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just realised the name Mallory means unlucky. haaaa you picked a good name
YEESS!!! Omg a name freak like meš«¶ like recognises like!!! I am so happy you pointed it out XD
I personally love Mallory, itās what I call all my RPG characters because you know I am going to put them through āØitāØ
Poor Kit gets the worst of it though ā hehehheeh
#not writing#anon comment#anon speaks#donāt mind me#going feral over names#itās the writer brain your honour#:p#I suspect anon#is a fellow writer#š§#plagued with the same sickness#the same name disease#the etymology curse#orphan speaks#orphan answers
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I started drawing this next day after I finished Act 6
13 or so days and it's finished!
Main things are traditional and Loop's body was edited digitally after
Unedited it looks like this

I've been torn on how to do Loop's body for the entirety of lining, also

A bit sad the main lines are visible only as a wip, most of this thing is literally just a ton of sharp lines

I think it's also my first day of drawing, Loop is just a sketch here (feat. my leg)

I even finished the beans before it so they were a moral support, because if you let me things like this take a year
#fanart#my art#isat#isat fanart#in stars and time#isat loop#loop#traditional art#artists on tumblr#Phew#So anyway this was my way of figuring out my thoughts after finishing the game#I didn't even actually finish it with credits playing at that moment#This type of art is my therapy#And in a way literally how my personality works from big figures to small details of thinking about anything#It's really calming!#I won't tag paper figures but they're here#Like special guests#In any case the funniest thing was showing this to my English teacher and she was like 'wow this looks stressed' or something#Like she immediately looked at the lines and after I showed her my old Flowey drawing like this she was like#'oh it makes sense! This one looks calm but this one is clearly you not feeling good'#Because I was kinda#Like sitting there in the semi-park and feeling sick since morning before I started drawing this and slowly I got better#I already talked about this on my first 'big' isat thing - I needed to think a bit#And not think at the same time just literally letting myself sort stuff out#Like. I fell asleep at 6 am that day and woke up at 10 4 hours of sleep after playing full Act 5 and two hats stuff IS STRESSFUL#SUPER STRESSFUL! Like I felt like I was playing for 4 hours while sleeping#Anyway by the time I finished it aka today I'm feeling way better and I'm literally talking a walk right now#Touching grass as we speak#Anyway phew!#Now to that animatic that's plaguing my mind to draw it nowww
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I'm just too tough to cry tbh. Nerves of fuckin steel tbh (<- read STRAY DOGS for the first time, has been crying abt dogs all day)
#THEY WERE LOVED AND CHERISHED BY THEIR HUMANS........ THEIR OWNERS LOVED THEM SO SO FUCKING MUCH.......#i got caught up on FERAL by the same creators (cat rabies zombie apocalypse comic) and i rly liked it!!#so i decided to read STRAY DOGS and :) and :))) an...and....:'))))#im such a big softie when it comes to dogs i swear#the art is beautiful and the premise is so so cool. serial killer dognaps the pets of his victims. told from dog's pov#truly some heartbreakingly AWFUL scenes that filled me with REAL dread. reminds me of watership down plague dogs etc.#fuck.... it made me snuggle and kiss my dog so hard. my special little guy... ;_;#the comic was so effective just because im a doglover lul it made me SICK to my FUCKING STOMACH 10/10 good read#bear king speaks#delete later#probably#stray dogs comic
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Guys I am so sick
#and everyone I know is so sick#the plague is sweeping through my university#coming on here to complain bc I canāt really complain to my friend who also has a fever#my mom was going to drive up and bring me some meds#but she woke up super sick this morning too#meanwhile my dad is also sick because the plague is ALSO sweeping through my step-siblingās middle school#the public school system in my hometown is literally shutting down for three days bc so many of the kids are sick#apparently some of the schools in my momās city are doing the same#rip to my neighbors Iām sorry Iām going to be coughing all night and Iām sorry our walls are thin
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cursed to write essays and think with horror āwould jughead write that. is that a jughead line. am i that guy in a college english class. was that jugheadsianā
#raii talks a lot#good or bad whoās to say but he literally plagues me in the worst way. writing the most vulnerable essay Iāve ever written#(HATE!!!) and god this is so jughead 14 year old me and jughead are the same sick and twisted guy. I wore a hat once āļø#wait no itās all adding upā¦.. aroaceā¦.. annoying guy in English class but in different ways mind youā¦ā¦ weirdā¦. weirdoā¦..
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crying whenever i talk about Cookie9 because all my friends have these interesting and unique theories on them while i take everything too literally and they all just stare at me like ādude⦠uuugh we r TIREDā <-they dont actually say this they are very kind to me but i can Feel It
#my version of them is centered around their blog version with the āpersonalityā of their steam review and like a bunch of HC#i developed them with the implication that theyāre Real but iām a bit iffy on it#because all my friends have theories about how theyāre from the narratorās consciousness which is sick as hell#and iām unsure how to actually structure everything or if i should go the same route so i can get approval from them </3#my friends r the real reviewer fans even though they dont plague themselves over them every day and im so sad that i donāt know anythinggg#gggggggggggg#like im p sure they genuinely hate the stuff i make about cookie9 and im just. scrumbles myself. sorry im Trying :( iām not smart#or good at writing or even media literate#whatever that term means#all i have is love in my heart for them i donāt know anything at all#ouhghghhg they hate It so much but i cant do anything else and itās all i have#like all my cookie9 stuff works on the āwhat if their blog self Was Realā but iām not actually sure how to fit it all into my actual parabl#stuff because i still havent worked out how my parable itself works#and people probably donāt think i know enough and i donāt think theyāll approve if i try. so i Donāt#tempted to blame this on my like. general crushing lack of intelligence caused by both physical and mental reasons#but i want to believe i could do better if i try? but thatās incredibly hopeful#iāll be stuck here forever i think#<-guy who. whenever Anything wrong happens ever. just goes back to āoh yeah its because im dumb as fuckign rocks. due to the Incidentsā#i am very scared of the possibility that it is possible for me to be anything more because that implies that iām stupid because i didnt try#even though iām trying very very fucking hard and every time i get something wrong way more than anyone else iāve ever known#and they hate me for it . MAN!!!!!!!!!#<-brain is lying 2 me i think nobody hates me or . whatever. it still feels like it though im just saying this because i dont want anyone t#think people genuinely hate me for being stupid. i mean. people DO. but not my friends āļø#man i canāt even get into the buglivia crap either because she is so abstracted from her actual review#girl w identity issues and also the general normal Changing A Lot Through Time. i scrumble her. around#her Self during 2018 would in fact be in character for the review.i want to draw her during that time. she took everything so seriously </3#tbh my version of her does react well to TSP humor but at the time she felt like she wasnāt allowed 2 Do Her Thing and tried to seem#more professional and Normal and it seeped into EVERYTHING for a bit#cookie9 though just genuinely found the narrator annoying and patronizing. its just not his thing and thats fine#<-random nonsensechemical reviewer bits hidden inside the vents. SEND POST.
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atm i'm sick over charlie hauling al into a hug after he's helped her figure out the answer to something monumental, and luci can see the easy implicit trusting way she leans into him
#and like. we know he could never lose her; charlie loves w all her heart and then some#but for one terrible second he WONDERS#bc he wasn't there.#and he loves charlie ofcā it goes without sayingā but he /wasn't there/#and now she's sinking into the arms of an overlord w a smile on her face like it's all she ever wanted#truth be told i'm also sick abt how in the process of isolating charlie from her family she becomes his soft spot#& he ends up personally offended over luci's absence on her behalf#yes folks i am STILL plagued by the-bridge-scene-from-arcane-but-charlastor#that poem by Ellen bass: and life will never be the same. even when you get her back. hell leaves it's mark.#LIKE. I WISH CHARLIE'S HEARTACHE W HER DAD HAD MORE ROOM TO BREATHE#i wish a LOT more shit had room to breathe#charlastor
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So I think the Helheim theme from gow4 and Kratosās theme are connected
Since Helheimās whole thing is taking your worst memories and replaying them for all to see right before your eyes, making you relieve your worst moments and whatnot, I think the lyrics in Helheimās music are Kratosās lyrics. I donāt speak Old Norse in any capacity but the pronunciation and vowels sound sooooo similar itās easy to believe right?
And to add on, Iāve seen one singular translation of Kratosās Old Norse lyrics and it goes something like āExiled god, fatherās shame, motherās hope, child in pain.ā
SO TO HAVE THAT BE DISTORTED AND REPLICATED AND THROWN BACK IN KRATOSāS FACE FROM A SOURCE THAT IS NOT HIMSELF IN HELHEIM OF ALL PLACES. UGH. GENIUS. IM SICK.
#gow 4#gow 2018#god of war#kratos#not mil#illness I tell you. ILLNESS.#being intrigued by music and language at the same time of god of war is a PLAGUE. a CURSE.#and I love it#Iām gonna be sick lol#itās heartbreaking enough to have those be the lyrics for Kratosās theme#but then you think about how in Helheim that itās NOT HIM. ITS THE ENTIRE FUCKING REALM OF HELHEIM BEATING THAT INTO HIM
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Hi this is a vent post! Continue scrolling if you'd rather not see that
#Giving time...#Still more time...#Wouldn't want to plague any previews#Maybe another filler. Just for some fun#Is this enough?#It certainly is now#Alright start:#I'm so bored. I am so incredibly; intrinsically; entirely bored. I have been taught the same thing for four years straight#'It's only four years!' that's literally a quarter of my lifetime right there. My formative years are being spent stressed and in a state /#/of constant self-loathing#I was watching a YT video and the phrase 'attention-starved STEM major' came up and I was like. Yea#What am I even working towards? The hope that my version of capitalist hell isn't as bad as everyone else's? I'm just so sick of not /#/having a stable future what with politics and normal working people becoming more and more oppressed#I don't want to work and that's not because I'm lazy. It's because my brain is recognising that there is no reward anymore#I used to have such a little spark in Yr7. I remember having things to say and wanting to share everything I've done#I still do that now; sure I do. I don't enjoy it though#I thought I liked drawing but I'm realising that all I really like is the attention. I COULD draw things I like drawing... but then I /#/ don't get attention which my mind then classifies as zero reward#I'm very tired of doing things for no credit; reward; or validation. This is becoming a theme#Then I wonder what I'm doing wrong. What part of the algorithm am I not hitting. Then I realise that I'm just not marketable in a way#God. I'm seriously breaking rn. It's not even only because of GCSEs#It's just a culmination of doing all these things to be told that I am unworthy of Having as a result. It doesn't matter if I'm smart; my /#/ parents still don't own their house and can't afford to pay for heating most days#Literally what am I doing this for#And then I realise that all of this is ALSO attention-seeking behaviour! I'm my own worst problem; I recognise exactly what's wrong with /#/ myself but the body wants what it wants. And what it wants is validation that I'm not going to get in this life#Hi guys! Maybe don't interact. That could fix me#Wean me off of needing virtual numbers just to feel something. Jesus#I can't even be happy with the things that I make for myself. Because I make nothing for myself anymore#It's just a whole sad existence of an expected 12hr+ of school every day until I get a job I guess. Then it's 12hr+ of job every day until
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Down with influenza a so maybe I should continue to rest but.... what if I played a childhood favorite game of mine? Hmmm?
#el speaks#it's Toy Story 3#Loved it as a kid (especially Toybox Mode)#Especially when I got to race with Bullseye???? Shit was fire as a kid#I'm sure I'm still gonna love it all the same#Anyways please TS3 take my pain and suffering away š¤š« š¤§šµāš«š«#I won't be too surprised if I'm unable to play for too long (curse yhis plague! I haven't had in years!!! and a child was my downfall!?!?)#Elementary schools man.... (I missed nearly a whole year because I was always getting sick)#His mom didn't even take him to the hospital (she's not great she's.... something else man)
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Gotta say itās a pain in the ass trying to take time off work w Covid now that everyone has collectively decided itās nbd anymore and companies arenāt expected to pretend to care⦠my boss straight up called me yesterday telling me to come into work even if I was still testing positive as long as I didnāt have a fever and ofc I need a doctorās note to get paid sick leave⦠mind you these ppl know very well that I took time off last year to go to my grandfatherās funeral bc he died of Covid :))
#and also i caught said boss open mouth coughing like an ipad baby the same day i started feeling sick#what part of i have the plague is so hard to understand
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love saying ive got the plague when im sick that shit is awesome thank you everyone around me who started saying that. i am currently experiencing a plague of Wet Cough.
#radon rambles#it used to be just about covid but now any sick is. The Plague. not the same plague#anyway hate everyone who showed up to class sick the past few days maybe do not? perhaps be considerate.#anwyay
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lrb but itād depend on what kind of sick I amā¦. If itās like covidā¦.Iād need help bc my ass was barely able to move or get out of bed with it⦠if itās ibs I need everyone to GTFO i am in no damn moodā¼ļøā¼ļøā¼ļø if itās a migraine I need to be babiedā¦.like aauhhwwwww I am so miserable and sad help me pleaseeeee I am soooo pathetic and need assistance take care of meeeee wahwahwahhhhhh:(((((
#if itās the flu or covid I will be complaining and whining about it bc I canāt do anything and mams would 100% understand I think bc heās#the exact same#itād be like day 2 and heāll go this is so weird why are u still sick thatās so annoying ://// and Iād go for real :////#would take Satanās little magical concoctions thoughā¦. if he promises itāll help then yeah Iāll take it why not#Iād kinda like him as my dr⦠heād validate my hypochondria soooo well#Iād tell him my symptoms and heād go hmmmā¦. open a book and read smth like the black plague matches my description#like omg that makes so much sense thanks satan
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Here's an potential idea for how Optimus learns about Lux. Perhaps something happens where she gets hurt/sick really badly. None of the Decepticons have the proper materials to help her. So Megatron has two choices: Let her die or go to Optimus for help
You know honestly, that is a fair idea. And I mean, I did kind of set up the fact that thereās limited medical supplies over in Decepticon base
I really only added that because I have a bunch of random headcanons that sort of just stuck to my interpretation of TF One, such as the Decepticons having a medic thatās basically one more bad day away from snapping, due to the abysmal state of their medical access
But yeah no, fair enough point. Got some spicy drama to it
It absolutely feels like a fanfiction premise, but fair enough, Lux is a fan character, where else would she be? Honestly maybe I should make a fanfic about this premise, because I have been thinking about it a fair bit this morning. I just have to muster the energy to actually do it
Only real issue is now I have to figure out what kind of sicknesses Cybertronians get. All I really know of is cosmic rust, and maybe thatās a little too high stakes. Or maybe thatās high stakes enough? I donāt know
#but yeah good stuff Iāve been meaning to reply I just havenāt until now#I also went to the Wiki to look for more diseases and tbh it doesnāt sound like I have many other options#or at least ones that would risk life or death and arenāt just from the depths of obscurity#only other one might be cybonic plague which I thought was the same as rust#but also maybe rust is too fast acting and deadly idk#itās also supposed to be contagious if I remember meaning itād be far more than just Lux being sick#as it could spell the doom of all the Decepticons if they donāt get help from Iacon#which isnāt really the point here itās supposed to be Megatron facing his personal fear for Luxās safety#maybe I could make it like a weaker form of rust or something? one thatās slower and doesnāt infect others as much#or the High Guard was vaccinated from the disease due to them being deployed on the surface#making Lux and maybe Megatron the only ones susceptible to it and Lux the only one who could die from it#because Megs is huge and strong#I donāt know but I am thinking about it#thanks for the suggestion#transformers one#transformers oc#tf Lux#megatron#story ideas#fanfiction#answers
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considering it is a friday night (technically 4am Saturday morning for me) its surprisingly dead compared to normal
#usually my feed is flooded with people#maybe cause pretty much everyone seems to be sick right now#so they are all sleeping it off#we all got hit with the fucking plague at the same time#or they're away sleeping off period cramps
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If your reaction to people rightfully calling out Gaza scam bots for being vile scammers preying on real Palestiniansā lives and peopleās kindness is to call them racist or genocide supporters, youāre one of these;
Someone who is never taught about internet literacy, internet safety and how dangerous it is to blindly trust strangers in your inbox / DMs begging you for your money with the same copy paste script of the same sob stories ā strangers whose blogs were either created 3 days ago with the sole purpose of sending the same ask to 100+ people a day or literal porn bots before they became Palestinians, if you go to their blogs and scroll down far enough
Someone who is easily guilt tripped and manipulated. Because thatās the precise tactic these scammers use, manipulating and guilt tripping you into believing you are a terrible person for not donating and posting their asks
Someone who knows these vile things are scammers but still chooses to protect them for the sake of looking Morally Superior (ālook!!!! I support these Poor People!!!! Iām such a good person!!!!)
Someone who, for some sick, twisted reasons, is okay with scammers profiting off of real Palestinians and scamming people off their money
Someone who is also a scammer
Also, no, people who rightfully call out Gaza scam bots for being vile scammers preying on real Palestiniansā lives and peopleās kindness are not āmonstersā or āracistā or āheartlessā. They are the ones who actually give a fuck and care about Palestinian people enough to choose to speak against scammers who profit off of a genocide and robbing from Palestinian people donation money that could have gone to, you know, real Palestinians instead of scammersā pockets.
A reminder that these scammers stole from Palestinian people their identities and photos to trick you into believing them. But itās all part of a big scam ring, even the vetters and the organization that vets these bots, and Tumblr has always been a target of scammers for years.
It started with these scammers pretending to be students needing money for their education fees, then they pretend to be pet owners needing money for their sick, dying pets, then theyāre porn bots and now they pretend to be Palestinians trying to survive in Gaza. But they are all the same scammers plaguing Tumblr for a whole decade and more. Do not fall for them. Stay safe.
#gaza scam#scam alert#online scams#scam warning#psa#important#important psa#signal boost#internet literacy#internet safety
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