#ooc: going offline

[gxldensxldiers]

what if i tried to write vyse

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Been thinking abt things and I’ve been entertaining the thought of moving my guys here elsewhere so…. Thoughts?

[gxldensxldiers]

Holy shit someone said what I was thinking the moment I saw the release trailers

Scottish buddies 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

I'm invoking fans of Soap MacTavish!!

[stalkerofstuff]

Ooc: guys I’ve stalked you all for so much longer then you being added to this list-

This is about 3 months worth of accounts being added

[hypnotic-broadcast]

WHOOPS HBVUIFBVIDSBIVSD

[punkbooyahbomber2227]

me when the fucking clown gets me with a ring of bullets

[54prowl]

who's your blorbo that is taeju low tide in twilight-coded

[nightingeal-arch]

🍒 ooc. been trying to write up a couple headcanons for el and getting Real Self Conscious and deleting the whole kit and caboodle so this might be a sign to hard reset

[gxldensxldiers]

After spending way too long in development hell, the servers set up now! This is an 18+ server set after the events of MWIII and Ghost Recon: Breakpoint.

Members are allowed up to six canon characters and limitless ocs!

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Thinking abt the DFW au and ngl it’s seriously tempting for Konni to somehow be involved in that attack that got Pixie captured. Could call this 1am thoughts with Numa idk but I’m just jotting this down for future ref LMFAO

[handsomethrowrug]

OOC:

So work has been quiet enough for me to watch the sequel in parts on Y.outube.

And like... damn. I forgot how intense Z.ira is as an individual, let alone as a villain. Everyone around her, even those who were cubs, were just pawns in her goals to play exactly as she wanted to (as opposed to letting them find their own strengths).

In that way, I could see why Scar would choose one of her cubs (if none of them were his). Similarly, I could also see him meeting baby!K.ovu and being like "ah yes. He looks like a strong cub" and Z.ira latching onto that.

I really wish we had some comparable basis for her dynamic with Scar. It'd be fascinating to see what it actually was. She idolised him, and no one else in the pride held him to the same level as she did?

[stalkerofstuff]

So this is just me projecting on Grayson, but here are some headcanons I saw in fics that I now just fully headcanon for him:

He doesn’t really know his gender, or anything similar, he just never thought about it. It never really affected him, who care in the circus?

There all different, no one judges each other.

Then he’s grieving, there’s nothing but their deaths going though his head, then he’s Robin, every one calls him Robin, he’s a vigilante there’s nothing there, etc.

and it just kinda continues, when he’s an adult he realizes he doesn’t know anything about himself it feels.

He’s not trans or born in the wrong body, he likes how he looks but sometimes it just feels off.

Sexuality;

He doesn’t know he likes who he likes what’s up with it? He doesn’t understand why people make it a big deal, so what if he likes Kory and Wally? So what if he dates Babs after, it doesn’t change anything about him.

Tw: talks about sex for this little bit; I do think he could very well be possibly be asexual, or maybe sex repulsed. He has a lot of reasons to be this way, sex in his life has always been a trick.

Someone pretending to be Kory, the roof, etc. But also maybe it feels good to do it with someone you love to replace the feelings of pain and regret with making it something loving once again.

Could he even heal enough for that though? He brushes everything off how can he heal enough for that.

Trauma;

He forgets his trauma is a real thing that he has to deal with, it’s so easy to just focus on something else. To worry, to help someone else.

Someone who needs it more.

But of course, this leads to him minimizing everything,

“oh yeah someone tried to torture me for a week before I escaped and none of you even noticed, but I heard you got stabbed last night, are you okay? The stitches holding up? Banged right?”

Of course he knows he has trauma,

but he forgets that it is real, and actually needs to be processed and healed, and isn’t just there. A thing that happened to him.

Etc.

I could rant about any of these for a while, from the fics I read that I do really like,

in the circus Grayson would sometimes wear a skirt with his leotard, and some days he would throw it to the side and doesn’t want anything to do with it,

And the circus just didn’t ask, didn’t care. So why would Grayson change it?

And I love the idea of him slowly learning that things in the circus where different then put side it, people cared more about little things like who you had a crush on, how you look, etc then they did in the circus. And how much he would struggle,

“Bruce why can’t I wear a skirt? Or even wear one on patrol?”

“Because during patrol it would be in the way. And people might look at you weirdly for wearing a skirt,”

He would say before patting Grayson on the back and leaving, and of course Grayson would be so confused.

Why would they? It’s just a skirt a piece of clothing?

And it would just be interesting, not saying Bruce is transphobic or anything like that, he is just very logical, I don’t think he would read more into it really.

Grayson flew all over, of course he would see some of photos at least of him in a skirt, so Bruce would just think it is something he likes.

So he would just think of it practically, notice how he didn’t say anything about not wearing one at home?

Bruce won’t stop him from wearing something he likes, but he is worried about how his son ward would be viewed.

And of course not want to give him more flowy (?) fabric , that villains could grab him from.

But of course Grayson won’t view it like that.

:}

I don’t know if I used the right words for the like talking but of that but eh-

[prevailinghatred]

Do you ever just —

[puppytoothed]

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[hypnotic-broadcast]

I promise I exist. I'm just taking a lil break. I'm doing my absolute best to avoid complete and utter hyper fixation burnout with Hellaverse