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20 3-pointers is just nasty work 😭😭
and then on top of that sarah scoring 2FREAKING9 POINTS???? my glorious goat fr
#lexi’s diary ᝰ.ᐟ#late nights with lex ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ#uconn huskies#uconn wbb#uconn women’s basketball#uconn basketball#uconn vs iowa state#sarah strong#imagine being on iowa state during this game#idk what I would do#probably start crashing out
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is there an au about both rebel Anakin and Padme
there is and i call that my Runaways AU! The title is very self explanatory, tbh, but I made a post a long ago that summarizes most of it.
Is honestly a very cruel AU despite not having Anakin falling to the dark side lol
these are ryoo and pooja, btw, and is probably for the reason you're thinking. I just have a blast with all the angsty and family drama that this has. More about that in the tags and under the cut
[tip jar!]
i'm evil.
#anakin skywalker#padmé amidala#anidala#luke skywalker#leia organa#ryoo naberrie#pooja naberrie#thanks for the ask!#finally a good excuse to draw something from this au#for further context padme is very conflicted and worried over wether they should let pooja and ryoo under someone's else care#anakin has Issues(tm) and points out that they will probably feel like they're being abandoned#but also that it is padmé's ultimate choice so he will support whatever she says but yeah#which doesnt really help padme to decide and she wonders if it should be their choice to which anakin once again has issues about#bc that's too big of a chose and it would haunt them for years probably dont you think#huehueheu is so much fun#also they're stressed as hell anakin is like 2 seconds away from calling obi-wan just to start crying. no words. just incoherent crying#and padme is through hell but she has no one to call so she just crashes randomly to like the Rebels current secretary or Bail#also lets pretend anakin isnt wearing his jedi robes i just dont have an idea of what anakin would wear if he wasnt a jedi T0T#runaways AU
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Small studies of Starscream in the Robots in Disguise 2015 design because he's literally perfect☺️☺️☺️ i want to marry him!!!
#my art#transformers#tfp#tf rid15#tf rid 2015#starscream#maccadam#maccadams#i think he would hate his tfp self so much but then his tfp self would be as scared of him as he is of megatron and that would make#rid15 starscream even more angry but also crash the Fuck out#and thats why hobo megatron should be there and be reasonable and that makes starscream crash out even more#and i want him to start crying#your life is ruined youre alone skyfire doesnt speak to you even tho he's (canonically) alive. your trine is probably dead#even your own damn self is scared of you and would rather hide behind megatron#mmmm#crash out crash out#dont get better bitch just get spiraling#😤😤😤😤I LOVE HIM!!!#HE IS MY FAVORITE FUCKED UP INDIVIDUAL#i want him to cry!!!#transformers prime#transformers robots in disguise 2015
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Carlos Sainz | F1 London Live in 2017 | x x x x x
#carlos sainz#autumn posts#explored this event last eve and omg so many wonderful moments!!!!#oh to be able to time travel 🚀 surfing the web will have to do!!#also I'll still reblog and post RBR of old and Max related content in 2025 but#wow they have made some immensely frustrating decisions as a company#I do sure despise their upper management!#also tbh I am glad newbies get chances but it seems like 2025 is going to be maybe too many rookies maybe o.o idk I just got here#and I know F1 teams are probably trying some succession planning and lots of new brands hopping on seem geared to younger fans#and I love Gabi and Jack and I'm sure Ollie and Kimi are great! idk them as well yet! and I miss Franco :(((#but idk I'm already missing the older drivers we lost like what do you mean Carlos is fourth oldest he's my age 🥲#idk I like grizzled old men!!!! and drivers who are still in their prime!! 30s isnt old!!! (I know it is in the world of f1 but...)#idk I know big F1 is trying to plant seeds but they're pulling up perfectly gorgeous trees to do so....I just got here too!!!!!!#hmmmm rambling balogna from a new fan#also I dont like watching cars crash so really really hoping the races next year with all these green drivers aren't too bad 🫣#idk I get worried!! and all the engineers and bts folks have to deal with wrecks so#mannifesting safe drives and good starts 🙏✨#and rbr and vcarb are on my shit list for now but the Max blogging will not cease#he and I will both be in our sixties and I'll be here salivating hehe 😵💫✨#gosh dad bod Max 😵💫❤️✨ heaven help me the thirst blogging will be off the charts here#okay enough yapping!!!#wishing everyone a v excellent Friday!! ☀️☁️🌙✨#brb soon to spam F1 Live in London content bc oh gosh what a rich well#also I won't spam too much hehe I'll space it out#also the Little Mix girlies (gn) were OUT at this event so that was fun!!#an insta feed of F1 drivers and a ton of Little Mix bloggers since they performed there! and I like Jade!! I gotta check when her albums out#okay autumn out!!! 🫡❤️✨ bye for now!
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The three quotes about propaganda that are the foreword of SOTR are the strongest condemnations of it present in the novel btw and they aren't even SC own words
#anti sotr#I didn't entirely hate the book at first but I'm starting to#because why is there like. 5 people willing to bother actually reading it and giving it the courtesy of actually critiquing it#instead of blindly pretending it's a masterpiece just because SC wrote it#it's badly written#it fails to deliver on its themes#its hard to care about a lot of characters#it renders aspects of the original series implausible at BEST#and it fails to show nuance in like. anything#ffs I'm begging y'all#I saw someone say there are no valid critiques of sotr that they've seen#and I'm sorry but I don't think they looked at all#there's only about a dozen critiques I've seen#but they all had a lot more merit than the million fucking conspiracy theories about it I've seen floating aroud#fym Annie Cresta is a body double#fym Lou Lou is Seeder's secret kid#fym Katniss was like Haymitch's niece since birth#I'm crashing out#I'll probably delete this tomorrow#but omfg#I'm losing my goddamn mind#IT WASNT AMAZING#IT WASN'T WELL WRITTEN#it read like a fanfiction and it was FUN but it wasn't GOOD#come ON people
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Maybe it's foolish, but I'm still hoping the red door happens in the show, if it gets renewed that is.
Even though I will absolutely sob if I have to experience losing Lanfear AGAIN, it's one of those book moments that can't and shouldn't be avoided if they still want to keep similar character arcs, for Rand especially.
Moiraine, despite missing from books 6 to 13 is present in so many other ways, the girls miss her and Rand's life gets 100 times worse by the time she's gone.
Even her warning in her letter to him about aes sedai haunts him for the rest of the books, it's so clear she has grown to genuinely care for him as a person, she's more transparent with him in that last letter than ever before. It's so special to me.
Oh and I can't forget about the Lanfear vs Rand fight beforehand (please Rafe keep that scene in as much as it was fun to see her fight it out with moiraine, Rand is her real antithesis) Rand rejecting Lanfear, saying he could and never did love her, her palpable heartbreak and cold fury at it. Rand blaming himself for Moiraine's death because he couldn't kill Lanfear, but he's also getting assaulted by flashbacks of her as Mierin and of how he (Lews) killed Ilyena, that scene is also special to me. And paired with their show dynamic I feel it would make this scene even better cause show Rand did/does love her, so comparing her to Ilyena, instead of it being a "I can't kill women" thing but a "I'm so afraid of murdering people I love, my past life has already done it once, I can't do it again no matter how right or necessary" thing instead...It hurts me just thinking about it.
Truly I feel like that was the whole turning point for the books, Rand becomes so much more ruthless and depressed and tries to dehumanise himself. Everything went to shit.
#baby boy baby#also idc what anyone says#but I think Lews at least actually did love her#as Mierin#also my poor girl was so alone#oh I'm gonna start crying over Mierin again#we don't see enough of AoL but it seems she truly had no one#the other forsaken to my knowledge were either friends or friends with Lews or had other people#but she truly had NO ONE#so definitely hearing who she loves say that he never loved her and never will#or calling her a monster like in the show#yeah I'd crash out too#another thing#there's another conversation in amol between them that mirrors this one but goes a bit deeper#which I think is as equally important as this one#he asks her to open up her thoughts and feelings to him and she refuses#then after she says he has never understood her#oh baby it's probably because you never let anyone see the real you#so yes i think lews' pov of mierin was skewed by his own fears but also by her own masks she put on#I'd give my left kidney to read 5 more books just about her and her relationship with Lews in AoL#lanfear#the wheel of time#I'm gonna start calling these posts#Lanfear yapfest
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The Therapist
There's a new therapist at school.
Normally this wouldn't really bother Peter at all, since he's never gone to see a shrink in his life and doesn't ever plan on it, but there's something... off about this woman.
She seems unassuming enough at first glance. Red hair, green eyes, bright red lipstick. But there is something in her eyes, something that Peter can only describe as a predator looking at its next prey, when she looks around the school at all of the teenagers milling about. Heck, even the way she walks makes her seem as if she is a predator stalking her prey.
It could always be some kind of power move, Peter reasons. He's met people like that before, who try to intimidate everyone around them into thinking that they are superior, that they are the apex predator and anyone who dares to cross them would pay for it dearly.
But his Spidey Sense went crazy around her.
He tries to brush it off as paranoia. He'd pulled an all-nighter last night in the lab with Tony because neither of them had been able to sleep, and he hadn't been sleeping well even before that. (Funny, how it had all started the night after he first bumped into the new therapist in the halls.) So his Spidey Sense is probably out of wack because he's tired. Simple as that.
But it seems like everyone in the school is depressed. Even Ned, who can't even muster up the energy and enthusiasm to talk about Legos or Star Wars or even the weather. It worries Peter.
Because it all started when that therapist came to the school.
He can't ignore it forever, he knows that. There is only so long his Spidey Sense can tell him that she is danger danger danger before he finally listens. He has to do something to help everyone.
So he researches.
And he falls into the rabbit hole of ghosts and ectoplasm and secret government organizations and the little, unassuming town of Amity Park, Illinois.
He doesn't sleep that night.
When he comes to school the next morning, Dr. Penelope Spectra looks him dead in the eyes, and smiles.
#dpxmarvel#peter parker#penelope spectra#peter's boutta get a crash course in ghosts and ghost fighting#he is definitely not prepared#idk why spectra is in new york#specifically midtown tech#but she is#peter starts digging into amity park#he just wanted to find out who spectra is#and he did find out that she's a dangerous “ecto-entity”#he does not know what that is until he does more research#he's very shocked to learn that ghosts are apparently real#meanwhile tucker and the rest of team phantom is freaking out#someone just hacked past the media blackout or whatever around amity park#(you can thank friday (or karen if you prefer) for that)#they're surprised to see that it's coming all the way from new york#and even more surprised to see that the hacker went for spectra's files first#almost as if the hacker was specifically looking for them >:3#maybe danny goes to investigate and finds peter#btw peter can sense ghosts with his spidey sense even if they're invisible. especially if they're invisible#they team up to take spectra down#danny helps peter make some ecto-weapons and a specter deflector or something#then they catch spectra (and bernard because he's probably there too and i'm kinda just now realizing that)#peter gives danny his phone number as thanks and tells him to call him if he ever needs anything#peter doesn't know who phantom is btw. he just knows that his new friend is a ghost that luckily knows how to use technology like phones#maybe there's even a bad reveal a little further down the line and danny calls peter in a panic because sam and tucker have done everything#they can and he needs to get as far away from amity as possible#peter is very surprised to find that his ghost friend is only half ghost and is then very ticked that danny's parents tried to capture#and vivisect him
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i feel like some of yall hate mari a little too much.
#mari yellowjackets#yellowjackets#shauna shipman#shauna sadecki#jackie taylor#melissa yellowjackets#coach ben#ive been seeing people saying that mari deserves for shauna to kill her and im just like …? she’s just kind of bitchy???#we can deduce from the way she reacts to people that her defence for less fatal threats is putting up a barrier of snark#and sarcasm#when jackie is calling them out for their behaviour her instinct is to gang up on her (not just mari doing that btw) and send her outside#she isn’t mean to akilah on the plane#she’s having fun and joking around but the second they crash and she’s in danger (though not immediate danger; they are still alive for now#she puts up her defences and uses sarcasm and insults to try to feel in control of the situation (or not vulnerable)#and when the scariest; and probably most dangerous girl out there has it out for her (biting her#and this is clearly a long running issue between the two) mari puts up her shields and starts playing offence again.#we don’t know why she does this because we don’t know a lot about her but she doesn’t deserve to be murdered for it#maybe a slap but saying that shauna should kill her???#it feels kinda odd
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really want to stay at your house..,
#art tag#doodles#ivy laidir#lucanis dellamorte#rookanis#cyberpunk au#when you have too many ideas and just start short circuiting . yeah. ywah. anyways them <3#the probability of them going to the moon is low but never zero !#love how in this au ivys realization that they like him is the equivalent of that ‘i like [insert character here]’ tiktok redraw thats been#going around . but instead or crashing out in the bathroom ivy kisses him and runs to pacifica#and then crashing out in the bathroom there. like oh!!!!!! you stupid stupid man#lucanis not kissing ivy and crashing out in his bathroom: you cant fall in love with your contract you idiot#ivy not kissing lucanis and crashing out: i need to fry my nervous system
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a couple of messages left in my yearbook 😭
this is my legacy
#but i’m officially done with high schoolllll#guys life has been so crazy lately#so upside down#I haven’t slept at my house in ages it feels like#just been couch hopping#I got in a car crash lol#not my fault!!!#ive started smoking cigarettes now for some reason#????#idk why#I also like the 1975 now???#I think it’s an act of rebellion bc this guy twice my age who ruined my sense of self hated them#I blocked him btw#we got in a huge fight#dude I hate that hoe#I did shit for him that was so against my moral compass#never go for the man twice your age!!!!!#it will ruin you#oh I got asked out by a guy in his late 20s?? do I go?? ik it’s a bad idea#ugh i’ve just been so sleep deprived and lost and high too often lately. I just need to get my life together again lol#I will do that soon#I have my first rave soon btw#we’re gonna take edibles there#even though it’s scary clown themed#so probably a horrible idea but we’ll see#ok bye bye ily all sm#70s rock#70s music#led zeppelin#robert plant
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"For centuries, a rite of passage for French gourmets was the eating of the Ortolan. These tiny birds—captured alive, force-fed, then drowned in Armagnac—were roasted whole and eaten that way, bones and all, while the diner draped his head with a linen napkin to preserve the precious aromas and, some believe, to hide from God."
The greatest visions always come to me at 1 am and are worth downloading 6 fonts for. What's even better is that there's subtle foreshadowing that I didn't realise until I started the drawing :skull: a little treat for those who know
anyway yay I love knowing !!! I love knowing random facts that I can later use to my advantage when creating art
also an alt color version
#artists on tumblr#small artist#original character#oc artist#oc drawing#wind and vultures#vultures#ortolan#ortolan bunting#french cuisine#i know that the napkin should cover pretty much the entire head and not just the eyes#but if i had to ruin the beautiful silhouette of gauthier's face you'd see me crash out#this drawing and the parallel are probably one of the very few good things that exist because of this dish#like. what the hell man. torture chamber. how does one come up with this even#also i am tempted to just start telling people that vultures featured with gauthier in art symbolize#his homoerotic relationship with ryzac that never happened in canon#a man can dream
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"WHY DOES EVERYONE ALWAYS THINK THAT IDIOT IS COOLER?"
"YOU—@narvvhal GET HERE RIGHT NOW, RIGHT HERE!! I AM GOING TO SMASH YOUR FACE IN!! I DON'T CARE IF WE'RE TECHNICALLY RELATED! YOU'RE NOT MY ACTUAL BROTHER SO I'M GOING TO BEAT YOU UP RIGHT NOW! FIGHT ME YOU PIECE OF UNCOOL SHIT!"
#ic | (heard and loved);#crack | (an egg with some toast);#dash | (commentary from the leylines);#era | (giant powerful omniscient tree said go take a vacation probably);#((hsr) tem: ''your alternative timeline brother is cooler'' / tonitoni: (starts crashing out))
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anyone who knows me knows i HATE being this guy. but i am having such a bad time and would deeply appreciate some fun blorbo indulgence or like. anything to help cheer me up. love u all <3
#taylor.txt#my phone got stolen. again. like im not repeating information here#my brand new phone which i had to get because someone fucking stole my old one (which was. also quite new tbf) got stolen#do you cry or do you laugh? idk man#anyway things are generally trending upwards in my life aside from losing my job and being stressed and paranoid#even in this case people aside from the guy who forced my phone out of my fucking hands and sprinted away with it (and his friends)#were really very nice and helpful (well. the cops were nice enough but idk if id call them helpful. lmao)#they made sure i could get back home and that i was okay and everything. even the guy who was there when i was screaming at the guy who too#my phone and then. started screaming at everyone else. i did not know i had that one in me and i probably sounded deranged but like#if this hadnt happened to me literally not even two months ago i probably would not have lost my mind so completely this time lmao#fuck. i amgoing to crash out for real. and the worst part? all my plushies are in plastic bag jail because of my bug paranoia#and my cat is refusing my cuddles. she has no awareness...no one has ever stolen her cat phone...she doesnt get it#oh my god i actually feel crazy. positive affirmations: i am not full-sending alcoholism or any other terrible coping mechanism ive ever#collected over the years. aside from going on social media like GUESS FUCKING WHAT everywhere but like that feels comparatively harmless#anyway. again. i hate fishing for attention on account of the Disorder that makes me a freak about attention and the lack of it and whatnot#but my only irl friend can't even hang out with me in spite of this event until friday so. fuck me i guess
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Knocking them over and watching them scramble to get up with those big ass heads
#kelperambles#captainshipping#tw eyestrain#eye strain#the captainshipping brainrot is so bad right now oh my god it’s like something wormed into my brain and started destroying everything#to constantly think about them but not have enough time to draw them. torture.#Nintendo yaoi is what could save me.#the last time I tried to draw Captainshipping I drew ONE (1!!!!) line on Falcon’s chin and went ‘ok that’s pretty good. I should lay down’#AND THEN I FELL ASLEEP FOR 5 HOURS#wiping a tear from my eyes as I look at captainshipping photo album on my phone before bed#life is beautiful#I love drawing them and just looking back at my art months later and thinking ‘dude I actually killed it. this is everything I ever wanted’#because it’s true!!! It’s exactly what I want to see because it came from ME?!? CRAZY IDEA.#I imagine their dynamic as something genuinely so sweet. hopefully I can articulate it well enough here#Like from subspace emissary you can already see how Falcon (quite literally) pushes Olimar to try new things and be more adventurous#(even if Olimar doesn’t need it after his time on PNF-404 LMAOO)#and Olimar encourages Falcon to slow down and live in the moment#plus. between the two Olimar definitely talks the most about nearly anything and everything#EXCEPT for his true feelings because if there’s one thing he’s good at. it’s bottling his emotions until he explodes in the worst crash out#But falcon is observant and provides Olimar the space he needs to vent any issues#even if Olimar thinks they’re probably insignificant in the face of CAPTAIN FALCON of all people#like dude…the infamous bounty hunter and rich award winning F-Zero racer? CRAZY.#Falcon doesn’t mind though. He cares about Olimar and genuinely wants to listen.#if its about financial issues he could definitely help but olimar adamantly refuses#Olimar doesn’t want to ‘take advantage’ of his relationship with Falcon and he’s always been super self-reliant so it’s hard to adjust#and guess what. Falcon could care less. he has too much money to count and would probably spend it on another custom racetrack#istg he’s so obsessed with racing I wouldn’t be surprised if he LIVED in the blue falcon instead of getting a place to stay#Olimar and Falcon are opposites attract taken to the extreme dude I love it so much#and consider the tropes????? LIKE DUDE FALCON IS LITERALLY GETTING HUNTED DOWN BY VILLAINS IMAGINE IF THEY FOUND OUT ABT OLIMAR#AND THE HELMET. THEYLL NEVER BE ABLE TO KISS AND ITS SO GOOD I EAT IT UP!!! FOREVER YEARNING LONGING REALNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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snippet (cherry blossom edition, ch. 2)

hello to all my new followers (where did u all come from). i decided to also rewrite about 90% of the next cherry blossom chapter, which i was reluctant to do because it wasnt necessarily bad, but it was going in a really weird direction that i felt wasnt in line with what i envisioned. unfortunately that meant deleting a lot of stuff i was somewhat pleased with... grrrrrr....... but this version is much more aligned with what i wanted so i guess its fine.. kinda....
#megop#transformers#optimus prime#sentinel prime#cherry blossom edition#actually i was crashing out a bit trying to rewrite this#originally there was a very severe contrast between the opening scene and the next one#and there still is but i felt that the original jump was done better#unfortunately i had go sacrifice it for this interaction instead#as i also felt that the exposition was a bit too poor#im just really mad because i probably couldve accepted the other version and polished it slightly#but it was starting to turn really weird and unfocused#like it was very clear i was hesitating for some reason and was becoming incredibly lost in what direction to go#normally i probably wouldve let it slide#but it was really bothering me#i suppose that means my standards for my writing have risen which isnt necessarily bad#but it also means i agonize more over small details like that
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By the time Janet — Doctor Janet now, really, though the part of Carlos that spent his grad years beside her while they both ran off of caffeine and spite would never quite believe either of them had their doctorates — came into Night Vale, he'd already accepted that he had been forever altered by the town. He'd knowingly sealed his fate with that first kiss shared underneath the glowing lights above the Arby's, and hadn't ever regretted his choice. Why would he, when it had lead to the life he now lived?
He just hadn't realised how much he'd changed. He'd thrown himself recklessly in to the sands of this town in the name of science and love (which was, of course, the most scientific choice of all), casting away his preconceived notions about how the world worked, and it had reshaped his every molecule. The core of him had twisted ever so slightly to allow for a reality that now included floating cats and extreme temporal anomalies, and in doing so had made him forget that he'd ever felt any differently.
#embers daily writing#probably less cohesive bc post con crash is hitting and also its 1am again bc that's how post cons be#I also discovered I'd actually started writing this fic two years ago when I last was catching up with the pod?#the original reason I wanted to write a fic about Carlos becoming more nightvalean was the ep where he says Canada is in Boston or whatever#because I was like I LOVE how Carlos starts off normalish and then becomes much more nightvalean#and then I fell out of hyperfixating like two weeks after thinking about that bc I burnt myself out by binging it all in a month <3#but anyway I'm gonna have to like. figure that out if i ever get to the point of posting this on ao3#oh also my con pics will be posted on a min in my rambles tag#wtnv: carlos goes nightvalean#wtnv#carlos the scientist#carlos wtnv
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