her aura pulsed — a flicker of demonic energy behind her eyes, like a storm rolling in under calm skies.
Theseus felt the shift, the tension building again — fast and hot. He quickly placed a hand on her shoulder, holding her back.
“Nope. Not happening. I’ve got a radio show to prep for.”
Jihyo blinked. “What radio show?”
He sighed. “The one I’m scheduled to be on for my world tour? You know — the thing I’m currently doing?”
“Oh. You’re an artist?” she asked, blinking in genuine curiosity.
“Yeah,” he replied. “Metal act. Name’s Malevolence. Technically it’s a one-man show, but the name sounds cooler when it sounds like a band.”
She gave him a slow, surprised smile. “Damn. A slayer with stage presence. I really am keeping you.”
He snorted. “I’m flattered. Now get out of my hoodie.”
Jihyo yawned and flopped back onto the bed. “Make me.”
Theseus stared at her for a beat, then turned around before she could tempt him further. “I swear you’re trying to sabotage me.”
“Not sabotage,” she called after him, voice dripping with smugness. “Just claiming what’s mine.”
The sunlight was annoyingly bright when Jihyo stepped outside, hoodie still clinging to her frame like a guilty pleasure. It smelled like him — smoky, musky, warm — and for once, she didn’t mind being marked. She looked at the design on it. It seemed like English but the font was all “fuzzy,” Jihyo thought to herself trying to read it.
She tugged the zipper up halfway, hands buried in the front pocket as she slipped into the bathroom and opened a warp sigil back to her apartment. A sigh left her lips as she stepped inside, the familiar scent of coffee beans, lavender, and faint brimstone greeting her like an old friend.
She leaned against the door for a moment, her head tilted back.
What the hell was that last night?
It had started as a stakeout. A clean kill. Observe, interrogate, execute. And now she was home in his hoodie and bite marks left on his collarbone, memories of growled praise and tangled limbs still replaying like a song stuck on loop.
Jihyo groaned and shoved her face into her hands. “you’re an idiot.”
She finally peeled the hoodie off and tossed it over a chair before dragging herself into the bathroom. Her reflection stared back at her — wild hair, a few new bruises, lips that still looked a little too swollen.
She smirked. Her eyes flashed violet for a minute as she felt the demonic fire within rage inside of her.
Yeah, okay. She wasn’t mad about it.
She decided to shower before meeting with Chaeyoung and Jeongyeon As the water from the shower warmed up, she texted the group chat:
Jihyo: Home. On the way in 30. Don’t start without me.
Jeongyeon: We’re at the spa already. You’re late.
Chaeyoung: Bring snacks or suffer <3
She rolled her eyes but smiled. The spa day had been planned weeks ago — a post-mission/ tour treat for surviving another near-disaster involving a possessed subway and a rogue succubus cult. Honestly, Jihyo was just glad she wasn’t limping from that mission.
She grabbed her favorite black leggings, a flowy crop top, and tossed her damp hair into a half-messy bun. Her gaze lingered on the hoodie for a moment — Theseus’s scent still clinging to it like a memory that hadn’t fully left.
She debated taking it.
“Nope,” she muttered. “They’d smell the testosterone a mile away.”
She opted for a clean jacket, something neutral and unassuming, and added just enough concealer to hide the love bite peeking above her collarbone. Just because she wasn’t ashamed didn’t mean she was ready for the third-degree.
Still, as she packed her bag and slid into her shoes, she couldn’t help the small smile tugging at her lips.
They were absolutely going to find out.
And she absolutely deserved this moment.
Jihyo tapped her fingers on the steering wheel, a slight smirk tugging at her lips as she tuned into the radio station Theseus had mentioned. The static faded just in time for her to catch the tail end of the host’s intro.
“As promised, we’ve got the mosh pit king himself, the mind behind Malevolence — Theseus!”
Applause and background cheers filled the car’s speakers, and Jihyo couldn’t help but laugh softly at how composed he sounded, compared to the absolute menace he’d been last night.
Then one of the hosts let out a sudden gasp. “Wait—are you wearing a TWICE shirt?! Are you a ONCE?!”
There was a pause, then his voice, smooth and low as ever: “Yeah, been one since, like, 2019. Actually, that’s how I met my manager, Megara. We were both fans first. After my first song blew up, she helped me keep my life from crashing into hellfire.”
Jihyo raised a brow. That tracked. Megara had the cool-headed ruthlessness of someone who probably used spreadsheets to schedule destruction.
“Oh, so you’ve been with the same team since the beginning?” another host asked.
“Pretty much. Ride or die.”
The hosts drifted into English banter after that — some quips about tour antics and mosh pit etiquette that Jihyo only caught in fragments — but before she could piece it together, she was pulling into the spa parking lot.
Hand on the ignition, she was just about to shut off the engine when one final question caught her attention.
“So, would you ever invite TWICE to one of your shows?”
There was a beat. She imagined his lopsided grin as he answered, “They’re always welcome.”
Jihyo bit her lip, warmth creeping up her neck.
But then came the kicker.
“Okay, last TWICE question — who’s your bias?”
Her heart skipped. She leaned in.
There was a teasing pause. Then: “It was Jihyo
 but due to some recent developments, I think it’s Momo now.”
Jihyo blinked. Her jaw dropped.
What.
“Oh, hell no,” she muttered aloud as she shut the car off. “He’s getting punished.”
Still fuming — though secretly flattered — she adjusted her jacket and strutted toward the spa, already plotting exactly how she’d “correct” his bias in the very near future.
Steam curled lazily in the cedar-scented air as Jihyo stepped through the glass doors of the private bathhouse. The faint hum of conversation, mixed with the soft bubbling of hot water, wrapped around her like a warm towel. She spotted Chaeyoung and Jeongyeon already soaking in the water, drinks on the nearby ledge, their hair tied up in matching towels like tiny crowns of mischief.
“Hey!” Jeongyeon called, waving her hand as she leaned back. “Look who decided to grace us with her presence.”
Chaeyoung smirked, her cheeks already pink from the heat. “You’re late. Don’t think we didn’t notice.”
Jihyo chuckled and slid out of her robe, stepping into the bath with a contented sigh. “I got caught in traffic.”
“That’s what you’re calling it now?” Jeongyeon teased. “Traffic?”
Before Jihyo could shoot back a retort, a familiar voice drifted from the Bluetooth speaker resting on the edge of the tub.
“
and our guest today is none other than Theseus of Malevolence, currently on tour and somehow still managing to look like he crawled out of the underworld in style.”
Jihyo stiffened slightly, but kept her expression cool. Chaeyoung caught the shift instantly.
“Oh yeah, I forgot to mention—we’ve been listening to the interview while we waited,” Chaeyoung said, grinning. “I can turn it off if you want,”
Jihyo shook her head and said, “No he sounds nice and his voice is surprisingly soothing,”
Chaeyoung turned to her leader surprised and said, “didn’t even know you listened to this guy until now.”
Jihyo rolled her eyes and said, “no his voice is just calming.
Jeongyeon leaned in, her tone teasing but curious. “You do know he’s kind of a big deal, right? Like
 underground god of metal and chaos? Total demon hunter fantasy fuel?”
Jihyo scoffed. “Okay and?.”
“Please,” Chaeyoung said with a knowing smirk. “ you expect us to believe that you aren’t into the whole bad boy from America thing?”
Jihyo rolled her eyes but kept her poker face. “You’re both ridiculous.”
“Mmhmm,” Jeongyeon hummed. “So how did that demon hunt go, anyway? You ran off so suddenly.”
Jihyo reached for her tea, taking a slow sip to buy herself time.
“It got messy,” she said, finally. “Turned out to be stronger than intel suggested. I had to call in backup.”
Chaeyoung raised a brow. “Oh?”
“Yeah,” Jihyo continued smoothly. “Got help from this American hunter. Real heavy-hitter type. Kind of a lone wolf but good in a fight.”
Jeongyeon narrowed her eyes. “Name?”
Jihyo pretended to think. “I think he just goes by ‘Dio.’” She forced herself not to smile at her own audacity. “Real quiet, didn’t talk much, but he knew how to handle himself.”
Chaeyoung blinked. Then blinked again. “Wait
 Dio? Like Jojo’s?”
Jihyo shrugged, giving them the perfect blend of mystery and misdirection. “I doubt it. Common enough name, right?”
Before they could press further, the interview picked up again.
“Okay, last TWICE question,” said the host on the speaker. “Who’s your bias?”
Jihyo braced.
“It was Jihyo,” Theseus’s voice drawled, “but due to some recent developments
 I think it’s Momo now.”
Chaeyoung snorted. “Wow. Ruthless.”
Jihyo’s expression didn’t flinch, but the heat in her cheeks had nothing to do with the bathwater. “He’s got jokes,” she said coolly. “Probably just trying to bait clicks.”
Jeongyeon gave her a sideways look. “You okay?”
“Perfectly fine,” Jihyo said with a sweet, dangerous smile. “I’ll just have to return the favor next time I see him.”
Chaeyoung laughed. “Damn. Remind me not to cross you.”
Jihyo leaned back, letting her head rest against the tiled edge, her eyes closing for a brief moment as steam kissed her face.
So far so good, she thought. But if they find that hoodie in my laundry, I’m screwed.
A gentle splash echoed through the bathhouse as Chaeyoung stretched out her arms with a groan of bliss. “Ugh, this is heaven. My shoulders feel like they’ve finally forgiven me.”
“I swear,” Jeongyeon added, adjusting the cold towel on her forehead, “every time we do this, I realize how desperately I need it. And how much I hate cardio.”
“You hate everything that isn’t bubble tea and sleep,” Chaeyoung quipped.
“Fair.”
Jihyo let their voices drift around her like steam. Her fingers idly trailed the water’s surface, her expression contemplative behind the relaxed posture.
“So,” Jeongyeon began again, cocking a brow toward Jihyo, “what’s your mysterious American hunter look like, anyway? Asking for, y’know
 purely professional curiosity.”
Jihyo’s lips twitched. “Tall. Sharp jaw. Tattooed. Quiet type with that whole ‘don’t ask what I’ve seen’ look.”
Chaeyoung’s eyes lit up. “Oh my god, like your exact type.”
Jeongyeon sipped her infused water with dramatic judgment. “And let me guess
 muscles like sin and eyes like regret?”
“Something like that,” Jihyo said with maddening calm.
“Mmhmm.” Chaeyoung gave her a long look. “You know if you weren’t already the most dangerous one here, I’d be scared of you.”
“Still scared,” Jeongyeon muttered under her breath.
Jihyo tilted her head back against the tiles, her voice light. “You two really want to know what happened?”
Their eyes lit up in unison.
She opened one eye, smirked, and said, “Let’s just say
 he owes me an outfit.”
The silence broke into chaotic splashing as Chaeyoung shrieked, “Jihyo!” and Jeongyeon practically choked on her drink.
“No! No way—you didn’t!”
“I’m not saying what happened,” Jihyo said innocently, “just that clothes were lost and now I’m owed one.”
Chaeyoung was blushing so hard she might have boiled the water around her. “You are so not allowed to keep that to yourself.”
Jeongyeon groaned, laughing despite herself. “This better not end up in a tabloid. Or worse, the demon registry.”
Jihyo shrugged, eyes gleaming. “It won’t he’s still human after all . Technically.”
“Technically sounds like trouble,” Chaeyoung warned.
“Yeah he is and Trouble owes me a jacket,” Jihyo replied.
Then, as the interview on the speaker wound down, her mind drifted back to Theseus’s voice — that teasing lilt, the way he said Momo with a smirk she could hear.
Her lips curved into something between a smirk and a promise. “Anyway, I’ve got plans for him.”
“Oh no,” Jeongyeon murmured, half-laughing, half-concerned. “What kind of plans?”
Jihyo stood, water cascading down her skin like silver. “The kind that makes you regret teasing the leader of Twice.”
Chaeyoung put a hand to her chest dramatically. “Please don’t kill him.”
Jihyo grabbed her towel and smiled sweetly. “Of course not. I’m just going to remind him who his real bias is.”
Later that evening, after the laughter, the warmth, and the scent of eucalyptus faded from her skin, Jihyo found herself standing in front of her vanity mirror, bathed in the soft amber glow of her apartment’s bathroom light.
Her fingers moved mechanically—dabbing cream under her eyes, brushing through the ends of her damp hair—but her mind wasn’t in the room. It was still spinning from everything.
From him.
Theseus.
From the weight of the night before.
From the heat that hadn’t fully left her body.
She leaned forward, inspecting her reflection, but froze.
For the briefest moment—less than a blink—her eyes weren’t brown.
They were violet.
Deep, unearthly. Crackling faintly with inner fire. Like twin smoldering coals in a perfect face.
Jihyo’s breath caught. “
No.”
She blinked rapidly. Brown again.
She held her breath and waited—there. The violet shimmer returned at the edges of her irises, creeping in like ink dropped in water. Unnatural. Hungry.
As she stared, the air around her seemed to ripple. The steam in the mirror thickened and distorted. Somewhere in the corners of the room, a low crackle of heat murmured—and then with a sudden fwoom—a small arc of violet flame licked up from the edge of the candle she hadn’t lit.
She turned sharply.
Another wisp of fire bloomed at the corner of the room, tiny, dancing, and then vanished as if embarrassed to be caught.
Jihyo backed away from the mirror, heart racing, but her blood wasn’t chilled—it was boiling. Her skin felt too tight, like there was something just under it, trying to claw its way to the surface.
“What the hell
” she whispered, her voice slightly layered now—like someone had added a second, softer version of herself underneath.
She gripped the sink, her nails biting into the porcelain. Her mind tried to rationalize it, but something primal in her spine already knew.
It wasn’t a one-time flare-up. It wasn’t going away.
Theseus had triggered something. Not just desire. Not just power.
Recognition.
A part of her—buried deep—had stirred.
And now it wanted out.
She looked back into the mirror. This time, her reflection didn’t copy her. Not right away.
It smirked first.
Violet eyes blazing, lips curling in wicked delight.
Then, only then, did it match her expression of dread.
Jihyo stepped back and hissed under her breath, “No. Not yet. I’m still in control.”
But the fire, even if only in flickers, said otherwise.
Despite her body practically screaming for her to go see Theseus, Jihyo made a different choice. She stayed with Momo.
A small, smug smile crept onto her face at the thought—spending time with his bias while he’s busy? A little petty, maybe. But satisfying.
As always, food was involved. Momo had suggested a quiet Korean BBQ spot just outside the city. The place was cozy, slightly worn, and always smelled like sizzling meat and garlic. Just how they liked it.
They were elbow-deep in lettuce wraps and perfectly charred bulgogi when Momo leaned forward, chewing thoughtfully.
“So,” she mumbled through a bite, “how’d that last hunt go?”
Jihyo swallowed, dabbing her lips with a napkin. “Tough one. But I had help—American hunter, kind of a weirdo.”
Momo snorted. “Let me guess. Asked for a lock of your hair or tried to lick your boots like that one creepy lady in Louisiana?”
Jihyo’s eyes widened and she waved her hands, laughing. “No, no! Nothing like that. He was actually
 pretty normal. Just awkward. Kind of shy.”
“Oh good,” Momo said, exhaling with relief. “I didn’t want to have to fight him.”
Jihyo grinned slyly. “Please. He’s more likely to run from a fight than start one.”
Momo paused mid-bite, raising an eyebrow. “Wait, really?”
“Yeah. He took the demon out with his revolver, all efficient and no drama. Clean shot to the head. Then he just kind of
 nodded and left.”
Momo blinked. “Huh. That’s actually kind of impressive.”
“Right?” Jihyo said with a shrug, feigning casualness while hiding the memory of violet eyes and the lingering heat in her skin.
Momo popped another bite into her mouth and said around it, “Still sounds like a nerd.”
Jihyo laughed, but her gaze drifted to the glowing grill between them. As the meat hissed and popped, she thought—not for the first time—about just how not normal that American hunter really was.
But for now, she’d let it lie.
Let the fire rest. It didn’t last long though.
The moment Jihyo stepped through her apartment door, she slammed it shut behind her and pressed her back to it. Her heart was thundering. Her skin—glowing. Not literally. Not yet.
But it was close.
Heat pooled in her chest, curling through her veins like molten metal. Her breath came shallow. Her fingers trembled as she pulled off her boots, barely making it down the hall before yanking off her jacket and tossing it to the floor.
She passed a mirror and caught sight of herself.
Her eyes were flickering again—deep violet flames pulsing in and out like they were syncing with her heartbeat. Her cheeks were flushed, lips parted, strands of hair clinging to her temples from a light sweat.
She looked
 wild.
She felt feral.
Something inside her was howling.
The meal with Momo hadn’t helped. It had only reminded her of the growing ache—this need—coiling tighter every time she thought of him.
Theseus.
The way he touched her. The way he kissed her like she was something dangerous—and holy—and his.
And gods, the way her demon side responded to him.
No one had ever brought it out of her like that. Not even close.
She stormed into her bedroom and collapsed onto the edge of the bed, fingers already pulling out her phone. She opened Instagram—she didn’t even hesitate—tapping through to Theseus’s page.
The most recent photo was from earlier that day: a shot of him at the radio show, innocent and happy, face half-turned to the camera, flexing without meaning to. She almost growled.
Jihyo didn’t comment.
She hit Message.
And then she typed, her fingers fast, sharp.
[jihyo] Get over here. Now. I don’t care what you’re doing. If I don’t feel your mouth on me in 20 minutes I’m burning this building down.
She stared at the message for half a second.
Then she hit Send.
The instant she did, she felt the heat spike—like her body approved of the choice.
Her room dimmed as the air shimmered with low, supernatural heat. The violet in her eyes returned, brighter now. Hungry.
She stood up, pacing, hands running through her hair, teeth biting down on her bottom lip hard enough to draw blood.
Her phone buzzed.
She looked down.
[Theseus] 
You okay?
She rolled her eyes, scowling.
[jihyo] No. I’m on fire. And you’re the only one who knows how to put it out.
Three dots blinked. Then stopped.
Then blinked again.
Finally:
[Theseus] On my way. Don’t combust without me.
She exhaled slowly, dropping the phone to the bed.
The flames around her body dimmed. Not gone. Not cooled. Just
 waiting.
Waiting for him.
Fifteen minutes after she’d summoned him, Theseus stood at Jihyo’s door—sweat already beading on his brow.
The moment he stepped inside, it hit him: heat. Dense. Radiant. Almost alive. The air shimmered with it, thick and charged, like a furnace wrapped in silk. His breath caught in his throat. It wasn’t just hot—it was otherworldly.
The closer he got to her bedroom, the stronger it grew. His steps slowed. He felt it in his bones—something ancient and wild pulsing behind that door.
He pushed it open.
And froze.
Jihyo was waiting, perched at the edge of her bed like a queen on a pyre. Indigo and rose-gold flames crackled in a perfect circle around the mattress, casting dancing shadows across her bare shoulders and glowing skin. Her demon marks shimmered across her body in slow, hypnotic patterns—alive and moving. Her irises were pure violet, radiant and alien. Her pupils blown wide, devouring him.
She smiled like sin wrapped in silk.
“My slayer arrives
 right on time,” she purred.
Theseus felt his pulse spike. Lust. Awe. A very real sense of danger. This wasn’t the Jihyo from the spa, or even the one from last night. This was her unbound.
She rose with slow, deliberate grace. Her hips swayed. Her feet left trails of flame on the floor—blazing pink and violet fire that burned nothing, only sizzled with promise. The air warped behind her.
He barely noticed her hand on his chest until she stopped, eyes narrowing.
“I didn’t appreciate your little joke today,” she said, voice low and teasing—but with a warning edge.
Theseus blinked. “Joke?”
She pouted slightly, then said, “I am your bias. Not Momo.”
Ah.
He sighed, finally catching up. “It was just a tease—”
“Hmm,” Jihyo hummed, tilting her head. “You still need to be punished.”
Before he could speak, she grabbed him by the collar and pulled him into a deep, greedy kiss. Her lips crashed against his like a storm. Her fingers raked down his sides, tugging him closer. Flames flared around them, rising with every second.
Then, without warning, she pushed him backward onto the bed.
The fire-ring parted just enough to let him fall.
She climbed over him, eyes gleaming with hunger and heat, hair cascading around her shoulders like shadow and wildfire.
“You’re mine tonight,” she growled, her voice layered—human and demonic in harmony—as the flames pulsed around them, sealing them in.
And the bed didn’t burn.
But everything else would.
Jihyo’s lips crashed into Theseus’s again, deeper this time, hungrier. Her weight pressed into him as her hands explored, not with hesitation, but with ownership. Each kiss melted into the next, and with every second, the air grew thicker—not just from heat, but from something ancient uncoiling inside her. She rapaciously undressed herself while demanding Theseus remove his clothes.
The flames circling the bed flared outward in rhythm with her breath—no longer sharp and wild, but warm and worshipful, like they now danced for her.
Theseus barely noticed the shift at first—he was too wrapped in her mouth, in her scent, in the way her body moved against his like music only they could hear. But then he felt it.
The pulse.
A power blooming beneath her skin.
Her back arched above him, and her body trembled—not with fear, but with liberation. As if something she’d locked away her whole life had finally been set loose. Her moans carried a new harmony—layered, resonant, almost songlike. Her marks blazed to life in full, curling across her shoulders, ribs, thighs in glowing violet calligraphy. Her eyes shone brighter, not just violet now, but flecked with molten gold. She stared down at him before mounting him. Her body claiming what was rightfully hers.
With possessive violet eyes Jihyo stared at Theseus. Her gaze was both vulnerable and sultry
“Jihyo,” Theseus whispered, breathless, hands on her waist. “You’re
”
“Free,” she said, her voice a soft echo, like it came from both her and some great fire behind her. She leaned down, forehead against his. “With you
 I don’t have to hide. I don’t have to hold it back.”
The flames that had roared earlier now kissed the air gently, like firelight at a temple. They caressed Theseus’s skin, not to scorch—but to bless. No pain. Just heat. Desire. Intimacy.
She kissed him again—slower this time. Her tongue traced his lip, her fingers tangling in his hair. When she pulled back, her irises were burning stars.
“I’ve spent so long pretending I was normal,” she said, voice trembling with truth. “Even with Chaeyoung. Even with Jeongyeon. But this part of me
 it’s always been waiting. And now—now I don’t want to hide.”
“You don’t have to,” Theseus murmured, his voice low but firm. “Not from me.”
A breath caught in her throat.
Then she kissed him again, and this time it was all of her—woman and demon, softness and fire, fury and tenderness. She rode him with reverence and hunger, not as a demon out of control—but as a goddess claiming her offering.
And all the while, the flames curled around them like a veil.
A sanctuary.
Where no one else existed but the two of them, and the truth they no longer needed to deny. After an hour the heat within melted her desire into pure lust. She got on all fours and presented her swollen sopping pussy to Theseus.
“Fucking take it. Fuck me like you mean it!”
Theseus relaxed then plunged deep inside of her pussy. Jihyo moaned as he pulled out about halfway before thrusting back into her hard and deep.
“Fuck!” Jihyo groaned as Theseus continued his assault on her body. He put his left hand on her left hip and his right on her right shoulder to steady himself before sending another deep powerful thrust. Jihyo clawed at the sheets as Theseus railed her. Her flames rising and falling with each thrust until she came. Her peak was fierce and fiery as you’d imagine.
Her pussy locked around Theseus cock with an almost death like grip. Jihyo moaned and said, “fucking cum! Cum right now! I need it,” she yelled/growled.
Theseus ever the people pleaser complied. He painted her womb white as he spilled inside of her Jihyo purred as her flames died down. She was satiated for now.
The couple passed out shortly after exhausted by the endeavor.
Sunlight filtered through the curtains of Jihyo’s bedroom, casting a soft golden hue over the room. The flames were gone now, replaced by the smell of warm skin and the weight of silence between breaths.
Theseus lay back on the bed, one arm tucked beneath his head, the other gently resting on Jihyo’s bare back as she drew idle shapes on his chest with her fingers. The heat between them had cooled into something gentler—an intimacy no less intense, but now quieter.
“You sleep okay?” he asked, voice still rough with sleep.
Jihyo nodded but didn’t lift her head. “Better than I have in weeks.”
A pause.
Then, softer, “Can I ask you something?”
Theseus shifted slightly. “Course.”
Jihyo inhaled. “Do you ever
 feel like the weight of everything caught up to you too fast? Like we started hunting so early, and now everyone looks at us like we’re these untouchable veterans, but I don’t know. Sometimes I see my friends—Chaeyoung, Nayeon, even Mina—catching up and doing amazing, and I just
 wonder if I got here too early. If I missed something.”
Her voice broke a little at the end, and she turned her face slightly, ashamed.
Theseus didn’t speak immediately. He lifted his hand and brushed her hair away from her cheek, then tilted her chin up so their eyes met.
“Maybe they’re great now,” he said gently, “because of you. Maybe your leadership gave them the space to grow without burning out.”
Jihyo’s eyes shimmered.
And before she could stop herself, she threw her arms around his torso and buried her face in his neck. “You jerk,” she mumbled, voice thick with tears. “That’s—too sweet
”
He held her, rubbing small circles into her back. “You’re allowed to feel it, Jihyo. You don’t have to carry all of it alone anymore.”
They stayed like that for a while, her clinging to him, his arms wrapped securely around her, until she sniffled and leaned back with a small smile.
“When did you start hunting?” she asked, wiping her eyes.
He smirked. “Started training when I was ten.”
Her eyes widened. “Ten? That’s when I started too. Wait—how old are you?”
“Twenty-seven,” he said casually.
Jihyo blinked.
She smacked his chest with mock offense. “Ya! That makes me your noona! I started a year before you!”
He chuckled. “Guess I’m at your mercy then.”
“You already were,” she teased, but her smile turned a little shy, a little soft. “You’re seriously amazing though
 and I’m glad I’m not the only one who started young.”
Theseus tucked a strand of hair behind her ear. “We’re all a little scarred, Jihyo. But you? You turned yours into strength. Don’t ever doubt that.”
Jihyo leaned in and kissed him—not passionately this time, but deeply, tenderly.
“I won’t,” she said. “Not with you around.”
After that, Jihyo smiled and got up, practically prancing across the room with a light bounce in her step. She was radiant, humming to herself as she picked up a hair tie and tossed her hair into a loose ponytail.
Theseus followed a few seconds later, still groggy and dragging his feet like someone who hadn’t fully returned to the waking world. He squinted at the sunlight streaming in from the window.
“So,” Jihyo called over her shoulder, “when’s your show again?”
“Tomorrow night,” he mumbled, rubbing his eyes.
“Perfect,” she replied breezily. “I’m bringing Momo with me.”
“Of course you are,” he chuckled.
She nodded to herself, then added more casually, “When do you leave Korea?”
“The day after the show.”
“Good.” Jihyo turned, grinning from ear to ear. “Then we’ve got plenty of time to talk about you moving in with me!”
Theseus blinked. “What makes you think I want to move in with you?”
Jihyo smirked and gave him a slow, teasing look. “Because you’re mine now. And besides, I’ve still got things to finish here. But after that, we can live wherever we want.”
“Anywhere but Australia,” Theseus muttered.
Jihyo raised an eyebrow. “Why not?”
“I’ve seen the animals there. Giant spiders. 2 out of the three deadliest Snakes. Kangaroos that box. No thanks.”
Jihyo burst out laughing. “Mr. Slayer is scared of Aussie wildlife? Wow. Okay then—no Australia, you big baby.”
“Cool,” Theseus said, smirking. But his expression softened a little as he added, “Are you sure you want me though? I’m a relentless playboy. A flirt. Kind of a menace, honestly.”
Jihyo laughed—a full, delighted sound that filled the room. “I’ve seen your interviews. You’re a sweetheart. All that music, all the demon-slaying, and you’re still basically a textbook teddy bear boyfriend.”
Theseus squinted at her, defensive. “Just because I believe girls I like should be treated right doesn’t mean I’m a teddy bear.”
“Oh, it definitely does,” she teased, stepping in and wrapping her arms around him in a warm, tight hug. “And don’t worry—I like my plushy, soft, protective teddy bear boyfriend.”
Theseus let out a groan, but he melted into the hug anyway, arms sliding around her waist.
“Fine,” he muttered against her shoulder. “But I draw the line at matching pajamas.”
Jihyo grinned. “We’ll see.”
They lounged together for a while, basking in the morning calm before Theseus—despite his protests—got up to cook.
Jihyo watched from the counter, chin in hand, grinning like a cat who got the cream. “You really gonna cook for me right now? Just leaning into the teddy bear boyfriend role, huh?”
“Do you want to eat or not?” Theseus grumbled, cracking eggs with practiced ease.
“I mean, I’ll eat,” she said sweetly, “but I reserve the right to tease you relentlessly while you do it.”
And she did—commenting on everything from the way he sliced fruit to how he concentrated when flipping the pastries. But the moment she took the first bite, everything changed.
Jihyo let out a muffled squeal as she chewed, eyes going wide in delight. “Mmmf—wait. This is really good.”
Theseus raised an eyebrow. “Did you just make a sound that wasn’t a laugh or a command?”
She swallowed, eyes sparkling. “Wow. I didn’t know your face could do anything besides scowl when food’s involved.”
“Keep talking and I’ll make your eggs disappear.”
Jihyo laughed. “No no no—praise first. The pastry’s a little sweet, but the rest? Perfect.”
Theseus smirked as he poured himself some tea. “Glad I could impress Her Highness.”
Before she could reply, a sudden knock echoed through the apartment. Theseus looked toward the door, frowning.
“Expecting someone?” he asked.
“Nope,” Jihyo said, still chewing.
Theseus walked over cautiously, peered through the peephole—then blinked.
He turned back to her, deadpan. “Uh, Yo-yo? Not to alarm you or anything, but there’s a giant blue tiger at your door.”
Jihyo’s brow lifted. “Big orange eyes? Slightly crossed? Looks like it’s trying to intimidate the door frame?”
“Yeah, that’s the one.”
Jihyo smiled brightly. “Oh, that’s Rumi. And her boys. You can let them in, Teddy.”
Theseus narrowed his eyes. “Excuse me?”
“You heard me.”
He sighed, scowling as he opened the door.
Standing there was the massive blue tiger, staring at him with mild confusion—and behind it, a tall woman with dark red hair and a relaxed but unmistakably commanding presence.
Rumi, the leader of Huntrix, gave him a once-over and smiled coolly. “Morning. Smells good in here.”
She stepped in like she owned the place.
Theseus shut the door behind her, muttering, “Why does everyone in this country just waltz in like they pay rent
”
Jihyo, already halfway through her breakfast, grinned. “Because they’re family, Teddy.”
Rumi strode in with feline grace, her boots making almost no sound despite the weight of her presence. The blue tiger—twice the size of a lion and still somehow not threatening but endearing—slunk in behind her and promptly curled up by the window like it owned the place. a small bird perched above it's head with a tiny hat.
Jihyo didn’t flinch. She just took another bite of her breakfast and raised her brows. “To what do I owe the royal visit?”
Rumi smirked. “Heard some interesting things through the grapevine. Something about Twice's leader summoning a male slayer through Instagram like a thirsty demon in heat.”
Theseus, halfway through pouring himself more tea, choked.
Jihyo gave Rumi a withering glare. “Please tell me you didn’t get that from Chaeyoung.”
“Jeongyeon, actually,” Rumi said, sinking gracefully onto the arm of the couch. “Chaeyoung just screamed into a pillow when she found out.”
“I told them I had backup from an American hunter,” Jihyo muttered, stabbing a slice of fruit with her fork.
Rumi’s eyes flicked over to Theseus, who stood off to the side with quiet wariness—shirt half-untucked, hair still sleep-mussed. She studied him the way a queen studies a knight who might one day marry her general. Or try to kill her.
“So you’re the Slayer,” she said casually, swirling the words like wine in her mouth. “Not bad looking. Taller than I thought.”
Theseus blinked. “Thanks
 I think ?”
Jihyo leaned toward Rumi. “Please don’t interrogate him.”
“I would never,” Rumi said with a grin. Then to Theseus, “But if I were going to, I’d probably ask what your intentions are with our dear Jihyo. Seeing as she’s glowing and floating around her apartment like she’s been possessed.”
Jihyo groaned, burying her face in her hands. “Unnie, please.”
Theseus, to his credit, didn’t flinch. He met Rumi’s gaze head-on. “I don’t have an agenda. But I respect her strength. She is a bit
more than I expected.”
Rumi gave a thoughtful nod, clearly enjoying herself. “That’s fair. And you’re not too much of a coward—considering you opened the door for a tiger with crossed eyes.”
“I was told to,” Theseus said dryly, shooting Jihyo a glance.
“She does have that effect,” Rumi mused.
Jihyo finally sat up straighter and cleared her throat. “Okay. You’ve sized him up, you’ve teased me, you’ve let your giant cat take over the sunniest part of my apartment. Is there anything important you came here for?”
Rumi shrugged. “Just wanted to see you with my own eyes. You’ve been different lately.”
Jihyo raised an eyebrow. “Different how?”
Rumi gave a small, real smile. “Happier. more fiery, but also sweeter, i don't know. Softer I guess. Like you finally put the armor down.”
Jihyo blinked. That hit harder than she expected.
Rumi stood and ruffled Jihyo’s hair as she walked by. “I like it. Don’t lose your edge—but don’t be afraid to let someone hold your blade for a while either.”
Theseus laughed before saying, "Funny thing is I don't really do swords. I more of a mace/ club guy."
Rumi couldn't have rolled her eyes harder.
She paused at the door, then glanced back at Theseus. “You hurt her, I won’t send the tiger. I’ll come myself.”
“Fair,” Theseus said without hesitation.
Rumi gave a wink. “Smart boy.”
She snapped her fingers once, and the tiger heaved itself up, stretched luxuriously, and padded after her with a lazy swish of its tail. It approached Theseus with a cautious gaze before butting itself into his body. Smiling and purring as Theseus pet him before the giant cat left with Rumi by phasing through the door
As the door closed behind them, Theseus exhaled slowly. “Is it always like that with her?”
Jihyo smirked. “She’s actually being nice today.”
Theseus blinked. “That was nice?”
Jihyo chuckled, got up from her chair, and draped her arms around his shoulders. “Relax, Teddy. You passed.”
He glanced at the door, then at her. “Barely.”
“But you did,” she said, planting a kiss on his cheek. “And that’s all that matters.”
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computercuter · 1 year ago
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Intuition | bfd!harry
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Summary: Harry's got a surprise for you.
A/N: It's been a while! Enjoy!!
Word Count: 3.4k
Warning: 18+ only, smut, fluff, breeding kink, age gap
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Harry was up to something. You knew he was. You’d been around him long enough to know the signs that he was keeping a secret. He was trying to act normal. All lovey with lots of touches. He came home from work that evening with this look on his face like he had a secret he wanted to tell you but had to wait.
“What is it? What are you smirking about? I can tell you want to say something,” you poked his ribs after he got out of the shower and you stood next to him in the bathroom in front of the mirror.
“I’m not smirking,” he smirked.
“Yes, you are!” You laughed and pointed at his reflection in the mirror.
He licked his lips and tried to hide his smile but the dimples remained deep in his cheeks as he turned toward you and wrapped you in his arms. He was still damp after his shower. The towel around his waist tucked in well so it didn’t slide off when he moved his hands up your back and pulled your face to his, pressing his mouth against yours.
He was definitely hiding something. Trying to distract you. And the distraction did work eventually when he got your clothes off and tossed you in your bed and shut you up by making love to you.
“You want a baby? Yeah? Want to be a mommy, Y/n?” Harry was driving into you deep and then pulling out to his crown over and over again, long deep, slow strokes that had you at his mercy.
And you did want that. Harry’s divorce was finalized. It felt like it took so long and the stress that you two went through was difficult but it had been worth it. He was done with Mrs. Styles, who was going to be changing her last name back to her maiden name. You didn’t feel elated about it all, but it was nice to have that chapter over with. You’d never fully recover from the guilt of what you two had done but you couldn’t help that you’d fallen in love with him.
“Put a baby in me, Harry. Want to make you a daddy
” you moaned when he smacked his hips against yours with a thud.
And even though he was already a dad you loved saying it like that. Telling him you’d make him a daddy and he’d talk about making you a mommy and it was so hot. And truth be told, being off birth control had boosted your libido and you wanted it all the time. You hadn’t realized the way your hormones would react to going off it.
“Fuck me, sweet girl
 Gonna put a ring on this finger,” he groaned as he took your left hand in his, weaving his fingers between yours and gripping your jaw with his other hand, “Gonna be such a good mommy to my babies
”
The bed under your back was creaking as he thrust and your pussy was so wet the sound would have been comical if you weren’t so gone for it. Gone for Harry.
“Mmm
 get it in there deep, just like that
”
Harry rocked into you, keeping his hips glued to yours and you inhaled sharply at the pinch in your cervix. Every time he shoved himself all the way in it ached but you only wanted more and more. Loved that he was tucked into you so far that when he’d come there was less distance for his sperm to travel to get where you wanted it to end up.
“Like that, baby?” Harry looked down at you and tightened his hand around yours as you trembled and puffed out a loud moan, “Gonna come on my cock and let me fuck my babies into you?”
“Yes!”
Harry’s deep groans were egging you on. It felt so good. It always did. Harry was a good lover. The best lover.
The front of his muscled thighs were pinned against yours and when he dropped his mouth to your lips you couldn’t hold back a moment longer.
Pulsing and clenching around him as he licked into your mouth, your head was blurry and your heart was pounding and then his orgasm rocked his body as he let out a strangled cry and pumped everything he had into your tummy.
And needless to say, you were out like a light once you’d gotten cleaned up and he tucked you into bed, holding you in his arms and the conversation about what he was hiding was once again on hold.
.                 .                 .
“You’re still here?” You looked at the clock on your bedside table and over to Harry in bed who was stretching his limbs and yawning.
“Mmhmm
 Took off today.”
You grinned and rolled toward him, placing your palm on his chest, “That’s nice. Is there a reason you took off?”
That look again. The one that said he was holding something in appeared and he smiled at you, his hand cupping your face, “There is a reason. Yes.”
“Okay. What is it?” You cocked your head with your eyebrows raised.
“A surprise. You’ll find out soon enough.”
“A surprise? Oh, come on! Tell me what it is!” You sat up and got to your knees with a wide grin, “You gotta tell me what’s going on!”
Harry’s soft eyes dropped down over your tits and your tummy and he grabbed your hips, bringing you down to his chest, “You don’t listen very well do you?” He swatted at your bottom making you puff out a laugh, “Said
 you’ll find out soon enough.”
“Harry!” You groaned and tried to pull yourself up but he tightened his arms around you so you couldn’t budge.
“Y/n!” He mocked your voice and you laughed at his attempt at speaking in your tone.
“If I give you a blowie will you tell me?”
Harry sat quietly for a moment and let out a breath, “I’ll tell you regardless. You just gotta be patient. But I’ll take a blowie if you’re offering.”
Of course, that wasn’t the answer you wanted so you wound up wiggling from his arms and pulling his t-shirt on before sauntering out of the room to start the coffee.
You were anxious though. You wondered what the surprise was. Why Harry needed to take a whole day off work. What it was he’d been keeping from you

But there was something else as well; All his recent comments about putting a ring on your finger. You thought it was possible that maybe he was going to propose too. It was no secret that he intended to keep you around. You’d both talked about ‘forever’. Obviously. What with the talk of having a baby and getting a place together.
And there was also the fact that your lease was coming up very soon. So soon it was giving you anxiety because you hadn’t really begun to look for a new apartment, outside of viewing a few houses that were for sale and Harry reassured and told you not to worry about it. You trusted him but there was that little question in the back of your mind that he was perhaps getting things set up for you without you knowing.
Those were just guesses, though. Whatever it was Harry was planning was something you were looking forward to learning.
“What should I wear for this surprise?” You held up a dress against your body as Harry entered your bedroom.
“Whatever you want. Whatever you feel best in.”
“Should I pack a bag? Bring tennis shoes? Will pictures be involved?” You were trying to get it out of him. He wasn’t giving you anything, though.
“No need to pack anything. If you want to wear tennis shoes you can. Just trust me when I say you don’t need to worry. Okay?”
Harry was wearing his typical getup. Jeans and a t-shirt so you just decided to go casual as well. But you did make sure you looked cute. Just in case pictures would be part of the surprise.
He was excited to show you what he’d done. He hoped you didn’t freak out. There were moments when he thought he should have you involved but he wanted to surprise you. Wanted to make it special. He didn’t get lots of chances to do things like this with you. And maybe he’d gone a little overboard on this but he’d committed and couldn’t back out now.
Your mind raced with the possibilities of what he had planned. You felt like it was something big. You braced yourself to be surprised. And boy were you when you pulled into that familiar neighborhood with the cute house you looked at with Harry months before. The one with the yard he couldn’t stop talking about.
“Harry
” you warned in surprise when he pulled into the driveway of the three-bedroom house and turned off the car engine.
“What?” He raised his brows at you in question, as if he couldn’t fathom what you were surprised by.
“What is
 what’s going on?”
Harry didn’t answer as he climbed out of the car and you opened the passenger door and stepped out, looking up at the house and then at Harry.
He grinned at you and reached into his pocket and pulled out a set of keys with a pretty pink and silver key chain that read, “Home Sweet Home.”
You covered your mouth when he placed the keys in your hand and then he nudged you toward the house, “Know you loved this place. So I bought it for us. It’s ours. Finished up all the closing of it a few days ago and took today off so we could celebrate.”
Harry had his own set of keys as he unlocked the door and opened it up for you to enter first. You did love the house when you first viewed it.
And now there was a table with dining chairs and a big beautiful bouquet of flowers in the center.
“I’ve put a bed in the master bedroom already. King size. No more double bed for us, baby,” he grinned as you looked around. You were stunned that he’d gone and gotten a mortgage on a house and went through the whole process without you knowing.
“I can’t believe you did this.”
Harry stepped in front of you and pulled you into his arms, “For us. For our family. For you.”
You walked through the house again to get reacquainted. Harry had done the smallest bit of furnishing but mostly it was bare. Ready to be furnished and decorated. The bedroom he had nearly ready. The bed was huge and it had sheets and fluffy blankets atop, a dresser, and a side table on both sides. The ensuite had towels and he’d bought soap and lotion. But when he brought you down to the kitchen the fridge was mostly empty but there was a container of something (something sweet he said) along with a bottle of champagne.
Of course, Harry popped the bottle and pulled out two champagne flutes from the cupboard and you clinked glasses before sipping the bubbly drink.
“To me and you. To forever. I love you,” he spoke as he took your hand in his and lifted it up to kiss your knuckles.
“I love you too, Harry. I know I’ve been really quiet but I’m just processing all this. It’s a shock. But I’m so happy. I can’t believe it.”
You carried your glass of champagne with you into the backyard, which still looked terrible, but it was spacious and Harry shared with you his vision again. What it could look like

You watched him wave his arms around as he kept looking at you as he spoke, “And this
 we can just have a nice patch of flowers. The shade is perfect here and it’ll really brighten up this corner. The tree will need trimmed back but it’s going to be perfect to hang a swing off of and little string lights for nighttime. We’ll put some outdoor furniture on the patio after I clean it all up. Trim out the weeds and fill in the spaces that got overgrown
”
A soft smile covered your face as you watched how excited he was. You were excited too, though. Everything was perfect for you two in that moment. You had the love of your life with you and he had bought a house to make a home in. A place he wanted to share with you. A man you trusted and found yourself falling more in love with every day.
You placed your glass down on the brick ledge near the patio and stepped in front of Harry as he was still yammering on about what he would do with the space and wrapped your arms around him, pressing your cheek into his pecs, “I love it, Harry. It’s perfect.”
And your hormones were raging as you inhaled his scent and he squeezed his strong arms around you. It didn’t help that he kept talking about children running around, what with you ovulating like you were. You had been keeping close track of it and after months of being off birth control, you were finally starting to feel like your body was adjusting to its natural cycle.
Tilting your head back to look up at him you saw him already looking down at you, “Let’s go test out that bed.”
And now it was Harry’s hormones that were raging. He practically dragged you to the master bedroom and you found yourself testing out the bed just as you asked.
“How do you like it?” Harry panted as he sunk into you over and over again.
You were out of breath as you squeaked out a sound of approval.
“That good huh? Gonna make me a daddy? Gonna let me fill you up with babies, Y/n?”
Harry wasn’t gentle as he pumped into you, harsh thuds against you where he’d grind down every time he buried himself into the hilt. He pulled back, nearly completely out before snapping his hips forward into yours. He set the most delicious cadence, thick shaft filling you and rearranging your insides.
When he slowed down he dropped his mouth against yours, rolling into your wet pussy.
“I’m ovulating,” you breathed against his mouth. You were finally able to speak now that he was fucking into you more languidly.
Harry parted from the kiss with a filthy grin on his face, “Is that right little girl? I get to fuck my come into your fertile pussy?”
“Mmm
 yes sir
 fuck me til it sticks. Want it so bad. Want your babies and your come
”
The new bed was sturdy, unlike the old one at your apartment. No squeaking or creaking or headboard ramming into the walls
 just the sound of your creamy pussy wrapped around Harry’s fat cock and the slap of skin.
It was an excellent way to celebrate the purchase of the new house. A little champagne and a good fucking in the new bed
 and hopefully it would end with you pregnant.
You’d never had baby fever or whatever this was. But something about Harry just did it for you. You wanted him in every way. Wanted to show everyone how he was yours, that you’d won, that no one could come between you two. Logically you understood the flaw of that thinking, but logic flew out the window every time he was balls deep; that masculine body over yours, his deep voice saying filthy sweet things in your ear, and his big cock that had you hooked since that first day at your apartment all that time ago.
“Oh my god, baby
 look a’that
” Harry shifted himself and lifted your hips so you could glimpse the way he was filling you slowly and pulling back, shiny arousal coating his shaft, “Made for each other.” He began to thumb over your sensitive bundle of nerves as he rolled into you, eyes on the action happening where you were connected “Feels good doesn’t it?”
You nodded, “You always feel so good, Harry. I need you
”
He moaned, “I know, baby
 I need you too.”
You rocked your hips into his hand as he continued fucking into you until he moved again, tilting himself over you and taking the back of your neck in his big palm, and pressing his lips to yours.
Harry’s hips were glued to yours as he pushed into you, ensuring he stayed nice and deep, massaging your inner walls with every thrust in. The pressure of your orgasm built and built as he lapped his tongue against yours and tucked his cock deeper and deeper until he was no longer rearing back, his pelvis rolling over your clit.
Soft whimpers and pants were muffled from your mouth as he kept your lips occupied with his own.
His thrusts were becoming sloppier as he pressed himself to you and you could feel him trembling. When he moaned against your mouth and rutted in smooth and deep he hit something achy, you simply came undone. Harry had to lift his mouth from yours as you moaned and he gasped at the way you were gripping him and pulsing around him until he couldn’t hold back and pumped into you, stuffing you with his come.
It was a favorite. The feel of his throbbing cock releasing inside you. That way you knew your pussy was siphoning every drop from him and how good your cunt felt on him. His soft whimpered moans as he stilled his hips against yours and twitched until he was milked dry, balls properly drained.
Lying in bed together, limbs wrapped up and sweaty bodies breathing and flushed hot post-orgasm you turned to look at him and lifted your knee, draping your thigh over his hip, “I love you.”
Harry moaned and opened his eyes and pulled at you, his arms wrapping around you, “I love you, baby.”
“I’m pretty sure that was it.”
Harry turned his eyes and looked at you, “What was it?”
You grinned and drew your hand up his strong chest, “Well, we’ll see
 but I think you just got me pregnant.”
Harry laughed and you giggled with him. Mostly it was just a tease. You’d have no way of really knowing at that point. But something in your gut told you that there was a good chance of it.
“And what makes you think of all the times we’ve gone at it since you’ve been off birth control that this was the one?”
“Well
 it’s been months since I got off birth control and for the past couple of weeks I’ve really been more in tune with my body because of it and my ovulation cycle is starting to get to normal and today my insides were aching and I knew the only thing that would make me feel better was to orgasm and that’s because I’m ovulating.”
Harry grinned and ran his thumb over your neck, “Well I fucked you this morning after coffee, baby. Maybe the one from this morning got you knocked up.”
Biting your lip you slid yourself over Harry and straddled his lap, taking his hands and bringing his palms up to cup your tits, “Either way
 feel this?” You squeezed around his hands over your tender breasts, “Haven’t had swollen breasts in a really long time. The ovulation is strong this month. And today it’s at its height. My whole body wants to be pregnant.”
The soft gaze on Harry’s face as he looked into your eyes was full of affection and love as he pressed over your nipples, “Extra fertile today, yeah? Then let me recover a bit and I’ll fuck you again. Just in case third time’s a charm, ya know?”
You laughed, “I mean the day is still early. I think I’m gonna need lots of orgasms today to feel better and you’re just the man to give them to me. Plus, we need to celebrate properly.”
He pulled you down, pressing your chest against his, and groped the globes of your ass in his hands, “Well sounds like I’m gonna have to go buy sparkling grape juice for you, huh Mama?”
You both cackled loudly as soon as he said it. And you both understood it was just post-sex hormones talking in that moment. But you’d know soon enough if your intuition was right. You hoped it was.
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maomao-words · 8 days ago
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Can I request where windbreaker boys got jealous over s/o (us) like simping over fictional characters, I wanna see their reaction getting sulking or jealous 8(>_<)8
Not me exposing my own list of hubbies in these headcannons /á ïœĄêžˆïœĄáŸ\
I hope your tastes match mine, and you enjoy!
No TWs. Fluff with some crack sprinkled around.
Wind Breaker: How the boys react to you simping over fictional characters (Sakura, Kiryu, Endo).
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Haruka Sakura:
No. Sakura does not get jealous over fictional men.
He does not sulk, lower lip jutted in the most adorable of pouts, whenever you joyfully yell each time Satoru Gojo comes up on screen. He definitely does not clench his jaw each time you delve into an unstoppable tirade over how strong the white-haired sorcerer is, how attractive his hands are, and how beautiful his blue eyes look.
Sakura absolutely does not try to distract you by holding onto your waist, as shyly as his nerves allow him to, and burying his face into the crook of your neck.
The fact that these moments of affection from Sakura coincide with Gojo's training scenes has nothing to do with your boyfriend. Or so he claims, voice close to a whisper, and eyes avoiding yours as much as possible.
Each time you catch Sakura frowning at your phone's home screen, which is evenly split between a fanart of Gojo's fingers held in his signature move and a candid picture taken of you both during one of your latest dates, you would simply laugh at his facial expressions.
How adorable, you would say, as you gently cup his cheeks and peck him once, then twice, and thrice. Once Sakura busies himself with hiding his blushing face, you turn around, resuming your dive into Tumblr for more posts about your fictional hubby.
Provoking your lovely boyfriend's jealousy is easy. But a soft smooch accompanied by your prettiest smile never fails to melt his icy facade, rendering him unable to leave your side, while you continue admiring Gojo's beautiful features on screen. Little did Sakura know that your favorite sorcerer shares almost all of his own traits. Starting from the feathery white hair, the gem-like eyes, to the incomparable strength and dominance, Sakura does not stray far from Gojo, which is what made him appeal to your eyes in the first place.
But, hush now. With how adorable Sakura behaves, you do not wish to divulge this secret to him.
Oh, and if you notice Sakura smiling once you mention the end of the JJK manga, you do not go down quietly. Needless to say that your lovely boyfriend had to spend the rest of the week sleeping on the couch, alone and grumbling about how unfair you were acting.
Kiryu Mitsuki:
Yes. Kiryu is jealous that you have eyes for no one but Rafayel from LADS.
Actually, scratch that, dearest. Hell fucking yes, Kiryu is beyond jealous that your main husband is a rich, attractive, and highly bewitching merman, whose voice seems to be the only way for you to relax as you fall asleep at night.
"Noo, keep your eyes on me, cutie," Kiryu cooes at you with a voice sweeter than honeyed cakes, his hand cupping your face and guiding it away from the latest trailer featuring Rafayel.
You pout at your boyfriend's ridiculous attempts and gently swat at his hand to focus all of your attention on the phone in your hand. Kiryu gasps, an exaggerated sound colored with indignation and shock, before he moves in one smooth move to smother you with his entire body.
You gasp, phone clattering on the floor away from you at the sudden jolt, while you struggle to handle your boyfriend's weight on you. Nothing was new about Kiryu's behavior. Each time Rafayel comes up on your screen or tongue, talking about a new banner, showing him a work of fiction you recently read, or an amazing fan art you spotted, Kiryu's affection would spill over.
His touches, already consistent and plentiful, double in intensity and frequency. A hand on the small of your back to guide you away from your friedn's collective fangirling over Rafayel, long fingers gently tapping over your arm to distract you from staring at your fictinal's husband lethal face, or in extreme cases, tight hugs that envelop your entire figure before he swallows your protests with a tender kiss that takes your breath away in a heartbeat.
Your foolish boyfriend never stopped to wonder why you picked Rafayel out of everyone else. He never seemed to connect the dots; a rich man, with pink hues and angelic shades, and hands that are impossibly gentle to you. Each one of Rafayel's features, traits, and "cutie" never fails to bring Kiryu's face to mind.
But seeing Kiryu's dramatic pouts, hearing his near-teary complaints, and enjoying his tender embraces, you simply couldn't bring yourself to tell him the truth. So, each time he complains, you pretend to sigh and think long and hard, before you loop your hands around your beloved's neck to pull him closer to you.
Oh, and if anyone ends up finally asking, you end up revealing that it's always Kiryu offering his own card and encouraging you to spend as much money as you want to bring your merman home.
Endo Yamato:
Endo's first reaction to seeing your phone's home screen, on the afternoon of your second date, was a loud laugh that nearly caused you both to be kicked out of the coffee shop. His arm was loosely wrapped around your waist, the other lazily slung across the back of your chair, as you pulled your phone and unlocked it to show him the cute dress you bought the day before.
But the minute Endo's green eyes landed on the now-unlocked screen, his body moved without hesitation, and he doubled over in laughter. After facing your wrath (a weak punch to his arm), Endo was finally lucid enough to ask the burning question on his tongue: is that a fucking clown?
That question ended up costing him a third date with you.
Because no, Hisoka Morow is not a clown. Well, when it comes to pure technicalities, he is one, but he is your favorite in the HunterxHunter world, and you refused to sit by and watch anyone make fun of him.
Endo never understood your obsession with Hisoka, but he never really felt gracious enough to stop making his typical comments to you. Relentless in his teasing, Endo's affectionate bullying extended to the small charms attached to your keys, the stickers on the back of your laptop, the lavender hoodie with Hisoka's figure on the front, and even your tiny notebook decorated in the magician's palette.
You pouted, shut him up using kisses, and laughed alongside Endo's teasing attempts. You were firm in your attachment to Hisoka, and Endo's playful attitude suited you just fine, as long as you were left to your own devices, free to love what you loved.
Yet somehow, along the way, you noticed a subtle change. Each time Endo caught you tearing up over the seemingly endless hiatus of the HXH manga, fangirling over the latest official art of your hubby, or rewatching the anime from start to finish, he would sweep you in an embrace that never failed to take your breath away.
Whenever your friends called and spent hours fangirling over the entire cast, Endo became glued to your side on the couch. With both arms wrapped around you, his head nestled in the crook of your neck, he would distract you from the conversation with his own whispers and comments. Laughing each time you swat at him in annoyance, Endo would only tighten his hold on you.
Your joy was indescribable the day Endo half-admitted he felt jealous of how much affection and attention you were pouring over that clown. You snorted, face flushing with the exertion of hiding your laughter, while Endo remained impassive by your side. You came closer to your lover, lips drawn in a soft smile, as you cupped his cheeks with your hands. Soft promises that confirmed your endless love for your boyfriend, and assurances that Hisoka's presence will never overshadow his own, were finally enough to return the lopsided smirk on Endo's face.
A smirk that disappeared as soon as it had appeared, however. Endo ended up sleeping on the couch that night for daring to call your hubby a clown. Again.
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thelastofme-l · 1 month ago
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Distractions
Jesse x f!reader
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Word count: 4085
Summary: You become quite the distraction for Jesse as he tries to finish his work.
18+ minors do not interact!
Warnings: P in V (unprotected), Smut, Handjob (male and female receiving), mentions of sexual themes, dry humping, fingering, grinding, role model!jesse, masturbation, no use of y/n
A/n: This was an idea I got from a request! Whoever requested it thank you for the idea!! I just sort of played with it and came up with this because I can't get over the idea of Jesse being a role model//being around little kids. Someone lock me away tbh
P.s.: Y'all I'm so scared for tonight's episode and I'm praying they go a different route with Jesse's storyline because I am not ready :(((((
Anyways, enjoy :)
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The clock on the wall ticked as the afternoon passed by. The windows were open letting the spring breeze blow the pages of your book lightly as your eyes grazed over the page.
You were sprawled out on the couch, head propped against the arm rest with the book suspended in the air above you. It was a good read, something you decided to dive into on the slow days when you weren't busy around town or picking up shifts for patrol.
Luckily, the people of Jackson were able to experience a lot of slow days after being in a state of constant struggle for so long. The harsh winter months brought many unforeseen setbacks with supply shortages and attacks from infected. Needless to say, spring brought a breath of fresh air that encouraged everyone to take a step back and relax. 
Well, everyone except Jesse, who had been working harder than ever. He'd been voted into a seat on the council a few months back and was doubling down, attempting to prove himself as the youngest member. It was all he wanted; to be recognized for all of the hard work and leadership he exhibited over the years. 
He was currently sat in the dining room with the wooden table covered in maps. From where you sat you could see him through the doorway, fingers drumming against the table and a pencil in his hand.
The council had put him in charge of proposing new routes for patrolling. Unfortunately, all of the resources in the area were depleted, after years of scoping out nearby towns and neighborhoods. He'd already been completely immersed in the maps for the majority of the last two days despite your best efforts of getting him to take a break.
You sighed, turning the page as you finished yet another chapter. As much as you were enjoying the book, you were bored and severely lacking attention.
Before you could dwell on the frustrated feelings any longer, there was a sound just outside the window. Ears perking up at the unmistakable sound of giggling from the porch. You dropped the book to your chest, smiling to yourself as you heard their whispers.
When you moved to prop yourself up on the couch and peer out the plane of glass, you could see the familiar faces of the young boys who thought Jesse some sort of a superhero. They often came by on the sunny days, baseball gloves or soccer balls in hand, begging for Jesse to play with them.
As normal as Jackson made life feel, it was still an apocalypse. An apocalypse with zombie-like killing machines. Life was cruel to a lot of people before arriving in the safe haven. A lot of the kids had lost parents and family, the people that they could look up to and trust.
Jesse proudly filled in the empty spaces when he could, even if it meant playing ball between meetings or simply being a shoulder to lean on.
From the window you could see them deciding who would be the one to knock, before they delegated one of the older boys, Sam.
At the sound of the polite knock you stood from the couch, peering into the dining room briefly to see Jesse still hard at work.
"Hi boys" You smiled, as you opened the door. There was about eight of them, with Sam standing closest to the door. Sam had known Jesse the longest, being brought in as an orphan when he was around 5 years old. Luckily, there were plenty of people willing to take him in. He was adorable, even now as he grew into his looks with ginger curls and freckles speckled all over his pale skin.
"Is Jesse home?" He asked, nervously tapping his bat on the tip of his worn-out shoes.
“He is,” You glanced behind you, knowing that they couldn't see Jesse in the room toward the back of the house, "But unfortunately, he's busy right now"
A chorus of groans and whines erupted, some of the boys throwing their hands up in exasperation and moving down off the porch steps. You felt like an evil mother forbidding her son to play, except it was your boyfriend Jesse and he's twenty-six years old.
"Okay," Sam, elbowed the boy closest to him, hissing at them to stop making a scene before turning back to you with a tight-lipped smile and nod, "Sorry to bother you ma'am"
The use of the word ma'am made your head spin, suddenly making you feel like a decrepit woman.
Sam dropped his head as he left your porch and ushered the rest of the boys to follow him. The sight of them walking to the street, holding their baseball gloves and bats with sad frowns made your heart break.
"Wait," You called stepping your bare feet onto the porch and walking toward them as they turned to look at you, "I'll make sure he finishes up and meets you guys at the field in an hour"
"Really?" Sam beamed, mock swinging his bat in the air unable to contain his excitement.
"I'll make sure of it" You promised, crossing your arms over your chest as the breeze blew the bottom of your dress against your thighs.
The boys perked up, cheering and prematurely racing their way in the direction of the field.
Back in the house you moved through the kitchen, pouring a glass of water before entering the dining room where he worked.
Jesse was spinning the pencil around his finger, elbows propped up on the table as he studied the maps.
You set the glass down on the one clean spot of the table before moving to stand beside him, "The honorary members of the Jesse fan club came by"
"Huh?" He hadn't even looked from the maps as he triangulated, huffing when he messed up and had to erase the markings.
"They wanted you to come out and play baseball with them" You elaborated, watching him, big hands moving against the paper material.
"Oh, right," He sighed running a hand through his messy hair, "That's not gonna happen today"
You moved behind him, deciding you wouldn't tell him just yet that it was definitely going to happen.
"You should take a break," You slid your fingers over the plane of his back before settling on his shoulders. Jesses muscles were tight with tension, and you could feel the knots beneath his skin as you gently massaged the area, "You're so tense"
"I can't," He leaned back against the chair, rolling his neck under your touch, "The council wants to see my ideas by the end of the week"
The muscles under your touch were tightly wound cords, and as you rubbed them you could feel them begin to loosen. He let out a quiet groan as your fingers pressed into a particularly sensitive spot.
You halted your movements, sighing, "So you plan on working day and night on this?"
"Well yeah," He started, tensing up again under your touch as he leaned forward toward the table, repositioning his elbows back on the table, "—Until it's finished"
"That's not realistic" You joked, attempting to pull him toward the back of the chair again. You hated when Jesse got like this. The guy was his own worst enemy; either pushing himself too hard or stretching himself too thin.
When he didn't budge you sighed, moving to rest your chin on his shoulder. You held your hand out, pointing at the map toward the center of the surface, "What's that area there?"
"Uh—Lander" He was spinning his pencil around his finger again, feeling your breath fan against his neck as you spoke.
"How many miles?" You asked, hands coming up under his arms and fingers playing absentmindedly with the neckline of his shirt.
"About 170 miles," He explained, trying to ignore the goosebumps your touch left on his skin.
"Not too far, passes through Hoback," You hummed, eyes following the markings of his pencil, "–familiar terrain"
He smiled as he listened to you, relaxing under your weight. The two of you had quite the experience with the area, having been on countless patrols over the years.
"What do you think about this one?" He leaned forward slightly and grabbed one of the larger maps that was hiding under the piles. He held it up between his hands so you could both view it clearly, "Casper, about 300 miles"
He turned his head slightly toward you as he continued, "It's a longer trek, would take a couple of days"
You nodded, listening to him intently, holding your finger out and tracing the lines, "You have the whole route figured out, even emergency shelters and potential supply jackpots"
He nodded, looking back to the map in front of him, "Problem is it's too close to the capital and the council gets nervous about the cities"
"I think it's a great idea," You said, confidently bringing your hand back to his neckline, "Could be just what Jackson needs"
"It's not realistic" Jesse shook his head lightly, setting the map back on the table, "They'll never go for it"
"Jesse, you know what you're doing" You encouraged pressing a kiss to his cheek, "You've been on more patrols than anyone on that council, including Tommy"
Before he could continue you added, "There's a reason they put you in charge of this"
"To watch me crack under pressure?" He joked, his own hand coming up to touch yours.
"No," You whispered against his ear, pressing another kiss at the skin below, "Because they trust you"
He sighed, eyes closing briefly at the feeling of your lips before he abruptly sat up, shaking his head slightly, "I better get back to work"
"What's wrong?" You asked, stifling a laugh as the sudden motion caused you to slip from his shoulder. You stood straight watching as he picked the pencil back up, tapping it on the table.
"You're distracting" He mumbled, adjusting in the chair and not so subtly pulling at the fabric of his jeans that were starting to bunch up.
Leaving the place behind him, you moved slowly dragging your hand along the expanse of his traps before coming to stand between him and the table. In a swift move, you snatched the pencil from his fingers and sat it behind you on the table.
"Baby-" He opened his mouth to protest but stopped short as you moved to sit on his leg, your sun dress riding up on your upper thighs. You settled against him with familiar ease, sliding your hands over his chest before letting them hang on his shoulders.
"What're you doing?" He asked, voice cracking slightly as he looked up at the ceiling and pinched at the skin between his eyes, visibly bothered by the position. 
"Nothing" You whispered, taking advantage of his exposed neck as you leaned in and kissed along the skin, "What're you doing?"
"I'm trying to work" He replied in a serious tone, adam's apple bobbing as he swallowed.
"Oh don't let me bother you" You hummed, flattening your tongue against him as you found his sensitive spot just above his collar bone.
"Shit—" His mumbled, voice growling as he rolled his head to the side, "I have a deadline"
You stopped, pulling back momentarily to look at him with feigned innocence, "Oh wait, is this distracting too?"
"Very" He sighed, keeping eye contact with you as his hands made their way to the outside of your thighs.
"Oh," You nodded, hands gliding over his chest as you rolled your hips ever so slightly on his leg, "I'm sorry"
"You're such a brat" He teased knowing exactly what you were doing. He leaned back in the chair, hands still on your thighs as he watched you move against his leg. The friction of his jeans against the thin fabric of your underwear was driving you crazy. When you realized he was watching you picked up the speed, moving back and forth, dragging your core against him.
"Fuck—" You breathed, crashing your lips into his trying to bite back the immense pleasure you were feeling while grinding on him. If you weren't in the current moment you would laugh at how desperate you were for him. The simple act of humping his leg nearly sending you over the edge.
He took the opportunity to slide his tongue into your mouth, playing with yours as he felt you grind into him, moving in rapid jerks.
The sounds you were making mixed with the desire in his groin made him reach for the back of your other leg. In one quick motion, he had grabbed it and pulled it over him so you were flush against his lap, straddling him.
You whined at the loss of friction, frustrated that your pleasure was cut short, until you realized the new position. A giggle bubbled out of your throat, hands flush against his chest as your lips quirked into a smirk, "—I should let you get back to work"
"Yeah right," He chuckled, hands holding you in place against him. His lips finding your neck, kissing upward until he was breathing against your ear, "A quick break won't hurt"
You took his face between your hands removing him from your neck so you could kiss him properly. He complied, immediately delving into your mouth and tangling his tongue against yours.
You moaned into him as you felt his hands slide up from their position on your thighs, dipping under the dress and pushing the fabric up higher on your waist.
His lips moving against yours was desperate, fueled by an almost primal need. Your body was pressed against Jesse's, heat between you palpable. Your hands blindly reached for his belt, unhooking it with ease before fiddling with the button and zipper. He smirked against you, fingers playing with the band of your underwear.
"—Shit," He breathed, when you brought your hand to your mouth, spitting on it before shoving it pass the waistband of his jeans. You immediately felt him and wrapped your hand around his shaft, moving up and down in slow movements.
You pulled back from his mouth, looking down to watch you own hand move against him, completely turned on by the way he felt. When you leaned back into his lips you felt his calloused hand push the fabric of your underwear to the side before, he was rubbing your bare clit in slow, torturous circles.
"You're so worked up already," He breathed, mouth hanging open as he watched his fingers disappear under you, "Could've just told me you wanted me"
"—Tried," You whimpered, pressing against him impatiently as he played with you. You pressed your lips against his, hungry for him, "You just don't listen"
You both continued your assault on each other, like two teenagers thirsty for all they can get.
"You can't wait for your turn?" You teased, eyes fluttering shut as his fingers danced against your dripping core.
Even on the days where you knew he was stressed or needing extra care he would somehow flip the situation and end up between your legs, eating you out. As much as you loved it, you also wanted to be the one to pleasure him completely before moving on. But Jesse always got what he wanted.
He made a humming sound, dropping his head back again as you continued to pleasure him, "It's my favorite part"
You suddenly ceased your rubbing on his cock, leaving your hand at the top of his shaft, fingers ghosting over the tip. Not being able to focus as Jesse picked up his speed, sending your body into small shakes of pleasure. You cried out at the sensation of his rough fingers, lifting your hips as you braced your forehead against his shoulder. You could feel the pre-cum dripping from him as you bit into his collarbone through his shirt.
In a flash you were pulling your hand out of his pants and standing briefly from his lap so you could fully discard your underwear. While you were off he managed to finish pulling himself fully from the jeans.
It sprung from his boxers, glistening and slightly swollen from the excitement you had given just minutes ago.
You moved back to him quickly, straddling his legs once again and setting yourself down slowly as he guided himself into your entrance.
Your nails dug into his shoulders as you took your bottom lip between your teeth. His hands on your waist providing stability until he was completely engulfed inside of you.
The two of you let out a sigh in unison once he bottomed out in you. You didn't wait for him, too turned on by the way his hair was falling into his eyes as he watched where you two connected.
You rolled your hips, slow at first before picking up the speed. His hands found your hips, digging into them as he moved your body in quick jerks, assisting you what you were trying to accomplish.
You could've came at the simple sight of seeing him trying to hold himself together. You lifted yourself up, nearly completely off of him before coming down and feeling him bottoming out inside of you.
"God damn—," He breathed, as you did it again and again, moving quick as you bounced on it, "You're so good"
His hands moved their way up your dress, leaving a trail of absolute fire behind. When they were flush against the skin of your back he was pulling you into him. At the angle of your bouncing he was able to find your hard nipples. They were pebbling through the thin fabric of the sun dress.
He mouthed at you over the fabric before leaving a trail of wet kisses over your exposed chest.
He was taking control again, this time instructing you to lean back.
He stood from his chair, pushing it back with his foot as it made an ear chilling sound against the floor. He easily supported you, scooting your body onto the table until you were fully laying across the maps.
Your hand moved under your lower back to grab the pencil that was poking you and throwing it across the room. He positioned himself carefully, thumb rubbing your inner thigh as he spoke, “Are you comfortable like this?”
“Mhm” It was all you could say, not fully trusting your voice at the sudden position change. It was hot when Jesse took control in any way.
He was able to stand at full height with you lying there, still taking him. You could feel him twitch inside of you before he held your legs up and began thrusting into you. Slow at first, before picking up speed.
You thought the table might break from the way the sounds of old, creaky wood were mixing with your moans. Your hands were reaching for anything to hold onto, which happened to be the maps underneath you as you were coming closer.
"Keep going—," You cried, each thrust hitting you in the perfect spot. The sight of him plowing into you, bathed in sunlight, made you bite hard at your lip. How was he so beautiful? "I'm close—"
"Me too baby—" He rocked against you with quick rolls of his hips. Snapping into you faster and faster until you were screaming his name. You clenched around him as your warm juices coated his cock, "fuck–"
Your body twitched as you tried to catch your breath, and then Jesse was busting inside of you, the sensation making you feel hot and bothered again.
He leaned over onto the table, still inside of you and picked you up. You slapped into his chest like a bag of rocks, spent from the activity you'd just participated in.
Once he had you in his arms he was lifting you again, holding you against him as you buried your face into his neck.
His foot hooked around the previously discarded chair as he moved it back toward the table and sat down. You were back to the previous position, straddling his lap, legs hanging on either side of him.
You pulled your head back to look at him as he reached out and pushed back the hair that was sticking to your sweaty forehead. You felt the unmistakable breeze again and laughed, dropping your forehead against his, remembering that the windows had all been opened.
"Hope the neighbors weren't outside"
Jesse chuckled, low and adoringly as he nudged his nose against yours before capturing your lips with his own. He kissed you slow and deliberate, drinking you in as if you were the last drop of water in a desert.
Your hands carded through his hair, before you took hold of a small handful and tugged at it. The gesture resulted in his cock twitching inside of you again. You smiled against his lips, forgetting that you were still connected, "Ready for round 2 already?"
He pulled back, licking his bottom lip as his eyes glanced down, mischievous glaze taking over, "I'm a little hungry"
"Thought you had to get back to work?" You leaned in, purposely rolling your hips on him as you bite at his bottom lip.
"I can be done for the day" He growled, suddenly pulling you flush against him and burying his face into the crook of your neck, leaving love bites. Behind you the maps were bunched up and crumbled where you moved against them.
"I like the sound of that," You whispered, feeling your wetness leaking down onto your thighs. Your hands reached for the bottom hem of his shirt, beginning to pull it up his tone body before you stopped short. Fuck. You forgot, "We should do this again, later"
"Huh?"
You carefully pulled yourself from his length and stood up. You rushed to the kitchen, grabbing a dish cloth from the drawer and coming back to stand in front of him.
You lifted your dress, cleaning yourself of all the left over liquids before tossing it onto Jesse's lap, "Clean yourself up"
He listened, collecting all the wetness before tossing the cloth onto the floor beside the chair.
"Put that away," You gestured to his dick, finding the underwear you had thrown before and sliding them up your legs, smoothing your dress back down over your thighs, "We gotta go"
"Where are we going?" Jesse asked, standing from the chair and tucking himself into his boxers and moving his jeans up before zipping them and hooking his belt. His eyes were wide and confused.
You moved to a small mirror that was hanging on the wall and fixed your hair, wiping under your eyes and cleaning up your look.
"I promised the boys you'd meet them at the fields for a game of baseball"
Jesse laughed, coming up behind you in the mirror and snaking his arms around your waist, "So this was all part of your plan? Get me distracted so I would go out there?"
"I wanted to fuck you," You admitted unabashedly, spinning around to face him once it didn't look like you'd just gotten railed on a dining room table, "So that was a plus"
"—But," You laced your arms around his neck as he stood in front of you as you continued, "Those boys looked so sad when I told them you couldn't play ball and they look up to you—"
"Oh baby," Jesse cooed at you, eyes softening as he dipped down to press a kiss to your nose, "They got you good"
"What?" You giggled, looking up at him.
"That's all part of their hustle," He chuckled, hands rubbing up and down your exposed arms, "They know if they look sad enough you'll cave"
You groaned, pressing your face into his shirt and laughing, "You're kidding me"
He shook his head, hands coming to rub at your back softly as his chest rumbled with laughter, “Oh baby–“
When you did pull back, you sighed, "Do you know they called me ma'am? Ma'am like I'm some old lady"
Jesse rolled his eyes, coming back to press a kiss to your forehead and then your cheek, "I've been trying to teach them manners, ya know, no sir and yes ma'am, respecting their elders"
Of course he was.
"Elders? I'm 25!" You smacked at his chest, feeling silly that you let the kids trick you. You kissed him, brief and gentle before you grabbed his hand and started toward the front door, "Well you can tell them that your hot, young girlfriend is not a ma'am"
"Whatever you say baby"
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Summary: After the death of your brother and his wife. You find yourself adjusting to a new role in your life. A single parent to your teenage nephew. How do you help him heal? How do you help yourself heal? You're not sure. You don't think you can, until an annoying basketball coach enters your life and turns everything around.
Pairing: Basketball Coach Yoongi x Single Aunt F. Reader
Genre: Romance, Angst, Smut, Strangers to Lovers,
Warnings: Death Of Parents / Brother/ Family, Car Accident (Cause), Swearing, Explicit Sex, Arguments, Physical Fighting, Past Abusive Relationship, Talks Of Domestic Violence, Gore (Horror Movie), Smoking, Use Of Word Slut. Grieving
With your tongue poking out of your mouth in concentration, you press the blue painters tape along the ceiling with as much precision as possible. Your mother had agreed to let Nicky paint his room, but of course, she had to have the final say. She quickly vetoed the colors that she didn't like. Dark blues and black were pushed aside as she gave him the options of Serene Green and Pastel Yellow. Needless to say, Serene Green was the winner. It wasn't awful. Nope. In fact, you actually like the color, but it didn't exactly scream that a teenager lived there. You don't think that he cares, though. It was just nice to see his room start to come to life.
“These brushes are nice,” you dad says from the step ladder as he paints a perfect line just under your tape. His hand was completely steady, and he probably didn't even need you to tape off the room. “Where did you get these?”
“Oh, one of your new potential vendors gave me some,” you say casually, causing your parents to give you a look. “What?”
“He just gave them to you?” Your mom asks. “He should have given them to your father or even Elly for that matter.”
“Well, maybe, I might have flirted a little bit with him,” you admit. “But look, it got us some good brushes.”
“Do you think you could flirt for some rollers?” Your dad asks jokingly, making your mom throw a water bottle at him. “I'm kidding. Unless, she really can. The good ones are expensive.”
“You can't do that, Y/N,” your mom scolds. “You need to keep things professional at work. How do you think that makes you look? How that makes you father look?”
“She gets it from you,” your dad cuts in while still painting his perfect line of Serene Green.
“Absolutely not,” she disagrees.
“Should I recount the story of when we first met?” He asks, smiling over his shoulder at her. “I believe it was when I was working for my own father.”
Your mother gives him a look and walks out of the bedroom. You laugh, throwing down your blue tape roll and watch as it rolls across the room. Climbing down your own ladder, you sit on Nicky's bed that was moved to the center of the bedroom. “Don't let her get to you. She means well.”
“I'm not so sure,” you say, watching him as he climbs down and approaches you.
“How are you doing, kiddo? Do you need any money? Food?” He asks, squatting in front of you. “You two aren't going hungry, right?”
“No, things have been good?” You say, giving him a small smile.
“Just give her some time, kiddo,” he says. “Things are hard for everyone. Emotions are really high, but you know that I won't let anything happen. Nicky isn't going anywhere.”
“I know,” you agree.
“Just try to keep some sort of peace between the two of you.” he tells you. “I know you two haven't really ever gotten along over the years, but she loves you. After what happened to you
”
“When will the room be done?” You ask, changing the subject. “I think Chris and Elly are bringing him back in a couple of hours. I would like to have everything done and the room put back together by then.”
“Yeah,” your dad says quietly as he studies you sadly. “We’ll get it done.”
You walk to the opposite side of the room, grabbing a paint roller to distract you. You don't like to talk about your past. If you don't talk about it, then you can almost pretend like it never happened. You watch as the roller spreads the green paint across the wall. Up and down, you drag it over the smooth surface repeatedly, covering any blotchiness that you created.
Up and down.
Up and down, as if everything was perfectly fine.
Up and down.
Up and down.
Nothing was all right.
Up, down and repeat.
Ignore and pretend.
Repeat.
You pick the stubborn green paint from out underneath your fingernails as you sit on the bleachers waiting for practice to start. Nicky, with as much enthusiasm as a teenage boy could muster, he thanked everyone for painting his room when he saw it. That night, you two sat down, ordering him shelves and an entertainment center that he liked. You told him that the choice was his to unpack his things or you could go shopping to decorate his room with brand new things. He asked to think about it. You hope he chooses his things that were boxed up in his closet. Things that once brought him comfort and held happy memories. You don't want him to be scared of those memories. Memories of his mom and dad. Memories that you don’t want him to forget. That was the last thing you wanted.
Giving up on your nails, you yawn. For once, you were one of the first adults in the gym, and it was boring. You'll have to make sure that it never happens again. Resting your elbow on your knee, you place your chin in your hand. You contemplate closing your eyes when the door opens loudly and both coaches walk in. You watch as Coach Min gives you a double take before looking down at his watch. Raising an eyebrow at you, he nods in satisfaction that you were actually there before him. You roll your eyes in response, making him laugh silently. You're so happy that you amused him. At least one of you was amused. All you were was tired.
“We need to decide where to meet for dinner tonight,” Ara speaks up during the middle of practice. “Any suggestions?”
“LUXE EAST,” a mom that you don't care to learn her name suggests. “They have the best wine choices.”
“That's probably too expensive for
.some,” Ara says, and you can feel their stares turn to look at you.
“Ara,” Mark says warningly as he makes eye contact with you.
“What? I'm just trying to be thoughtful,” she says innocently. “Maybe we should stick to McDonald's.”
“You can take your fake concern and shove it,” you say, looking over your shoulder at her trying to act unbothered. “I'm not going anywhere with you anyway.”
“You have to,” she smirks. “It's a part of your responsibility as a parent on our team.”
“It's when we decide who's in charge of getting signs made, t-shirts made. You know, things like that,” Mark explains.
Mark was nice. You didn't want to be a bitch to him. Instead, you completely turn away from him and look at the group of women behind you. You wonder if they ever heard the word no before. You doubt it. Their aura screams spoiled. You are sure that they were the type of woman who always got what they wanted.
“I'd rather pull my eyelashes out one by one than go anywhere with you,” you say, standing up and giving her a fake smile. “Go team!”
Walking down the steps of the bleachers, you step onto the floor and head for the door. Well, you attempted to, that is. Coach Min's arm shot out, almost hitting you with his clipboard, stopping your escape.
“Where are you going?” He asks, eyes never leaving the boys on the court.
“Bathroom. Is that alright with you?” You ask, sarcastically. “Do I need a hall pass?”
He doesn't answer as he drops his arm, letting you pass by. Continuing on, you leave the gym and walk down the hall a little ways until you come to the girls' bathroom. Looking around, you notice frosted windows above a small ledge. You smile, climbing up on the counter, and you hold your breath as you pop the window open. You freeze for a moment, waiting to see if you set an alarm off. Thankfully, there was nothing.
Reaching into your bag, you pull out a singular cigarette and lighter. You haven't smoked in years. You had carried the little cancer stick around as a reminder that you were stronger than the bad habit. You were stronger now than your past self, but every now and then, you doubt yourself and your strength. Even though you don't show it, you have your limits, and right now, you are way past them. Maybe Ara and the others that pushed you into caving in. Maybe it was the conversation with your dad. Maybe you were never strong, like you thought.
Fuck it!
Bringing the cigarette to your lips, you light it, inhaling the disgusting chemicals that burn your lungs as you breathe it in. Turning your head toward the window, you blow out the smoke, trying not to cough. You're disappointed. You're not sure what you were hoping to feel, but the cigarette did not give it to you. Maybe you were hoping for a rush of dopamine. Maybe you were looking for a sense of calm and peace, but you got nothing. You still feel tense. You still feel weighed down. The nightmares will still be there when you close your eyes at night. Everything is exactly the same. Except now, you probably smell like an ashtray.
You don't bother with another puff. Snuffing the cigarette out, you close the window and hope down off the counter. Flushing the evidence, you walk back into the gym like nothing happened.
Sitting further away from the group, you take your earlier position. Elbow on knee, chin in hand, you wait. You wait, like you have been waiting almost every day since Nicky came into your life full time. You need to learn to have patience because waiting felt like torture. Maybe your mom was right all along. Maybe you weren't equipped to handle this type of life. The mom life. You need to change. Unfortunately, you don't know how to change, but you need to figure it out.
Fast.
“What's the temperature you need to store hot food at?” Coach Min throws at you as you remain unmoving, waiting for your nephew as practice ends and everyone filters out of the gym.
“220 degrees,” you answer automatically, looking up at him as he looms over you, looking down at you.
It was a lie. You didn't know the answer, but you sure answered him with as much confidence as you could muster. He stares at you through narrowed eyes, scrutinizing your answer. You are sure he knows that you have yet to look over the paper he gave you on food safety practices.
“You don't know, do you?” He asks, calling your bluff and confirming what you thought.
“If that's wrong, then what's the answer?” You ask back. He chuckles and looks away from you. This time, you were the one to narrow your eyes as you study him. Standing up from your seat, you stare at him with astonishment. “You don't know either,” you accuse, pointing your finger at him.
“Of course I do,” he scoffs, crossing those arms of his. “I've been doing this for years.”
“Then what is it?” You ask, mimicking his stance.
“It's
..in the paper I gave you so you better learn it,” he answers and walks away from you. You shake your head as you watch him walk away and pat Nicky on the back as he passes him.
That motherfu
..chucker!
A/C is not working. Bring extra water.
Damn. The text that came through the team app did not lie. The gym was hot and stuffy as you entered through the double doors. A wall of heat from inside almost stops you in your tracks as it hits you in the face, wanting to tempt you into running your ass back to your car.
It just felt gross.
Nicky waves at you from where he was stretching on the court. You raise the water bottle in your hand in the air, indicating that you bought him an extra one. He points to his belongings sitting on an empty set of bleachers. You nod, walking over. You find his things easily and place his extra water down before joining the parents.
It's gotten easier the last few practices. Coming here almost every day is still just as awful, but keeping your head down and not paying attention to certain people made the time more bearable. It helps that you have been bringing your earbuds to drown out their yapping mouths, but unfortunately, today, you were in too big of a hurry to change. You forgot to grab them. Instead of an audio book or music, you had to listen to the squeaking shoes, whistles, and the yapping of the mothers mouths. Today, you just try to focus on the boys doing
whatever it was that they were doing, but the yappers wouldn't shut up.
“I need a new formal dress,” one of them says. “Hubby and I have dinner with his idiot boss next weekend.”
“At least you're able to get a new one. My husband says I have too many dresses that I don't need another one,” a new voice chimes in. “How ridiculous is that? He can buy a new boat, but I can't have a new dress.”
Dear god, you think as you roll your eyes. You wish those were the only problems you had.
“There's plenty of shops you can go to. Just don't shop where she does,” your shoulders stiffen as you fight the urge to turn around. You just know that the comment was directed at you. “Hey, you.”
“What?” You question, not even bothering to look over your shoulder at them.
“You should go and change,” Ara tells you.
You look down at yourself. You didn’t think the pair of cut-off shorts and a black and white striped tank top that you were wearing would be considered inappropriate. Your ass wasn't hanging out, and your boobs were where they belonged. If she thought this was bad, then she was faint if she saw what else you had in your closet.
“If your son can't keep his eyes to himself, then maybe you should teach him better,” you snap at her as you finally look at her. She, as always, was wearing too much makeup. You hoped that she would sweat it off and look like a drowned rat by the end of practice. “That's your problem, not mine.”
“Well if you didn't dress like a slut to begin with then we wouldn't have a problem,” Ara tells you with a sharp look. Her scowls have become harsher since you refused to go to the meeting with them, but nothing was ever said to you.
“What did you call me,” you demand ever so calmly, fully turning your body around to look at her.
“You heard me,” she smirks as her glossy lips shine under the gym lights.
“Say it again,” you say, standing up, but it only makes her laugh. “FUCKING SAY IT AGAIN BITCH!.”
“WHOA!” Coach Min says, blowing his whistle as he turns swiftly to see what the commotion was. “Get down here now.”
You don't listen as your eyes continue to zero in on Ara, your number one enemy at the moment. You don't plan on backing down. Ara's glossy little smile drops as she studies you when she realizes that you're not backing down. Good. Very good. You haven't fought anyone since high school, but you're sure you still have what it takes to kick her ass.
“Fucking say it again,” you growl, getting closer into her space, making her back up in her seat.
Yup, you still got it.
“Y/N, get down here now,” Coach Min demands, but again, you don't pay him any mind. Footsteps ascend the wooden stairs, and a hand grabs your arm, trying to pull you away. “Now.” You shake him off and follow him down the bleachers. “Three practice suspension,” he tells you as he points to the doors.
“I thought they needed a guardian here at all times,” you say smartly, testing his patience.
“Do you want to make it 6?” He asks, eyes hard as he studies you.
You look over to Nicky, who, like the rest of the boys, was watching the commotion that you were a part of. You shouldn't make such a scene in front of him. Squinting your eyes in a glare, you turn from him to head for the doors. However, before your feet actually were able to take off, you looked back at the smug woman, whose smirk was right back on her face. Staring directly at her, you flip her off with your hand held high for everyone to see.
“Jesus christ,” you hear Coach Min mutter.
Stomping out of the gym, you walk back to your car, slamming your door loudly after you climb in. Swearing at the top of your lungs, you hit the steering wheel with the heel of your hand. You can feel the burning of tears start to well behind your eyes. Rubbing them harshly, you stop them before they fully form. With a deep breath to calm your rapidly beating heart, you lean forward, pressing your forehead against the steering wheel, you exhale. 1
.2
.3
 you slowly count as you focus on the rising of your chest. 4
5
6
 Finally, you can feel your heart rate slow.
Your whole life, you were a wild child. Your brothers were steller students, great athletes, and never had detention. You, on the other hand, practically lived there. You never talked back to teachers, but boy, did the other students piss you off. You weren't one to back down when someone was running their mouth about you. Maybe you did it for attention. Your parents were always busy going into your teen years. Supporting you and your siblings plus Nicky and your sister-in-law, it was a lot. They both worked a lot, and their time at home was stretched thin with all the responsibilities in the household.
Unfortunately, you never really grew out of the rebelliousness. You were responsible around Nicky when you were with him, but otherwise, you didn't care. Skipping school, sneaking out, all became routine for you. Your self-esteem wasn't the best and sought attention from the wrong type of men as you grew older. Men, who would frequent the shady little bar you worked at. Who knew all the right things to say to draw in and make you fall in love with them. You fell for it every time, and every time you paid the price.
You were angry. You were angry when they would call you names. They made you feel bad and tore you down. You couldn't fight back. You tried once, and it didn't work out so well. You promised yourself that you would never let anyone make you feel like again. Make you feel insecure, weak. Make you feel like you were always
..wrong. You close your eyes, trying to convince yourself that you did nothing wrong. You shake your head slightly. You didn't do anything. Nope, you didn't do anything wrong. You stood up for yourself like anyone would. You didn't do anything wrong back then, and you didn't do anything wrong now. You hope that if you keep repeating it, you might actually start to believe it.
The car door opening has you looking over at Nicky from where you lay your head on the headrest of your seat. You let him throw his bag in the back seat and buckle himself in before you speak.
“I'm sorry,” you tell him softly. “I'm sorry if I embarrassed you.”
“I know what she called you. All the moms were laughing about it,” he tells you. “It's not fair that you got into trouble, but they don't.”
“I know,” you agree, nodding your head.
“I don't want to come back tomorrow,” he says, looking down at his hands in his lap. “I don't even like playing with half of them. Especially her son, he's a shithead.”
“Watch it! You can't quit,” you say, shaking your head at him. “Isn't like the number one rule for these things? You can’t let your team down. What's that saying? Never give up, never
.something.”
“Coach is headed this way,” he tells you, and you follow his line of sight out the windshield. Everything in you hardens once more as you watch the blonde man make his way over to your car.
“The fuck he is,” you mutter under your breath.
You quickly start your car, throwing it in drive, taking off out of the parking lot with squealing tires. Absolutely not. There was no way you were going to talk to that man. If Nicky changes his mind about wanting to play, you'll have to send Chris or Elly to take your place. You know they would do it in a heartbeat, but as of right now
you're done.
《Chapter Four》
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military!baekhyun x f!reader
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synopsis: as baekhyun's girlfriend, you missed him the most when he enlisted, and wanted to give him all the support you knew he needed in one of your visits, even if that meant sneaking around to make up for time apart.
content: a 4,7k words, fluff n smut baby i've kept in my drafts unfinished, but did my best to finish.
author's notes: woo!!! it's here finally!!!!!!!! if you've been waiting for this, i'm sorry for taking so long. like i said in another post, i starded struggling with the direction i wanted to go with this and couldn't quite flesh out the universe as much as i wished for. i do hope this is as enjoyable as my two other fics which received an insane amount of love i never expected to receive, i'm forever grateful.
i do not know when my next work will be posted or if i'll post one at all, but i still want to thank everyone that supported me until now. i love you forever!
warnings: tooth rotting fluff, established relationship, nonidol!au, pet names, slight size difference, semipublic sex (barely), dirty talking, fingering, oral sex f!receiving baekhyun is pussy drunk again, p in v, brief belly inflation, unprotected sex, creampie, biting, marking, slight possessiveness.
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it has finally come. a dreaded time that both you and your boyfriend, baekhyun, were anxious to face.
his enlistment.
in an ideal world, you wouldn't have to distance yourself from your loved one for such a long amount of time... but as stated by law, he'd have to dedicate his next two years to the stern military of his home country. away from you.
baekhyun moped endlessly, and if he was already a clingy boyfriend, he'd get extreme by the time the unavoidable fate approached, which you'd find a bit too much if you didn't feel sad as well. he assured you that you just wouldn't see him for the first two months, when he'd receive the obligatory military training, and after that, he'd be assigned to public service, and you would at least be able to see him more often through visiting and on his off days.
for someone like baekhyun, the first days were the hardest. having to reshape his routine and manners to one that was arduous and demanding made him miss the comfort you brought him terribly, as he also felt really conscious about his buzz cut. he didn't send any pictures, to which you got slightly annoyed, but let him slide as the feeling of missing him accompanied you daily. he even had limited phone usage to a few hours, so he wasn't even be able to read your goodnight and good morning texts on time.
needless to say, baekhyun hated it. all of it. but got somewhat accustomed to the repetitive routine, adapting to what was needed from him while making some colleagues over the shared barrack.
it was only after two whole months that baekhyun was, finally, assigned to his public services, meaning he would be able to start having visiting times from relatives and friends. though he couldn't say he wasn't happily surprised when he was told that you were there since even before his break.
he strided over to the main building to find you with your summer dress, sat by the entrance with a plastic container on your hands. you seemed distracted by your own thoughts, taking a second to feel the loving presence of his gaze on you after long two months. when you noticed him, it finally took him out of his stun, with the both of you rushing towards each other with wide smiles, happy that the hardest part was over, and that you'd be able to be in each other's presence, even if for limited time.
"love..." baekhyun said as he engulfed you in strong arms. "god. I'm so glad you're here."
completing his military training was no simple feat, exerting baekhyun's muscles to the max. therefore, he gained weight in lean mass, and grew more than ever since you last saw him. it was a surprising feeling, to say the least, making you speechless.
"I missed you." he said before leaning back to see your surprised face and the warm container that you held between your bodies.
"I missed you too..." was all you could muster to speak, still somewhat baffled at the striking differences that complemented baekhyun. "I-I brought you food..." you said shyly, to which made him light up even more.
"oh my god, really? what did you bring?" he asked excitedly, already opening the container from your hands and smelling its contents with a satisfied look. it would always make you blush when he appreciated your attempts at cooking.
"i-it's just some usual meat with vegetables, I felt you could use more energy since they're making you work so hard..." you stuttered slightly, eyeing him in uniform, his already broad shoulders looked even wider, his biceps somewhat straining the fabric of the camouflaged jacket.
baekhyun smiled sweetly once again and closed the container, his face contrasting with the strong energy he exuded. "you're so thoughtful, my love. I missed your cooking the most, since the rations here are kind of bland..." he grimaced, "not to mention awful..." he whispered, but noticed your analyzing eyes.
you wanted to act normally and just indulge in his presence like usual, but you couldn't come up with any words as you took him in. he almost looked taller, if that could even be possible. your eyes found his cap, wondering how would his hair look in a buzz cut.
"what is it, love? you look so... surprised..." he said nervously, as if self-conscious with himself. he knew you were curious to see how he looked when he told you he was growing muscles by his phone, but your face still seemed taken aback.
"it's just... wow... you look so different..." you murmured, eyebrows raised. and even if you didn't mean to make him think he looked that different, he did. his skin, although still flawless, looked a bit tanned. "you're so much bigger and... sturdy... and..." you trailed off, eyes blinking as you raked his uniformed body.
"is it bad...?" baekhyun murmured as your hand found his shoulders.
instantly, your eyes went up to his, frowning in confusion when you met his worried, droopy gaze. his unconscious pout tugged your heartstrings.
"what do you mean bad...? you could never look bad, even if you tried." you said, wondering what were his thoughts as he breathed deeply.
you knew that it's been a while, but you didn't ever think you'd find him anything less than strikingly handsome.
"it's just that... I feel like a different person, and I wasn't really sure if you'd like me like..." he trailed off, signaling downwards to his body, "this." he looked downwards, but found your eyes as you pulled his chin back to face you, making your heart skip at the cuteness of his wish to appease you even in times where the only thing you cared about was seeing him healthy.
"oh, baekhyun," you hummed fondly, caressing his cheek, pulling his head closer to touch your foreheads, closing your eyes as you spoke, "I don't think there could ever be a world where I didn't think you look good, and even if so, I wouldn't care." you opened your eyes, meeting his with a smile, "besides, you'll always be my puppy boyfriend, no matter how you look."
that made him smile genuinely, closing his eyes as he chuckled while basking silently in the gracing presence of you, who made him so much more sure of himself.
but that wasn't enough for you.
you wanted him to know just how much you liked him like this. you cleared your throat mustering courage you didn't normally have, trying to keep your eyes locked with his. "and..." you started, swallowing dry. "do you realize just... how sexy you look like this...?"
that seemed to turn a switch on his head, his eyes opening wide to find your shy ones. his mouth opened and closed a few times, his eyebrows jumping, as multiple emotions passed through his head, making you nervous if your words were appropriate.
it took him a few seconds for him to register your words, but the closeness of you and the way you wanted to go out of your way to make him feel better made his eyes narrow with a newfound glint.
"is that so, love...?" he lowered his tone, looking at how you sheepishly eyed his bigger biceps, making him flex them unconsciously, as his hands started descending on your body innocently. this made him lower his gaze as well to your summer dress, thinking about how it conveniently fell above your knees.
baekhyun pulled your waist closer to indulge in your presence more properly, sniffing your neck in a way that sent you goosebumps all over. your eyes widened in search of anyone that could possibly be near.
"w-wait, baekhyun, what are you doing...?" you stuttered as he breathed in your neck, keeping you still with his large hands on your waist, your own holding out his torso. luckily, the weren't any people around except for a cadet on the front desk, who wasn't even paying close attention to your interaction.
"I just missed you so much, my angel... you smell so good..." he whispered on your ear, sending even more shivers through your whole body, awakening a familiar feeling that started stirring on your lower stomach, mostly due to how long you went without having him close that way.
"y-you should eat your food before it gets cold... how long is your break...? thirty minutes?" you murmured back, gulping at the way he looked at you.
the last time you saw that look in front of you was two months ago, when he had the brilliant idea of making mementos for when you separated. the making of such actually lasted three whole days, and when you looked at the folder again after he enlisted, you noticed he left even more 'gifts' as a surprise.
you used that folder a lot since then.
"as much as I love your cooking with all my heart... there's something else I'm craving to eat, love." baekhyun said close to your lips, which were somehow even more tantalizing than he remembered. the way you bit them when nervous was enough to make him grovel in want.
you blinked so many times, feeling your heart do somersaults in your ribcage. the words he said were so cheeky, you wanted to laugh at his face and roll your eyes, but you were just so... weak.
"are you crazy?! we're kind of in the open of your base!" you whisper-shouted, looking at the cadet who worked on the front desk, staring at his computer with a stressful look.
"do you trust me?" was what baekhyun said amdist your protests, making you nod despite feeling unsure of what he had on his mind.
he asked another question closer to your face, not caring if the other saw it. "do you miss me?" and you were sure he meant more than just missing his presence.
but yes.
yes, you did.
your conviction surpassed your hesitation by a mile. you missed your boyfriend so much that only you and him knew how much it took a toll on you emotionally, and god knows he feels guilty, despite having no control over your situation. despite you making the most effort to cherish every little thing he could give you.
he looked at the reception cadet with a determined look, approaching his desk confidently. "hey, daegu guy! captain said it's your turn to unclog the toilet. he's kind of in a bad mood today, so I think you should go right now if you don't want to do 300 push-ups."
"what the fuck? again? I already did that twice this week, holy shit." the cadet mumbled before standing up to hurry outward towards the camps with annoyance.
before you could ask what baekhyun was thinking, he pulled you swiftly past the visiting area, looking around for a specific section. your mouth parted in a gasp and your heartbeat sped up, but he soon found the small storage room that was by the end of a deserted hallway, pulling you inside.
"baekhyun, what are we—" you tried to speak, but he interrupted your question and crashed his lips against yours, which were successful at shutting you up.
he pushed you against the door, locking it blindly behind you while his body pinned you in place. "I found this place a few weeks ago. been using it to take a breather ever since. no one comes here."
he pecked you repeatedly, licking your lips desperately as he murmured hoarsely. "missed you... so fucking bad." it made you part your lips to breathe, something he was already expecting as he pushed his tongue inside while his hands already rushed under your dress skirt to squeeze your stockinged thighs. you heard him effectively growl when he felt your garterbelts, making you blush and your eyes flutter, it didn't help how his blunt nails tried scratched your hip.
"you're such a fucking vixen for me, aren't you, my angel?" his voice murmured on your ear as he started kissing your neck, alternating his wet kisses with nibbles that made your breath hitch. you have dealt with desperate baekhyun before a few times, but this was a whole different level.
it's not like you wanted something to happen at this visit, since you didn't even think you'd get alone time with him. maybe your subconscious just craved the feeling of dressing for him.
"I just wanted to... d-dress prettily to meet y-you...!" you strained to get your words out without whimpering, scared of being found out.
"that's okay, love. you're gonna look the prettiest coming all over my face. do you want that?" baekhyun hummed in your ear, making you widen your eyes in a short circuit of your thoughts.
he was being serious. you knew that tone quite well.
"h-here?!" you gasped with a blush, making him lean back to caress your face in a more contained expression. he sighed, cupping both your cheeks.
"if you don't want it, we can just hold each other. that's fine by me, you know that." his voice said lovingly, contrasting with the fire you still feel from feeling his rock hard chest on yours.
you know you would be lying if the thought of being made his with the risk of getting caught didn't excite you, it wouldn't even be the first time. you felt your lower body even more bothered, making you bite your lip as you thought about the consequences, finding his eyes after a few seconds.
his eyes watched you with his own amount of care, undoubtedly making your heart flutter with the way you could drown in them. you touched his cheeks with newfound comfort, taking his cap off to caress his buzz cut, catching him off guard. the short strands felt foreign on your fingertips. your nails easily grazing his scalp without his usual fluffy curls, making him hum lowly and close his eyes.
you knew you had him, which only made your want more prominent, knowing you could trust him with your life.
"I miss... feeling you, baekhyun." you murmur, watching the way his eyes easily darken from your gentle words, but not quite satisfied. "so yes... i... want this with you." you finished, seeing his soft grin on his face, knowing your next actions would be anything but.
"then stay quiet for me, love. can you do that for me?" he murmured, pushing his face onto your neck, venturing with nibbles under your ear that made your hairs stand. his hand slipped further under your summer dress, finally reaching your plush behind and squeezing your flesh tightly under your garments. his breathing grew ragged as his lips bit your pale skin with gentle love bites.
"god I missed your smell all over me. so damn sweet." you heard him say as he pulled your skirt over your hips, exposing your lower half as he kneeled in front of you, his eyes fixed on your face before finding your lace. one of many he's gifted you.
"so fucking pretty..." baekhyun groaned on your thighs as his hand pressed against your panties. "and incredibly wet, aren't you? does my girl miss me that bad, that just a few words can get her like this, hm?" he said, pressing against your clit without even looking.
he knew your body by heart, knowing how much you'd have to control yourself not to make any loud noise. you bit your lower lip, nodding your head pathetically as you looked down at him pressing his nose against the soaked fabric, sniffing it like a madman.
you gasped his name quietly, feeling him pull your garments aside to shove his tongue inside with a deep groan.
"god, you're so delectable. I was losing my mind with not being able to eat you out every couple of days..." baekhyun hummed between your folds, sending vibrations that obligated you to bite your hand, your eyes glassy as your mind registered the noises made by his mouth on you.
he lapped skillfully, eventually moving under your dress and breaking your line of sight, but the way he worked you made you sure you'd be unable to focus your thoughts on anything. you felt your panties moving further down, with him coaxing you to carefully lift your trembling legs over his shoulders, sustaining your weight with ease along the door behind you as he tossed the lace back.
"gonna make you come at least once before I enter you, love." he breathed raggedly, making you flinch at the insertion of his index that found your spot within seconds, curling repeatedly in a stinging, yet delicious stretch.
he shushed you softly, kissing your dripping inner thigh before he inserted another, making you swat the door behind you in a desperate attempt to ground yourself when his thumb found your clit.
"got so tight over just a few weeks... your fingers don't suffice, right baby? are you using the gifts I left you with?" baekhyun murmured devilishly, and you swore you'd cuss him if you could.
he eventually slapped your core before nibbling and suckling on your bundle, not ceasing his fingers that pushed in and out of your throbbing center with ease.
baekhyun drove you to tears every time he ate you out, and being without him was harder than you ever realized.
he was an artist with the way he touched you, loved you, devoured you. it was like he could reach the deepest parts of you only with his fingers, your own paling in comparison.
"so pretty. so, so damn pretty. fucking dreamed of you in those barracks." he cursed, raising your mind too high for comfort, and you were glad you could stop your voice as your tight coil snapped, flowing over his face and fingers.
you thighs trembled, your hands shook against the door behind you while you let out a silent scream over the hard bite he left on your inner thigh. his way of leaving a mark.
you panted silent, barely registering as baekhyun held you up, standing up between your legs as he took your lips, awakening you from your afterglow in a ravishing kiss.
your worries were now last priority as you cupped his head, meeting his lips and tongue with a bit of teeth, tugging his lower lip to earn a low groan of your name.
"I love you." he said softly, but the way he undid his camo pants was anything but contained, making you look down as your hand found his throbbing need with rapidness.
"I love you too." you hummed, stroking him as your foreheads met, seeing him struggle not to moan at the feeling of your soft, warm palm.
you were about to raise one leg around his waist, but he was quicker, raising your whole body against the door, prodding the tip of his cock over your entrance, surpising you.
"ready?" he murmured, hearing your instant response and entering your soaked walls with a moan that you were quick to stop with a kiss, tangling your tongues while he bottomed out within you in a brief strain, making you frown slightly.
"fuck... oh fuck, you're squeezing me–!" baekhyun hissed, his eyes closed as you gripped his uniform. "you okay? am i hurting you...?" he hummed, his eyes finding yours in soft concern amidst holding his grip against your tight one.
"n-no... i'm fine, just... been a bit." you breathed, your other hand finding his cheek as you shook your head. "just start slow, please..." you said, making him nod repeatedly as his hips started a gentle, torturous pace, that almost made you throw your head back against the storage room's door.
the way he felt inside was overwhelming for both, stretching you gently after two months apart. you could feel one hand finding your lower stomach to feel himself like always, his girth too much to be concealed within you.
pulsating and merciless, while at the same time, fulfilling and reassuring, like it's meant to stay there.
you kiss him, getting drunk at the feeling of just letting yourself feel him, smell him, touch him after so long. you can barely think of caring about the risk of potentially getting caught and ruining this day that was meant to be special when he starts moving his hips desperately on you. you feel his trimmed body hair tickling your hardened clit in a way that makes you pant and the corners of your eyes sting. it's too much. he's too much.
and you love it.
it's the way his strange, yet familiar grip could bruise you with way more ease, and it probably will. the way you let your tongues meet sloppily as you both pant. the way his brown eyes stare at you, nearly black with how much he's probably dreamed of having you again.
you gasp as he pulls out to turn you around and put you on your feet, pulling your hips back while pushing your dress up and entering you from behind, making you fall forward in a way that makes a considerable noise on the old door.
you bite your lip hard not to make any noise, feeling baekhyun's chest on your back, his hands wrapping around you to keep you up as he picks up his pace in deep, precise thrusts.
"god, angel... you walls are... fuckin—" he grunted, "throbbin' around me... so fucking good." he panted onto your neck, kissing your skin that gradually dampened from your exertion.
you could barely keep your eyes open trying to look behind your shoulder, but felt him pushing your shoulder blades forward making your ass stick up unto his cock, which entered you in a hard slapping sound.
"f-faster... baekhyun..." you hummed, your forehead onto the door as your arms struggled to keep from banging on it from his roughness.
"yeah...? you want it faster, doll? want my cock pumping onto you the way you love...? take it." baekhyun hissed, pushing your hips back to meet another deep thrust that initiated a new, relentless pace.
your mind blanked at this point, your wrist completely over your mouth as you tried to endure your utter need to scream in pleasure. you even felt him lift you again, not giving you any choice but to let gravity pull your dripping puss onto his cock, as both his arms locked your legs up in a standing position.
you were out of it. you didn't know he had such strength, but it made you crave more of that side of him.
his grunts kept you anchored as he praised you infinitely amidst the wet claps of him into you, claiming you his once again.
"I'm... fuck! I'm coming—!" baekhyun stuttered, bringing you over the edge for the second as he bit your shoulder roughly, effectively bruising your skin while you saw black spots, panting while he slowed his pace.
you could feel his warmth spilling back into his length, but you barely registered what happened and the way he grabbed a random toilet paper roll from one of the storage's shelves to clean both of you.
breathing deeply, baekhyun turned to you again, raising your chin, and consequently your glassy eyes, to face him. "you're perfect."
automatically, a weak grin appeared on your face as you mouthed your affection to him, letting him straighten your summer dress that, luckily, had sleeves and could cover the lovebite on your shoulder.
you smiled solemly, knowing it was probably the end of your physical, if not in general, interactions for the day. your hands caressed both of his cheeks in thought.
you'd do anything for him.
you'd wait as long as you needed to have him in your arms again.
your thoughts only dispersed at the sound of baekhyun's weak chuckle. "what's on your mind, hm?"
maybe the fact that you tried your hardest not to tear up in front of him, especially after sex. it was kind of a big deal to you, and he knew that, so accordingly, he hugged you closer, pushing your head onto his chest.
"I just miss you like crazy," you hum. silently tearing up as he caressed your back.
he didn't even have his usual cologne scent, just his natural musk, and somehow that affected you even more.
maybe this little encounter worsened the ache you felt from missing him.
"I miss you too, my angel," baekhyun kissed the top of your head, and you had an idea that he was probably feeling the same.
he always tried to be the strongest one on your relationship, as if to 'shield you'. you usually felt like you didn't need it, but today, you didn't mind the warmth in his arms.
there was only this.
"you ready? I'm probably needed out there again," he smiled sadly, squeezing your hand gently.
you didn't want to linger too much because you knew that he needed you to be strong for him, too. so you nodded, quietly following him into the hallway as your tears traveled. accepting ones, this time.
it was easier to help explain to the cadet why baekhyun vanished with his girlfriend when the younger guy saw you crying.
"I just... really needed a quiet spot. I'm so sorry I dragged baekhyun into it. please don't tell the general." you whispered, making baekhyun open his mouth to speak, but the young cadet had already softened his gaze in understanding, silencing your boyfriend.
"I know just how it feels like, don't worry. my girlfriend was very shaken too." he nodded, facing baekhyun with a salute, which made him smile weirdly in a chuckle. at least he wasn't in trouble.
he took you towards the entrance gate, still patting your lower back as you faced each other again.
"we'll have other times like this. more than you know, okay? I'll make sure." baekhyun spoke, cupping your cheeks before pecking your forehead.
"I know." your voice breathless as you sniffled, grinning with your eyes closed.
suddenly, an older, stern looking guy that was probably his general, appeared. he had a pronounced jaw, his uniform with different details.
"sargeant byun, there you are. your break is over by five minutes, come at once and I'll spare you a punishment. now." his voice deep with authority reflected his stance and sharp gaze.
"yes, sir." baekhyun straightened up before you could say anything else.
the general nodded to you in a silent request for you to leave as he turned to walk back into the base.
baekhyun smiled sadly one last time, mouthing 'I love you'.
.
in a cold night, baekhyun reorganized everything. the clock marked 4 am, yet he felt anything but tired. as he had a clear view of his bed on the barrack, the only thing left to pack was the picture frame he had of you two on your first day as an official couple, on the amusement park, where you cried because of his corny speech on the ferris wheel cabin.
he didn't even practice it, so he stuttered at least five times while looking at you welled up eyes, and even then, he was perfect in your eyes.
he got to your apartment in silence, it must have been 6 am when he signed all the papers of his discharge. you looked so cute, sleeping on the couch waiting for him. baekhyun made you promise to rest and not try and wake up to pick him up, yet he knew you had probably tried to wait up.
his hand gently caressed your cheek, prompting you to hum softly while asleep, then slowly picked you up making as little sound as possible, but since you were a heavy sleeper, it didn't even stir you. it just made your arms cling to him and your lips mutter his name, which made him grin in a tired fondness, like his body finally recognized it returned to the place of his peace.
baekhyun lovingly placed you on onto your bed, removing his boots, jacket and cap, pushing his now grown hair back before crawling next to you, finally stirring you, who woke up in wide, puffy eyes.
"baekhyun...?" you murmured with your sleepy, husky voice that he loved.
he smiled, pushing a strand off of your face before pecking your lips.
"I'm home."
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c4hr4yz3e · 3 months ago
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When in Doncaster: Chapter Two
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George Clarke x fem!Reader
Did I continue this instead of doing my Psychology assessment worth 40% of my grade? Yes, I did.
Warnings: Language, my horrible writing, the usual
Word Count: 2.7k
Disclaimer: Do not use or claim my work without my permission. My work is my own. This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, places, and incidents (beyond that of reasonability i.e. George, Chris' original video plot) are fictitious in nature, and any connection to any other works is purely coincidental.
Notes: I'd love to hear you guys' thoughts! This is my first fanfic ever, so I'd absolutely love to hear what you guys think.
Part One here
Enjoy :)
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The private room was no doubt going well.
Chris doubled over into Arthur Hill’s lap in a fit of giggles as Bach and ArthurTV performed one of the worst renditions of Timber on JustDance. The table was littered with empty beer and shot glasses, and half-eaten bowls of crisps. Needless to say, it was starting to feel like a signature Soccer Saturday evening.
“George, hold the phone straight! You’re making us look bad!” Arthur complained as he flailed his arms and swayed his hips completely unrhythmically, trying and failing miserably to follow the character on the screen. George’s head fell into his unoccupied hand as his body shook with laughter.
“I don’t think that’s the problem, mate,” Chris wheezed between laughs, wiping tears from his eyes.
“Shut up guys, I look fantastic.” Bach gave a cocky look to the camera as he wiggled his hips and swung his imaginary lasso.
The boys hadn’t realised that bartender had walked back into the room and was standing against the side wall, trying to mask her bubbling laughter with her hand. She could definitely see why the internet loved this lot so much. Their friendship was so organic and fun – just a group of genuine friends sharing their happiness with the world.
After watching Arthur step the wrong way and get shoved harshly by Bach, being berated like something out of Dance Moms, the girl let out an uncontrollable burst of laughter. George quickly shot around, locking eyes with the bartender and immediately finding himself smiling a little. When she offered him a toothy grin in response, he quickly blamed his heart skipping a beat and shortness of breath on his recent fits of laughter. Nothing more, right?
Arthur, noticing George’s distraction, followed his gaze. When he caught sight of the woman he threw his hands in the air. “Alright! More drinks, let’s go!”
“We ready for another round then, boys?” she said, clapping her hands before swiftly walking behind the bar.
The group let out a huge cheer and started to stand.
“Alright lads, what do we want?” Chris asked, as they all made their way to the bar.
“I could go for a Sambuca,” ArthurTV thought aloud.
“Too easy. 2 each?”
The woman got to preparing 10 Sambuca shots, impressing the boys as she tossed shot glasses between her hands, flipping them between her fingers and set them skilfully on the bench in a line. Wanting to show off a little, she chucked the bottle of liquor behind her back, catching it in her other hand. George couldn’t help but notice how effortlessly she moved, and how everything she touched seemed to bend to her will. The bottle she wielded almost acted as an extension of her. She possessed this sheer elegance and grace but always wore a cheeky smile that promised him she was so much more than a pretty bartender. She tossed the bottle once, catching it impressively close to the bench, before filling the glasses in a line, not a drop spilled. The boys watched in amazement and cheered as she demonstrated her skill.
Midway through her line, ArthurTV spoke up. “So, what’s your name? I feel like if you’re going to be our private bartender for the evening, we should be on a first name basis.”
The woman laughed and George felt his heart flutter a little at the sound. “I’m y/n, lovely to meet you all!” Y/n. Lovely to finally put a name to a beautiful face.
The boys all responded in a terribly flat chorus of “Hi, y/n” that had them all drunkenly giggling. One by one, the boys introduced themselves. George watched her as she smiled warmly and nodded at each one of them, laughing at the occasional snappy joke the boys would throw. It was becoming a lot less frequent that they could engage in a conversation like this – most people they would talk to in public already knew who they were or wanted something from them. It was refreshing.
A slap upside the back of his head snapped him out of his thoughts.
“What?” he asked, hand reaching up to rub his head.
“This old geezer is George,” Chris spoke, laughing at the shocked and confused expression on George’s face.
The bartender seemed to find it funny too, laughing along. “Lovely to meet you, George. Unless you prefer going by ‘old geezer’?”
“Um, no, George is fine,” he forced his way through an imminent stutter, shaking his head and running a hand through his hair, making sure to side-eye Chris. “I’m surprised you could even reach my head, you short twat.”
“Such a massive target it’d be an achievement to miss it, mate!”
The group roared in laughter, gripping each other’s shoulders. George couldn’t help but notice Y/n trying and failing to conceal her giggling behind her hand. Something about it made his heart swell and he immediately wanted to make her laugh more. Before George could speak, Arthur Hill picked up a shot and raised it in a toast.
“To the weirdest and wildest Soccer Saturday video we’ve ever done.”
A chorus of “Here here!” sounded before the boys tapped their glasses on the bench and raised them to their lips. George tipped the liquid into his mouth, wiping his lips as he swallowed.
Once the boys laid their empty glasses on the bar bench, Chris turned his head to address the group, picking up his second shot. “I think Y/n should do this next shot with us, considering everything she’s done to help us this evening.”
She cocked her head to the side, “It was no trouble at all, really. It was the least I could do.” She’s such a genuinely caring person.
“Nonsense! Drink with us – I triple dog dare you!” ArthurTV smiled mischievously at Y/n, trying to egg her on.
Throwing her head back in laughter at his childish antics, Y/n agreed with a shrug. She grabbed another glass and poured herself a fresh shot of Sambuca. Holding it in the air, she clinked it against the boys’ awaiting drinks.
“To Y/n!” ArthurTV said.
“To Y/n!” called the response.
They all threw back their shots and placed their glasses on the bench triumphantly. The boys quickly dispersed and went off to try their hand at another JustDance. George just caught ear of Arthur muttering something about them being able to 'slay harder' now because he wasn’t there to hold the phone; Chris cackled in response. It also wasn’t lost on George that Y/n gave a rushed shake of her head a little as she put the glass down.
“Not a fan of Sambuca?” he asked with a teasing smirk, noting her slightly screwed up face.
“Not my favourite. More of a gin or bourbon girl, myself. Care for another?” she asked, holding up the Sambuca bottle.
“Yeah, why not.” He held his glass up as she poured the liquor in. Putting the bottle on the bench, she waited expectantly for him to down the drink. “Well, hey, you expect me to drink this by myself? Pour yourself something girl, come on.” He cringed at his wording. Fuck, why can I not talk to women? She probably thinks I’m a fucking idiot, great job you wanker, this is why you’re single.
Y/n lets out a quick laugh before leaning a bit closer, batting her lashes in a playfully flirty way, “I am on the job you know, hun.”
George’s eyes blinked in surprise. Okay, George. Deep breaths. Play it cool.
“C’mon, one won’t hurt.”
He waited nervously while the bartender looked up to the ceiling, as if deep in thought. She tapped her chin jokingly, glancing down at his waiting face. Even though she knew there was no way she could say no to those big blue puppy eyes, she wanted to keep him on his toes. How often do you get to have some flirty fun with a handsome stranger?
“Oh, go on then,” she broke, tossing her hands up with a grin. She turned to her shelves of bottles, pausing for a moment before seemingly deciding on one. Leaning up onto her tippy toes, she reached for a bottle on one of the higher shelves. She let out a string of hushed curses when she barely graces the bottom of the bottom with her fingertip. Watching her move to grab the ladder against the wall, George all but leapt from his seat, setting his drink on the bench and walking behind the bar, swiftly moving to stand behind her.
“Which one you after, love?”
Y/n turns to look up at him before smirking a little, turning a little red at the faint feeling of his chest brushing against her shoulder. Saving herself the embarrassment of looking at him again, she quickly motioned to a short round bottle near the middle of the shelf. Hardly stretching at all, George plucked the liquor from the shelf. The girl moved to take it from his hands, but he teasingly moved it out of her reach.
“Uh, uh. Didn’t your mother ever teach you manners?”
Rolling her eyes playfully, she failed miserably at keeping the smile off her face, “Oh, I’m so sorry. That was so rude of me, kind sir.”
George couldn’t help the huge grin creeping its way onto his face. “Yet, you still haven’t said the magic words.” He tapped on his ear with his free hand, donning an I’m waiting face.
“You’re ridiculous.”
He waited patiently, smile unwavering and eyes glinting with a sweet mischief that almost made her knees buckle.
She dropped her head in an adorable display of mock defeat, letting her arms flop to her sides before tilting her head up to meet his eyes. “Thank you, George, for your ever so kind gesture.”
Straightening his stance with a satisfied smirk, he presented the bottle to Y/n with an exaggerated flourish, “Pleasure to be of service to you, milady.”
Taking the bottle from his hands, George’s skin felt alight where her fingertips brushed his. A light tingle, like nothing he’s ever felt before. He had no idea what he was feeling but one thing was certain – he wanted more.
Y/n swiftly moved to stand at the bench, grabbing her glass and setting it on the dark oak wood. After filling her glass with practiced expertise, she reached over and picked up George’s glass. Turning to face him, she offered him his shot with a playful smile and quick wink.
He took it and clinked it against hers, “Cheers.”
“Cheers.”
After emptying their glasses, Y/n held out her hand to take George’s glass and chucked them in the sink. George couldn’t seem to take his eyes off her – every movement was intoxicating and mesmerising. It was like he felt attracted to her very energy. He felt lighter and almost revitalised every time she looked at him, and each fleeting touch was like a jolt of live electricity, sparking his heart to beat harder and faster.
“So, what brings you lot to Doncaster?”
“Uh, well essentially, we do these videos where the first team to score dictates where we go for our night out. Doncaster scored, so here we are.” Could you be any more boring? Where is the charm everyone says you have??
Y/n’s eyes twinkled, nonetheless. “Oh wow, that sounds so fun! I love stuff like that – spontaneous and adventurous. No plans, just seeing what comes along.”
“Exactly,” George spoke, naturally mirroring her enthusiasm. He felt a surge of validation and excitement to hear that she had the same zest for life and adventure that he did. “I’ve definitely made some of my best memories with the guys on trips like this. Every night is different and that’s what makes it exciting.”
Conversation with Y/n flowed so easily. They fed off each other’s energy like they’d known each other for years. It was then that George noticed how much he loved being able to have a normal conversation, without his influencer-status being brought into the mix. But most importantly, he realised how much he loved talking to Y/n.
She was almost like a shot of espresso. With no more than a smile, the worry, anxiety, and helplessness he felt in that bustling crowd before melted away and gave way to warmth. He felt safe, secure, and genuinely happy – something he hadn’t truly felt all evening. It felt like they'd been talking for hours. George barely felt any concept of time in her presence; nothing as trivial as the tick of a clock seemed even remotely important as he felt himself becoming lost within the depths of her eyes and the intoxicating tone of her voice. He felt a little giddy, almost like he was a little bit tipsy despite not having much at all. Is this what the movies are talking about?
“George!”
Chris’ voice from behind the bar interrupted George’s thoughts, making him reluctantly turn away from the girl in front of him.
“We’d better get going if we want to start checking off things on his bingo card, mate,” Chris spoke, waving his phone a little.
George’s heart sunk a little. I forgot we had to leave.
Y/n’s smile dropped ever so slightly, her shoulders slumping as if she was also a little disappointed. Of course she was – George was one of the sweetest and most genuine guys she’d ever met. The connection between them was almost instantaneous, and she could only pray he felt the same thing as her.
“I’ll let you guys out the back door, you’ll avoid the crowds that way.” With a surge of boldness, she allowed her fingers to brush George's wrist as she stepped past him and out onto the room floor. She smiled a little to herself as little sparks of electricity danced across her skin.
She led the boys through a door in the corner of the room, holding it open as they all stepped through. “Just straight down past the kitchen there’s a door on your right,” she called to the group as they walked down the hallway. Stepping through the door, George nodded appreciatively which she returned with a bright smile.
They walked in a comfortable yet emotionally charged silence. With each step, the weight of responsibility to be the one to make a move or even acknowledge their undeniable chemistry bared heavier on each of them.
George desperately wanted to see her again. He’d only known her a couple of hours, but he liked who he was around her, and the thought of walking away from her filled him with a dread.
Catching his attention, Y/n brushed past him to take a few hurried steps towards the door, rushing to grab the door from Arthur Hill, who was holding it open for them. She thanked him and leant against the door, propping it open for George as she brushed a stray strand of hair from her face.
He shuffled past her, stepping into the cool night air.
The boys stood huddled a few meters from the door, but George wasn't ready to step away from Y/n just yet.
"Thank you so much again for everything tonight, Y/n. It was so kind of you," Chris spoke.
"Yes - we honestly really appreciate it," ArthurTV added with a sweet smile.
Y/n merely waved her hand dismissively, but the shy smile on her face gave away how much she appreciated the thanks, "It was nothing, really. Always happy to help you guys out if you ever happen to find yourselves around Doncaster again."
The group, deciding to start researching their next move, started drifting further down the alleyway towards the street. George's eyes briefly flittered over to them before taking a breath.
Now or never, Clarkey.
And so before he could second guess himself, he forced himself to speak.
I am not passing up this chance. Not with her.
“Hey, when do you get off tonight?”
The smile that crept onto Y/n’s face made every worry melt away. He found himself willing for the universe to acknowledge any good he’d done in his life and allow him to cash in whatever chip he had for one more night with her. But in that moment, as he looked at her, even if she cruelly rejected him or told him to fuck off, it was worth it to see her beautiful smile. But something in the way her eyes crinkled and seemed to sparkle told him that the universe answered him.
“2 o’clock.”
He let out a breath he didn't know he was holding and a relieved smile took over his face. “Perfect. I’ll come by and pick you up.”
“And what’re we going to do?” Y/n tried to seem casual, crossing her arms over her chest and cocking her head to the side with a cheeky grin, but even she could barely contain the bubble of excitement in her chest.
It took all his energy to contain both a fit of gleeful giggles and jumps of joy. In attempt to hide his excited energy, he shoved his hands into his jacket pockets. “Spontaneous and adventurous, remember? No plans, just seeing what comes along.” His eyes shimmered with a playful mischief as he walked backwards towards the boys. Y/n couldn't help but let out a laugh, her stomach feeling warm and fluttery that he'd remembered her words. “I’ll see you in a bit.”
Y/n saluted him with 2 fingers, watching with a widening smile as he turned on his heel and walked towards the boys. Clapping each other on the shoulders, they shouted their thanks and appreciation to Y/n before walking off into the night to find their next stop. And just before they disappeared around the corner, George, illuminated by the streetlights, sent her a toothy smile and a wink.
Y/n quickly glanced down at her watch. 10:30pm.
And, as she closed and locked the door behind her, there was no use trying to fight the smile creeping onto her face.
2am couldn’t come soon enough.
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Arrghhhh what do we think?
I'm actually starting to wildly second guess everything I write, so this is very much a "post it before I just delete it all" type thing LMAO
Part 3 coming next weekish <3
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underratedbreadcrust · 7 months ago
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Love languages — Lost Characters HCs
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Characters: jack shepard, james “sawyer” ford, kate austen, sayid jarrah, and charlie pace
Warnings: some cursing and slight suggestive language sawyer.
a/n: this show has been consuming my being and i need to talk to someone about it or i’ll explode. i have been so preoccupied with school i kinda got distracted from this account and writing but i'm going to do my best to get back on track.
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Jack Shepard
He has always felt the absence of his father, whether he wants to admit it or not.
He struggles with being vulnerable, but when he does truly care about someone he wants to be as present as possible because he knows what it feels like to be alone.
He really likes touching you. not like that weirdo
He needs you to know that he'll always be there for you, and he does this by constantly reminding you physically.
Whether it be a kiss on the forehead, a prolonged hug, or even a brush of hands, he wants to cement the idea that you can always count on him.
Also, this man definitely lives for words of affirmation.
I mean look at that wet cat man, he’s never been given any positive words that didn’t have a second motive.
Having lived his entire life surrounded by false praise, the first time you compliment him, he sighs internally just waiting for you to ask him a favor right afterward.
So, of course, it throws him off when you don’t.
I mean, what other reason could there be for your kind words.
And it’s not the last time either, you continue to encourage him, expressing your admiration at his skills and the way he always knows what to or what to say in every situation.
The way you spoke of all of his actions, was enough to slowly break down his walls.
Eventually, when he gets comfortable enough to tell you about his past, you are there to listen intently, hanging on to his every word.
Once he’s finished, you reach your hand out to hold his and offer him words of encouragement, telling him he’s a better man than everybody gives him credit for, and that he needs to stop pressuring himself to fix everything.
He has no idea how you always know exactly what to say to leave him comforted, but he knows that that is what he loves the most about you.
James “Sawyer” Ford
His main approach to getting another person’s attention is through a sly smile and sexual innuendos. It’s what has worked so well in the past.
But the real way he expresses his affection is through gifts.
The man hates giving anything he considers “his” to anybody, so whenever he does, consider it a sign.
Believe it or not, he is a very active listener.
If you happen to casually mention a small detail, like you’re craving a certain food or need an extra blanket, expect him to have it within the hour.
Sawyer is awkward when it comes to expressing himself through words sincerely, and he considers himself too clumsy to do anything else.
So he figures the best way to show that he cares is by giving you whatever you want.
Don’t expect him to be sweet about it either though. He’ll definitely make some jokes about you needing to pay him back and you’ll do it gladly.
Receiving wise though, he appreciates anybody that is willing to give him the time of day.
Before the island, the idea of spending quality time with anybody he wasn’t sleeping with was absurd.
However, after meeting you, his thoughts quickly changed.
He knows that he isn’t the easiest person to deal with, so he treasures you going out of your way to be with him more than you realize.
Nobody was ever willing to spend more time than necessary when it came to being around him.
Your persistence is what allowed him to fully open up.
At first, he does everything in his power likebeingalittlebitch to get you to stay away.
Once it dawns on him that his actions won’t be enough to get you to leave, his appreciation for you grows.
Needless to say, once you get him to care enough about you, you’ll never be needing for more.
Kate Austen
Kate hates having to stay anywhere longer than she has to.
Which is why, if she makes an effort to be around you, for no apparent reason, then it’s most likely that she’s attached.
She has spent a good chunk of her life running. Including responsibilities, confrontations, the law, she doesn’t know the meaning of slowing down.
With you, however, she wants nothing more than for time to stop so she can appreciate the full extent of your company and enjoy quality time together.
She never thought it to be possible for her to find a person who made her feel like she was at home until she met you.
Beware though, being around you and trusting you are two different things.
After losing all the most important people in her life (betrayal or otherwise) she is still extremely wary of being vulnerable with others, regardless if she cares for them or not.
It will take a lot of work on your part to show her that not everybody close to her is bound to leave.
Which is why she needs constant verbal reassurance of your affection towards her.
Don't be too direct with it though, or else she might think you're trying to take advantage of her in some way.
However, if you slowly build your relationship with her while affirming her how much she means to you, then her walls are bound to come down.
Your positive words combined with your sincerity will have her falling for you so hard she won't know what to do with herself.
Whether you know it or not, your words to her are a lifeline.
Sayid Jarrah
ASKSNWKDB I LOVE THIS MAN
If there's anything this man knows how to do is to be at the service of others, which is exactly how he shows his love.
Being in the Republican Guard conditioned him to automatically fix any problem within his sight and follow the orders of his superiors.
As soon as he got on that island, he fell back into that role like second nature, following the guidance of Jack while still commanding orders in his own way.
From the moment he realizes his feelings for you, expect him to become your personal bodyguard.
He isn't the type to baby you but like hell if he'd let you get yourself in any danger.
He would do everything in his power to protect you from the island's hazards.
Not to mention he's a complete romantic.
It doesn't matter if he currently has any other duties you will always be his first priority.
You have a problem with your tent, he's already fixed it. You feel the need to get away from the rest, he'll take you on a private walk on a secluded part of the beach. You're hungry? Oh wow, how did this five-course meal find its way here!
Tender touches and physical touch are his favorite way of receiving love.
For years, the only times that his skin touched another person’s, was to torture them.
Believing himself to be undeserving of compassion, he chose to isolate himself.
Also fearing he might lose those he cares about if he were ever to open himself up.
Then you come along.
Your outgoing yet gentle nature was enough to almost knock his feet out under him.
Being the friendly person that you are, it was common for you to be touchy-feely with the people you considered close.
That doesn’t mean it still didn’t throw him for a loop the first time you did it though.
The both of you were sitting next to each other around a fire during dinner when suddenly you leaned your shoulder against his.
Despite it being such a simple gesture, he couldn’t recall the last time he was on the receiving end of such a casual touch.
He is insanely touch-starved, so as the relationship between the two of you flourishes, he’ll start to long for the feel of you.
It comforts him knowing he has tangible proof to remind him he’s not alone.
Charlie Pace
This man will always speak what’s on his mind. For a long time, he’s been criticized for not measuring his words more carefully.
So don’t expect him to sugarcoat how much he cares and loves you.
He knows that his big mouth has put him in a lot of problems, but he will continue to use it because it got him your attention.
From the minute you catch his eye there's no way he's going to stay silent about it.
Hell, don't be surprised if he ends up writing a song about you.
He's aware that sometimes he says things that result in him being the butt of a joke, but he will always tell you the truth about his love for you.
In fact, he will go above and beyond to let you know that you're the only way he could ever care for.
What do you mean you feel insecure as if you don't have the beauty and grace of a goddess?
One thing he neglects to mention is that he's a spoiled little brat who loves gifts.
No matter how small or worthless you think it may be, to him it means the world coming from you.
Having dealt with addiction he's never maintained any object that held any financial value because he always sold it for a couple of extra bucks.
That is why your gifts serve as a physical reminder that he has changed and that he is allowed to be happy.
Things ranging from a flower to an item of personal value that you've given him he will guard with his life.
That includes your heart which is the greatest treasure you could've given him.
p.s. can you tell who my favorite character is based on this lol
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shegetsburned · 1 year ago
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❝ somethin’ stupid like i love you ❞ w. shiu kong ⋆.˚ ᥣ𐭩 .
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.nsfw.
‱ — content. shiu realizes he’s slowly falling for you and absolutely hates it. ‱ — author’s note. coming back of hiatus with this! part of my fwb shiu content. feel free to send suggestions for this trope btw <3
˗ˏˋʚ fwb!shiu who genuinely thinks this whole thing is suspicious. it has never happened before. there’s no way he’s thinking about you this much. you must be playing a game he isn’t aware of.
˗ˏˋʚ fwb!shiu who after a few months, made many more calls and asked for you more often than the usual one day a week. it has come to three to four days and even when you were busy he found ways to clear your schedule and have you all to himself.
˗ˏˋʚ fwb!shiu who has gotten rougher and less patient when he fucks you. as soon as he steps through the door his hands are all over you and his warm breath covers your neck like he had been waiting all day to finally get a sample of your addicting scent.
˗ˏˋʚ fwb!shiu who has a habit of “forgetting” his jacket or his pack of cigarettes at your place just to call you a few hours later to pass by and get his items back. little did you know it was just to see you some more.
˗ˏˋʚ fwb!shiu who stays longer and doesn’t leave you as soon as he’s done. to your surprise, he stays until you fall asleep or sometimes when you’re lucky, shares a bath or a shower with you. nothing sexual, he just prefers to stay clean and helps you in the process.
you two have easy conversations about anything and everything without being scared of the other’s judgment. shiu likes to talk about anything as long as it doesn’t involve work and you love it when his deep chuckle resonates in your ears.
˗ˏˋʚ fwb!shiu who has asked himself several times why he always needed to come back to you. he never realized how much he looked forward to these intimate moments which contradicted the whole accord you guys had made. this was supposed to be temporary and, now, he couldn’t go two days without the touch of your skin against his.
˗ˏˋʚ fwb!shiu who begins to open up more about his work and clients. how uninteresting and full of cash they are, how good the pay is and how easy it is to fool scared millionaires. more importantly, he had told you in total confidence that he thought about quitting his job. it may have been easy money but it wasn’t the most morally fulfilling job.
˗ˏˋʚ fwb!shiu who, for the first time, has stayed the night, sleeping in with you. you thought you’d awoke to an empty side of the bed, like always, but here he was, peacefully sleeping. needless to say, you had never seen him reveal this side of himself. he looked so comfortable, you were the one to leave first that morning.
˗ˏˋʚ fwb!shiu who cursed himself for falling asleep in your bed, but it felt so good and he was so tired that his body had just given out. he made sure to gather everything before leaving in a hurry. no jacket or packs forgotten, only leaving his fresh and rich smell of smoke all over your apartment.
˗ˏˋʚ fwb!shiu who was distracted at work. his thoughts diverged to his hands trailing your curves and your perfect lips he wanted to taste so badly. the feeling pierced his heart. did he actually miss you?
˗ˏˋʚ fwb!shiu who tried to dismiss his feelings by taking a small break from you and hooking up with different girls. despite his best efforts, nothing felt right when he was fucking them. he was quick and uninterested. it was so boring without you.
˗ˏˋʚ fwb!shiu who, determined to not fall into your meaningless trap, has finally decided to give you one final call. he’d explain everything to you in person.
˗ˏˋʚ fwb!shiu who got lost in time and ended up pussy drunk, between your legs, once again squeezing his soft tongue into your tight pussy. after all these sessions, he came to be the best at eating you out and knowing precisely how you wanted to be touched and handled.
“god- i fucking love you, [y/n].” he murmurs against your sloppy entrance, heavy breath itching at your skin and you can’t quite discern his sentence before panic finally sets in.
it comes out so easily out of his mouth, between two pants, like praise he had said over and over again. he doesn’t even notice, but you do. oh, yes you do.
˗ˏˋʚ fwb!shiu who continues to place wet kisses on your inner thighs but you had stopped clenching the sheets to stare at him, eyes wide open. shiu was so strict about following the rules he had personally set, to maintain this kind of relationship and here he was saying that he loved you. what a fool.
˗ˏˋʚ fwb!shiu who’s so mesmerized by your euphoric scent that he hasn’t yet become aware of the fact that he accidentally confessed to you. you can feel your heartbeat fasten and your pulse through your ears when he pronounces the words. your pink-tinted cheeks betray how flustered you are.
˗ˏˋʚ fwb!shiu who brings you back to reality with a guttural groan as he dives back against your dripping folds, his nose pressing against your clit. his hands open up your legs more as you give out the meaningless fight and fall deeper into his delicious embrace.
“f-fuck.. wait- aaah- shiu..”
your mind’s hazy from the pleasure but you’re still thinking about his words. you wonder if it was only in the heat of the moment or a true confession he couldn’t have hidden much longer.
˗ˏˋʚ fwb!shiu who had promised to never kiss you in fear of his emotions getting the best of him, but this night was different. your puffy pink lips were looking particularly pretty and captivating. he wasn’t one to break promises but his self-control was hanging on by a thread when he was so drunk over you. he moved upward, parting with your needy cunt to place a trail of light kisses along your chest, from your belly all the way to your neck.
˗ˏˋʚ fwb!shiu who doesn’t hesitate further. his whole body’s covering yours when he leans into your neck, nibbling at the skin before capturing your lips in a hot and steamy kiss. he’s breathing the amount of air you have left, causing you to stop him abruptly, your fingers pushing his lips away. he’s taken aback, his eyes questioning yours with your skin still blocking his lips.
˗ˏˋʚ fwb!shiu who looks perplex, like he missed an episode. what were you so tense all of a sudden? wasn’t he doing enough? you always loved the way he ate you out, so what’s changed? of course, he had forgotten about the kissing rule, but the flustered gaze you were wearing told him something else bothered you the most.
˗ˏˋʚ fwb!shiu whose gaze goes from your wet lips to your eyes. he knows what he did wrong but the memory of his confession is still blurry. delicately enough, he wraps his hand around your wrist to free his mouth. you whisper his name, panting, but he cuts you off almost immediately.
“don’t read too much into what i say when we’re fuckin’, angel.”
he’s trying to defend himself. truth is he was almost ashamed of slipping out to you like that. exposing his buried feelings to you made him want to disappear, especially considering the face you were wearing right now.
˗ˏˋʚ fwb!shiu who’s reluctant to talk about it, he doesn’t want to talk about his feelings, he just wants to fuck you. had he forgotten why he came here in the first place? he had never gone this far with any of the girls he was fucking before and here he was, almost completely naked and so drunk over you that your pussy wasn’t enough for a taste. wasn’t he supposed to talk to you about terminating this affair?
˗ˏˋʚ fwb!shiu who was embarrassed to be so vulnerable when it came to you. he quickly regains his senses, moving away to give you enough space to sit up and wrap your sweating figure with the sheets.
“why are you so ashamed of it, shiu?”
he shakes his head frenetically. god. you didn’t understand anything did you? being obsessed with you wasn’t in any of his plans. he needed to get out of this situation quickly, otherwise he’d simply betray himself further.
“we can’t do this anymore. I’m ending our deal.” he says, skillfully putting his belt back with his clenched back muscles exposed to your sight.
his words were frustrating. was it your fault? was it you that he was so ashamed to love? “you were the one to break the rules, shiu.”
˗ˏˋʚ fwb!shiu who brushes it off, buttoning his white shirt back on. his hands travel inside his pockets, desperately searching for a cigarette. it was so annoying. it was so annoying that you could see right through him and that he had no power over it. he had no power over his feelings for you and it was infuriating.
˗ˏˋʚ fwb!shiu who refuses to explain any further. the last thing he said before leaving your place was that you didn’t have to expect anymore calls or texts from him.
what he didn’t say was that he wanted to stay so badly. he wanted, without shame, to tell you how you made him feel but his pride inevitably got the best of him and he left without another word, leaving you naked in your bed, wondering how the hell you were so hung up on such a confused man.
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evilminji · 1 year ago
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I got distracted, BUT I REMEMBERED!
The Dr.'s Fenton? Would ABSOLUTELY fight a child.
Specifically, Hatsume Mei. Future CEO of Hatsume Industries! And ENGINEERING RIVAL of their's! They may be new to this whole "support industy" business, but they are SEASONED weaponry makers! And that brilliant little upstart is good! Audacious! A THREAT!!!
COME GET SOME!!! D:<
See, they needed to Move. Things were getting a bit... spicy. They may have made so unfortunate choices, back before they knew the truth about their Son and Ghosts in general.
Ignorance, bigotry, and academic bias are curses in their house for a REASON, after all. They never thought... after all the DECADES of facing it themselves...
Well...
Needless to say, they were, are, and will always BE horrified by how they acted. There may have be a whole host of reasons behind WHY they acted that way. But those WHYs aren't good enough. They should have been better. Done better. They don't offer any excuses, but but they can give an explanation, if it's wanted.
And, together, as a family, they got through Maddie n Jack's horrifying mistakes.
God they don't deserve those kids. Love them to pieces. The things they don't warn ya about parenthood, you know? The mistakes you might make. You think you're ready. Think everything's alright. Then your life's work KILLS your son and brings him back.
And you don't notice.
......what sort of parents DONT NOTICE?
They still have nightmares. Feel sick. God, if they were working in ANY other field. With ANY other materials! If it wasn't SPECIFICALLY ectoplasm? He... he wouldn't have come back. Oh god.
........
So.... so, yeah.
They're working on some things! As a family! Seeing a therapist from the Zone. Lovely... Them? They're a tree person. Neither Jack or Maddie is quite certain what gender pronouns, if ANY, they are supposed to use. They've been defaulting to They/Them just to be safe. Still! Alien therapist! Neat!
But, of COURSE. The BABIES in White throw a FIT. "Wah, wah, wah you've been compromised blah blah blah" oh PLEASE! Just because they've had a little personal growth! And stopped shooting at Phantom in public! And in general! You shoot ONE little Goverment agent for trying to shoot your baby and suddenly YOUR the bad guy!
He didn't even die!
So, yeah, BIT spicy.
Honestly? Feels like a long time coming. They were never very popular. This ultimately just feels like the ends of a road that began in college. Them, the two "crazies" with their backs to the wall, as the government closes in, trying to tear them down for knowing the TRUTH and refusing to shut up about it. Their reputations so deep in the mud, they're tasting bedrock.
At least they are together.
And thank god they've had years to plan for the inevitable.
So? They have the kids grab their go bags and head off too stay with Danny's new celebrity friend from another dimension, Mr Wayne. Nice man, little dim, but since he's willing to open his home to the kids in case of emergency? Perfect. And frankly, as long as Mr. Pennyworth is there, everything will be fine.
Besides! Lil Damian is a very respectful and responsible young man. Tim and Danny may get up to mischief, but they can trust the youngest to put his foot down.
THEM on the other hand?
Not so lucky. THEY have to stay with the house. It's not exactky like they can move the portal after all, it's built in. And this is where the kids grew up! Where Jack and her scrimped and saved, lived out of cars and off nickle noodles, to afford! This is their HOME! And no jack booted THUG is going to take that.
So the kids go first. They go to the command center. Jack takes pot shots while she fires up... THAT machine. The one they wired into the house itself, right along with the Ectoplasmic Shielding. It was all theoretical, once. But not anymore.
Now they have The Zone.
It's been collecting energy runoff from the open gate ever since it opened. Siphoning them into the sub-basment mega batteries. Enough to run two-thirds the planet for the next half a millennia. If only the damn patent office would LET THEM PATENT THEIR WORK-!
But that doesn't matter anymore. No, what matters is checking how full the battery banks are. Decently. It HAS been a while since they've done a controlled drain. Good, that means they have more then enough.
So, with no kids to witness things getting nasty? She pulls out her keys and unlocks the parental commands, flips the the shields to "strobe-kill". Let's see you crowd us NOW fuckers. With Jack freed up to help aim the house? They set to work.
It's... not EXACTLY an exact science, as much as they'd prefer it to be. More of a controlled jump. Set preferences, power jump, hop sideways an unknown distance. Land. Look around.
Is it what you want?
Habitable?
A zombie apocalypse?
Jump again. And again. And again. Until the battery runs out. Then sit... or float...or drift, there, until the batteries refill. You have to be mindful, of course, that you don't lose Shield coverage. Because it keeps the House air tight and together. If you jump and immediately lose power to the shields because you misjudged the energy left in the batteries?
Better HOPE you land somewhere with a breathable atmosphere and no zombies!
And Fentons don't rely on HOPE! They rely on good ol firepower and hutzpa!
Also advanced ectoplasmic scientific engineering! But that was a given.
It... takes a while. They run out of canned peaches. Have to stop TWICE to help cure a zombie plague, since they are the only ones with a still working lab. They were actually sort of joking with the kids about the zombies. Oof. Good thing Ectoplasm eats EVERYTHING. One specialized ecto shot and that disease is TOAST.
Granted, the surviors are all limnal now. But they don't seem to care in the slightest.
Then there was the whole "oop! Planet's gone." Couple of worlds. The one with the crabs. The ocean one. The ice age. The robots. The cartoon horses. The inappropriately dressed high-schoolers with weapons fighting God. The boring one. The one with ninjas...
I mean, they are just NOT having any LUCK!
Okay, next moderately stable world, they are doing a groceries run! A Man can not live off freeze dried meals forever! Well, you CAN. But it's making Jack sad, and frankly that's a war crime. Plus she's run out of tea! AND coffee! A life of no caffeine? She can't endure that.
She's started to eye her son's God awful energy abominations in a can, for God sake! Desperate time's and all that...
Zyeyooom!
Thunk!
Which? Is how? The ENTIRE class of 1-H? Turns to stare in ABSOLUTE HORROR at the cackling, head thrown back, hands clawed, mad scientist "it's alive! It's aliiiiiiive" type insanity that is Hatsume Mei and her "this green goo I found from some guys Quirk" powered teleport anchor.
It MADE A HOUSE.
On SCHOOL FUCKING GROUNDS. An ENTIRE house! Is... is that a blimp? That's English right? What's it say?! What the FUCK is that sh- OH MY GOD ARE THOSE PEOPLE!? MEI!!!!!
So begins... the Fentons Beef With A Childℱ.
Because! Mei will forever more claim! That SHE brought them to this universe with HER magnificent machine! But Maddie and Jack? At first, trying to be nice about it, helpfully point out, actually? No. THEIR house can and does reality jump. THEY brought themselves.
Mei ignores them.
Crows about her magnificent machine. Scoffs about them thinks they haspd anything to do with it.
Oh... oh it is ON, you tiny pink haired little shit!
Does the Japanese Government want to take control of the situation? Of course they do. They want these scientists and they want that house. Local Nedzu's say? "It's nice to want things" :) *sips tea mockingly*
They landed on HIS school's grounds. Finders keepers!
You may say "threat to national security" but HE says "free support gear for the students and security for the school"! Not to MENTION all this delightful FREE clean energy! They are a delightful couple. With a portal to the fabric between realities in their basement!
Not found of the laboratory, but that's a personal issue. The ZONE however? Oooohohohohoho~☆
It? Would DRIVE THE HPSC and Japanese government BATSHIT INSANE that they can't get at the portal? That threats and stealth Heros and every other method? Just... hits a brick wall. A big ol "lol nope!" Meanwhile Nedzu and occasionally random teachers or students are popping in and out of this house they can get into?
Nedzu especially standing just on the other side of the shields going >:3 neener~ neener~ neener~ Ha ha! I could be mature about this but am CHOOSING NOT TO BE!
@legitimatesatanspawn @mutable-manifestation @hdgnj @hypewinter @babbling-babull
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mugiwara-rosewolf · 2 months ago
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HELLO! im your new follower, Can you make headcanons where Luffy's big sister,with Ace, Luffy and Saboy grow up together in the same place???? By the way, Ace is loving(romantically)us.
HELLO!! Absolutely, that sounds like a wonderful idea!
(To be honest, I’ve been working on a long-fic outside of tumblr with a similar premise. So needless to say, when I saw your request, I got *very* excited)
Hope you enjoy!
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Family of Four
Portgas D Ace x F!Reader (ASL + 1)
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Family Dynamic:
Luffy’s big sister Y/N was always the older, more responsible one in the group.
While Luffy was energetic and carefree, Y/N kept a careful eye on her little brother, making sure he didn’t get into too much trouble.
She was the one who bandaged his scraped knees after his wild adventures, and Luffy always admired her for it.
Ace’s Protective Nature:
Ace’s feelings for Y/N developed slowly but surely as they spent more time together.
At first, he was protective of her like he was with Luffy, but as they grew older, he realized he cared for her in a different way.
Ace often took every chance he could to be close to her, whether it was helping her out when she was overwhelmed or simply sharing quiet moments watching the sunset together.
He would sometimes catch himself getting flustered around her, especially when she smiled at him.
Luffy’s Bluntness:
Luffy, as usual, is oblivious to the feelings between Ace and Y/N.
He’s just happy that his sister is always there to look after him, and he loves seeing Ace around because it means more people to enjoy food and adventures with.
One of his favorite things to do was drag everyone into his latest schemes, even if it meant putting Ace and Y/N in awkward situations together.
He might even jokingly tease Ace about his “secret crush” on Y/N, though Ace would always deny it, blushing furiously.
Sabo’s Quiet Support:
Sabo, being the more observant and level-headed one, notices the growing closeness between Ace and Y/N.
He’s quietly supportive of their budding romance, but he also knows when to step in to give them space.
He’d always be the one to provide a listening ear when either of them had issues with the other, offering advice or just a distraction with some playful banter.
He always had Y/N’s back, whether it was against the rowdy boys or simply encouraging her to follow her heart.
Sibling Bonds:
Growing up in a rougher environment, the bond between the four of them was tight.
They were each other’s family, and even when things got tough, they stuck together.
Y/N was the glue that held everyone together.
When the group faced tough times, like being chased by bounty hunters or navigating dangerous situations, she was the one who kept everyone calm and made decisions.
Ace would sometimes sneak glances at her as she took charge, admiring her strength and leadership.
Ace’s Romantic Gestures:
Ace’s feelings for Y/N were subtle at first.
He would give her small gifts, like flowers or trinkets he found on his travels, and sometimes he would surprise her with her favorite food.
Despite his usual laid-back demeanor, when it came to Y/N, he was incredibly thoughtful.
He’d even try to get Luffy to distract her so he could prepare little surprises for her, though Luffy always spoiled the surprise by being too excited and blurting everything out.
Y/N’s Conflicted Heart:
Y/N, while caring deeply for Ace, was always unsure about her own feelings.
She was aware of Ace’s affection for her but didn’t want to jeopardize their close-knit family bond.
She was worried that if they pursued a romantic relationship, it might complicate everything.
But as time went on, she couldn’t ignore the flutter in her chest when Ace smiled at her or when he supported her in ways no one else did.
Still, she kept her feelings hidden, not wanting to be the one to change the dynamics of their group.
Luffy’s Unintentional Matchmaking:
As always, Luffy’s obliviousness to romance was a blessing and a curse.
He unintentionally became a matchmaker for Ace and Y/N, dragging the two of them into situations where they’d have to confront their feelings.
Whether it was setting up an impromptu “date” where the three boys went on a ridiculous adventure so Y/N and Ace could talk alone or teasing them about their closeness, Luffy’s carefree nature brought them together even if they weren’t ready.
Family Adventure Time:
The four of them would often go on spontaneous adventures, exploring islands and taking on challenges together.
Y/N would act as the navigator while Ace, Sabo, and Luffy would bring their strengths to the group.
These adventures would strengthen their bond, and it was during these trips that Ace’s romantic feelings for Y/N became more evident.
There were quiet moments, just the two of them under the stars, where Ace would finally open up to Y/N, asking her to join him in a life full of adventure and love.
Happy Ending:
Eventually, after many adventures, Y/N begins to reciprocate Ace’s feelings.
They finally have a heart-to-heart conversation, where Ace admits how much he loves her.
Y/N, though nervous, admits that she’s always had a special place in her heart for him, but she was afraid of changing things.
With a kiss under the moonlight, the two of them take the first step toward a deeper relationship, while Luffy and Sabo cheer them on in their own goofy, supportive way.
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janluxe · 3 months ago
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DECODE — CALEB / XIA YIZHOU
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–summary; one of his daily attempts to teach you Morse code.
–contents; smut with no plot.
–wc; 536
–a/n; just an idea I wanted to entertain (:
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Caleb knows Morse code.
It's no secret, considering his position in the military. But he was fascinated by this way of communication even before he got in the academy, and he even tried getting you into it as well.
Needless to say, his attempts weren't exactly fruitful.
You only bothered to learn one sentence that he had taught you, 'Caleb, is a stupid, big dummy' tapping the tip of his finger against your hand and watching you expectantly. His face brightened the moment you returned the gesture, a hint of a pink hue creeping on his face and ears.
.. / .-.. .. -.- . / -.-. .- .-.. . -... / - .... . / -- --- ... -
Which literally translated to; 'I like Caleb the most.' But you didn't need to know that.
Perhaps this time around, you'd actually appreciate the lesson. He slowly halted, still buried to the hilt inside your seeping cunt and giving you the chance to focus on his fingers. "Come on, baby, I taught you better than this." Caleb cooed, lips slowly grazing the back of your neck while his heart fluttered against the exposed surface of your back.
Your dear gege had always been unpredictable, even in the most inconvenient situations.
He was softly tapping away on the sensitive skin of your lower abdomen, the gesture seemed innocent – trying to remind you how to decipher Morse code as if his tip wasn't kissing the same cervix he bruised a few moments ago.
Your brain worked overtime, barely holding onto your sanity by a thread threatening to snap. hold, tap, hold, and he went on until you had something to work with.
-.-- --- ..- .----. .-. . / -- .. -. .
"You're not even trying, pipsqueak." His whisper was the only thing breaking the silence. Your mouth opened and then closed again, only a few shaky breaths and incoherent gibberish left your throat.
His fingers tracing small circles on the surface of your skin distracted you even more, yet you knew he was expecting an answer.
Your body fitted perfectly against his. Two halves of the same whole. His muscular yet lean figure complimented yours as he trapped you under him.
Sweat dripped down your frame while you struggled, "I don't like this game." You shifted closer to him, seeking the friction he denied you.
"Hey, hey." You could tell he was caught off guard when he twitched ever-so-slightly inside you, "How about this, if you can decode the first three letters then I'll give you what you want."
"Sounds like a deal, pips?" He hummed, feeling the subtle vibration send a shiver down your spine. He was holding back as much as you were, he was just better at hiding it.
A weary sigh escaped your parted lips before you could even process it – mind and body too fogged up with need to act properly, "Y-O-U" you spelt out, not hesitating one bit. Maybe what you had picked up from him didn't go to waste entirely.
A rush of pride washed over him, and you were there to witness his expression shifting. "Atta girl," He coaxed playfully, his usual smug glint returning on his face as he set a comfortable pace. "You're getting there, Honey. You just need more practice."
A promise and a threat. At least now you knew what he had in store for you.
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random-thot-generator · 2 months ago
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Love Thy Frenemy + Ch. 12
TWELVE: Easily Torn, Not Easily Mended
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SIMON 'GHOST' RILEY x FEM READER
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Summary: What is it they say about best laid plans? Well, your plan goes horribly wrong and just keeps getting worse. And worse... Ah, but chin up, dear reader. It's always darkest before the dawn.
Tags/Warnings: profanity, hints of spice but nothing explicit, angst... so much angst, hurt/no comfort
(Notes: I solemnly swear that I am up to no good.)
mdni banner & divider: @saradika-graphics
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CHAPTER TWELVE
“From this new and intimate perspective, she learned a simple, obvious thing she had always known, and everyone knew; that a person is, among all else, a material thing, easily torn, not easily mended.”
― Ian McEwan, Atonement
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Ollie's been casting worried looks your way all day.
He can tell that something has gone terribly wrong, but you don't have it in you to tell him. Reliving all that had happened that morning by speaking of it would break you, and you're barely holding it together as it is.
Tears keep welling up out of nowhere, and you have to rush off to the loo or the kitchen or the supply closet to hide until you get yourself sorted out. You try to avoid Ollie as best you can.
While restocking the bar, the memory of how Peach wrapped herself around Simon suddenly pops into your mind. It leads to you imagining what the two of them must be doing at that very moment, and just the thought of it has your gorge rising. You end up in the loo on your knees, retching up your morning coffee and toast into the toilet.
By noon, Ollie has retreated to his office, and you take your lunch break. The idea of eating makes your stomach churn, so you grab a water and your phone and go out the back entrance.
The humidity hits you like a wall as soon as you step outside, and you immediately start to sweat. Flipping over an empty bucket, you drag it into the meager shade of the building and plop down with a tired sigh.
Pretending to be alright while your world is falling apart is exhausting. At this point, you're struggling to keep your head straight, your thoughts a jumbled mess. The feeling only gets worse when you open your phone and see that you've got a voicemail from Simon.
Your hands are shaking as your thumb hovers over the screen, debating whether or not to listen to his voicemail. In the end, you chicken out and call Fiona, instead. You tell yourself you're calling her for a distraction, a bit of idle chat to take your mind off of things. Yet as soon as you hear her voice, the floodgates open and the whole wretched story comes spilling out.
Needless to say, she's furious on your behalf. She rants for a solid five minutes, threatening to bring doom and destruction down on the heads of Simon and Peach, which does make you feel somewhat better. It's enough to stop your tears, at least.
"I can't believe he stood there an' let that manky tart call ya his bleedin' housekeeper! Swear it, love. Say the word an' I'll geld the fucker!"
You want to get angry about it, like Fiona, to rage and rant and throw things, but all you feel is heartbroken, a sadness that settles deep in the bones and aches like a wound. It hurts; it hurts so much, and it makes you feel sick.
Sick down to your very soul.
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You're still a mess by the time Ollie opens the door for business, but at least you've stopped spontaneously bursting into tears. You're so emotionally drained that you feel numb, working behind the bar like a robotic automaton. It's only when Ollie asks if 'Riley' is coming to pick you up after your shift that you show true signs of life.
In a dead panic, you grab your phone and dart into the kitchen, muttering, "shitshitshit..." as you open your texts. Typing out a quick message with trembling hands, you send it off to Simon and pray it reaches him in time.
[YOU]: No need to pick me up. Already have a ride. TTYL
You fret as you wait, half-expecting the phone to ring at any moment. That text is vague enough to set him off, to have him calling or charging down here to demand more intel. He's protective and suspicious of everyone and...
He's not answering back.
You wait for a minute, then two, then five, both dreading and hoping for a response, but it never comes. Your text sits there in its little speech bubble, unanswered and unread. It's like a knife to the gut, eviscerates you and hollows you out.
After ten minutes, you give up. You guess he's too busy to be bothered with you right now and, oh! Does that cut deep.
A nasty thought suddenly occurs to you. There was probably no need for you to text Simon at all. He must still be so wrapped up in Peach that he's completely forgotten about you. Hell, he forgot about you the moment he saw her standing in his doorway. You never had a chance.
Feeling more despondent than ever, you put away your phone and return to the bar.
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Fiona arrives a bit early for her shift, coming behind the bar where you're filling a pint for old Ned. You slide it across the bar to him and then shift your gaze to Fi.
"Christ, luv, ya look like hell."
You shrug, because you know this already. You're hurt because Simon hasn't called or texted back. Being forgotten is so much worse than simply being ignored. When you purposefully ignore someone, you're still acknowledging them, in a sense. You're still thinking about them, even if you choose not to engage with them. But being forgotten?
That means you haven't crossed their mind at all. Not once.
Fiona purses her lips, narrowing her eyes at you in assessment. She's gauging your pain, sussing out your mental state. She already knows that emotionally you're a wreck, but she still needs to determine how you're holding up. She doesn't seem very encouraged by what she sees.
"Have ya heard from the blighter?"
Your heart sinks at the question. "No, I..." You shake your head, then pause, remembering his voicemail. "Wait. Actually, he did call me earlier today and left a message. I've not listened to it yet. I was too chicken," you admit.
You take out your phone, feeling nervous, uncertain. "Should I listen to it?"
"It'll drive ya mad 'til ya do," she says with a sigh. "All I can say is, it better be a feckin' apology."
With Fi standing beside you, you finally gather the courage to listen to what Simon had to say. Pulling up the voicemail, you hit the PLAY arrow and tilt the phone so Fiona can listen in.
The first thing you hear is Simon's rumbling chuckle, along with a husky female giggle in the background.
(Simon speaking away from the phone) "Get off me, ya muppet. 'M try'na leave Dee a message."
(Peach giggling in the background but close) "Tell her I wore ya out this morning, so I'm takin' ya out to feed ya. Gotta rebuild your strength for round two later."
(Simon huffing a laugh) "Shuddup..."
...(rustling sounds)...
"Oi, Dee. 'Me an' Peach 'r goin' out f'lunch in Blackheath. She's wantin' t'check out some uh the shops, too, so we'll prob'ly be there all bloody afternoon. Should be back in time tuh pick ya up after work, though. Oh, an' Peach is gonna spend the night. Thought I'd warn ya. Later."
(click)
It feels like an invisible hand has reached into your chest and is squeezing your heart. It thuds hard and erratic, the sound loud in your ears. Your phone slips out of your numb fingers and hits the floor, breaking apart. You don't bother picking up the pieces.
Fiona has moved down to the end of the bar, whispering at Ollie's ear with a seething expression on her face. Ned and the other old geezers look on with keen interest, muttering their speculations back and forth. All the voices sound garbled, like your head's under water.
Your throat constricts, your next exhale wheezing out. You can't breathe in here. You feel like you're suffocating. You need to get out, go outside where there's more space, more air.
The quickest route is through the kitchen, so you slam through the swinging door and rush for the back exit. Stumbling out into the alley, you manage to get out just in time, before you heave up the water you drank earlier. You gag and spit and sob, bracing your arms against the wall. You drop your head, panting, and try to count your breaths.
Eventually, you hear the exit door creak open, but don't bother to see who's come out. Footsteps crunch on bits of broken glass, grinding them into sandy grit. A pair of red Converse appear. Fiona.
"Christ, Dee..."
You straighten, arms wrapping around your torso, as your eyes raise to meet hers. She blanches, hurting because you're hurt, and her bottom lip trembles before she wills it to stop.
"C'mere," she whispers, and wraps her arms around you. "I'm so sorry, luv. I can't believe Riley would just—" She bites off her words, shaking her head. "Never mind. Him an' tha' homewreckin' slag can both feck off."
Sniffling, you pull away to look at her, panic dawning on your face.
"What am I going to do, Fi? I can't go home. I can't be around them. If I see them together, I'll..."
The rest of your words dissolve into tears.
"I know, luv," she murmurs, rubbing your back to soothe you. "Ya come stay with me an' mum t'night. Hell, stay fer as long as ya want. We'll make do."
You sniff, clinging to her, beyond grateful for her offer. "Are you sure?"
Fi scoffs. "Like ya hafta ask." She keeps on hugging you, tight and fierce. "We'll get this sorted out, luv. Don't ya worry."
Heaving a sigh, you draw away to look at her, still hurting but resigned to it now.
"This sucks," you sniffle, your breath hitching. "I don't even have a change of clothes or my toothbrush."
"Then we'll go by Riley's an' get it."
You rear back, shaking your head. "No! I can't, Fi! I don't want to see—"
"Shh... Easy, now," she croons, trying to calm you. "I know ya don't want to see him, but just listen fer a second. Riley said him an' Peach were goin' t'Blackheath, so they may still be there. I can drive ya by his place t'see if they're still gone. If they are, we'll go in, grab ya some clothes and get out."
You bite your lip, considering it. "But what if they're back?"
She thinks about it for a moment, then smirks. "If they are, I'll have Ollie give Riley a call. He can talk 'em into comin' down to the Dog fer a pint. We'll wait fer 'em t'show up, then go back to Riley's and grab yer stuff."
You give her a worried frown, uncertain. "Do you think Ollie will do it, though? He might not want to get involved, and I don't want to drag him into the middle of it."
"Pfft!" Fi scoffs. "He saw how upset ya were, an' he's none too pleased with Riley right now. If I ask him, he'll do it."
Steeling your nerves, you take in a deep breath and blow it out. "Alright then. Let's go."
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It's just past six when Fiona turns down Simon's street and cruises past the line of row houses. A few dim lights glow in the windows of neighboring houses, but Simon's windows are dark.
"I don't see any lights on inside his flat, but his truck's here," Fi mutters, head turning as she drives past it.
You peer out at the line of cars parked at the curb. "I don't see Peach's rental car, though. She'd be parked behind his truck if she was here."
Fiona speeds up, does a U-turn, and goes back for another look. "Check all the cars, t'be sure," she says. "Riley said he was goin' with her to Blackheath. That makes me think they took her car."
After another drive-by, you still don't spot her rental. "Her car's not here."
"Let's do this, then."
Fiona parks up the street and shuts off the motor. Taking your hand, she looks you in the eye. "Are ya ready?"
You blow out a shaky breath and nod. "I'm ready. Let's hurry and get this over with."
You feel like a thief, slipping through the gate and creeping up Simon's walk. You've got your door keys already in hand, casting around furtive glances. You know you're being ridiculous—you live here, you're not breaking and entering—but the thought of Simon and Peach catching you here and confronting you is your current, worst nightmare.
Fi stands as lookout while you unlock the door and turn off the alarm, then she hurries inside after you and closes the door. She grins at you in the gloom of the foyer, her eyes glinting.
"See? Nothin' tuh worry about."
You open your mouth to reply, then nearly swallow your tongue when a voice at the top of the stairs calls out softly, "Who's there? Is that you, Deedee?"
No. Fucking. Way.
You both gawk as Peach comes padding down the stairs, dressed in a short, red kimono with her long, black hair hanging damp around her shoulders. She stops on the bottom step, propping a hand on her hip as she looks you both over.
"Simon was wonderin' where ya were. He tried callin', but ya didn't answer, so he tried the pub. His friend told him you were out with Fiona. I'm guessin' that's you?" she asks Fi.
You feel Fi tense up beside you and grab her hand, giving it a squeeze. Side-eyeing you, she huffs out an irritated breath but maintains her cool.
"Yeah," she mutters and crosses her arms.
Peach smiles as she takes the last step down and saunters past you like she owns the place. Heading towards the kitchen, she calls over her shoulder, "Gettin' a drink. You guys want one?"
"Where's your rental car?" you blurt out, following her. "I didn't see it parked out front."
She giggles, flapping her hand. "Ah, we had to leave it in Blackheath and take an Uber home. After me an' Si went shopping, we stopped at a pub for a drink and ended up having too good of a time."
"Who the feck is Si?" Fi whispers to you as you trail Peach into the kitchen.
"Later," you mouth back.
Peach opens the fridge and takes out a bottle of water. "Sure ya don't want one?" she asks, standing in the bright vee of its light.
The sash of her robe has come undone, the kimono parted to reveal what she's wearing underneath. You nearly choke at the sight.
She's wearing a sheer, red, see-through nightie with a matching G-string that does little to hide her lithe body. Her pert breasts are pushed out proudly, hard nipples plain to see through the gauzy material.
She sees you both staring and laughs at the look on your faces. "You like?" she teases, her grin lewd. "Pretty hot, right? Si helped me pick it out. Man's got good taste."
Fiona makes a gurgling, choked sound in the back of her throat, her eyes bugging as she turns to glare at you.
You feel sick and avert your eyes. "We should go," you croak.
"Where's Riley?" Fi grits out between her clenched teeth.
"Fi, no," you hiss, shaking your head.
Peach cracks open her water and takes a slow sip, then tilts her head, giving you a sly little grin. "In bed, asleep. He needs the rest, so be quiet if ya go upstairs. Don't want to wake him."
You're shaking, wanting nothing more than to launch yourself over the island and rip out her silky, black hair. Fiona grips your elbow and pulls you back towards the kitchen door.
"C'mon, Dee," she mutters lowly, disgust plain on her face. "Let's get yer stuff and get the hell outta here."
Leading you up the stairs, Fiona practically drags you down the hall to your room, muttering a steady stream of curses under her breath the whole way. You come up short in front of Simon's bedroom door, tempted to barge in and just scream at him. You feel like you could scream until your throat is bloody and raw, and then you would scream some more. Instead your tongue stays glued to the roof of your mouth.
Fiona sees you staring and gives your arm a sharp tug, drawing your attention. "He's not worth it, Dee. He's not worth another second of yer time. Now, c'mon an' pack yer things. We need t'get outta here before I do somethin' that'll get me arrested."
The two of you manage to pack two large duffels plus a carry-on bag with all your toiletries in record time. You're just coming out of the loo into the hall when Peach appears at the top of the stairs. She sashays towards you with a smug smile, pausing at Simon's door as you approach.
"Are ya leavin' now?"
"Yeah," you rasp, choking on your own impotent fury. "Just need to get my bags from my room."
"Okay. See ya around, I guess." She twiddles her fingers in a mock wave before she opens Simon's door. "Be sure an' lock up on your way out, will ya, Deedee?" she says, then shuts the door with a soft click, not waiting for a response.
"Feckin' cunt!" Fiona hisses, taking a step towards Simon's door, before you yank her back and pull her into your room.
"Just leave it alone, Fi," you warble out, fighting tears. "They can both rot, for all I care."
Hitching a duffel up on your shoulder, you follow Fiona out of your room, but then freeze mid-step when you hear Simon grunt, followed by Peach's husky giggle.
"Ungh... Peach? Whaddya want? Why'd ya wake me up?" Simon slurs, his voice gravelly with sleep.
"Mmm, c'mon Si," she moans. "You know exactly what I want, baby..."
You can't get down the stairs fast enough, and when you run from the row house, you leave the front door standing wide open behind you.
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thewickedjazzy · 10 months ago
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Could u do dazai x reader with ocd?
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Featuring: Osamu Dazai x gn! ocd reader
Content: sfw, fluff, slightly angst, mention of some swearing words, I believe that's it?,
Author's note: hiiii anon, so sorry for the late response, I swear I was working on it since I received it. I'm also working on all of yall's requests - I'm not sure if you wanted a fic, drabble, or headcanon so I just did a rock paper scissors.
Word count: 1k
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❄ Dazai is a smartass, quick witted even, and don't forget that he works at the agency as a detective so of course he will quickly notice how you constantly worry about things going wrong—whether it’s leaving your water bottle uncapped or making a mistake at work. He sees you zoning out at the office, caught in a loop of anxious thoughts, and quickly deduces that it’s more than just everyday stress.
❄ At first, before really getting to know you, he was just a quiet observer. But he never judged, not even once. He’s got his own mental shit to deal with, so he knows how fucked up minds can be. He’d make mental notes of your quirks, just in case he needed to handle them during a mission or whatever.
❄ As he gets to know you better, he figures out how sweet and lovely you are—unlike the twisted side of your mind. It’s like an addiction for him; he craves that balance. He enjoys being friends with someone who has their own dark side, just like he does. Maybe you’ll understand where he's coming from, push him to be a better version of himself.
❄ It’s only after your relationship becomes official that he feels entitled to meddle in your problems. He believes that getting involved in such matters is only appropriate once there’s a solid, established connection between you. Until then, he's just an observer.
❄ You were the one who approached him first, explaining that you have OCD. You felt more anxious than you’d anticipated, having considered telling him many times before but never managing to do so because your mind held you back. He remained calm, and it was only when he revealed that he had known all along that you felt embarrassed. In his typically laid-back manner, Dazai might say, “Oh, I’ve known about your OCD for a while now. You don’t need to be embarrassed—it's actually quite endearing. It doesn’t change a thing between us. We’ll work through it together, and honestly, it’s no big deal.”
❄ One day, while on a mission with him and Atsushi, you were deeply focused on analyzing the crime scene. You managed to uncover evidence that even Dazai had missed, piecing together how the victim was killed with remarkable accuracy.
❄ Needless to say that dazai was surprised by how quickly you cracked the complex case. Even after the murderer was arrested, you continued to ramble about additional details, anxiously checking the file in your hand and worrying about missing something, though there was nothing left to find. Eventually he stopped you, gently holding both your wrists. As you looked up, apologising profusely, he simply shushed you, saying, "It's fine. The case is solved, and we’ve caught the murderer."
❄ Atsushi the poor kid he is watched the exchange between you and Dazai with curiosity. When you reluctantly handed him the file with a nod, Atsushi leaned in and whispered to Dazai, asking if you were alright. Dazai simply smiled and replied, "They're just the perfect detective, doing their job flawlessly."
❄ Dazai is surprisingly attentive to your needs when it comes to your OCD. If you’re stuck in a loop of checking something multiple times, he’ll gently steer you away from it by engaging you in conversation or distracting you with a task. He might even playfully mock himself to make you laugh, using humor to ease your anxiety. “Looks like I’ve accidentally left my keys at home for the fifth time this week. Isn’t that a catastrophe?”
❄ If you’re particularly anxious about a big case or an important event, Dazai might surprise you with a comforting gesture. He could leave little notes or small tokens of reassurance in places you’d find them, like a hidden message in your desk drawer or a comforting snack in your bag.
❄ When you’re feeling overwhelmed, Dazai has a knack for knowing when you need space and when you need company. He might give you space to deal with your thoughts but always makes sure you’re not alone. He could show up with your favorite coffee or a calming playlist, knowing just when to intervene.
❄ Dazai might not always express it directly, but he has a deep understanding of how your OCD affects you and often subtly adapts his behavior to support you. He might avoid making sudden movements or loud noises if he knows it could trigger your anxiety. His sensitivity to your needs shows how much he cares.
❄ Dazai would likely offer reassurances in his own, less conventional way. Dazai might not be that sentimental boyfriend but he makes casual but heartfelt statements that affirm his love, such as “You’re the only one who can put up with my nonsense,” or “I can truly be myself with you, without a second thought.”
❄ Dazai would be more mindful of his humor, staying away from jokes or comments that might trigger your OCD. He might use humor in a way that’s supportive and aligns with your sense of comfort rather than distress.
❄ If someone makes fun of you, Dazai would likely handle it with a blend of nonchalance and protective instinct. He might casually brush off the mockery with a witty comment, like, “Oh, they’re just jealous of your intellect,” showing his confidence in you. If needed, he would also step in to defend you.
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theinstagrahame · 5 months ago
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Another big month of TTRPG mail calls! Got a bunch of zines, some Crowd funders, and treated myself to a book or two when I got my new job lined up.
Here's what's exciting from the last month:
Death of the Author: I've said before that we (as in I) love the work of Sam "@goblinmixtape" Leigh, and before I got into TTRPGs, I wanted to do fiction writing (I found that I got from TTRPGs what I wanted from writing). So the pitch felt like an instant yes: A solo RPG about writing fiction, and the relationship between author and character.
The World we Left Behind: Sam Leigh put this together apparently for a Ballet, which is incredibly cool, and then put it as an add-on for the Death of the Author campaign. Needless to say, I was all in.
Urban Shadows 2e: Backed this on Kickstarter before Magpie did the A:tlA campaign, and it's finally showed up now. If I'm honest, my interest has waned, but I know US 1e was really good.
Zephyr: The art and the concept behind this are great, and I know that the creator makes some really neat mechanics.
Glitch: I picked this (well, 0 edition of Glitch) up on Kickstarter years ago, because the pitch was so good, but I didn't get a hard copy then. Managed to use some DTRPG money I had to rectify this mistake. Jenna Katerin Moran's work is very philosophically interesting, but I was hooked by the notion of being a demigod who knows that there's more going on, but is going to deal with street level concerns.
The Flood: Also a Moran game, and came to be as part of The Far Roofs (which I'm sure will be featured in a future mail bag post). There's a beauty to Jenna's work, a blending of metaphor and reality that I'm really drawn to, so I'm very curious about how farming poetry will work out.
Reach of the Roach God: When I landed my new job, I pretty quickly landed on what I wanted to pick up. I found out about the Thousand Thousand Island books a little too late, so I wanted to make sure I snagged this beautiful volume before I couldn't find it anymore. It's a real triumph of a book, and I can't wait to dig deeper.
Ironsworn: Sundered Isles: I am on record as loving Ironsworn and Starforged. What if instead of Space, we had Pirates?! Hell yeah, sign me up. Ironsworn/Starforged are probably the solo RPGs I've had the most success playing, in that I got furthest into these before getting distracted by other things. So maybe I'll get myself into another one?
The Wizard's Library: I've been really intrigued by Vincent Baker's Wizards Grinoire series, although I've read (and not yet played) only the first. It's got a neat reverse relationship, where the "GM" player is the titular Wizard, and the other players run the supporting cast, helping the Wizard delve into the grimoires that they discover Fortunately, this book contains more grimoires for the titular wizard to go through, and with them, more dangers for the wizard to face.
Fabula Ultima: I've heard only good things about this self-billed "TT-JRPG" and I'm really curious about it. Final Fantasy and the Pokemon series both being such long-term loves of mine, I'm very curious to see how this one runs. (Also picked up the Quickstart for a future Mailbag.)
Wet Grandpa: Listened to an episode of RTFM about this, after seeing the name around for years, and finally picked it up. I always found the title off-putting, and really couldn't get past it until my favorite TTRPG Book Club Podcast dragged me through the cover. The physical edition is a beautiful, rugged-looking book and my mind keeps reeling at the possibility of making players make hard choices.
Psychodungeon: I really dug the pitch, and Kayla Dice makes some really fun and interesting games. Be part of a team that helps people manage their trauma after it manifests into a psychic dungeon. What intrigued me most was the use of the Belonging Outside Belonging system for this, which I think really opens up some interesting possibilities for the Workplace Drama angle, and the GMless aspect could lead to some extremely fascinating dungeons.
Stewpot: This one as a no-brainer. I've got lots of friends who are into the "cozy" genre of game, and Stewpot has been The Name in fantasy coziness for a while (for lack of a better terminology, as I know it's a loaded term). The special edition (and wooden dice) were too tempting, even though the crowdfunder hit during my Freelance Era, and cost a few extra...
Any%: I watched the HBomberGuy video about Speedrunning (shortly after his Plagiarism video dropped), and developed a soft spot for the hobby. I genuinely couldn't do it, I'm too ADHD to try the same thing over and over again in hopes of shaving a fraction of a second off of my response time. But, I'm glad that people are doing it. So, a solo RPG that plays with speedrunning and its terminology seems like a great way to feel like I'm doing it without all the Bad Brain Juices.
Pregame Lobby volumes 1 and 3: I also wanted to grab these before they became too hard to find (I can't find anywhere that has Volume 2 at the moment). I really like the vibes of .Dungeon, it feels like a game that evokes a period in my life where I was curious about the Internet and tried just about every MMORPG that wasn't WoW or EverQuest. I'm honestly struggling to not pick up the recent Spiral Bound edition, despite getting the hardback 2e, because the art and layout looks goddamn incredible.
And these books are from the Plus One EXP Zine Club, which is a Zine of the Month Club, hand-picked and hand-curated. So I'm excited because I don't actually know much about them.
Metalepsis
Fire & Stone
Hapsy Kordo's Kitchen Horrors
This Old House
Hive of the Crawling Creeps
Fallen from Grace
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