#ok this was a project 😮‍💨

[freakshaped]

THE PITT 1.09 | 3:00 PM

[zoldyckd]

need my back broken. literally. decompressing isn’t enough wjdjdjdj

[coldlovehotblood]

K queen could you please provide me with some izzy fic lmao 😭😭😭😭 so um i'm literally at the end of my uni semester and it's eating me out CAUSE I FEEL SO DUMB LIKE WHY TF AM I GETTING A DEGREE IF I CANT DO BASIC SHIT 💀💀💀💀💀💀 but i needed a super cute angst to fluff izzy fic where yn is going through this and she feels dumb and just bad about it all, and izzy helps her feeling better 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨 literally handed 2 big projects today (i'm a programmer btw but that's irrelevant) and i got 3 tests next week AND I CANT BARELY THINK ANYMORE

Ok i'll shut up bye thank youuuuu

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SMARTY PANTS

The pressure of university is worse than you thought it’d be, swallowing you up before you realise what’s happening. Luckily, your boyfriend is willing to help you forget for a while.

w/c: 2,128

warnings: smut

a/n: haiii sorry for the wait! nah programming sounds like a headache to me you must have one of the biggest brains in all the land. wish i was that smart fr😔 anyway i hope this scratches the Izzy fluff itch and gives you a little boost. YOU’VE GOT THIS I BELIEVE IN YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

GWORGGGG divider by @strangergraphics

You were burnt out. Badly.

Exhaustion wasn’t a strong enough word for it. You were so genuinely close to padlocking your apartment door and going into hibernation in an attempt to catch up on missed shuteye.

Every assignment felt colossal, and put another wall between you and the freedom university was supposed to give you once you moved away from home. You had wanted more space to breathe, more opportunities to explore the world and yourself, more time to spend with your boyfriend…

God, your boyfriend was so good about all of it. He knew when to give you space and when to fill that space. He knew it was eating you alive and kicking your ass. He never gave you grief for periods of silence. You honestly didn’t know how you deserved him.

This occasion was yet another display of his patience.

You were sitting on your bed, staring blankly at the wall, trying to will yourself to get up and do something productive. With assignments being at the forefront of your mind for the past week or two, everything else was left behind. Your room was in disarray, there were clothes to be washed, dishes to be done, the list went on and on. As the minutes ticked by, you got more frustrated with yourself and your inability to keep up with life. You couldn't tell if University was brutal or if you really were eternally a few steps behind.

It was frustrating.

That lump that had been sitting in the base of your throat for the whole day finally loosened up as a sob heaved its way out of you. Vision blurred with tears, you turned to lie on top of your bed covers, but you heard a knock down the hall.

It took an unbelievable amount of effort to haul yourself up from where you lay. You padded over and didn't bother to wipe your cheeks before opening the door. There stood Izzy in leather and dark wash denim, holding a bottle of Jack. The crappy, sparse, yellow light from the hall was dampened greatly by the grin he was sporting, but that quickly faded once he saw your face.

“Baby, are you ok?”

You really started to cry then. He came through the threshold at once and took you into his arms. That gorgeous woody scent you knew as his engulfed you. Wordlessly, he guided you back into your apartment and to the sofa, setting the bottle down in favour of pulling you on top and close.

You tucked your head into his shoulder, seeking more of his cologne as he soothed a hand down your spine, tracing light patterns with his fingertips as he went. You realised then that you could relax a bit and that you were able to shrug off the tight restraints of deadlines that had been digging into you like rough ropes tied too tight.

Your voice was croaky when you eventually thanked him after a few minutes of silence. He shook his head in response.

“Are you feeling any better?”

“A little,” you replied with a sniff.

One of his hands now pushed away some of the hair that had fallen over your face.

“I came ‘cause a while ago you told me today was the deadline for some pretty important things. I wanted to see how you were holding up.”

You moved to look up at him from where you lay, and he dipped his head to look back at you, that same grin from before returning.

“I even brought a friend,” he spoke with a giggle, looking over to where he’d set the liquor bottle down. It was brand new, the amber contents sitting just below the unbroken seal as it ought to be.

You sighed before dropping your head again.

“How did you remember? I know that you and Axl are busy right now.”

“I wrote it down on some paper and kept it in my jacket. Every time I went to grab my lighter, I felt it and remembered. Figured it was the only way I could’ve.”

You were so fond of him it was sickening.

“You’re really dumb.”

“In comparison to you, yeah, honestly. All that computer stuff they have you doing is unbelievable.”

You let yourself feel the vibrations of his voice rumble against your cheek as you took in his words. Following this path had been your dream. Tech had always been an area of interest and pursuing it in university looked like the best path for you. For months, you had scoured high and low, looking for a place that would best accommodate you and the life you dreamed of creating. If you were going to do it, you were making damn sure you’d do it right. With the tech industry in the beginnings of a boom, it really was the best time to start.

However, you severely underestimated the pressure of the workload. You understood what you were getting yourself into when you signed up. You had read the course details a million times over, but actually having those deadlines hanging over your head, actually having those tests back to back with no wiggle room or time for a breather— it was harsh. Much worse than you thought it would be.

On top of that, the content was difficult. You had to take your passion seriously now. That doesn't sound like a big deal until you experience it yourself. It’s so strange, and new information was thrown at you with every lecture. The knowledge being given was amazing, but memorising all of it, being tested on it, brought everything into a different ballpark entirely.

In short, you were finding the rigour of it all extremely hard to keep up with, and the idea of dropping out was starting to paw at you like a dog looking for treats.

“I question why I’m doing it.”

Izzy scoffed and shook his head once more. This time his chin grazed your crown as he did.

“You’re kidding, right? You’re doing it because it’s what you love.”

“It is, but is it worth my sanity? I mean, there is constantly so much going on I feel like I’m losing even the basics.”

He said your name softly as his hand came to your cheek, encouraging your head up to meet his eyes.

“They wouldn’t have let you in if they thought you weren’t capable of keeping up. You are good at what you do, great even. And with this kind of an education? You’ll become fucking insane.”

His words brought you back to earth a bit. What he was saying made sense, but it wasn’t enough to fully satisfy that itching feeling of being behind, the feeling of non-existent eyes drilling into your back everytime you thought about work.

He tapped your cheek with his index and ring finger.

“Hey, let that pretty head rest. Let those projects and stray homework’s be the past and be here with me in the now.”

In the low light of your living room, his silver nose ring glinted as he tilted his head. You wished you could follow his instruction, but doubt is a stubborn thing. Tears filled your lash line again and he made a face so concerned and full of care it brought them on faster.

“Don’t cry, baby, it’s okay. I’ve got you.”

Frustration grew once again and you couldn’t stop the whimper that escaped you.

Suddenly, Izzy’s face changed as he looked into your salt-soaked eyes.

“I know how I can help.”

It was your turn to tilt your head.

“Will you let me take care of you?”

“What—“

“Just trust me,” he whispered, smiling handsomely as he came closer. You could feel his breath tickle your face a little bit with the proximity.

You were sinking deeper into a pool of uncertainty by the second, and he offered a hand to pull you to the surface. How could you refuse?

“Please,” you breathed back before he pressed his lips to yours.

Kissing him was like blinking, it came naturally and you didn’t have to think about it. Your mouths moved in sync so well it was easy to get lost in it. He was soft against you, each brush of lips like waves melting into each other upon impact. Seamless.

He wrapped his arms around your waist and flipped the two of you gently so that he was hovering above you. Carefully, Izzy brought one hand down your body as he kept the other propped beside your head on the armrest, slowly dragging it lower and lower as he continued to kiss you.

He then pulled away from your mouth as he sat up straighter, giving himself two hands to meet at the waistband of your bottoms.

“What you need, sweetheart, is a distraction. That is something I can most certainly give,” he spoke, wiggling his eyebrows and making you laugh. Fingers under the fabric, he hesitated.

“Is this ok? We don’t have to do anything, it’s just an idea.”

He was too good to you. So sweet it’d be no time at all before every one of your teeth would have to be capped with silver.

“I trust you.”

That’s all the confirmation he needed before pulling them all the way down, taking your panties along with the movement. He was careful but quick.

“You’re so gorgeous here,” he muttered, not taking his eyes off of your exposed lower half.

You blushed bright as you wiped at your eyes, loathing the tight feeling that came to your cheeks once tear tracks dried. Izzy ever so gently encouraged you to open your legs wider with his hands, parting them to place himself in between.

He lowered himself then to your hip, leaving a trail of wet, open-mouthed kisses, whispering praises as he crept closer and closer to where you needed him most. You shivered as arousal bloomed in your stomach. Your being sung under his touch.

He stole one more glance of you, eyes glittering with excitement. He looked ready to buzz out of his skin and squeal. Every time he did this, you were left in disbelief at how eager he could be. You couldn’t decide if it was you or him that got off more to things like this.

Finally, he closed the gap between him and you, and you sighed with contentment. Izzy licked a stripe over your core and pleasure coursed throughout your body. Hypnotised, you let him have his way.

He was too good at it, knowing just how and where to brush his tongue in order to drive you mad. You didn’t realise it, but his lapping really was making you blank.

You were relaxing.

He built you up steadily and at the brink of orgasm he left you hanging, stunning you out of the bubble he’d lulled you into. This continued a couple of times as he made sure your brain was left mush and static.

Once satisfied with your state, he let you reach that dizzying peak of pleasure and tipped you over the edge, ecstasy bursting you open and leaving a supernova in it’s wake for your boyfriend to appreciate; the fruit of his labour: a lax-bodied, simple-minded version of you.

You panted with him as he brought you to his chest once again. You couldn’t really say anything but his name at that point so you opted for silence and squeezing him tight.

“Told you I knew,” he said huskily into your ear, nipping your lobe playfully.

It took a second for the words to come out, but you did eventually reply, “okay smarty pants, we get it.”

He laughed, the sound ringing loud and bright through the room before moving an arm under your knees and standing up, princess carrying you through your apartment to the bedroom. As he went, he continued his teasing, insisting you call him ‘ the smartest motherfucker to ever walk the earth’ before he tucked you in and took his place behind you, curled up tight to your back.

Worn out and kept cozy by Izzy’s warmth, it wasn’t long before sleep took you. You’d decided university was a problem for future you, as you at the time was more occupied thinking of all the ways they could prove they are the smarter motherfucker.

You were terribly in love, and, in that moment, that was what trumped everything else.

Also, you had a bottle of Jack Daniel’s waiting for you. That’s an immediate plus.

[otomesakura20]

Princess week Elsa ❄️

Ok before anything yes I’m producing these rather quickly. Portraits take me no time at all to finish at minimum max 1 hour or so. I had Harumi and Rapunzel completed and almost completed to post today.😁 Also I need to get these done stat because I have another birthday project to work on for Inuyasha and Harumi and it’s needed for this Sunday.😮‍💨 yes I know when to take breaks lol. And yes I’m devoted and determined and stubborn lol.

Anyway let’s continue shall we?! 

Elsa is yes a queen I know but she’s still considered a Disney princess. Everything about Elsa is likable to me. I like her personality and I consider to kind of have her personality just a bit. Reserved and quiet but yet still with attitude if needed. I love her ice dress and fifth spirit dress. I’m an only child but sometimes I would like to have a sister or brother and Elsa’s relationship with her sister is typical but also wholesome. There’s a ship that I’m all for and I think it’s a terrific match, Jelsa. Yep, Jack Frost and Elsa.🥰❤️

[widegrinbigchin]

Who's your favourite She-Ra character? What's their best awesome and/or emotional scene?

I guess my favorite is Adora, like i stan, like im a kinny, like she's my spirit animal, the one I project on the most (maybe not a healthy amount), like it's the "she's literally me fr fr" meme . And it's funny cause I was driven to check out the show in 2018 by Catra(her design to be more specific) on one of the promo screen caps where she sat near Adora on their secret hord spot. I thought adora looked kinda funny and weird, and I thought I won't like her, because she gave me blond mean girl stereotype vibe and had a weird hairstyle and THE FOREHEAD. Was I in a ride for a surprise that she'd overshadow hotstuff fandomfave Catra for me?

Tldr; came for catra, stayed for adora. I'd say she embodies the holy trinity of "why you like the character ?", which are: "my pure child, poor baby🥺, best girl🥹 " , "it's literally me/ I want to be her😤😮‍💨" and "daddy 🫣😳🥵(yeah sorry it's cringe maybe but I mean bottom-memes type attraction to the cool character)"

As for best scenes, it's hard to tell, I generally like most of the gags and jokes she's part of, tho they tend to overdo "haha adora is so stupid " humor. I guess my favorite scenes, emotional by definition, are those that focus on her character and identity struggles, the "what do you want?" kind of scenes. I guess if talking sad, I really like her scene with Angela in the 3rd season final, it's one of the few scenes that made me legit cry; her interactions with Mara and the whole ass 5th season with Catra.

If we are talking cool, then I'm a sucker for infected She-ra. One reason being that, I'm not sure why, but I like seeing Adora angry and lashing out. I guess it's a form of her taking agency, like it feels as if she was not allowed to be angry while Catra or sometimes Glimmer were. That's why I absolutely loved the "now live with it" punch in corrupted Catra's face.

Another scene I like, which is very underlooked in the fandom, is when she loses her shit at Mara's ship, when she was on her self exploration journey in crimsonwaste. Idk the way she almost had an anime-phyco moment there with her uncanny laugh... And in general, I really like how diverse her laugh is, Aimee did an amazing job! She nailed all the happy, remorseful, nervous, sarcastic, fake, even low-key evil laughs for her performance. Like that infected shera laugh is still giving me goosebumps uh oh🤌 that's probably what made me like evil adora AUs(like that double-trouble impression when they diss Catra? im sorry? If adora herself was like that, I'd sell myself to her-).

Her voice acting in general, I fell in love with it, it's more subtle than Catras obvious seksappeal, OK except for the "Hay, Catra" THAT WAS PURE SEKSAPPEAL OMG(like my second ever posted in 2019 shera meme was about that LOL) like her delivery is priceless and all the weird souds she makes pftphtph

So, in conclusion, it's a character that quickly grew on me to the point of being my main comfort character out of any fandom (like a parasocial fictional soul mate, idk)

(U know, I kinda want to write an essay someday about adora's laughs and laughs in spop in general now, lol)(and about adora's anger, violent tendencies, and self-expression)

[unforgettble420]

hello love, may I request miles42! with a sick reader? Like since the morning she's been quiet and sluggish and she can barely stay awake? And she feels even worse cuz she's been working a lot and hasn't been sleeping well so she's already exhausted plus the fatigue from being sick and she almost passes out during lunch so Miles makes her skip the rest of school so that he can take care of her at home? Can we get a lil Momma Rio as well??

OMG YESSS🙈🙈 42!miles does smth to me😮‍💨

<!warnings! Not to much warnings except for the shitty Spanish😭 maybe smth Abt y/n kinda panicking! !Warnings!>

not proof read

𝒸𝒶𝓇𝒾𝓃õ

The flu had been going around school so at some point u were bound to get it. When u got the flu it was always the worst, miles was aware of this and right as he saw u cough he knew u were sick

“ bebé it’s ok mi mamá te ama” (babe it’s ok my mom loves you)

“ miles -cough- I don’t wanna bother your mom she already does so much -cough-”

After miles had brought (forced) you back to he’s place he’s mom had already made some soup “oh cariño, ¿cómo has estado?” (oh honey how have u been?) she pulled you into a big hug “has miles been treating you well?” She half whispered “MAMI!”

You giggled at the little interaction, after enjoying ms.morals soup you realized you had a big project due in science!

You started panicking a little, of course miles had noticed you freaking out “y/n u ok?” He asked with a worried expression

“No. I forgot about my science project and I’m already failing that class and if I miss another assignment I might have to do it next semester and I literally can’t do that it my mom will flip-”

Miles put hes hand on top of yours “cariño, it is ok we can work more on your project after you rest, u need to rest first. Ok?” Seeing how worried miles was about you made u feel better

For the rest of the day you spent watching movies with miles and eventually falling asleep…

IM SO SORRY THIS IS SHORT IM PROBABLY GOMNA KEEP MAKING MORE 42!miles ONE-SHOTS OR EVEN A FIC🙈

[pech-es]

agreed on the hair, can he also please take that hat off so we can see it properly!

ok yes very that, but just think about how he’s currently filming with that hair and in 2026 we will be treated to so much screentime of his luscious flowing locks, not a lick of gel in sight 😮‍💨

usually when he has fuckass hair it’s for a project, but Christopher Nolan is giving the people what they WANT! he has VISION!

[olannder]

my Ally the Slenderdoll redesign!!!<3

@the-slender-doll

Ok, so, let’s make this clear. I love her the way she is, and in any way. She is literally an amazing character that I could make so many headcanons about and scenarios. The only things I’ve really changed were her dress and face. And this is just my redesign for her nightmare form. PLEASE SOMEONE TAG HER CREATOR BC I FORGOT IT AND I WANT THEM TO SEE THIS!!!!! but yeah, I love Ally. Her design has always been hard for me to draw, but I’ve never actually cared because I just love drawing her in general. And yes, I’ll give you guys a few headcanons as a bonus!!!<3

My ally the slenderdoll Headcanons <3 - she is pretty childish at sometimes, due to her being a child when she died or whatever lol.

She is pretty childish at times, like stupidly childish. It’s funny though!

she is bipolar.

she is 4’1 in her normal form, and 5’1 In her nightmare form.

she is 18 rn.

shes pansexual and asexual. dating weeping forest (that is canon, fight me if you don’t like it, bitch.)

she is a proxy for slenderman

shes stupidly strong in her nightmare form. Especially when she’s losing her shit angry.

she clings to the people she loves. (Weeping forest and Slender)

she doesn’t like Jeff lmao.

she has tendrils like slenderman.

she is sassy 😮‍💨🔥✨💅

short queen? I think so✨💕

her hair is very long.

she is like- a wild animal sometimes and will rip off mfers faces.

she likes ruffles. (We’re gonna pretend I’m not projecting my obsessions onto her…)

she likes Victorian dresses and shizzle.

she has a spray bottle of hand sanitizer in her room on her dresser for when Jeff is being an asshole. But she will gladly use it on others too.

how to talk to short people meme looking ass 😭

she attends meetings or whatever at Slenderman’s side.

she knows karate.

Her favorite song would be “Escape” by Enrique Iglesias (I’m tots not listening to that song whilst making this👀) she doesn’t relate to the song or anything, she just likes it lmao.

ok that’s all 4 now, hope yall like the drawing and headcanons! PLEASE HELP IDK WHAT HER CREATORS TUMBLR IS😭😭😖

[clairiko]

ok i need everyone to stop what they're doing and go read this fic by @tashilover inspired by my Academy AU!!

It has angst! Lore! Mystery! It adds way more depth to my completely unserious and not-well-thought-out AU 😮‍💨

[dracocheesecake]

I’ve been lowkey stalking your page cause with the new KFP movie coming so too has my love for Kai. He’s just. HE’S SO?! HE’s so bro he is so-

Not even just like RAUGH. As a character he has so much depth and there’s so many things you can explore about him (as you’ve done, I think Yuelong is so wonderful!!), I love his personality, his place in the story as what happens when both Yin and Yang are left unchecked for so long and they need to clash to better remind themselves who they are. And of course his voice is just sooooo, both his voice and his design is just…sheesh 😮‍💨 (thank you J.K simmonssssss) he’s so perfect gaugh.

Anyways, thank you for being like one of the sole content providers for this man, if I had time, I’d start writing my own x reader’s for him. But all the rambling aside, I was wondering what you think the dynamic would be like with him as a Spirit Warrior and like a wandering, stubborn ram with a spiritual streak who could like astral project to and fro between the mortal realm and the spirit realm. Her visits aren’t too long in the spirit realm, but enough to explore the place, and probably accidentally sneak into Kai’s place of residence.

Cause I can only imagine Kai’s shock and bewilderment at someone in his space that seems…out of place? They have swords do they expect to threaten him, seriously? Why is their chi like that?

Yes yes yes I agree I agree he is so very much RUUGGHHHSHSHDGSHEHWHW 💚💚💚

Hemhem- anyway, THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! I'm so happy that my content has fed someone else as much as it has fed me lol. I had to make the content I wanted to see in the world, and that was of this guy XD.

Thank you so much for reading and liking my stuff! He was absolutely a character full of potential that is actually really fun to explore!

Now that question:

I think Kai would be extremely surprised to see someone that's well...there, but not quite. Someone in the Spirit Realm, but not dead and not a mortal somehow transported there...or at least, not physically transported there. Where is the chi that he can take?- There's only this ephemeral veil of it before him, but infuriatingly out of his reach. How dare you dangle this chi in front of him and not even be decent enough to actually be there for him to take it! Oh please, swords- what are you going to do, goatie ghostie? Poke him with them?- As if.

I think past his initial bewilderment he would start mocking her, trying to goad her into actually appearing physically, or just to annoy her to amuse himself and pay her back for the annoyance she unwittingly caused him. He even threatens her a few times, telling her that once he gets out of the Spirit Realm- and he will, it's only a matter of when- he'll track her down. He's reserving a spot for her on his belt.

And when he does break free of his exile in the Spirit Realm, and does track down her physical form...well, I'll leave that to you. ;)

-OK, OK, no- no, you know what? I can just imagine what happens when Kai finally actually does make his way to where she actually is. Just...I have it so vividly ingrained in my mind. There's a knock on the door, it opens, and he's just there smirking down at her all "Hey, guess who just got out of the Spirit Realm?"- And then there's this moment on her end where she realizes she really messed up, because you know she was probably talking alot of trash to him when she was astral projecting- but she is absolutely willing to back it up and throw down with him, which Kai gladly accepts.

What happens afterward?- I'll let you decide.

But the entire interaction at that point would be hysterical to me, and honestly does have alot of fun potential.

Snippet cuz I can't resist:

The ram looked up at him in mind-numbing shock. Kai smiled and spread his arms.

Then he settled down. His glowing green eyes seemed to bore into hers. All the joviality from before dropped, save for a cold insouciance.

"Honey, I'm home," he sang, and then promptly laughed, tossing his head back and clapping his hands together. The ram could only stare up at him.

"...Well?" He said, "Aren't you going to invite me in?"

Only the hard habits of etiquette led her motion, puppeting the hollowed out husk of her body- and that was the saving grace that kept her from breaking. Her mind refused to process this at all; he had been trapped in the Spirit Realm, herself just an astral manifestation, when they had met- and now he was here, and she was making him tea- tea, as if he were just a regular guest.

The strange things the mind resorted to in order to keep sane.

Kai watched her, sitting at a low table in the center of her cabin home. The small teacup she lent to him seemed especially so in his hoof- but then again, he seemed especially large in her house. She took her seat across from him, sipping at her drink. It was then she noticed, during that long, quiet interval, that he never touched his- maybe he had forgotten how, or maybe he had no need of nourishment.

Or maybe chi was enough.

His eyes had never once left her. The glow of them felt like it would burn her if they gleamed any brighter. She inhaled softly and put her cup down.

"How did you get here?"

His eyes widened, and he smiled, tilting his head to one side, childish in gesture and tone, another form of mockery. "How?" He said.

He pointed to the assortment of jade amulets hanging at his waist, next to the twin blades also holstered there, and the ram could see the powerful aura surrounding each of them- could practically hear their souls screaming from within for release, and it made her nearly sick with the realization; no surprises, he had mentioned as much before- threatened her with it, in fact, when she had pressed his patience too far with sardonic remarks. She sipped her tea again.

"...Got a nice collection going, I see."

"So you know why I'm here now," Kai said.

He leaned over, ever so slightly. The air of the room became tense. Predatory.

The ram froze, immediately aware that the taut string drawn between them was about to snap. Still, she had always been stubborn: she held her ground, watching him in silence with as much wariness as he watched her. Kai smiled and slid his cup slightly over, leaning to rest his forearm full on the tabletop, leaning closer to her.

"You had alot to say in the Spirit Realm. When I couldn't touch you..."

His other hoof reached out, slowly, cupping her chin and jawline with a gingerness that should not have been able to come from such a brutish form. It was only a deception, though; just a touch, just to remind her that he was real, just to hammer home the potential of the threat he now presented. His tone was low, a mere rumble on the thickening air.

"...What have you to say now, Ghostie?"

She caught her hitching breath. Then she snatched her chin out of his grasp and held it higher, stubborn as ever.

"I say: I don't take back a single thing I said in the Spirit Realm," she said, raising her brows at him defiantly. Kai's eyes widened, but then he grinned. He slammed both of his hands down on the tabletop, making the clay tea set jump and rattle.

"Shall we take this outside, then?"

"We shall."

"You have your little knives?"

"They're swords! And they're more blades than those glass pokers you have on you!"

"They're jade- But we'll see for ourselves which are the better blades, won't we?- Here's a hint: they're mine."

"Nuh-uh!"

"Come prove it, then- and it better be worth my time. I didn't come here all the way from the Spirit Realm for nothing, after hearing all of that talk from you."

[bluethornprincess]

03/27/2025

22:22 It's time to start! Have to keep reminding myself that it is never too late to start studying and writing my papers. Everything will work out, and it is going to be OK. I just need to believe in the Universe. Surrender the control I feel like I need to assert in my life right now and do what I can, one day at a time.

What I look forward to for my birthday 😮‍💨:

Completed

✅ See clients

✅ Classes

✅ Part-time job

✅ Meeting with advisor

✅ Revise my thesis timeline with my friend's help

✅ Watch 1 anime episode (current: A Sign of Affection)

✅ Dinner

✅ Sleep by 1am

To-Dos

⏹️ Group project paper

⏹️ Skim project book chapter

⏹️ Skim project articles

⏹️ Shower

[lay-z]

On CoD fandom drama: there was a really upsetting incident that happened pretty recently to me. There definitely are a handful of absolute garbage humans that are popular creators that create a terrible environment here. CoD was my safe space, and I loved so many of the writers, with nothing but respect and fondness.

This blog put me on blast, blowing a fun and sassy interaction that is totally up her alley into the worst interpretation and projection. And all her minions just mindlessly liked and reblogged and commented the worst things.

I felt really awful. It was the first time I could understand how cyber bullying can affect someone enough to make them kill themselves, which is so ridiculous even as I’m typing it because these people are strangers and don’t know me. But even reading these words had a profound emotional effect on me.

I was so sad about it and also cause she was one of my favorite creators.

Needless to say, blocked more people than I’d like to think about. A lot of people that I really liked but fuck them. If you can’t have the grace or take the second to read how something has a teasing tone instead of an antagonistic tone, take it personally even if it’s not directed at you, jump on a bandwagon to burn someone at the stake who just wanted to interact, you are the problem.

I still blame myself and get triggered when I see other people reblogging their stuff.

But it’s ok. They’re not gonna run me out of fandom, and I have to just remind myself that it’s not something I should shame myself over. I still interact with other people in the fandom, and there are still a ton of awesome people around.

This sounds like something I've kind of witnessed through a blog I'd followed (sort of part of that circle jerk group, so I unfollowed 😮‍💨), so if I'm right—the whole situation was so fucking messed up!!!

I'm so sorry it happened to you! It's so fucking terrible. Just know that you're welcome here on my blog and our little CoD safe space, because I won't leave the fandom either, unless I get shot in the head by a new hyperfixation haha

Also, I get the feeling of being triggered by seeing their posts and your "own people" still interacting with them, etc. I try to ignore it, but it does leave a queasy feeling in my stomach and makes me question... well, everything about my blog/works/etc.

But that's just me being an insecure bitch 😔

Stay strong, nonny! Love ya 🩷

[tojiscrack]

Omg lol this is my first time interacting with anyone on Tumblr since I just joined, but I've been a BIG fan of liar liar since chapter...5? Not as in I didn't like the first ones, just that I also only joined ao3 kinda recently :)

I am ABSELOUTY OBSESSED with LL, like the way that the chatacters have bits of canon in them? Their relationships with yn? Porcupines relationship with yn?! Mercupine?! Amazing. Chefs kiss.

It's my literal favourite fanfic buuuut it's tying with a few others because I'm really bad at deciding. BUT ITS SO GOOD AHDKSKJSKDK.

Is it bad that I kinda ship mermotionless 😑🧜‍♀️? Obviously it's not better than mercupine, but kamo with Eren Jaegers hair?! 😍🤤 100% would date. But he's getting in the way of mercupine so...😡

Gah I've spent wayyy too long wondering what's going to happen wen the angst starts angsting but I'm a BIT of a delulu girly so my theories end up spiralling out of control. 😅

Ok but I feel like as kamo and yn spend more time together, yn gradually likes him, and they date. And our lovely little porcupine isn't exactly great woth figuring out his feelings until now (except for that one chapter where (correct me if I'm wrong) he hugs yn and gojo teases him about it? Idk) but obviously he does NOT like kamo, and mermotionless?! He would go into a coma.

SO then porcupine(yes that's all I refer to him as) is like 'ohhh I like yn. Damn.' and he hates kamo even MORE and because yn is dating kamo, it gets a bit awkward between porcupine and her 😭😢. So theyr gradually stop being friends but I feel like yn would NOT do that she'd be acting normal while porcupine is all awkward and moody and angry whatever. And THIS IS WHERE OT GETS DELULU OK. Ok maybe not that delulu bit still.

THEN yn confronts porcupine because he's acting weirdly, even for him. And ofc she doesn't know why she's way too clueless 😮‍💨. And porcupine gets all angry because she doesn't realise why, and they get into a fight and stop being friends😭😭😭😭😭. BUT mermotionless BREAKUP for reasons I have not come up with yet and then ✨MERCUPINE✨

aha anyways stop I literally love Malakai (kai) so much argh I just wanna put him in the pocket of my black jumper and give him a little black blanket and run away he's so cute ���. The Malakai (kai) ships are interesting 🤔 but funny nonetheless.

And gojo fathering? I literally die laughing anytime I imagine yn on gojos shoulders with the faceapp on porcupine on her poster😭😂😂.

Urgh I would totally draw some LL related stuff but I need to study for my test tmr (I'm cooked) and I have a big drawing project. I probably won't start with mercupine tho, I'm a bit afraid of messing up their personalities 😅. But I just have the overwhelming urge to draw maki and Mai when they were kids in their little puffer jackets (pls tell me this actually happened and I'm not schitzofrenic) and I CANT FIND THAT SCENE I'm genuinely concerned that I'm just making things up in my mind

Also lol, im a big c.ai user (not on a freaky way) but would it be ok if I made some bots from LL? I think I'll keep them on private or only used with the link, but I just really love all the characters. I wouldn't copy paste ofc but I'd probably keep the dialogue the same :) and if I do decide to make them available with the like I'll probably (definitely) share with you:)

I swear I had more to talk about... let me think 😖 nvm I can't think of it 😭 OH WAIT I REMEMBER ahhhh good luck with your uh, uh, whatever exams you were studying for i can't remember 😭

I'll be waiting for the next chapter good luck 🤞🙂🧜‍♀️🦔😈😈

i lowkey have a headache so i’m reading and responding to this as fast as i can, i apologise if i sound like i’m slowly desiccating 💀

i’m glad you’re enjoying the story so far! <3 mercupine’s relationship is one i took great care to get down as accurately as i could imagine megumi being in an almost-relationship, kinda 😭

it is nawtttt bad that you lowkey ship mermotionless. you’re not with the 2% of the LL readers who like them together 😀

being delulu is literally the solulu in this area 😋 nothing is impossible here we literally have 100% of the characters living their best lives in this verse

i read that whole prediction/theory with a blank face 😭 no one’s gone that far in their prediction before! like usually it’s a small scene they predict, or a small prompt, not an entire storyline hahaaa

we’ll see how right or wrong you are tho 👀

you’re also the second kai lover i’ve seen 😋

putting him in a pocket would be difficult ‘cause he’d put up a dramatic fight about it. the black blanket might work tho… good thinking 😭👍🏽

gojo fathering is my fav thing in the world tooooo, like i love that man sm and i love his canon-relationships with his students. i just tweaked it so he’s more like a father to them than just a teacher, but we won’t rinse the idea out, otherwise it’ll just get overbearing and that is the LAST thing we want 😭

girl study for ur examssss, don’t stay up reading LL. i’d die inside if someone failed ‘cause of me 😤

and you can absolutely make bots on c.ai from LL! i think that’d be super cool!

you’re not schizophrenic, there was a scene with maki and mai as kids in their puffer jackets. check elementary school, the scene where mc’s mum is taking them and megumi and y/n to school <3

[khaoala]

Unsurprisingly i am rewatching Us already.

Once again when rak goes to the dental office and proudly tells pam that she’s likes it when she yells at her and likes her fierce face I’m like *holds up watermelon Arizona can* bitch me too!

ALSO….pam seeks rak out to ask if her brother is trust worthy and says how she’s been lied to and deceived in the past AND YET pam is the one with a possibly nefarious “secret plan”. But in all honestly she’s my new Oom and can do no wrong so carry on pammy poo 😘.

When pam brought rak back to her place after she fainted and then decided to sit right next to her and give her that fierce look while scolding her i am truly surprised rak didn’t faint again because i was close 😮‍💨🪭

Ok i think that’s it 🙈carry on with your day(evening?)

-🤫

rak might as well be one of the most unhinged gl characters i've seen in a while. like sure, may kissed oon in their "first meeting", but rak in her few 20 years of age is straight up telling her crush she likes being yelled at. like girl, props to you for being upfront about your kinks.

in all honesty, when pam went asking about kawi, i was like, don't worry babygirl, i'll protect you, and i know rak would never do you wrong (except lie to you about the drawings), it's all going to be fine, and then it turns out she's planning something against the siblings' backs and i'm all here for it! to be really honest, i thought pam was going to be just a protagonist things happen to as in she doesn't take action a lot, so i'm genuinely very happy with that little turn of events.

that scene with them in rak's room is my favorite so far, because it showcased emibonnie's chemistry so well in my opinion. the way they stared at each other! i'm especially impressed by bonnie bc i think this is her second project? but she acts with her eyes so well, and she's doing so good so far. and emi, i mean... it's emi, i've been waiting to see more of her since forever.

saturday couldn't be further away, honestly.

[ohdragonflyohdragonburnthemdown]

New update! (Yes it's late, but that's just life😭😮‍💨)

Please read the trigger warnings before you read the chapter ok?

[tipsy-scales]

Wowowow my YouTube channel has reached 500 subscribers 🥹

I’ll do a commemorative breakdown of the channel so far—

Read below the cut if you’re into the lore lol

So far I have 27 videos! I started wanting to do needlefelt + discussion but got rlly into customizing figures & then into dolls.

My original plan was to do crafting + discussion but to keep it vague. Like oh a craft? surprise! A mini essay! But I’m proud of my discussion points & I think I lose potential audience by not mentioning it so now when I promo the videos I talk about what my discussion points are.

So far my most viewed videos are:

Making Lust’s nendo doll (I was going to do the rest of the homunculi. I still have all the parts but I wanna buy an airbrush & im scared)

And my review on nendo doll Len Kagamine! I actually 😔 sold him off a while after

Views suggest my vids should be 15-25 minutes but I keep making long ones 😮‍💨Ive put in effort to split things up. My Selim custom doll vid included blushing but I split it into a separate vid for 2B/9S

My longest video is about the NieR concert at 2 hours 🤐

This one’s a vlog which is my poorest performing type but it did ok for what it was. This one’s more of a personal vid using the concert as backdrop.

Atm the series I’ve made most vids about is Fullmetal Alchemist at 7

The topic w the most videos is Figures w 7

I think doll videos are very promising though! However I’ve tried to space them out bc I don’t want to be seen as a doll channel only (+pressure to get more dolls)

The next video I’m working on is about getting into Ouji fashion. Then I want to follow with some doll photo diaries & more custom figure projects. I’m out of the job atm which is unfortunate but I hope to get the most out of my free time until I figure things out.

Anyway here’s my channel if you’d like to check it out. It’s been fun ironing out the channel & I rlly enjoy making videos. I can’t believe I started a YouTube lol