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Google how to cure burnout instantly quick and easy so I can finish the semester’s work without wanting to crumble into the abyss tips & tricks quick I can feel the weariness sinking its claws into my bones and squeezing my heart wikihow
#tfw youre finally putting it together that your neurodivergent and have been working twice as hard to get by but you do it so well that no#one has ever noticed#and you can feel it all crumbling this semester like genesis degrading#but you are just a number to the school bc they are pretentious and only see you as an academic number#bc capitalism and annoying christian uni#ik ik but young closeted unrealized star did not think it would be that bad despite drifting away from church stuff at that point already bc#the classics department was so good#oh and also transmasc nonbinary too#discovered recently I mean along with neurodivergent#star rambles#vent
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god this was so cringey shut up all you've ever seen regarding women has been a smelly rat in the mirror and distorted photoshopped images of women with big boobees you know nothing
#first of all#spoilers#lisa spoilers#sorry for bullying buddy in this fine afternoon i know it's not her fault but i was thinking about this in the kitchen and laughing#but it feels so out of place cuz buddy's relationship with her gender is nowhere near positive she doesnt even know what gender is#she has the same concept of gender and sex as a cat where it's merely reproductive#all she knows is she is different from everyone cuz of her body#she has never talked to another woman in her life she doesnt know history of feminism#and i doubt so much that anyone told her about it when most people were just thinking about her womb#i think the concept of buddy familiarizing with her gender is AWESOME but we never see this happen we dont see the process#imagine if she said this before saying any opinion#as a woman...i can tell you milk goes before the cereal#god feminism is crumbling#why dont you say something you actually know about like#as an abuse victim. or anything that sounds more casual#which is another thing you can relate to lisa with if you care#(idk if she actually knew lisa's lore or was just messing with buzzo lmaoo)#lisa rpg#also as an additional i like nonbinary buddy...she is just buddy#put buddy in a conversation with queen roger and maybe i'll take this line seriously#lisa ramblings
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Someone please give me a ghost lady to top
A beautiful Victorian lady who never found pleasure in life haunting me and watching me go about my life, watching me bring living people to my home, watching the pleasure and release I give them, eventually deciding to reveal herself to me as an apparition to ask for help.
She’s not really sure how to ask, but I understand what she’s asking for, asking her if she can lift her dress, playing with pressing my fingertips into her body, both where they should and shouldn’t be able to enter, playing with her body while she lets out needy whines and breaths that chill the air.
Scratchings in my back and arms appearing without her even trying, her ghostly form cold against my hands and tongue. Her moans echoing off of the walls, far away yet close at the same time.
#and after I’ve made her crumble and I go to sleep she just watches over me and tries to replicate my touch with her own hands#enby nsft#lgbt nsft#nb nsft#nblnb nsft#nonbinary nsft#nsft queer#autistic nsft#nsft tumblr#nsft wlw#nsft txt#sapphic nsft#nsft fantasy#wlw nsft#romantic nsft#queer nsft#nsft thoughts#femme nsft#nsft concept#nsft community#nblw nsft#lgbtq nsft#nsft goth#nsft monster#monster fuqqer#monsterfucking cw#monster fucker#monster lust#tw monsterfucking#❤️🩹🪱
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made cynthia threaded by hollowground and it might just be the thing that kills me
#all of cynthias relationships are a ticking time bomb#ortegas just the first one to come crumbling down#she was Never going to accept cynthia for being a regene (and a villain but that one doesnt matter as much) and this just confirmed it#and she doesnt tell dr mortum about the puppet so shes just waiting for the day that mortum finds out and she loses her too#but hollow ground? she doesnt have anything to hide from them#they know her face but she trusts them.#they know shes sidestep but she trusts them.#they might learn shes a regene but she Trusts them.#hollow ground is safety and security that she never had#and if she ever gets the protected status somehow theyre her /big sibling/#she doesnt have to worry about them Finding Out about x y or z and its a breath of fresh air she never knew was possible#because theres no need for secrets between them. right?#oh yeah this is also me saying that cynthias hg is nonbinary bcs i want her getting a gender crisisTM and deciding to steal hgs gender abt i#regular little shit sibling shenanigans#you understand#cynthia garcia#hollow ground#do i have to make a tag name for cynthia and hg????#wtv ill figure that out later#pulp speaks
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My self insert character with my name: he/him, me with my name: it/its
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Welcome to the Official Dev Blog for:
★ Throne of Blood and Roses ★
Link: enjoy! Chapter 1 : Word Count: 131,942
“You weren’t meant to be here…but now I can’t imagine any of this without you.”
Wassup yall! I wanted to introduce myself and say thank you for checking out my little pet project. I’m a new interactive fiction writer, and this blog is where I’ll be sharing the process of writing my first IF game: Throne of Blood and Roses. It took a lot of courage for me to do this and show the world something I created. So if you love complicated royals, class tension, slow-burn romance, reality TV drama, and a bit of blood I welcome you home.
★Summery ★
You are a nobody.
A commoner with no fame, no title, barely enough money to your name, and no place among the elite.
So when the royal heir of Eden refused their arranged match to Cain/Delilah/judas Vale a powerful noble born in Eden to rule beside them the kingdom’s fragile court began to crumble.
In a desperate attempt to restore order, King Aldric invoked an ancient law:
“When the heir’s heart falters, the will of Eden shall decide, the Selection Trials shall now commence!”
The Selection Trials is for nobles of other families, celebrities, and high ranking military personnel just those who bleed 24k gold.
Ten elite contestants were invited to compete for the heir’s hand in marriage a televised spectacle of romance, performance, and a little bit of blood.
Then, against all expectation, they chose you. A name no one knew. In a place no one believed you belonged.
No one knows why you was called.
The nobles hate you for it.
The rival wants you erased.
And the heir?
They can’t take their eyes off you.
★ Features ★
• Play as male, female, or nonbinary
• Shape your MC’s identity, appearance, and then do the same for the royal heir whose heart you might win…or break.
• Romance the customizable royal heir or one of four other contestants!
• Survive elimination challenges, scandals, and sabotage
• Choose between love or power
• There’s a Yandere option for a much darker path for this dark love struck heir. (Psst….hey buddy you didn’t hear this from me but you can turn it on at the beginning of the story but you didn’t hear that from me)
• Multiple endings based on trust, ambition, and how far you’ll go
★meet the characters ★
You — The Nobody
“I’m no one. But if I make it to the end, they’ll never forget me.”
Age: 23 | Identity & Appearance: Fully Customizable
Status: Commoner
You’re not powerful, not royal, not wealthy. You’ve worked too many late shifts and been ignored too many times to believe in fairy tales. But now you’re a contender in a deadly game of beauty and blood. You’re the commoner in a den of lions can you survive?
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The Heir of Eden — The Crowned Flame
“They dressed me in gold and told me to smile. But I only feel real when I’m with you.”
Age: 23 | Gender & Appearance: Customizable
Status: Royalty
ROMANCEABLE? Yes (Main RO)
The kingdom watches their every step. Perfect posture. Perfect smile. A perfect lie. The Heir is the only child of the royal line—raised in isolation, sheltered behind palace walls, and molded into an icon. They’ve never set foot beyond the castle gates. Not until now. Their rejection of a noble match sparked the Trials, shaking the kingdom’s order. In public, they play their part. But in private, the mask slips.
And when their eyes find you, it is not for politics this time.
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Yandere Mode (Optional)
“You don’t understand, I’d burn this entire kingdom for you.”
When enabled, the Heir’s love becomes dangerous. They watch you too closely. Need you too deeply. And if the world tries to take you away—they’ll tear it apart, piece by piece. Their obsession is quiet. Until it isn’t.
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Cain (male)/ Delilah (female)/ Judas (nonbinary) Vale — The Obsessed Rival
“You flickered into their world like a spark. Beautiful. Brief. But I’ll be the one to snuff you out.”
Age: 23 | Gender: player's choice
Appearance: Pale skin, sleek black hair, frozen blue eyes, perfectly controlled posture
Status: Noble
ROMANCEABLE? No
They were supposed to be the one. Groomed since birth to stand beside the Heir, Cain/ Delilah/ judas’s rejection shattered their image—and their pride. They smile like royalty and speak with venom. Your presence is an insult they won’t forget.
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Elias / Elara Kane — The Stoic Blade
“I was taught to protect power. You make me want to protect something else.”
Age: 26 | Gender: Selectable
Appearance: Deep brown skin, strong frame, close-cropped or braided hair, unreadable eyes
Status: Noble Guard
ROMANCEABLE? Yes
A soldier at heart, Elias/Elara didn’t come to win a crown. They came because they were ordered to. Quiet, loyal, and focused—until you break their routine.
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Phoenix “Nix” Vega — The Wild Spark
“You’re trouble. The kind I like to keep around.”
Age: 25 | Pronouns: They/Them
Appearance: Sun-bronzed skin, bright green eyes, wild red-black curls, piercings and a sharp grin
Status: Celebrity
ROMANCEABLE? Yes
They live for the spotlight—and the chaos just behind it. Nix walks into every room like they own it, flirt with danger. They came for attention. But something tell you there is more to them then they let on.
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Vivian / Vincent Sinclair — The Mastermind
“I don’t gamble. But I’d be willing to bet on you.”
Age: 24 | Gender: Selectable
Appearance: Pale, platinum-blond hair, silver-gray eyes, tailored style and colder smiles
Status: Political Elite
ROMANCEABLE? Yes
Sinclair always plays the long game. Every move is calculated. Every word, intentional.
They don’t fall easily trust is a currency they rarely spend. But then you appeared. Unexpected. Unaccounted for.
And somehow, you make them unsure of their next move.
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Alexis — The Heir’s Constant
“They need someone who won’t lie to them. If that’s not you, walk away now.”
Age: 24 | Gender: Same as the Heir
Appearance: Olive-toned skin, soft dark eyes, Hair pulled into a ponytail, simple but elegant fashion
Status: Noble | Royal Confidant
ROMANCEABLE? No
Alexis has known the Heir since childhood. Loyal, but not blind. Affectionate, but never unguarded. They care deeply—for the person beneath the crown, not the title itself. If you’re good for the Heir, they’ll protect you without question. If you’re not? They’ll make sure you don’t get the chance to become a problem for them.
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Queen Lysandra Castellan — The Velvet Flame
“The Trials is just a stage. Let’s see what you look like when the light hits you.”
Age: Early 40s
Appearance: Same skin tone as the Heir, hazel eyes, chestnut-brown hair pinned in golden filigree
Status: Queen
ROMANCEABLE? No
Elegant, sharp, and politically lethal. Lysandra rules with silk and steel. She knows her child’s heart better than anyone—but she also knows the court won’t spare it. She watches you closely. She may see more in you than you expect.
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King Aldric Castellan — The Iron Crown
“Eden was not built on kindness. It will not be saved by it either.”
Age: Mid-40s
Appearance: Dark brown skin, steel-gray eyes, silver-streaked black hair, posture that never wavers
Status: King
ROMANCEABLE? No
A man forged by discipline and bound by legacy. The Trials were his solution—not to find love, but to preserve the crown. He speaks rarely, but when he does, the kingdom listens. Earn his respect, and you might shape history. Fail to, and you won’t even be remembered.
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Selene — The Quiet Strength
“If the palace changes you, make sure you’re still someone I can be proud of.”
Age: Late 40s
Appearance: Same skin tone as MC, thick silver-streaked curls, tired hands and a steady gaze
Status: Commoner
ROMANCEABLE? No
Selene is your mother—and survival has always been her only ask.
She’s lived long enough to know what the world does to people who doesn't stay in their lane. Her love is steady, her words plain, and her worry never disguised. She doesn’t promise safety. She promises truth. And she'll never stop fighting to keep you safe.
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Mira — The Firebrand Sister
“If they hurt you, I swear I’ll burn the castle down myself.”
Age: 16
Appearance: Same skin tone as MC, dark expressive eyes, long hair in a messy bun, combat boots and rebellion
Status: Commoner
ROMANCEABLE? No
Mira is your sister—your shadow and your spark.
She looks up to you more than she says, even when she’s teasing, even when she’s angry. Loud, loyal to a fault, and always ready to throw herself into a fight if it means protecting you.
#if wip#dashingdon#interactive fiction#interactive game#choice script#hosted games#cog game#choice of games#throne of blood and roses#writing
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Candy Isles Pride!
From left to right
Princess Gumdrop Sweetheart: Lesbian
Prince Jellybean Sweetheart: Straight Ally
Dot Gummy: Pansexual
Maddie Mint: Bisexual
Ginger Sweet Bread: Demisexual
Cotton Fairy Floss: Pansexual
Spun Sugar: Lesbian
Fro Yo: Lesbian
Deputy Butterscotch Caramel: Gay
Countess Charlotte Russe: Straight Ally
Sheriff Chuck Chocolate: Straight Ally
Princess Black Sugar Spade: Demisexual
Autumn Candycorn: Bisexual
Strawberry Crumble: Pansexual
Vanilla Swirl: Nonbinary
Cherry: Transgender (male to female)
Green: Straight Ally
Raspberry: Bisexual
Melon: Lesbian
Berry: Bisexual
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Hello. I’m a 26-year-old white liberal, physically disabled, gay, and gender-queer community advocate. My job right now is entirely focused on community outreach so the town government can better understand and assist those in town who are struggling the most but refusing any assistance. So I reached out and contacted my former now Trump voting, culturally conservative, macho, manly, ultra-masculine , high testosterone, red-pill, MAGA, redneck, and traditionalist friends from high school to ask them what it is about the government that makes them so distrustful of our help, and how and what do I specifically need to change about my approach and attitude to be acceptable to their values now that MAGA conservative values are soaring in popularity after the presidential election. The only thing my old school acquaintances and estranged family members sent me back in response to my genuine outreach was a link to this website I have never heard of. #RedWaveRapture
Can you tell what would happen if I click this link?
You’ve always believed that hope is an action. Maybe that’s naive. Maybe it’s the one thing you cling to, even when your hands tremble and your jaw aches from clenching. Even now, midnight crawling toward morning, your fingers glow in the blue-white light of your laptop, the screen painting tired half-moons under your eyes. Your apartment is a lived-in cave of city council handouts, rainbow pins, commemorative mugs, and empty soda cans. The radiator chugs and ticks as if grumbling along with the storm outside, a backdrop to another night where your mind refuses to shut down.
You stare at the city beyond your window, orange sodium lights reflected in glass streaked with rain. Somewhere, a siren wails, low and distant, and you remember how, as a child, you’d watch police cars fly down these streets and feel safe. Now, every time you hear that sound, your chest tightens and your palms sweat. You know the statistics. You know who’s on the wrong side of the badge these days. But you still hope (maybe foolishly) that this place can be better, that you can be a part of that.
You’re a lifer here. Born in the city hospital, raised three blocks from the courthouse, you’ve watched the skyline change, old diners close, new condos rise, and the sense of community fracture year by year. The town was never utopia, but you remember neighbors who brought casseroles when your dad got sick, the barbershop that doubled as a polling place, the way people used to talk—face to face, even if they didn’t agree. The old men at the corner store would argue for hours about politics and then share a bag of pretzels on the curb, grumbling but grinning.
Now, everything is brittle and sharp. People cross the street to avoid each other. Arguments escalate into threats, and sometimes into violence. Yard signs are torn up, or worse, booby-trapped with nails. You’ve seen friendships dissolve on Facebook over a meme or a campaign sticker. You know kids who won’t come out to their families, elders who stay silent about their politics, parents who keep their heads down at PTA meetings. You see the fear. You feel it too.
You’re the only openly queer, nonbinary, physically disabled employee at city hall, and most days, that’s a badge of pride. Some days, it feels like a target on your back. You’re a “face” for the town’s PR materials, the “heart” of every outreach campaign, a symbol that makes people feel better about themselves. But you know how they look at you, how they talk when the microphones are off. At the grocery store, someone will compliment your courage, then whisper that the world’s gone mad when they think you’re out of earshot.
You took this job because you believe in bridges. Not the literal bridges crumbling over the river, though you care about those too, but the metaphorical ones - connections, trust, understanding. You want to be the person who makes a difference. Sometimes you convince yourself you’re making headway: an angry parent calls back to thank you, a protest wraps up peacefully, a neighbor offers to drive someone to a clinic. But the victories are small, fragile, and drowned out by the endless churn of outrage. Some nights, like tonight, it feels like the city’s barely holding together.
Tonight, your dread is sharper than usual. Overnight, you've found that the town now has the phrases “red wave” plastered everywhere - news, memes, even scrawled in Sharpie on the bathroom wall at the library. People say it like it’s inevitable. You worry what it means: more bans, more hate, more lives quietly snuffed out. You worry that there will be riots, or mass celebrations, or both. You fear for your friends, your elders, the teens who DM you at two a.m. begging for advice, the families you see clinging to hope and guidance at every city meeting. You worry for yourself, that someday someone will decide you’re a symbol that needs to be erased.
And still, you hope. You hope that talking - real talking, with people you don’t agree with - might soften some edge, slow the violence, remind people what it means to be neighbors. Maybe that’s all outreach is, now: a plea not to go down swinging.
Tonight, in the glow of your desk lamp, you draft a Facebook post, weighing every word. You rewrite it a dozen times, reading it aloud, wincing at how earnest you sound:
“Why are so many Republican voters distrustful of the government, and why do you think Trump was the solution? What can someone like me, who doesn’t share your values, do to better understand and accept them?”
You almost delete it. But if you can’t ask the question, what’s the point of this job? What’s the point of any of it? You hit “Post,” heart thudding like you’ve just leapt from a precipice.
The replies come fast. Some are jokes - memes, “cry harder,” someone pasting your face on a melting snowman. Others are worse. Your cousin Greg, always the family clown, posts a video of drag queens with a barf emoji. You try to laugh it off, but it lands hard. These are people you’ve known your whole life. You keep scrolling, desperate for sincerity.
That’s when the private messages start - first from old classmates, then from strangers, all sending the same link: RedWaveRapture.com. The name is a punchline. Or a threat. “You want to know what we think?” “You want a real bridge?” “This is what you need to see.” It’s almost mechanical, but each message is just different enough that you know they wrote them themselves. You hesitate, but the links pile up, insistent. You copy it into a new tab, finger hovering, pulse fluttering.
You try to talk yourself out of it. What if it’s a virus, or worse? What if you end up on a list? But you can’t help yourself. You need to understand, even if you hate everything about their politics. You don’t get how anyone can believe in policies that punish the vulnerable, that roll back rights, that punish difference instead of celebrating it. Isn’t the whole point of society to progress? To move forward, to learn, to open doors? You can’t imagine why anyone would fight for the opposite.
You think about your city, about the kids and elders and neighbors who still believe things can change, about the fragile peace you try to hold together. You remember being told, “You can’t fight hate with hate.” You hope that’s still true. That’s why you keep going. That’s why you reach across the aisle, even if your hand gets slapped away.
You return to your desk. You stare at your reflection in the dark screen - a face tired but defiant, jaw set, eyes searching for answers, for hope. You take a slow breath, copy the link, and press Enter.
You hit Enter, expecting maybe a clunky homepage, a wall of text, or some pixelated right-wing meme hell. Instead, the moment you press the key, the room is swallowed in sound and color. The laptop’s speakers burst to life with an overdriven, looping national anthem—so loud, so full of static, you have to physically flinch away. Red, white, and blue explode across the screen in jagged strobes, like emergency lights pulsing in your skull. For a split second, you swear the radiator hum, the tick of your wall clock, even the city’s faint nighttime growl, all vanish. There’s nothing but the throb of your heart and the relentless surge of the website’s “patriotic” chaos.
Your cursor vanishes. The window force-maximizes itself, swallowing every other tab. The RedWaveRapture logo splinters and reforms in the center of the page, all gothic fonts and American flags fluttering in slow motion behind it. Underneath, a ticker scrolls by at lightning speed: “Faith. Freedom. Family. Firearms. Power. Order. Restore.” Each word hammers at you—short, final, absolute. You try to blink the glare away, but it’s everywhere - even the afterimage is burned red and blue behind your eyelids.
Pop-up windows spiral outward, overlaying one another: police badges, squad cars barreling down highways, men in uniform with squared jaws and arms folded. In one corner, an endless slideshow of American muscle cars, pickup trucks, gym bros flexing, AR-15s gleaming on velvet, the glossy shine of a bald eagle’s wing. Another window streams a parade of beauty queens in flag bikinis, waving and blowing kisses to an unseen crowd. In the center, a countdown timer begins - ominous, digital, faceless. “Preparing True American Experience. Please remain seated.”
Your jaw sets. This is a caricature, you think, half in disbelief, half in contempt. It’s like someone scraped the bottom of every Fox News segment and squeezed it into a fever dream. Your stomach churns at the sight of so many guns, all those hard-faced men staring out of the screen with smug certainty. You catch yourself muttering, “Jesus, it’s all just violence and muscle and—” but the sentence fizzles, the sound swallowed by the anthem and the noise.
You reach for the trackpad but your hand feels numb, like you’ve slept on it wrong, nerves slow and rubbery. No matter where you press, nothing closes, nothing responds. The audio shifts - the anthem into crowd noise, then to a deep, staticky voice that you can’t quite place: “If you want to know what makes this country strong…if you want to belong…open your eyes. Let yourself see what’s REAL.”
That line sticks. Something inside you bristles, a reflexive rejection - real? You want to snort, but as you stare at the parade of muscle and order, you feel a weird little spark in your chest. A stray, insistent thought flickers across your mind - No, maybe this is what men should want. This is power. This is respect. Isn’t this the kind of life you always admired, somewhere deep down? You try to squash it, horrified, but it’s there now, persistent and faintly thrilling.
Your chest is tight, your mouth gone dry. You try to steady your breathing, but the lights flicker and warp, the entire room seeming to pulse in time with the music. The scrolling ticker now flashes phrases like “Obey,” “Serve,” “Join,” interspersed with video loops of people cheering, cops tackling protestors, flags unfurling in slow, almost hypnotic motion.
You grip the edge of your desk, anger mixing with a kind of morbid curiosity. This is what they want the world to be? This is what passes for strength? The stray voice, quieter now, pipes up again: Better than weakness. Better than all that whining and softness. You blink, shaking your head, but the words leave a greasy aftertaste, clinging even as you try to push them out.
There’s a part of you - buried under years of training, self-defense, online etiquette - that starts to panic. This can’t be just a website. It feels like a virus, a hypnosis, something actively crawling into your brain. You want to scream, to reach for the power button, to look away, but your eyes are pinned to the screen. You think of those warnings about brainwashing and “psychotronic” ads, and for a split second, you wonder if you’re really safe in your own room.
But your curiosity is still there, tangled with fear. Maybe, you think, this is just the price of understanding. Maybe you need to let yourself feel the discomfort. Maybe you have to step into the storm if you want to help anyone out of it.
Then the lights intensify. The countdown reaches zero. The anthem blares again. And for a heartbeat, you feel something click deep in your chest - a thump, a ripple, the sense that you’re about to be changed by what comes next.
For a few seconds after the countdown, nothing happens, just the flicker of the flag, the echo of the anthem, and the faint burn of colors behind your eyelids. You try to move, to close the lid or wheel yourself away, but your limbs refuse. Even your breathing is shallow, as if the air in the room is heavier now. The screen pulses, and with each surge, you feel your pulse syncing, heart thumping to some silent, insistent rhythm you can’t escape.
Then the website comes alive, its code unspooling in new, unsettling ways. Text scrolls across the banner: “Welcome, True American. Prepare for your Realignment.” Below that, a video window expands, swallowing the cursor, the browser bar, the clock. There’s nowhere to look but forward.
The feed is a dizzying, fast-cut montage - grainy home movies of backyard barbecues, Fourth of July parades, gleaming patrol cars, and sunburned men wrestling on football fields. The images flicker so quickly you can’t focus on one before the next slams into your vision: a squad of cops posed in front of a courthouse, fireworks, a mother weeping with pride as her uniformed son hugs her, a shirtless man deadlifting in an iron gym, his muscles corded and shining. Each image lands like a slap, too raw, too forceful, almost parodic in its testosterone-soaked Americana.
The soundtrack is a relentless assault: the national anthem gives way to the roar of engines, the static crackle of police radios, the boom of fireworks, the echo of a coach shouting, “Push it, son! Make us proud!” The volume dips and swells, a wave of adrenaline that worms its way into your skull. You grit your teeth, trying to filter out the worst of it, but there’s no reprieve. Every sound feels surgically chosen to jar you, to summon up memories you don’t want: your dad’s voice at Little League games, the sermons you half-listened to in your aunt’s church, that stifling, masculine pride you always resented.
As you watch, your disgust boils. The muscle, the guns, the flags, the smug grins - they’re a weapon meant to bludgeon you into submission. You try to remind yourself it’s all an act, a performance, a digital shrine to some lost world that never existed. But it’s hard to hold on to that certainty when the images move this fast, when the website’s algorithm seems to know exactly what you fear and despise. A scroll of headlines flashes by: “Family Is Everything,” “Respect Is Earned in Blood, Not Words,” “Strength Over Sensitivity.” The words burn, crawling behind your eyes.
You try to laugh, but your mouth is dry. What is this, brainwashing for dummies? The joke falters before it reaches your lips. There’s an ache starting at the back of your skull, a cold, coiled pressure that grows with every second. In the pit of your chest, something else stirs - something darker and heavier. A seed of envy? Admiration? You don’t want to name it.
On the margins of your mind, that other voice returns. Quiet, but sharper now, slicing through your skepticism: Isn’t this what men are supposed to be? Strong, proud, respected. Not whining. Not apologizing. Just… in control. You try to shove the thought away, but the next montage lands - a cop dragging a protester in cuffs, a stadium packed with roaring fans, a thick-armed man holding up a “World’s Best Dad” trophy, flanked by adoring blond children and a wife in stars-and-stripes denim. Your skin prickles, both in anger and something you don’t want to admit - longing for simplicity, maybe. Or to be the one cheered instead of the one jeered.
The feed shifts again, now focusing on the rituals of the job: uniform pressed and buttoned, boots polished, badge glinting in the sunlight. Over and over, hands holster guns, slap backs, hoist beers, shove suspects against walls. For every image of camaraderie, there’s a punchline - a weakling ridiculed, a protester mocked, a rainbow flag trampled into the mud. The website’s cruelty is casual, practiced, precise.
The ticker at the bottom starts to include your name, as if the website knows you: “You could be stronger, [Your Name]. You could be proud. You could be respected.” You blink, a chill running up your spine. You try to wheel away again, but your body is stiff, heavy. You clench the armrests, nails biting into the vinyl.
Every muscle in your body is tense now, the pressure in your head building with each frame. You try to focus on your own beliefs, to recall your friends, your city, your reason for doing all this. But the images keep coming, faster now: hazing rituals, police graduations, more flag-wrapped women, more flexing, more men standing tall and smirking. Every second, the voice in your mind grows bolder, more insistent: Wouldn’t it be easier? Wouldn’t it feel good to stop fighting and just… belong? Just be strong?
You want to scream, to curse, but the words catch in your throat. The anthem starts up again, a low, reverberating growl, and the screen pulses with every beat. The website’s colors leak into the room - red and blue glowing on your walls, your skin, your reflection. You wonder if you’ll ever be able to scrub the sound from your head.
As the barrage intensifies, you realize with a spike of dread that this isn’t persuasion. It’s programming. It’s preparing you for something you can’t fight. And in the darkness between images, the alien thought finally whispers, low and eager: Let go. Let us show you how much better life can be… on the other side.
You barely register the shift at first - a twitch in your fingers, a pulse in your temple, the odd pressure of blood pounding through veins you never used to notice. But then the sensation blooms, hot and alien, as if the very air has thickened into syrup, pushing against your skin. Your spine tingles. Your grip on the armrests tightens as your palms start to itch and swell, bones popping with a series of sharp, relentless cracks. You stare at your hands, blinking, willing the hallucination to fade - but your fingers start thickening and lengthening, knuckles are ballooning out, and your skin is roughening and growing callused as if you’ve spent years gripping iron.
Your breath goes shallow. A sudden, wrenching spasm ripples up both arms at once. You gasp, clutching the armrests as your biceps knot and swell beneath your sleeves, veins surfacing and writhing, muscle growing with a slow, perverse logic. The transformation snakes up into your shoulders, the fabric pulling tight as your deltoids swell and broaden, upper arms ballooning in mass and definition. You feel the seams of your shirt protest, cotton stretching across a new, thick upper body you don’t recognize. Both forearms thicken, tendons surging up like steel cables, wrists beefing up to match hands that are now too big, too blunt, too powerful.
The burning pressure rolls across your chest. Your ribs creak, spreading, as your torso widens, pecs surging forward. The shirt you wear feels suddenly several sizes too small, seams groaning as your body stretches the limits of what cotton can take. Your sternum aches, bones shifting and locking into a broader, more masculine shape. Your lungs feel huge - each breath flooding you with oxygen, making your vision swim. For a second you glimpse your reflection in the black glass of the laptop and don’t recognize the barrel chest, the heavy, athletic shoulders, the thick column of neck rising from between monstrous traps.
Then comes the heat in your face - a tingling along your jaw, as if invisible hands are molding you like clay. Your chin juts out, jawline hardening, cheekbones lifting. You hear a faint grinding sound from inside your own skull. Your teeth clench, and suddenly your cheeks feel hollowed, your whole face sharpening and maturing into something angular, handsome, and unyielding. A shadow grows along your jawline - at first just a stubble, but then a dense, rough pelt of blond bristles that itch maddeningly, demanding to be touched. You rake your hand over your chin, and the sensation is electric: your skin is no longer smooth, but covered in golden, wiry stubble, thick and masculine, catching the light in ways that make you look older and tougher than you ever were.
There’s a fizzing, almost pleasant warmth on your scalp. Your hair thickens, lightening shade by shade, roots bleeding from brown to gold. Strands multiply, shifting in weight and texture, sliding into a classic, professionally styled wave - sides cut short, top swept perfectly back, just unruly enough to scream virility and styled just enough to command a room. You realize, dimly, that it matches the hair of one of those men you saw flashing across the site - a cop, maybe, or a model of authority. Your old self would never bother, but this new hair, this uncanny new look, feels inevitable - like it’s always been yours.
Your eyes sting and water, irises shifting, blue blooming outward until your gaze in the monitor is sharp, commanding, cold. You blink, but your own reflection holds steady: not the tired city worker, not the battered activist, but a mid-30s man built to intimidate, to protect, to control. Your face is almost unrecognizable - handsome, mature, unyielding. You stare, wide-eyed, both appalled and fascinated.
The change moves lower. Your stomach tightens, abdominal muscles stacking beneath your skin, forming not just a six-pack but a thick, armored core. Your hips shift and flare, thighs bulging, calves hardening, the disability in your legs dissolving beneath new strength. Your knees crackle, bones resetting. For the first time in years, you feel your feet solid on the ground—powerful, stable, hungry for action.
You try to stand, but your body does it for you. You rise with a smooth, predatory grace, six inches taller, shoulders squared, back straight, every muscle flexing in a silent boast. Your old clothes strain, seams biting into your flesh, but nothing tears... yet. You stare down at yourself, at the breadth of your chest, the swelling of your arms, the sheer physical weight you now command.
You stagger to the mirror, jaw slack. Every step sends a wave of muscle and mass rolling through you. Your legs, once spindly and unreliable, are now tree trunks, with thighs bursting with sinew and calves roped and solid. Your glutes swell behind you, denim stretched to the limit. You flex, just to feel it, and watch in awe as your shirt fills with muscle, pecs rounding out, biceps peaking, stubble glinting gold. You don’t look like you; you don’t even look possible.
But there’s a hunger now - a restless, animal urge that surges with every heartbeat. Your hands ball into fists, your lips curl into a smirk. You catch yourself swaggering just a bit, with hips rolling forward and shoulders wide. For the first time, you feel the want to be seen, to be admired, to be feared.
You try to call out for help, but your voice cracks, then deepens, a booming, masculine growl. The sound is obscene—raw power, pride, and contempt for anything weak. The old part of you recoils, but the new part flexes, delighted.
Fuck, look at you. Finally built like a real man, whispers the voice in your head. It’s less foreign now, more like a memory you forgot, or a hunger you buried. This is what power feels like. This is what respect feels like. You can take whatever you want - nobody laughs, nobody doubts, nobody dares.
You close your eyes, chest heaving, every nerve on fire. The last of your old body - old pain, old shame - melts away in a flood of heat and pride. You are changed. You are ready for whatever comes next.
You then stare at the mirror, panting, hands shaking as you try to process the brute masculinity staring back at you. But even as you reel, another wave of change hits - less painful, more insidious. It starts with your shirt: you feel the fabric constrict and thicken, cotton toughening and blending into a heavy, woven synthetic. The seams pull tight, reshaping themselves with eerie efficiency, until buttons pop into existence down the front - gleaming, metallic, each one stamped with an unfamiliar insignia.
A dark navy blue spreads across your chest and arms, swallowing up any sign of your old life. The collar stiffens and sharpens, growing up around your throat with suffocating authority. Epaulettes bulge onto your shoulders, pressed with crisp creases and bearing shining pins that you don’t recognize, but that feel right. You try to peel the shirt off, fingers clawing at buttons, but your hands are thick and clumsy, every move hampered by the growing bulk of muscle. You fumble, but the shirt wins, swallowing your protests and locking itself in place.
A patch swells into being on your left shoulder—a badge-shaped emblem with a shield and eagle, gold thread catching the light. You blink and rub your eyes, but the embroidery remains. Lower, a white rectangle shimmers to life above your left pec, the letters resolving one by one in fat, stenciled embroidery: SMITH. It’s as if the name is being branded onto you, final and brutal and unmistakable. You don’t know a Smith, no one in your family, none of your friends, but you can feel it burrowing into your mind, crowding out whatever your name used to be. You try to mouth your real name, but it’s foggy, scrambled, unreachable. All that’s left is the blank, bland confidence of this brand new Mr. Smith, the kind of name that fits in everywhere and never needs to explain itself.
Your pants follow, denim liquefying into something stiffer, darker. A thick black belt winds itself around your waist, notched perfectly to your new size, bristling with pouches and loops that fill themselves: a chunky flashlight, a pair of cuffs, a fat ring of keys, a radio crackling to life at your hip. The weight is oddly comforting, as if it belongs there - as if you’ve carried it for years. You pat each item, stunned by the familiarity of it all, a chill running through your gut as you realize your hands move with mechanical certainty, unbuckling and rebuckling, checking the gear by rote.
Your shoes squeeze, heels rising, soles hardening into the uncompromising grip of police boots. The floor feels different beneath you - slick, institutional linoleum instead of warped old hardwood. For a moment, you think you smell antiseptic and cheap aftershave.
A heavy badge appears above your heart, cold at first, then burning with pride. You stare at it, breath hitching. You can’t help but trace the engraved number with your finger, feeling its reality. Officer, the thought surfaces, unexpected, almost comforting. The word echoes in your skull, bouncing off memories that shouldn’t be there - patrols, roll calls, late-night fast food, hot coffee in a paper cup, the idle banter of men who trust you. You try to shake it off, but every new detail - the badge, the gear, the pressed creases - sends another pulse of confidence up your spine.
But now, the real onslaught begins. Sudden, alien memories erupt in your mind with sickening force: storming into apartments behind a shield, barking orders, the crack of a baton against a car hood, the adrenaline rush of grabbing a squirming kid by the wrist. You hear yourself reciting Miranda rights in a voice so cold and practiced it frightens you. It's muscle memory you shouldn’t have and words you’ve never spoken before. Locker room laughter, rough shoves, cheap jokes at the expense of “perps” and “prissy punks.” A memory flashes - shoving someone smaller against a brick wall, feeling nothing but a blank satisfaction as they cry out. You recoil, but the scene loops, clearer each time.
With every shift, new instincts and impulses slip in. You stand taller, square your shoulders. Your jaw sets with casual authority. Your face in the mirror looks back at you now with an expression you never wore - a cool, appraising smirk, a glimmer of amusement at how small the world looks from this height. The old you - soft, self-conscious, compassionate - scrabbles desperately for purchase. You think of your job, your friends, your beliefs, your self. “No, no, no, this isn’t me,” you mumble, voice trembling and deep. “I don’t want this. I’m not-” But the words don’t fit in your mouth anymore. Even as you say them, they feel childish, weak. A part of you scoffs, hearing the petulance in your protest.
Don’t be pathetic, the new voice snaps. You’re not some limp-wristed charity case. You’re built for command. You’re what this city needs: strong, decisive, respected. No more hiding, no more whining, no more bleeding-heart bullshit. You enforce the rules, you don’t beg for acceptance.
A memory crashes into you - shouting over a police radio, boots pounding on concrete, adrenaline spiking as you chase a perp through a rain-soaked alley. The pride when you catch him, slam him against the hood, cuff him one-handed while your partner laughs, “Damn, you’re an animal, man!” You gasp, staggering back from the mirror. The memory is real. You can feel the rain on your skin, the thrill of control, the exultant rush of being cheered by your own. In a sickening twist, part of you likes it - likes the power, the awe, the certainty.
You clutch at your head, teeth gritted. “I’m not like them. I’m not like you,” you mutter, but the words come out stilted, alien. The new thoughts are relentless, flooding your mind with rules, tactics, locker room banter, crude jokes, a thousand ways to dominate a room or a street. Your old sense of compassion feels pale and far away, like the memory of a dream.
The badge glints, the gear weighs heavy on your hips. Every time you blink, the face in the mirror looks less like you, more like a man you’ve only ever feared or resented. And still, a flicker of pride tugs at the corner of your mouth - a cruel, satisfied little smile that you can’t quite hide.
You brace your fists on the counter, chest heaving. The fracture inside you widens, old self and new locked in a vicious, uneven struggle. You are becoming something else, and you can feel yourself beginning to want it.
You never even see it coming. One moment you’re bracing yourself at the counter, fighting the tide of memories and foreign muscle and the shame of that ugly white bread name. The next, the website erupts to life once more, now depicting flashing women in star-spangled bikinis, sunbaked skin, glistening cleavage, hips twisting, tongues flicking at glossed lips. The slideshow accelerates, every frame designed to trigger hunger. The air is thick with the imagined perfume of cheap body spray, suntan oil, and sweat. Each image lingers, burning into your retinas, until the only thing you can see is soft, jiggling flesh, perfect teeth, asses bouncing, hands running down tanned bellies.
You try to close your eyes but it’s hopeless—the images pulse on the inside of your eyelids, bright as lightning, impossible to banish. Every time you squeeze your lids shut, the parade just gets more intense, like the slideshow is beaming itself right into the animal part of your brain. You gag, desperate for the flood to stop, for your mind to stay yours. “No, no, I don’t want this, I’m not-” The thought is cut off as a molten bolt of arousal sears down your spine, straight to your groin. You feel your cock stiffen, the heat so sudden and intense it steals your breath. You want to cry, to scream, to protest - but your hips twitch forward, your new muscles flex, and your hand finds your crotch on its own.
It’s obscene, how hungry you feel. Every frame is a trigger - cleavage, tanned thighs, lips parted around popsicles, girls grinding against sweaty jocks. You’re drooling, pulse pounding, so hard it hurts. The old voice in your head tries to shriek "You’re gay, you love men, you never wanted any of this" but it comes out a faint, pathetic whimper lost in a tidal wave of brutal, masculine need. The images keep hammering you, and the new stench of your body rises around you - thick, musky, sharp, sweat pouring down your stubble and over your pecs, your whole body reeking of testosterone and animal hunger. You’re leaning forward, lips parted, panting, practically salivating at the sight of a pair of bouncing tits on the screen.
A crude new voice barrels over your resistance, deep and cocky: Yeah fuckin’ right, you’re not gay. Faggots don’t get hard for tits like that. You see those bimbos, Smith? That’s what you were born to fuck. Pussy and power, that’s all a man like you needs. Another frame: girls laughing, pouring beer over their chests, tugging at bikini bottoms, their eyes sparkling with challenge and mockery.
You gasp as your package throbs, impossibly sensitive, and a nasty, amused snort bubbles up inside your skull. Your fingers squeeze your crotch and you realize it’s not just swelling with lust - there’s something wrong, something changing. You watch in horror and awe as your cock gets rock hard, then begins to tingle, the sensation crawling up from the base. It pulses once, twice, then starts to shrink, the shaft drawing back, the head softening and tightening even as the pleasure spikes. It’s humiliating, obscene, degrading, and your body just loves it - every lost inch is like a little electric reward zapping through your spine.
You want to scream "No, this isn’t right, I’m not supposed to feel like this, I love men, I never wanted to be like this," but your hips just roll, your new core flexing, and your hand is working your now pathetic cock with a mind of its own. “Shit, fuck yeah, this has me so fuckin' bricked right now,” you hear yourself mutter in a voice you barely recognize—husky, arrogant, dripping with lechery and pride. The new voice sneers: Who cares how big it is, loser? It ain’t about the size - it’s how you use it. Besides, chicks love a guy with a little dick and a lotta attitude. Give ‘em a quick fuck and send ‘em home, just like a real man. Let ‘em fake it while you get your rocks off. Who gives a shit?
You squeeze again, your now-pathetic cock twitching and shriveling in your grip, until you’re left with a stubby, throbbing three-incher. The sight would have destroyed you before. Now, it’s just another joke - another reminder that you’re not here for connection, for intimacy, for anything but the power trip of getting off. You huff, a nasty little laugh. Let those bimbos fake it. You’re Officer Smith now. You don’t need to please anybody but yourself.
The slideshow pounds you with more women - hot tub scenes, drunken hookups, girls moaning fake, porn-star moans. It's all for you, all for your cock and your hands and your power. Fantasies burst behind your eyes: yanking a girl onto your lap at the bar, pushing her head down, bragging to the boys in the locker room about how fast you scored. You want to own every body, every bedroom, every pair of tits and ass in the city. If they don’t like it, too bad - there’s a hundred more lined up waiting for a taste of a real man.
And beneath it all, the last shreds of your old self try desperately to cling to anything - some memory of love, of wanting to be held, of softness. But every time you try to speak, your mouth spits out filth and bravado: “Yeah, fuck, look at you, Smith. A stud like you could fuck anything you want. These bitches want it so bad, you barely even have to try.” You’re panting, glistening, grinning like a predator.
No, this isn’t me, I’m not like this, please stop— But your body drowns you out, the crude laughter, the dirty jokes, the hunger, the joy in conquest. You imagine ghosting them, shaming them, boasting about it, owning the world with your cock and your sneer. It feels inevitable. It feels like home.
You lean in to the mirror, flexing, admiring the sneer that now comes so easily. “Goddamn, you look good, Smith,” you grunt. “Fuckin’ stud. You could have anyone you want - hell, take two, three at a time. Show ‘em what a real man does.” The last echoes of your old self try to protest—No, I’m not like this, I’m not like you, please— but your body drowns them out in a flood of cruel laughter and heat. You spit on the floor, the gesture so instinctual it shocks you, and then you smile, wide and leering. It feels good. It feels inevitable.
The website flashes one last time: “Welcome to the Brotherhood.”
And you know, with savage certainty, that you belong here now... or at least, the new part of you does. The rest is fading, fast.
You feel the switch flip before you even realize it’s happening. A cold, thrilling surge of power snaps through your body - something so pure and physical it’s almost electrical, a raw wave of pride and hunger that crests and crashes and leaves you gasping. The website’s anthem booms in your ears, the pulse of drums and horns and crowd noise blending into a wall of sound, a victory march. Your reflection in the mirror is nearly unrecognizable now: golden stubble, sculpted jaw, every muscle pumped and veined, eyes sharp and blue with a cruel sort of humor. You flash your teeth - bigger, brighter, made for smirking and grinning and chewing out the weak.
You flex, just to watch your pecs swell and your arms bulge, rolling your shoulders and letting your hands roam across your own torso. Every touch is an affirmation. The fabric of your shirt strains across your chest and back, showing off every ridge, every thick rope of strength. You find yourself posing, admiring the cocky way you fill out the uniform, how the badge gleams against your pec, how the name “SMITH” sits proud and eternal over your heart. The air smells different - spicy, clean, charged with testosterone and aftershave and the kind of sweat that drives women wild.
Your body feels even better than it looks. Your senses are so sharp—every whiff of your own musk, every ripple of muscle beneath your skin, the scratch of your stubble, the way your boots bite into the floor, the weight of your gun and cuffs and keys. You shift your stance, shoulders squared, cock jutting forward, so much larger than life you want to grab yourself and moan with pride. You know anyone would want you: want to fear you, want to fuck you, want to be you.
A new, glorious flood of memories pours in, so intense and bright you almost shiver. You remember locker room laughs, slapping asses, joking with the boys about last night’s conquests. You remember your first arrest: muscles burning, adrenaline surging, the moment you slammed a punk onto the hood and felt the crowd’s eyes on you, all awe and envy. You remember strutting through bars, eyes following you everywhere, girls giggling as you grabbed them and spun them against you. You remember the cheers at the station when you won a bet, the way your partner looked at you with worship, the way your own voice sounded so right calling out orders, threatening, charming, winning.
That’s right, bitch, you think at the last ghost of your old self, who is barely hanging on by a thread. Look at you... Pathetic! You were always meant to disappear, to let a real man take your place. Who’d ever want you now, anyway? The old self tries to whimper, tries to raise an argument about love or gentleness or being seen, but it’s met with a roar of laughter from the new Smith. You are the joke now - just a faded, broken echo, so weak that even remembering your old name feels like a chore. Smith grins at your pain and presses his advantage: Get lost, loser. You had your chance. Now it’s my world.
Every moment is pure, liquid pleasure. You want to show off: to strut, to preen, to let the world see what a real man looks like. You want to break things and claim things and fuck things. Your hand drifts to your crotch, palming the stunted, rock-hard little dick, and you almost laugh. Who cares how small you are? You make them beg anyway. You leave them aching, crying, hungry for another shot at your attention. That’s power. That’s what matters. You stroke yourself with greedy pride, hips rolling, flexing for the mirror, muscles standing out in hard relief. The sight alone nearly makes you cum right there.
The world grows hotter, brighter, richer - colors popping, sounds sharper, your own breath a growl in your ears. Every muscle feels like it could split your skin. The memory of a hundred victories, a thousand fucks, a lifetime of domination lights you up from inside. You squeeze your cock harder, laughing, spitting on the floor, every sense at the redline. Your heart pounds. Your voice, when it comes, is a bark, a boast, a moan of conquest. “Fuck, look at me. I’m fucking perfect.”
That’s when it hits: the final, shuddering wave. Your body tenses, flexes, and you explode, eyes rolling back as a white-hot pleasure tears through you. The world blurs out in a haze of sensation: every sound a roar, every sight a smear of color, every feeling magnified a thousand times. For a heartbeat, you are only pleasure and pride, animal and god.
When your vision clears, you blink, breath still ragged, your muscles singing with afterglow. The mirror is gone. The world is different - harder, realer, yet exactly where you're meant to be...
You’re now sitting in your cop car. Your uniform hugs your new body like a second skin, and every inch of you radiates power, authority, and cocky satisfaction. In the passenger seat, you turn to see your rookie partner - young, clean-shaven, eager - grinning over at you. Clearly, the kid idolized you... which you weren't surprised about in the slightest. After all, you're the best cop in the damn county.
“Nice work on that last collar, Sarge,” he says, handing you a file. “You think the conversion program is really going to fix all of this hostility?”
You grin, rolling your shoulders, letting your arm drape out the window. “Trust me, rookie,” you say, voice deep and sure, “it’s the best thing that ever happened to this country. The world’s gone soft, now we get to toughen it up, one whiny liberal at a time.”
A call crackles in on the radio: “Suspect - blue hair, protest sign - causing a disturbance downtown.” You catch your own reflection in the rearview, eyes flashing with pride and hunger.
You peel out, siren blaring, your rookie laughing in excitement beside you. When you pull up to the curb, the twink barely has time to protest before you’re out of the car, grabbing him, manhandling him into the backseat. “Hey! What are you... Let me go, I didn’t do anything!” he shouts, voice shrill and desperate.
You just smirk, settling behind the wheel, flipping on the in-car TV as your rookie secures the door. “You’re about to get a real education,” you drawl, thumbing the website’s app open. “Don’t worry, you’ll thank us when you’re done.”
As the screen starts to flash, you stretch, cocky and satisfied, already looking forward to seeing another convert step out strong, proud, and right.
While your attention returns to the radio as it spits static and coded chatter, the blue-haired kid continues to struggle in the backseat - attempting to do whatever he can to escape and prevent the fate that's fast approaching. Your rookie is all nerves and excitement, glancing between you and the backseat, where the RedWaveRapture website flickers to life, ready to work its magic once again.
You can feel the afterglow from your earlier transformation still thrumming through your veins, your muscles buzzing with power, your skin sticky with sweat and pride. The world outside is crisp and clear - streets straight, no-nonsense, every building flying a fresh American flag, not a protest sign in sight. It’s like the city itself has sobered up, straightened its back, embraced its new order. You breathe deep, letting the smell of asphalt and summer and your own body fill your lungs. Everything is sharp, clean, right.
Your rookie checks the cuffs on the twink, then slides into the passenger seat, all wide-eyed and eager for approval. “Man, I still can’t believe how easy it is now. They just go in whiny and come out ready to serve. The program’s a game-changer.”
You grin, teeth flashing in the rearview, feeling bigger than ever. “It’s about time the world stopped listening to all that bullshit. Give ‘em a little discipline, a little structure, and they remember how to act. Weakness is a choice. All they needed was a push.”
You crank the volume on the screen as the slideshow begins, the same relentless stream of women and flags and muscle and grinning authority that claimed you. The twink’s protests quickly fade into moans, gasps, then silence - eyes locked, face slack, his features already starting to harden, hair shifting shade by shade toward a respectable brown. You can’t help but laugh. “Look at that, rookie. One less pain in the ass for us to babysit.”
The rookie laughs, emboldened, tossing you a wink. “Bet he’ll thank you before the day’s over. They always do. Last guy brought in coffee for the whole shift and saluted everyone on the way out.”
“Fuck yeah,” you bark, slapping the dash. “We’re making real men again. Making this country proud. No more losers, no more snowflakes. Just the strong, the loyal, the fuckin’ backbone.” You catch a glimpse of yourself in the side mirror - blond, broad, beard stubble sharp, eyes cold and unblinking. You look every inch the part: a leader, a lawman, a conqueror.
The rookie looks at you with naked admiration, eager to match your bravado. “So, what do we do with him when he’s done? Drop him off at the precinct?”
“Nah. Let him see his old friends first. Nothing wakes you up like seeing what you left behind. Gives ‘em a reason to keep the faith.” You stretch, savoring the pop of your new, stronger joints, the way your uniform hugs your biceps and chest. It’s easy, natural even, to talk like this, to dismiss the past and see only strength and victory ahead.
Outside, the city rolls by - orderly, almost eerily serene. A few protest stickers remain, faded and peeling, relics of a softer time. Everywhere else, it’s red, white, and blue, men and women walking straighter, heads high, eyes on the prize. You nod at your reflection, pride swelling until it threatens to burst.
Behind you, the twink starts to grunt, his voice dropping an octave, hands flexing as his wrists thicken. His body’s already bulking, shirt riding up as abs push through. You watch with lazy approval, a thrill running through you as his face sets in a new, rugged cast.
Just then, your phone buzzes - it's a text from the captain, he has a new list of suspects flagged for “adjustment.” You smirk. Plenty more work to do. The world won’t fix itself, but with men like you behind the wheel, there’s hope yet.
As the rookie flips on the lights for your next call, you roll down the window and let the city’s heat and noise pour in. You catch sight of your badge, “SMITH,” gleaming in the afternoon sun. Every inch of you radiates power, pride, certainty. You reach down, give yourself a squeeze, and laugh - a deep, easy sound, free of doubt, full of promise.
This is your city. Your time. The weak are fading, the strong are rising, and you - Officer Smith - are right where you belong.
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I think the thistlesprings being nonbinary for real would be so awesome . Gorgug comes out as trans n they slam the biggest book of resources on a table, and the table crumbles and snaps in half and falls thru the floor
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I tend to fixate on evan as a character at times because his whole shtick is that hes mysterious and has issues tm, but also because i have also been the haunted (literally spoke to ghosts as a child) ass white kid (white) suffering from food insecurity (yall ever have a mustard sandwich, its bread heels with mustard on them. Thats how i learned to like mustard.) So i relate to him quite a bit.
But, i cant help but be deeply curious about the other misfits and their lives, struggles, and their mysteries.
I frequently work with kids like Jammer (ive been christened with a nickname by middleschoolers. Its Shawty DooBop. Im glad its that and not "that mean ass librarian") and I wonder what his life is like on a day to day basis. Did he pick his sister up from her after school program? How long has he been writing? A lot of kids I know, no matter how much they like the sports they play, were originally put into them by parents hoping they could be something great, but what would he want to be if he wanted to be something different? Did he ever read the maximum ride series? Does he actually like dragon ball Z or is it more of a cultural osmosis thing?
K is deeply relatable to me on a number of levels (nonbinary tumblrina) but also deeply alien. Do they talk to their family at all? Do they feel remorse for cyber bullying people over steven universe? Do they get mad at themself when they have to remember people cant just be tropes, they also have to be people? Even themself? When will they go to therapy????
Sam black, britain, butler my beloved. Fellow child of divorce, how much did that influence your comunication? How long has being an influencer been her focus? Does she actually want to inluence, or does she just want friends? She struggled in school, did anyone ever try to help? Would it have been better or worse to be on an iep plan? Does she still talk to her family much now that shes famous, is it out of love, or out of that family wanting her support and her energy? How has T2 stayed a teacup pig? Those usually grow into potbelly pigs of some sort. Does she feel like her magic has actually hampered her ability to connect with others because she is so easily liked? What were the sailor moon forums like, what happened after your pink pal stopped liking pink?
Also to the magic mommy of all time, what was Bombini's life like? A 600+ year old wizard who seems to have lost everything dear to him and is upholding the memory of people long lost built on foundations that were crumbling from the start. Dudes middle name is kyle. He seems like a paralell to our sad ass white boy, if they had decided to uphold the nature of magic and the old ways, would evan have become like him? A shuffling, sad, impossibly old steward? Also whats happening on tadershacourt. Whos the shadow man with Khan.
God i have so many questions, im deeply glad misfits and magic got a season 2 but i do think it has just given me more to be insane about. I managed this with only 4 eps and a holiday special, im gonna explode. Truely the tumblr coded series of all time.
#misfits and magic#evan kelmp#whitney jammer#k tanaka#sam britain#sam black#sam butler#tabby the tablet#bombini#misfits and magic s2#misfits and magic season 2
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Crumbling Health
|| Chappell Roan x nonbinary!reader
|| Warnings; reader throws up, sick reader, anxiety mentions, reader scared of the doctors, going to the doctors, little dialogue, some fluff at the end, short drabble
|| Summary; when Chappell takes reader to the doctors, reader can't help feeling some anxiety about being there.
Requests closed!
Started; December 17th
Finished; December 17th
Anon Request; Chappell takes scared reader to the doctors
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The doctors was your least favourite place to go; but you were sick and it didn't seem to be getting any better. Chappell had spent the last hour or so trying to convince you to go. She half debated just tricking you, but then she would feel bad after if she did. So, she kept to the honest route. As difficult as it seemed to be.
Eventually, she managed to get you up. You really didn't want to leave your bed. You felt nauseous just sitting up. This would turn into a mess. Chappell, however, didn't seem to care. More focused on her partner's crumbling health. Her arm wrapped around yours, keeping you on your feet. Watching you with caution.
"You gonna throw up?" Chappell asked, you really didn't know. Feeling stuck between a yes and a no. Just in case, Chappell grabbed the bedside trash can she'd previously placed there when you first started getting sick.
You slumped against her. Letting her carry your weight because you really couldn't walk. Everything felt dizzy. As though you were walking on the deck of a ship in a massive storm. Swaying from side to side. Chappell didn't mind, she was here to help you after all.
The car trip was probably the worst part of it all. You'd thrown up a couple of times, Chappell wanted nothing more than to check on you. But she had to focus on getting you to the doctors. She stole glances in your direction, worry lacing her eyes. Her hands on the wheel gripping tighter. Come on.
When they finally got there, she jumped out of the car and got you inside. You fought back a bit. Really not wanting to go in. Of course, you knew you had to. The doctors were just terrifying. Not the people themselves, they were usually pretty nice. Just everything about the place made your anxiety spike.
It was a wait before the doctors got to you. Chappell tried to rush the lines, but even her celebrity status couldn't get you through much faster. She was relieved when the doctor called your name. Getting up with you. The check up went by smoothly, the doctor going through their usual routines with you. You kept a firm grip to Chappell's hand. Just waiting until it was over. You wanted nothing more than to go home. This was just horrible.
Time dragged the more your anxiety took over. It felt like forever before your medication was handed to you and the instructions were given. Chappell paid attention since she figured you wouldn't be able to remember much with how out of focus you were.
The hard part was finished; you were now back in the car. Getting home. The drive back was less tense, though you still threw up. Chappell made a mental note to fabreeze her car later.
At home, she got you back to bed. Getting some food for you to take your medications with," there. That wasn't too bad, was it?"
You huffed. Taking a small bite of the food, knowing too much would make you throw up again," it was awful. I probably have more germs on me now than before."
Chappell made a sound between a snort and a laugh, gently brushing some hair out of your face," rest up, love. Need anything else?"
"You. And maybe a shower," you murmured. Chappell smiled at that. She stayed and cuddled with you while you ate your food, keeping a close eye on you. She only wanted the best for you; and would make sure you had it. Even when you were sick.
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Hello everyone!!! As you probably know, our Valentines event was the first ever event the library has held, and we were ecstatic at the amount of participation! So many lovely creators came together to make beautiful works!
Below you can find links to all of the submissions from our lovely participants! Please make sure to show them some love!
Motion Sickness by tozierlvr (@tozierlvr)
And accompanying art by @striderepiphany here!
It was utterly pathetic to still be in love with your college boyfriend after five years. Unsurprisingly, this was the situation Richie Tozier found himself face to face with on Valentine's Day 2007.
In collaboration with & art by missydogblog (striderepiphany on tumblr)
Prompt: exes to lovers
Killer Clowns from Outer Space! by searcher_of_amroth (@spagedster)
And accompanying art by @bikebian here!
Chance leads librarian Mike Hanlon and author Bill Denbrough to a circus tent in the Barrens. What they find inside is, in fact, carnival-themed, but it's also from space. And it wants to kill them.
Inspired heavily by the movie Killer Klowns from Outer Space Written for itficlibrary's valentines event with the prompt: Bill/Mike | Comedy | Accidental Kiss
I Give My Heart by ithoughtghostsjustfloatedaway (@ithoughtghostsjustfloatedaway)
And accompanying art by heartons!
With additional accompanying art by coloringthebanner!
That’s right, folks. Edith Francis Kaspbrak was now Edith Francis Tozier-Kaspbrak. And that was something she was sure she wouldn’t get over until the day she died. (And probably after that.)
A FemReddie Honeymoon Drabble.
Open, blink, shatter by moichi and nonbinary (@clownbrainrot and @oshaskell)
"Richie," Eddie pants. "How many more times?"
Three doors stand in front of them. The tunnel's shaking.
What’s your choice?
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Or, in the depths of Derry during their confrontation against It, Richie and Eddie arrive at three doors. Again, and again, and again.
maybe i’ll never treat you right by himsical_hoe and thewayilovetheocean (@himsey and @derrypubliclibrary)
"Ever since she was young, Beverly has had a… strained relationship with soulmates. The whole point of them. ...Of course, she has her mark too. An envelope, sealed with a heart, right on her collarbone. She knows that, logically, according to anyone ever, there’s going to be someone that shares that. She knows that that “Someone” is going to be the “Someone” that she’s supposed to fall in love with."
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"Ben has always loved the idea of soulmates. As far back as he can remember, he’d been fascinated at the thought of it – that someone somewhere out there was destined to love him, so fiercely and unconditionally that they’d see him one day and just know. Know that he was the One. ... Then he meets a girl named Beverly, and thinks, maybe."
or- our fic for the itficlibrary valentines event!!! our prompt was benverly & soulmates & highschool au !!
like you a latte by trashmouthuris and tree_chime (@billcarden and @tree-chime)
it's almost valentine's day, and richie is dead set on getting the cute regular at the coffee shop to be his valentine.
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For the It Fic Library's Valentines Collab 2025.
Prompt: Reddie / fluff / coffee shop
Shock me with your electric feel by soultragedy (@soultragedy)
And accompanying art by @maridle!
Eddie Kaspbrak has always had two great loves: robotics and Richie Tozier. With a 3.7 GPA, Eddie is determined to get into MIT’s competitive robotics program, but when his guidance counselor suggests it might not be enough, his world starts to crumble.
Blue Cardinals by Asexual_Asshat and tallula03 (@asexualasshat and @alicetallula)
And accompanying art by @alicetallula here!
As the new girl at school, Patty knew her prom probably wouldn't be anything special. She had no idea it would this completely terrible.
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“Are you okay?” A man’s voice came from the gym door, around ten feet from her. Her breath hitched and she jumped. “Sorry, I didn’t mean to startle you.”
Created for the It Fic Library Valentines 2025 Event
allergy season by fredastaire (@it2017)
And accompanying art by clownmovieyaoi here!
A fifteen-year-old Richie Tozier receives his first valentine; a bouquet of flowers, signed his secret admirer. He's ecstatic, overjoyed, happier than a three-legged man in an ass-kicking contest.
There's just one issue.
He's really, really allergic to pollen.
Thank you so much to everyone who participated!!!
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Do you know what your main problem is, my love? You continue to try to use religion as your path to access Source or the divine.
One of the most elevating acts a woman can do for health and thriving is to stop centering religion as her means of connection to God. Religion is a made up institution organized by men to help them to connect to God. For women and nonbinary people with wombs or energetic wombs if surgically removed, our connection to God is not in religion but in our frequency, which increases astronomically when we build a real relationship to our female bodies. We begin to feel God’s presence is in our bellies, wombs, cervixes, hearts, multiple orgasms, ejaculations, feet, hips, buttocks, inner thighs, monthly cycles, dances, undulations, eyes-closed-deep-breathing-pelvic-foam-rolling, etc. We’ve been lied to about nearly everything including religion which uses female life force up until she has nothing left in her beyond hoping, wishing, and begging. When you begin to attune to God within you, all narratives around lack, scarcity, shame, unworthiness, and the like begin to crumble and all you are left with is unconditional love—love of self, love of others, love of purpose, and love of living life to the fullest. —India Ame’ye
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Demo | Love Interests | Important Characters | Playlists | Pinterest
In the aftermath of a civil war, power is divided between your family and the only other family that survived The Fall, The Northern Throne. They’d fallen out of power years back, but Leopold Drachmann, the self-proclaimed ‘King of The North’, has continued to rally the kingdom’s citizens against its rulers. In a last minute effort to save face, your parents both abdicate and push your brother, Cyprian, to the throne. You find yourself meddling in more royal affairs than you ever thought you would as you and your brother scramble to keep the kingdom- and your foes- in line. Will you save your reputation and rekindle the citizens’ love for your family, or will the monarchy come crumbling down?
Heavy Is The Crown is an interactive novel placed in the fictional kingdom of Sorawain. You play as a prince/princess/prin tasked with having to work alongside your brother to win back the trust of your people and shoot down the Drachmanns' assumed sovereignty.
Play as male, female, or nonbinary with the option of being trans/choosing your agab.
Customize your appearance and personality.
Romance or befriend 4 distinct characters.
Uncover the secrets of your friends and family alike.
Find out the reason Leopold is so dead set on taking down your family's rule.
Help your brother restore rule or suffer the consequences of some poor decision making.
Derrick Bracht (He/Him) - A well-known noble; not for his work as coroner, but instead for being Atticus Bracht’s bastard. A stoic man with an undeniable air of melancholy; he often comes off as cold and straitlaced. He doesn’t concern himself with others, preferring to be alone. You’ve known him since childhood, but have never been able to break down his thick walls.
Talia Kostien (She/Her) - The recent High Priestess and a friend of your brother. She's confident and her sermons are evidence of that, people hanging on her every word. You’ve never had much of a chance to speak with her, and you’re not sure if you want that to change.
Alexander/Alexandra Godfrey (Gender Cust.) - A new member of your royal guard, coming dangerously close to being something of a personal guard. It seems they've been instructed by your parents to stay especially close. You can't blame them, as their expansive military record is enough to impress even the High General.
Zahara/Zachariah Drachmann (Gender Cust.) - The child of Leopold and a sworn pain-in-the-ass. It's a little disconcerting how similar to their father they are, in both appearance and personality. Despite this, they don't seem determined to get their hand on the kingdom or remotely caring of their father's actions, preferring to just sit back and watch.
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Omegaverse yellowjackets personal headcanons and parings✨ nsfw
(don't like don't read, you know who you are ;)
Shauna -alpha she's my bi messy failgirl icon <3 she just has alpha energy to me (but idk I'm sure in some fics I'll have her beta) , and Jeff has omega energy to me idk why, vibes man. I feel like in an omegaverse society alpha women traditionally are expected to have big families and accomplish a lot, so when Jackie dies I'd imagine her mother's slights have to do with how Shauna is such a rare breed, an alpha female, only 5% of the population contains alpha females and yet she was somehow never as special as her lil jack jack
Jackie- omega Jackie just needs an alpha to hold her and tell her everything's gonna be ok, too bad they eat her lol. Also i wanna see Shauna pin her down what of it. She's totally a lesbian
Lottie- alpha The total it girl, she's got it all, she embodies the traditional femalpha standard, think barbie, but tbh most of that was learning at a young age she was different (gay) and got really good at hiding it. it was a no brainer when she became the first head alpha of the group as people usually do they fall under her leadership and guidance. Shes the kind of alpha that would have led rome or egypt. And yet. When she loses her omega she loses her way. Her power crumbles and so she hands the torch to the alpha she trusts most
Natalie- alpha as the runt of her litter of one and every class or group she's been apart of she was never the first picked alpha but when the group assigned her the leader everything changed for her. She was finally where she was born to be. Out in the woods she became the best version of her alpha. Also I just wanna see her go thru a rut and Lottie offer to help a bro out with it 👀 who said that
Laura lee- omega voted cutest omega of her year, always had a crush on Lottie and now that they're lost in the wilderness maybe she can show her some her holy moves? Idk I'm not Catholic anymore
Taissa - beta
Van - butch nonbinary beta
Taissa van beta4beta my beloved<3 taissa being resentful of her beta gender (transmasc taissa goes hard) and trying her hardest to become a beta representative "betas are 45% of the population and yet only have 4 seats on the Senate? What's that bull" but I can also see taissa being an alpha and van be an omega
Misty- omega also a runt, she looks up to Natalie a lot being a runt as well who actually earned the respect of the pack. So her and nat bond over it and eventually more 👀 imagine Misty's heat hitting round the spring, and in order to avoid pregnancies nat being the ever so gracious pack leader helps her through it with her massive dick
Travis- beta him and Shauna beta solidarity has good potential, I hope they talk about girls together, like imagine them coming out to each other? Grieving javi together, both being ppl who lost their own blood to these woods... Y'all pls understand my vision
Mari- beta when no immediate role is assigned to her she struggles and takes it out on jackie, it's ok babygirl thats not how u get the pretty omegas attention but u will learn
Coach ben- alpha his death is their first meal, and the death of the traditional alpha male patriarchy i guess lol
Crystal- omega to mirrors misty
Anyone feel free to add on! I wanted to headcanons the other girls too but I cant Google it rn, so if anyone wanna drop the background girls names I'll love u forever <3
#yellowjackets#yellow jackets#yj#shauna shipman#jackie taylor#jackieshauna#mistynat#misty quigley#natalie scatorccio#lottie matthews#mari is not pit girl#this ones for u deerlottie#im high while im writing these so they WILL be subject to change. a lot of change. but for now enjoy
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„Pimientos asados“ – A roasted Spaniard
Fernando Alonso x NonBinary!Medic!Reader

I'm aware i already used this trope. I think i just like my drivers sweaty :D
Read more on my Masterlist.
-blerb
„Pimientos asados“ – A roasted Spaniard
„Stupid fucking Security Rules“, Y/N mouthed, buttoning their shirt up. The crisp blue and yellow fabric would soon be entirely sweat through, that was for sure. Their black linen trousers were the most airy thing allowed under safety rules, yet felt still too covering and heat retaining. They sighed once again, placing some bobby pins between their pursed lips. Coarse fingers grabbed each of them, in use of pinning their fringe up and out of the way. With the heat coming, sticky forehead hair would only be an issue. A load of hairspray that was sufficient to destroy the earths ozone layer, was the last step to get their hair out of the way. Seeing that the familiar team cap would rest on their head anyway, Y/N didn’t bother more in that regard.
They placed their badge around their neck, visibly reading “Renault Formula 1 Team Medic Y/N L/N”.
Knowing what was to come, Y/N were not jumping around in joy as they entered the car of another crew member, ready to head to the Track. Bahrain was hot, incredibly hot. Temperatures edging the 40°C Mark were announced before the race and definitely the truth currently. The team member sighed as well, emptying another water bottle.
With 2005 looking like a Championship Year for Renault, Y/N had to make sure their drivers would survive the race. Reaching the race track was however war in itself, with fans crowing outside. Y/N would tiredly wave their hands out of the window in hopes of shooing them away. “Shit”, proclaimed the car’s driver – Mike, the breakguy. Mike was tasked with all things breaks, he had to weigh them before and after races to measure their corrosion, to watch them during the race and tell the mechanics of breakage and measure their temperatures during the stops. He’d always tell Y/N that break discs were nicer than caring for Humans. Afterall, they didn’t rebut advice or act unnecessarily careless with their own bodies. He had taking a quick look in the rearview mirror, though just a second to late.
Some ‘fan’ had stolen the team cap of Y/N’s head, unveiling the bobby pins that were messily strung together. Y/N just scoffed, rolling the window back up before leaning back. “Stupid fuckers”, they cursed, patting down the now ruffled strands. ‘Hopefully the team has some laying around, otherwise Flavio’s gonna be mad again. He hates things that aren’t good appearance wise.’
Mike parked the car as close as could, shuffling around the boot to get out his backpack and Y/N’s workbag. Slinging it over the shoulder, he huffed loudly. “God, these fans are getting out of hand. We’ve had so much teamwear stolen by now – I wonder how other team’s are coping. I bet Ron Dennis is unhappy about them getting crumbly and muddy”.
As they approached the garage, an unhappy face already stood aside. Pat Symmonds, their Technical Director was talking angrily to a few of the mechanics. Apparently he had screwed up quite badly with something – not that it was of matter to Y/N. They fumbled around their bag to fish out a towel. Renault branded of course. Pouring water on the towel provided it as lovely cold recourse once placed on their own head, but also hid the hat-lessness from Flavio if he were to appear out of nowhere. A skill the otherwise loud Italian man knew better than one would expect him to.
Y/N ducked in the back of the garage searching through the shelves in hope of finding anything. A hat was important as team gear but also as sunshade in this demanded climate. The garage proved to be fruitless however, so Y/N made their way over to hospitality, still hidden under their fluffy frotté head covering. The ladies behind the coffee counter were positively buzzing, their updos looking good despite the horrible weather. Flavio always had beautiful ladies work there and many mechanics would appear in hospitality, trying to fight for their numbers. Y/N on the other hand was a happy sight as they’d usually just ask for an Latte Macchiato and chatter about recent drama.
“Nice to see you Y/N!” the fronting one exclaimed.
“Nice to see you too, Monique!”, Y/N expressed before leaning onto the counter.
“Has Flavio passed by recently? I hope not.”
“If it has to do with your fancy new headdress, he hasn’t. Might want to ask Zanarini whether there’s still a cap ins storage. He just got one for Giancarlo. His got stolen as well apparently.”
The medic sighed before downing a cup of coffee given to them by Monique. “I’d better hurry, I’ve got to check Fisicella and Alonso over soon. Bye Monique!”
“Bye-Bye Y/N!” she waved cheerfully before giving her colleagues a snicker. Something bad must be going on they’d hear of later.
Trotting through hospitality with tired feet, Y/N soon spotted Enrico Zanarini standing to the side, his phone perched up. Being Fisicella’s Manager must have been a tiring job for sure. They approached the hard working man slowly, making sure he was not in a call or anything.
“Ah, Y/N. I presume you also got caught by the hat thieves, am I right in that assumption?” was his greeting. The medic just nodded. “I’m sorry to ruin your day now, but I got the last one out of storage. It seems someone snuck in overnight and emptied our warehouse here. I wonder what’s wrong with the people today.”
With their head hanging low, Y/N trotted back to the garage, knowing that Flavios scolding was inevitable by now. On the way the bumped into another person, blinking twice to notice they had run into Fernando.
“Good Morning Y/N, you’re late to the check-up.”
“I know, I know, Fernando. I’ve been on a treasure hunt the last hour. Some idiot stole my cap but we don’t even have a single one left.”
The driver lifted his eyebrows. “Not a single one?”
“None. The others all seem to have theirs so I’m the only one getting chewed out by Flavio.”
Fernando seemed to ponder for a while before settling onto Y/N’s office chair.
“Doctor, please proceed with your check-up.”
Y/N started their work, taking measurements and jolting down Fernandos health data.
“Please remember to drink a lot for this GP, I know the heat is horrible. It’ll be worse after the Race. I’m going to check up on you and get you both hydrated before the Press conference. Can’t have you fall on your face from heat exhaustion.”
“Us both? How are you so sure I’m landing on the Podium?”
“I just know, Fernando. Trust me. But something is telling me it’s not going to end well for Giancarlo…”
“You sure you aren’t Magic Alonso with these visions?”
“Maybe. Now zoom off. Fisi is waiting and I still gotta report to Flavio.”
Fernando stood up from his chair, eying the medic again. Finally, he lifted the cap from his head and placed it on theirs. “Look. Problem fixed, right?”
“Fernando, you’re our face! Wear it yourself!”
“I won’t” he chuckled while crossing his arms. “I can’t stand you looking so sad. Especially if I can fix it so easily, no?” He turned towards the door. “I’ll be going now. See you later!”
Y/N settled onto their chair with another sigh, though one team cap richer. Fisi was already standing in the door with his trademark grin. “Enrico told me you were looking for a cap. Seems you stole one yourself?”
This day would only grow longer.
As the race started and Y/N sat in the garage, monitoring stats and news relayed to them from the Pitwall to check on their drivers. With Fisicella coming in after Lap 3’s engine failure, work was sure to arrive. They took his stats again, got him equipped with nutritious drinks and snacks while also handing his Manager stuff for a bath. Exact instructions regarding temperature and procedure were added along with it. Since the race was still ongoing, they couldn’t care for the driver themselves which was unfortunate but Fernando needed full attention now. Soon after Michael Schumacher overshot a corner with apparent car issues, leaving one of their top contenders ouf of the race. Y/N was on the edge of their seat, attention at it’s peak. Fernando was doing well, staying cool despite the horrible heat. He kept drinking which was very good. His pitstop on Lap 20 went very well, he looked all right in the car as well.
As the race progressed and Fernando stayed on top of the Leaderboard, his victory lap around the track was lovely to watch. Seeing him do that bunny ear gesture in the car was always an amusing sight. Y/N rushed out with the Crew towards Parc Fermée to catch their lucky driver exiting his car, stepping on top and gesturing towards the sky. His race suit was entirely sweat through, his face red but his smile was real.
He headed up to the cooldown room, with Jarno Trulli and Kimi Räikkönen behind him. Y/N was following along as well, equipped with a coke can and some wet towels. Their exasperated winner slid tiredly on the floor, leaning back but still smiling like the sun incarnate.
“Here, Fernando” Y/N said, handing him the Coke Can. He deserved such a treat after this tiring race. They took the towels, helping Fernando get the sweat of his face and hair while also stopping it from burning. After a while, the call came to step outside. Fernando headed towards the Podium, pumping his arms and cheering loudly while Y/N kept looking from beside, happy for their driver.
Getting shooed off to the press conference afterwards kept Fernando away from Y/N who meanwhile prepared everything to get him going again. Watching the conference on TV was quite amusing – Jarno looked like a wet dog, Fernando lost his color and Kimi was beet red.
As the conference finally ended, Fernando tiredly stumbled into his driver’s room. His steps had gotten weaker as he finally arrived, sinking onto his sofa. Y/N was quick to arrive, smiling at him with their teeth showing. “Congratulations Nando, that was a good race!”
The tired driver faintly nodded as he leaned back, just breathing in. The adrenaline was slowly leaving his body as Y/N handed him his sports drink. “Let’s get you back in shape, right?”
Shortly after, Fernando was bathed, properly dressed and back on his sofa, looking way less haggard. Y/N sat behind him, bobby pins placed between their lips again. A soft brush was holding his locks back as they got put into a short ponytail, barely enough to keep it out of his neck from scrubbing at the now very sensitive skin. Y/N placed a few Bobby Pins in strategic fashion to keep the shorter hairs out of his face, to stop it irritating his eyes. Fernando just sighed in relief as the hair stopped bothering him. “You were right with your prediction” he said.
“Hmm?” Y/N mouthed, still busy.
“With Giancarlo not finishing and me winning. You truly are the real Magic Alonso.”
Y/N laughed softly, patting his shoulder before placing his last Bobby Pin.
“It was your work as much as mine.”
As they were finishing, Y/N lifted the cap from their head, wanting to place it back on Fernandos. The driver however grabbed the medics arm, stopping them from finishing their action.
“Don’t. Keep it. It’s yours now my friend. I know you’ll bring me luck wearing it.”
He lifted the blue Fabric before placing it on the crown of Y/Ns head again. “Please, bring me more luck in the future.” He said, his grin cheeky.
Y/N turned to the side, not wanting him to see their reaction. “Shut up you stupid roasted Paprika.”
“Pimientos asados, eh? Sounds like a great Idea. Let’s get some” he laughed, getting up and pulling Y/N behind him.
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