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chaotic-orphan Ā· 11 months ago
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just realised the name Mallory means unlucky. haaaa you picked a good name
YEESS!!! Omg a name freak like me🫶 like recognises like!!! I am so happy you pointed it out XD
I personally love Mallory, it’s what I call all my RPG characters because you know I am going to put them through ✨it✨
Poor Kit gets the worst of it though — hehehheeh
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buttercupshands Ā· 9 months ago
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I started drawing this next day after I finished Act 6
13 or so days and it's finished!
Main things are traditional and Loop's body was edited digitally after
Unedited it looks like this
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I've been torn on how to do Loop's body for the entirety of lining, also
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A bit sad the main lines are visible only as a wip, most of this thing is literally just a ton of sharp lines
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I think it's also my first day of drawing, Loop is just a sketch here (feat. my leg)
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I even finished the beans before it so they were a moral support, because if you let me things like this take a year
#fanart#my art#isat#isat fanart#in stars and time#isat loop#loop#traditional art#artists on tumblr#Phew#So anyway this was my way of figuring out my thoughts after finishing the game#I didn't even actually finish it with credits playing at that moment#This type of art is my therapy#And in a way literally how my personality works from big figures to small details of thinking about anything#It's really calming!#I won't tag paper figures but they're here#Like special guests#In any case the funniest thing was showing this to my English teacher and she was like 'wow this looks stressed' or something#Like she immediately looked at the lines and after I showed her my old Flowey drawing like this she was like#'oh it makes sense! This one looks calm but this one is clearly you not feeling good'#Because I was kinda#Like sitting there in the semi-park and feeling sick since morning before I started drawing this and slowly I got better#I already talked about this on my first 'big' isat thing - I needed to think a bit#And not think at the same time just literally letting myself sort stuff out#Like. I fell asleep at 6 am that day and woke up at 10 4 hours of sleep after playing full Act 5 and two hats stuff IS STRESSFUL#SUPER STRESSFUL! Like I felt like I was playing for 4 hours while sleeping#Anyway by the time I finished it aka today I'm feeling way better and I'm literally talking a walk right now#Touching grass as we speak#Anyway phew!#Now to that animatic that's plaguing my mind to draw it nowww
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kingzombear Ā· 29 days ago
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I'm just too tough to cry tbh. Nerves of fuckin steel tbh (<- read STRAY DOGS for the first time, has been crying abt dogs all day)
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tardis-technician Ā· 5 months ago
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Guys I am so sick
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nazumichi Ā· 2 months ago
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cursed to write essays and think with horror ā€œwould jughead write that. is that a jughead line. am i that guy in a college english class. was that jugheadsianā€
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nonsensechemicals Ā· 6 months ago
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crying whenever i talk about Cookie9 because all my friends have these interesting and unique theories on them while i take everything too literally and they all just stare at me like ā€œdude… uuugh we r TIREDā€ <-they dont actually say this they are very kind to me but i can Feel It
#my version of them is centered around their blog version with the ā€˜personality’ of their steam review and like a bunch of HC#i developed them with the implication that they’re Real but i’m a bit iffy on it#because all my friends have theories about how they’re from the narrator’s consciousness which is sick as hell#and i’m unsure how to actually structure everything or if i should go the same route so i can get approval from them </3#my friends r the real reviewer fans even though they dont plague themselves over them every day and im so sad that i don’t know anythinggg#gggggggggggg#like im p sure they genuinely hate the stuff i make about cookie9 and im just. scrumbles myself. sorry im Trying :( i’m not smart#or good at writing or even media literate#whatever that term means#all i have is love in my heart for them i don’t know anything at all#ouhghghhg they hate It so much but i cant do anything else and it’s all i have#like all my cookie9 stuff works on the ā€˜what if their blog self Was Real’ but i’m not actually sure how to fit it all into my actual parabl#stuff because i still havent worked out how my parable itself works#and people probably don’t think i know enough and i don’t think they’ll approve if i try. so i Don’t#tempted to blame this on my like. general crushing lack of intelligence caused by both physical and mental reasons#but i want to believe i could do better if i try? but that’s incredibly hopeful#i’ll be stuck here forever i think#<-guy who. whenever Anything wrong happens ever. just goes back to ā€˜oh yeah its because im dumb as fuckign rocks. due to the Incidents’#i am very scared of the possibility that it is possible for me to be anything more because that implies that i’m stupid because i didnt try#even though i’m trying very very fucking hard and every time i get something wrong way more than anyone else i’ve ever known#and they hate me for it . MAN!!!!!!!!!#<-brain is lying 2 me i think nobody hates me or . whatever. it still feels like it though im just saying this because i dont want anyone t#think people genuinely hate me for being stupid. i mean. people DO. but not my friends ā˜ļø#man i can’t even get into the buglivia crap either because she is so abstracted from her actual review#girl w identity issues and also the general normal Changing A Lot Through Time. i scrumble her. around#her Self during 2018 would in fact be in character for the review.i want to draw her during that time. she took everything so seriously </3#tbh my version of her does react well to TSP humor but at the time she felt like she wasn’t allowed 2 Do Her Thing and tried to seem#more professional and Normal and it seeped into EVERYTHING for a bit#cookie9 though just genuinely found the narrator annoying and patronizing. its just not his thing and thats fine#<-random nonsensechemical reviewer bits hidden inside the vents. SEND POST.
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miniagula Ā· 1 year ago
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atm i'm sick over charlie hauling al into a hug after he's helped her figure out the answer to something monumental, and luci can see the easy implicit trusting way she leans into him
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mangk0 Ā· 1 year ago
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So I think the Helheim theme from gow4 and Kratos’s theme are connected
Since Helheim’s whole thing is taking your worst memories and replaying them for all to see right before your eyes, making you relieve your worst moments and whatnot, I think the lyrics in Helheim’s music are Kratos’s lyrics. I don’t speak Old Norse in any capacity but the pronunciation and vowels sound sooooo similar it’s easy to believe right?
And to add on, I’ve seen one singular translation of Kratos’s Old Norse lyrics and it goes something like ā€œExiled god, father’s shame, mother’s hope, child in pain.ā€
SO TO HAVE THAT BE DISTORTED AND REPLICATED AND THROWN BACK IN KRATOS’S FACE FROM A SOURCE THAT IS NOT HIMSELF IN HELHEIM OF ALL PLACES. UGH. GENIUS. IM SICK.
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topaztimes Ā· 1 year ago
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Hi this is a vent post! Continue scrolling if you'd rather not see that
#Giving time...#Still more time...#Wouldn't want to plague any previews#Maybe another filler. Just for some fun#Is this enough?#It certainly is now#Alright start:#I'm so bored. I am so incredibly; intrinsically; entirely bored. I have been taught the same thing for four years straight#'It's only four years!' that's literally a quarter of my lifetime right there. My formative years are being spent stressed and in a state /#/of constant self-loathing#I was watching a YT video and the phrase 'attention-starved STEM major' came up and I was like. Yea#What am I even working towards? The hope that my version of capitalist hell isn't as bad as everyone else's? I'm just so sick of not /#/having a stable future what with politics and normal working people becoming more and more oppressed#I don't want to work and that's not because I'm lazy. It's because my brain is recognising that there is no reward anymore#I used to have such a little spark in Yr7. I remember having things to say and wanting to share everything I've done#I still do that now; sure I do. I don't enjoy it though#I thought I liked drawing but I'm realising that all I really like is the attention. I COULD draw things I like drawing... but then I /#/ don't get attention which my mind then classifies as zero reward#I'm very tired of doing things for no credit; reward; or validation. This is becoming a theme#Then I wonder what I'm doing wrong. What part of the algorithm am I not hitting. Then I realise that I'm just not marketable in a way#God. I'm seriously breaking rn. It's not even only because of GCSEs#It's just a culmination of doing all these things to be told that I am unworthy of Having as a result. It doesn't matter if I'm smart; my /#/ parents still don't own their house and can't afford to pay for heating most days#Literally what am I doing this for#And then I realise that all of this is ALSO attention-seeking behaviour! I'm my own worst problem; I recognise exactly what's wrong with /#/ myself but the body wants what it wants. And what it wants is validation that I'm not going to get in this life#Hi guys! Maybe don't interact. That could fix me#Wean me off of needing virtual numbers just to feel something. Jesus#I can't even be happy with the things that I make for myself. Because I make nothing for myself anymore#It's just a whole sad existence of an expected 12hr+ of school every day until I get a job I guess. Then it's 12hr+ of job every day until
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elwolfen Ā· 5 months ago
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Down with influenza a so maybe I should continue to rest but.... what if I played a childhood favorite game of mine? Hmmm?
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jesse-pinko Ā· 1 year ago
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Gotta say it’s a pain in the ass trying to take time off work w Covid now that everyone has collectively decided it’s nbd anymore and companies aren’t expected to pretend to care… my boss straight up called me yesterday telling me to come into work even if I was still testing positive as long as I didn’t have a fever and ofc I need a doctor’s note to get paid sick leave… mind you these ppl know very well that I took time off last year to go to my grandfather’s funeral bc he died of Covid :))
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5tomatoes Ā· 28 days ago
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love saying ive got the plague when im sick that shit is awesome thank you everyone around me who started saying that. i am currently experiencing a plague of Wet Cough.
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devilishdelights Ā· 3 months ago
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lrb but it’d depend on what kind of sick I am…. If it’s like covid….I’d need help bc my ass was barely able to move or get out of bed with it… if it’s ibs I need everyone to GTFO i am in no damn moodā€¼ļøā€¼ļøā€¼ļø if it’s a migraine I need to be babied….like aauhhwwwww I am so miserable and sad help me pleaseeeee I am soooo pathetic and need assistance take care of meeeee wahwahwahhhhhh:(((((
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quibbs126 Ā· 4 months ago
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Here's an potential idea for how Optimus learns about Lux. Perhaps something happens where she gets hurt/sick really badly. None of the Decepticons have the proper materials to help her. So Megatron has two choices: Let her die or go to Optimus for help
You know honestly, that is a fair idea. And I mean, I did kind of set up the fact that there’s limited medical supplies over in Decepticon base
I really only added that because I have a bunch of random headcanons that sort of just stuck to my interpretation of TF One, such as the Decepticons having a medic that’s basically one more bad day away from snapping, due to the abysmal state of their medical access
But yeah no, fair enough point. Got some spicy drama to it
It absolutely feels like a fanfiction premise, but fair enough, Lux is a fan character, where else would she be? Honestly maybe I should make a fanfic about this premise, because I have been thinking about it a fair bit this morning. I just have to muster the energy to actually do it
Only real issue is now I have to figure out what kind of sicknesses Cybertronians get. All I really know of is cosmic rust, and maybe that’s a little too high stakes. Or maybe that’s high stakes enough? I don’t know
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angelicjackles Ā· 9 months ago
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considering it is a friday night (technically 4am Saturday morning for me) its surprisingly dead compared to normal
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carnivorousforlove Ā· 2 months ago
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If your reaction to people rightfully calling out Gaza scam bots for being vile scammers preying on real Palestinians’ lives and people’s kindness is to call them racist or genocide supporters, you’re one of these;
Someone who is never taught about internet literacy, internet safety and how dangerous it is to blindly trust strangers in your inbox / DMs begging you for your money with the same copy paste script of the same sob stories — strangers whose blogs were either created 3 days ago with the sole purpose of sending the same ask to 100+ people a day or literal porn bots before they became Palestinians, if you go to their blogs and scroll down far enough
Someone who is easily guilt tripped and manipulated. Because that’s the precise tactic these scammers use, manipulating and guilt tripping you into believing you are a terrible person for not donating and posting their asks
Someone who knows these vile things are scammers but still chooses to protect them for the sake of looking Morally Superior (ā€œlook!!!! I support these Poor People!!!! I’m such a good person!!!!)
Someone who, for some sick, twisted reasons, is okay with scammers profiting off of real Palestinians and scamming people off their money
Someone who is also a scammer
Also, no, people who rightfully call out Gaza scam bots for being vile scammers preying on real Palestinians’ lives and people’s kindness are not ā€œmonstersā€ or ā€œracistā€ or ā€œheartlessā€. They are the ones who actually give a fuck and care about Palestinian people enough to choose to speak against scammers who profit off of a genocide and robbing from Palestinian people donation money that could have gone to, you know, real Palestinians instead of scammers’ pockets.
A reminder that these scammers stole from Palestinian people their identities and photos to trick you into believing them. But it’s all part of a big scam ring, even the vetters and the organization that vets these bots, and Tumblr has always been a target of scammers for years.
It started with these scammers pretending to be students needing money for their education fees, then they pretend to be pet owners needing money for their sick, dying pets, then they’re porn bots and now they pretend to be Palestinians trying to survive in Gaza. But they are all the same scammers plaguing Tumblr for a whole decade and more. Do not fall for them. Stay safe.
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