#persinal stuff

[the--chaos]

Burger night just got a major upgrade! 🍔✨ Juicy, perfectly seasoned beef, gooey cheese, fresh toppings, and buns straight from the oven. Who's hungry? 😋💥

[offthewall1979]

was his plan to be cute forever

[cringelordofchaos]

the urge....the urge to make a sixth tmf rp blog......

[oysterie]

unless they open a new class time I'm gonna have to take chem 2 online 🥴🥴 evil but I'll do one w lectures and then chem 2 has more walk in tutoring times.

Still annoyed that the geography class I want to take is on Wednesday like I don't want to drive out there for a less than two hour class 😭 in the morning too

[macsimagines]

Ah i'm glad for the clarification! And your hc are all super good too! I'm excited to try for a matchup for Tokyo Revengers, since I don't think Ive done one at all and today's officially my 20th Birthday 🥳

My name is Lucy, physically I'm 165cm tall (I wish I was so much taller), long brown wavy hair and green eyes, I also wear glasses and have a bunch of freckles in my face, I don't have many curves but a very pronounced waist and a curved S spine. I have many different clothing styles from femme to masc because fashion and expression is important to me, although I don't wear a lot of accesories like necklaces or earings because they overwhelm me in those sensitive areas.

As for personality, I'm never ashamed to be myself, very talktative, social and passionate about the things I love, talking about everything and anything both seriously and joking is what I live for. I consider myself charming and confident, but can very easily come off as intimidating. I love to share opinions and hobbies, and ask alot about someone elses too. I adore horror, musicals, all types of bugs, pranks, poetry and eating out. I'm an older sister of twins by 12 years, and I take all of the housework because of it, cleaning, cooking and everything else falls to me. Since I'm a linguistic and translation major, being good with words and expressing yourself both creatively and specifically is second nature. That same passion becomes explosive when having arguments because I really stand my ground, I have very clear moral and persinal grounds that I stand on. It has made me become stubborn but also incredibly loyal to those I know, since I'm very clear on never judging others, because one never truly know what the other person is going through, but said empathy becomes an issue with my history of letting abuse go because of it. That leads to being overly lenient with people, but also incredibly resentful. I heavily dislike violence and detatchment, since I came from a background full of it, hence why I love showering people with love, attention and compliments. Specially in the context of the series, I understand why violence becomes recurrent. I crave being needed and loved, but I'm so afraid of being loved back.

I'm not sure if we're meant to include preferences, I appreciate people who understand what it's like to grow up in a tough enviorment, that also craves love and it's willing to give it. To be able to feel like a child in a safe space. I don't enjoy when people are overly mean because it feels like chasing love, and because the lines between tease and cruelty becomes blurred.

I'm not sure if this is how it's suppoused to be done 😭😭 I hope it is, thanks for the hard work :33!!

Happy birthday Lucy!!! I think you wanted a matchup but im also including a few headcanons and relationship song! heres who ive got you with

💚#KAKUCHO HITTO#💚

Its only because you get him, baby. You guys can be yourselves around each other. Even better, you get to be weak together. The whole world seems to just stop for a few precious moments you two get to have together.

He doesn't have to be this hardened punk ready and willing to throw hands at the drop of a hat. No Kakucho can just melt in your arms and rest his head right on your chest. He gets to be soft with you.

Soooo goddamn sweet and gentle with you. Its a priveldge to treat you like a princess. And an even sweeter gift how bashful and shy you are.

Don't get me wrong he's soft but hes a soft-dom. Meaning he's still in charge, baby. Tell him you don't like it when he snuggles you close and holds you like you're the most delicate thing on earth? Too bad. Hate that he showers you in all sorts of sweet talk when its just the two of you? He won't stop.

Its never PDA though. He saves all of that mushy stuff for when you're in private. In public though? You're off fucking limits. Anyone so much as walks in your direction and Kakucho is sending them home with a concussion.

And not liking violence? Well he tries not to do anything in front of you. But what you don't understand is that you're the most amazing person on the planet. You're his Soulmate. How can you expect him to not get a little crazy.

[skayafair]

Soooo Niko isn't dead dead? Or was the woman who let the boys stay - Niko far in the future? Why else did she know that phrase? And it looked like seeing her name on the case board made a difference. Anyway, I KNEW white clothing, especially together with white hair was a bad sign >< Maybe not for Niko - if she's gonna come back or is free to travel, she can find her father and help the agency. But still, she didn't get to live her life((((

Also in the beginning I was sort of disappointed with how they gave her this cliché character of an "shy kawaii asian girl with died hair", but soon enough Niko's persinality expanded and I think she was pretty badass for a girl who couldn't step outside her apartment in the beginning and whose only superpower was seeing ghosts. Woops, looks like we've just found out who's my favorite this season. Also the way she's so compassionate to people around her was the truly badass part. Man I love seeing this personality trait being alleviated like this. Fuck cynicism.

Gods do I hope this gets another season, better a few. It's done EXACTLY the way I like, it's even kind to otherworldly creatures! I've really missed this stuff in visual media! I only come across it in podcasts and books now(

If there IS another season, GIMME MORE Edwin and Niko. It was their friendship, not Edwin and Charles' who I'm still on the fence with, what was the true highlight of the series for me. Maybe because these two outcasts, both having difficulties with social relationship, were just too relatable not to be happy about how they found each other, it reminded me too much of my own friendships. It's just... like camomile tea. Except I hate it, so to me they're like honey linden tea. Snug, cozy, understanding and comforting.

I want to rewatch it all over again 🤦‍♀️

UPD. I've just rewatched that roof scene (because it's going to be my favorite now) and HOLY CRICKETS just when I thought "oh she has two braids, it would have been funnier in a sad way if it was actually four".

And then I notice that the braids in the front are not the same as at the back. She had 4 braids. Niko, WHO goes to a high risk mission dressed in all white and with a death number of braids?!! A crazy detail, compels me though.

[pebbles-agere-blog]

ugh this so noyin

why cn i do hard cacountin homwork wen m smal lik calclaytin eech persins porshin of monthy net incom in a partnreship n stuff but i cant rite a opinin pargraph or evin bullit points fr inglish?? n is no the spellin thing cuz id jus rite lik this IF I COUD bu i cant think abowt it rite!! nanoyin.

[jjcocker]

just had a rhythm heaven fangame idea but its rhe most Boring fangame idea....

basically its just. its a 1st persin game. u play as karate joe and. theres nothing much to really Do- ur in the basement and u just. walk around (like its a 3d space) and there's a bunch of specific objects u cna interact withh... like ull walk around a but abd theres idk a jj poster. u click on it and a closeup + dialogue abt it appears "woah this posters old..."

the thing js Its just. Not Mentioning Names(just so that nintendo doesnt Blast me w copyrighting.... can it even do that im Literally Neaurodivergent Adn A Minor(JKOE)(kidna)) so its vagye and makes Sense at the same time. idk the Words

it's also a Fun Way (i guess) to show off some lore abt joe in a way. i gues. Like u click on a soccer ball and the dialogue box jist says "..."

i wrote a lot of stuff down (like possible objects and dialogyes. heck even alt dialogues for some stuff,) bur cant take pictures rn,, but like. I dont know why im thinking so Much i cant even codee :'P

[wolrith]

fuck all those old "x isnt a persinality trait" memes. you know what, if you wanna make listening to alternative music a personality trait, or liking stuff uncharacteristic to our generation, or even just liking books or wtv, you're welcome here. your personality is everything you are and you know what, no one can tell you thats wrong. fuck cringe culture

[the-flowing-river]

Helloooo!! More about the cult of the beloved!!! (Also if u wanna read about the strandbeests there's a link in my pined to read a story in progress)

So! The cult has many different practices, but the most common or important one is the ceremonies to turn someone into a strandbeest. How it works is basically a pit with a door leading to some caged strandbeests like this:

How the ceremony will go is the cult will surround the rim of the pit and push the person to be turned into the pit. They then release a strandbeest- wait I need to explain stuff about the strandbeests. So basically strandbeests are composed of human and used to be human and they (without having a mouth, it's more of a radio frequency) count down from an undetermined number, generally in the 3-5 diget range. They have a set number of count downs (1-9) and as they aproch the end of their counts, the lower their starting number will be. That said, once they reach zero and someone is within range, they turn into a strandbeest. This is a horribly gruesome process and strandbeests are in constant pain as they are humans constantly morphing and breaking their bones to even exist. If you are out of range but can still hear it, you turn into a "mummbler" and this essentially breaks your brain. If you get into shade fast enough, you can stop the transformation as long as you never see natural light again. Here's another diagram for that (plus better drawing of the beasts themselves) :

So back to the cult of the beloved, they will usually have up to five strandbeests in the cages. These strandbeests used to be followers and they volunteered for this position. They will choose the strandbeest that is at the lowest number and bring it out into the pit with the person. The rest of the cult members will put on ear protection and count along with the strandbeest until it reaches zero and the person has turned. They will then, depending on the wishes of the used-to-be-persin, either replace the oldest strandbeest with the new one, put the new one into their strandbeest sanctuary, or set it free.

I could talk about the cult a bit more, or I could tell you more about the creatures themselves, whatever you want!

I am very interested in the actual cult, but would like to know more about the strandbeests to know what they worship. (Also, i've read a couple of pages from the story. Its very good.)

[idealspawn]

so the guy im seeing came back from his trip. we met up yesterday. he told me we should stay friends. i guess its okay its just a bit weird. its funny bc i felt so bad about not liking him as much as he seems to like me. so i literally like. trained myself to get used to being real vulnerable w him. and meanwhile he, unknowingly to me, trained himself to get used to the idea of not having me present in his life the same way as i was up until now. its not too bad because it felt weirdly forced to me too at times but its like. i tend to push through that. i think of feelings like waves. i know theyre sometimes still there even when im disconnected to them. not that its like that for everyone but i dont think i believe in like soulmates for a while already. like i dont think youre supposed to feel crazy attraction right away and click right away and be comfortable w everything RIGHT away. that if sth feels wrong it might be that the situation is wrong not the persin as a whole. it just bothers be that he wasnt fully honest from the get-go. like that he said all was well when it wasnt. for me, being truly aware of eachother's raw perspectives is the thing that helps me move on, not trying to save me from hurt by withholding details bc my gut still tells me sth is off despite what he says directly, you know. he said he met up w his ex right before his trip and realized that neither me or his ex is what he wants. and that he shouldve started the convo w that but he was embarrassed. and that he feels like an idiot bc of that. he also kept repeating that he is really uncomfortable w talking abt emotions, that it will send him into a crisis. but if he wont talk abt them... i will go spiralling.. you know.. noone fucking wins. and he said he knows that so he did talk abt his emotions in a way after all after i fried him w questions to tell me abt things. i guess its maybe.. um.. good that he isnt my love interest anymore bc i really need someone who is okay with emotions, like really okay. i asked him to tell me wtf am i supposed to do now bc he has had all this time to think abt it but i havent. he is pretty self-aware. he said he knows it was a dick move to lead me on like that. but i guess i knew his approach to his past relationships so i cant blame him necessarily. its just that i used to be like him, thinking that a moment of disconnection ALWAYS meant that the feelings arent there anymore. which they sometimes arent but also a lot of the times its just a question of the perspective you look at relationships and feelings from. so i assumed he maybe too has changed bc i have changed and you know when i talk abt my past then i talk abt it.. as the past.. idk.. he also will move to brussels in not too long which is a weird ass turn of events. i guess its good he said it now as summer still lasts, i have time to adjust. its just that i literally planned him in my fucking plans already. nothing insane but i kind of assumed he would be in my life for a while more. though he still will be in my life because we will stay friends and stuff but i cant do it the same. like i cant give him as much time of my week. well i can but that wouldnt be us being friends.

[frogndtoad]

the thing. the thing about Jenny from Thebes. iis obviously I do like it it is very good its not a top album for me but I think they did some neat stuff and i love my close persinal friend jennt. HOWEVER. it will NEVER be beat the champ. never Ever.

[barbatoskisser]

So i decided to start reading fics about bnha again because ill be honest i dont gice a shit about the source material (sue me) and i have this

In other news the coolest person ever started playing genshin again and i gwt three things out of this:

-beat up easy enemies for free for up tp 2 months if they play it constantly (they wont. Maybe once a day for 15m. Theyre a total casual)

-i saw the rarest artifacts in the game (that white flower and feather that doesnt belong to any set ingame that just give an atj and hp boost) through their stream and it was the best thing ever

-I GET TO TUTOR THEM ANF HELP THEM WITH STUFF ANF I LIKR HELPING PEOPLE WITH MY HYPERFIXATION +

genshin is still a pain in the ass but it is still my hyperfixarion and yes im insane about it genshin has my whole life but only the game of. I dont read fic of genshin other than sagau because anythinf but sagau is often modern au and thats just so fucking stalr for me

Also just genshin is fun when i get to watch new players do dunb stuff

Ex: said persin kept hit the walk key / run key over and over. Or, alternatively, hit fucking air for no readon. It wss great

Thats it i had so much fun in that one 5 hour call

Genshin has me in a chokehold (still) i need more people to talk sbout it with

[xxcrumbxx]

 ๑•̥﹏•̥๑ OMG this is so fucking sweet, gosh I just wan't Sol to lurne self love. Im so excited to meet Ruin aswell. Its ganna be oh so wonderfull.*.☆⸜(⑉˙ᗜ˙⑉)⸝♡.*

( also im insainly curios about Sol's potental injury or even some sort of disabulity. It be aswom if hes like me an y/n and has some sort of cronic pain or invisabule disabulity. Like in y/ns scar is visabule when not hidded under clothes but the sideeffects and c-ptsd are invisabule. Gosh it be awsome :].

Affter cut it me talking about my own disability's an my fears of using a mobility aid becuse of where I live

Sorry to put all this under ur lovely wholsome art im ganna reblog it agin without all this persinal junk under it muddying up the format. :]]

also I might start drawing mysef with a cain bc somestuff's getting worse in ik I should have one for flair ups ( my back an joints hurting more then usual and losing controll or feeling in my hands arms an legs ,idk what it is bc doctors suced when i was younger an told me i was making it up or simply just fat. I belived them bc i was a big kid a hole butch of outhr stuff but ive lost ove 50 pounds and its not getting better its acculy getting worse.) or when my leg gose out on me but im scared to get one bc im afraid of what it repersents,an the posabule target it will put on me. I hate living in the Amarican south, like I was fucking born here an im not ingnorant like some of these mf ik not all of em but its enughf to make you feel unsafe i was raised not the same an have been excposed to some of the worst an best people and sides of heth care ,Cps ,an the mental heth programs and school districts. I dont hold my knolige aginst them i just with they could lurn and grow perfurabuly not how i was forced to,i will never understand willfull ingnorance .i just whant men to stop being emotshinaly ingnorant and blind to all isuse out side of them self ,an i want the women to know that just becuse thats what they where tought and gromed in to dusent mean its correct or just, im so fuckin done with the toxic crishtian mentalitys full of greed hate an sexisum,abolisum, homaphobia, racisum that run like wild fier threw here. i acctuly live in a decently less hatefull part of the south but its still here. An thats the annoying part bc ik there doing it to keep ppl like me quiet thats why i refuse to me silent about my mental helth but im kinda a hipocrit bc I still mask and im nurvis about using mobility aids. Fuck I should so the younger ones arnt scared but im also young .I hate feel responsabule but if i dont who will ,ik its not that big of a deal even if it feels like a silent persinal protest ... Fuck im so off topic but hey ..yall dont seem to mind . Tbh im scared an I hate that I am, I need to show people that i excist even by simply useing a cain or being un-masked in public,but im scared of being hate crimed.ive always protected peope in need when i was younger id get phisical involved during moments of bulliying bc of racisum an abulisum like in mental hospitals i attaced a staff member for bullying an outhering my roommate with downsiynbrom bc well she needed to shut the fuck up and her words wher leading to my roomate getting bullied by the outher kids in tje unit, i still think there pussys tbh mostly bc they saw the unjustice and didnt acked even tho i know they where fully capabule of it bc theyve attacked staff for lesser things. Im not nessasarealy proud that i hurt that woman badly but i take pride in my acctons of protection but im scared that no one will protect me like ive protected outhers all threwout my life even to my own detrament. I dont excpect anyone to mostly becuse no ones protected me before but what if i have a flair up an i cant walk or protect my self. The cain would help but would also be a visual. note for bad ppl to know to target me. I know its a provlige to get to even way the options of using a cain but im still scared. ANYWAY AWSOME ART SOSOSO COOLIOOO ☆◦☆

SolRuin.... Matchies.

Ruin just existing is going to constantly deal psychic damage on Soleil I think.

( GITM belongs to @venomous-qwille !! )

[yoonyia]

you know what's insane

like

my iq and cat 4 scores and stuff

like

like I'm in the top 4~1%

of students and intelligence and stuff

but only in cognitive tests

like my school test scores suck

but like I'm still put into the same help course as like 7 other smart kids

and they get like flying colors

what

I always knew my brain was pretty ok because genetics and stuff

like my parents are like 138 and 146

so me having an iq of like 135 isn't actually that good considering my genes

but like

my mom is top 0.1% of iq apprantly

and she's just a normal person

like

she's super smart

but shes just some guy

I have a technical miracle living in the house and her favorite snacks are shrimp chips and she does sky yoga

my dads a doctor yea

he's probably the most wise person I know

he's super intelligent

and like

in a room of 100 people by each percentage he's the smartest

what

what????

my dad loves anime and hates taking out the trash

he's the smartest in a room of 100 people????

I mean I guess that makes sense

but

really??????

?????

THATS THE SAME FOR ME

IF I WAS IN A ROOM OF 100 PEOPLE I WOULD FIND 1 PERSIN SMARTER THEN ME IF IT WAS BY PERCENTAGE

no?????

I would find like minimum 35 people smarter then me

probably closer to 60

like

I dont

get it

I know iq and that bullshit dosent matter

but like getting put in the same group as these smart fucks who gets insane grades and have all these ambitions drives me insane

ONE OF MY CLASSMATES WHOS ALSO IN THIS PROGRAM IS LITTERALLY THE SCHOOL PRESIDENT

like

one of them gets nearly straight 90+ (it's myp so that means 7 and up) and I'm here getting 50???? (5 in myp) LIKE

I GET IT

GRADES ARENT ALL THERE IS TO INTELLIGENCE AND ALL THAT

BUT WHAT THE FUCK MAN

one dude named lucas

this bitch got sad he didn't get a 8 in math

he got a 7 and sulked

he was my teammate in wsc and let me tell you this bitch is smart

he won best scholar

he's subpar at debating but that's because he's just very likeable and polite

if this dude had even the tiniest bit of fury he would be the most charismatic person in the world

while I'm here with my makeshift political speeches having a mental breakdown because I sound like trump

"to create commercial spacecraft for permanent or long term stay and travel is not only putting the people into inhumane situations akin to that of prison and is merely abandoning our responsibility as earth's citizens, it is also a grievance against humanity itself. And you, for supporting this ideal, is cursing the remainder of civilization to die." IS WHAT I SAY AND THEN HE ACTUALLY HAS POINTS

THEN MY OTHER CLASSMATE

SHE TUTORS OTHER STUDENTS AND THEN THEIR GRADES GET BETTER

I TRIED HELPING MY FRIEND AND ENDED UP DYING ON THE FLOOR INSTEAD

another one is my friend who does every extra curricular possible and still gets good grades

I'm sorry

I do literally nothing other then choir and wsc

and I get overwhelmed and tired and die by the end of the day

I cant get to 4th period without being reduced to mush

what do you mean you do 4 hours of tennis everyday

WHY AM I WITH THESE FREAKS

THESE ARE SUPER GENIUSES THAT HAVE STUFF TO DO

THAT HAVE AMBITIONS TO CHASE

MY GRADES ARE BELOW AVERAGE IN SOME SUBJECTS DECCENT IN SOME AND GOOD IN ONLY 2

THESE BASTARDS ARE GETTING GOOD GRADES STRAIGHT ACROSS

AND ACTUALLY DOING STUFF THATLL HELP THEIR FUTURE

THE MOST INTELLECTUAL THING IVE BEEN DOING THIS MONTH IS TRYING TO SEE IF MY FRIEND COULD MAKE DESLACODA ONCE THEY GET THEIR DEGREES

I'm not using this brain of my mine for anything useful

I dont get why I'm here

I litterally had to go to the hospital because I slept too well and my brain created too many hallucinations that made me do face in palm shrimp back for too long that made my spine bones compress and paralyze my leg

I do stupid shit like this and I'm put in with litteral smart people

I'm a dumb idiot

I feel like Nikolai in enders jeesh

I know I'm not that stupid

but something is making me think i was placed here for some fucking reason

I dont belong here

I'm gonna cry

I dont get these smart people

why am I here

what did I do to even make the teachers give me this tests in the first place

I NEVER GOT GOOD GRADES

WHY DID THEY TEST ME TO SEE IF IM SMART

I NEVER GAVE THE OPPORTUNITY FOR THEM TO MAKE THAT IMPRESSION

I DONT WANNA BE HERE

IT'S JUST A CONSTANT REMINDER THAT FOR SOME REASON DESPITE YOUR PERFECTLY GOOD SKILLED TALENTED BRAIN YOU SOMEHOW STILL FUCKING SUCK

I DONT NEED IMPOSTER SYNDROME I AM LITTERALLY LIVING IT

gosh I'm tired

I need to sleep

but not too much or else you'll get night terrors and wake up at 5am in shock and horror but remember nothing

[eivupdating]

School days with 40 minute lessons, instead of the normal 75, are nice. If I didn't have to attend a celebration-thingie as a coat-hanger, or whatever the persin who puts people's stuff into coat-racks is called in English.