#oc: vincent/dean matthews

[vincentmatthews]

Summer Rain

{Small trigger warnings: Mentions of blood and sickness, as well as language.}

I hope you enjoy this, I've worked on this for a few months now. Thank you 🥺💕

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Vincent sat outside on the cold, wet concrete steps. He was wearing Johnny's Samurai tank top, his bullet necklace, and a pair of Kerry's ripped black jeans. His green eyes watched the zippo lighter he kept flicking; entranced by the hot, dancing flame. He didn't move from his spot, unaware as the door behind him opened. The soft patter of rain falling on the cement road and sidewalks.

"Christ, V. How are you not fucking freezing?" A soft male voice spoke from behind him, placing his warm hand on V's bare and cold shoulder.

"I'm not."

"Mhm. That's bullshit." The flame went out as the lid was clicked back on it. His eyes flicked up to meet Kerry's worried grey-blue ones. He couldn't help but still be entranced by the gold ring around the iris of his optics. Kerry was wearing his tour hoodie that was a few sizes too big, his black synthleather jeans, and those damn goth boots V teased his about when they first met. Kerry of course said they were threatening because no one wants to be curbstomped by someone in platform goth boots.

"I'm not."

"V, you have goosebumps and you're shaking."

"I am?" V looked down at his trembling hands, ones he'd just passed off as being sick and weak. Yet there they were, trembling and goosebumps freckling his arms. He didn't feel cold, in fact, he didn't feel most sensations any more. His sense of touch was gradually diminishing, as was pain; and now his brain couldn't tell the difference between hot and cold. He just felt numb.

"Babe?" Ker knelt down next to V, his hand still on his shoulder. "How long has this been happening?"

"What?" V's fingers nervously fidgeting with the lighter again.

"Don't give me that shit." Kerry spoke in an authoritve voice that made V feel small, wanting to hide in on himself. Seeing this, Kerry took a deep breath and calmed himself. "How long have you noticed this change?"

V went quiet, looking at the lighter in his hand; it was a vintage black zippo lighter with a gold KE engraved on it.

"How long have you noticed that you can't feel the difference between hot and cold?" Vince stayed silent for a long moment before letting out a forced answer.

"It's new.." V continued looking down to avoid eye contact which worried Kerry on how long it's actually been. Could be days, week, hell even months for all he knew.

"New? What else have you noticed?"

"Nothing.."

"Any loss of motor functions such as: your legs or hands not working correctly, anymore?"

Yes.

"No." V lied, his fingers clicking the top of the lighter anxiously. He put the end of his bullet necklace in his mouth, the taste of the cold metallic metal tinged his tongue.

"Loss of depth perspection and/or balance?"

Oh god yes.

"No."

Liar.

Kerry sat down next to V, sitting cross-legged for the next question, which almost seemed to worry him.

"Any loss of your sensation of touch?" There it was. The question was like being stabbed in the back by someone you trusted. It was sharp and unexpected, and just the honest answer to it, made V feel tears prickle the corners of his vision. He felt his heart drop to his stomach, as if it was tied to a brick.

"No." That was a fucking lie. He'd been gradually losing his sense of touch for over two months now. It terrified him because there's a good chance it's completely irreversible.

"You know, I can tell when you're lying." Kerry's voice was still calm despite him having the burning desire to grab Vince and scream at him while they cried. Yet he had to remain composed for him. "You get quiet, give short answers, you get fidgety with whatever's in your hands, you refuse eye contact, and you always put the bottom of your necklace in your mouth."

Vince looked up with the end of the necklace still in his mouth. There was no point in trying to lie to him, Kerry knew him like the back of his hand. And he knew that if he kept it up, there's a good chance he's going meet his backhand. His lips parted enough for the necklace to fall from his lips around back on his chest.

"What are you so worried about?" Kerry placed his hand on V's thigh, looking up at him with those large blue doe eyes. Vince was quiet, snapping the lid of the zippo as he looked back down. The male sighed, looking down at V's fidgeting hands that were bruised all to hell.

Vincent's lungs felt heavy, each breath was agonizing. His throat burned with the desire to scream, to yell, do anything to get the point acrossed that just the idea of dying fucking terrified him. If he had it his way, he'd grow old with Kerry and never leave his side. But instead, he felt like he was suffocating, that he was drowning, unable to see the surface of the water; that no matter how far he went, he'd never reach the top. His fingers wouldn't stay still now, he couldn't feel anything, and now all he could think was how he was affecting Kerry, just by staying.

"Vince?"

He didn't want to hurt him, but he could tell just by looking at him, that he was affecting Kerry, and not in a very positive way. Then it dawned on him. He was Kerry's Alt.

"Vincent.?" His voice was more broken that time.

He was Kerry's Alt. He was dying slowly because of Arasaka, just like Alt. Ker even made a joke the other day that if V was to suddenly drop dead, that he'd bomb 'Saka tower, in his honor. Even go as far as sprinkling some of his ashes in the explosives used, so V could have one last big bang; while also tearing down an evil corporation. He even said he'd get a sexy golden arm in the same style of Johnny's. It was a joke that they both laughed off but now, it felt more like a promise. His hand holding the lighter trembled as another wave of shakes cascaded through him.

"Dean?" There it was, V's real name.

"Hm?" He hummed, his mind still a million miles away.

"An enny for your thoughts?" He smiled softly to V who tried his best to continue to avoid eye contact, remaining silent.

"Please, Dean. Give me something." Ker reached out, gingerly taking V's face in his hands. "At least look at me." Kerry's hands shook against his face. "Please." Guilt knawed away his heart, he knew without even looking, that Eurodyne was crying. "You know I love you." He sniffles, and yet V still couldn't bring himself to looking Kerry in the eyes. "I just hope you always remember that." He kissed his forehead, he could feel the moisture of tears on the male's face. He let his face go, standing up.

"I'll be inside if you need me." Was all that was said before the door opened and closed.

Vince sighed, leaning his head against the door. He closed his eyes, trying to clear his head. The sweet smell of rain mixed with the cool summer air. His mind kept wandering to how Kerry gripped his face. How his voice broke when he spoke his name. It made his stomach churn and his heart ache. He couldn't help but hysterically weep into his arms. He pulled his legs to his chest, crossed his arms over his knees and cried. He didn't tell him because he didn't want to be seen as a burden. Yet not telling him made Kerry feel like he didn't love or trust him enough to tell him. He wanted to tell his husband everything, but knew that it would kill him. Kerry still had his music career, his fans, his tours, his upcoming albums and collaborations. Something as small as this would just get in the way of Kerry's big plans for the future. One that V had to be as supportive as possible for; even knowing he'd probably not live long enough to see it through to the end. And just that alone was soul-crushing.

His heart rate picked up. He couldn't breathe. His mind was racing, he couldn't focus. His mouth got dry and he felt reality slipping from his grasp. He felt like he wasn't himself. His mind didn't register pain or other sensations. His head hurt so much, like it was being split open. His teeth hurt, and his jaw locked up from the stress which put pressure on his sensitive teeth. It felt like he'd gotten into a fist fight with Johnny Silverhand. His eyes prickled from the tears and next thing he knew, he was crying, hysterically.

After a good thirty minutes, he was able to calm his breathing and clear his head enough to stand up, wiping his tears away. His knees shook and tingled from falling asleep. His pins and needles legs dragged themselves inside. He exhaled a sigh of relief as warmth washed over him. The sort of warmth that seeped into your clothes, and relaxed your tense body.

Kerry was in the kitchen, his head down, washing the dishes. His hoodie carelessly tossed on the back of a chair, now wearing his white tank. He had the radio playing faintly that was playing Never Fade Away by Samurai. Eurodyne's blue optics illuminated a blue, turning the radio off, before they dimmed.

"Hey babe." He simply said not looking up. Vince hated this. Hated when Ker was upset with him. He hated hurting his husband like this. Hated how his face pouted when he was upset. He snaked his arms around Kerry's waist, leaning his head on the male's tattooed shoulder.

"I'm sorry.. I don't mean to upset you.." Vince sighed, watching Kerry scrub a plate with a shaky hand.

"You didn't upset me, Baby." Ker continued to refuse eye contact. Vince could tell by his reddened eyes that he'd been sobbing as well. Ker exhaled, heavily. "Just promise me you won't leave me. Just talk to me. That's all I ask." He finally looked at him, his face doing that puppy dog pout that instantly melted Vincent's heart. He could never say no to him when he did that face, especially with his large tear stained blue eyes.

"I promise.." Those words were heavy and hard for him to say. He knew it was a lie, Vince was a runner when things got too hard or scared him. His relationships never lasted more than a month, except for Kerry. Eurodyne was his longest relationship, going on almost three years now. But he was scared, and his instincts were kicking in.

"Thank you." His husband placed his forehead on his. "You can trust me. I won't hurt you. I just want to know what's going on with you. I love you Dean, but you're starting to scare me." Kerry kissed V's forehead lovingly. "Just promise me you won't leave in the middle of the night." Ker laughed, going back to cleaning his dishes, V released his arms from around him.

"Promise.." Another painful word that left his mouth.

"Good, because I'll hunt you down and kidnap you~♡ Keep you chained up as my prisoner~♡ And That's A Promise~♡" Ker pointed at Vince with a steak knife, smirking at him.

"Careful, I might fall in love~♡" He cooed back, which caused Ker to roll his eyes at him, and turn back around to continue washing. Eurodyne's optics flashed as the radio clicked back on, now playing a rock song that Vince didn't have any time in figuring out which one it was. He crept upstairs towards their room.

"What are you doing-?" A voice asked as he entered their bedroom. He instantly recognized the gruff voice, which resulted in Dean rolling his eyes.

"Classic fucking Johnny. Not knowing how he fucking impacts people. How fucking fitting of you to have your head so far up your ass, that you don't even realize that us just staying; is fucking killing him!"

"Stop being such a fucking pussy and tell him how you feel!"

"SHUT THE FUCK UP!" Vince screamed, angry tears rolling down his face. A light knock sounded on the doorframe. He turned his head to look, and saw a sad and concerned Ker standing in the doorway.

"May I come in?" His voice was soft and calm, even though years of worry wore on his face.

Vince took a breath, his mouth was dry. "Yeah." He hated this. Hated seeing his husband hurt like this. Hated how he always found a way to make him cry. Hated how he was always on borrowed time.

If he had it his way, he'd spend an eternity with Kerry. But 3 years, wasn't very long, and six months of those have already passed. Six months, and he'd already made a drastic decline in his progress. How was he supposed to hold through the next 30 months, 2 weeks, and 4 days?

Kerry snaked his arms around Dean's waist, pulling him close. Vince sighed, laying his head in the crook of Ker's neck.

"You scared me, screaming like that." Kerry's voice was calm, as he rubbed soothing, slow circles on V's back. "You know you can talk to me." That elected a heavy sigh from Vince. "Hey, I mean it. You can talk to me about anything, I'll understand." Ker gingerly cupped the male's face into his. Dean looked down, far too ashamed to make eye contact. "I mean it. And just don't do anything stupid. Talk to me, first. Promise me that?" There it was. The promise. The one thing he couldn't keep.

"I promise." He forced his scratchy voice to say. It came out more painful than as second nature as it used to be. Now those promises weighed more. He felt like he was being pulled underwater by them.

"Just get some rest. You're tired." Kerry hummed, running his hair through Vince's short red hair in a loving manner.

"Yeah.." His voice was soft and barely audible. His throat was locking up, tears prickling the edges of his vision.

"You'll be better after some rest." He leaned in, kissing V's neural port. "And you be nice to him. Cut him some slack. Kid's been through hell, let him rest for once." A small smile tugged at the corners of his lips, he knew that wasn't for him, but rather the brain parasite that pledged his mind. "Please try and rest. Or I'll have to knock your ass out." He laughed, and gave him a playful glare. Sure, Eurodyne was joking, but in a way, he was also serious.

After a kiss and an "I love you" he left the room to go do God knows what. Vince sat on the end of the bed, putting his head in his hands, leaning forward.

"You're fucking gonk."

"Shut up."

"This is going to fucking kill him."

"Shut UP! THIS ISN'T YOUR FUCKING CHOICE TO MAKE!" He sat up quick, putting his finger in Johnny's face, who stared at him wide eyed, his hologram wavered before the pixels shattered and glitched away. "YEAH, FUCKING RUN! JUST LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO WHEN THINGS GET TOO FUCKING REAL FOR YOU!" He huffed, rubbing a hand over his face, his breath trembled, as did his hands.

He bent down, pulling a black suitcase, setting it on the bed. His hands examined the acrylic Samurai kerychain Ker gave him during one of the tours, even signed the back of it with a permanent marker. "For my favorite groupie." He said as he gave it to him.

"Really?" A pair of legs appeared hanging off the edge of the suitcase. Johnny was sitting on the top of it.

"Move." Dean growled, glaring daggers up at the male who scoffed, leaned back, and lit up a cigarette.

"Make me." He blew a cloud of smoke in V's face who sneered and waved a hand in front of him.

"Now." He pushed the square of Johnny's chest who fell back, but shattered as soon as his back hit the bed. "Fucking parasite.." He mumbled to himself, undoing the zipper, flipping the top open.

He looked around the room, wondering where to start. Then his green eyes caught sight of himself in the full body mirror. He looked ghostly pale, his face didn't even have the natural tint of blush. His eyes looked dark, and heavy. He slowly approached the mirror, lifting up the ends of his shirt. He'd lost weight, and not in a healthy manner. He knew Ker noticed, he even mentioned it briefly. Saying how he needed to eat more. Yet the idea of food made him nauseous, and most meals now ended with him hugging a toilet.

He dropped the ends of his shirt, the fabric that once fit him perfectly before, now looked a few sizes too big. Almost like his clothes were trying to eat him.

"You're ugly." V's voice broke as he spoke. He didn't know if it was Johnny speaking or himself; not like it really mattered anymore, they both knew he was. "Skinny. And looking half dead. Can you even feel anymore?" His mind wandered to the dark depths. He wondered if he could cut himself on glass and still feel the sting of a fresh wound.

"Do it." A voice whispered in his ear. "Do it you fucking pussy."

V rolled his eyes, turning back to the duffle bag. He opened the black hardwood closet. He pulled out his clothes off the hangers, he stuffed them inside the bag, followed by pants and boxers. Then he pulled out a shirt that Kerry had gotten him. It was a blue and pink ombre US Cracks shirt with Kerry's face on it.

"I remember when he got us this." Vince sighed softly as he looked the shirt over, tearing up at the memory.

"Remember when he insisted on signing it?" Johnny leaned against the wardrobe, watching as Dean folded it and placed it in the bag.

"Remember how mad he was when I told he didn't need to?"

"Yet he didn't listen, did he? Just had to sign it anyways." Johnny sighed, watching Dean continue to stuff clothes in the duffle. "You sure you wanna do this?"

"No, but what choice do I have?" He zipped the bag up.

"Oh I don't know-" Johnny held up his metal hand. "Tell Kerry wants going on, be open and honest, stop running from your problems, don't be a pussy, talk about it, get help, stay, sleep on it." He counted them out on his fingers, which made Dean glare at him. "You know, just to name a few."

"You're one to fucking speak. Mister my Girlfriend died so I killed thousands of innocent people as a form of revenge."

"Listen here, Mother Fucker-" Johnny got in V's face, pointing at him with his metal finger. Dean dead panned as he reached out and touched Johnny, causing him to blue screen and glitch out.

"Mhm.. and you're nothing more than a virus on a chip." He hissed at Johnny, throwing the duffle over his shoulder.

~

"Mhm. I just worry about him, you know? He's not eating as much as he used to-" Kerry was leaning over the cutting board, chopping away at a carrot. "And he's gotten more quiet. He stares off a lot. Yes I'm sure it's not stress. Stress doesn't effect V in this way. Stress makes him want to go street racing and street fighting. Not shut down completely." His optics were illuminating a blue, indicating that he was on call with someone, most likely Vik.

"No. No. No. He hasn't mentioned anything about the Relic or Johnny in a while, now." Kerry sighed, gliding a ringed hand through his salt and pepper hair. "What really scares me is he's losing his sense of touch." Kerry adjusted Dean's MISSIO t-shirt that he was borrowing from him. Classic Kerry, cooking in a t-shirt and boxers.

Maybe if he was silent, he could slip out the door, unseen.

"He's having violent nightmares again." He finished with the carrots and moved on to an onion. "What type? The type that leave him in a cold sweat. The type that make him wake up screaming then break down into tears. Those type of nightmares. Lord knows what they're about because he won't tell me anything about them. Everytime I ask, he fakes a smile and says he's fine." He sighed, lowering the knife, setting it on the cutting board. He leaned back, both hands on the counter, even from looking at Kerry's clothed back, he could tell he was tense about the whole ordeal.

"Yes, he's taking him pills regularly. Same with hydration and eating. Although the hydration part seems a bit harder than I'd like to admit." Kerry laughed softly. "I swear he's like a child sometimes. If it's not flavored, he doesn't want it. I mean who hates the taste of water?"

"Right. Sometimes I forget how drastic of an age gap we are. I swear sometimes he makes me feel my age." Another laugh came from Kerry. "I mean what sort of kid hasn't seen or at least heard of *Shrek*? Back in my day that was cinema gold." Another laugh.

Dean stood there, taking in the sweet sound of his laugh. One that he was fairly certain he'd never hear again, Kerry hasn't had much to laugh and smile about as of late. He'd even returned to drinking and smoking once V was in bed for the night. He tried to hide it all, not wanting to worry him, or prove that he couldn't handle it. Their once cheerful, sunny household, was now grey and full of tears. He'd seen how much this had aged Kerry, if not physically, than certainly emotionally. And the only thing going through V's mind is he was the cause of it all. This angelic laughter and half smiles was further proof that Kerry would be okay with out him. He could finally heal from this all. Even if it meant doing it alone.

It was starting to get dark outside, unfortunately the heavy rain showed no sign of letting up anytime soon. A deep rumble came from the sky.

"Ooo~♡ Thunder~♡ I wonder if we'll be lucky enough to see lightning~♡ What do you think V?!" Kerry called out, still having his back to him, returning to chopping a few more times before transferring the cutting board contents to the oiled pan. Dean kept silent, which elected a heavy sigh from Kerry.

"Yeah.. He's gotten into the habit of not answering. I don't know if he can't hear me or what. I have this fear of checking on him one day, and him being.. gone.." His voice got strained. "The other day I went to the store, to grab a few things. And when I'd come home, he was asleep on the couch with the TV on. I swore for a second, that he had died on me while I was gone. I didn't tell him of course-" He stirred the contents in the pan with a wooden spatula. "I mean what do I even say? 'Hey, you scared me today when you fell asleep'.? That would just make him force himself awake, and he has enough problems sleeping as it is." Kerry sighed. "And the last thing I need is to make him feel like a burden."

He had heard enough. V carried his bag to the door, opening it. He tried his best to close the door, silently, yet the latch made a soft click sound.

"What are you doing?" V nearly jumped out of his skin as the voice sounded behind him. One he'd grown far too comfortable with hearing, and one that had become more loud and prominent since he's been sick.

"You know what I'm doing." Dean huffed, carrying his bags to his motorcycle. Ignoring the fact that his clothes were being soaked by the cool rain.

"He's going to kill himself if he finds you gone. Or worse. He'll become me." V scoffed.

"You'd love that wouldn't you? Kerry self destructing so much that he becomes you. Proof that the only reason Kerry loves me is because I'm becoming you. Because that's how it is. Everything is about you. No wonders Alt fucking hated everything about you. Classic Johnny Silverhand, only caring about himself. I bet she didn't even try and fight it when they-" He didn't finish the sentence before a hard smack was delivered by a metal hand, he dropped the bags to the pavement road. He coughed, unable to breathe, he doubled over, his hands on his knees, trying to remain standing on his trembling legs. The warm copper taste filled his mouth, he kept letting out hard coughs, trying to clear his lungs enough to breathe. His hair was pulled, forcing him to stand up straight again.

"Don't talk about shit you know nothing about." Johnny hissed at him. Vince finally spat the blood on where Johnny's shoes would've been, if he was real. He took a shaky, pained breath; finally able to breathe.

"Fuck you." V let out a weak laugh, leaning over to grab his bags once more.

"You're fucking pathetic you know that? Running away from your problems, instead of dealing with them."

"Like you'd know anything about that? All you did is run when things get too real. You ran from Rogue. You ran from Kerry. You ran from Alt. You deserted during the war. You ran from everyone in your life! So you know what? Maybe this isn't me. Maybe it's You." Vince pushed past Johnny to get to his bike. He'd just secured his bag on the back as the door of the villa opened.

"What are you doing.?" Kerry's voice sounded distant, he had his black robe over his shoulders, and his ugly blue sandals. "Where are you going.?" He could hear how heavy those words were for Kerry to vocalize. He couldn't turn to look at him, just the thought of having to stare into those big blue doe eyes again, it would make him stay.

"I'm leaving, Ker."

"Please come inside, we can talk-" Kerry slowly approached the male.

"I don't want to come inside!" V raised his voice, resulting in Ker recoiling his hand from touching Vince. His throat tightened up, his lungs burned with the urge to scream, he tried his best to bottle it up, yet his eyes prickled with tears. "I'm afraid that if I come in.. I might not leave.. And I can't have that."

"Why not? Baby, please come inside. You're wet and cold. Lets at least dry you off. I'll make you some tea. Then we can discuss-"

"For the love of GOD!! WILL YOU JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LISTEN TO ME!!" V finally turned to Kerry. He was drenched, his big blue eyes were crying with the rain.

Kerry was taken aback by his tone, and that look of scorn on Dean's face.

Dean took a deep breath, his face softening. He didn't mean to raise his voice, let alone scream at him. He reached out to caress Kerry's face, but he pulled away before he could touch him. His lungs tightened, he'd never had Kerry pull away from him, let alone in fear.

"Ker.. I.." He sighed heavily, shaking his head. Dean picked up his bags, setting them on the back of his bike, using a bungee cord to secure them.

"Where are you going-?" Kerry sniffles, wiping his eyes with his sleeve.

Dean went silent. Kerry reached out, placing his hand on V's arm.

"Please just come inside.. Let's talk about this please.." Kerry looked up at Dean with his big blue eyes.

Dean sighed heavily, pushing Kerry away. "No. I'm leaving Ker. I'm sorry." Kerry backed up, the tears surfacing in his eyes again.

"Please don't. Babe.. Come inside please.."

Dean avoided eye contact from Kerry, as he got on the motorcycle.

"No No No.. Please don't.. Please.."

V sighed, starting the motorcycle, putting on his helmet. His stomach twisted and a wave of nausea washed over him. Something about seeing Kerry, soaked and in tears made his eyes well up. He had to leave. Rather leave while he could still semi-function, than wait until he's too weak to walk.

"V, wait! Please! We can talk about this!" The blonde rocker cried out.

"I love you. And I'm sorry." And with that he finally left.

Kerry stood there, watching his bike disappear from sight. He was shaking from the cold rain that was pouring over him. He was crying so hard he was hyperventilating. His hands trembled as his optics illuminated a red, trying to call Dean, but the call was instantly dropped.

"Fuck.. No.. Please.." He tried again, gaining the same result. "Fuck no please, God-" Again, nothing. "Fuck-" He took a shaky breath, trying to calm his breathing and think for a moment. "I'll call Vik.. He'll know what to do.." Kerry combed a hand through his disheveled and wet hair.

-

V pulled over on the side of the road, at least 30 miles away from Kerry's Villa. He tossed off the helmet, throwing it to the ground. He couldn't breath, his lungs locked up, and seized. All he could do was cough. He spat up blood, finally able to take a pained breath; which came out more as a heavy wheeze. Gravity hit him and the whole world spun for moment.

He took an uneven gasp before he reluctantly picked up his helmet and got back on his bike. Heading towards the only cozy motel he knew, that was just on the outskirts of Night City; The Sunset Motel. The most peaceful place Dean knew of. It wasn't much, but it would do, up until his body finally gave out on him. And judging by the numbness in his fingertips, it wasn't very long from now.

He put back on his helmet, and headed off down the road. He hated how silent everything had became now. He hated how there was a gap between calls and texts from Kerry now.

How still the world felt. It was oddly comforting. How quiet everything became. It was something he hadn't felt in years; since he was a kid. To have everything just stop for a few seconds. To finally be able to breathe again. He could only hope that Kerry would somehow feel the same, after Dean had left this world. To be comforted by the silence once more.

[thechaosmuses]

Below the cut is a list of all my canon characters, from every fandom, organized by such. I figured I would go ahead and put this up, as well as an oc muse one, for my oc and canon starters so that way it's easier for y'all to see who is included without going to every separate muse list.

The Vampire Diaries

Freya Celeste Mikaelson Finley Ellis Mikaelson Elijah Daniel Mikaelson Niklaus Ryder Mikaelson Kolton Nathaniel Mikaelson Henrik Alexander Mikaelson Hope Andrea Mikaelson Malachai Silas Parker Olivia Mae Parker Silas Xavier Salvatore Damon Luca Salvatore Stefan Lance Salvatore Jeremiah Steven Gilbert Katherine Maria Pierce Qetsiyah Zione Bennett Bonnie Sheila Bennett Marcel Leon Gerard Hayley Jane Marshall Elizabeth Anne Forbes Josette Olivia Saltzman Ryan Nicholas Clarke Landon Maxwell Kirby Aurora Violet De Martel Aiden Matthew Lawrence Tyler James Lockwood Alexia Rae Branson Sebastian Killian Jones Milton Gabriel Greasley Benjamin James Kenson Lorenzo James St. John Vincent Keith Griffith Sean Kieran O'Connell Lucien Maverick Castle TEST MUSES Dorian Lee Williams Sophie Danielle Deveraux Monique Marie Deveraux Evangeline Amaya Sinclair Inadu Tayen Labonair Rafael Alexander Waithe Finch Taylor Tarrayo Cleo Ada Sowande Penelope Eden Park Jade Ivy Young

Containment

Jake Holden Riley Katie Selene Frank Jana Christine Mayfield Teresa Violet Keaton

Teen Wolf

Mieczyslaw Noah Stilinski Scott Gregorio McCall Christopher Henry Argent Allison Artemis Argent Lydia Sophia Martin Jackson William Whittemore Derek Samuel Hale Cora Avery Hale Camden Matthew Lahey Isaac Michael Lahey Vernon Dallas Boyd Danny Keahu Mahealani Malia Elizabeth Tate Kira Jade Yukimura Theodore Christian Raeken Jordan Tyler Parrish Aiden Jacob Steiner Mason Cade Hewitt Brett Lee Talbot Garrett Cole Williams Nolan Andrew Holloway Bobby Adam Finstock Marin Sophia Morrell Braeden Valerie Bardot Deucalion Damien Hemming

Supernatural

Dean Michael Winchester Castiel James Novak Claire Grace Novak Jack Kellan Kline Gadreel Dustin Ward Rowena Jane MacLeod Fergus Roderick MacLeod Belphegor

DC Comics

Bartholomew Henry Allen Nora Francine West-Allen Bart Joseph West-Allen Sara Caitlin Lance Dionysus Arbios Kara Aileen Danvers Winslow Jordan Schott Jr. Clark Joseph Kent Mon-El Lar Gand Querl Dox Music Meister Harleen Frances Quinzel Pamela Lillian Isley

Marvel

Joaquin Miguel Torres Peter Django Maximoff Pietro Django Maximoff Wanda Marya Maximoff James Buchanan Barnes (pre-serum and super soldier) Steven Grant Rogers (pre-serum and super soldier) Samuel Thomas Wilson Michelle Julia Jones-Watson Peter Benjamin Parker Gwendolyn Maxine Stacy Peter Benjamin Parker Jonathan Spencer Storm Kate Bishop Natalia Alianovna Romanova Yelena Fyodorovna Belova Brunnhilde Valkyrie Loki Laufeyson Ororo Storm Munroe Susan Jane Storm Stephanie Grace Rogers (genderbent steve) Jamie Belladonna Barnes (genderbent bucky) Samantha Trinity Wilson (genderbent sam) Theodosia Audra Odinsdottir (genderbent thor) Lady Loki Laufeyson (genderbent loki)

Stranger Things

Jonathan Ross Byers Nancy Diana Wheeler Steven Michael Harrington Robin Rae Buckley Edward Joseph Munson Argyle Eduardo Diaz Jane Eleanor Hopper Dustin Jace Henderson Lucas Charles Sinclair Maxine Elizabeth Mayfield

Misc

Nicholas Sean Miller Winston Saint-Marie Schmidt Reagan Marie Lucas Leonardo Winston Hamato Michelangelo Chandler Hamato Samuel Nicholas Drake King Benjamin Florian

9-1-1

Athena Grant Howard Han Henrietta Wilson Maddison Juliet Buckley Evan Jones Buckley Edmundo Anthony Diaz

Book Babes

Major Jay Kitahara Lieutenant Lorelai Cathwell Sergeant Major Alary Johann Corporal Erik Mendel Devin Nesta Archeron Elain Archeron Feyre Archeron Rhysand Darling Azriel Cassian Amren Morrigan Gwyneth Berdara Eris Sargon Vanserra Lucien Vanserra Helion Luciano Meridian Tamlin Avri Desrosiers Thesan Addae Koitla Viviane Anera Agnarrson

Voltron

Takashi Sota Shirogane Matthew Grant Holt Pidge Katherine Holt Keith Akio Kogane Lance Camilo McClain Hunk Maui Garrett Allura Celeste Alforsdottir Lotor Astrophel Zarkson James Caleb Griffin Ryan Elio Kinkade

[allthevoicesx]

kodie's current muse list:

under the cut you will find the current (as of 01.05.25) muse list. keep in mind that the list will change, so check back.

9-1-1 / 9-1-1: Lone Star:

bobby nash

owen strand

henrietta wilson

madeleine buckley

edmundo diaz

carlos reyes

tim rosewater

tommy vega

Fire Country

vincent leone

jake crawford

eve edwards

manny perez

camden casey

Hannibal

william graham

hannibal lector

abigail hobbs

NCIS / NCIS: LA

samuel hanna

kensi deeks

abigail scuito

timothy mcgee

leroy jethro gibbs

Yellowstone

lee dutton

bethany dutton

james hurdstrom

lloyd white

ryan cooper

colby smith

Walker

cordell walker

Supernatural

sam winchester / female!sam

human!castiel

gabriel

dean winchester jr

CSI /CSI: Miami /CSI: New York

gilbert grissom

nick stokes

hugo ramirez

timothy speedle

calleigh duquense

eric delektorski

adam ross

Bones

seeley booth

zachariah addy

jack hodgins

Hawaii Five-0

steven mcgarrett

joe white

lou grover

max bergman

The Last of Us

joel miller

thomas miller

riley abel

william cooper

Harry Potter (all three are modern maurader aus)

sirius black

remus lupin

peter pettigrew

SEAL Team

jason hayes

raymond perry

Stranger Things

james hopper

william byers

michael wheeler

nancy wheeler

robin buckley

billy hargrove

lucas sinclair

murray bauman

edward munson

Santa Clarita Diet

joel hammond

eric bemis

Criminal Minds

spencer reid

jason gideon

aaron hotchner

derek morgan

Sons of Anarchy

chibs telford

juice ortiz

opie winston

tig trager

nero padilla

bobby munson

SEAL Team SIX

joseph 'bear' graves

ricardo 'buddha' ortiz

dharma caulder-khan

jasmine dalton

Chicago P.D. | Med | Fire

william halstead

alvin olinsky

antonio dawson

justin voight

gregory gerwitz

ethan choi

robin charles

stella kidd

brian (otis) zvonecek

leslie shay

matthew casey

christopher herrmann

randall (mouch) mcholland

Critical Role

caleb widogast

fjord stone

chetney pock o'pea

vax'ildan vessar

essek thelyss

scanlan shorthalt

grog strongjaw

caduceus clay

mollymauk tealeaf

percival fredrickstein von musel klossowski de rolo III

MacGyver

jack dalton

The Rookie

john nolan

tim bradford

jackson west

angela lopez-evers

wade grey

nyla harper

Justified

raylan givens

tim gutterson

dewey crowe

Cross

isiah 'alex' cross

john sampson

OCs (fandom floaters)

my ocs are free to fall into whatever fandom wants them, but for ease, i have listed their names, professions and playbys.

ryden keller | firefighter | (fc is james badge dale)

hunter ruttliff | police officer | (fc is jared padalecki)

geo anderson | nurse | (fc is sam witwer)

caleb greyson | EMT | (fc is liam o'brien)

bodie braylen | teacher | (fc is mark ballas)

bastion carver | EMT | (fc is travis willingham)

jae brewer | firefighter | (fc is taliesin jaffe)

hector garra | er nurse | (fc is joshua segarra)

abraham 'abie' sciuto | police officer | (fc is benjamin walker)

salem dalton | bartender | (fc is james badge dale)

[thehomemadehooligan]

For Randomization Purposes

10k || Nat Zang || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

98067BO990674 [Bo] || Henry Cavill || Alien || OC || Non-Binary

Aashi Stone || Naomi Scott || Demon || OC || Third Female

Aayan Shaw || Jackson Rathbone || Demon || OC || Male

Abilene Wagner || Natalie Portman || Mauvais Dentes || OC || Third Female

Ace Spade || Taron Egerton || Humanised Card || OC || Male

Adam Banks || Vincent Larusso, Hayden Christensen, Joel Kinnaman || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Adam Elliot || Leland Chapman || Werewolf || OC || Male

Adam Groff || Connor Swindells || Human || Canon || Male

Addison Valiant || Abbey Cowen || Enhanced Human || OC || Third Female

Addison Veles || Wilmer Valderama || Human || OC || Male

Ae Chihu || Wooshin || Zoanthrope || OC || Third Male

Affric Road || Gustaf Skarsgard || Cambion || OC || Male

Agron || Dan Feuerriegel || Human  || Canon || Male

Aiden Wright || Dean O’Gorman || Human || OC || Third Male

Aimery Dagonet || Jordan Connor || Incubus || OC || Male

Ainsley Mansfield || Christian Kane || Human || OC || Male

Airam Brennan || India Eisley || Evil Twin || Canon || Third Female

Akkeri Kom Podakru || Alex Høgh Andersen || Human || OC || Male

Alan Morrison || Eoin Macken || Human || OC || Optional

Alana Meridian || Ksenia Solo || Merfolk || OC || Third Female

Alaric Saltzman || Matthew Davis || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Alastair York || Jai Courtney || Human || OC || Male

Albrecht Holmes || Tom Hiddleston || Human || OC || Male

Albus Severus Potter || Joe Keery, Timothee Chalamet || Wizard || Canon || Gender Optional

Alby Escamillia || Bob Morley || Centaur || OC || Male

Alcides Villar || Manny Montana || Quinametzin || OC || Male

Alec Hardison || Aldis Hodge || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Aleda Kingsleigh || Dove Cameron || Wonderlandian || OC || Third Female

Aleister Druitt || Brett Dalton || Human || OC || Male

Aleksander Lubomirski || Bartosz Gelner || Human || Canon || Male

Alex Avanyu || Avan Jogia || Yee Naaldlooshi || OC || Third Male

Alex Fierro || Avan Jogia, Naomi Scott || Demi-God || Canon || Fluid

Alex Murphy Jr || Richard Harmon || Human || Twin OC || Male

Alex Rider || Alexander Ludwig || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Alex Taylor || Richard Harmon || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Alex Wright || Richard Harmon || Spirit Influenced Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Alexander Harris || Nicholas Brendan || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Alexander Lightwood || Matt Daddario || Nephilim || Canon || Gender Optional

Alexander Luthor || Michael Rosenbaum || Meteor-Enhanced Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Alexander Trager || Kim Coates || Human || Canon || Male

Alf Tungri || Will Peltz || Human || OC || Male Pref

Alfred Andrews || KJ Apa || Human || Canon || Male

Alfred Pennyworth || Sean Pertwee || Human || Canon || Male

Ali Ababwa || Avan Jogia || Human || OC || Male Pref

Alice Rula || Madeline Brewer || Human || OC || Third Female

Aline Penhallow || Arden Cho || Nephilim || Canon || Gender Optional

Alix Kirkland || Daniel Sharman || Elemental || OC || Third Male

Allanon || Manu Bennett || Druid || Canon || Male Pref

Almanzo Cezoram || Hale Appleman || Enhanced Human || OC || Gender Optional

Alon Crisanto || Tom Holland || Human || OC || Male

Alter Lynch || Devon Sawa || Human || OC || Male

Amanda Brotzman || Hannah Marks || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Amara Paul || Mila Kunis || Human || OC || Third Female

Amari Casey || Carly Chaikin || Enhanced Human || OC || Gender Optional

Amberle Elessedil  || Poppy Drayton || Elf || Canon || Gender Optional

Ambrose Spellman || Chance Perdommo || Witch || Canon || Gender Optional

America Chavez || Becky G || Transdimensional Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Amity || Elizabeth Gillies || Vampire || OC || Third Female

Anand Morrígu || Sean Maguire || Celtic God || Semi Canon || Male

Anastasia Cloe || Eiza Gonzalez || Witch || OC || Third Female

Anatoly Sorrows || Cam Gigandet || Half-Cat Experiment || OC || Male

Anchor Westergaard || Eddie Redmayne || Magical Human || OC || Male Pref

Anders Fontaine || Chris O'Donnell || Human || OC || Male

Anders Johnson || Dean O'Gorman || Reincarnated Norse God || Canon || Gender Optional

Andie Mulford || Kat McNamara || Human || OC || Third Female

Andreas Vasilescu || Luke Camilleri || Werewolf || Canon || Male

Andrew Alister || Breandan Fehr || Human || Canon || Male

Andrew-Mark Raven || Jacob Elordi || Mutant || Genderbent Canon || Male Pref

Angel Eyes || DJ Cotrona || Demi-God || OC || Male

Angela Landers || Tatiana Maslany || Enhanced Human || OC || Third Female

Angelica Green || Alyvia Alyn Lind || Human || Canon || Female

Anjisnu ||  || Kim Coates ||  || Monster Under The Bed ||  || OC ||  || Male

Anna '010' Venom || Akira Reid || Human || OC || Gender Optional

Anna Lightwood || Ruby Rose || Nephilim || Canon || Female

Annabeth Shrivatsa || Dichen Lachman || Metahuman || OC || Third Female

Anthony Stark || Robert Downey Jr, Rob Raco || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Anthony Stonem || Nicholas Hoult || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Anthony Topaz || Keiynan Lonsdale || Human || Genderbent Canon || Male Pref

Antoinette Topaz || Vanessa Morgan || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Antonio Oliver || Luke Pasqualino || Human || OC || Male Pref

Anya Price || Gina Rodriquez || Human || OC || Third Female

April Hare || Theo James || Wonderlandian || OC || Third Male

Aramis D'Artagnan || Rhona Mitra || Human || OC || Third Female

Arawen Annwn || Stuart Reardon || Celtic God || Semi Canon || Male

Archibald Andrews || KJ Apa || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Archimedes Pendragon || Dom Sherwood || Human || OC || Male Pref

Ardal Cody || Kendall Schmidt || Immortal || OC || Male

Ariadna-Aitana Renata || Stephanie Beatriz || Fury || OC || Third Female

Ariane Német || Hunter Schafer || Human || OC || Trans Female

Arika Longan || Harry Shum Jr || Fae || OC || Male

Arrow Kom Boudalankru || Tatiana Maslany || Human || OC || Third Female

Arsena Larken || Zendaya Coleman || Hyena Shifter || OC || Third Female

Arthur Gremellion || Daniel Gillies || Human || OC || Male

Arthur Leech || Joseph Gordon-Levitt || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Arthur Pendragon || Bradley James, Nikolaj Coster-Waldau || Destined Human || Canon || Male Pref

Ash Houndsworth || Sean Teale || Human || OC || Male

Asher Hornik || Neven Crisorio || Human || OC || Third Male

Asnee Ambrocio || Choi Min Ki || Dragon || OC || Male

Astrid Ginger || Katharine Isabelle || Human || OC || Third Female

Atreyu Charles || Manny Jacinto || Human || OC || Male Pref

Atticus Bane || Will Tudor || Human || OC || Male

Atticus Philo || Grey Damon || Vampire || OC || Male

August Nancy || Anna Rossiel || Human || OC || Male Pref

Augustus Cornwallis || Keiynan Lonsdale || Human || OC || Male

Aurora Jones || India Eisley || Human || OC || Third Female

Austin DiSantos || Ludi Lin || Human || OC || Male

Avery Durin || Aaron Paul || Werewolf || OC || Male Pref

Avi Callahan-Constantine || Timothy Olyphant || Human || OC || Male Pref

Axe Kom Boudalankru || Aidan Turner || Human || OC || Male

Axel Miller || Jonathan Scarfe || Ex-Vampire || Canon || Male

Azmodeus || Landon Liboiron || Demon Prince || Semi Canon || Male

Baby Grant || Garrett Hedlund || Human || OC || Male

Babylas French || Tom Holland || Half Beast || OC || Male Pref

Balance Grant || Charlie Hunnam || Human || OC || Male

Baldroy Sinclair || Cameron Monaghan || Human || OC || Male Pref

Bambi Darling || Summer Bishil || Android Human Hybrid || OC || Third Female

Bane Dorrance || Tom Hardy || Enhanced Human || Canon || Male

Barbara Holland || Shannon Purser || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Barbara O'Rinn || Samara Weaving, Caty Lotz || Human || OC || Third Female

Barclay Kirby || Zane Holtz || Human || OC || Male

Barnabé Klausen || Bradley Soileau || Half Grimm, Half Wesen || OC || Male Pref

Barren Guilderson || Iwan Rheon || Human || OC || Male Pref

Bartholomew Henry Allen II || Richard Harmon || Speedster || Canon || Gender Optional

Bartimeaus Blaise || Ben Barnes || Living Flame || OC || Third Male

Bartleby Putnam || Aaron Taylor-Johnson || Human || OC || Male

Baxter Adamson || Finn Roberts || Human || OC || Male Pref

Baxter Norsewood || Sam Steele || Vampire || OC || Gender Optional

Bayani Crisanto || Brandon Perea || Human || OC || Male

Beatrice Porter || Rachel Skarsten || Ghost/Succubus || OC || Third Female

Beatty Cres || Bill Skarsgard || Cambion || OC || Male

Becci Doherty || Lucy Hale || Human || OC || Third Female

Bekah Brightborn || Claire Holt || Vampire || OC || Third Female

Bela Talbot || Lauren Cohen || Human || Canon || Third Pref

Bellami Blake || Shay Mitchell || Human || Genderbent Canon || Gender Optional

Bellamy Blake || Bob Morley || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Belle Amanita  || Freeman Agyeman || Oracle || OC || Third Female

Beloved Grant || Garrett Hedlund || Human || OC || Male

Ben Bartlett || Jensen Ackles || Human || OC || Male

Ben Fringe || Matt Daddario || Human || OC || Male

Ben Hargeeves || Justin H Min || Enhanced Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Ben Kilmartin || Jacob Elordi || Human || OC || Male

Benjamin French || Mitchell Hope || Half Beast || Canon || Gender Optional

Benjamin Heritage || Kellan Lutz || Human || OC || Third Male

Benjamin Roque || Victor Webster || Human || OC || Male Pref

Benji Boothby || Gregg Sulkin || Human || OC || Male

Benni Vilker || Mahesh Jadu || Human || OC || Male

Bentley Williams || Tom Payne || Human || OC || Male

Bertram [Ram] Ledin || Ville Valo || Human || OC || Male

Beth Of Crims || Adelaide Kane || Wonderlandian || OC || Third Female

Bianca Trix || Lena Scissorhands || Human || OC || Third Female

Big Grant || Travis Fimmel || Human || OC || Male

Bika Kom Azgeda || Michael Eklund || Human || OC || Male

Billie Hargrove || Cara Delevingne, Laura Vanderwoot || Human || Canon || Optional

Billy Bennett || Liam James || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Billy Butcher || Karl Urban || Human || Canon || Male

Billy De Lauro || Cody Christian || Human || OC || Gender Optional

Billy Hargrove || Dacre Montgomery, Jensen Ackles || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Billy-Ray Sanguine || Michael Fassbender || Mage || Canon || Male

Bishop Smith || Jack Falahee || Human || OC || Male

Black Hat || Karl Urban || Vampire || Canon || Male

Blade Hood || Grace Phipps || Wonderlandian || OC || Third Female

Blasius Caelia || Joe Manganiello || Human || OC || Male

Bliss || Matt Daddario || Godling || Canon || Male Pref

Bodaway Loss Chayton || Booboo Stewart || Yee Naaldlooshi || OC || Male

Boghest Grimm || DJ Cotrona || Hellhound || OC || Male

Boolean Goodkin || Stephen Lund || Human || OC || Male Pref

Bosse Ljung || Anson Mount || Human || OC || Male

Bothain Gladstone || Skeet Ulrich || Human || OC || Male

Bowyn Coke || Ian Bohen || Human || OC || Male

Boyd Crowder || Walton Goggins || Human || Canon || Male

Brad Coleman || Jaren Brandt Bartlett || Human || Canon || Male

Brencis Fists || Jeanté Godlock || Human || OC || Third Female

Brennan Mulwray || Victor Webster || Child Of Genomex || Canon || Male

Brian O'Connor || Paul Walker || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Briar Eglantine || Evan Ross || Nymph || OC || Gender Optional

Bridget Barker || Natalie Dormer || Human || OC || Third Female

Brigid Nic Dagda || Kaya Scodelario || Human || OC || Third Female

Brigita Coutts || Scarlett Johannsen || Human || OC || Third Female

Brochan Ceardach || Machine Gun Kelly || Human || OC || Male

Brodie Reston || Jordan Connor || Human || OC || Male

Brody Mayweather || Tom Holland || Human || OC || Male

Buzz Bracken || Josh Hutcherson || Human || OC || Male Pref

Caden Lovell || Keiynan Lonsdale || Human || OC || Third Male

Caine Dunbar || Jonathan Rhys Meyers || Hellhound || OC || Male

Cairns West || Alexander Skarsgard || Cambion || OC || Male

Cairo Ryers || Cody Saintgnue || Kitsune || OC || Third Male

Caitlin Ghoul || Devery Jacobs || Ghoul || OC || Third Female

Caleb Danvers || Steven Strait || Witch || Canon || Male Pref

Calista Jane Hook || Kat McNamara || Human And Fairy Hybrid || Canon || Third Pref

Callahan Hope || Ian Somerhalder || Human || OC || Male Pref

Calleigh Rousseau || Sammi Hanratty || Human || OC || Third Female

Calliope August || Aaron Jakubenko || Merfolk || OC || Male Pref

Camelot Addy || Kyle Harris || Human || OC || Male Pref

Cameron Thompson || Max Thieriot || Human || OC || Male

Camilla Rustici || Giorgia Whigham || Human || OC || Third Female

Cappello Hertz || Machine Gun Kelly || Human || OC || Male Pref

Carl Gallagher || Ethan Cutkosky || Human || Canon || Male

Carl Grimes || Chandler Riggs || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Carlisle Benwist || Nick Sagar || Human || OC || Male Pref

Carlos Alvarez || Oscar Jaenada || Human || Canon || Male

Carlton Lassiter || Timothy Ormundson || Human || Canon || Male

Carnegie South || Finn Jones || Human || OC || Male Pref

Carol Danvers || Brie Larson || Human Kree Hybrid || Canon || Gender Optional

Caroline Matheson || Dascha Polanco || Human || OC || Third Female

Carrie Fox || Karrueche Tran || Human || OC || Third Female

Carsen Kubrick || Brad Pitt || Human || OC || Male

Casimiro Riqui || David Castaneda || Incubus || OC || Gender Optional

Caspar Way || Gus Kensworthy || Human || OC || Gender Optional

Caspian Lance || Keiynan Lonsdale || Werewolf || OC || Male

Cassady Rosati || Jon Kortajarena || Human || OC || Male Pref

Cassandra Skye || Maisie Williams || Enhanced Human || OC || Third Female

Castle Baxter || Jon Bernthal || Wolf Shifter || OC || Male Pref

Catherine Blue || Brianna Hildebrand || Human || OC || Third Female

Catroina Kirk || Chloe Grace Moretz, Thomas Doherty, Others || Enhanced Human || OC || Gender Optional

Cearbhall Ó Maolmhuaidh || Lucas Till || Human || OC || Male

Cearul|Ciaran|Lorcan Riordan|Morrigan || Michael Fassbender, Toby Hemmingway, Garrett Hedlund || Human || Canon || Male

Cecil DeWitt || Francois Arnaud || Ghost || OC || Male Pref

Cerise Hood || Marie Avgeropoulos || Half Wolf || Canon || Third Female

Chariclo Arganthone Cupid || Dove Cameron || Fairytale || Canon || Third Female

Charlene Bradbury || Felicia Day || Human || Canon || Third Female

Charles Hansen || Rob Kazinsky || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Charles Smith || Hart Denton || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Charles Xavier || James McAvoy || Mutant || Canon || Gender Optional

Charlotte Baxter || Vanessa Morgan || Human || OC || Third Female

Charlotte Stephenson || Willa Holland || Human || OC || Third Female

Chase Collins || Sebastian Stan || Witch || Canon || Gender Optional

Chase Stein || Dom Sherwood || Untapped Metahuman || Canon || Gender Optional

Cheka Kom Trikru || Blair Redford || Human || OC || Male

Cherie Lewis || Emilia Clarke || Selkie || OC || Third Female

Cherokee Cash || Colin O'Donaghue || Human || OC || Male

Cherry Berry || Laura Morano, Thesgtwins || Human || OC || Third Female

Cheryl Blossom || Madelaine Petsch || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Cheshire Liddell || Sebastian Stan || Wonderlandian || Semi Canon || Male

Chess Cat || Harry Shum Jr || Wonderlandian || OC || Male Pref

Chestnut Barrow || Zayn Malik || Human || OC || Male

Chevrolet Arthur || Jason Statham || Human || OC || Male

Chloe Clair || Claudia Lee || Fae || OC || Third Female

Choco Domino || Keira Knightley || Human || OC || Third Female

Choi Trio || Jeonghan || Mutant || OC || Third Male

Christian Barton || Luke Mitchell || Human || OC || Male Pref

Christian Corwin || Rob Raco || Human || OC || Male Pref

Christoph Henderson || Henry Cavill || Human || OC || Third Pref

Christopher Argent || JR Bourne || Human || Canon || Male

Christopher Rook || Colin Ford || Nephilim || Canon || Male

Chryso Brach || Hart Denton || Maned Wolf Beast || OC || Male

Chuck Marks || Joe Manganiello || Human || OC || Male

Chul Bora || T. O. P || Human || OC || Male

Ciaran Byrne || Skeet Ulrich || Werewolf || OC || Male

Ciel Quinn || Hale Appleman || Master Of The Mystic Arts || OC || Male Pref

Clancy Wick || Mischa Janiec || Human || OC || Male

Clarence Helstrom || Tyler Blackburn || Human || OC || Male

Clark Griffin || Austin Butler || Human || Genderbent Canon || Male Pref

Clarke Griffin || Eliza Taylor || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Clinton Barton || Jeremy Renner, Luke Mitchell || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Clove Sageseed || Jonathan Whitesell || Nymph || OC || Male Pref

Cody Pine || Logan Lerman || Human || OC || Male

Cole Higgins || Monty Geer || Human || Canon || Male

Comanche Cash || Dave Franco || Human || OC || Male

Connor Angel || Vincent Kartheiser, Chandler Riggs || Half Vampire || Canon || Gender Optional

Connor MacManus || Sean Patrick Flanery || Human || Canon || Male

Conrí Faolán || Cole Sprouse || Werewolf || OC || Male

Cooper Lachlan || Dacre Montgomery || Human || OC || Male Pref

Cooper Rose || Konstantinos Laios || Cupid || OC || Male

Coover Ash || Pablo Schreiber || Human || OC || Male

Copper Kom Yujleda || Kristin Stewart || Human || OC || Third Female

Corbin Kom Ingranronakru || Shane West || Human || OC || Male

Cordelia Midford || Allison Scagliotti || Human || OC || Third Female

Corleone O'Ray || Dylan Sprouse || Human || OC || Male Pref

Corvus Inlustris || Matt Lanter || Raven Shifter || OC || Male Pref

Costin Comescu || Scott Eastwood || Human || OC || Male

Cotton Thistle || Hansol Vernon Chwe || Fairy || OC || Third Male

Court Silver || Richard Harmon || Vampire || OC || Third Male

Crawford Leather || Charlie Weber || Human || OC || Male

Crazy Jane || Diane Guerrero || Metahuman || Canon || Gender Optional

Crina Demetria || Lyndsy Fonseca, Aaron Stanford || Slayer || OC || Gender Optional

Crowley || David Tennant || Demon || Canon || Male Pref

Cyneric Ashworth || Nick Bateman || Human || OC || Male

D'avin Jaqobis || Luke Macfarlane || Geneticlly Modfied Human || Canon || Male

Daciana Larken || Tammin Sursok || Hyena Shifter || OC || Third Female

Dagwood Ryden || Daniel Di Tomasso || Human || OC || Male

Dai Ignotus || Frank Grillo || Wizard || OC || Male

Dain Domitan || Tommy Flanagan || Human || OC || Male

Dale Barbara || Mike Vogel || Human || Canon || Male

Dale Bisset || Matt Barr || Human || OC || Male

Dalia Kom Azgeda || Sophie Turner || Human || OC || Third Female

Damascus Lorne || Charlotte Best || Werewolf || OC || Third Female

Damon Salavatore || Ian Somerhalder || Vampire || Canon || Male Pref

Daniel Addams || Christian Kane || Wolf Shifter || OC || Male

Daniel Hale || Tyler Hoechlin || Werewolf || Twin OC || Male

Daniel LaRusso || Nat Wolff || Human || OC || Gender Optional

Daniel Messer || Carmine Giovinazzo || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Daniel Williams || Scott Caan || Human || Canon || Male

Danihel Ranger || Alexander Calvert || Human || OC || Gender Optional

Dante Fischer || Dylan O'Brien || Human || OC || Male

Daria Sabriel || Jaimie Alexander || Amazon || OC || Third Female

Darien Hale || Tyler Hoechlin || Werewolf || Twin OC || Male

Darius Sabriel || Samuel Larsen || Semi Amazon || OC || Male Pref

Darko Pover || Dom Sherwood || Human || OC || Male Pref

Darling Charming || Eliza Taylor || Fairytale || Canon || Gender Optional

Darya Ryden || Meghan Ory || Human || OC || Third Female

Daryl Dixon || Norman Reedus || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Dastan || Jake Gyllenhaal || Enhanced Human || Canon || Male

David || Kiefer Sutherland || Human || Canon || Male

David Woodley || DJ Cotrona || Human || OC || Male

Dax Kendall || Utkarsh Ambudkar || Human || OC || Male

Daya Kitchell || Zendaya Coleman || Human || OC || Female

Deacon Frost || Stephen Dorff || Vampire || Canon || Male

Dean Winchester || Jensen Ackles || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Death Of The Endless || Summer Glau || Endless || Canon || Fluid

Deckard Chelios || Joe Manganiello || Human || OC || Male Pref

Deckard Shaw || Jason Statham || Human || Canon || Male

Declan Hale || Tyler Hoechlin || Werewolf || Twin OC || Male

Declan Harp || Jason Momoa || Human || Canon || Male

Deekyn Vivian || Patricia Allison || Witch || OC || Third Female

Delgado Clover || Jordan Connor || Human || OC || Male Pref

Delirium Of The Endless || Hayley Williams || Endless || Canon || Fluid

Delta || Clive Standen || Enhanced Human || OC || Male Pref

Dennis Toombs || Greyston Holt || Human || OC || Male Pref

Deonisia || Karen Gillan || Eldritch Being || OC || Third Female

Derek Hale || Tyler Hoechlin || Werewolf || Canon || Gender Optional

Des Carter || Frank Grillo || Ghost || OC || Male Pref

Desire Of The Endless || Ruby Rose || Endless || Canon || Fluid

Diana Derrick || Brooke Williams || Human || OC || Third Female

Diana Prince || Gal Gadot || Amazon || Canon || Gender Optional

Diego Hargreeves || David Castañeda, Benjamin Wadsworth || Enhanced Human || Canon || Male

Dirk Gently || Samuel Barnett || Anomalous Entity || Canon || Gender Optional

Dixie Enger || Caitlin Stasey || Human || OC || Third Female

Dmitry Kelso || Jay Ryan || Werewolf || OC || Male Pref

Dominic Prentís || Cody Saintgnue || Human || OC || Male

Dominick Bryant || Connor Haddadin || Human || OC || Male Pref

Donovan Torrence || Max Martini || Human || OC || Male

Dorian Ambrose || Dacre Montgomery || Human || OC || Male

Dot Baum || Becky G || Human || OC || Third Female

Dougal Reston || Joe Manganiello || Human || OC || Male

Dove Finch || Andy Biersack, Tom Hiddleston || Enhanced Human || OC || Gender Optional

Draco Malfoy || Tom Felton, Miles Heizer || Wizard || Canon || Gender Optional

Drak Kom Trishanakru || Alexander Dreymon || Human || OC || Male Pref

Draki Astarot || Troye Sivan || Dark Shadow Dragon Elf || OC || Male

Drusus Vritra || Santiago Segura || Incubus || OC || Male

Dsimu Runihura || Michael Fassbender || Cursed Demon || OC || Male

Dubhlagh Of Dunbroch || Matt Daddario || Human || OC || Male Pref

Durant Fischer || Dylan O'Brien || Human || OC || Male

Dusica Djura || Kat Dennings || Werewolf || OC || Third Female

Dutch Deadwood || Anson Mount || Human || OC || Male

Dwalin Fundinson || Graham MacTavish || Dwarf || Canon || Male

Dyson Thornwood || Kris Holden-Reid || Werewolf || Canon || Male

E. Aster Bunnymund || Norman Reedus, Shawn Mendes || Guardian || Canon || Gender Optional

Edric Lange || Anthony Mackie || Dragon || OC || Male

Edward Brock || Tom Hardy || Symbiote Enhanced Human || Canon || Male Pref

Edward Lupin || Noah Centineo || Wizard || Canon || Male Pref

Eight || Bob Morley And Varies || Genetically Engineered Human || OC || Third Male

Eira Candace || Alycia Debnam-Carey || Werewolf || OC || Third Female

Eirlys Kom Azgeda || Kit Harington || Human || OC || Male Pref

El Lakota || Sebastian Gregory || Human || OC || Male Pref

Eleonora Glover || Milla Jojovich || Human || OC || Third Female

Eli Cardashyan || Gregory Kasyan || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Elian Barros || David Castaneda || Human || OC || Male

Elijah Mikaelson || Daniel Gillies || Original || Canon || Male Pref

Elio Perlman || Timothee Chalamet || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Eliot Waugh || Hale Appleman || Magician || Canon || Gender Optional

Elise Gerard || Troian Bellisario || Hyena Shifter || OC || Third Female

Elizabeth Cooper || Lili Reinhart || Human || Cisbent Canon || Non-Binary

Ella Daniel || Nicola Peltz || Human || OC || Third Female

Elodie Irvine || Emma Watson || Human || OC || Third Female

Elodie Kerstoph || Abbey Lee || Carggite || OC || Third Female

Elsa || Kathryn Winnick, Dove Cameron || Magical Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Elsie Newman || Brittany Curran || Human || OC || Third

Emerson Topper || Zach McGowan || Human || OC || Male

Emery || Miss Psycho Cat/Minja Cvetković || Human || OC || Third Female

Emily-Hope Raegan || Carlson Young || Human || OC || Third Female

Emmaline Austin || Scout Taylor Compton || Human || OC || Third Female

Emmeline Fayette || Katie McGrath || Vampire || OC || Third Female

Emmet Osprey || Tyley Posey || Human || OC || Male Pref

Emmett Cullen || Jared Abrahamson || Vampire || Canon || Male Pref

Emory Harker || Cole Sprouse || Familiar || OC || Third Male

Enzo Ferris || Brock O’Hurn || Minotaur || Semi Canon || Male

Erasyl Maier || Alex Watson || Witch || OC || Male

Erik Lehnsherr || Michael Fassbender || Mutant || Canon || Male Pref

Erin Strife || Ash Stymest, Cher Lloyd || Greek God || Semi Canon || Fluid

Erinna Wyley || Gaia Mandadori || Witch || OC || Third Female

Ethan Connors || Derek Theler || Human || OC || Male Pref

Etienne McKenna || Alex O’Loughlin/Brock Kelly || Witch || OC || Male

Eugene Fitzherbert || Jared Padalecki || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Eula Bolton || Tessa Thompson || Human || OC || Third

Evan Billingham || Daniel Gillies || Human || OC || Male

Evan Williams || Dan Stevens || Human || OC || Male Pref

Evangeline Mordrake || Scarlett Johansson || Human || OC || Female Pref

Everly Weiss || Max Schnieder || Human || OC || Male Pref

Evgeni Shankarov || Paul Wesley || Human || OC || Male Pref

Evgeniy Kirova || Danila Kozlovsky || Human || OC || Male

Evie Grimhilde || Sofia Carson || Magical Human || Canon || Third Pref

Fabien Mariani || Bob Morley || Witch || OC || Male Pref

Faith Firenze || Zoey Deutch || Mutant || OC || Third Female

Faith Lehane || Eliza Dushku || Slayer || Canon || Gender Optional

Faith Zora || Arielle Kebel || Witch || OC || Third Female

Falco LaPointe || Francois Arnaud || Human || OC || Male

Faolan Finn || Shawn Mendes || Human || OC || Male Pref

Faraday Jones || Chris Pratt || Human || OC || Male

Farmer Quentin || Vin Diesel || Human || OC || Male

Father Gothel || Kim Coates || Witch || Genderbent Canon || Male

Feivel Voelkel || Dan Feuerriegel || Human || OC || Male

Felicity Fawkes || Lindsey Morgan || Human || OC || Third Female

Felix Frank || Connor Jessup || Human || OC || Optional

Felix Mosley || Jade Hassouné || Wonderlandian || OC || Gender Optional

Fergus Carter || Cole Sprouse || Human || OC || Male

Filarion Gaelin || Chanyeol || Elf || OC || Third Male

Fili || Dean O'Gorman || Dwarf || Canon || Male Pref

Filip Telford || Tommy Flanagan || Human || Canon || Male

Finn Collins || Thomas McDonell || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Finnian Liebrecht || Charlie Carver || Human || OC || Male Pref

Finnlee Camdyn || Hart Denton || Human || OC || Male

Fionn Collins || Nina Dobrev || Human || Genderbent Canon || Gender Optional

Fionnlagh Of Dunbroch || Matt Daddario || Human || OC || Third Male

Fioralba Kapua || Jungkook || Forest Elf || OC || Male Pref

Fitzwarren Luck || Lucas Till || Immortal || OC || Third Male

Five Hargreeves || Aiden Gallagher, Jackson Rathbone || Enhanced Human || Canon || Male

Fletcher Herangi/Searanke || KJ Apa || Human || OC || Male Pref

Fleurette Arany || Eliza Dushku || Human || OC || Third Female

Flint Gladstone || Rob Raco || Human || OC || Male

Flynn Addams || Norman Reedus || Wolf Shifter || OC || Male

Foma Comescu || Armie Hammer || Human || OC || Male

Ford Waters || Jon Bernthal || Human || OC || Male

Forsyth Pendleton Jones || Dylan Sprouse || Human || Twin OC || Male

Forsythe Pendleton Jones II || Skeet Ulrich/Cole Sprouse || Human || Canon || Male

Forsythe Pendleton Jones III  || Cole Sprouse || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Forsythia Pendleton Jones || Hannah Marks || Human || Genderbent Canon || Gender Optional

Forty Quinn || James Scully || Human || Canon || Male

Foster || Jade Hassouné || Fae || Twin OC || Third Male

Four || Billy || Ben Hardy || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Fox Asterphilos || Michael Fassbender || Human || OC || Third Male

Fox Tempest || Harry Shum Jr || Kitsune || OC || Third Male

Francesca Grafton || Ruby Rose || Human || OC || Third Female

Frank Castle || Jon Bernthal || Human || Canon || Male

Frank Martin || Jason Statham || Human || Canon || Male

Frank Moore || Griffin Gluck || Human || OC || Optional

Frankie Holliewood || Channing Tatum || Human || OC || Optional

Frazer Parkes || Zane Holtz || Human || OC || Third Male

Frederick Fogarty || Drew Ray Tanner || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Frederick McClair || Luke Pasqualino || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Freya Mikaelson || Riley Voelkel || Original || Canon || Gender Optional

Friday Ginger || Bradley Cooper || Wolf Shifter || OC || Male Pref

Fulton Reed || Elden Henson || Human || Canon || Male

Gabriel Cattaneo || Justin Baldoni || Human || OC || Male Pref

Gabriel Poe || Emjay Anthony || Human || OC || Male

Garfield Logan || Ryan Potter || Enhanced Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Garnet Porter || Danielle Harris || Demon || OC || Third Female

Garrett Burroughs || Amadeus Serafini || Medium || OC || Male Pref

Garven Kao-Pi || Chella Man || Witch || OC || Trans Male

Gary Unwin || Taron Egerton || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Geo Kom Ingranronakru || Christian Kane || Human || OC || Male Pref

George Kitchell || Machine Gun Kelly || Human || OC || Male

George Tyson || Christian Navarro || Human || OC || Male Pref

Georgia Garth || Kiana Madeira || Enhanced Human || OC || Third Female

Georgia Holmes || Kaya Scodalario || Human || OC || Third Female

Geralt of Rivia || Henry Cavill || Witcher || Canon || Male Pref

Gideon Kirkland || Nate Buzolic || Elemental || OC || Male Pref

Gil LeGume || Dylan Playfair || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Gil Mavick || Joe Jonas || Human || OC || Male

Ginger Breadhouse || Vanessa Morgan || Candy Witch || Canon || Third Female

Gladis Baldwin || Ellen Page || Human || OC || Female

Gladys Jones || Morena Baccarin || Human || Semi Canon || Female

Glenn Dixon || Robert Buckley || Human || OC || Male

Glenn Macallan || Shawn Mendes || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Godiva Malone || Stephanie Bennett || Half Angel || OC || Third Female

Grace Zora || Claire Holt || Witch || OC || Third Female

Gregory House || Hugh Laurie || Human || Canon || Male

Greyson Rutherford || Robbie Kay || Shadow Elemental || OC || Male

Griffin || Jamie Bell || Jumper || Canon || Male

Gryphon Trent || Chris Hemsworth || Human || OC || Male

Guadalupe Lito || Miguel Ángel Silvestre || Human || OC || Male Pref

Guðleifr Mychajlovich || Luke Guldan || Upir || OC || Male

Gus Speedle || Jesse Metcalfe || Human || OC || Male Pref

Gwen Penny || Hayden Panettiere || Human || OC || Third Female

Ha Minsu || Yongguk || Human || OC || Male

Hades || Cheyenne Jackson, Machine Gun Kelly || God || Canon || Male

Haf Kom Podakru || Clive Standen || Human || OC || Male

Han Seong-Jin || Seo In Guk || Human || OC || Male

Han Seoul-Oh || Sung Kang, Jung Ji Hoon || Human || Canon || Male

Hannibal King || Ryan Reynolds || Ex-Vampire || Canon || Male Pref

Hans Westergaard || Max Martini || Human || Canon || Male

Harley Keener || Ty Simpkins, Nolan Gerard Funk || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Harley Quinzel || Hart Denton || Enhanced Human || Genderbent Canon || Male Pref

Harold Theopolis Osborn || Alex Høgh Andersen || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Harper Wilson || Ashley Rickards || Neko || OC || Third Female

Harriet Hook || Emeraude Toubia || Human And Fairy Hybrid || Canon || Third Female

Harry Dresden || Paul Blackthorne || Wizard || Canon || Male

Harry Potter || Daniel Radcliffe || Wizard || Canon || Gender Optional

Harry Winston || Ryan Hurst || Human || Canon || Male

Hartley Badeau || JR Bourne || Human || OC || Male

Hartwig Hansen || Tom Mison || Human || OC || Male Pref

Harvey Kinkle || Ross Lynch || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Hayley Gold || Alberto Rosende || Human || OC || Male

Hazel Haven || Kyle Gallner || Human || OC || Male Pref

Heather Holloway || Francesca Reale || Human || Canon || Female

Hecate || Tiio Horn || Goddess || Semi Canon || Third Female

Helena Graham || Jaime Murray || Human || OC || Third Female

Henrik Mikaelson || Richard Harmon || Original || Canon || Gender Optional

Henry Greyson || Brenton Thwaites || Human || OC || Male Pref

Henry Holliday || Matt Daddario || Human || OC || Male

Henry McCoy || Nicholas Hoult || Mutant || Canon || Gender Optional

Hera Henshaw || Aigail Breslin || Enhanced Human || OC || Third

Hercules Hansen || Max Martini || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Herman Kozik || Kenny Johnson || Human || Canon || Male

Heronymous Addams || Sharlto Copley || Wolf Shifter || OC || Male Pref

Hev'n N Hel || Nick Eversman, Nick Hadad || The Angel And Devil On Your Shoulders || OC || Genderless - Male Presenting

Hiram Lodge || Mark Consuelas || Human || Canon || Male

Hope Zora || Penelope Mitchell || Witch || OC || Third Female

Horatio Mantle || Ross Butler || Human || Twin OC || Male

Hugh Beauchene || Tom Welling, Ian Nelson, Tyler Hoechlin || Mage || OC || Gender Optional

Hung Tae-Hee || TOP || Wechuge || OC || Male

Hush Kom Azgeda || Tasya Teles || Human || Twin OC || Third Female

Hyde Jackson || Lucas Till || Warlock || OC || Male Pref

I Gusti Ketut Silas Putra || Avan Jogia || Human || OC || Male

Iakona Leilani || Dacre Montgomery || Vampire || OC || Third Male

Ian Gallagher || Cameron Monaghan || Human || Canon || Male

Ianto Mumbles || Idris Elba || African God || Semi Canon || Male

Iefan Mumbles || Idris Elba || African God || Semi Canon || Male

Illyiad Barakan || Johnny Strong || Half Kitsune Half Fox Shifter || OC || Male

Ilya Kuryakin || Armie Hammer || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Indigo Basile || Will Tudor  || Immortal || OC || Male

InDo Montoya || Cole Sprouse || Enhanced Human || OC || Male

Isaac Lahey || Daniel Sharman || Werewolf || Canon || Gender Optional

Isabelle Lightwood || Emeraude Toubia || Nephilim || Canon || Third Pref

Isias Apgar || Kim Coates || Werewolf || OC || Male

Isobel Druid || Billie Lourd || Witch || OC || Third Female

Issac Lawson || Luke Evans || Human || OC || Male

Ivo Ramsey || Keegan Allen || Human || OC || Male Pref

Izzy Swango || Matt Ryan || Runic Witch || OC || Male Pref

J Buchanen || Norman Reedus || Vampire || Canon || Male

Jace Lightood-Herondale || Dom Sherwood || Nephilim || Canon || Gender Optional

Jacenty Jimmy Malone || Landon Liboiron/Tom Sturridge || Human || OC || Male

Jacinda Wocky || Lucy Hale || Wonderlandian || OC || Third Female

Jack Chase || Sebastian Stan || Human || OC || Male

Jack Frost || Troye Sivan, Sean Patrick Flanery || Guardian || Canon || Gender Optional

Jack Knave || Dom Sherwood || Wonderlandian || OC || Third Male

Jack Morton || Jake Manley || Werewolf || Canon || Male Pref

Jack O'Neill || Richard Dean Anderson, Michael Welch || Human || Canon || Male

Jack Sparrow || Johnny Depp || Immortal || Canon || Male

Jacob Finnegan || Ian Bohen || Human || OC || Male

Jacob Spencer Stone || Christian Kane || Human || Canon || Male

Jade Jordan || Hailee Steinfeld || Human || Genderbent Canon || Gender Optional

Jade Tonnick || Kristin Stewart || Human || OC || Third Female

Jake Peralta || Andy Samberg || Human || Canon || Male

Jake Stingman || Christian Kane || Human || OC || Male

Jakoby Ellis || Anson Mount || Lion Shifter || OC || Male

James Barnes || Sebastian Stan || Genetically Engineered Human || Canon || Male Pref

James Howlett || Hugh Jackman || Mutant || Canon || Male Pref

James Kirk || Chris Pine || Human || Canon || Male Pref

James Moonstar || Blair Redford || Human || OC || Male Pref

James Moriarty || Andrew Scott || Human || Twin OC || Male

Jane Hopper || Millie Bobby Brown, Lily Collins, Emmy Rossum || Enhanced Human || Canon || Female

Janet McCullogh || Emma Roberts || Human || OC || Third Female

Janie Mulford || Madelaine Petsch || Human || OC || Third Female

Janis Mckinney || Zoe Kravitz || Human || OC || Third Female

Jannick Boden || Robert Sheehan || Enhanced Human || Twin OC || Male Pref

Jareth Quinn || David Bowie, Brett Dalton || Goblin King || Canon || Male

Jarl Tyrus Jones || Bill Skarsgard || Human || OC || Third Male

Jarvis Huish || Jake Abel || Sighted Human Turned Werewolf || OC || Male Pref

Jason Dean || Christian Slater || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Jason Schuchard || Jordan Connor || Enhanced Human || OC || Male

Jason Stackhouse || Ryan Kwanten || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Jason Todd || Bob Morley || Enhanced Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Jason Van Horn || Jon Hamm || Human || Canon || Male

Jasper Harry Hook || Thomas Doherty || Human And Fairy Hybrid || Canon || Gender Optional

Jasper Jordan || Devon Bostick || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Jasper Whitlock || Jackson Rathbone || Vampire || Canon || Male Pref

Javan Bengal || Michael Fassbender || Tiger Shifter || OC || Male

Jax Lakota || Jesse Sullivan || Human || OC || Third Female

Jax Lewis || Noel Fisher || Human || OC || Male Pref

Jaxon Harley || Ricky Whittle || Human || OC || Male Pref

Jay Abanazar || Booboo Stewart || Half Genie || Canon || Male Pref

Jazz Hills || Nick Jonas || Human || OC || Third Male

Jean Moreau || Eliza Dushku || Witch || OC || Third Female

Jefferson || Sebastian Stan || Portal Jumper || Canon || Male

Jennifer Jenkins || Megan Fox || Human || OC || Third Female

Jensen Ames || Jason Statham || Human || Canon || Male

Jensen Slick || Stephen Dorff || Human || OC || Male

Jeremiah Fenrirson || Michael Fassbender || Wolf Shifter || OC || Male

Jeremiah Lucas || Sam Heughan || Human || OC || Male

Jeremy Gilbert || Steven R McQueen || Hunter || Canon || Gender Optional

Jesse Custer || Dominic Cooper || Enhanced Human || Canon || Male

Jesse Katsopolis || John Stamos || Human || Canon || Male

Jessica Gambino || China Anne McClain || Human || OC || Third Female

Jett McCreighton-Hill || Cole Sprouse || Incubus || OC || Male

Ji Ah Nix || Justin H Min || Human || OC || Male Pref

Jill Praetor || Stella Maeve || Witch || OC || Third Female

Jillian Holtzmann || Kate McKinnon || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Jim Moriarty || Andrew Scott || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Jimi Mars || Odiseas Georgiadis || Human || OC || Male

Joaquin DeSantos || Rob Raco || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Joe Addams || Joseph Gordon-Levitt || Wolf Shifter || OC || Male Pref

Joe McAlister || Colin Ford || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Joel Bissainthe || Andy Biersack || Vampire || OC || Male

Joel Gregory || Benedict Cumberbatch || Human || OC || Male

Joel Shmishlyaev || Ash Stymest || Vampire || OC || Male

Johann Stein || Richard Harmon || Human || OC || Male

John Andras Jaqobis || Aaron Ashmore || Human || Canon || Male

John Avanyu || Karl Urban || Yee Naaldlooshi || OC || Male

John Bender || Judd Nelson || Human || Canon || Male Pref

John Constantine || Matt Ryan || Magician || Canon || Male Pref

John Henry Holliday || Tim Rozon || Immortal || Canon || Male

John Law || Vincent Ventresca || Invisible Man || OC || Male

John Mbege || Keiynan Lonsdale || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

John Mitchell || Aidan Turner || Vampire || Canon || Male Pref

John Murphy || Richard Harmon || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

John Sheppard || Joe Flanagan || Human || Canon || Male

John Silvini || Ryan Reynolds || Human || OC || Male

John Vaako Grimm || Karl Urban || Martian Enhanced Human Turned Necromonger || Canon || Male

John Watson || Martin Freeman || Human || Canon || Male

Johnnie Cooper || Tom Ellis || Human || OC || Male Pref

Jon Snow || Kit Harington || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Jonah Howard || Joseph Gordon-Levitt || Human || OC || Third Male

Jonathan Byers || Charlie Heaton || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Jones Templeton || Brock Kelly || Human || OC || Male Pref

Jorah Ruiz || Oscar Isaac || Human || OC || Male

Jordan Howard || Joseph Gordon-Levitt || Human || OC || Male

Jory Kulkarni || Tyler Hoechlin || Vampire || OC || Third Male

Josh Wheeler || Colin Ford || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Jostus Kom Sankru || Brock O’Hurn || Human || OC || Male

Juan Carlos Ortiz || Theo Rossi || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Julian Alfred Pankratz || Joey Batey || Cursed Human || Canon || Optional

Julio Richter || Diego Boneta || Mutant || Canon || Male Pref

June/Au Moone || Dane Dehaan, Cara Delevingne || Metahuman Possessed Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Juno Smith || Ariana Grande || Werewolf || OC || Third Female

Jupiter Danvers || Andy Biersack || Incubus || OC || Male

Jussie Tamberelli || Sachin Sahel || Healer || OC || Male Pref

Kacey Patton || Dylan Sprouse || Witch || OC || Third Male

Kade Arcino || Zachary Quinto || Human || OC || Male

Kady Hooper || Maya Hawke || Witch || OC || Third Female

Kaede Oshiro || Sehun || Demon || OC || Male

Kai Anderson || Evan Peters || Human || Canon || Male

Kaleb Westphall || Daniel Sharman || Witch || Canon || Gender Optional

Kali Prasad || Linnea Berthelsen || Enhanced Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Kapena Carpenter || Hale Appleman || Human || OC || Third Male

Kara Kaa || Eiza Gonzalez || Snake Shifter || OC || Third Female

Kari Caerphilly || Adam Brody || Human || OC || Male Pref

Karolina Dean || Virginia Gardener || Majesdanian || Canon || Gender Optional

Kassandra Šimon || Blake Lively || Human || OC || Third Female

Katherine Kole-Kirby || Kay Victoria || Human || OC || Female

Kaya Carter-Reston || Dove Cameron || Human || OC || Third Female

Kayla Doll || Emily Browning || Experiment || OC || Third Female

Kaylee Sanderson || Gal Gadot || Human || OC || Third Female

Keelan Cavanagh || Tom Hardy || Human || OC || Male

Keladry Veralidaine || JR Bourne || Werewolf || OC || Male

Kelleena Crighton || Hannah John-Kamen || Human || OC || Third Female

Kelly Benton || Darya Goncharova || Human || OC || Third Female

Kelly Pryor || Brandon Larracuente || Human || OC || Male

Kendrick Alighero || Jon Bernthal || Human || OC || Male

Kenickie Murdoch || Dom Sherwood || Human || Canon || Male

Kensington Banning || Will Tudor || Enhanced Human || OC || Male

Kenzo Malikov || Kim Heechul || Fae || OC || Third Male

Kerianne Graves || Marie Avgeropoulos || Human || OC || Third Female

Kevin Keller || Casey Cott || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Kiara Angelika || Teagan Croft || Oracle || OC || Female

Kieran Of The Wild Hunt || Nils Kuiper || Fae || Canon || Male

Kieran Tilo || KJ Apa || Human || OC || Male

Kili || Aidan Turner || Dwarf || Canon || Gender Optional

Killian Salvatore || Scott Caan || Human || OC || Male

Kimball Danelsen || John Harlan Kim || Human || OC || Male Pref

Kimberly Hart || Naomi Scott || Power Ranger || Canon || Gender Optional

Kimril || Richard Armitage || Dragon || OC || Male

Kincaid Jericko || Victor Webster || Mage || OC || Male

King Rí || Joseph Morgan || Vampire || OC || Male Pref

Kingsley Hopkirk || Kris Holden-Ried || Wizard || OC || Gender Optional

Kintsu Kuroi || Jhope || Human || OC || Gender Optional

Kit Pryde || Dylan Sprayberry || Mutant || Genderbent Canon || Male Pref

Kito Jewel || Kit Harrington || Human || OC || Male

Kitra Katriel || Paris Berelc || Human || OC || Third Female

Kittridge Banning || Dom Sherwood || Enhanced Human || OC || Male

Kitty Cheshire || Alyssa Claire Joynson || Wonderlandian || Canon || Third Female

Kol Mikaelson || Nate Buzolic || Original || Canon || Gender Optional

Kolman Johannsen || Dylan McDermott || Human || OC || Gender Optional

Kon-El Kent || Robbie Amell || Half Kryptonite Clone || Canon || Male

Konstantinos Cruz || Colton Haynes || Human || OC || Gender Optional

Kostia Kom Trikru || Adelaide Kane, Emilia Clarke, Nyane Lebajoa, Hannah John-Kamen || Human, Ghost || Canon || Gender Optional

Kostin Kom Trikru || Kit Harington, Lucky Blue Smith, Jordan Calloway || Human || Genderbent Canon || Male

Kris Jacob Cobalt || Alex Høgh Andersen || Werewolf || OC || Male

Kristoff || Chris Hemsworth || Human || Canon || Male

Ku Yejun || Jaejoong || Human || OC || Male

Kuba Kowalski || Antoni Porowski || Incubus || OC || Male Pref

Kurgan Reina || Daniel Gillies || Vampire || OC || Male Pref

Kyda Kom Trishanakru || Josefin Asplund || Human || OC || Third Female

Kyle Bathory || Jake Manley || Human || OC || Third Male

Kyra JB Badd || Alexa Davalos || Human || Canon || Third Female

Kyrylo Lytvynenko || Jamie Campbell-Bower || Upir || OC || Male

L Lawliet || Ken'ichi Matsuyama || Human || Canon || Male

Lacey Rainer || Jason Ralph || Telekinetic God-Gifted Assassin || OC || Male Pref

Lachlan Camdyn || Reilly Dolman || Human || OC || Male

Ladislaus Anikita Celje || Liam James || Familiar || OC || Gender Optional

Ladon Ormarr || Charlie Heaton || Dragon || OC || Male

Lagi Pikari || Taika Waititi || Human || OC || Optional

Lán Sé Límíng || G-Dragon || Demon || OC || Male

Lara Croft || Alicia Vikander, Tom Hardy || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Lara Montgomery || Shelley Hennig || Human || OC || Third Female

Larry Trainor || Matt Bomer || Metahuman || Canon || Male

Lauren Garroway || Jade Tailor || Witch || OC || Third Female

Laurie Gwinnett || Anne Hathaway || Human || OC || Third Female

Laveau McQueen || Richard Harmon || Witch || OC || Male Pref

Lavrenty Comescu || Jack O'Connell || Human || OC || Male

Lawrence Addington || Jude Law || God-Gifted Human || OC || Male

LC-4397 || Brock O’Hurn || Transgenic || OC || Male Pref

Lee Christmas || Jason Statham || Human || Canon || Male

Leigh Trace || Christian Slater || Human || OC || Male

Leith Camdyn || Will Tudor || Human || OC || Male

Lennox Peabody || Torrance Coombs || Human || OC || Male

Leo Moreau || Christopher Larkin || Human || OC || Male Pref

Leon Coutts || Jeremy Renner || Human || OC || Male

Leon Strong || Johnny Strong || Human || Canon || Male

Leonard McCoy || Karl Urban || Human || Canon || Male

Leonard Snart || Wentworth Miller || Human || Canon || Male

Levi Livingston || Jackson Rathbone || Human || OC || Third Male

Lex Kom Trikru || Greyston Holt || Human || Genderbent Canon || Male

Lex Miller || Jack Gillett || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Lexa Kom Trikru || Alycia Debnam-Carey || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Lexington Wallander III || Travis Fimmel || Human || OC || Male

Li Lán-Lěi || Dianne Doan || Human || OC || Gender Optional

Liam Dunbar || Dylan Sprayberry || Werewolf || Canon || Gender Optional

Liander Tybalt || Harry Shum Jr || Human || OC || Male

Liberty Tazzno || Mollee Gray || Human || OC || Third Female

Light Yagami || Tatsuya Fujiwara || Sinigami Powered Human || Canon || Male

Lilah Sanderson || Danielle Campbell || Witch || OC || Third Female

Lilit-Niya || Amber Heard || Goddess || Canon || Fluid

Lily [Sparkle] Soleil || Virginia Gardener || Warlock || OC || Third Female

Lily Highsmith || Crystal Reed || Nephilim || OC || Third Female

Lincoln Fawkes || Thomas McDonell || Human || OC || Male

Link || Austin Butler || Hylian || Canon || Male Pref

Lionel Reginus || Jason Momoa || Human || OC || Male

Lip || Jared Padalecki || Kelpie || OC || Male

Lisbet Darling || Jennifer Lawrence || Human || OC || Third Female

Lissa Anderson || Jessica Lu || Human || OC || Third Female

Logan Cale || Michael Weatherly || Human || Canon || Male

Loki Laufeyson || Cole Sprouse, Tom Hiddleston || Norse God || Canon || Fluid

Lola Locorant || Eiza Gonzalez || Human || OC || Third Female

London Clark || Chris Evans || Human || OC || Male

Lorelai Vierra || Lana Parilla || Witch || OC || Third Female

Loren Knowles || Shannon Kook || Human || OC || Male Pref

Lorene of Haak || Lady Gaga || Witcher || OC || Third Female

Lorenzo St. John || Michael Malarky || Vampire || Canon || Male

Lorna Lexington || Emma Dumont || Human || OC || Third Female

Lou LaBelle-Ferretti || Tasya Teles || Human || OC || Third Female

Louisa Giroux || Danielle Campbell || Hyena Shifter || OC || Third Female

Loukianos Kohler || John Pyper-Ferguson || Human || OC || Male Pref

Loullabelle Jones || Allison Scagliotti || Human || OC || Third Female

Lowell Forbes || Scott Speedman || Human || OC || Male

Lucien Collins || Tom Ellis || Enhanced Human || OC || Male

Lucien Judith || Michael Johnston || Human || OC || Male Pref

Lucifer Morningstar || Tom Ellis || Fallen Angel || Canon || Gender Optional

Lucilla Nike || Charlize Theron || Enchantress || OC || Third Female

Lucius Philo || Kellan Lutz || Vampire || OC || Male

Lucy Winterford || Maia Mitchell || Witch || OC || Third Female

Luke Castellan || Jake Abel || Demi-God || Canon || Male Pref

Luke Collins || Zak Henri || Human || OC || Male Pref

Luke Crain || Oliver Cohen-Jackson || Human || Canon || Male

Luke Dusk || Mark Pellegrino || Human || OC || Male Pref

Luna Berry || Vanessa Morano, Thesgtwins || Human || OC || Third Female

Lykaios Godfrey || Bill Skarsgard || Werewolf || Twin OC || Male

Lyn Llewellyn || Ross Lynch || Elemental || OC || Third Male

Lyria Of Leah || Vanessa Morgan || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Lyric Royal || Michael B Jordan & Zendaya Coleman || Fae || OC || Optional

Lyssie Mulford || Madelaine Petsch || Human || OC || Third Female

M’Ari Walker || Ksenia Solo || Human || OC || Third Female

Macie Dixon || Brie Larsen || Enhanced Human || OC || Third Female

Mack Wilson || David Giuntoli || Human || OC || Male

Mackey Garth || TJ Thyne || Human || OC || Male Pref

Maddison Moreau || Sarah Hyland || Warlock || OC || Third Female

Maddison Trevor || Bella Thorne || Human || OC || Third Female

Madelhari Mim || Miles Heizer || Mage || OC || Third Male

Madeline Brewster || Idda Van Munster || Enhanced Human || OC || Third Female

Madrigan Hatter || Landon Liboiron || Wonderlandian || OC || Male Pref

Mae Coombs || Lili Reinhart || Human || OC || Third Female

Maeve Aella || Phoebe Tonkin || Amazon || OC || Third Female

Magalie Johannsen || Christina Ricci || Human || OC || Third Female

Magnus Bane || Harry Shum Jr || Warlock || Canon || Gender Optional

Magpie TwoSpirit || Ruby Rose || Fae || OC || Third Female

Magret Spector || Vanessa Morgan || Human || OC || Third Female

Magrette Marburg || Ksenia Solo || Human || OC || Third Female

Mail Jeevas || Luhan || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Makaio Timoti || Wentworth Miller || Wolf Shifter || OC || Male

Makena Kysely || Colton Haynes || Dragon || OC || Male

Malachai || Nicholas Hoult || Vampire || OC || Male

Malachai Parker || Chris Wood || Syphoner || Canon || Male Pref

Malarky Malone || Chloe Bennet || Half Angel || OC || Third Female

Malcolm Reynolds || Nathan Fillion || Human || Canon || Male

Maleficent || Jonathan Rhys Meyers || Faerie || Genderbent Canon || Male

Mallory Booth || Emmy Rossum || Enhanced Human || OC || Third Female

Mangjol Ji-Tae || Minhyuk Btob || Human || OC || Male

Marc Anciel || Ross Lynch || Human || OC || Gender Optional

Marc Wilder || Avan Jogia || Neko || OC || Gender Optional

Marcheline Andrews || Kat McNamara || Human || Genderbent Canon || Gender Optional

Marcus Addams || Kim Coates || Wolf Shifter || OC || Male

Marcus Lopez Arguello || Benjamin Wadsworth || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Margo Kom Sankru || Natalie Dormer || Human || OC || Third Female

Maria Esperanza Salazar || María Gabriela De Faría || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Marishka Tepes || Kiara Glasco || Vampire || OC || Female

Marisol Louiston || Ana De Armas || Mutant || OC || Third Female

Mark Hobb || Jensen Ackles || Dire Wolf Beast || OC || Male

Mark Hunter || Christian Slater || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Marley McCaffrey || Skeet Ulrich || Human || OC || Male Pref

Marmaduke Mason || Cody Kiersley || Human || Canon || Male

Martin Rowdy || Michael Eklund || Anomalous Entity || Canon || Male

Maryam Qazi || Sofia Boutella || Human || OC || Third Female

Marzio Altamura || Jimmy Quaintance || Human || OC || Male

Mathew Brightley || Asa Butterfield, Cillian Murphy || Human || OC || Male Pref

Mathew Martin || Tom Holland || Banshee Triplet || OC || Male

Mathew Milburn || Chris Wood || Human || OC || Male

Matilda Zolnerowich || Sygin || Human || OC || Third Female

Matt Murdock || Charlie Cox || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Maven King || Diego Barrueco || Raven Shifter || OC || Male

Max Pearce || David Castro || Human || OC || Male

Maxine Mayfield || Sadie Sink, Kat McNamara, Natasha Lyonne || Human || Canon || Female

Mayte Enscorpion || Matt Cedeno || Human || OC || Male

Mazikeen || Lesley Ann-Brandt || Demon || Canon || Third Female

McFarlane Carter-Reston || Skeet Ulrich  || Human || OC || Male

Mekhi Kennedy || Bill Skarsgard || Cambion || OC || Male

Melchiorre Auriemma || Rob Raco || Enhanced Human || OC || Male Pref

Meliorn || Jade Hassouné || Fae || Canon || Gender Optional

Melville Putnam || Jackson Rathbone || Human || OC || Male

Merida || Rachelle LeFevre, Kat McNamara, Sadie Sink || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Merlin Emrys || Colin Morgan || Warlock || Canon || Gender Optional

Merrick Finn || Dylan O'Brien || Firestarter || OC || Gender Optional

Mi Se-Yeon || Jimin || Sprite || OC || Third Male

Michael Guerin || Brendan Fehr || Alien || Canon || Male Pref

Michael Wheeler || Finn Wolfhard, Ezra Miller, Orlando Bloom || Human || Canon || Male

Michelle Jones || Zendaya Coleman || Human || Canon || Third Pref

Michelle Reilly || Sonequa Martin-Green || Human || OC || Third Female

Mick Finn || Callum Blue || Firestarter || OC || Male

Mick Sweeney || Pablo Schreiber || Human || OC || Male

Midnight Iris || Jordan Patrick Smith || Werewolf || OC || Male

Mieczyslaw Stilinski || Dylan O'Brien || Magical Human With A Hint Of Fox || Canon || Gender Optional

Mikaela Whistler || Wentworth Miller || Human || OC || Femme

Mike Plisskin || Colin Ford || Werewolf || OC || Third Male

Mike Quire || Aaron Yoo || Mutant || OC || Male Pref

Mikhailo Milkovich || Noel Fisher || Human || Canon || Male

Miles Jordan || Ansel Elgort || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Miles O’Shaughnessy || Robert Sheehan || White Witch || OC || Male Pref

Miller Petroff || Mike Vogel || Human || OC || Male Pref

Milos Toplaski || Tommy Flanagan || Werewolf || OC || Male

Mindy Macready || Chloe Grace Moretz || Human || Canon || Third Pref

Minka Vodnik || Olivia Wilde || Human || OC || Third Female

Mira Bellami || Victoria Justice || Human || OC || Third Female

Mirai, The Queen of Roses, Tamer of Wyverns || Nyane Lebajoa || Magical Human || OC || Third

Misty Lombardo || Adelaide Kane || Human || OC || Third Female

Molly Bright || Jade Weber || Human || OC || Third Female

Molly Parks || Cara Delevingne || Human || OC || Third Female

Monroe Klump || Nick Robinson || Human || Genderbent Canon || Male Pref

Monroe Lorenzo || Michael Malarky || Human || OC || Male Pref

Morgan Julius || Landon Liboiron || Human || OC || Third Male

Morpheus || Hale Appleman || Endless || Canon || Gender Optional

Morrigan Wallace || Lena Headey || Celtic Goddess || Semi Canon || Gender Optional

Morrison Wallace || Tommy Flanagan || Celtic God || Semi Canon || Male

Murphy MacManus || Norman Reedus || Human || Canon || Male

Murtagh Reston || Thomas Doherty || Human || OC || Male

Nadia Udinov || Elizabeth Olsen || Enhanced Human || OC || Female Pref

Nalini Horowitz || Alex Saxon || Human || OC || Male Pref

Nancy Caine || Anna Kendrick || Human || OC || Third Female

Nancy Wheeler || Natalia Dyer || Human || Cisbent Canon || Trans Female

Natalia Miller || Ashleigh Murray || Human || Genderbent Canon || Gender Optional

Nathan Miller || Jarod Joseph || Human || Canon || Male

Nathan Young || Robert Sheehan || Enhanced Human || Canon || Male Pref

Nathaniel Barton || Grant Gustin || Human || OC || Third Male

Nathaniel Marburg || Stephen James || Human || OC || Male

Nathaniel Spooner || Toby Hemmingway || Neko || OC || Third Male

Natshana Kom Trishanakru || Chai Hansen || Human || Twin OC || Male Pref

Navajo Cash || Chris Pine || Human || OC || Male

Nell Reba-Barnes || Steve Howey || Enhanced Human || OC || Male

Neptune Hollins || Noah Centineo || Greek God || Semi Canon || Male

Nia Bradbury || Andy Biersack || Witch || OC || Male

Nic Janson || Troye Sivan || Human || OC || Third Male

Nicholas Scratch || Gavin Leatherwood || Witch || Canon || Male Pref

Nick Agave || Dom Sherwood || Human || OC || Third Male

Nick Gant || Chris Evans || Psychic - Mover || Canon || Male Pref

Nick St North || Joel Kinnaman || Guardian || OC || Male

Nick Tevetino || Stephen Lund || Human || OC || Male

Nico DiAngelo || David Mazouz || Demi-God || Canon || Male Pref

Nico Minoru || Lyrica Okano || Magical Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Nicolai Duchamps || Joseph Gordon-Levitt || Upir || OC || Male

Nik Ellis || KJ Apa || Human || OC || Third Male

Nikita Byrne || Kit Harington || Human || OC || Third Male

Niklaus Mikaelson || Joseph Morgan || Original || Canon || Gender Optional

Nikol Lynch || Jessica Alba || Human || OC || Third Female

Nile Gwynnne || Nate Buzolic || Demon Spawn || OC || Male

Noah Bello || Ben Barnes || Human || OC || Male

Noah Johnson || Mitchell Hope || Human || OC || Male Pref

Noah Preston || Max Riemelt || Human || OC || Male Pref

Noah/Noelle Rowling || Max Irons & Katheryn Newton || Human || OC || Fluid

Nolan James || Norman Reedus || Human || OC || Third Male

Nori Herschel || Jude Karda || Human || OC || Fluid

Note Scofield || Tom Holland || Human || OC || Third Male

Nouri Narrington || Caleb Landry Jones || Werewolf || OC || Male Pref

Nova || Adam Lambert || Siren Necromancer || OC || Male

Nysse Hamilton || Dayana Melgares || Human || OC || Third Female

Nyx Greymark || Nyané Lebajoa || Witch || OC || Third Female

Oaklee Zaharis || Marie Avgeropoulos || Werewolf || OC || Third Female

Oddmund Bodilson || Brett Dalton || Human || OC || Third Male

Oliva MacCallion || Imogen Poots || Human || OC || Third Female

Oliver Delfino || KJ Apa || Human || Twin OC || Male

Oliver McQueen || Charlie Hunnam || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Oliver Pike || Milo Ventimiglia || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Oliver Sofer || Armie Hammer || Human || Canon || Male

Oliver Vidal || Billy Porter || Human || OC || Male Pref

One || Ryan Reynolds || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Ong Minjae || Sehun || Human || OC || Third Male

Onyx Frost-Haddock || Cole Sprouse || Half-Guardian || OC || Male Pref

Orin Suelita || DJ Cotrona || Warlock || OC || Third Male

Orion Hunter || Jai Courtney || Immortal || Semi Canon || Male

Orla Wyley || Freya Allan || Witch || OC || Third Female

Orti Palma-Picarzo || Rob Raco || Incubus || OC || Male Pref

Osbaldo Avanyu || Oscar Jaenada || Yee Naaldlooshi || OC || Male

Otis Keen || Cody Christian || Human || OC || Male

Owen Anton || Devon Sawa || Human || OC || Male Pref

Owen Grady || Chris Pratt || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Owen Palomino || Sean Patrick Flanery || Horse Shifter || OC || Male

Owen Shaw || Luke Evans || Human || Canon || Male

Padraig Doyle || Andrew Scott || Human || OC || Male

Palmer Isley || KJ Apa || Enhanced Human || Genderbent Canon || Male Pref

Pamela Isley || Natalie Dormer, Madelaine Petsch || Enhanced Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Parker || Beth Riesgraf || Human || Canon || Third Pref

Patricia Hay || Crystal Reed || Human || OC || Female Pref

Patricia LLewelyn || Scout Taylor Compton || Vampire || OC || Female Pref

Patrick Grimsby || Ian Bohen || Empath || OC || Male

Paul Rumancek || Landon Liboiron || Werewolf || Twin OC || Male Pref

Paul Tristan || Nick Jonas || Human || OC || Male

Paul Trubel || Miles Heizer || Human || OC || Male Pref

Paula Cavanaugh || Alisha Wainwright || Human || OC || Third Female

Pearl Hayes || Jennifer Laurence || Human || OC || Third Female

Pegasus Simon || Joe Manganiello || Human || OC || Third Male

Peilani Salvatore || Jason Momoa || Human || OC || Third Male

Penelope Mira || Lee Sun-Mi || Enhanced Human || OC || Third Female

Percival Albion || Tom Hopper || Human || Canon || Male

Percy Jackson || Cole Sprouse || Demi-God || Canon || Male Pref

Pern Sorrows || Colin Morgan || Half-Cat Experiment || OC || Male

Perry Avanyu || Drew Fuller || Yee Naaldlooshi || OC || Male Pref

Persphone || Dom Sherwood || God || Semi Canon || Third Male

Peter Burke || Tim DeKay || Human || Canon || Male

Peter Hale || Ian Bohen || Werewolf || Canon || Male Pref

Peter Parker || Tom Holland || Enhanced Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Peter Quill || Chris Pratt || Half-Celestial || Canon || Male Pref

Peter Rumancek || Landon Liboiron || Werewolf || Canon || Male Pref

Petra Yolga || Taylor Hickson || Human || Canon || Third Pref

Peyton Bennett || Dove Cameron || Human || OC || Third Female

Phelix Sinclair || Alexander Skarsgard || Human || OC || Male Pref

Philip Coulson || Clark Gregg || Human || Canon || Male

Philip Pearson || Reilly Dolman || Traveler || Canon || Gender Optional

Philip Trembuey || Reilly Dolman || Human || OC || Third Male

Phoenix Arthur || Charlie Hunnam || Werewolf || OC || Third Male

Pierre Toulouse || Gaspard Ulliel || Human || OC || Male Pref

Pietro Maximoff || Aaron Taylor-Johnson || Mutant || Canon || Gender Optional

Piotr Nikolaievitch Rasputin || Danila Kozlovsky || Mutant || Canon || Male Pref

Piper Otis || Emma Mackey || Human || OC || Third Female

Pippa French || Brianna Hildebrand || Human || OC || Third Female

Pitch Black || Jude Law || Nightmare King || Canon || Male Pref

Polly Rice || Quintessa Swindel || Human || OC || Third Female

Prali Kus || Sendhil Ramamurthy || Human || OC || Male Pref

Priscilla Clements || Sarah Jeffery || Human || OC || Third

Priscilla-Jean Henrietta O'Hare || Ruth Negga || Human || Canon || Third Female

Proinsias Cassidy || Joe Gilgun || Vampire || Canon || Male

Prudence McCreary || Ruby Rose || Human || Twin OC || Third Female

Prudence Night || Tati Gabrielle || Witch || Canon || Gender Optional

PSY 217 || Richard Harmon || Transgenic || OC || Male

Pubert Addams || David Mazouz || Mostly Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Puglsey Addams || Cole Sprouse || Mostly Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Quade Reeves || Froy Gutierrez || Human || OC || Male Pref

Queenie Scarlett || Bailey Jay || Human || OC || Third Female

Quentin Coldwater || Jason Ralph || Magician || Canon || Gender Optional

Quentin Cruikshanks || Zane Holtz || Human || OC || Male Pref

Quentin Quire || Machine Gun Kelly || Mutant || Canon || Gender Optional

Quinlan Cruikshanks || Zane Holtz || Human || OC || Male Pref

Quinn Dolan || Richard Harmon || Enhanced Human || OC || Male Pref

Racel Tabytha || Christopher Gorham || Human || OC || Male Pref

Rachel Summers || KJ Apa || Mutant || Genderbent Canon || Male Pref

Radley Finch || Stephen James || Enhanced Human || OC || Male

Radovan Zivkovic || Tom Hardy || Werewolf || OC || Male

Ragnar Lothbrok || Travis Fimmel || Human || Canon || Male

Rainier Bright || Osric Chau || Siren || OC || Gender Optional

Raiven Reyes || Avan Jogia || Human || Genderbent Canon || Male Pref

Raleigh Beckett || Charlie Hunnam || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Randall Carpio || Adam DiMarco || Werewolf || Canon || Male Pref

Ransom Drysdale || Chris Evans || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Raphael Santiago || David Castro || Vampire || Canon || Male Pref

Rapunzel || Jensen Ackles || Magical Human || Genderbent Canon || Male Pref

Raven Reyes || Lindsey Morgan || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Ravi Enrico || Robert Sheehan || Incubus || OC || Gender Optional

Raylan Bernice || Michael Vlamis || Human || OC || Male

Raylan Givens || Timothy Olyphant || Human || Canon || Male

Rayner Pope || Seth Gabel || Witch || OC || Male

Reese Arany || John Stamos || Human || OC || Male

Reginald Mantle || Charles Melton || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Regis Rexford || Daniel Sharman || Human || OC || Male

Reid Garwin || Toby Hemmingway || Witch || Canon || Male Pref

Reileen Kawahara || Dichen Lachman || Envoy || Canon || Third Female

Remington Goldwyn-Mayer || Michael Fassbender || Human || OC || Male

Remus Godfrey || Bill Skarsgard || Upir || Twin OC || Male

Renfri of Creydon || Emma Appleton || Mutant || Canon || Optional

Renfri Pankratz || Dove Cameron || Cursed Human Part Elf || OC || Third Female

Rey Bolivar || David Castro || Human || OC || Male Pref

Ria Rosston || Cher Lloyd || Human || OC || Third Female

Richard Amore || Adam Levine || Human || OC || Male Pref

Richard B Riddick || Vin Diesel || Furyan || Canon || Male

Richard Brooks || Andrew Scott || Human || Twin OC || Male Pref

Richard Gecko || Zane Holtz || Culebra || Canon || Male Pref

Richard Harbrooke || Andrew Lincoln, Timothee Chalamet, Robert Sheehan || Shifter || OC || Male Pref

Rick Hobb || DJ Cotrona || Human || OC || Male Pref

Rick Lincoln || Luke MacFarlane || Human || Canon || Male

Riko Velli || Niko Pepaj || Human || OC || Male

Riley Barrick || Luke Bilyk || Human || OC || Male Pref

Rina Dust || Kat McNamara || Fairy || OC || Third Female

Rippert Finley || Arthur Darvill || Human || OC || Male Pref

River Green || Ezra Miller || Sprite || OC || Fluid

Roan Kom Azgeda || Zach McGowan || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Robert Altabani || Jason Statham || Human || Canon || Male

Robert Brown || Scott Foley || Human || Canon || Male

Robert Cooper || Will Tudor  || Human || Genderbent Canon || Male Pref

Robert Drake || Shawn Ashmore || Mutant || Canon || Male Pref

Robert Eames || Tom Hardy || Human || Canon || Male

Robert King || Gabriel Macht || Human || OC || Male

Robert Lockshood || Taron Egerton || Human || OC || Male Pref

Robert Mercer || Mark Wahlberg || Human || Canon || Male

Robert Svane || Michael Eklund || Revenant || Canon || Male Pref

Roberto Vega || Jai Courtney || Human || OC || Male

Robin Buckley || Maya Hawke || Human || Canon || Female

Robin Carter || Luanna Perez || Enhanced Human || OC || Third Female

Robin Downes || Cole Sprouse || Siren || OC || Male

Robin Locksley || Colin Ford || Human || OC || Trans Male

Rocket Jameson || Alberto Rosende || Human || OC || Male

Roman Godfrey || Bill Skarsgard || Upir || Canon || Male Pref

Roman Mercer || Avan Jogia || Medium || Canon || Gender Optional

Ron Anderson || Austin Abrams || Human || Canon || Male

Rook Corvinus || Benjamin Wadsworth || Hybrid || OC || Male Pref

Rook Smith || Thomas Doherty || Raven King || OC || Male Pref

Rory Reagan || Richard Madden || Human || OC || Male

Rosalee Lette || Taylor Momsen || Vampire || OC || Third Female

Rosalia Santiago || Eiza Gonzalez || Vampire || OC || Third Female

Rosalva Carman || Emeraude Toubia || Human || OC || Third Female

Rosamel Soma || Will Tudor || Breeder || OC || Third Male

Rose Parker || Sasha Lane || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Rosie Dainty || Sarah Hyland || Vampire || OC || Third Female

Rostro Connaver || Brett Dier || Human || OC || Male Pref

Rowan Kom Azgeda || Olga Kurylenko || Human || Genderbent Canon || Gender Optional

Royce Gendry || Boyd Holbrook || Human || OC || Male

Ruairí Gunnrarr || Sean Patrick Flanery || Human || OC || Male Pref

Ruby Henderson || Adelaide Kane || Royal Alpha || OC || Third Female

Rune Kom Azgeda || Jason Momoa || Human || OC || Male

Rusty Ryan || Brad Pitt || Human || Canon || Male

Ruth Fisher || Barbara Palvin || Human || OC || Third

Ruth Hornik || Sarah Paulson || Human || OC || Third Female

Ryan Atwood || Ben MacKenzie || Human || Canon || Male

Rycroft Philostrate || Orlando Bloon || Half-Fae || Canon || Male Pref

Ryl/Lyra Connors || Caleb Landry Jones, Holland Roden || Twin-Too Technopath || OC || Fluid

Saber Gilmore || Curran Walters || Human || OC || Male Pref

Saiya Erembour || Kiernan Shipka || Human || OC || Third Female

Sam & Seb Shankarov || Joel Kinnaman || Human || OC || Male

Sam Beem || Jordan Connor || Human || OC || Male

Samael Abigor || Tom Hardy || Demon || OC || Male

Samantha Lee Fisher || Kiersey Clemons || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Sameen Shaw || Sarah Shahi || Human || Canon || Third Female

Samira Ramirez Avanyu || Rihanna || Yee Naaldlooshi || OC || Third Female

Samoset Ramirez Avanyu || Theo Rossi || Yee Naaldlooshi || OC || Male Pref

Santa Muerte || Riae Suicide || Culebra || OC || Third Female

Santanico Pandemonium || Eiza Gonzalez || Culebra || Canon || Third Pref

Saoirse Terpsichore Conlon || Emeraude Toubia || Human || OC || Third Female

Sara Pezzini || Yancy Butler || Host Of The Witchblade || Canon || Third Pref

Sassafras Caitsidhe || Asa Butterfield || Demon Cat Familiar || OC || Third Male

Sawyer Murray || Bex Taylor-Klaus || Enhanced Human || OC || Third Female

Saya Kuroki || Lana Condor || Human || Canon || Third Pref

Schrödinger Cat || Vanness Wu || Wonderlandian || OC || Male Pref

Scorpius Malfoy || Troye Sivan || Wizard || Canon || Gender Optional

Scott Canterbury || Nate Buzolic || Human || OC || Third Male

Scott Lang || Paul Rudd || Human || Canon || Optional

Scott McCall || Tyler Posey || Werewolf || Canon || Gender Optional

Scott Summers || Tye Sheridan || Mutant || Canon || Gender Optional

Sean Gallagher || Dane Dehaan || Human || OC || Male

Seasmus Zelazny Harper || Gordon Michael Woolvett || Human || Canon || Male

Sebastian De Poitiers || Torrance Coombs || Human || Canon || Male

Sebastian Michaelis || Jared Leto || Demon || Canon || Male

Sebastian Moran || Michael Fassbender || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Sebastian Morgenstern || Will Tudor || Nephilim || Canon || Male Pref

Sebastian Reid || Toby Hemmingway || Nephilim || OC || Male Pref

Sébastienne Morgenstern || Dove Cameron || Demon Blooded Nephilim || Genderbent Canon || Third Female

Seireadan Conlon || Bill Skarsgard || Human || Canon || Male

Senka Grant || Izabella Miko || Human || OC || Third Female

Serafin Bratomil Leonidus || Jamie Campbell Bower || Vampire || OC || Male

Seth Capricorn || Jeffrey Dean Morgan || Wolf Shifter || OC || Male

Seth Gecko || DJ Cotrona || Human || Canon || Male

Seth Pearce || Jordan Connor || Human || Canon || Male

Seven || Blaine || Corey Hawkins || Human || Canon || Male

Severin Moran || Michael Fassbender || Human || Twin OC || Male Pref

Shalimar Fox || Victoria Pratt || Child Of Genomex || Canon || Gender Optional

Shalimar Rose || Emeraude Toubia || Human || OC || Third Female

Shane Kilmartin || Noah Centineo || Human || OC || Male

Shane Richardson || Colin Farrell || Human || OC || Male

Shannon Ricks || Bradley Cooper || Human || OC || Male

Shawn Spencer || James Roday || Human || Canon || Male

Shelby Kiyaya || Jason Momoa || Human || OC || Male

Sherlock Holmes || Benedict Cumberbatch || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Sherrinford Holmes || Benedict Cumberbatch || Human || Twin OC || Male Pref

Sherry Nichols || Elle Fanning || Human || OC || Third Female

Shuri Of Wakanda || Letitia Wright || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Sicario Montoya || David Castañeda || Enhanced Human || Twin OC || Male

Sigla Kom Podakru || Kathryn Winnick || Human || OC || Third Female

Sigourney Algernon || Francois Arnaud || Human || OC || Male

Silas Kyle || Charles Melton || Human || Genderbent Canon || Male Pref

Silver Loretta || Chelsea Zhang || Human || OC || Third Female

Sim Chunho || Kiseop || Human || OC || Male

Simon Bellamy || Iwan Rheon || Enhanced Human || OC || Male

Simon Cooper || Grant Gustin || Human || OC || Male Pref

Simon Jogia || Rami Malek || Human || OC || Male Pref

Simon Lewis || Alberto Rosende || Vampire || Canon || Gender Optional

Simone Sumner || Olivia Holt || Human || OC || Female Pref

Sinclair Lorentz || Aidan Turner || Dragon || OC || Male

Sindri Vidarr || Dane Dehaan, Dawid Auguscik || Runic Witch || OC || Male

Siobhan Mbege || China Anne McClain || Human || Genderbent Canon || Gender Optional

Siobhan Murphy || Lyndsy Fonseca || Human || Genderbent Canon || Gender Optional

Sion Brass || Wentworth Miller || Enhanced Human || OC || Male

Sioux Cash || Jeremy Renner || Human || OC || Male

Six || Dave Franco || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Skulduggery Pleasant || Matt Bomer || Mage || Canon || Male

Skylling Vance || Dylan O'Brien || Fae   || OC || Third Male

Sol Whitecrest || Nadia Hilker || Forest Mage || OC || Male Pref

Soloman Grant || Jason Issacs || Human || OC || Male

Sonnie Smythe || Dane Dehaan || Human || OC || Third Male

Sophie Brightborn || Kat McNamara || Witch || OC || Third Female

Sorrell Hartfield || Chloe Bennet || Enhanced Human || OC || Third Female

Soubi Agatsuma || T. O. P || Fighter || Canon || Male

Spencer Harley || Kellan Lutz || Human || OC || Male

Spencer Sloane || Toby Wallace || Enhanced Human || OC || Male Pref

Spring Heeled Jack || Jordan Connor || Spring Heeled Jack || Semi Canon || Male

Sruthan Conlon || Colin Ford || Human || OC || Male

St. John Allerdyce || Aaron Stanford || Mutant || Canon || Gender Optional

Stan Rotor || Machine Gun Kelly || Human || OC || Male

Stefano Harrington || Joe Keery, Jay Ryan, Danielle Campbell, Eliza Dushku || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Steffen Dumah Vigo || Aaron Stanford || Fallen Angel || OC || Male

Stellan Adair || Cody Fern || Human || OC || Male Pref

Stephen Strange || Benedict Cumberbatch || Sorcerer || Canon || Male

Steve Hopper || Zac Efron || Human || OC || Male Pref

Steve Jinks || Aaron Ashmore || Human || Canon || Male

Steve McGarrett || Alex O’Loughlin || Human || Canon || Male

Steve Winchell || Patrick Gibson || Human || Canon || Male

Steven Rogers || Chris Evans || Super Soldier || Canon || Gender Optional

Stewart Addams || Ewan McGregor || Wolf Shifter || OC || Male

Stirling Argent || Joel Kinnaman || Human || OC || Male

Stuart Twombly-Stilinski || Dylan O'Brien || Magical Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Suk Hyun-Woo || Jin Young || Human || OC || Male

Suk Jung-Hee || Kim Jaejoong || Human || OC || Male Pref

Suk Pyong-Ho || Hong Bin || Human || OC || Male

Suleyman Matheson || Richard Armitage || Human || OC || Male Pref

Sullivan Harper || Norman Reedus || Human || OC || Male

Sunshine Magnum || Ash Stymest || Human || OC || Third Male

Takeshi Kovacs || Joel Kinnaman, Will Yun Lee || Envoy || Canon || Male Pref

Takuya Rain || Jung Ji Hoon || Shapeshifter || OC || Male Pref

Talia Trent || Arden Cho || Human || OC || Third Female

Taliesin Bell || Stirling Knight || Fairy || OC || Male Pref

Tamara Thompson || Sophie Turner || Human || Semi Canon || Female

Tara Blackfeather || Taylor Momsen || Witch || OC || Third Female

Tara Maclay || Amber Benson || Witch || Canon || Female

Tara Orlov || Ksenia Solo || Fae || OC || Female Pref

Tara Thompson || Eleanor Tomlinson || Human || OC || Female

Tate [003] Harrington || Chandler Riggs || Enhanced Human || OC || Gender Optional

Teagan Topaz || Jade Thirlwell || Human || OC || Third Female

Teasaidh Addams || Aidan Turner || Wolf Shifter || OC || Male Pref

Templeton Peck || Bradley Cooper || Human || Canon || Male

Terry Jasper || Dwayne Johnson || Human || OC || Male

Themis Cosmo || KJ Apa || Enhanced Human || OC || Male Pref

Theo Abbott || Evan Crooks || Human || Canon || Male

Theo Putnam || Lachlan Watson || Human || Canon || Trans Male

Theo Raeken || Cody Christian || Chimera || Canon || Male Pref

Theodora Crain || Kate Siegel || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Theodore Altman || Alexander Ludwig || Kree-Skrull Hybrid || Canon || Male Pref

Theodore Bagwell || Robert Knepper || Human || Canon || Male

Theodore Williams || Adam G. Sevani || Human || OC || Male Pref

Thomas Addams || Jensen Ackles || Wolf Shifter || OC || Third Male

Thomas Charles Zia || Tyler Posey || Human || OC || Male Pref

Thomas Teller || Travis Fimmel || Human || Semi Canon || Male

Thor Odinson || Chris Hemsworth || Norse God || Canon || Male Pref

Three || Javier || Manuel Garcia-Rulfo || Human || Canon || Male

Tiger O’Hanigan || Sebastian Stan || Human || OC || Male

Tihomir Bosko || James Marsters || Dragon || OC || Male

Tilda Rothschild || Amanda Seyfried || Human || OC || Third Female

Tim Gutterson || Jacob Pitts || Human || Canon || Male

Timechenko Thorin || Brock O'Hurn || Godling || OC || Male

Timothy Drake || Cole Sprouse || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Timpson Jenkins || Cody Saintgnue || Human || OC || Male Pref

Tinkerbell || Dove Cameron || Fairy || Canon || Third Female

TK Bell || Emilia Clarke || Human || OC || Third Female

Tobias Bourne || Colin Ford || Human || OC || Male

Tobias Morei || Pedro Aurelian || Vampire || OC || Male

Toby Cavanaugh || Keegan Allen || Human || Canon || Male Pref

Todd Brotzman || Elijah Wood || Human || Canon || Male

Tolmas Nichols-Dix || David Castro || Empath || OC || Third Male

Tomi Glover || Viggo Mortensen || Human || OC || Male Pref

Tommie Hart || Joey Batey || Human || OC || Male

Tommy Conway || Jensen Ackles || Human || OC || Male Pref

Tony Monroe || Jon Hamm || Human || OC || Male

Tony Parker || Dom Sherwood || Human || OC || Male Pref

Tori Markham || Maggie Q || Human || OC || Third Female

Torrance Green || Parker Hurley || Mutant || OC || Male Pref

Trace Georgia || Shiloh Fernandez || Human || OC || Male Pref

Tracy Rose || David Gandy || Human || OC || Male

Travis Buchanen || Norman Reedus || Winged Human || Canon || Male Pref

Trent Malcolm || Dave Franco || Human || OC || Male

Trevor Holden || Jared Abrahamson || Traveler || Canon || Male

Treyu Kom Sankru || Charlie Hunnam || Natblida || OC || Male

Tribute Jones || Thomas Doherty || Human || OC || Male

Tristan Duffy || Finn Wittrock || Vampire || OC || Male Pref

Tristan Gaheris || Bradley James || Human || OC || Male Pref

Trudyeau I Tania || Clive Standen || Fae Royalty || Semi Canon || Male

Turbo Pokaski || Cody Kearsley || Human || Canon || Male

Turner Keystone || Orlando Bloon || Human || OC || Male Pref

Ty Fontaine || Stephen Amell || Human || OC || Male

Ty Swindel || Justin Hartley || Human || Canon || Male

Uma Scylla || China Anne McClain || Sea Witch || Canon || Third Female

Unity Candor || Dom Sherwood || Human || OC || Male

Unwin Palencia || Frank Grillo || Human || OC || Male

Urban Candor || Theo James || Human || OC || Male

Uriah Reyes || Peter Gadiot || Human || OC || Male Pref

Ursel Cameron || Dustin Milligan || Human || OC || Male Pref

Valentine Morgenstern || Nikolai Coster-Waldau, Ryan Kwanten || Nephilim || Canon || Male

Vanya Hargreeves || Ellen Page || Enhanced Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Vanya Kalantarova || Theo Rossi || Werewolf || OC || Third Male

Vasily Kalanatrova || Ksenia Solo || Werewolf || OC || Third Female

Velma Chandler || AnnaLynne McCord || Human || OC || Third

Veniamin Kuznetsov  || Zane Holtz || Witch || OC || Male

Venus Van Dam || Walton Goggins || Human || Canon || Trans Female

Verity || Ekilateral || Vampire || OC || Third Female

Verity James || Cole Sprouse || Shifter - Aardwolf || OC || Third Male

Verna Piette || Victoria Campbell || Human || OC || Third Female

Verona Lodge || Michael Trevino || Human || Genderbent Canon || Male Pref

Veronica Lodge || Camilla Mendes || Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Veronika Sinclair || Anna Paquin || Human || OC || Third Female

Vex || Paul Amos || Mesmer || Canon || Male

Victor James || Justin Timberlake || Human || OC || Male Pref

Victor Mancha || Alberto Rosende || Cyborg || Canon || Male Pref

Vignette Stonemoss || Cara Delevingne || Fae || Canon || Third Female

Vihyr Of Undvik || Katheryn Winnick || Witcher || OC || Third

Viktoriya Nadedja || Ivanna Anatoliyivna Sakhno || Human || OC || Third Female

Vilko Rosenfeld || Tyler Hoechlin || Human || OC || Third Male

Virginia Schuchard || Lana Condor || Enhanced Human || OC || Female Pref

Vivien Tancredi || Taissa Farmiga || Witch || OC || Third Female

Vivienne Curlish || Juno Temple || Human || OC || Third Female

Vix Englewood || Olivia Taylor Dudley || Witch || OC || Third Female

Vlad Tepes || Luke Evans || Vampire || Canon || Male

Vogel Rowdy || Osric Chau || Anomalous Entity || Canon || Male Pref

Wade Wilson || Ryan Reynolds || Mutant || Canon || Male

Walden Sommers || Dylan Sprayberry || Human || OC || Male Pref

Walker Simon || Adam Levine || Werewolf || OC || Male

Warren Avanyu || Steven Strait || Yee Naaldlooshi || OC || Male Pref

Warren Fafner || David Gandy || Warlock || OC || Male Pref

Warren Peace || Steven Strait || Metahuman || Canon || Male Pref

Waverly Earp || Dominique Provost-Chalkley || Half Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Wednesday Addams || Camila Mendes || Mostly Human || Canon || Gender Optional

Weiryn Cernonnus || Adam Copeland || Celtic God || Semi Canon || Male

Wekesa Brandt || Tom Hardy || Human || OC || Third Male

Wells Hawkins || Ryan Philippe || Human || OC || Male

Wells Llewellyn || Ross Lynch || Elemental || OC || Male Pref

Wendell Fusilier || Aubrey Joseph || Enhanced Human || OC || Male

Wesley March || Avan Jogia || Human || OC || Third Male

William Adiyodi || Arjun Gupta || Traveler/Magician || Canon || Male

William Barton || Brandon Flynn || Human || OC || Male Pref

William Byers || Noah Schnapp, Jeremy Irvine, James McAvoy || Enhanced Human || Canon || Male

William Gaius Gwaine Emrys || Will Tudor || Magical Human || OC || Male Pref

William Herondale || Andy Biersack || Nephilim || Canon || Male

Willie Lewis || Luke Tennie || Human || Canon || Male

Willow Queen || Katie McGrath || Human || OC || Third Female

Willow Sprite  || Natalia Dyer || Fae || OC || Third Female

Winnifred Walter || Ellen Page || Werewolf || OC || Third Female

Winston Amberjack || Dom Sherwood || Human || OC || Fluid

Witchita Nichols-Dix || Jared Padalecki || Empath || OC || Third Male

Woda Kom Floukru || Joe Manganiello || Human || OC || Male Pref

Wolfgang Bogdanow || Max Riemelt || Sensate || Canon || Male

Wyatt Halliwell || Wes Ramsey || Twice Blessed Witch/White-Lighter || Canon || Male

Wysteria || Aaron Stanford || Fae || OC || Third Male

X5-494 || Jensen Ackles || Transgenic || Canon || Gender Optional

Xalvador Diaz || David Castro || Immortal || OC || Male Pref

Xavier Nichols-Dix || Bill Skarsgard || Empath || OC || Third Male

Xavier Tanner || Richard Harmon || Winged Human || OC || Third Male

Xerxes Jiminez || Marco Pigossi || Human || OC || Male Pref

Ya Min-Ki || Kan F. Cuz || Human || OC || Male

Yancy Turner || Patrick Gibson || Human || OC || Male Pref

Yara Stacey || Eve Gordan || Human || OC || Third Female

Yardley Preston || Armie Hammer || Human || OC || Male

Yennefer of Vengerberg || Anya Chalotra || Quadroon || Canon || Gender Optional

Ygraine Artio || Deepika Padukone || Bear Goddess || OC || Third Female

Young Barnett || Luke Mitchell || Human || OC || Male Pref

Yuki Musume || Freya Tingley || Yuki-Onna || OC || Third Female

Yukio Hamada || Shiori Kutsuna || Mutant || Canon || Third Female

Yuuma Peters || William Mosely || Human || OC || Male Pref

Yvette Bonnuit || Izabella Miko || Human || OC || Third Female

Zac Nicwood || Joseph Morgan || Human || OC || Third Male

Zaki Zion || Aubrey Joseph || Shadow Person || OC || Gender Optional

Zana Trembuey || Eliza Taylor || Human || OC || Third Female

Zane Gallo || Andrew Lee Potts || Human || OC || Male Pref

Zara Plaice || Fishball Suicide || Enhanced Human || OC || Third Female

Zarina || Clara Paget, Madison Davenport || Fairy || Canon || Third Female

Zarina Tintagel || Holliday Grainger || Human || OC || Third Female

Zebediah Avenue || Chris Hemsworth || Griffin || OC || Male

Zefraim Doe || Evan Peters || Human || Semi Canon || Male Pref

Zeke Benton || Manu Bennet || Shifter || OC || Male Pref

Zenith Icarii || Ksenia Solo & Rob Raco || Magical Winged Ghoul || OC || Gender Optional

Zero || Luca Hollestelle || Enhanced Human || OC || Third Female

Zhu Bái || Park Soo Young || Human || OC || Third Female

Zhu Jiāháo || Leo || Human || OC || Male

Zhu Zhēn || Niel || Human || OC || Male Pref

Zico Lisbon || Gregg Sulkin || Human || OC || Male

Zinaida Kuznetsova || Dove Cameron || Witch || OC || Third Female

Zucca Amato || Chace Crawford || Human || OC || Male Pref

Zuka Florentine || Luke Evans || Witch || OC || Male Pref

Zyla Folsom || Zendaya Coleman || Human || OC || Third Female

Zyriak Ohmsford || Machine Gun Kelly || Human || OC || Male

Zyta Ohmsford || Alycia Debnam-Carey || Human || OC || Third Female

Zyvcko Ohmsford || Machine Gun Kelly || Human || OC || Male

[dreammakcra]

( hello friends! i am moving all of my fandom muses from my main blog, @heartbrxakers​, to this blog. I’ve added a few new muses from there so here’s an extensive list of all of my fandom muses as of today. )

Harry Potter

Canon Characters

Hermione Granger (Emma Watson)

Ginny Weasley (Jane Levy)

George Weasley (KJ Apa)

Bellatrix Black (Kate Mcgrath)

Narcissa Black (Nicola Peltz)

Neville Longbottom (Matthew Lewis)

Minerva McGonagall (Eva Green)

Helena Ravenclaw (Adelaide Kane)

Original Characters

Autumn Silverthorn (Samantha Logan) OC

Asher Hawkes (Tom Holland) OC

Twilight

Canon Characters

Edward Cullen (Robert Pattinson)

Bella Swan (Emily Browning)

Emmett Cullen (Kellan Lutz)

Rosalie Hale (Meg Donnelly)

Jasper Hale (Aaron Taylor-Johnson)

Alice Cullen (Demet Ozdemi)

Esme Cullen (Olivia Wilde)

Carlisle Cullen (Charlie Hunnam)

Tanya Denali (Rosie Huntington-Whiteley)

Kate Denali (Sabrina Carpenter)

Original Characters

Florence Rolland. Vampire. (Madelaine Petsch)

Vincent Drake. Vampire. (Ben Barnes)

Winona Uley. Werewolf. (Malese Jow)

Legally Blonde

Canon Characters

Elle Woods (Olivia Holt)

Vivian Kensington (Elizabeth Gillies)

A Court Of Thorns And Roses

Canon Characters

Nesta Archeron (Phoebe Tonkin)

Tamlin Sungaze (Toby Regbo)

Morrigan (Claire Holt)

Amarantha (Jessica Chastain)

Original Characters

Rosalyn Whitespear. Dawn Court. (Abigail Cowen)

Killian Dumont. Summer Court (Sam Heughan)

Orion Bloodstrike. Night Court (Douglas Booth)

Supernatural

Canon Characters

Dean Winchester (Jensen Ackles)

Sam Winchester (Jared Padalecki)

Original Characters

Gabriel Steele. Hunter. (Brenton Thwaites)

Allegra Brooks. Witch. (Megan Fox)

Aliyah Béchamont. Angel. (Diane Guerrero)

Charmed

Canon Characters

Phoebe Halliwell (Emmy Rossum)

Original Characters

Celeste Halliwell. Witch. (Samantha Logan)

Ruby Redford. Witch/Demon Hybrid. (Selena Gomez)

Dakota Rosewood. Whitelighter.  (Nick Jonas)

Lost Girl

Canon Characters

Bo Dennis (Alexandra Daddario)

Hale Santiago (Charles Michael Davis)

Pride And Prejudice

Canon Characters

Elizabeth Bennet (Keira Knightly)

Anastasia (1997)

Canon Characters

Anastasia Romanov (Zoey Deutch)

Disney

Canon Characters

Adam Auradon (Dan Stevens)

Rapunzel Corona (Candice Accola)

Maleficent (Angelia Jolie)

Flynn Rider (Joe Keery)

Tinkerbell (Josefine Frida Peterson)

Ariel Triton (Kat Mcnamara)

Buffy The Vampire Slayer

Canon Characters

Buffy Summers (Katie Cassidy)

The Folk of the Air

Canon Characters

Cardan Greenbriar (Thomas Doherty)

Jude Duarte (Bruna Marquezine)

Game Of Thrones

Canon Characters

Missandei (Nathalie Emmanuel)

Sansa Stark (Sophie Turner)

Theon Greyjoy (Daniel Sherwood)

Original Characters

Lyam Cartwell (Orlando Bloom)

Lyla Graves (Adelaide Kane)

Aeron Meadows (Tom Hiddleston)

Greek Mythology

Hades (Tom Ellis)

Athena (Gal Gadot)

Persephone (Lily James)

Aphrodite (Margot Robbie)

[writteninriverdale]

ℝ𝕚𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕕𝕒𝕝𝕖 ℝ𝕖𝕤𝕚𝕕𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕤

Mains —

Archie Andrews [ N ] — @blue-bcy

Betty Cooper [ N ] — @gcntleblonde

Cheryl Blossom [ N ] —

Fp Jones [ S ] — @serpentsskin

Gladys Jones [ S ] — @neveramother

Joaquin DeSantos [ S ] — @finaljvdgement

Jughead Jones [ S ] — @wheresfcrsythe

Kurtz [ S ] — @readytoascend

Malachai [ S ] — @chaoticxchai

Toni Topaz [ S ] — @thecnlygirl

Sweet Pea [ S ] —

AU’d —

Sabrina Spellman [ Greendale ] — @pcndemcnium

OC’s —

Abel Soro [ S ] — @nctycurkeeper

Abigail Grey [ S ] — @feelingblve

Alec Chernenkov [ S ] — @asyouhateit

Aries [ S ] — @deadtommy

Avery Vallely [ S ] — @scrrcwssins

Beck Baker [ N ] — @brokeitlikebeck

Blake Carrington [ N ] — @rcinedangels

Casey Casanova [ S ] — @cleanvpcrew

Casper Dollanganger [ S ] — @lose-ycurself

Charlie McKenzie [ N] — @freehcnds

Curley Liddel [ S ] — @bctchedabortions

Daniel Knox [ S ] — @hvrteverything

Danielle [ N ] — @blvepill

Danny Torrance [ S ] — @dullboydoc

Dean Sherman [ S ] — @fallcncherub

Dixie Miller [ S ] — @bitterrebellicn

Effie Florence [ S ] — @delicatercin

Eli Munro [ S ] — @cvrsedatbirth

Emelie Gilchrist [ N ] — @ycureapeach

Elizabeth Cora [ S ] — @battlestarerotica

Genevieve Zaveri [ S ] — @inneg

Giovanni Mancini [ S ] — @ukiy-o

Henley Willow [ S ] — @wholestorm

Isla Callaghan [ N ] — @scftestspirit

Ivory Kughn [ N ] — @scvedforlcter

Lexi Matthews [ N ] — @alwayssugar

Liliana Rymes [ S ] — @velvetlil

Madeline Micheals [ N ] — @bananaphcne

Major Hastings [ S ] — @blvestars

Maren Bishop [ N ] — @everyotherlove

Maxwell Baker [ N ] — @gliep

Pepper Sainte [ S ] — @evcrythingnice

Pfeiffer [ S ] — @whcisit

Psyrus Sainte [ S ] — @psyrvs

Rae Rymes [ N ] — @cutcfwits

Reid Callaghan [ N ] — @idontreid

Rez Rymes [ S ] — @empirecfdirt

Teodora Frazer [ S ] — @shadyaffiliate

Venus [ S ] — @vcnusrising

Vincent Price [ N ] — @toconqver

Xavier Novak [ N ] — @playballxavier

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Part Two

[vincentmatthews]

My ugly man looks so pretty here 🥺💕

[vincentmatthews]

Random things about Dean because he's on my mind.

~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~

♡He's permanently chipped as a Doll. Which has lead to countless mistreatment and harassment on all levels. It does come in handy when he does undercover missions and needs to blend in to the background.

♡He worked as a Doll at Clouds for a bit. One night he ended up getting beaten by one of clients, which lead to his broken chip, they almost killed him in the process. He ended up quitting due to his injuries. His name that he used while working was Firefox, because of his firey red hair and his sly, cocky, and manipulative attitude.

♡Dean doesn't see himself as important. He'd just see himself as "Just some guy." Or "I'm just here." He's more likely to speak up for other people's mistreatment, than he is about his own.

♡Dean's able to pick up any skill rather easily, even though it takes him some time to learn it.

♡He doesn't know when to shut up. So most of the reason as to why he'd get into shit is because he didn't just shut the fuck up. And it doesn't help that he's overly confident and threatens to kick people's ass {even though he's 5ft 5in.}

♡Dean has a drum set in his basement that he plays all the time. He'd also pack a pair of drum sticks with him and on long road trips, he'd plug in to headphones and start beating away on the seat in front of him with the drumsticks, boping his head to the music. He did that when he was in middle school and high school, and never grew out of it. He was a menace to society, and still is.

♡Dean likes the mall, but there's something special about traveling and visiting a second hand store.🥺

♡Dean loves rivers and pools during summer. He'd go down at the river at 6am, and not leave until 7pm. He'd make sandwiches and barbecued hot dogs with chips. X3

♡He tans to a nice carmel during summer, but becomes a pale white during winter. 🥺

♡He's covered in freckles on his face, shoulders, arms, chest, and legs. They're mostly on his arms, shoulders, face, and chest, and more scattered on his legs. 🥺

♡Dean smells like cinnamon, cherry, and honey from a lotion that he's been wearing since he was a Doll.

♡Dean has glasses that he wears at night and in the morning, and contacts during the day.

♡He's got heterochromia, one left brown eye, and one green eye. He sometimes uses a colored contact so he has both green eyes {because he's embarrassed by it}.

[vincentmatthews]

Small things about Dean because it makes me happy and I am very sick

♡ He used to have a mohawk and skateboard when he was a teen.

♡ He isn't allowed to pick out his own clothes. Once, he tried leaving the house in an oversized hoodie. Just a hoodie and his shoes. Blue made him at least put on some damn pants before leaving. So he came back with just pants and shoes, no hoodie to be found. So now Blue sets out his clothes if they're to go anywhere, so he's at least dressed properly for it.

♡ He can't sleep alone. He has to either be sleeping on someone, cuddling someone, or cuddling a body pillow.

♡ Dean gets flustered easily, especially with Kerry, due to having a crush on him. Unfortunately, it almost always gets taken as a joke or isn't taken seriously.

♡ When he isn't feeling good, he lays in bed and plays cozy games {Stardew Valley, Slime Rancher, Sims 4, Minecraft}.

♡ He loves horror movies and playing horror games, even though they give him nightmares.

♡ He smells like dark chocolate, cinnamon, and cherries.

♡ He has moments where he gets attention starved and can have a breakdown if he doesn't get any form of attention when he needs it.

~♡~

May add some things later.

I just wanted to talk about him🥺

[vincentmatthews]

Small things about Blue:

{Ft. @timaeusterrored 's Vincent Welles :)}

♡ He's an emotional roller-coaster. If he's upset, terrified, or angry enough; he cries. It doesn't take too long for him to calm down unless it's something really bad. Then the only thing you can do, is hold him tight and let him cry and go nonverbal until he's okay again.

♡ Blue loves the sound of wind chimes, and heavy rain.

♡ He's a whore for kisses, hand holding, and cuddling. Any form of physical affection makes him swoon.

♡ He's a great cook and loves cooking and baking. Especially if there's a possibility of getting the kids involved.

♡ There are very few things he actually can't do. He can come off as an overachiever, or someone who's full of himself because of how many skills he has.

♡ He has a fear of the dark. He has to sleep with the bathroom light on or with fairy lights. He's not scared of the dark itself. It's the fear of the unknown and what could be lurking within the darkness. Unfortunately, he's had people in the past feed off of that fear and even helped him develop that terror. He wouldn't tell his partner(s) about it because he knows it's childish and he's embarrassed by it.

♡ He's in a non-exclusive relationship/fling with Dean. They both will argue that they're not boyfriends, yet they live together, be romantic with each other, and even sleep together. It's a mutual agreement they've come to, and they're both happy with the arrangement. They consider each other best friends, but with benefits. Blue is one of the few people that Dean can 100% always rely on, and will know have his beat interest at heart.

♡ He has a history with Jaxx, but it's not as bad as Dean's is.

♡ He loves cooking, cleaning, and taking care of the ones he loves and doesn't ask for much of anything in return. His love language is simple and romantic acts.

♡ He knows how to use a gun but doesn't like packing one around. He's a great aim, but the idea of carrying around something that can end someone's life in a millisecond doesn't sit right with him. Plus, what if the kids get a hold of it, and end up hurting themselves? They're too dangerous, and he'll only carry one if he absolutely has to. But even then he'd perfer knives. {Dean makes him carry one when they do mercenary work together, and he hates it.}

♡ He knows how to play guitar, and on special occasions, he'll pull out his acoustic guitar and start playing it as he sings. He also owns a drum set, but he hasn't touched that since he as in a band. He also hasn't put out any albums since Vince passed. Now, he just plays his guitar for his own enjoyment, not for others like he used to.

♡ Blue was in a 6-month committed and loving relationship with Kerry after Vincent's death. He was the only thing keeping Kerry from fully self distructing between losing Johnny and Vincent Welles both. He left in the middle of the night, and Kerry has never forgiven him for it. After that, Ker went hard with self distructing by partying, doing drugs, drinking, and having sex with anyone who showed him 5mins of attention. When Blue did show up back in his life, it was bad. And one of the few times Kerry's fully lost his shit and had a hysterical breakdown to the point of screaming and even getting physical {just beating on Blue's chest, not hard enough to hurt him}. Blue held him close, and let him have his break down, and just kept saying he was sorry for hurting him as he ran a hand through Kerry's hair.

[vincentmatthews]

Motion for all of your ocs, please and thank!

Question from this OC Ask sheet💕

motion: How does your OC move? How does their clothing help or hinder their range of motion? Are they flexible, coordinated, clumsy?

Dean- Dean's clumsy, this man can trip on air and has tripped over his own feet before. His clothes being baggy don't tend to aid that either, he's stepped on the end of his pants and face planted before. His nose is very prone to breaking so if he's punched in the face or falls face first, his nose with break, which cleaning up the blood isn't fun.

Blue- He's naturally off balance which adds to his sense of chaos. As the same as Dean, he's a bit clumsy yet not to the extreme as Dean is. He wears mostly skinny jeans, booty shorts, and crop tops, which don't tend to snag as much, but when he wears the Valentinos' jacket, it does cut down on the rang of motion for his arms. He's not able to make long reaches or reach up too high due to the weight of the leather and the stitching of the jacket, stiffening up the arms and shoulders.

Jaxx- He naturally has very heavy set footsteps, almost as if he was stomping into them. He wears steel toned boots so he can kick the shit out of someone with it; which also tends to add some weight to his steps. Everything he does is pre-planned in some form or another. His clothes are his wolf t-shirt, leather pants, and his black leather overcoat. He's gotten into the habit of going shirtless, which frees up his arm along with making it easier for him to choke and punch people.

Vinny- Vinessa wears latex body suits that hug her body, or she'll wear a bralette shirt with leather black pants. Her way of walking is either more swaying as if she's dancing, or her movements would be swift and jumpy. Her clothes clinging to her makes it easier for her to get the full range of motion, and makes it less likely for her to get grabbed.

[vincentmatthews]

glance: At first glance, what stands out most about your OC's appearance? What's their distinguishing feature?

For any/all or you babies🥺💕

Question from this OC Ask sheet💕

For all of them, it's their hair colors and styles. But aside from that, this is what they'd notice, aside from their hair:

Dean- His green eyes, his Greek styled nose, he just looks like some dude with nothing truly definable aside from his hair, eyes, and nose. He'd also almost always have a headphone earbud in, that's playing music or a podcast.

Blue- Blue hair. That's what earned him his nickname was his vivid blue hair, matched with his ice blue eyes, he either almost always wears something that's baby blue or Valentinos merch, his block styled tattoos, and the black X's over his eyes that are very Revenge Era, Frank Iero inspired style {Damn, I'm old xD}

Jaxx- His modded optics, the Maelstrom mask he wears a lot, along with the wolf shirt, he has a smoky scent to him like he's been near a fire recently, his voice sounding like a chainsaw {as if he growls and screams a lot}.

Vinny- Her green eyes, the freckles, her hourglass figure, the fact that she's a Maelstromer yet is 90% still 'ganic, her petite button nose, and that most of her tops compliment her breasts perfectly.

[vincentmatthews]

Been thinking of clown coded Dean.

Dean with clown makeup on. Making balloon animals. Smelling like candy apples, cotton candy, caramel corn, and salt water taffy~♡ He'd make out with someone DumDum in a haunted fun house. He'd also be into knives, knife throwing, sword swallowing~♡ He'd thrive in a freakshow styled circus~♡

Also the thought of Dean making balloon animals and swords for little Gwen is so cute. 🥺

[vincentmatthews]

Thinking of Dean sitting on the windowsill at night, illuminated by moonlight. He's wearing black sweats, and is shirtless, chain smoking, putting each cigarette out on his wrist.

[vincentmatthews]

💕What does your Heart look like?

Rules: take this UQuiz for your V/OC!

💕Tagged by: @timaeusterrored Andrew my beloved, thank you x3💕

✨️No pressure tags: @oceanlilo, @crimsonixx, @katsigian {apologizes if you've already done this.💕}

For Jaxx

🔥molten lava and charred flesh

Your heart burned so fiercely that it burnt itself out, leaving horrible scars in its wake; scars inside your chest and on the hands of those who touched you, the hearts of anyone who got close enough to connect to yours. The person you are now is no longer recognizable, burnt up by your own anger and passion and love. The injuries can never be fully erased, but they can be soothed with time and trust and forgiveness.

~♡

For Vinessa Matthews

❄️iced over, out of the sun

Your heart is very lonely, isn’t it? Is your fortress of ice self-made? Are others afraid of you, or are you afraid of them? Are you afraid of hurting them, or of being hurt? Vulnerability and connection can be frightening, but that’s no reason to shy away from their light, to tuck yourself small into corners, to build up frigid walls to keep yourself from feeling. You will heal when you allow yourself to draw closer to the flames and thaw.

~♡

For Vincent/Dean Matthews

🐦a bird struggling to get loose

Your heart can never hold still. It pounds against your chest frantically, always turning your sights to one thing after the next. When was the last time you were certain? The last time your life was stable? Maybe this is how you prefer things. On the move constantly, not tied down to one person or place. You chase one goal after the next. Can you ever really feel complete without a place to land? Shouldn’t you build yourself a nest?

[vincentmatthews]

This is a small excerpt from a recent project of mine that I've been working on called Summer Rain. This is a work in progress, so apologies if filler words are missing, words are used incorrectly, or some things don't make 100% sense.

Small content warning, this is depressing as all hell.

Vincent sat outside on the cold, wet concrete steps. He was wearing Johnny's Samurai tank top, his bullet necklace, and a pair of Kerry's ripped black jeans. His green eyes watched the zippo lighter he kept flicking; entranced by the hot, dancing flame. He didn't move from his spot, unaware as the door behind him opened. The soft patter of rain falling on the cement road and sidewalks.

"Christ, V. How are you not fucking freezing?" A soft male voice spoke from behind him, placing his warm hand on V's bare and cold shoulder.

"I'm not."

"Mhm. That's bullshit." The flame went out as the lid was clicked back on it. His eyes flicked up to meet Kerry's worried greyish-blue ones.

"I'm not."

"V, you have goosebumps and you're shaking."

"I am?" V looked down at his trembling hands, ones he'd just passed off as being sick and weak. Yet there they were, trembling and goosebumps freckling his arms. He didn't feel cold, in fact, he didn't feel most sensations any more. His sense of touch was gradually diminishing, as was pain; and now his brain couldn't tell the difference between hot and cold. He just felt numb.

"Babe?" Ker knelt down next to V, his hand still on his shoulder. "How long has this been happening?"

"What?" V's fingers nervously fidgeting with the lighter again.

"Don't give me that shit." Kerry spoke in an authoritve voice that made V feel small, wanting to hide in on himself. Seeing this, Kerry took a deep breath and calmed himself. "How long have you noticed this change?"

V went quiet, looking at the lighter in his hand; it was a vintage black zippo lighter with a gold KE engraved on it.

"How long have you noticed that you can't feel the difference between hot and cold?" Vince stayed silent for a long moment before letting out a forced answer.

"It's new.." V continued looking down to avoid eye contact, which worried Kerry on how long it's actually been. Could be days, week, hell, even months, for all he knew.

"New? What else have you noticed?"

"Nothing.."

"Any loss of motor functions such as: your legs or hands not working correctly, anymore?"

Yes.

"No." V lied, his fingers clicking the top of the lighter anxiously. He put the end of his bullet necklace in his mouth, and the taste of the cold metallic metal tinged his tongue.

"Loss of depth perspection and/or balance?"

Oh god, yes.

"No."

Liar.

Kerry sat down next to V, sitting cross-legged for the next question, which almost seemed to worry him.

"Any loss of your sensation of touch?" There it was. The question was like being stabbed in the back by someone you trusted. It was sharp and unexpected, and just the honest answer to it, made V feel tears prickle the corners of his vision. He felt his heart drop to his stomach, as if it was tied to a brick.

"No." That was a fucking lie. He'd been gradually losing his sense of touch for over two months now. It terrified him because there's a good chance it's completely irreversible.

"You know, I can tell when you're lying." Kerry's voice was still calm despite him having the burning desire to grab Vince and scream at him while they cried. Yet he had to remain composed for him. "You get quiet, give short answers, you get fidgety with whatever's in your hands, you refuse eye contact, and you always put the bottom of your necklace in your mouth."

Vince looked up with the end of the necklace still in his mouth. There was no point in trying to lie to him, Kerry knew him like the back of his hand. And he knew that if he kept it up, there's a good chance he's going meet his backhand. His lips parted enough for the necklace to fall from his lips around back on his chest.

"What are you so worried about?" Kerry placed his hand on V's thigh, looking up at him with those large blue doe eyes. Vince was quiet, snapping the lid of the zippo as he looked back down. The male sighed, looking down at V's fidgeting hands that were bruised all to hell.

Vincent's lungs felt heavy, each breath was agonizing. His throat burned with the desire to scream, to yell, do anything to get the point acrossed that just the idea of dying fucking terrified him. If he had it his way, he'd grow old with Kerry and never leave his side. But instead, he felt like he was suffocating, that he was drowning, unable to see the surface of the water; that no matter how far he went, he'd never reach the top. His fingers wouldn't stay still now, he couldn't feel anything, and now all he could think was how he was affecting Kerry, just by staying.

"Vince?"

He didn't want to hurt him, but he could tell just by looking at him that he was affecting Kerry and not in a very positive way. Then it dawned on him. He was Kerry's Alt.

"Vincent.?" His voice was more broken that time.

He was Kerry's Alt. He was dying slowly because of Arasaka, just like Alt. Ker even made a joke the other day that if V was to suddenly drop dead, that he'd bomb 'Saka tower, in his honor. Even go as far as sprinkling some of his ashes in the explosives used, so V could have one last big bang while also tearing down an evil corporation. He even said he'd get a sexy golden arm in the same style of Johnny's. It was a joke that they both laughed off, but now, it felt more like a promise. His hand holding the lighter trembled as another wave of shakes cascaded through him.

"Dean?" There it was, V's real name.

"Hm?" He hummed, his mind still a million miles away.

"An enny for your thoughts?" He smiled softly to V who tried his best to continue to avoid eye contact, remaining silent.

"Please, Dean. Give me something." Ker reached out, gingerly taking V's face in his hands. "At least look at me." Kerry's hands shook against his face. "Please." Guilt knawed away his heart, he knew without even looking, that Eurodyne was crying. "You know I love you." He sniffles, and yet V still couldn't bring himself to looking Kerry in the eyes. "I just hope you always remember that." He kissed his forehead, he could feel the moisture of tears on the male's face. He let his face go, standing up.

"I'll be inside if you need me." Was all that was said before the door opened and closed.

Vince sighed, leaning his head against the door. He closed his eyes, trying to clear his head. The sweet smell of rain mixed with the cool summer air. His mind kept wandering to how Kerry gripped his face. How his voice broke when he spoke his name. It made his stomach churn and his heart ache. He couldn't help but hysterically weep into his arms. He pulled his legs to his chest, crossed his arms over his knees and cried. He didn't tell him because he didn't want to be seen as a burden. Yet not telling him made Kerry feel like he didn't love or trust him enough to tell him. He wanted to tell his husband everything, but knew that it would kill him. Kerry still had his music career, his fans, his tours, his upcoming albums and collaborations. Something as small as this would just get in the way of Kerry's big plans for the future. One that V had to be as supportive as possible for; even knowing he'd probably not live long enough to see it through to the end. And just that alone was soul-crushing.

His heart rate picked up. He couldn't breathe. His mind was racing, he couldn't focus. His mouth got dry and he felt reality slipping from his grasp. He felt like he wasn't himself. His mind didn't register pain or other sensations. His head hurt so much, like it was being split open. His teeth hurt, and his jaw locked up from the stress which put pressure on his sensitive teeth. It felt like he'd gotten into a fist fight with Johnny Silverhand. His eyes prickled from the tears and next thing he knew, he was crying, hysterically.

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