#outofcrazy

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Christmas?

So... I should have probably done this early but... Oh well. Here is a small thing for Christmas from my muses to your muses! Like and then comment from who and for who (if you are multi-muse) you wanna receive a gift from! I'm not limiting it to love relationship, but all types of relationship. Enemies (who knows maybe Daemon will give a nice gift lol) or *shrug* anyway, friends, friends with benefits LOL, family, whatever. Go nuts, be happy, and tell me the time-line if we have more than one type of relationship for said couple. Gifts will be whatever fits best for them. I will send all of them December 25th, latest December 26th. Edit: Yes you can send more than one lol, there is no limit

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I may be one of those people but really, I will see what will happen from now on... Yeah... that is a dangerous world... I'm in a discord with people who read manhwa from Bato. And they do rant a lot about different things... But yeah... I was there another day... till 6 am lol

I felt that. It's hard to come back in now after tumblr changed quite a bit. It's not going to be an easy process, hence a lot of people poof away again after they tried to return.

Ahahaha...haha... //stares at a wall yeah... manhwa is a dangerous world. I'm currently binging one right now. I was binging it up until 3 am last night lol I lose a lot of sleep over my reading binges.

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for the record, i swear i’m not just immediately abandoning these blogs again, but grandma died a couple weeks ago and life’s been a bit weird ever since

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Hiatus - July 2025

So here is a quick rundown of what have been happening in my life since the start of the year, I have been going trough legal procedure to take the Visa for entering USA, so I could marry my fiance. It's been really stressful and honestly, mom hasn't make it easier. Today I went to retrieve my passport with the visa. Now, I'm going trough the process of sorting my things what I will or will not bring with me, plus I will need to plan a marriage. So, until July probably August, I won't be on tumblr. The stress is way too much. When I came back, I will probably create a new blog as this one has more than 10 years already if I remember. Also there is a lot of muses I don't play anymore and I don't want to go trough changing things... But when I do that I will come back and post again. Until then, you can found me on discord (IM or send an ask) and I will answer as soon as possible. I'm not planning in playing RP there, for this week but that can change as I do let go some of my frustration with writing. Anyway, that is it, hope everyone is okay and until then!

Quite honestly I may or may not pop up depending how stressed or how my mood is.

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Small PSA - December Activities

The closer it gets to December the worst it's my mental health. While it is a time for happiness, family, and all of that. For me... I'm working on it so... I ask that if I do disappear during that month from Tumblr, is because I barely have energy to get out of my bed. And if I do get on Tumblr, I will probably project this in angst. But I'm always reachable in discord.

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I swear... Sometimes I wonder, how in the hell Hayato ended up with low sex drive when I just heard the loudest and lewdly moan ever from him....

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Throws away whatever schedule I had. I... Something happened and I'm taking the rest of today and tomorrow off from tumblr. Find me on Discord. Depending on how bad I feel I might take the weekend too.

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It's been a while since a muse has been broken like that. There is a reason why I don't write death as a permanent thing in memes, verses, or threads. But as I respect and understand it... I'm just going to hold my muses and let them cry because this hurts Hibari more than hurts Dera... And they have been crying a lot. They are so fucking hurt... And so am I.

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For Dera.

I wouldn't know what to say I wouldn't know what to do If you came back from Heaven And I could look at you Would I fumble for the words Would I be a little shy Would I bust right out with laughter Or break right down and cry

Oh, if you came back from Heaven Would it be like it was then Could we just pick up where we left off And try it all again Oh, if you came back from Heaven It would freeze me in my tracks And I hope God knows, if He let you go I'd never send you back

Do your kisses feel the same Do you still have the same touch And will you whisper softly 'Cause you've missed me so much Have you heard all my prayers When I laid down at night And did you feel my body When I held your pillow tight

Oh, if you came back from Heaven Would it be like it was then Could we just pick up where we left off And try it all again Oh, if you came back from Heaven It would freeze me in my tracks And I hope God knows, if He let you go I'd never send you back

And if, God forbid, You leave this earth Again while I sleep I hope He knows, if you go You'll be bringing me

Oh, if you came back from Heaven Would it be like it was then Could we just pick up where we left off And try it all again Oh, if you came back from Heaven It would freeze me in my tracks And I hope God knows, if He let you go I'd never send you back

I hope God knows, if He let you go I'd never send you back

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Relationship Call

You know this page? Emi has to add people there, but EMI has bad memory soooo please comment if you want to be there and with who, and what muse you are, what type of relationship too please? Thank you. DON'T need to be love relationship, it can be friends, family and so on.

Love Relationship: Whiskey's Hibari and Hayato, Rikku's Mukuro and Hayato

Sibling Relationship: Month's Byakuran and Yuni

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Because Emi never got drunk, I may take care of Mom when she is drunk but that is that, sooooo anything is just crazy happening. Also yes Dera thought that his finger was a fish in the water. He looked at Yamamoto and forgot that he was an adult himself for a few minutes. The shine is because anything that sparkles or like pops up in light, calls his attention as it shines. And don't ask about Mothman I just remembered a joke I heard in the Tik Tok saying that Mothman had a big butt.

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📎

For every 📎 I get in my ask box, I'll post a thread that I want to do. @dxcimocielo

Eh... Oh Oh OH! Hear me out how crazy and crack this is, an AU where Gokudera has a twin called Gokudera Haruka (female), or a twin male with another male whatever the case is. And BOTH together are the Vongola Storm Guardian. No other reason than weird, crack, and fun. Better yet, if they are identical twins, people keep getting confused about who is who. And they have different upbringings!

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Totally, 100% not only reflects them but the melody and just... awwwwwww it's so... them. Dera is fucking crying but this is beautiful.

Was listening to some music and Yamamoto woke up for a brief bit during this one.

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My whole body is driving me crazy, I want to scratch so badly every that I might end up hurting myself so... gonna be on mobile.

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I sincerely apologize, something happened tonight that pushed my anxiety and hell broke loose. Whiskey helped me to project it and that is why I played with Dera and only with her without answering anything else. Right now I was able to answer as Takeshi because Takeshi is still running loose around me. Tomorrow is Dera birthday I will try to make him work, but again, in my verse is the day he figures his mom died and as well the day when he went to the street and was in bad hands. So he will do his best. I really missed playing Takeshi...

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for takeshi and hayato

Send ❤️ if you ship our muses romantically. Send 💋 if you ship our muses sexually. Send 🙊 if you ship our muses platonically. Send ✌ if you poly ship ours muses with another. (for this one hear me out, takeshi, hayato, and hibari)

Shipping meme! @arealmunited

I'm always ALWAYS open and free to ship them with you Ari! I'm pretty sure that I can't ship 8059 easily with anyone other than you... But that apart... YES, GIMME! Gimme! I believe you are saying Hibari from @whiskeysmulti or is there another Hibari? Still... GIMME GIMME GIMME! Emi likes it!

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Ha... I'm feeling sicker today than yesterday... Gonna go lurk I guess... Be in discord and trying not to feel more awful... Really I want to be feeling better soon. There was a bunch of thing I didn't do today and... I will try to do it tomorrow.