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Head empty. Just drained.
Three hours of fighting code, chasing a deadline, brain running on fumes—now it’s just static. The kind where you can’t think, can’t move, just exist. Pressure still lingers, like echoes of a race already finished. Nothing left to do but sit in it, let the weight settle, and feel.
#im tired#im so tired#burnout#brain fried#deadline#deadline pressure#pressure#mentally exhausted#coding#the struggle is real#life struggles#coding struggles#post stress haze#stress#numbed#overwhelmed#just let me exist#spilled writing#spilled words#spilled thoughts#spilled ink#words words words#writeblr#writing#writers on tumblr#writers and poets#neeraja
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Let’s have a piggyback ride with Mama!!
#mama#mamaposting#with mama#numb blabs#numbat#animals#numbats#I love numbats they are my favoriteeee!!!#textpost#image post
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oh, take me back to the night we met
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#we cried we crew we both crode#venom the last dance#symbrock#venom 3#venom#eddie brock#veddie#aaah this movie left me empty and numb#so i started watching 1 and 2
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Michael doesn’t like Halloween anymore in FNAF..
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#michael afton#abby schmidt#fnaf gregory#fnaf 4#security breach#fnaf movie#listen this started as a funny grim joke#but the more I think about#I genuinely think Michael doesn’t like Halloween#and has not worn a costume since the events of fnaf 4#I CAN UNDERSTAND that the whole occasion just makes him numb now#so he truly hasn’t worn a costume since the foxy mask#something that use to make him happy as kid#is now just another month for him#sorry for this funny comic to be sad#ILL MAKE a comic where Michael’s happy again sometime promise 😔
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this photo will have pop culture significance for years to come holy shit
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gn sweetie pies🌙
#<3#i’m numb and lost and wish i could escape my life and brain#need a hug so long and deep it shakes my heart#😪😪😪😪😪
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unconditionally
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fushiita#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#megumi#yuuji#im shaky and numb the way this took years off my life#genuinely cannot believe i thought it was smart to make it a comic i could have stuck at a painting and it would have been fine#but nooooooo in my hubris i thought Surely im an expert at this longform stuff now Surely i can do it :)#and then it killed me it killed me dead this is like over twice as long as the train comic and 4 times as detailed#backgrounds . angles. i yearn fr death.#AND I HAD 2 WRITE THEM ACTUALLY TALKING GGSDH i am actually so insecure abt the way the dialogue flows gomen....#i wanted to add more to it to fix how clipped and rushed i think it reads#but that would mean drawing more expressions would mean drawing more panels would mean more gd hyDRANGEAS#so ultimately i decided 2 have the conversation take the hit because let me tell u.#if i have to draw. one more blue petal i will snap i will lose it#i knew tht would happen n wanted to alleviate some of the pain so i found a few brushes that helped speed up the process#but the thing w a lot of premade flower brushes is they also come preshaded n look uniform in a way that stands out badly against my style#so i had 2 render over them anyway........#yuuji's domain rly putting me through the wringer first the train station now death by a bajillion petals smh#all that to say tho . my labour of love . i am going to take a nap#hina.comic
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disbelief
#I like to think that emmet had a moment of denial and numbness after the realization before jumping into action#this was actually a response to an ask for daily emmet but it became a comic sksksk#submas#emmet#kudari#subway boss emmet#ingo#nobori#pokemon fanart#fanart#pokemon#angst
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The differences between TFP and Earthspark Optimuses are sooooooo fucking funny. TFP OP is burdened with "I've never seen Prime laugh, cry, or lose his cool," he responds to "Hey Optimus you wanna see something funny?!" with the numbest dead-eyed Eeyore "No," he's just generally Haunted and Stoic every waking moment
Then we have Chuckles McGee with his looney toons ass face winking and making finger guns and giggling nervously and spamming the group chat with emojis and cracking jokes and making "graphic design is my passion" self-help pamphlets
#to be fair i'd also be a numb shell of a man if i had to deal with tfp megatron LMAO#and i could write a whole meta on how Earthspark Optimus's a-hyuck schtick is him masking and putting on a front but that's a whole post#tfp optimus prime#tfe optimus prime#optimus prime#transformers prime#transformers earthspark#transformers#maccadam
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There’s nothing Short n’ Sweet about this challenge 🤭 Although I did try to make it shorter by pairing two songs together. Most of the songs from the album are sad, which led to some very romantically tragic (but dare I say realistic) generations. If you get bored of the "perfect household", this challenge is for you!
CLICK HERE FOR THE FULL WRITTEN RULES 💋
(I recommend you to read the written rules, as it was a struggle to write the goals in these tiny little rectangles. There's also a base game version available below ⬇️)
Keep Reading for the Base Game Version ⬇️
The written base game rules are in the same link I provided above ⬆️
Let me know if you notice any mistakes in these graphics I made. I kept changing the written rules and I might've forgotten to change something in these. I've checked, but I've honestly been so tired lately that I keep on forgetting things and making mistakes 😩
#ts4#the sims 4#sims 4 challenge#ts4 challenge#sims 4#sims 4 challenge graphics#legacy challenge#sims 4 legacy#s4shortnsweet#s4sns#I wasn't planning on making this challenge#but my job is so mind numbing that I either think of gameplay ideas or I go crazy 🥲#short n sweet#sabrina carpenter
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saw some bullshit saying "tma is defining yourself by your suffering 😥... if tma is your IdentityTM then who are you in a world without transmisogyny ? it's so sad :((("
well, holy shit explode, first of all. but more importantly:
saying that i am transmisogyny affected is not "my Identity", it is an accurate description of an oppression i face in the world we live in. swap out transmisogyny for anything else in your stupid fucking argument and see if it still makes any sense to you or if you just hate transfems who aren't doormats. "talking about the way homophobia/misogyny/racism/disability/poverty affects you is so sad because it defines you by your pain umu" do you see how dumb you sound!!
secondly: yeah!! yknow what!! it is sad that i have to spend so much time talking about the bullshit i endure due to transmisogyny! it sucks ass!! yknow whose fault that is? not mine, asshole!!! fix your hearts or die!! if you want me to stop complaining so much then get mad at the people treating me like shit!!! or just get off the fucking fence and admit that you don't care how transfems are treated you just want us to be quiet.
#zoe normalposting#like holy shit#it's so mind numbing the way you people talk about it#you don't understand what the terminology means#you refuse to listen when we explain it to you#and then you condescend to us about how sad and stupid we are for daring to talk about the way people treat us#you're not my ally!! no wonder transfems are “separatists” look at the way you treat us!!
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a quick silly sketch based off my earlier post about the Cat King having a mistaken identity crisis when Edwin and Co. don't recognize him in his new cat form post-esther
#catwin#the cat king#edwin paine#edwin payne#dead boy detectives#dead boy detectives spoilers#my art#if you saw this post earlier no you didnt#stupid sketch just to get it out of my head lol#he's in trouble boys#I haven't decided how i want to draw Edwin yet bear with me#this is like the first time ive touched my tablet since i went numb so its a little shitty but#it feels nice to make even a little bit of art
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on a completely separate note; shizun luo binghe with a disciple shen yuan who fell into the abyss??? *thinks about LBH canonically stealing SQQ's corpse for 5 years* he'd hallucinate i think. like, like visual and audial hallucinations.
Keeps thinking he's seeing SQQ in the corner of his eyes, or wandering between the trees, amongst a group of disciples. Thinks he hears him calling for him, but its just the wind or another disciple.
Gets Xiu Ya reforged but patently fucking refuses to make a sword mound. Because his disciple Is Not Dead :))) There was No Body. He's Not Dead. And If You keep Insisting That He Is, He's Gonna Skewer You :). He's holding onto Xiu Ya so he can return his most favored disciple's sword when he returns. It's on his hip right next to Zheng Yang where it's supposed to be.
Also this motherfucker?? does not sleep btw. He has the image of SQQ, wide eyed and hysterical and standing at the mouth of the abyss burned into his fucking eyelids. Can't use the dreamscape to escape it either because he keeps trying to save him and either he does and it's an incredibly cruel trick to wake up to, or he doesn't and he gets his heart broken in several different pieces again.
There is no convincing this man that Shen Qingqiu is dead. Absolutely nothing at all. He is buried so deep in denial that moles would be jealous of how deep he is. He keeps making tea for two in the bamboo house only to remember that it's just him. SQQ's fans are hiding everywhere, little reminders of his presence. He goes to wake up SQQ on the mornings he sleeps in-- only to find the room empty.
#svsss#luo binghe#svsss au#scum villain#scum villian self saving system#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#disciple shen yuan#lbh. visibly exhausted and with twitchy eyes: im fine :) | everyone else: ho no the fuck you ARENT.#SQQ was hysterical not because he found out LBH was half-demon but bc he was having a long-awaited mental breakdown over his autonomy :)#or (limited) lack thereof. he was having a sudden onset crisis of mortality and was handling at quite literally the WORST time. oops#im thinking very hard that LBH would never push his disciple into the abyss especially with no system to force him to. so SQQ either#had to goad him into it (failing always) or throw himself in. he ended up doing it himself but not before some very impressive hysterics.#BUT ALSO. IF THIS HAD BEEN WHERE SQQ WAS THE HALF-HEAVENLY DEMON INSTEAD IT WOULD'VE BEEN SO GREAT.#and by great i mean horribly angsty bc SQQ is NOT doing too hot and has. in very SY-like fashion. convinced himself that LBH will kill him#when he finds out he's a demon. so when it comes out i have this mental image of him lunging at LBH and LBH flinches back. but SQQ wraps hi#hands around the blade of Zheng Yang and yanks it up so the tip of the blade is digging into his chest where is heart is. LBH can't yank th#sword away without risking slicing into SQQ's hands. SQQ's hair has fallen out of its tail/bun and is now messily spilling down his#back and its NO helping the kinda deranged look he has going on. he's visibly shaking and his eyes keep flittering away and back at LBH's#face. SQQ is looking at the messages from the system warning him that he has to go into the abyss or punishment will occur. he's like.#rambling though. talking about how shizun doesn't *like* unclean things and there is nothing more unclean than a demon. like he is#INSISTING. LBH can't?? get a fucking word in. actually. SY isn't listening that much either anyways. too overwhelmed with the system and#the amount of stress he's under and his crumbling mental state and the innate and primal desire to live even when he's standing in front of#his own executioner. it all ends with him sitting on the ground at the lip of the abyss with his hair falling in his face. he looks so#unkempt and fallen apart and so distinctly *non-Shen Qingqiu* that LBH feels physically ill over it. tears are streaming down SQQ's face#and despite everything he is smiling. its not a nice smile. its a very frayed falling apart at the seams about to crack smile.#he tells shizun not to worry about staining his blade with this disciple's filthy blood because this disciple will take care of it himself.#and then he falls into the abyss before luo binghe can so much as grab him. the only reason LBh doesn't literally jump in after him is bc#he was numb with shock and the abyss was already closed before he could feel his legs again :]
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