#nonsensical method
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Ballroom dancing isn’t actually particularly queer coded in fact it plays more into tradition and has very clearly defined gendered roles associated with it - male leader - female - follower.
And that’s what’s interesting about it being the activity Eddie was signed up for by Helena, especially in relation to Eddie’s incoming queer arc. Eddie was forced to grow up too fast and to step into the role of ‘man of the house’ by Helena because Ramon was by all accounts an absent father - hero complex provides us with plenty of canon information about Eddie being pushed into a husband/father role at a very young age and being told to man up and not to cry etc - machismo in action.
Helena sending him to ballroom dancing classes is likely because it was a way of reinforcing those traditional gendered stereotypes held by wider society and particularly in Latinx culture that the Diaz’s are entrenched in.
It becomes an especially interesting choice if it’s something Helena did because as well as it reinforcing gender stereotypes, she could see that her son was queer and wanted a way of trying to push him towards girls/women - encouraging him into straightness by surrounding him with girls as generally classes are female dominated and away from activities that would have him surrounded by boys/men.
It’s not about ballroom dancing being queer it’s about trying to prevent him from being queer through the structure of ballroom dancing.
#of course Helena would think it worked as Eddie dated and married Shannon and got her pregnant - even if she didn’t like Shannon very much#eddie joining the army would reinforce the diaz parents thinking that it worked as would firefighting.#but Eddie moving to LA - where there is a large and vibrant queer community and culture - was not well received because Eddie was escaping#Helena’s control - her and Ramon were keeping him surrounded by gendered expectations whilst he was in Texas#but LA could undo all their work (which it has) and enable him to experience more liberal non traditionalist ways of thinking and being#Eddie has been unlearning all of the traditionalist teachings of his parents and breaking the cycle with how he’s raising Chris.#the last thing Helena had in her arsenal was her vitriol towards Shannon - which actually prevented Eddie from moving on from her after her#death because it has made Eddie double down on Shannon to protect her memory for Chris.#(there are obviously a lot of other things in connection with Shannon - this is just one aspect of her ghost still being very present)#I don’t even know if I’m making sense - sleep deprecation might be making me talk nonsense - but basically ballroom dancing is about#pushing straightness and winning trophies viewed as a sign of its success as a method of preventing queerness!#911 spoilers#911 meta#random thoughts I have when operating on little sleep!!#911 abc#eddie diaz#the queer Eddie narrative#buddie
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Loki's shopping + saxophone + shed, from BAFTA
#loki#this wholesome nonsense interview BELONGS IN A MUSEUM#that kid was asking the real character-based questions#further evidence that mcu loki does not care for candy :p#and the saxophone = the devil's horn! I mean! this is *method* stuff!#someone give loki a reading & jazz shed
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the difference in my final draft (above) and rough draft (below) for my reviews never fails to make me laugh
#my method has become 'write the first draft as quickly as possible just get a basis down and then you can fancy it up later'#but then it still takes me a month and a half to write these things because i have no time 💔 so thank you for your patience!#usually with quotes i just put placeholder keysmash to help speed it up and so reading back it can turn into utter nonsense
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#this quote's from merlin bbc but i like to think this is something that Mr Miyagi could say to Daniel#anyway. even though i truly believe daniel is tied to johnny via a red string as they're canonical soulmates#i think he's also tied to silver but by like. an invisible chain. because their dynamic feels like a chain#a chain because silver canonically refuses to let danny-boy go and will use screwed up methods to make sure of it#a chain because it burdens daniel's life#a chain because it's hard to break and can leave bruises#maybe i'm talking nonsense but it makes sense to me ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#daniel larusso#terry silver#cobra kai#my gifs
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like a week ago i watched the terror episode 3 with my roommate and they said "huh maybe watercolors would distract me from being horny" and i laughed but i just looked over at their desk and guess what they're doing. watercolors
#bee posts nonsense#following the lt. john irving method of dealing with homosexual yearning#the terror
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I spent a good fifteen minutes in that spot just watching the whirlpool activity.
Anyway. That's the real-world Great Naruto Bridge that I assume the manga version was meant to be a reference to.
#nearly missed this because of Bus Nonsense and started crying in a related reception area#also it is SO HARD to climb stairs when you have your entire-ass suitcase with you. and it's got. pottery in it#hope to god my packing methods are enough to keep everything intact#personal#videos
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I don’t think she’s read it 💔
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i love arguing with people who say "gaga peaked in early 2010s.. :/". do i think that born this way is the best album forever and ever? yes. will i disagree with this take forever? also yes. and also i love to talk about gaga. i pick up arguments just to get to talk about my beautiful queen with people as long as i can
#two days in a row first w my sister then w my bestie#im like PLEASE ✋️😔 do NOTTT tell me 😭🥺 early gaga was the best gaga ☹️😞#anyway even though she always had a raw genius about music performance pop culture fashion EVERYTHING#the experience?????? her finally being content with her place in the industry/in life????? being in full control???? 🤌🤌🤌#she could NOT come up with this era in her early days and it's true and it's endearing to me. very healing for me idk#this year all my poet artists who debuted in 2008 are giving me this vibe like ❤️ so delicious#🗒#gaga#OH AND also#do NOT tell me thay jazz / acting era is nonsense#was i crying please return home mamma too WELL YES#but also im not gonna trash her other stuff like that because it really did help her grow ❤️#it's easy to see#(but also i wish she could play in a movie where the best thing wasn't her presence 😭)#she's very methodical abt her goals and how she wants to get there. i love herrrrrrrr
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*Taps mic to ensure it is turned on.*
The Beast/Den with a thick and dripping Hyena Gock. That is all.
*I leave the stage by hopping down from center stage and hiding in the orchestra pit.*
#modeus's autistic ramblings#humor#horn knee modeus#I am just saying those girls are chimera#their reproduction method and instincts surrounding mating would be fucking insane#giving them an Hyena Gock is a just a drop in the bucket of what kind of nonsensical genitalia I could have option selected#I almost made this post about them having Ovipositors...but they do be looking like big ol hyena#and lack insectoid features#The beast#The den
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Looking back it's crazy how there were so many problems in my life that I only just now have the words to convey. And how much of it could have been made so much easier if my neurodivergence had been recognised for what it was and not just some 'quirky quiet kid' habits.
I remember struggling with math so much even though I loved it, and whenever my parents or teachers asked me why it wasn't working out, my response always seemed to fall on deaf ears or no one really knew how to work around it/interpret it. It didn't help that I used to ace math up until around my pre-teen to later teenage years, so eeryone thought I was either lazy or just falling off the learning curve (to be fair the latter may have still been true).
But I didn't have the words to articulate the complex feelings I had around math. Not the way the numbers seemed to mean more than my teachers let on. Not how looking at them made me feel obsessive and feverish. Not the way I used the colors and personalities I associated with them to try and reverse engineer my own equations to solve problems. Or how I could solve them 'correctly' in secret ways I only learned from 'looking further behind the numbers'— Only for my work to be marked as wrong. And how confusing it all was for me. When things made sense I felt invincible, but when I looked at the numbers too hard it was like I ended up lost inside them and frustrated. Swearing off math until it made sense again, and then breaking down when it inevitably fell apart. And being so innatentive and prone to zoning out only made things worse, because I rarely had notes from class to fall back on when things got hazy.
And to my teachers, those messy papers, margins full of so many numbers and arrows you couldn't tell what was proof and what was the answer... That was all just a bit of laziness or odd habit they couldn't quite remedy (making sure to highlight my answers was all they could ask of me). And I can't even really blame them. I've always been a quiet kid, so when things did start going wrong for me it's not like I ever would have told them. When pressed, I would half explain my thought processes, leaving out what made me dizzy lest I spiral, and they did their best to explain the problems to me again. To varying levels of success.
Somewhere out there are dozens upon dozens of papers: Printed math homework covered in nonsense scribblings. And they match the 'textbooks' and 'lectures' I used to write while consumed by the manic belief that I was going to educate the world on my higher form of math. Word for word, number for number.
Teachers thought I was confused and messy. And my parents, if they ever saw my homework, were convinced it was a mark of my dedication to math 🫠
#and even when i looked too far behind the numbers for meaning#it didnt help that sometimes i would be right. likely a complete coincidence but still#it affirmed my delusions and my methods seemed solid enough. when they didnt work i figured it was only because i wasnt digging hard enough#and having kids to reverse engineer an equation to solve a problem instead of using a pre-existing equation to find an answer is common too#i think starting around 6th or 7th#so there was a very slippery slope with me where i could start off with a reasonable equation#and then slowly transition into nonsense that i justified by attacking it from every mathematical corner imaginable#including the higher forms of mathematics that i thought i was accessing#now that im out of school (or math classes at least) i dont feel like i need to be medicated for it#but having that recognised early on would have made school much less stressul for me back then#stpd
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I do. have to wonder. what series of emotions poor edward must have gone through when he inevitably finds out about Alex and Fires somewhere down the timeline akdlglhlhlj
#poor edward#im still in my alternative ending methods of the ambition as my main thought#but he still lives in that one so#alex and fires#prophet's fl nonsense
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these designs
#rutabaga nonsense#I ACTUALLY HAVE A METHOD I THINK….#for balancing aberration and these designs as well as the occasional art for my other aus#but still wanted to get my beloved followers opinions 😌
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Not a question but let me tell you:
It doesn't matter if someone mixed Jafar and Jamil already, you can still do it yourself as well! After all, the idea might be on the internet already but it hasn't been done by *you* :)
I fully support it
(In reference to my tags on this post)
Well, since I’ve been enabled, enjoy y’all (I'm so sorry):
Jafar-style:
Which - not the worst? I mean would look better if I actually knew what I was doing but.
I found this art of Jafar by MarioOscarGabriele on DeviantArt which very conveniently helped me line up Jafar’s facial hair with Jamil’s face.
And of course I also had to attempt a big bushy beard, and well, the sultan is right there:
...yeah that definitely just looks like a costume beard
I ran out of patience when trying to freehand things but this pencil mustache actually doesn't look as bad as I thought?
Alas, I couldn't find any sort of a braided dwarf beard that I could've slapped on his face, otherwise I totally would've gone for that, too.
#twisted wonderland#jamil viper#chatting with folks#b0njourbeach#my apologies if you wanted something less cursed#this sure would be much easier if I actually knew how to draw but with my skillset photo manips is what you get#been a while since I've fumbled my way through gimp for some good old nonsense#is this still even my usual original post tag?#ner talks#since this is not really much talking but more pics#(yes I may well be overthinking my organisational methods once again)#also not sure why exactly glomas jamil in particular seemed the appropriate target but he just did#ner makes
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don’t worry guys the writing process is coming along great
#our methods are well-organized and professional#see if u can figure out what scene we’re plotting out from our nonsensical planning board#teehee#yapping#kannst du mich schreien hören
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maybe it’s the ex-catholic of me, but sometimes when i hear american protestants and especially evangelicals talk about the bible, i understand why a lot of people’s reading comprehension is Like That
#my one coworker is lutheran and im very curiois what her bible group is like. hearing her takes on just what’s going on in regular media#but also the whole ‘sermon on the mount is hippie nonsense. god doesn’t care if you’re Nice just that you’re part of the Club’#and i know it’s the calvinism of it but it’s soooo interesting to hear about how redemption is divorced from sin#cause my coworkers love to complain about how catholic confession makes no sense and ive tried to explain it but#their view of sin is so vastly different i think#it’s interesting also just now seeing how much other christians hate catholics. i never really picked up on it before#but now that i say i’m not anymore people think i’m on their side of it ig#from the ‘interpretation of a text’ standpoint i do still think they’ve mostly got it#again maybe that’s the bias but also like. same method i use to interpret other literature and it mostly holds up#mine
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"oh no, what horrible Take™ is getting dragged for filth on my dashboard this time? this mutual usually skips those, must be pretty serious and/or hilarious then."
*clicks*

"ah, nevermind. just a generic shitpost with a dumbfuck tagging it. on your way, then."
[TO BE CLEAR: THE OP TAGGED THE OG POST THAT WAY, NOT MUTUAL]
#tumblr in a nutshell#had everything ready to post and then realized some people on here are Really Into That™ and went back to crop friend's blog name out#to reduce any harassment#anti nonsense#wow haven't used that tag in a while lmao gotta blow the dust off#image described#haven't used those tags to block someone in a long while. I don't miss it but it does mean the method was apparently very effective!
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