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serenadeonacanoe · 2 days ago
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Untitled, 2025 (GD x OFC) Chapter 7: March 25th
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Pairing: G-Dragon/Kwon Jiyong x OFC Genre/Warnings: Slow Burn, Tour Life, fluffyfluff, yearning, eventual smut, 2014 ==> 2020 ==> 2025.
It’s 2025 and the King of K-Pop is back. He and his music are everywhere. On the charts, all over social media and smack in the middle of Maddie’s work schedule. Sometimes she still can’t believe this is her actual job now - documenting the chaos behind the scenes and trying to make sure no one on his team gets lost, bruised or accidentally starts a viral scandal.
What’s even harder to believe? That she and Jiyong met five years ago. Actually… scratch that. They met ten years ago too. Time has a weird sense of humor like that and things get blurry when you’re busy, nostalgic, and maybe just a little bit smitten. Also, life throws more daisies your way than you’d expect.
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Summer 2014
The sky looks too cheerful for how I feel. Blue, sunny, a few lazy clouds. Birds are chirping. It’s offensively peaceful for a day full of hangovers. I’m standing by the gravel driveway, sunglasses on, hoodie up, suitcase beside me like I can’t wait to leave and… well yeah, I really can’t wait to leave. Everyone’s pretending to be fine after last night’s party. Maybe they are, but it smells like old beer and regret here.
I’m not mad. Just ready to go. “Hey, Daisy.” I turn. It’s Jiyong. Of course. He's holding a coffee cup like a prize. Sweater hood pulled low, hair underneath a mess, tired. Still looks too good for someone who should probably be hiding from the world. “You leaving without saying goodbye?” he asks, voice all smooth like this is charming, like it’s a joke. I blink. He smirks. I hate that it still does things to me.
“You’re cute when you’re mad.” “Oh wow. You really just said that?” He shrugs. “You’re not mad?” he asks, stepping a little closer. “No” I say honestly. “Just not impressed.”
He tips his head like that’s new information. Like I’m supposed to be flattered he’s even here talking to me. I can tell he’s still drunk. Or maybe that’s just who he is. His smile falters. Just for a second. But he catches himself and goes back to grinning like this is still salvageable.
That’s when Daesung walks past us with a huge plastic bottle of water. “You two flirt way less sexy in daylight” he says without stopping. “We’re not flirting.” I call out after him. Jiyong raises an eyebrow. “Speak for yourself.”
And that is when I walk away. Not fast. Not dramatically. Just done. I’ve got a train to catch and enough dignity left to not waste another breath on him. Still… in the car, on the ride to the station, head resting against the window, I find myself replaying the look on his face. That tiny crack in his confidence. That moment where maybe - just maybe - he didn’t have it all together. Not that it changes anything. But it lingers a little.
March 2025
It’s the 25th. The album is out. Übermensch is here. A couple of days have passed since that snowy walk but it feels like a lifetime ago.
We’ve seen each other nearly every day since - at work. Surrounded by people. Surrounded by deadlines. Surrounded by too much caffeine and not enough sleep. Everyone is exhausted in that giddy, running-on-adrenaline kind of way. No one has time to breathe. Let alone flirt.
We’ve texted. Brief little things. Updates. Memes. One photo of one of his cats. Nothing romantic. Nothing that said hey, remember how we kissed like our lives depended on it?
It’s fine. We’re fine. I’m not spiraling. Okay. I might be spiraling just a bit.
I didn’t want to be of course and at first I didn’t even want to admit it, but fuck. It’s always in the back of my head.
The worst part is he seems normal. Not cold. Just… busy. Charming to everyone, polite to me. A couple of long glances across meeting rooms, but nothing that lands. I start to wonder if I made it bigger in my head than it was. Maybe it was the snow. Maybe he felt something for five minutes and then went back to being whoever he is now. A pop star with a schedule that has its own gravitational pull. I tell myself not to take it personally.
The day comes and goes. Some of it - a lot of it actually - feels like a dream. Hard to grasp, in a way, because we worked so long and hard on this album. It’s hard to believe it’s finally here, people are listening.
Tonight is the album release party at a swanky venue downtown and I was hoping to enjoy the night but I still feel so much pressure when I get ready. This is still work after all. Maybe come tomorrow it will get better? Or will we forever run after the next thing and then the next thing… Or am I just being anxious because of everything?
When I arrive it feels good… but at the same time I disappear into the background. There are so many people I know and so many I know of. Pictures are being taken and flashes illuminate the otherwise dark red-tinted room. Is this a party? Or just the photo op of a party?
I sigh at myself. What did I expect.
Well… at least a pretty tight hug.
Instead I try to at least have a good time.
It’s after midnight and I am standing in a hallway toward the back entrance of the venue. I needed a quieter moment, a strong coffee and a moment to lean against this table after dancing for quite a while. My feet hurt. My voice is hoarse. A part of me wishes I was drunker. Another just wants to go to bed. And a third one wishes I wasn’t thinking about Ji.
Of course it’s hard not to. I’ve seen him all night. Deep down I know I’m being hard on myself but what can you do.
Daesung walks past me toward the exit, probably to sneak a smoke outside and grins wide at me. I know that grin. He’s trying to make me smile as well because he can tell I am not a hundred percent, he is good at that. The sound of his footsteps gets me out of my thoughts. I check my phone once he’s gone and wonder whether I should just go home. My duties for today are done done done.
That’s when a second pair of footsteps comes up, much quieter and not quite as startling anymore.
When I look up, Jiyong has already walked up next to me. He’s now also leaning against the table and just props his chin onto my shoulder, pretending to look at my phone with me. A hesitant smile from him. Then me smiling as well.
My heart is about to explode. I feel… shy and somewhat relieved. Confused but happy. It’s a lot. “Hi,” he says, looking up. He doesn’t move away. Still leans over at me, but now we’re on eye level. “Hi.”
For a second we just… look at each other.
It’s strange how familiar he feels and also how much space we’ve let grow between us the last few days.
“I’ve been hoping to catch you alone all day. Several days actually.”
Mad, almost concerning, how these two sentences from him make all that spiraling disappear for a moment. Thank fucking god. I wasn’t alone in this. Well, I was. But we were on the same page. Just not together, unfortunately.
“Busy. I get it,” I answer, trying to be casual for some reason, pretty sure that my face gives me away anyway. To be honest, I have no idea why I say that. It’s stupid.
He nods. Then adds, almost shyly “I couldn’t stop thinking about you though.”
I swallow, look down at the steam from my coffee cup. Then I sigh all my relief away and now I’m the one who lets her head fall to his shoulder.
Ji moves an arm around my back and puts his cheek to my head and we just stand there for a second.
There are so many things I want to say but now that I have the chance my head is so empty. I just want to be here with him… quiet for a moment. And so we are.
Until I finally break away to look into his eyes again.
“I hope… I really hope this album does as well as it deserves. Like… you deserve. I hope people appreciate it because…”
Why am I getting teary-eyed. I haven’t even expressed what I mean. That I’m proud of him. That he doesn’t need the praise but I still hope he gets it because the music is so great and every stupid little detail and… I’m tired but happy now and… too many words. Too little at the same time, so I stop and stand there with slightly open mouth.
He just looks at me and presses his lips together. Raises one hand to gently let the side of his thumb glide across my temple. Nods slowly a couple of times, as if to say It’s okay, I get it. And I think he really does.
I take another deep breath and then I just hug him. That might be reckless but I don’t care, because finally, the pressure is gone. All of it. Work and the stupid questions in my head. Nothing is clear yet, but I think there is nothing I can do.
Of course that is when Daesung appears again, muttering curse words and something about “nobody has lighters anymore these days.”
But he stops right away, mid-sentence, mid-step and starts grinning when he sees us. Makes another four steps until he is right next to us. Throws his arms around both of us at once like we’re in a sitcom.
“OH… my gawd” he practically shouts. “You guys are totally fucking.”
I almost choke. Jiyong makes a sound somewhere between a laugh and a groan. “We’re not,” I manage. “Yet” Jiyong adds under his breath.
Daesung gasps like he just won a prize. Gossip Gold, basically. “I KNEW IT” he announces to absolutely no one. “Oh this is crazy, I can’t believe you finally… oh wow.” Then he bounds off again, still laughing. I panic for a second before I realize that whatever this is is safe with him. He loves gossip but he’s been doing this for long enough.
We’re left blinking. Jiyong looks at me with wide, amused eyes. “Well… that’s one way to get found out.” I nod, laughing into my cup before I take another sip.
And just like that, everything that was heavy lifts. Not everything is fixed. Not everything is said. But we’re back in orbit.
Jiyong shifts just a little closer. Not obvious. But close enough that I can feel the warmth of his hand brushing against mine. And then, gently, deliberately, his fingers slip into the space between mine. I glance down like my hand suddenly belongs to someone else. His thumb grazes mine once. Just once. And I swear to god it short-circuits something in my chest. I look up at him. He’s still smiling, but softer now. Like we’re in a bubble and he knows it. His hand tightens just slightly around mine.
Then I start smirking because I just remembered that... “So… yet? We aren’t fucking yet?” He audibly sucks in some air, rolls his eyes and is actually a tiny bit embarrassed, I can tell. But there is also a hint of a mischievous smile on his lips and the combination of all that is so intoxicating.
Instead of saying anything he moves both arms back around my waist and rests his face back against my collarbone. His currently very green hair is tickling me a little and I move one arm around his back, the other to the back of his head. Let my fingers glide into his (well, a little crispy) hair. For a second I close my eyes while there is the biggest smile on my face. I am so goddamn happy.
It’s a short moment that could have ended quite badly. We got luckier than we probabyl deserved there. So in the end that is all it is. A few minutes of hugging and shared silence. We return to the party hesitantly but both know it’s better that way.
By the time I get home, my cheeks are still warm. It’s the alcohol and the fact that it’s still really cold outside. 
But it’s the hand-holding. It’s the yet. It’s how much lighter I feel compared to a couple of hours ago.
I kick off my shoes, toss my coat on the back of the chair and lean against the wall for a second, just breathing. The city is quiet outside my window. My phone is still in my hand. I stare at the screen, thumb hovering, considering. Maybe I’ll just send a goodnight. Something chill. Something casual and completely non-deranged like hey hope you made it home safe and also I’m still thinking about your hand in mine and my brain’s made of fireworks now ok cool sleep tight.
Before I can type anything, my phone buzzes.
Jiyong: made it home, you there yet? Jiyong: you looked really pretty tonight btw
I smile so hard it hurts.
Me: same Me: home I mean Me: but also… thanks Me: you didn’t look too bad either Me: for someone emotionally attacked by daesung
Jiyong: tragic
Me: he might have printed shirts already Me: there might be a shipping name
Jiyong: might take me years to recover Jiyong: unless you and I can hang out again sometime soon Jiyong: that might help Jiyong: just us this time
I bite my lip. Consider typing something witty, but then don’t. What he wrote didn’t make much sense, but I am so glad he asked.
Me: I’d like that
I beam. Alone in my apartment. At my phone. Like an idiot. But not really an idiot. I am not an idiot. I am just fucking smitten. Why be unkind to myself about that. It feels amazing.
Me: Soon?
Jiyong: Yes please Jiyong: Sleep tight, Dais.
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icedille · 1 year ago
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in "fuck you we're not sleeping tonight" hell again :((((
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coridallasmultipass · 7 months ago
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Ugh, I started typing an informal essay on the event, but I hit the image limit for a text post, so idk. Maybe I'll just break it up into smaller posts and ramble more in detail about each instance I was showing? A problem for Future Cori.
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floral-hex · 1 year ago
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Another night I feel like my world is ending, so I went for a drive. Tried to sleep earlier. Nothing doing. Took a couple antianxieties. Surprisingly, not much help. Made me a little sleepy, cried a little, maybe a little more relaxed, but still…. blegh.
So, I’ve got my beeg drink, a podcast going, and I’m sitting in the Kroger parking lot because it’s 4:30+ in the morning and I need to see actual humans walking around. I don’t know how to explain it. Seeing other people continue on with their lives helps calm my doomer anxiety.
This sucks.
#going to give up on sleeping tonight because…#because because because because…#because my brain hates me and whenever I try to sleep now I feel like I’m going to die#I NEED to schedule more appointments#I don’t know why I didn’t. I mean#I mean I do know why I didn’t. it’s because I think I had a couple good days and didn’t want to stress myself#which is stupid. a little stress scheduling today stops me from stressing more later#I need drugs! I need therapy. I might need to see an ENT again bc I’m paranoid about my sinuses#sorry I got annoyed this week seeing posts talking shit about therapy and it just made me feel shitty for needing it#but whatever. whatever works for you. this is rambling#I’m gonna stay up. try to see the sunrise. see more people walking around.#I miss having friends… but damn that was a long time ago#that nice sweet spot right around highschool and right after where we would all hang out all night#just driving around or loitering or watching movies at each other’s places#do you ever really get to have friends like that again?#seems like you’d have to make a bunch of friends in school and then hold onto them as hard as you can#or maybe I just need to be more social. but that’s rough. how’s a 35 year old introvert loser supposed to be social in a normal way?#also…#I just want to be held#that’s all I wanted earlier. to be held for awhile. to have someone comfort me physically.#just hang out with me. sit on your phone next to me. let me know I’m not doing this alone.#be a bro! jeez!#okay it’s almost 5. guess I should get back to driving#whatever. this sucks. I’m so anxious.#you can ignore this#text
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cranberrymoons · 2 months ago
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i have talked about this before. but it is legitimately fucking insane to me that a guy gets shot. and because the guy is a single dad, his best friend steps up to take care of his kid and keep him on his schedule while his dad's in the hospital recovering, stays at his house and sleeps on the couch and takes the kid to school etc etc. normal! cool, normal, extremely generous, lovely best friend behavior. but then when the guy wakes up, the best friend says: i should have held it together better, i was really struggling and i broke down in front of your son, and i just think it would have been better for him if i had been the one to get shot. which – this is an objectively true statement. for anyone normal, yes; that is a gut punch of a sentiment, and it is heartbreaking to hear buck say it out loud, but it is objectively true for anyone normal that it would be better for a child if his dad's best friend got shot vs his only living parent getting shot. you know? like that is not an insane thing to say, even in the context of all of everything between them. but then the dad – AND THE NARRATIVE OF THE SHOW – says no actually, you're wrong. it wouldn't have been better. it would have been the same; it would have had the same effect on my son if you had been the one to get shot. you matter to me, and you matter to him, and you are an important enough part of both of our lives that i have you written into my living will. i have an advance directive that says, in the case of my death, i want you to gain custody of my son. you, my best friend, and not my own parents or my aunt or my grandmother or either of my sisters. you. and you stepping up like this proved that i was right. and I cannot stress enough how insane it is that not only do the characters believe this, but the ACTUAL NARRATIVE OF THE SHOW agrees with them and backs them up and says: this is the reality of the situation. like!!!!
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reidrum · 1 month ago
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false god | s.r.
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A/N: hehehehehineedhimcarnallyheheheheh.
summary: in which spencer finally comes home from a case after you've just finished exams and can't resist showing you just how proud he is
cw: smut 18+ minors dni, university!reader, p in v sex, creampie, overstimulation, fingering, oral (f receiving), heavy petting, praise kink, pet names, aftercare
wc: 3.3k
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The apartment is quiet when Spencer slowly opens the door, twisting the knob back into place with so much care that not even the faintest click could be heard. It’s been nearly a week since he’s been home, since he’s seen you. While in normal times it would be bearable because he’d call and facetime you every day, you were unfortunately also too busy with school and finals to even engage or drop a quick hello to him. You knew he was busy, he knew you were busy right back. Time got so far away it jumbled your synchronized schedules.
He missed you, a lot, is what he’s trying to get at.
Careful not to make any noise, he slides his shoes and satchel off and leaves it by the door. Spencer walks to the kitchen as he takes off his suit jacket to hang it on the chair, and opens the fridge to grab a glass of water. He notes that while he’s been trying to be quiet, the apartment has been quiet. You’re probably sleeping, he knows how exhausted you’ve been the past couple weeks. 
Spencer should feel guilty when he walks to the bedroom, mindlessly undoing the cuffs of his dress shirt. He can’t bring himself to feel such a way when he finds you sprawled out on the bed—your shared bed, he still thinks in disbelief—softly snoring away while your hair fans around you and your pajamas crumple about your body.
You stir slightly at the sound of his footsteps and he freezes, watching you settle back into deep sleep right as he reaches the edge of the bed. He kneels down to be level with your face and reaches a hand out to gently brush your hair back, no longer concerned with not waking you and suddenly overwhelmed with the dire need to see your eyes.
“Hi angel,” he murmurs, “I’m home.”
You sigh and flutter your eyes open, a lazy smile growing in recognition of the face in front of you, “Spence, missed you.”
He has to consciously hold back a groan. The way you even just say his name is enough to bring him to his knees—evidently so by his current position—but he has to be a gentleman and considerate of how tired you must be.
“Missed you too,” he continues to stroke your hair, “You alright? Exams go okay?”
“Mhm, all A’s.”
Spencer beams, “That’s my girl.”
You preen under his soft touch, “Case go fine?”
He nods, “Took a while but we got him, glad to be home now.”
“Oh good,” you mumble, “come to bed now.”
“Let me go change first and I’ll join.” he almost stands to his full height before he feels your hand stopping him, “What’s wrong?”
“Don’t go.” you whine.
His thumb goes to rub over your outreached hand, kneeling back down to your face, “I’ll only be five minutes.”
“Too long,” you sigh, “need a kiss first.”
Spencer lets himself be pulled closer to you and presses his lips to yours. He smiles into you, but it’s a deep kiss that shows how much you missed each other. Your lips deepen the kiss and your hand holds the back of his neck close to you. If he wasn’t so attuned to you he would have missed the faint whimper you let out. But he knows you like a native language, subconsciously able to pick up on the nuances you give.
“What’s really wrong?” he mumbles against your lips.
You pout, “Missed you.”
He chuckles softly, “You said that.”
“Meant it,” you whisper.
“Yeah?” Spencer rises to sit on the bed to sit next to your lying body, his hand smoothing down your face to take place on your neck, “Left my poor baby all alone.”
“So cruel of you.”
“So cruel,” he echoes. You’re laid out on the bed with a blanket barely covering you, leaving him no question that you’re wearing the silk pajama set he bought you a few weeks ago. He’d seen it in the window of a shop walking home from the library one day, and walked about three blocks thinking about you in the set before turning around to purchase it.
You don’t usually splurge on luxury items, you found it made you feel silly to spend that kind of money on yourself when it could go towards bills or other important necessities. Spencer did not find it silly, in fact he found it imperative that you are spoiled and shown how loved you are. He doesn’t buy into materialism, he knows the way he loves you speaks louder than any item or string of words can hold. But he’ll argue it’s a compulsion, a way of life even. 
“Cute pajamas.” he says, trailing a hand down the length of your arm.
A lazy smile grows on your face again, “Thanks, my boyfriend bought them for me.”
He grins, “He must really like you.”
“Something like that.” you giggle.
“You look really nice in it.” You can tell he’s restraining, for who’s sake is still up for question.
“Just nice?”
“I’m trying to be polite here, pretty girl.”
“But what if I wore it because I don’t want you to be nice?” you push.
Spencer lets his hand rest on the inward curve of your hip, squeezing slightly at your taunt. “You’re not tired?”
“Not for you.”
He hooks his fingers below your waistband and lingers, “I think you’re too good to me.”
“Sometimes I think it’s not enough,” you grin.
“Oh it’s more than enough, angel. Don’t worry.”
His fingers travel further down and ghost the front of your panties, the flutter of your eyelashes giving him all the confirmation he needs to keep going. He gently strokes a digit back and forth, watching as your breathing deepens quickly.
“Shh, I got you,” he coos, “just relax.”
He wraps an arm around your shoulder to help you curl further into him, his other hand lazily stroking lightly against your slit. “Must be so tired from all that studying, hm?”
You nod into him, your lower lip pouting as his strokes begin to take root in pleasure. “Needed you.”
He hums, “I know baby, I’m sorry. I’m here now, can I make it up to you?”
A sharp gasp leaves you as his finger dips below the fabric, swiping intently and slowly up your folds before returning to above your panties, “Please,” you beg.
Spencer smiles and hooks two fingers onto the fabric covering your core and tugs it to the side, using his index finger to hold it in place. He uses his middle and marriage to collect the slick at your entrance and smear it all over your cunt, finally using his thumb to work it into your clit with soft circles.
You moan out at the intense sensation, deeper breaths escaping as he dips his fingers into your cunt. “Fu—uck, Spence.”
“Feels good?” he asks, you nod quickly digging your head further into his chest, “Good, look so pretty like this baby.”
He pumps his fingers at a deathly slow pace, more so for him to feel every ridge and inch of you as he enters and leaves. He was gone for so long, and while his eidetic memory has served him well, there is nothing in this realm that will ever compare to the feeling of you at his mercy. He would sit in his hotel room and stare at the ceiling, trying his hardest to move heaven and earth to materialize you out of the atomized memories he has of you tucked away into his hippocampus.
It’s no use, he’s come to realize. Nothing will ever capture the way your face contorts when his long fingers brush against that spot inside you, how you say his name in that breathy moan that makes him wonder with all parts doubt in how he could ever leave you alone to your own devices. Someone like you should never have to lift a finger in their life, should never feel pain or sorrow or anger.
So in an act of repentance, he snakes the arm that was around your shoulder down to your chest and lets his hand dip under the silk tank top to cup your breast. He catches your nipple between his thumb and index and rolls with love, with a yearn to fill the void of lost time and to present himself with the worthiness of forgiveness. 
You grant him salvation, in the form of you preening at his fingertips like a goddess in full divinity, soft moans falling from your lips in sacred prayer. 
He speeds up his fingers when he feels you clamp around him every other thrust, “Close?” he murmurs.
You hum deliriously, “S—So close,”
It’s only one, two, three more deep strokes until you come undone all over his fingers, his pace not letting up as it takes you to the peak and leaves you floating above. Only does the gentle circling of his thumb on your clit regain your consciousness and tether you back down to the ground.
You weakly push a hand against his arm, “Too much,”
“Okay, okay,” he gently removes his fingers and immediately pulls them into his mouth, softly moaning as he swirls his tongue and swallows all of you. 
God, does he love how you taste. His eyes roll to the back of his head—you’re practically nectarious, a testament of what truly stood in the way between Eve and sin. Spencer finds himself moving on his own accord, much like Eve entering the Garden of Eden, because he simply cannot resist temptation any longer.
“Spence…what are you,” you whisper, words slurring in your post orgasmic haze.
He kisses down your shoulder and trails down your chest into your torso, slowly climbing further down your body until he’s reached the crest of your hip bones. His thumbs smooth the expanse of the skin, pushing the silk fabric of your shorts up to reveal the lacy panties you’ve chosen to wear that night. Lavender, his favorite.
You feel the ends of his curls tickle the inside of your thigh, and it’s then you realize his goal. “Baby, I don’t think I can…oh—ohh.”  You’re cut off by him pressing a firm kiss to your clothed cunt, his thumbs symmetrically kneading the flesh of your thighs.
“Good, don’t want you to think,” he mumbles, “just want you to feel me.”
He hooks his fingers into the sides of your shorts and panties, pulling them off you in one fell swoop. You take a sharp inhale at the exposed air reaching you, but he quickly soothes it by returning his lips to the crevice where your thighs meet your core.
“I don’t mean to sound crass, but I need you to know that I had every intention of coming home to you and just letting you rest. Maybe fuck you to sleep once if you were a little more awake.” he wraps his arms around your legs and locks down, “I’ll take the fault for thinking I could be satiated with just a little taste of you, but it’s not my fault you were laid out looking so beautiful and tired. You understand I had to do something, right?”
He slowly lets his tongue trail from the bottom to the top of your cunt, your face contorting with deep pleasure and his eyes fluttering shut.
“My apologies, pretty girl.”
His tongue dives back into you like a selfish man, in a way that shows indulging in you is merely an incentive for him and no one else. Your voice singing out his name in breathy moans is a worthwhile bonus. He laps up every drop of you while you drift in and out of consciousness, the exhaustion of the past few weeks coming to a head and dispersing at the mercy of Spencer Reid. 
“Spence—oh,” you whine, your hand going to lazily perch in his hair to tug lightly. He groans into your cunt and grinds down his own length into the bed, the insatiable hunger building between his own legs yet his desire too desperate to be anywhere but between your own to take care of himself properly for now.
He unhooks an arm around one of your thighs and slips two fingers into your hole, nearly whimpering at how easy you took them in.
“There we go, there’s my girl. All ready for me,” he murmurs, “just need one more from you like this and I’ll give you what you want, angel. I’ll give you anything you want.”
You inhale sharply, voice getting caught in the overwhelm of it all, “G—Gonna come,”
“ ‘m right here baby, come all over my mouth. Need it so bad.” he begs.
Spencer Reid rubbing his own length onto your bed while he lays between your legs with his tongue buried deep inside you, begging you to come for him because he sounds like he might actually die if you don’t—is what sends you over the edge.
Your second orgasm washes over you like a soft wave hitting the shore, deceptively calm yet sneaking into every crevice and corner of your being and occupying it with full intention and purpose. Your back arches and falls back to the bed with a thud, your chest heaving up and down as it tries to bring you to rest.
“You okay?” Spencer grins up at you from between your thighs with that stupid smile that makes you feel all funny inside, an added bonus when it’s glistening with you.
You hum in soft agreement, hands aimlessly reaching for him. “C’mere, please.”
He slowly slides back up your body atop you, your arms linking behind his neck and tugging him down to kiss him resolutely on his lips. You start off with little pecks, peppering in little I love you’s between each one, you don’t even realize he’s turned your bodies so you’re both laying on your sides facing each other.
Spencer breaks the kiss reluctantly, his hands smoothing down your torso before gently turning you around so your back is flush with his chest. “Think you can give me one more, sweet girl?”
In all the rustling and movement he’s somehow rid himself of his underwear, evidenced by you utterly melting as he lines himself up at your entrance. Spencer wraps his arms around your stomach, one finger ghosting over your clit as he guides himself to your core. He lets the head drag tauntingly between your folds, gathering all the slick and spit onto himself to coat in.
“I—I don’t know,” a low groan escapes you, “i—if I can.”
“Oh baby, I know you can take it.” he coos, slipping himself into you inch by inch, “always take what I give you, hm? That’s why you’re my good girl, my best girl.”
You whimper as he sinks further into you, the overstimulation from your previous orgasms catching up to you.
He bottoms out, nuzzled in between your legs and into the crook of your neck, and moans out softly at how your close proximity is soothing every ailment he claimed to have in the time spent away from you. If he had to compare your divinity to a being, he could be basic and say Aphrodite for all the obvious reasons in which your beauty is a weapon. But if you were to really ask him, he would say Apollo for how you could simply smile at him with the radiance of the sun and heal him entirely.
For now, he’ll settle by giving his appreciation through slow thrusts and low murmurs in your ears. His hips pull back and gently push forward, lips immediately tacking onto your neck.
“Oh, angel girl,” his voice drips with wreck, “missed this so much, missed you so much.”
Your senses are on fire, every last one of them screaming with the memory of your previous peak, and the one before that. And yet, in thinly veiled love disguised as sadism, the burning ceases and all you can feel is him.
Suddenly, it’s not nearly enough.
Your hand reaches behind your body and clasps onto his cheek, holding him in place and close to you—as if there’s anywhere else he’d rather be. “More,”
He doesn’t think twice and hooks an arm under the bend of your knee, holding your leg pulled back towards him, and opening you up beautifully for him to thrust deeper into you.
“This what you want?” he pants, beginning to thrust at a relentless pace, “my baby just needed me to come fuck her dumb, hm?”
You whine out again, nodding mercilessly as he picks up the pace and adds two fingers to your clit. He circles the nub furiously, biting back a groan as you clamp down on him every other stroke like you did before on his fingers.
“Fuck,” you whimper, the familiar coil tightening in your gut, “think I’m go—oh—nna come.”
His fingers move faster on your clit, his thrusts deeper, “That’s it, baby. Come on, let go f’me. I got you.” he whispers.
For the third time in the last hour, your orgasm crashes onto you. Silently, you preen against his chest in absolute and total pleasure overtaking you. Spencer continues to fuck you through your peak, feverishly chasing his own high.
You fall limp against the bed, Spencer holding you against him for a few more deep strokes before spilling himself into you. He whimpers into your neck as he pushes through the overstimulation and fucks every last drop of come into you, whispering sweet nothings as you both calm back down.
He follows suit and limps behind you, an arm lazily swung around your torso still as your deep breathing syncs up. “Feel okay?”
You giggle dreamily, “More than okay, oh my god.”
“Good, baby. Don’t move, let me clean you up.”
“Don’t think I could move if I tried.”
He delicately slips out of you with a soft exhale and goes to the bathroom, wetting a washcloth with warm water before walking back over to the bed. He tries to suppress his moans as he parts your legs to see his come dripping out of your hole like a work of art. He swipes the washcloth gently between your legs making sure to take away every last sticky spot, and massaging the skin with love and care.
Spencer walks back to the bathroom and drops the dirtied washcloth into the hamper, washing his hands before walking over to his dresser to grab a pair of boxers to slip into.
He walks to the kitchen to grab you a glass of water and the Ghirardelli caramel chocolate squares from his satchel that he picked up on his way home. When he enters the bedroom again he grabs one more pair from the dresser to slip you into, and opens the window to let the fresh night air in before sliding back into bed with you.
He gingerly drags the clean boxers over your legs to rest on your hips, then hands you the glass of water and watches you to make sure you chug the whole thing down. He smiles when you present him with the empty glass, and rewards you with a chocolate square.
“My favorite!” you gasp, “I love you.”
“I love you too, I’m proud of you by the way.”
You moan again at the taste of chocolate melting in your mouth, “Sorry, this is so good,” he chuckles as you swallow and continue, “I know, thank you. Means a lot.”
You make him eat a square too before licking the excess chocolate off his fingers, a fit of giggles flowering the bedroom before you both doze off tucked into each other’s arms. It’s the best sleep both of you have had in weeks.
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lazysoulwriter · 2 months ago
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you said my name on live tv! - pedro pascal.
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requested! thank you for sending, honey. hope you enjoy.
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Pedro wasn’t supposed to say your name.
You both knew the rules — or at least, the one unspoken agreement that had kept your relationship safely under wraps for the last six months: no public mentions, no soft launches, no clues. You weren’t famous, and he liked it that way. Liked the quiet normalcy of it. Liked how no one in your world cared about red carpets or premiere dates, only if you were free for brunch or needed help picking out plants for the apartment.
But today, during a perfectly standard interview for a late-night show, Pedro forgot.
It started innocently. The host had asked a string of questions about Pedro’s chaotic schedule — something about jetlag and coffee addictions — and then, mid-laugh, the host joked:
“So who keeps you grounded when you’re not off being the internet’s daddy?”
Pedro, in all his charming glory, chuckled, eyes sparkling. “Oh, Y/N does,” he said, like it was the most natural thing in the world. “She reminds me to sleep like a human being.”
The studio audience didn’t catch it. Not really. Just a name dropped in a sea of Pedroisms.
But the internet did.
The clip hit Twitter before the show even ended. Zoomed-in, subtitled, slowed down.
“WHO IS Y/N AND WHY IS PEDRO PASCAL SMILING LIKE THAT WHEN HE SAYS HER NAME??”
“y/n… you better treat him right i swear to GOD.”
“do we think y/n is someone we know? a celeb?? no info anywhere. queen’s in hiding.”
“you guys she’s not famous. i did a deep dive. she’s just. a person. and he’s in love.”
Back in your shared apartment, you’re sprawled on the couch, one leg thrown over Pedro’s, a big hoodie drowning your frame and a bowl of popcorn slowly going stale between you.
Pedro looks sheepish, his phone buzzing non-stop. “I really didn’t mean to say it.”
You’re giggling, face tucked into his shoulder. “I told you that interview was live.”
“I forgot, baby. I was tired and they were being funny and then your name just… came out.”
You poke his side. “So now the whole world knows Pedro Pascal has a girlfriend named Y/N who tells him to go to sleep.”
He flips the phone so you both can see the flood of TikToks and tweets. One fan made a slideshow of blurry Pedro candids captioned “thinking about her” set to a Phoebe Bridgers song. Another user made a fake "Y/N Pascal" Vogue cover. Someone even made a fan edit of your blurry Instagram pictures that you thought were private, matched up with Pedro's, like they were connecting some conspiracy.
You both dissolve into laughter, tears welling up in your eyes from how ridiculous it all is.
Pedro wipes a crumb from your cheek and grins. “Should I post a picture of us now? Since it’s out?”
You raise an eyebrow. “What kind of picture?”
He shrugs. “Just… us. Normal. No face filters. No drama.”
You hum, pretending to think it over. “Okay. But I get to pick the caption.”
“And what are you gonna put?”
You grab your phone, snuggle back into his side, and type it out slowly.
“yes, it’s me. no, you can’t have him.”
Pedro bursts out laughing. “That’s evil.”
“That’s iconic,” you correct him, and press post.
The internet loses its mind again. But this time, you’re not just laughing from the sidelines. You’re in it. Together. On the same couch, eating popcorn, letting the world fall in love with a version of what you already have.
Just… a little more out loud now.
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ssahotchnerr · 14 days ago
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what about an Ellie-verse where they have a family day planned but Aaron got home from a case super late the night before and is exhausted but trying to hide it/power through and reader assures him that he’s allowed to be tired and they have a movie day at home instead! I think of the quote where Hotch says he felt like he constantly had to be the perfect Dad and husband because he only had a short amount of time and it makes me so sad for him :-(
rain check
my heart 🥺 cw; girl dad!aaron, fem!reader, established relationship, reader is referred to as mom, hurt to comfort - aaron is self-deprecating per usual, domestic fluff <3 wc; 1.5k
One second, Aaron’s eyes were shut, his head resting comfortably against his pillow as he slept soundly beside you. What felt like the next: Ellie pouncing onto his chest.
He startled, opening his eyes and finding her sweet face. He couldn’t be annoyed, nor could he help the way his heart warmed immediately at the sight of her - how he's missed her the last couple days.
"Hi Daddy."
"Morning El Bel." He mumbled sleepily, "what're you doing?"
"Mommy asked me to quietly check if you're awake." Her tiny brows furrowed, tilting her head to get a better view of him as if she couldn't already tell. "Are you awake?
He chuckled, yawning into his words, "I'm awake."
"Good." She looked pleased. "C'mon it's zoo day!" Her hands landed on his chest, shaking him lightly. "We're gonna see monkeys."
"Really? I think there's already a monkey right here." He teased, tickling her side and releasing a plethora of giggles.
Ellie's talk pulled him out of bed - Elephants. Lions. What's your favorite animal? Jack wants to see the snakes, but they're scary. Mom is packing a lunch so we can have a picnic. She only left at his suggestion she should go help you, specifically, choosing his sandwich for him.
He showered, and nearly fell back asleep in the process, counterintuitive to what he had hoped would wake him up. The stream of warm water hitting his tense muscles relaxed them immensely, melting the stiffness from his shoulders and dulling the edge of his thoughts.
Once he pulled himself out, he got dressed, shaved, going through the motions hazily with a heavy body. The lack of sleep was already giving him a migraine, pulsating behind his eyes.
"Hey," you poked your head into the bathroom. "You almost ready?"
"Yeah, sorry." Aaron nodded, capping the ibuprofen. "Just taking a while to catch my bearings this morning."
Your eyes moved from the medicine bottle to him. It was dark when he climbed into bed, late, and you could vaguely remember the weight of his body settling down beside you, tossing an arm around your middle and scooting close.
And this morning, you had awoken before him, so now you had the opportunity to really look at him. The bags under his eyes - while always there - were more prominent. His eyes lacked their sparkle, drowned by the weight of pure fatigue. You could always tell when he needed a day, and he needed a day.
"Aaron..."
He recognized your concerned tone, immediately waving it off. "I'm fine."
"But-"
"I'm fine, sweetheart." He insisted, placing a kiss on your cheek on his way out. "Don't worry. It's going to be a fun day."
But naturally, you worried.
Any normal day, you would've been out of the house in less than an hour. When initially making the family day plans, the goal was to leave around 10 am. Or in Aaron time - 9:45, and it was already quarter after. Aaron, being Aaron, never deviated from schedule; the tardiness alone would have been enough of a sign that he was off his game, but when paired with everything else, it was quite damning.
As Jack - the ever helpful big brother - helped Ellie tie her shoes, you cornered your husband in the kitchen, watching him pour an extra large cup of coffee.
"Why don't we take a rain check?"
"Hm?"
"It's going to rain." You lied bluntly and badly, the fib so undeniably obvious.
"No it's not." Aaron laughed gently, his eyebrows quirking lightly in confusion. "I checked this morning. The radar is perfectly clear."
"Aaron, you're exhausted," you stated the obvious, sympathetically. "Do you really want to be on your feet all day long? And how's that headache of yours?"
Silence was his answer, screwing the to-go lid shut slowly. His tired eyes found yours, defeated. "Ellie's been looking forward to this. As has Jack."
Moving in front of him, your hands found his shoulders, offering his rigid muscles a soothing squeeze. "We can do something fun here. The zoo isn't going anywhere."
Dropping his head, he huffed a laugh, a rather disappointed-in-himself one at that. "Yeah, but I am."
Your brows crinkled in confusion. "What?"
"Any second, my phone could ring and I'm gone again." He said, his eyes rolling ever so slightly. "It's best to take advantage of what we can do when I'm here. And I am. What if the next time, it does rain?"
"Then we accommodate again." You solved easily, bringing a hand to his cheek. "Listen to your body Aar. Taking a day off isn't going to make you any less than a father. It's okay."
"And what, give them another reason to be disappointed in me?"
You frowned, "you know that's not true."
"I'm sorry." He sighed with a head shake. He did, but still gently admitted under his breath. "But that's how I feel."
"I know honey, and I wish you didn't. You don't give yourself enough credit." Your thumb stroked his skin sadly, releasing a breath from your nose. "They'll understand."
His gaze moved off to the side, unconvinced. "I don't know-"
"Are we going now?" Jack's voice entered the kitchen. Ellie was at his side - her tiny backpack on and ready to go.
You shared a quick look with Aaron, whose jaw was tight, an unhappy expression plastered on his face. "I'm not sure, you two. Dad's not feeling well today."
Ellie's eyebrows dropped in concern. While their resemblance was always uncanny, she looked like a miniature version of her father in this moment especially. "Are you sick?"
Aaron remained silent, biting down onto his lip, so you answered for him again. "He is a little bit, yeah. Would it be okay if we went to the zoo another time?"
"Yeah, we can always go to the zoo," Jack nodded with zero hesitation. "But what about the picnic we packed?"
"We can have it here." You mussed his hair gently. "Right in the living room, how about that?"
"Really?" Ellie's eyes widened. "A picnic inside the house? We can do that?"
"Yeah, it'll be fun." You crouched down to her level next, offering her a grin. "We can watch movies, play some games, and let Dad get some rest."
"Cool, I'll go see what we have." Jack hurried out and down the hall, beelining for the playroom.
"I'm sorry you're sick Daddy." Ellie consoled, wrapping her tiny arms around his legs and peering up at him. "We can see monkeys another time when you're all better."
His eyes softened, his scowl turning into a smaller pout. "Thanks El, I appreciate that."
She gave him a bright smile before running after her brother, pigtails bouncing atop her head.
Your eyes found his as a small smile tugged at the ends of your lips, conveying without words the reassurance you knew Aaron needed- they love you. His expression, while not entirely convinced, was more hopeful. He pulled you close by a belt loop on your jeans, wrapping his arms around you.
After selecting a few games and movies, Jack helped you set a picnic blanket on the carpet. Meanwhile, Ellie dragged every - literally every - stuffed animal she could find to the living room, creating a makeshift zoo just for Aaron. If he's sick, she'll bring the zoo to him.
You didn't say it aloud in front of the kids, but you watched his demeanor change. As if this healed something in him.
While he didn't verbalize it as often anymore, the weight of leaving home was something he held quietly in his chest - the dire need to be perfect with such a limited time. To go above and beyond for the kids to make sure they were happy, loved, and knew they were everything to him.
You witnessed it every time he left for a case; the instant dread that overtook him whenever his phone rang, the solemn expression on his face as he gave them hugs goodbye, the dismal tone in his voice over the phone during bedtime check ins. As if he were awaiting that one day he returned and they realized what a neglectful father he was.
While you reassured him, and he appreciated your reassurances, there was always the little voice in his head telling him not to get too comfortable. If he grew complacent, the life he loved could once again slip through his fingers. 
But now, with the plans falling short, Jack and Ellie didn't display any remorse or sadness, only the care, concern, and empathy for their father you together have taught them.
He didn't need to be on all the time. Quality time was quality time no matter the plans. And, making sure Dad was okay was more important than anything else.
"Do you think Dad's feeling better?" Jack's voice pulled your focus, looking up at you from his spot on the carpet. The second movie of the day was playing on the screen.
You glanced over at Aaron, who was fast asleep on the couch - head leaning back against the cushion, his feet crossed as they rested on the coffee table in front of him. Ellie was nestled into his side, her eyes trying their hardest to stay awake and follow the movie, but ultimately failing.
"Yeah, I think he is." You gave Jack a smile, holding your arms out; he didn’t hesitate to scramble up and join you. "This is exactly what he needed."
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suiana · 4 months ago
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yandere! loser who's chronically online and thinks that the world is ending because he can't find love. or rather, can't get a lover because wdym he's had a crush on you for five years and is STILL single!!!
bro's the type of guy to complain on reddit about being single and not do anything afterwards even if people give him advice. bro's the type of guy to say he's going to die alone and continue sitting in his room while watching lego building videos. bro's the type of guy that... also stalks you intensely after one single conversation where he thinks you're his one and only.
this guy probably thinks he's tough shit or something but cannot for the life of him, ask you out on a date like a normal person. forget that! he can't even get out of his house!
he lives off of his parents money (thank goodness they're rich) and doesn't work. why? because he says his dream job is to be rich and unemployed (successfully done btw). sooo no, he's probably not gonna be inheriting his father's company and be the hot rich alpha ceo you were dreaming of.
you'll get this weirdly obsessed loser though.
he's the ultimate loser! and in this ultimate loser pack you have gacha addict, fucked up sleep schedule, virgin, 70 different hyperfixations, reddit user, stalker, 4chan user, compsci graduate, have i mentioned stalker? yeah, definitely stalker.
stalking... heh, guess you could say he has a job... that is, if you count stalking and watching over you 24/7. yeah, that's right. the feeling you get that you're being watched even at home? that's him.
sure, he might be jacking off to surveillance footage of you, watching gf/bf asmr and pretending it's you talking to him... oh and also he might've built a mini shrine with things he 'borrowed' from you...
but really, you should just be glad he isn't doing more heinous things. for all you know he could be doxxing or manipulating you to be with him! god, that would be horrific. especially because we all know what 4chan and reddit users can be like.
like he's... weird to say the least. but it could be worse than just obsessed, crazy, and delusional. yeah, so what if he's thinking of scenarios that don't exist? scenarios that involve you, to be specific?
you don't even remember meeting him but he's gone and created a life for the two of you in his head already. for five years, if i must add. like... that's bloody crazy innit?
and he's also british.
yeah so😝
don't worry, he's crazy devoted! some might call him a yearner, others say he needs to be amditted to a hospital. whatever! they just don't understand him.
but you do, don't you? you have to! you're his one and only (one sided)! he's already planned the both of your weddings out, bought you TONS of gifts- you received his presents before right? yeah, those new headphones you wanted? you got it a few weeks back. your college debt? remember how it was mysteriously paid off? yeah, and the fact that you were happy about it must mean that you accept his advances!
yeah! g'luck mate you're going to be called darling REAL soon 🤑 hopefully. jost hope you don't get asked out on a date... he might do a little shanking 😵☝️
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( 🌐 ) ─── MOMENTS FROM Y/N’S 3AM LIVESTREAMS THAT LIVE RENT FREE IN MY HEAD
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[ overview of y/n's livestreams ]
3am livestreams aren't uncommon when it comes to you
you usually always do these behind the company's back and it entails you doing several different things like:
gaming – often playing horror games in the dark
atiny have clips from when you played all of outlast and how terrified you were
side note: you couldn't sleep alone for the next two weeks after playing outlast
singing – this is rare because the last time you tired singing it was when you and atiny got into an argument over shrek 2's "i need a hero" and whether or not its the best animated musical number in existence
spoiler alert: it is and you still refuse to apologize for calling atiny uncultured over it
tier list – you've done a few like ranking barbie movie villains or fnaf ucn dialogues
emotional rants and sleep deprived rants – you should be asleep but you aren't
[ clip #1 : animated musical number debate ]
time has clearly passed when the clip starts
you have a slight crazed look in your eyes as you stare at the camera, eyes watching the chat
pretty sure your eye twitched at some point during the long silence
your hair was messy from having run your fingers through it several times – maybe pulled it a few times in angry
a half-eaten snack laid next to you – forgotten
y/n: no. i'm being serious, "i need a hero" from shrek 2 is THE best musical number in all of animated movie history
your eyes watch the chat explode in response
y/n: what the he– what do you mean "under the sea" is better?? what kind of uncultured swine says the little mermaid is better than shrek 2!!!
y/n: that's literally the BEST sequel in existence!! i can't believe you people
you then grab your ipad – another moment a silence passing through as you are aggressively tapping on your ipad's screen
then you are turning the volume UP before turning the ipad around so atiny can watch the shrek 2 scene.
y/n: this scene is a masterpiece – if you don't agreed then you are uncultured and your bias doesn't love you
chat immediately started screaming in chat but you ignored them
lipsinging the words of not only the song but the entire scene
you had it memorized
you called atiny who disagreed with you uncultured a few more times before you ended the live in anger – some cuss words in both korean, japanese, and english left your lips
you were promptly banned from having any solo lives for the next few months
but did that really stop you 🤷‍♀️
[ clip #2 : playing outlast so y/n losses her mind ]
your room was shrouded in complete darkness
the only light coming from your monitor and it wasn't enough
anyone watching could see the fear in your eyes
y/n: i am a grown woman, i can do this.
y/n: i'm not scared... okay, i'm gonna start... 😣
atiny: you sure about that??
is a completely mess from beginning to end
but you did it
you played outlast in one entire livestream
def screamed several times during the jumpscares – and when you get jumpscared... you jump
at one point yunho came in and sat next to you as some sort of comfort
yunho: why don't i turn on your lamp so you aren't completely in the dark
y/n: noooooo 😣 that ruins the atmosphere!!
yunho leaves to go back to bed, telling you "don't scare yourself too much"
would pause the game every time you got scared
atiny were actually surprised you finished the game at the rate you were going 😮‍💨
atiny: are you going to play the dlc and sequel
y/n: are you insane!? i barely survived this game! i'm not gonna sleep for a week, goodnight you weirdos.
[ clip #3 : relationship advice stream ]
starts off pretty normal – honestly wouldn't guess this was a 3am livestream
this one was livestreamed in a hotel room – you clearly tired from a day of schedules
but you were powering through it – blanket wrapped around you and tea in a cute mug you recently bought in your hands
glasses perched on your nose
especially after you noticed one atiny asking relationship advice
atiny: my boyfriend and i are in a long distance relationship, any advice??
y/n: communication i would say is a big thing. not just texting everyday, but making sure to have real conversation. talking about things you would in any other relationship. i think also making sure to make time for each other every now and then. virtual dates, sending each other small gifts – celebrating the small wins and not just the big victories.
and then the livestream developed into you giving relationship advice for the next 40 minutes
and then–
atiny: what's your and san's relationship like? does he spoil you? do you guys argue?
you couldn't help but laugh when you read that question
y/n: i think our relationship is at a good point right now. we've been together for a few years now and really now how to communicate and talk to each other about our problems. we also know when to give each other space – like on days off, we don't always spend those days together.
you can't help but smile at the thought of san and how much you love him
y/n: he spoils me a lot – always has. he buys me my favorite snacks all the time and lets me lay my head on his shoulder and play with his hands when i'm bored or nervous.
oh, girl, you are so in love.
y/n: i don't think we've had a serious argument in a long time. when we do then its about one of us pushing ourselves too much and not taking a break. when i had my stage accident, i think that's when our relationship hit a bump because san was worried about me... but we communicate and talk it out which helps.
y/n: i couldn't imagine not having sannie in my life ☺️
[ clip #4 : the kiss ]
the clip starts with you sitting on your bed, phone propped up like usual as you are talking with atiny – some lofi music playing through your small speaker by the bed
loud enough for atiny to hear, but not loud enough for it to be disruptive for the others in the dorm
everything is going like how it usually is with you talking about what you've been up to lately
but without spoiling anything too major in ateez's schedule
you're sitting crossed leg on your bed, ipad in lap when your bedroom door slowly opens
at first it doesn't catch your attention – you too invested in fixing the graphic you've been making for your digital journal
atiny immediately see the person enter your room and recognize them as san
chat starts to explode, but you still haven't noticed
you jump a little when san places a hand on your back – looking up to meet his sleepy eyes
y/n: what are you doing babe?
san: i should be asking you that
you grin at him and he smiles back before leaning down and capturing your lips in a kiss
you are completely caught off guard
atiny are screaming in chat – fans already screen-recording the entire thing
and san none the wiser about your livestream
you pull away looking at him shocked and san is so confuse
y/n: i'm live!
silence.
neither of you say anything for about ten seconds – just staring at each other before you are reaching over and–
livestream has ended.
[ clip #5 : "why are you 🫵 still awake?" ]
you are sitting on your bed, showing your bullet journal you've been working on to atiny
you really looked like a teacher reading a book to her class
you were talking about how you've been working on it between schedules and during downtime at fansigns and such
y/n: i've seen junk journals have been trending and they look cool. think i might try and start one in the next month
atiny told you, you should do it
as you're in the middle of talking, you immediately stop
eyes go wide as your head turns towards your bedroom door
y/n: uh-oh 😳
atiny: WHAT WHAT WHAT!??!?!?
y/n: he's home...
atiny immediately knew who you were talking about–
hongjoong
they couldn't hear it, but you could hear the dorm door opening and closing and hongjoong walking down the hallway
atiny had never seen you try to turn everything off so fast
like you were trying to trick hongjoong into thinking you were asleep
but then your door opens and you freeze – atiny watching thought it was frozen because you refused to move
hongjoong came into frame and the two of you just looked at each other
silence – did it freeze again??
y/n: why are you coming home so late?! 🫵🫵🫵 do you have any idea what time it is
hongjoong was APPALLED by your comment
hongjoong: do i have any idea what time it is?? do you have any idea what time it is?!
he then notices the livestream and glares at you
hongjoong: and are you livestreaming!? didn't i tell you to stop doing that at this hour!
y/n: mind your business! i was just about to end it–
lies
the clip continues with you and hongjoong going back and forth with each other before he makes you end the livestream to go to bed
y/n: he's using his leader powers guys 😔
[ clip #6 : sleepy y/n and seonghwa ]
the clip starts with you laying in bed, phone propped up on your bedside
you are clearly on your way to sleepland but are answering atiny's questions
atiny watching can hear your bedroom door creak open and your eyes look to see who is entering
you immediately perk up at however just came in – the person chuckles softly at your reaction
their hand coming out to pat your head and that's when he comes into frame
seonghwa – in his pajamas and hair slightly tousled from sleep
seonghwa: why are you still awake, y/nnie? go to sleep.
y/n: i'm talking to atiny!
seonghwa: you're going to make yourself sick if you stay up too late.
as you and him go back and forth, atiny gush over seonghwa's caring nature
atiny: omg seonghwa is so cute trying to get y/n to sleep
y/n: why don't you stay with me for a bit? you can keep me company while i finish answering questions! then i'll go to bed, promise!
all previous sleepiness had seemingly disappeared
seonghwa: i'm not indulging in your poor sleep habits, but fine 😮‍💨
seonghwa settles in beside you and chat explodes
atiny: SEONGHWA IN THE 3AM LIVE NOW WOOHOO
y/n: don't act too excited guys 😒
the live continues with you answering questions – you leaning against seonghwa
slowly your energy starts to leave you once more and seonghwa is already closing his eyes
blanket covering the both of you
seonghwa is quickly falling asleep, turning over and clearly getting comfortable
he isn't going anywhere anytime soon 😪
and you're not far behind him – eyes closing and mindlessly snuggling into seonghwa
stealing his body heat
atiny are absolutely losing it in chat over the two of you falling asleep together
the livestream didn't end until your phone eventually died which was promptly two hours after you and seonghwa fell asleep.
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hischiershoe · 5 months ago
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“platonic sleepovers that somehow ends up with you waking up with their arms around you” & “sharing each other’s clothes (especially hoodies)” with nico <33
this was a teensy bit longer (1.9k words) than I meant but I hope you like it!
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You'd known Nico for a few years, having met through a mutual friend back when you first moved to Jersey. The two of you hit it off so well that first meeting, that you ended up seeing him the following afternoon for lunch. From then on, he was one of your closest friends and someone you could always count on no matter what was going on. He was also someone you developed a not so tiny crush on, but of course, he didn't know that, and he never would.
More often than not, you'd find yourself at Nico's apartment when your schedule aligned with his, and tonight was no different. He had called you in the morning, asking you the same thing he always did before he was inviting you over in the evening for a small hangout with him and a few of his teammates. When you got off the phone with him, you'd spent the rest of your day thinking about him, which wasn't all that out of the ordinary anyway. He was always on your mind.
By the time you got to his place, your thoughts had slowed down enough that you were able to box your feelings up under lock and key and just be normal. Though, if you were being honest, you weren't entirely sure you were all that convincing based on the knowing looks from Nola or the subtle comments from Timo. Despite that, you just hoped that Nico was oblivious to their teasing and didn't suspect a thing.
"It's really coming down out there," Nico calls out to no one in particular as he stands by the window, "I don't think you guys should drive home in this."
"I don't think so either," Jonas agrees, moving from his spot on the couch to stand next to him, "It's supposed to get worse the next couple of hours."
You exchange glances with the girl to your left, and she was sporting the most smug smirk you had ever seen on anyone before. Your eyes widened in her direction, your face warming at her silent implication before you tore your eyes from her and stared at the ground. Usually, if you were going to sleep at Nico’s, you would take over the guest bedroom, but you couldn't exactly do that if Nola and Jonas had to stay over.
"You guys can stay here," Nico firmly states, looking over his shoulder to look at you, "You two can have the guest bed."
"I'll sleep on the couch," Timo chimes in, pressing his body further into the cushions.
"Timo, you live in this building," You point out, playfully raising your eyebrows at him, "You can just go back home. Besides, I'm taking the couch."
"No, you're not," Nico rushes out embarrassingly fast, earning the attention of everyone in the room. He clears his throat, avoiding the mischievous looks in his friend's eyes before he continues, "I can sleep on the couch. You can take my bed."
You quickly shake your head, rising to your feet and taking a few steps towards him as the others fade into the background, "I'm not taking your bed. I can sleep on the couch. I've done it before, it's pretty comfortable."
Neither of you hear Timo slip out the front door, or the couple tiptoe down the hall as the two of you bicker with each other about your sleeping arrangement. Nico isn't taking no for an answer, and neither are you, but eventually, the two of you settle on sharing Nico's bed. As friends. Nothing more. Nothing less. Friends share beds all the time, right?
As you follow Nico towards his room, you can barely hear anything over the blood rushing in your ears and your heart pounding in your chest. This was new territory for you. You knew this didn't mean anything to him, that he was just being the amazing friend that he is, but it made your entire world spin.
You'd been in Nico's room before, plenty of times, but it was always under far different circumstances. You stood near the end of the bed, watching as he shuffled the pillows around and adjusted the blanket so it was spread out evenly. It was impossible not to watch the way his biceps flexed with each movement, making your cheeks grow warm and your palms sweaty as you tried to shake away the images that flashed in your mind. You shouldn't be thinking that way about him, especially not right before the two of you sleep in the same bed.
When he was finished moving everything around, he shifted his focus to you, and he could see the apprehension clearly written on your face. He could see it in the way you furrowed your brows, in the way you were chewing at your lip, and in the way you were fiddling with your fingers. He couldn't help but think you only agreed to share his bed because you felt like you had to, and it made a small piece of his heart crack because he wanted to. He wanted to be close to you.
"Do you want to borrow a hoodie? I know you get cold in your sleep," He gently suggests as he carefully approaches you, his dark eyes shining even in the dimly lit bedroom.
"I do," You meekly murmur, holding his gaze for no longer than a second.
You hear him pad towards his dresser and pull open one of the drawers, but you don't move. You stay planted in your spot, unsure if you were supposed to take your side of the bed or wait for him to go first. It was silly; How nervous you were over something as simple as getting into a bed. But with Nico, everything was so much more than it seemed. At least for you it was.
"Here, you can wear this one," He called out from beside you, gingerly handing you the hoodie you always jokingly said you were going to steal one day, "I don't expect to see it again, though."
The light airiness to his tone made you relax as you playfully smack his chest before grasping at the fabric in his hand. His fingers brush against your own, sending a wave of electricity across every inch of your skin. You attempt to cover up your bashful reaction by promptly throwing the hoodie on and hurrying over to the nightstand to plug your phone in. The last thing you wanted was for you veil of normalcy to call and for him to see just the effect he had on you.
"Hey," Nico nervously calls out your name, forcing your attention back to him. He was hovering on the other side of the mattress, one of his hands nervously rubbing at the nape of his neck, "I think I'm going to go ahead and sleep on the couch, so you can have your space."
"No," You protest a bit too loudly, and you suddenly remember the couple across the hall from you. You know Nola’s going to tease you to no end when she finds out about this, "I told you, you're not sleeping on the couch in your home. If this makes you more uncomfortable, I'll go out there an-"
"It's not that," He swiftly interrupts, wanting nothing more than to reach over his bed and pull you into his chest, but he doesn't, "I only want you to be comfortable."
"I am," You affirm through a shaky breath, not able to break away from his piercing gaze, "I promise, I am."
"Good," He delicately breathes out, "Let's sleep then."
You slip underneath the blanket, making sure that you leave enough space between the two of you so you don't accidentally brush against him. As you're shifting in an attempt to get comfortable, Nico switches the lamp off and you welcome the darkness that envelopes you. Now, Nico won't be able to see how nauseatingly nervous you are, and you won't be distracted by his arms or the dimples that indented his cheeks.
Once you finally settle yourself in a way you like, you try and will yourself to sleep by squeezing your eyes shut, but the soft sounds of his breathing makes it hard. It makes you hyper aware that the very guy you’d practically fallen in love with was less than two feet away and under the same blanket as you. It makes it almost impossible to calm your mind, to let your brain relax enough so that you can sleep.
“Goodnight,” Nico softly mumbles, and you feel the tips of his fingers brush against your hip, but the touch was gone almost as soon as it came.
“Goodnight, Nico.”
When you wake up the next morning, you instantly pick up on the slightly uncomfortable feeling of an arm under your head, and the weight of another on your waist, keeping you pressed against the chest of the man who was just occupying your dreams. Your legs were tangled with Nico’s in a way that made it hard to tell where your body ended and his began. You weren’t entirely sure when the two of you ended up in this position, but you weren’t necessarily going to complain either. However, you knew if you stayed like this for too long, you’d let yourself grow hopeful for something that was never there.
“Nico, wake up,” You carefully nudge him, slightly wriggling under his hold, “Wake up.”
You feel him stir behind you before his fingers sre slightly pressing into your hip, his hold on you tightening as he mumbles, “Stop moving like that.”
If you thought you were flustered before, it was absolutely nothing compared to how you were feeling now. Your entire body heated up in embarrassment as a slew of apologies tumbled from your mouth, but Nico doesn’t let up his grip enough to let you move. He keeps you slotted against him, his breath fanning against your ear as your shudder under his touch.
“Nico” You swallow thickly, “What are you doing?”
“Holding you,” He plainly states, “While I can.”
There goes that flame of hope flickering again, but this time he’s fanning it on his own.
“What do you mean,” You hesitantly ask, eyes fluttering closed as you slowly let yourself back into the moment.
“Before we’re just friends again.”
“Why do you so sound disappointed,” You test, your hand subconsciously grasping at his arm to keep yourself grounded.
“Because I want to be more,” He shakily admits as he buries his head in the crook of your neck, worried that he just ruined the best thing he’d ever had, but there was no going back now.
The flame was a full blown fire now and it was burning so brightly that it was almost blinding. The last thing you expected was to wake up in Nico’s arms, let alone him telling you that he wanted to be more than friends. It was overwhelming, dizzying, in all the best ways.
“Do you really,” You weakly whisper, slowly turning around that so you were facing him.
His eyes were still hooded from sleep, but they were still dancing across your face like he was trying to commit it to memory. He gently brings his hand up to your face, pushing away the strands of hair that had fallen in your eyes before he cradled your jaw in his palm. The pad of thumb caresses the apex of your cheek as you peer up at him, gaze wide and pliant, waiting for him to say something.
“I do,” He reassures, the corners of his mouth twitching as he carefully brushes his finger over your lips, “I want to be as much as you’ll let me be.”
“I want you to be everything.”
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ryusuisloveinterest · 6 months ago
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Dr. Stone headcanons of the Wise Generals' sleeping habits? Pretty please🥺
hello 🦕 anon! So sorry for the wait but I hope you enjoy the little headcanons! Just imagining this was so cute to me so I really hope you enjoy!🫶
5 wise generals sleeping habits 💤💞
Senku: 
I think Senku would actually have a pretty good sleep schedule 
He needs the right amount of sleep to use his brain to the fullest 
As for sleeping in general he’s a side sleeper
He hates laying on his back and hate laying on his stomach 
He’s not a cuddler AT FIRST
But as time goes on he gets a bit more clingy
First it’s just hand holding
Then it was intertwined legs
But one night he woke up and you weren’t there
He walks around the hut (if it’s the Stone Age) or the house (if it’s modern or 4d science) looking for you
He kinda gets nervous until he sees you coming out of the bathroom
He chuckles as you follow him 
As soon as you both lay in bed he locks you with his arms and legs and you’ve both slept like that ever since 
Chrome:
Chrome tries to have a good schedule, but his mind just wakes him up in the middle of the, curious about many things he’s yet to learn
You’ll often find him messing with his rocks or just sitting up and looking outside
“Oh I’m sorry did I wake you? I just couldn’t sleep.”
A lot of times you’ll just sit with him and let him ramble or you slowly drag him back to bed
There are some nights where you’ll fall asleep while you guys are talking and either you’ll wake up in the same spot you fell asleep in or you “magically” end up back in your bed
The few times Chrome doesn’t wake up he’s a heavy HEAVY sleeper 
I’m talking like the world could literally be ending and he’s still somehow asleep 
He’s an everywhere sleeper. As in his body is all over the place when he’s asleep 
You two will start off cuddling but by the end of the night Chrome’s horizontal to the bed with his waist all twisted up and his arms all over the place
You might even accidentally get punched or kicked once or twice💀
Gen:
Gen can just magically falls asleep
He doesn’t even show signs of being tired he’ll just be like, “goodnight y/n” and then knock out
He doesn’t really have a sleep schedule but always gets his 8 hours or more
Like some nights he goes to bed at 8 but then wakes up at 7 or he goes to bed at midnight and wakes up at 11 in the morning 
I say he’s either a normal side sleeper or he sleeps in the fetal position 
Sometimes he’s cuddly and other times he’s not 
He’s either all up on you, just holding your hand, or just close
Ukyo:
I think Ukyo would still kinda have his military sleep schedule engraved in him somehow 
From what very little I know about the military there’s the same rise and shine and nighty nighty all the time so expect Ukyo to have the same schedule every single day
I think he’s a light sleeper so try your best not to toss and turn
He likes to sleep on his side or on his back
His breathing is very light so it literally sounds like he’s dead some nights
It’s genuinely concerning 
He loves cuddling, unless you move around a lot, then it’s harder for him to sleep
Massage his head and he’s out
He’s honestly like a cat, just so satisfied when you rub his head
Ryusui:
What’s a sleep schedule 😀
He either goes to bed at a reasonable time or is just up for days straight with little naps here and there
“My desire doesn’t sleep! So why should I?”
I swear 
You have to pull him to bed
When he FINALLY lays down, he’s all over you
Like you like your personal space, but he LOVES it
He’ll either be holding you, or you’re on top of him, or he’s on top of you, or some other weird position 
I hope your body’s normally cold cause his body runs extremely hot, so if you run cold then it’s more bearable 
Has the cutest little snore
I wouldn’t even consider it that it’s just a little squeak he kinda makes when sleeping 
Sometimes he sleeps the whole night, other times he wakes up and starts doing something 
If you choose to stay up with him because he would never make you he’ll share his thoughts and desires with you 
But if you stay asleep you’ll feel a light kiss on your head and hear a small “I love you” before he’s off doing who knows what 
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thevoidstaredback · 1 year ago
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How To Balance Your Daytime and Nighttime Activities So That You Don't Burn Yourself Out More Than You Already Have
It had been a long few minutes since he'd opened the door and there were a lot of questions running through Dick's head. Most pressing of which was how this kid seems to have information he should not have.
"How did you..?" he asked, but the words wouldn't leave completely. There's so much he wants to know, so much he wants to ask.
"How do I what?" Danny tilted his head like the child he seems to be is.
"How do you know?" Dick knows he sounds weak. There's no hiding that, but there are a lot of implications in what the kid has said so far and none of it is painting a very happy picture for him.
"Oh!" Danny had the audacity to smile, "You want to know how I know you moonlight as a vigilante!" And of course he knows. Dick knows he knows, but he'd held a little bit of hope that the child Danny was mistaken. Danny's smile softened a bit as he explained, "Your hair and voice match up in both jobs almost perfectly. Not to mention your build and how you hold yourself. There's also the matter of your overall vibes, but that's not something living beings can normally pick up on." Excuse him? "Well, not living humans, at least, so no worries on that end!"
"Excuse me?" Dick was fairly sure his heart just stopped beating for a moment there.
"Anyway, I was a hero back home for a while, too. I know what it's like to have to walk the tightrope between maintaining a civilian cover and a hero persona. I know how it feels to have to keep secrets from everyone because anyone who knows will be in danger." he rambled, Though, admittedly, our circumstances are quite different. I was working as a hero all hours of the day as well as going to school. You only have to worry about properly balancing between day and night jobs. Either way, me having more to bounce between just makes me al the more qualified to help you!"
Oh. Oh he did not like that. He didn't like a single thing that just came out of the kid's mouth. Because that's what he is, a kid. "Are you...Are you alright?"
"Not in the slightest," Danny admitted with an even smaller smile. Then, it brightened, not quite to a grin, but to something similar, "But I'm here to make sure you are."
He gets points for being honest, but Dick felt his heart shatter. He knew for a fact that he'd never worked with this kid before. He also knew that the Justice League didn't know about him. If they did, he would've been picked up and dropped with either the Young Justice team or the Titans.
Dick wasn't going to ask why he became a hero because that's not his place. It's more of a 'third mission with the team' kind of questions, anyway. Most of the heroes didn't have many options when they took up the mantle. Asking what Danny can do is a more appropriate question, but he wasn't going to ask that, either.
"Now that that's out of the way," Danny turned a few pages from the table of contents to another one that was topped with 'Why Sleep Scheduling Is Important' in the blue glitter pen that Dick was starting to suspect he favored. "You're not getting enough sleep. Following you around - no one's been able to find me for a while, so don't worry about that - for the last two weeks has given me some really worrisome information on you."
Dick was worrying. He was worrying a lot and even more questions were coming to the forefront of his mind.
"Your dayjob is as an officer on the Bludhaven Police Force, or BPD for short." He was looking over the page he'd turned to very aptly and Dick realized that the kid had notes written on him. "The average hours per week for police across the country is forty hours. Gotham and Bludhaven are the exceptions. As a member of the BPD, you work a solid two days and two hours. Six nights a week, you work as Nightwing from eight in the evening to three in the morning. The last day, you take off, which is good. No deserable pattern, so good on you for that. Regardless, that's seven hour nights and ten hour days, with one day off and one day on call as an officer. Seven hours are now left in your day for personal time, eating, and sleeping. That's not a healthy way to live."
Oh, god, the kid had honest to god notes on him! What the hell!
Danny didn't even skip a beat as he pulled Dick's attention back to him and his binder. "I've drawn up a schedule for you to follow." The back of the page had a meticulously drawn schedule, complete with blocks of time to eat, sleep, work both jobs, travel, personal time, and still have a bit extra left over. It was titled 'Ideal End Result' in green marker. "Drastic changes right away will only affect you negatively, so we're starting off smaller." The next page over had another schedule titled 'Where To Begin'. "I've only pulled one hour from your Nightwing hours because I know important that time is to you and the city. I am, however, going to be having you submit an appeal to your boss to cut back your hours from fifty a week to forty a week. That way, you'll only be working eight hours a day and not ten. You'll still be on call for one day, and you'll have that last day off. Altogether, you'll be going be going from working seventeen hours a day to fourteen hours a day. Nine in the morning to five in the afternoon, and eight in the evening to two in the morning. Not including breaks at work or travel time. It opens up a few more hours for you to sleep!"
"You really think the chief is going to pull back my hours?" Dick raised an eyebrow in question.
"He will if he knows what's good for him."
"You know I can arrest you for that threat, right?"
"Yeah, but you won't." And, damn it, he's right.
Although, there was now another thing he had to know. "How to you plan on enforcing this schedule of yours?"
Danny seemed to have been waiting for this. He got a gleam in his eye as he pulled a black folder from his bag, not breaking eye contact with Dick. He placed it on the table and pushed it across. "Congratulations, it's a boy."
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rexhya · 2 months ago
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bakugo gets hit with a quirk which makes him super, SUPER nice to the first person he sees — ironically it’s a super bitchy reader ?! completely hot headed, clashing personalities. your choice // does reader take advantage of temporary puppy golden retriever katsuki, or no?
golden days — ✦ ✦
warn — crack, I had no clue if you meant exclusively to her or to the class so I just assumed >s<
incl — katsuki
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It was Saturday when you arose sleepily from your bed, you were glad to finally have a day off in the ever bustling school. Of course It was late In the day by now, a trip to the common area seemed appropriate. Had you been on a normal schedule you would have immediately made your way to the training rooms however after all the hard work you'd put in on the days past you think you deserved a break.
In the common rooms you were met with more people than usual, in fact you think it was almost the entire UA class talking loudly in a circle, they were looking at something, or rather...someone.
You pushed through the crow, trying to depict what exactly had caused so much commotion. There on the ground was a close eyed Bakugou, he was completely still. Momo was next to him keeping two fingers on his neck.
"Fuck happened to him?" You asked bluntly.
"He's dead." Kaminari cried dramatically,
"Yes!" You cheered, your wildest dreams were finally coming true, Bakugo had finally been shut up. You didn't know who or what spell did this, but you cheered and thanked them anyways.
"Don't say that, he is not dead, he's just...passed out." Momo scolded.
You twisted a glare in Kaminari's direction. "Why would you get my hopes up like that, now I'll still have to deal with him after he wakes."
"Sorry.."
"He's been passed out since we got here, his heart is beating just fine but were beginning to get worried, could it be an abnormally deep sleep?" Momo wondered aloud.
"We should really inform a teacher, we can't just let him lie there." Iida said worriedly, they looked to be the only ones actually concerned for the poor boy. The rest of the class had eventually lost interest and so had you.
"Why not? It'd make everyone's lives so much easier." you scoffed, giving a dirty look to the lying boy.
"[Name] tha'ts--"Iida began.
"Let me stop you right there, listen Iida I don't think anyone here cares what you have to say about reviving the most obnoxious person in the class, in fact I think they'd love the opposite. Right guys?" You turned your head to a dispersed ground of students, completely oblivious to what you said. "See?"
A red strained mark appeared by the side of Iidas head, "Momo, I'm going go inform a teacher, you stay with him and make sure she doesn't kill him." Momo nodded and cast a wary glance at you.
"Oh don't look so scared, I'm not into girls like you anyway."
"I wasn't flirting with you, and what do you mean--"
Her sentence was cut short by the sound of a low groan. He was waking up. You immediately begin trying to suffocate him with the nearest pillow, "Shhh, this is all a dream. Go back to sleep." his body thrashed weakly against yours.
"[Name] stop!" Momo couldn't believe you were really trying to kill him.
"WHAT THE, fuuuuuckk..." Bakugou trailed off, the pillow was thrown across the room by this point, a very prominent and strange redness taking over his face.
You gagged, "Fuck are you looking at, dip shit." You braced for impact, on a usual day Katsuki would have you on your ass by now.
"Uh, you? Why are you straddling me?" he asked, calmly. You screeched and clambered off the golden haired boy. Bakugou asked you calmly, what the hell was happening?
Momo looked just confused as you, taking a cautious step back as Iida and Aizawa came bursting in. Well, mostly Iida, Aizawa was in a typical lethargic trail behind him.
You immediately turned his way, "Aizawa come quick, there's something wrong with him."
Bakugo cocked his head sideways cracking his neck, "I'm fucking fine." he grumbled as Aizawa examined him.
Your teacher yawned tiredly, "Thought he was passed out?"
"He was, he was when I was here, I guess he's awake now? Maybe we should take him to Recovery Girl, he was passed out for quite a long time really."
Aizawa nodded noncommittally, "Yeah, you do that. [Name] you take him, and please don't interrupt me again. Not unless one of you is really dying, thank you."
Iida sputted as he walked away and Bakugo rolled his eyes again. "I told you I'm fucking fine, just tired God, you guys interrupted my from my nap." Iida looked like he was going to say something but stopped himself, he'd had enough of todays antics.
"Right, in that case. [Name] have fun."
You hadn't moved a muscle as Bakugo grunted, his ruby eyes piercing yours. You didn't know what to say, had the comment been a fluke? But he hadn't said anything else to you since then, he couldn't have forgotten already could he?
"What?" he huffed, wondering why you were so intent on staring at him.
"You're, you're being weird." you stated. It was a fact, he was being weird.
Bakugo sat down, his eyes blinking innocently. (??) "No i'm not."
"You actually fucking are, right now actually. And why the fuck are you squinting so hard? God did the nap reset your brain or something?"
"I'm not. I just can't see your face well, actually can you come closer?" Bakugo pulled your wrist gently. (gently) But for some reason you didn't have it in you to pull away. You were sitting face to face now, and for what felt like the milionth time today, he surprised you, this time with a casual and glinting smile. It was It was probably the most genuine thing you'd seen from him, ever.
"You did your makeup today." he said, and suddenly you felt very self aware of your face.
"Yeah, whats the issue."
"No issue, it looks good. You look good." You almost blushed.
"Are you fucking with ne right now?" you inquired at the blinking Katsuki.
He cocked his head cutely, "No! Why would I be?"
You stared at him silently, his eyes now that you realized it were perfect crimsion, it had a sort of pinkish tint that came you come to a conclusion about Katsuki faster than you ever had before.
"You got hit by a quirk."
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The weeks followinf Katsuki's life were ones his concious self wished he couldn't remember, you had completely and utterly taken advantage of him.
"Kat, hand me that." and he would without a moments hesitattion. It got so bad some people began to think you guys were dating.
"What! No of course not, have you even met the real him? Not a chance." But didn't stop the racing of your heart or the fluttering of your tummy when theyd said it.
"[Name]? You good, why'd you stop." a familiar voice called, it was Bakugou. Every day since he was turned you've been making him hold your bag and walk you to class. However now as you were looking more closely, you realized how weird this was, I mean sure taking advantage of him was in all ways convenient for you but it wasn't like you needed to depend on him. And that's tottally what it looked like you were doing right now.
From then on there you completely avoided Katsuki, especially in class. You wouldn't even acknowledge him in the hallways anymore. Katsuki, still stubborn as ever even with the spell, notices immediately and seeks you out everywhere.
"[Name], wait up!" you speed down the hallway as you hear the voice. Chanting a prayer he doesn't catch up to you.
He cathces up, "Hey wait, where are you going. I know you heard me I need to talk to you."
You snatch your arm away from his grip, masking your embarrassment with anger. "What, what do you want, this is getting creepy you know. Yiu can't just follow somone around. Thats called stalking."
"Why are you avoiding me?" he asked in a tone thats too soft for his gruff voice.
"I-I'm not." But you curse yourself for stuttering.
"Yes you have, I've been with you nearly all week and now all of a sudden you don't want me around?" The way he's said it made you feel strange.
You don't want me around? He sounded hurt, and for no reason at all it made you feel uncomfortable.
"I-I just.." You couldn't think of an answer, why had you really bern avoiding him? The answer was obvious. "You don't even really care, so why are you asking me this.."
Bakugou was confused, "Of course I care. You're my friend."
His friend.
Not his enemy.
"Sure," God why did you have to be the first person he saw? "Me forcing you to do all that stuff isn't very friendly."
Bakugou frowned, "Hey, you know no one could make me do anything I wouldn't want to do to. I like you, why wouldn't i want to do thoes things for you?"
That caught your attention, "Like me?" he nodded.
"But I'm such a bitch." it was a statement and Katsuki finally did something in character and agreed.
"And so am I." you smiled.
"When you wake up from this, I want you to know I regret nothing." Bakugou didn't look worried, in fact he loomed relieved.
"Oh I know, you're not the one thats going to be regretting this."
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thecuriousbeauty · 8 months ago
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Arguments and Cuddles-Harry Styles x reader
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A/N:- Wanted to write this a few days ago, but I just couldn't get myself to write after all that has happened. Sending lots of hugs to everyone. Hope this acts a distraction to anyone who needs it right now.
Synopsis: Harry doesn't realize that you're sick when he starts an argument and takes care of you after. Some angst and fluff!
Word Count: 2k
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“y/n..” Your tall, lanky boyfriend makes grabby hands at you from the bed, snug and comfortable under the blanket. He didn’t want to fall asleep without you. You felt bad for making him wait, you really did, but you couldn’t go to bed without finishing your assignment. University has been stressing you out these days, what with two projects every week, along with other papers, studying and you even have to start filling out internship forms. 
“Five more minutes, baby, I’m so sorry..”, you turn back from the desk to tell Harry who was pouting at you, hoping to win you over with cuteness, which he already has. 
“It’s okay, love. I don’t mind waiting but it’s you I’m worried about. If you’re not here in my arms sleeping in the next ten minutes, no kisses for you tomorrow.”, he threatens, and smirks when you gasp. “That’s unfair!”
“You better hurry up then.”, Harry says, picking up his phone and settling back with his head on the pillow. It took you exactly seven more minutes to complete the assignment. 
“I’m done! You can’t deny me kisses now.” You keep your laptop away before falling into Harry’s open arms. You sigh as your head hits the soft pillow, and you realize just how exhausted you are when you feel your heavy eyelids. 
“I don’t think I ever can.”, Harry hums, chuckling as you snuggle into his chest like a little kitten seeking comfort. His arms hold you snug to his chest as his face lowers to press soft kisses to your hair and your cheeks. “I missed you.”
You know he didn’t just mean today. It’s been almost two weeks since you’ve been in this hectic schedule and you haven’t been able to see Harry as often. You’re either too tired or have lots of work to do after you get home from uni, so you haven’t been spending much time with your boyfriend. 
You bring a hand up to cup his cheek, your thumb stroking over his soft skin. “I’m sorry, babe. I miss you too. I  just have so much to do and-”, you sigh.
“-Hey, I understand love, know you’re working hard.”, he rubs circles onto your lower back and you almost moan at how good it feels. “I’m just worried about you. You barely sleep, barely eat during the day, step out of the house only to go to uni…”
“I do eat and sleep.”, you tell him, pecking his pink lips. “It’s gonna be hectic only for another week, the projects should be over by then.”
He hummed. “Would you be free tomorrow night? It’s Friday. Mitch and Sarah have been wanting to meet you.”
Mitch and Sarah were two of his best friends, and you’ve wanted to meet them too. Like he said, it was Friday, so you’d have time to catch up on your studies on Saturday and Sunday. Harry was just asking you, but you could see he really wanted you to go. You haven’t had a night out in a while too, so you agree. 
“Okay, I’ll meet them.”
Harry cheers, making you giggle and kiss his cheek. “They’re so excited to meet you! I love you.”
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You weren’t expecting to fall sick when you got up that morning. You did feel a little less energetic, but that was normal by now, so you brushed it off. You attended your classes, and when it was around lunch time, your throat was parched even though you kept sipping on water and your eyes were getting watery. 
You didn’t feel like eating, so you skipped lunch, which led to a headache and you were just feeling horrible when you got back home that day. You were relieved to be back, and you fell into bed immediately, not bothering to change. God, you hated being sick. It makes you so weak and you can’t get anything done. You take a small nap, hoping to wake up feeling better. 
You had kept an alarm to wake up an hour and a half before the time Harry said he would come to pick you up for the night out, but you slept right through it. You didn’t wake up even when Harry stepped into your flat, using your other pair of keys and called out your name. 
He was ten minutes late himself, and he was surprised to see that you weren’t ready yet. 
“y/n?”, he says. “Babe why aren’t you ready, we should be there in twenty minutes!”
You rub your eyes, slowly coming out of sleep. “Oh…shit.”, you remember when you see Harry already standing in front of you. “I s-slept through the alarm.”
“It’s fine, I’ll tell them we’ll be a bit late. You should get ready.”, Harry said, already pulling out his phone. 
You sit up, groaning as your muscles ache. Your head was throbbing, and you felt like your body was on your fire. You knew you wouldn’t make it through the night even if you tried.
“Harry? I think you should go alone, I’ll meet them some other time..”, you say softly. 
Harry bites his lip. “Seriously? You’re telling me now? I asked you last night, y/n!”
“I know I’m sorry, I just-”
“-I try to be understanding but it’s not gonna work if I’m the only one putting in effort, y/n. I didn’t tell you anything, I didn’t complain about you not spending time with me, I just asked if you could go out with me for one night and you can’t.”, Harry scoffs, walking back and forth. 
Your eyes well up with tears from your sickness, and Harry’s words. You get up, even though you felt like you would crumble like a sack of potatoes if you did. 
“Harry, I’m sorry, I don’t-”
“-No. I don’t want to hear it, y/n. I talk to them about you all the time and they were so excited to meet you, you know? Now you want to cancel. I don’t get it, what’s going to happen if you go out for one night?” He stops to look at you.
That’s when your head spins. You feel like the whole world is turning upside down and you reach a hand out to grip something, but you only found air. 
Harry was fuming, but he only then noticed that you weren’t looking too good. Your skin was pale and prickly with sweat, you were unsteady on your feet and your voice was breaking as you whimpered his name for help, “H-Harry.”
“Fuck.”, he cursed, and rushed to you, strong arms holding you before your knees gave out. You grip his sleeve as he makes you sit back down on the bed. “y/n? Baby, are you okay?”
You manage a weak hum in response. Harry’s hand cups your forehead, pressing your head back against his arm. “Jesus, you’re burning up. Why didn’t you tell me you’re sick?”
If you had the energy, you could have punched him. “Y-You didn’t give me the chance.”
“I’m an asshole.”, Harry muttered, green eyes washing over you with worry as he settles you back into bed. 
“You are.”, you agree, shivering as his cold fingers brush against your forehead, stroking back some of your hair. “I really wanted to go out too, you know. I should’ve let you know earlier that I was sick but I thought I could pull through..” You winced, bringing a hand up to your head. You always get bad headaches when you’re sick.
“Shh..did you take any medicine? Should I take you to the doctor?”, Harry asks, pressing a soft kiss to your temple. 
“No..think I’ll be fine, just gonna sleep. You should go.”, you said softly. 
“Leaving you like this alone? No. I’m gonna take care of you. I’ll call Mitch and let him know we can’t make it. We’ll do it some other time.” 
“I really am sorry. I-I was just trying to finish everything during the week so I could spend the weekend with you. Didn’t mean to make you upset, Harry.”, you whisper, and Harry shakes his head, stroking away a small tear that runs down your cheek with your thumb. 
“Don’t apologize, love, you did nothing wrong. I shouldn’t have snapped at you like that. You’re working hard to get where you want to be, and I’ll always support you. I should’ve realized you’re gonna get yourself sick.” He tsked, taking your hand and kissing your fingertips. “Do you forgive me?”
You smiled and nodded, leaning into his side as he wrapped an arm around you. “My poor baby. Are you sure you’re okay? Not dizzy right?”
“Yeah, I’m not dizzy anymore, think I just got up too fast.”, you mumble into his shoulder.
“I’ll get you some medicine and make you some soup. Then we’ll cuddle in bed for the rest of the night.”, Harry says, pressing a kiss to your forehead. “Tomorrow, when you’re feeling a bit better, we’re gonna make a proper schedule together, okay? I can’t have you feeling so stressed out and falling ill again.”
“Okay.”, you smile. Harry got out of bed and tucked the blanket over you. You curled up and closed your eyes. “Come back soon..”
“Promise I will.”
He found you some medicine and made you take it, then brought a cold cloth to your forehead. You flinched at the cold, and he hushed you softly, “Shh, relax sweetheart, we’ve gotta get your temperature down.” He lays the cloth across your forehead. “Feels good, doesn’t it?” 
After the initial cold, it did feel relaxing. You sigh and hum in agreement. You were getting drowsy again. Harry smiles and kisses your nose. “I’ll be back with your soup by the time you take a little nap.”
Harry wakes you up with a bowl of steaming hot soup after some time, and he helps you sit up, placing pillows behind your back. He slides into bed next to you, holding the tray that had the bowl of soup. 
He blows on a spoonful before bringing it to your lips, other hand cupping under your chin to catch any excess that dribbles down. “I tried my best, it’s my mum’s recipe.”, he says, eyes hopeful as you swallow it down.
The hot liquid was soothing for your sore throat, and the flavors were actually very nice. He raises his eyebrows in question. 
“It’s really good, thank you.”, you smile, pinching his cheek gently. A grin takes over his face as he brings up another spoon. “I can eat by myself, you know.”
“I want to feed you.”
Harry feeds you the rest of the soup while he talks to you,  then goes back to the kitchen to clear everything before falling in bed with you. 
“Did you eat?”, you ask, placing your head on his chest and looking up at him. 
“I did, sweet girl. While making your soup.”, he says, pressing a kiss to your hair, his fingers starting to massage your scalp. He chuckles when you let out a soft groan. 
“How’s your head now? Are you feeling a little better?”, he checks, his other hand running up and down your back. 
“Uh huh, think your soup’s got the magic.”, you whisper, eyes already starting to flutter close. Harry laughs, nudging his nose against your cheek. “I put some magic in it, it’s called love.”
“Oh?”
“Mhm, and it’s special, only for you.”, he says, pressing feather soft kisses against the side of your face. “Gonna nurse my girl back to health in no time.”
“I love you.”, you say, your hand tucking under his side as he pulls you closer. “Thank you for taking care of me.”
“No need to thank me, gonna do it for the rest of my life.”, he promises, pressing a kiss to your lips. “I love you so much, y/n.”
You gasped. “What?”, he asks, worrying if you were going to throw up or something.
“You kissed me, idiot! Now you’re gonna get sick too.”
Harry laughs, taking your chin and giving you another kiss, making you slap his chest, playfully. “I’m big and strong, I don’t get sick.”
“Sure. I remember how you were being a big whiny baby last month when you had the flu.”
“Hush.”, he chuckles as you giggle, touching his forehead to yours. “Go to sleep, my giggly girl.”
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I’m thinking about knight!steve ever since you mentioned him, sigh. I’m thinking about him at his post and he hears something in the kitchen and it’s you in your linen sleeping gown under candlelight eating the leftover dessert from dinner because you can’t sleep and he’s like fuck, I really didn’t need this today but he’s drawn to you like a moth to a flame and will take any attention you give him and it’s addicting and he knows he shouldn’t entertain it and he should leave you be but he can’t. I’m thinking about him falling short of breath as he watched you come down the stairs at the ball and you look so beautiful and him getting so jealous that all these twats get to dance with you and be so close to you in a way he’s only dreamt of (and he’s dreamt of it many times). I’m thinking about his friends absolutely hounding him about it and how dangerous it is and how he needs to stop drooling everytime he sees you but he can’t help it. Your dad loves him and always says Steve is like a son and he wishes he was of higher rank so he could wed his daughter and this absolutely kills Steve because he knows this all too well.
taking a long drag of a cigarette rn…. idk what this ask did to me but i’m truly just rambling for a long time under the cut. simply basking in this ask i love this so much
reader with a vagina; reader referred to as ‘princess’; reader wears dresses; yearning so much yearning; dry humping; piv, mentions of masturbation; and ofc knight!steve!!!
knight!steve wants you any way he can, and he feels strangely honored when he’s around you during seemingly ordinary but quiet moments.
he’s always watched you from afar. he’s constantly battling with himself over the authenticity of his knighthood - did he choose his station for the love of his country, or for you?
it’s during a nightly round through the castle that steve finds you in the dark, wandering around without a light. you’re like a ghost, gracefully haunting the centuries-old halls.
after a long moment of staring at you, in awe of being in your presence when he wasn’t scheduled to be, his pretty face turns concerned. he softly calls your name and asks if you’re alright, if you need a light to guide you. and you let him. he leads you back to your chambers but still feels like he’s following you instead, desperate for your attention like a puppy.
now that you’re properly acquainted, he can’t go a day without seeing you. you’re walking through the grounds much more often, spending time looking at the tapestries in the hallways. when he catches your eye, you smile and wave before wandering off.
steve finds you in the corridors again just a few days later, your face illuminated by moonlight. it takes his breath away, his knees quivering.
“you must be sir steven,” you say softly.
he does a small bow. “at your service, your highness.”
you shake your head and wave him off. “my father’s talked about you,” you continue. “he’s quite fond of you.”
steve smiles softly. “does he play favorites?”
you smile back. “if he does, it would be you.”
it sort of keeps up like this. steve’s fighting with the others over night patrols. he finds you in that same moonlit spot every few nights. your conversations aren’t very long, but they’re enough. you take his arm and he escorts you back to your room, leaving you with a dumb joke and a sweet “goodnight, princess.”
after a while, you start to interact with him more, often at inappropriate times. he has to act normal and refined as you come by to rough up his hair or whisper in his ear, trying to do anything to make him break focus and laugh.
“what the hell was that all about?” his friend asks later, gawking.
steve shakes his head and does not elaborate.
it’s always been hard to watch you at balls, but now it’s excruciating. he stands idly by and watches you dance with the many suitors you’ve been brought. forced to watch you laugh and smile with them - it looks like how you laugh and smile with him. he spends the entire night watching your hands as they lace through someone else’s, gritting his jaw when one of them pulls you in tight. he knows you hate it, the forced proximity, the way you’re treated like something to be conquered and traded away, but you still play the game.
it drives him goddamn mad, and yes, his friends make it worse.
“you’ll be killed one of these days, y’know,” one says, tone oddly serious. “if you keep this up, i mean.”
“her father likes me,” steve grits. the very last thing he needs tonight is a lecture. he would take an invasion of the castle over this. hell, he’d rather fight a dragon without a sword over seeing you dripping in rubies and emeralds and laughing with some ugly creep from a few kingdoms over.
“but does the counsel?”
which immediately shuts steve up. he knows your father isn’t the one who forces you to meet with so many suitors. there are traditions that simply must be up-kept, and there are many people willing to do anything to stay conservative. including killing one of the king’s favorite knights.
you still torment him in and around the castle, day or night. he always smells you before he sees you - honeysuckle and violet. he wants to taste it, lick the perfumed oil off of your skin and savor you. your nighttime strolls are intimate, but not intimate enough. he wants to be certain he’s the only person you feel like this with - the only one who you’d like guide you back home, night after night.
this night is like any other. he finds you in the moonlight spilling through stained glass, giggles with you for a few minutes, then walks you back to your chambers sloooowly. hushed whispers and butting into each other, walking much like your father and mother do.
he returns you to your wing, as usual, and prepares to bid you a goodnight until next time.
“nights are rather lonely for me,” you say before he can speak. you pause for a long moment. “it would be very kind of you to keep me company until i fall asleep.”
he tries desperately to remember what his friend reminded him of - his own mortality - as he steps into your space. your linen nightgown is thin and he can see right through it with the help of the soft candlelight glowing in your reception parlor.
steve’s not quite sure if he’s imagining it, but he swears the air has shifted.
you’re rather casual as you lead him to a chair by the fireplace in your bedchambers. steve cannot believe he’s here. it doesn’t look much different from his imagination. fisting his cock to the idea of your soft body under his, rutting in and out of you slowly.
“would you like some tea?” you ask softly, breaking him from his perverted thoughts.
he shakes his head. “no, thank you, your highness.”
you swat at him. “stop that at once.”
“is that not who you are?”
“did you know that knights are not supposed to talk back to royals?”
steve grins. “take me to the gallows, then.”
it’s really not funny. he’s practically putting the noose around his own neck by being in here, anyway. you’ve told him before that you dismiss staff at night and he prays that you weren’t lying. if he was caught…
you move closer, sitting in the chair positioned next to his. it’s turned slightly towards him, and you stare him down, fire casting a red glow over your face.
hellfire, perhaps, is what it is.
“i enjoy your company,” you whisper. “very much so.”
steve nods, a bit gobsmacked and rendered speechless by your beauty.
“do you enjoy mine?”
steve nods quickly, then remembers he can speak. “of course.”
your eyes scan his face and you do a once-over of him. eyes drifting downwards, from his hair to his legs. then you look back up at him, eyes intense.
“when i’m here and lonely, my mind wanders. i think of all sorts of things. but what i always go back to is you.”
steve forgets he can speak again.
“i think of how you look in your armor. i think of the jealousy etched on your face when i’m dancing with someone. i think of your eyes, your smile, your scent.”
steve blinks.
“and i start to wonder what your hands might feel like on my body,” you continue, sounding a bit breathless. “what your lips might feel like. what sweet sounds and pretty faces you make. how sinful we would be together.”
that intimacy he wanted so bad has hit him like a badly-aimed cannonball.
you stand. he sees your body trembling and he reaches for you, thick brows laced with worry.
but you instead let your dress fall to the floor, standing before him naked.
steve breathes heavily. he knows he shouldn’t - can’t - look. but he still does, soaking you in, eyes wide, pink lips parted. his cock kicks hard in his pants, stomach somersaulting.
you take a step closer, standing directly above him. you lean down, lips pressing against his ear.
“do you think of me, too?”
he shivers, his hands desperately clenching the edge of the chair he sits in.
“yes,” he breathes. doesn’t even need a moment to think about it.
you pull back, looking at him softly. “then have me.”
steve doesn’t know what to say or do or even where to look. his mouth opens and closes, eyes wide, cock stiffening.
you part your thighs and lower yourself onto his lap, planting yourself right onto his dick. he gasps, eyes growing darker, blood pumping hard and fast.
“touch me,” you plead quietly, taking his hands and moving them to your waist.
“your highness,” he says, deathly serious, “i cannot.”
he makes no effort to push you away.
you glare at him for the pleasantries and, impatient, you do the work. rubbing yourself back and forth on his crotch while his strong hands finally grip your hips to keep you steady.
he knows how pathetic he looks - is - and he knows this night will ruin him. there will never be any going back from this. there will never be any moving on from you, never any night for the rest of his life where he doesn’t imagine the noises you make and the soft plush of your body.
he’s holding you in his hands tightly, as if you’d slip right through them. and that’s the thing - you will. there aren’t any other options.
steve doesn’t stop you when you kiss him, despite his conscience begging him to. every next touch and kiss and breathless moan sends him further and further into the pits of hell, which is rather ironic. he’s never been so happy in his life and yet he’s horrified of what you’re both doing. he’d much rather yearn than have you stripped away from him after he finally has you.
but all of his brain has transferred itself down to his dick. he isn’t thinking. he can’t think.
and when he finally sinks his cock into you? it’s like a dream. he can’t shut the hell up.
“beautiful — you’re so beautiful — i need you.”
“i’m yours,” you sigh softly, eyes hooded, trying to get used to the stretch.
it’s not like steve’s never had sex. he’s certainly went to bed with plenty of suitors. but he’s never made love quite like this before.
you both work in sync, each push and pull calculated with no effort. beads of sweat drip down steve’s temple as he looks up at you, entranced.
“i think of you,” you moan, riding his cock slowly, face so hot he can feel the heat radiating off of you. “all of those boys - when they come to c-court me - i think of you.”
steve groans and buries himself into the crook of your neck and shoulder. you run your soft, perfect hands through his dirty, messy hair, cooing at him.
it only makes him fuck up into you harder, moving tenderly but with much more intention. he sneaks a calloused hand down between your bodies and gently rubs circles into your clit. he has meticulously planned this moment out, though he’s never thought it would come to fruition.
“pretty boy,” you gasp, back arching, mouth dropping open. you’re fucking sinful. “please, don’t stop, i need it, i need you.”
he sinks his teeth into your sweating skin and focuses hard on your pleasure, not his own, lest he cums inside of you and gets himself hanged.
every word that comes out of your pretty mouth is blasphemy. steve kisses you to stop the noise but it just makes his hips rut faster, deeper, and he really doesn’t want this to end so soon but he can’t take much longer.
“please,” he pants, hands swiping all over your curves. “please, princess, have mercy.”
your hands tangle up in his hair so hard it hurts and your body stutters as you cum tightly around his cock. his hand slaps over your lips to stifle the noise and he must move his mind elsewhere.
stab wounds. scratchy linen. heavy armor. those bastards that try to have you for themselves.
he’s in tears by the time you’re done, trying desperately not to cum. you try to convince him, though.
“don’t pull out,” you slur, sleepy and content. “make me yours, make me stay with you.”
“don’t,” he grits.
you shift. that tone excites you.
he’s gentle as he peels you off of him, but his hands still grip you strongly. his cock weeps, swollen and needy and it’s so embarrassing.
you simply look at him with wide, hungry eyes. it makes him feel light headed.
he has to take care of it once he’s back in his own dark, dingy quarters, skin still smelling like yours, trying to push away the realization that he’s fucked on several different levels.
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