#rants and comp-lane-ts

[shadowofcrimsonmist]

I think reading kotlc has negatively affected my eyelash population because ever since I started reading it my eyelashes have been declining (thanks Sophie for introducing me to yet another bad habit)

[shadowofcrimsonmist]

idk intro ig

uh hello. You can call me Lane or Elle. You may also find me on some places as WisteriaCascade (trying to rebrand lol) Pronouns are she/her though I really don’t mind. Im a minor and no I can’t donate to causes sorry

check out @wisteriacascade lmao its my weird kinda alt where i post stuff because this account kinda died (f u shadowban)

btw I update this a lot

I suppose I read kotlc, shadow hunter universe, inheritance games and a bunch of random other books. Also I play genshin and watch random animes and tv shows like atla and animations (aka alien stage which I was dragged into and is now obsessed with). Also a WEBTOON addict.

I’ll be posting random stuff when I feel like it. That’s about it. Also don’t mind the dramatic username I stole it off my genshin oc 😭

(I really don’t know what I’m doing but I suppose I can write and bake moderately. Gaslighting myself that I can draw (I don’t have time so I think I’m better than I am). Love making up lyrics the most though. Aspiring voice actor but yk ai and such. Not really great at anything so will be posting random stuff I don’t want to bother my friends about here)

Tags since I keep forgetting them:

#lane’s random thoughts - random stuff I post

#rants and comp-lane-ts- I thought I was being smart with the name but yeah pretty self explanatory

#lane answers - when I get an ask (every once in a blue moon occurrence)

#lane has decision making issues - I can’t decide on something and turn to tumblr because I’m indecisive

#lane cant art - when I cant art but still want to share something anyways (idk why)

#lane escapes the insane asylum - craziness

[shadowofcrimsonmist]

So apparently I’m a failure at Japanese names since WDYM CHUUYA IS THE FIRST NAME???? No but everyone calls everyone by their last names and I was so confused because in literally every other anime I’ve watched they just go by last names so excuse me while I process this information

[shadowofcrimsonmist]

Uh so i accidentally interacted with this blog and now it’s all over my page but I don’t really want it to be but blocking someone is rude and the uninterested button aint working please help me

[shadowofcrimsonmist]

I fricking hate having to use a vpn the images aren’t loading but at the same time the vpn is saving my life because of I can’t talk to my friends via anything but WeChat I might go crazy

[shadowofcrimsonmist]

WHY HOYO WHY I NEED ESCOFFIER AND ANOTHER CONSTELLATION FOR RAIDEN WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

fucking hell whys raiden rerunning so early fuckfuckfuckfuck i only have 30 pulls and 50/50 fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfufkckfufufckufcukfcufkcufckufkcufkukcfudqiopefhveq iofgreiuq vgfiqoweth

[shadowofcrimsonmist]

If I’m a character whoever designed me is lazy as fuck like why don’t I get a tragic backstory but all the mental problems from a tragic backstory like did the author accidentally delete a paragraph where they detailed me trauma

Speaking of deleting paragraphs where did the one with “talents” go huh

Come on author please just make me good at something my character won’t be complete other wise (if my whole character is based around being fucking useless then screw this author)

[shadowofcrimsonmist]

It kinda scares me that the only thing stopping me from just using ChatGPT and other generative AIs is my pride. The rational part of me know it’ll be easier to use it just for the formatives and unimportant things like many of my (frankly, irritating) classmates, but my pride says no because that would be sinking down to their level, and that were better than them (my pride is very egotistical).

[shadowofcrimsonmist]

Love how my dad said that I should get marrried early, and proceeded to define early as 16 YEARS OLD. WTF.

My brother and I corrected him and he was like “yup get married at 18 then”

Support my (imaginary) gofundme to help me move the fuck away from him at 18

[shadowofcrimsonmist]

ok so I really need to get this off my chest but I told my mum I would be hanging out with friends. Then I told my friends to cover for me if my mum asks. The thing is, I know those friends will be hanging out in the area and I wanted to go with them but I didn’t want to randomly ask and sound intrusive and stupid so now I’m hoping I run into them 😭😭😭

[shadowofcrimsonmist]

I hate my voice wdym I can’t sing two octaves without going into head voice (both sound shit)

[shadowofcrimsonmist]

um. saw porn on tumblr for the first time. didnt know what a tag meant and uh

yeah someone send a licensed therapist because BITCH I THOUGHT THIS TYPE OF THING WAS RESTRICTED TO WEBSITES WITH MANGA SCANS OF DUBIOUS LEGALITY

[shadowofcrimsonmist]

i should post more random crap so my follower:post ratio becomes 1:100

[shadowofcrimsonmist]

hands too cold to piano or violin god help me

[shadowofcrimsonmist]

Stress listening to the alnst soundtrack because I’m going on camp tomorrow AND WHAT IF I FORGOT SOMETHING WHAT IF I DI SOMETHING EMBARRASSING WHAT IF THE DISCOVER MY PHONE ARTGCSHJKBCHJKJcifutogjdhgihrohrkhkdbkwvow killmekillmekillmekmeohvskbwkbkabkdbkbdlbbldbslblwblwbowb

[shadowofcrimsonmist]

hoyo be putting out the most AMAZING, LORE FILLED update with the BEST banners (for me rn) just as im FUCKING GOING ON CAMP GODDAMNIT