#reposting everything from my twitter feed

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[sissyjennidiapered]

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Edit: i really wasnt doing this for any real Daddy. Daddy JJ is a joke that's what JJ stands for just a joke He was doing it for himself. Funny part is he thinks I'm going to take it down because of him cuz I ain't going to f****** happen because the only reason I was doing it was to become better behaved and a more pathetic sissy baby. And I agreed to do whatever is written and there's no way I'm going to back out until it's over maybe I will just add some more of them at more realistic numbers where they should be. He Literally doesn't care about anyone but himself. He never would even talk to me more then 1 liners. And hes more focused on getting sissys who shouldnt be on hormones on them anuways. Hes not a daddy hes a sociopath. The worst excuse for a Daddy ever and harming more sissy babies then he ever helps. Nonody should even talk to him because all your doing is stroking his ego.

daddy's been trying to get me to post this for a few months and wasn't ready and I'm still not and I really don't think it's a good idea but I will do what I'm told and post it. I'm a sissy of my word and will to everything it says with proof anytime I reach one of the milestones and whenever people ask. Please don't let it get too high and repost it a million times each. But I obviously have no control over it. I really dont think I have many followers and don't think it will even reach 500 in the 3 months I have to leave it up. If you really think I deserve it and I'd be better off living as a sissy baby then do your worst.

10: Wear diapers 24/7 from now on

25: will wear small chastity device 24/7 Only Daddy can unlock.

100: only Sissy underwear allowed with diapers. bra and panties over diaper 24/7.

150 notes: Start using a medium hollow plug while home daily. and bigger plug anytime not at home unless daddy feeds me laxatives.

200: every Friday I will take a strong laxative before bed or a mineral oil enema so I spend the weekend in messy diapers with no control

200 notes: Spend $100 on sissy clothes to be modelled on tumblr (must be pink)

250: start on estrogen and testosterone blocker.

300: not allowed to stop hormones until breasts are a b cup minimum

400: notes: Spend $100 on Bluetooth plug and post the details on Tumblr so people can check if I'm behaving and plugged when they want.

450: Put on an inverse chastity cage from now on and no more edging or unlocking

500 notes: Sit on a 8-inch dildo once week for 30 min

600 notes: Listen to 1 audio file of sissy baby hypno before bed

700 notes: Wear androgynous or feminine clothes at home from now on

800 notes: Practice deepthroating a dildo twice a week

800 notes: I can cum only once a month

1000 notes: Sit on a 7-inch dildo 2 times a week for 30 min

1100 notes: Wear ONLY androgynous or feminine clothing in public from now on

1200 notes: Wear only juvenile or pink sissy clothing at home

1400 notes: I have to wear a corset under my clothes everyday

1500 notes: Use a large hollow plug now

1600 notes: Use a smaller cage

1650 notes: I can only watch/listen to girly media, anything masculine or geared towards males is banned

1700 notes: Sit on an 8-inch dildo 3 times a week for 30 min

1800 notes: Listen to sissy hypno every time I do have any kind of sexual contact

2000 notes: Make a Twitter account archiving proof and progress

2200 notes: Every week either post proof/update pics of locked chastity, gif of current dildo riding, gif of current plug insertion, and pics of current sissy outfit that I'm being made to wear from these tasks

2500 notes: I have to permanently use she/her pronouns

2600 notes: Sit on a 9-inch dildo 4 times a week for 30 min

2700 notes: Lock myself in crawl booties for 3 hours every day

2900 notes: Use a smaller cage

3000 notes: Buy the most embarrassing humiliating sissy pink dress which my followers will choose via a poll(with all the ruffles and it locks when zipped up)

3100 notes: I can only wear a dress or skirt in public from now on

3600 notes: Get Started on Estrogen

3700 notes: Sit on a 10-inch dildo 5 times a week for 1 hour

4000 notes: Once a week, I have to replace my plug with a dildo while I'm out in public for the day

4200 notes: I can only cum once a year

4300 notes: Buy breast/nipple pumps and use it twice a week to increase the size

4600 notes: Start an OF

4800 notes: Clicker train myself to get piss or shit my diapers when on comand

5000 notes: Make an Amazon Wishlist and add 100 sissy diaper fag clothes for anyone to buy. Anyone who buys them will get a free show with what they bought

6000 notes: Use an XL hollow plug now

6500 notes: glue the lock shut, flush the key down the toilet.

7000 notes: Listen to any hypno file people send me (including Bambi Sleep files)

7500 notes: Let anyone make demands in my messages, with daddy’s permission I will perform the one he deems most acceptable for a sissy diaper fag like me.

8000 notes: Get blackmailed by someone of daddy’s choice

8000 notes: I will get lip fillers to have plump bimbo lips

9000: I will set EVERY article of male clothing i own on fire.

10000: I will get breast implants, the size of which will be determined by a poll.

10100: I will go to a bridal store and try on as many dresses as possible, taking pictures in each.

10300: I will get hair transplant surgery

10500: I will Legally change my name to whichever name the poll picks from daddy’s suggestions

11000: I will exclusively wear dresses, blouses and skirts in public.

11500: I will get ass implants, size to be determined by poll.

12000: I will make EVERYTHING i wear pink and will aim to eradicate any other colour from my day to day.

12500: I will get several sissy tattoos, locations and contents to be chosen by polls.

13000: I will get facial feminization surgery.

13500: I will begin looking into more effeminate jobs which I can apply for, be it a receptionist, air hostess or a personal assistant for example.

14000: I will get vocal feminisation surgery to sound more like a woman.

[ranticore]

thinking about characters fursonas is always more fun to me than directly anthro-ifying them because it's not just a question of "what animal would they be" since before you can even ask that you have to figure out how they would pick a fursona, and i almost feel like that says more about a character than what animal they choose.

like. would they want an animal that represents their ideal self? something that represents how they see themself to be currently? and how well does that perception match up with these actual reality? or would they pick based on something less complicated like "favorite animal"/"movie character they liked”.

all that leadup to ask, how do you think your mvf guys would pick their fursonas?

💯💯💯 literally it's one of the most fun characterisation exercises you can do, it tells you SO much about them, how they view themselves, what they want others to think of them and so on. all that good stuff. and then you get to delve into furry subcultures, influential artists etc

so on to the actual fursoneys themselves

Jean-Baptiste - aforementioned hummingbird with a suit from idk clockworkcreature or something. the subculture/art style is realistic but very humanised, basically a bird head on a feathery human body, no wing-hands, with a Georgian style of dress (potentially with steampunk elements) and named after a famous scientist from the period. He would not be an artist, but he would be one of those ppl who's a bigtime engineer making huge money who invests heavily in commissions of art (usually traditional media like oils, colouring pencil, etc) and writing about this character, who is a kind of inventor/old-timey scientist with a highly detailed backstory and canon setting. He chose the hummingbird because it's beautiful, precise, and tenacious, and also just because he likes the 'rare fursona species' aura. He has VERY strong negative view on poodling (when someone wears a partial fursuit with their skin showing) and has been posting to the same old rp forum for the past 20 years. Rude and bitchy but one of those guys who always pays well and tips for commissions because money is no object. an important part of the economy

Bowman - exactly the opposite to everything above. His fursona is a retriever-ish dog called Dog or Mutt or something with a single-colour palette and the art style is new school big toothy grin etc. fursona exclusively wears board shorts. He draws at a beginner level and he's obviously having a blast with it. The muscles are very detailed (so's the bulge) & the art is clearly bara influenced, especially around the eyes. He wouldn't have any interest in suiting i don't think but you will find him at the furry rave in a neoprene harness. He wouldn't have much money to commission with and his twitter feed would be mostly reposts of other people's art (without permission)

Islin - ok you know that one genre of art style used exclusively by dragon furries where it's got realistic scale textures, backgrounds, and the ref sheets are usually incredibly detailed and the dragons in their anthro forms are always absurdly ripped. He can draw this, i know it in my heart. The design is pretty generic western dragon, all things considered, I don't think he has the imagination for more (sorry). Character's name is something appropriately fantasy-ish like Xyrgoryx. He could definitely take commissions as a side hustle but as a perfectionist and professional worrier it would overwhelm him easily. You would probably not find him at a convention at all, I'd say such spaces do not appeal to him. He's been on Furcadia tho.

Félix - generic twinky fox in a thin-lines washboard abs disney-inspired art style with an absurdly deep backstory which we never get to see because the character is only ever drawn being railed. He can draw but more importantly he knows how to take the commissioner's money and run, delete his account, and remake under a different username. Was able to afford a fullsuit from Made Fur You and that alone gave him enough clout to continually avoid allegations of past misbehaviour. Every so often someone goes "hey isn't that a known scammer" when they see him at a con but it never sticks. Later he would get cancelled immediately for saying he "didn't care about" right-wing furries as long as their art was cute.

Senca - Almost certainly a feline-based original species or hybrid. The art style is very goldenwolf with spiritual/neopagan influences, mostly traditional media and ACEOs in oil pastel so it's got a kind of smudgy look. Her character has the same name as her and she considers it a 'truesona' of sorts. She's an established artist and well-respected but struggles to keep up with what Tha Youth are doing and her personal website has looked the same since the year 2006. She has a realistic partial suit but doesn't wear it much anymore, preferring to vend at the dealer's den instead. She always knows way too much gossip about any given person you could point out to her but she insists she isn't involved in what she'll delicately & vaguely refer to as 'drama'.

Léa - she was attracted by the promise of easy entry into a supportive and friendly readymade community and bought an expensive Closed Species design to be her fursona. She tried to participate in events but instead got sucked into a cesspit of petty warfare between her CS community and a very similar CS with design elements that may have been inspired by hers (after all, 'dog with kinda long pointy ears and a big fluffy tail' is VERY copyrightable). She goes along with it, afraid of losing her space in the panopticon discord community by voicing a dissenting opinion and it'll eat her up from the inside. until one day she wakes up and realises she paid €400 to gossip and participate in a group that bans you from adding horns to your fursona's head (a legendary trait restricted to the CS owner and their favourite sycophants) whose main form of bonding ritual seems to be reposting their enemies' art to mock it and colour-pick to prove the palettes were copied. She explains all this to Bowman in one big tearful rant on their first offline date at Eurofurence and he helps her get away from that community.

Helena - that was her copyrighted closed species. and she IS litigious about it.

Erica - it's a pine marten in a modern sketchy "just got an ipad and procreate" style, really cute, fun design, good coordinating outfit, honestly ticks all the boxes but then 5 days after he posts that awesome themed ref sheet he's got a brand NEW fursona and this time it's a cute lil jackdaw, again lovely design all around looks great but wait no in 5 days time it's a roe deer, no wait it's an otter, it's a gecko, it's a

Pascal - a sick as hell cartoony golden eagle with an electric guitar and sunglasses and you can imagine it airbrushed onto the side of a campervan because that's where it lives. he's strictly offline, doesn't know what a furry is, never been on twitter, but he is 100% certain in his heart that this bird is a true representation of himself

[helly-watermelonsmellinfellon]

Recently, through Twitter, I have become aware of the fact that modern American parents have been very ignorant of their parental duties when it comes to their children. Parents are banding together to complain about the schools their children attend because their kids are getting bad grades in class, or they're getting detentions for doing bad consistently, or they're being held back because they're just not at the same level as their peers.

There was an entire thread of some woman whining about how the school was failing her kid, because his English class grade was so bad. There were thousands of comments agreeing and various reposts with anecdotes from other parents with similar experiences.

"My 26 y/o son can't even write a check for God's sake!"

And one single person finally replied with, "Do you guys not teach your kids anything at home before they start going to school?" Which then spawned people with actual common sense questioning the level of involvement these people had in the lives of their kids.

This is what led to a large surge of people complaining about how it's the school's job to teach them everything and they did their job just keeping them alive.

Now, I don't want to be mean, but it's gonna come across that way.

Parents are lazy these days.

When I was a child, my Nana and mom had me learning with Hooked on Phonics before I entered pre-K. I was 3 years old and already sounding out words that rhymed. I was practicing how quickly I could say them in under 30 seconds so I could progress to the next lesson.

mat hat sat that cat vat pat bat fat lat rat brat

etc...

When I was in pre-K(4 years old), they had a single, really old computer that had a bunch of Winnie the Pooh CD-ROM games. Because I always got my work done faster than everybody else, they let me use the computer because I could actually read and follow Pooh's instructions, and it kept me busy.

And when I entered kindergarten for the first time, I was really surprised to see that Hooked on Phonics was actually part of my curriculum and I was already very well ahead of everyone else. My mom and Nana took traching me very seriously. They not only read to me, but they would also get me Madeline books and cassette tapes from the children's library downtown. And then I would listen to the cassettes telling the story while reading the book at the same time to get used to the words.

At three years old, I was helping out in the kitchen, learning all of the different kitchen utensils and types of measurement. My mom often went between English, French and American Sign Language at random times so I picked up a lot of stuff that way. We never had a computer in the house for the first 12 years of my life, but I did have an old keyboard to learn how to type. Nana gave me basic piano lessons for a couple years. Mom taught me how to hem my clothes because she would buy me bigger clothes, hem them to size, and then let them out as I grew. Hell, Sperm Donor taught me how to write a check when I was 8. He was also a Financial Adviser, so I got a lot of lessons on money management, investments, and 401Ks and shit.

All these incredibly simple things ended up benefiting me later on, because I was so far ahead of all of the other students that it consistently put me at odds with them. I was better at reading, cooking, sewing, music, languages, etc... I was allowed time to do whatever I wanted while the rest of them had to catch up.

There is a lot more to being a parent than just making sure your kid eats three meals a day and doesn't die in a stupid way. And it seems like a lot of parents these days have completely forgotten that they have a duty to their kids beyond the feeding and clothing thing.

Certain things SHOULD be taught in schools, like how to balance a checkbook. But if it's clear that the school won't cover it, why aren't YOU doing something about that? And why do so many parents have no clue what the hell their kids are even getting up to in school? Why don't y'all get involved in your kid's lives?

[scrumptiousstuffs]

I'm sorry to keep bothering you with the gossip 😭 but I wanted to give you a mini summary of everything these accounts have been showing as "proof" on x about khao's rumor since I just don't know anything about first's. I got to know about khao's cause I followed a som that turned their account into a proof of his relationship *sight*

Well, if we take every post that account has uploaded, it does seem like he IS dating her. This account says they have been together 4-5 years but apparently had a break (how do they know this? idk) they said they adopted vaanjoy together, and it wasn't that she wasn't staying with khao cause she was very sick and staying in care of vets, but vaanjoy apparently lived with his gf before he got his new house. But they got this info stalking the cat's vet. Also, there's some info that they go on vacations with family often, and apparently (again) there's a video that the father of the girl uploaded to his social media (again, creepy af that they got that). A lot of pictures of her cat on similar backgrounds to khao's house (not the one of the kitchen tho).

One thing that throws me off and it's almost funny is that this account said that the girl made khao adopt vaanjoy with her because she was jealous of First... so yeah.

Apart, another little detail is that khao's supposed gf is somehow close or knows first's supposed ex, cause they follow eo and at least first's girl comment the other's pics

I would honestly take everything with a grain of salt.

This reads like a RPF in AO3 - featuring FKT, their gf(s), and even family members from the girl’s side?? Plus a fur baby (or 2!) 😅

How delicious and scandalous 😂 - like one of the soap opera TV shows with never ending saga.

I must have really blocked all these accounts ages ago. Cause I can tell you my Twitter feeds at the moment is full of people gushing over KT mom and sister reposting/posting an audio conversation of Tonkhao keep asking his big brother for pocket money 🤣 (where can I find my own KT please - I, too will like to be spoilt rotten)

But in all seriousness, let these boys live - they can date whoever they want, as long as the person they date let my boys be horny on mains

Also, a reminder - our boys have always stayed true to their nature. I do believe when they are ready to announce their relationship (with whoever it might be), they will do so with sincerity

[0ystercatcher]

musk really did ruin twitter sorry idk how i just in the span of 5 min scrolled through:

linkedin esque post made by shivering san francisco startup founder that gives people llm generated therapy (big lol) about how agency is everything agency is all you have agency agency agency oh my god have the decency to shoot yourself in the head once this one fails please i beg you

execution video, fresh from syria! i just saw a real guys head explode. its 10 am. i just saw him die. its normal.

little weak woman pretending not being able to lift the grocery bags is representative of women being on avg weaker than men and pickmeing for the worst guys on twitter. thats a you problem. hit the gym bitch and please dont do pilates. also hes gonna fuck you but it probably wont be worth it

fight video, not fresh. probably reposted around the internet countless times. definitely the shit you see in facebook nowadays to keep boomers entertained and scared of The Big Cities.

bap and friends, still failing at pretending to be straight. i dont even follow him because he spams naked men on the feed and like well i go outside and dont wanna see male tits in the bus all the time.

onlyfans whores? ive blocked hundreds atp please get a job

i hope my summary has illuminated you of how bad it is there and how its still somehow better than here for now. maybe ill revive my neocities just to longpost about whatever the fuck it is im doing even tho lately that is melting in the heat and sleeping

[smoshsfavoritepizzaplace]

omg i’d love to read your whole reaction it’d be so nice <3 as i’ve mentioned before, i unfortunately got to know 4 months late

Ok great! I haven’t written it yet, but since I plan on writing EVERYTHING down, it will probably be long, so strap in. Ps. This probably won’t be very interesting, it’s not that crazy of a story but it’s one of the only things I can remember in its entirety since like I always say, I have a horrible memory for the most part so I’m proud I haven’t forgotten yet. Anyway, here’s the story…

So I have a bad sleep schedule and I wake up at 2pm every day. (I dont think it’s THAT bad but it could be better. I just don’t really do anything for me to have to wake up early.) Anyway, I wake up, make my bed, and head to the bathroom as one does. I start brushing my teeth with my phone next to the sink to count the two minutes for my brushing, so as I’m doing that, I’m scrolling through my notifications to see if there was anything I missed. When I tell you I had SO MANY notifications from this app, i was scrolling through so much. Now remember, I’m just scrolling my notification wall so I can’t see the whole posts, just a little bit of what was written. But one notification in particular caught my eye, a blog answered an ask that said “I KNEW IT! FINALLY.” And I was like, they knew what? What in the world happened? So I head over to Instagram and this was I think the first thing I see:

Now as you can tell, this photo is a bit dark and I always have my darkness turned down, so I thought my eyes were playing tricks on me. I then turned my brightness all the way up and my jaw dropped. Good thing I was home alone bc I remember yelling at the top of my lungs “THEY GOT MARRIED!” I was so ecstatic, I immediately stopped brushing my teeth and ran to my couch. I finally went to see all the tumblr posts I missed and it was so bizarre seeing everyone and myself included freak out over this. (Just to add, they posted this around 12-1pm my time so it wasnt too far after.) After some time, I finally got the courage to go to the actual insta post they made since I was just seeing reposts of it. I think I spent multiple minutes looking at each and every photo in that slide individually and I was physically shaking, not an exaggeration. And I was like omg I can’t believe this is happening. I then head over Twitter after some time and they straight up nuked my entire home feed. That’s when I started seeing people say the possibility of it being a prank. Then if I’m being honest, a part of me was like, what if this is a prank? But I quickly snapped out of it within seconds lol. Then I got another tumblr notification showing that the smosh mouth was premiering at I think it was 3 or 4 pm, and I completely forgot it was Monday. So if I recall correctly, it was still around 45 minutes away. So I tried to calm myself down (still haven’t lol) and I’m just still scrolling through everyone’s reactions until the time came. I go to the premiere and after a minute or two, the countdown started… when the podcast faded into angela dressed as Shayne, I’m not gonna lie, my heart sank. I truly believed they were talking about the wedding and doing a tell all. Looking back, that was absolutely hilarious, but at the time I was not laughing. Do you know how long that 45 minutes waiting for the podcast felt? It felt like 45 DAYS, so to get that I was very disappointed. But as it was going on, I started to ease up a bit and admit that they got me good. Then towards the end of the episode when Amanda and Shayne came in, I really thought they were gonna do another REAL hour of the pod, but they just stayed to end the video. My poor heart was really going through it that day. And the funny part of it is that there was a music award show I was planning on watching that came out like 2 hours later. Do you think I payed any attention to that? No. My brain was on shourtney the entire day year. I still can’t tell you how that award went lol. But anyway, I was just freaking out and I literally could not relax. I just kept going through everyone’s posts about it and my mind was just 100% Courtney and Shayne to 0% anything else. Then, at around 11 pm, Shayne posted this

I seen a lot of people say they thought this whole thing was fake bc they never kissed in any of the photos, so then he drops this. When I seen it, I felt like I just had seen the cutest group of puppies being adorable and my heart started fluttering. Since that I think was the last new post of that day, my story pretty much ends there. And if you’re wondering how I felt about the other stuff like the other batch of wedding photos, the celebration, and the bachelorette/bachelor party, it was pretty much the same thing, but on a bit tamer level bc nothing will ever beat how I felt April 1st. But yeah, I hope you enjoyed this, I tried to be as descriptive as possible so I know there’s a lot of details that could’ve been left out, but I wanted you to try to be immersed in how I felt as much as possible 😊👍

[funarisjournal]

Hi, just want to thank you for keeping Tsukutabe alive and I love reading your thoughts/memes through the episodes and artwork. And not forgetting the socials (not on SM) of ManaEmi, it's heartwarming. :) Happy Holidays to you and yours!

*salutes* It's just what I do now and I'm glad people enjoy the posts! I love Tsukutabe and everything related to it. Trying my best to archive what I can find and eventually make posts for them as well! For example, I have an old ref of Nomoto's apartment from the Tsukutabe Twitter account that was buried in so many posts lol...and I actually have a video version of the time Emi did an Instagram Live and Manami showed up. I originally posted it as screenshots. It's based off the archive, so you can't see her chat moment pop up, but I clipped it so it starts right when Manami chimed in with that "Emimi~😘" lol

So much content I plan to feed us all slowly (that I can post; as I mentioned in the comic superlatives, there are some old pieces on IG that have a "do not repost" disclaimer on them and I will honor that). I will help make the Tsukutabe drought a bit more tolerable~

"Happy New Year!" - Old, official art from the Tsukutabe Twitter account. Fitting for this ask!

[theharrowing]

White Lies 🤍 0: Introductions

Yoongi is everything you could ask for. He is attractive, confident, and smart. And his partner Taehyung is as possessive as he is beautiful. Too bad a relationship would be a major conflict of interest.

You need to have them at all costs.

🤍 Yoongi x Female Reader x Taehyung

🤍 word count: 0; screencaps of twitter feeds & text messages.

🤍 college au, cop au, partial social media au with a lot of written story, strangers to lovers & established relationship, yandere, hurt/comfort, smut, fluff, angst, slash, poly, minor character injury & death, graphic violence, nsfw, 21+.

🤍 warnings: ACAB includes our MC, sorry you found out this way.

🤍 this is a sequel to Boy Blue! i highly recommend that you start at the beginning to fully understand the the dynamic & history between Yoongi & Taehyung. there will be a lot of references to Boy Blue; this fic will spoil the shit out of it. this MC/reader character is not the same MC/reader character from Boy Blue.

🤍 for full notes & warnings, see the master list.

🤍 note: those of you who read Boy Blue...you finally get to meet one of the characters for the first time. are you excited??? this is the first of several surprises hehe.

🤍 posted nov. 2023 | read on ao3

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Profiles of starting characters:

reader/mc:

Yoongi & Taehyug:

Seokjin:

note: time stamps & dates are important but also a bit loose. if you see a mistake just pretend you don't! more profiles are likely to be added, and i may or may not remember to edit this post so just vibe with it. 🤍

also note: the image for mc is a statue of medusa, and it is not meant to suggest that she is white. her physical description is going to be kept as vague as possible.

😈😈😈 HELLO, MY LOVES!!! ARE WE READYYY??? i am still trying to wrap up Collateral before i get too far into this fic, but the muse has been wanting to work on this and nothing else, so here is a teaser. and yes, you are not mistaken, Kim Seokjin is alive. 😈😈😈

i cannot thank you enough for keeping the hype for Boy Blue alive. it was such a wild ride that i thought people would hate me for, and it became somewhat of a cult classic. this fic will have all the twists and turns that you have come to expect from Boy Blue, with some wild new additions because my writing style has changed a bit in the last two years.

REBLOGS AND COMMENTS ARE THE LIFEBLOOD OF THIS SITE, BUT LIKES ARE ALSO SUPER APPRECIATED!!! 🤍🤍🤍 BUCKLE UP BECAUSE THIS IS GOING TO BE A WILD RIDE!!!

tag list: @bangtan-tee-86 @ffion451 @fluffybuns69 @here4kpopfics @iloverubberduckiez-blog @lovemeforeternity @mgthecat @moonleeai @oceansmerchild @unsureofwhathappens 🤍 visit the master post to read the warnings & request to be tagged!

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White Lies is copyright 2023 theharrowing, all rights reserved. No translations or reposts allowed!

[in-sufficientdata]

This can be a huge source of medical trauma and it's so cruel that it's being imposed on people by the medical establishment itself. How can they help but feel anything but helpless? There's no fighting that.

I can't help but think of this from my own perspective as a fibromyalgia patient who keeps having to fight being thought of as (or even being labeled as) drug-seeking.

I am literally just trying to live life closer to the standard that 'normal' people have every day.

Why is it in any way fair that most people are mostly pain-free and capable of doing the things they want to do, but I have to suffer with pain on a daily basis that is at minimum, on a very rare, very good day, at level 5?

Why is it when I report that my pain level is at level 7, 8, 9, I only get doctors side-eyeing me and explaining my OTC options?

I have had chronic pain since I was 8. I'm very fucking aware of my OTC options, so no thank you, doc.

And when I spend 20 minutes explaining in detail that my daily pain has noticeably increased and changed in quality since around January 1st, why should I have my PCP giggle at me every time I say that I need help with managing my pain and learning ways to deal with it?

It felt incredibly invalidating and I wish he would have said, look, I don't have the expertise to help you, so here's a referral to a pain specialist.

I only found out there was a such thing by trying to research the topic after this on my own!

So yeah, it's not just the insurance companies, it's the doctors, too.

It's almost like having a profit-motivated medical establishment hurts patients.

[akanothere]

About me

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MINORS DO NOT INTERACT, DO NOT FOLLOW.

THIS IS A MATURE BLOG OFTEN ENGAGING WITH DARK CONTENT, HOWEVER I STILL HAVE DNIs.

THIS BLOG CONTAINS NSFW, BLOOD AND GORE DRAWINGS, TONS OF TOXIC RELATIONSHIP AND OTHER TW (ALL PROPERLY TAGGED UNLESS I FORGOT ONE OR TWO. IF I DO PLEASE TELL ME!!!)

FULL DNI, DOS AND DON’T, FANDOM CONTENT WARNINGS BELOW. I AM BAD AT EXPRESSING SO IT GETS LENGTHY BUT UM HOPE IT CLEARS UP EVERYTHING

THIS USER DOES NOT ACCEPT INSULTS, VIOLENCE, ABUSE, SLURS, AND DEATH THREATS TOWARDS HUMAN IN REAL LIFE.

What to expect or not here:

⚠️VERY IMPORTANT

I can tolerate/will create darker themed content when it comes to slashers or mature fandoms and villains. I would say this is NOT a safe blog (I mean come on those are bad guys what do you expect! Don’t be too delulu to a point you gonna make them a good guy). However I do not tolerate any form of violence, abuse and discrimination in real life. Seriously, get help if you come across to any of these.

All my darker artworks are NOT for you to follow irl (can’t believe I still have to say this in 2020s do people use their brains nowadays)— It is for me to explore darker concepts, trying to figure out how, for example, how people attracted by psycho criminals, WITHOUT using an existing criminal and hurting anyone irl. Bc everyone is FAKE, they don’t exist, it’s FICTIONAL. Also, to explore my own/seen traumas. I turn personal issues into NSFW kinks or simply dark shit etc, and cope with it as a fictional content. Not exactly the best idea I know but this keeps me sane and overthinking about the past irl. I do not tolerate death/abuse threats and insults towards human in real life, it’s stupid. And all of you should also keep every dark shit fictional content in fictional world. We do not need anymore crime irl thank you very much. Think before you act or talk. Fandom is not that serious to a point you wish death and suggesting violence upon someone.

For my Haikyuu or Naruto art those are mostly safe as hell (my opinion) just loving caring and tons of smooch smooch!😭💖 OMFG I MEAN BOKUAKA HOW YOU GONNA LOOK AT THEM AND THINK OF ANYTHING DARK HELLO EXCUSE ME

Generally I’m open-minded to all ships and kinks (even with complicated relationships where abuse are mentioned for plot reasons, or larger age difference), I’ll simply not interact with contents I’m not interested with… so it would be nice to not recommend any ships or contents through ask, because I mayyyyyyyy ignore it if I don’t like it lmao.

⚠️I draw fictional slashers/villains, g0re and blo0d and other dead dove/ abusive relationships shit, you are warned again!!! However irl crimes/ criminals supporters please do us all a favour go fuck yourself. People who can’t distinguish fictions from real life are not welcomed here.

I DO NOT accept any NSFW commission. Also again and again, MINORS DO NOT INTERACT. This is NOT a minors safe space.

I create art for my inner peace and needs. I cannot babysit and accommodate everyone, so, if you don’t like, don’t engage. The definition of “problematic ships” differs from person to person coz fk me people nowadays overuse this too much to a point idk what is & what is not…

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Fandoms and ships

Dead by Daylight

Ghostface centric, Ghostface x OC/ x reader, sometimes GhostFrank, GhostMeg and GhostFrankMeg-the-daddy-issue-trio-poly

⚠️IMPORTANT: It’s totally okay to consume my version of Jed Olsen X OC content and imagining in your brain it’s you or whoever his S/O is, but I block people who draw my version of Jed with themselves/self-inserts/OCs, or generally drawing him. It’s a culture here: impolite to draw someone’s design without permission😭💦 So please don’t take it personally, it’s just me not comfortable with sharing my design of Jed with other people’s self insert/OC. Also I have many plans for him so when people draws him (even not a ship art), it might actually interfere with my WIP sketches and ideas which makes me so awkward like “should I continue when someone drew it already???” However I am glad many people like him! Thank you for giving him love he really doesn’t deserve it he belongs in the trash💥

PS. There are some designs out here alike which of course is fine, I do not own the character himself, but I‘ll stay away or block if it’s too alike/ overly referenced. I stay quiet about things I don’t like so unless shoving it in my face, I will just walk away🧍‍♀️💦Need not worry!

Haikyuu!!

BokuAka, sometimes Tsukishima centric and SunaKita

Harry Potter (Wizarding World)

Tom Riddle centric, Tomione. Casual: Tomarry, Drarry/Harco, Voldantonin, Antonmione, GGAD, SebOmi/OmiSeb, Sebastian Sallow x MC, Ominis Gaunt x MC, Seb+Omi+MC trio friendship.

⚠️I DO NOT SUPPORT JK ROWLING’S TRANSPHOBIC SPEECH. TRANS WOMEN ARE WOMEN. IF YOU CAN’T ACCEPT OTHERS HAPPINESS AND RIGHTS, THIS IS NOT A PLACE FOR YOU. FK OFF.

ALSO THAT ONE TOMIONE ANON WHO KEEPS ANNOYING WRITERS WHEN THEY WRITE FOR OTHER PAIR— DO NOT INTERACT.

Don’t follow me for ships. See me as a cheap ass £10 all you can eat cushion buffet please. No quality of art here. Just pure delulu and bad drawing skills.

Naruto

KakaSaku, ObiRin, ObiKaka and InoSaku.

⚠️Note that my main ship in this fandom is KakaSaku, but only when Sakura is of age and usually I ship them in same age/ sort of colleague AU

Other games, films and anime

Who’s Lila?, Cube Escape & Rusty Lake series, Year Walk, Disco Elysiumc, Good Omens, Hotline Miami, Chainsaw Man, Golden Kamuy, Dorohedoro, any Kon Satoshi/ Ito Junji/ Wong Ka Wai’s creations, Horror and thrillers, Sci-fics

Fic recommendation lists

(Most of them are dark, dead doves and NSFW. Some are light and cracks! Read TW and tags. Read at your own risk.)

Danny x You/OC/SO

Tomione

[kvohru]

pettily pisses me off whenever people refuse to repost gofundmes for the fear of getting scammed. because who fucking cares ?? like genuinely?? worst case scenario someone makes a few dollars off your back (used loosely because you're literally clicking ONE BUTTON) best case scenario you're helping save someone's life. palestinians have to resort to begging in people's asks and dm's for a measley blog post that may not even do anything & you're over here being haughty and self-righteous about the prospect of getting scammed by abdullah and his family of 7 ??? and then y'all have the audacity to tell other people not to post gfms because “so and so is might be a scammer!” ???

fuck you. from the bottom of my heart: fuck you. it's genuinely unreal how comfortable people have gotten in their own callousness and individualism & it's always so jarring to me, despite everything, how inhumane the west in particular is and can be. and i would say that maybe this is because im egyptian, so im raised to CARE about others and to have a sense of community, but im not going to sit here and attribute basic empathy to my arabness and proximity (both emotional and physical) to palestine, because that would absolve way too many of you of your moral failings that you deserve to be confronted with, and what you absolutely do not deserve is that grace or absolution. and it's especially audacious of americans of all people to be so unwilling to help, when they are directly complicit in this genocide. when it's THEIR tax dollars that fund the billions of dollars that their fascist government sends to the settler colony of israel every year.

i feel very strongly about palestine and i have for years, but it has become especially wild lately to see everyone on here be so grossly out of touch and uncaring. i don't care about your fucking escapism or if “gfms clog your feed” you need to grow a fucking backbone.

to end this off here are some twitter threads of gofundmes:

— black palestinian gofundmes

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[lostcauses-noregrets]

Lost, how have you managed to keep your sanity while being in the aot fandom? I'm almost going insane because of all the vitriol, especially on Twitter. I know Twitter isn't the ideal place for fandom experience, but I spend a lot of time there for the fanarts, and I can't seem to avoid the toxic side of it as the algorithm keeps suggesting reposts of people with similar interests (mostly Erwin or Levi or Eruri) about some toxic takes antis have. And, of course, I find myself engaging and making it worse for myself. Should I just block everyone and everything and keep myself sane? 😭

Learning to set boundaries in fandom, or indeed any area of your life, is never easy and it's made all the more difficult by fucked up social media algorithms. I always recommend blocking and muting people who bring drama onto your timeline, but that will only get you so far. You also have to learn how to disengage, to take active steps not to consume content that you know will upset or enrage you. It's very easy to get sucked down the rabbit hole of negativity and outrage, and I'm certainly not immune. Whenever I find myself doing this I try to consciously think "do I really want to spend my precious time reading this bullshit?" The answer is usually no, so I look at the pretty fan art instead. Figuring out what your own boundaries are and learning how to maintain them is critical to navigating not just fandom, but the world at large, and it's a constant practice that requires attention and determination.

I came across a really interesting paper last year in the Association for Psychological Science journal called Critical Ignoring as a Core Competence for Digital Citizens, by Anastasia Kozyreva, Sam Wineburg, Stephan Lewandowsky, and Ralph Hertwig. The abstract alone makes salutary reading:

Low-quality and misleading information online can hijack people’s attention, often by evoking curiosity, outrage, or anger. Resisting certain types of information and actors online requires people to adopt new mental habits that help them avoid being tempted by attention-grabbing and potentially harmful content. We argue that digital information literacy must include the competence of critical ignoring—choosing what to ignore and where to invest one’s limited attentional capacities. We review three types of cognitive strategies for implementing critical ignoring: self-nudging, in which one ignores temptations by removing them from one’s digital environments; lateral reading, in which one vets information by leaving the source and verifying its credibility elsewhere online; and the do-not-feed-the-trolls heuristic, which advises one to not reward malicious actors with attention. We argue that these strategies implementing critical ignoring should be part of school curricula on digital information literacy. Teaching the competence of critical ignoring requires a paradigm shift in educators’ thinking, from a sole focus on the power and promise of paying close attention to an additional emphasis on the power of ignoring. Encouraging students and other online users to embrace critical ignoring can empower them to shield themselves from the excesses, traps, and information disorders of today’s attention economy.

I don't know if that helps Anon, but I hope you find a way to continue enjoying fandom while avoiding the worst of its excesses.

[wavesoutbeingtossed]

It’s been increasingly aggravating in recent years how Swifties are like “It’s so obvious so-and-so is trying to manipulate the public into making Taylor the villain” and then completely miss when other people are the target. Everyone is susceptible but the reactionary nature of the internet (“I have to get my opinion out there so everyone knows I’m on the ‘right side.’”) just feeds into misinformation.

Anon I'm not sure if I quite understand your first point, sorry about that. And I can't really speak about what Swifties are doing because as I've said numerous times, this is the only place I really engage with Taylor fandom.

I will say I tend to agree in part about your second point about the constant jump to react to every. single. thing. out there in other spaces ends up often amplifying the very things that are untrue or incendiary, which feeds the algorithm and makes those things even more prominent. My general stance is, not everything you think in your head in the moment needs to be put on the internet. (Or said in real life lol.) And I don't mean that in a "stifling free speech" kind of way, I'm saying this as a perhaps suggestion to think before speaking and wonder what it is you're actually responding to, and if you're adding anything to the conversation beyond fury that goes nowhere for something that does not matter because it's based on ragebait in the first place.

And this is not to say I'm not guilty of it, because I certainly am as well, but I've also tried to step back from that in recent months, and if I am going to be snarky or angry about something to at least come at it from a more informed context. Like I cannot stress enough, social media platforms are *designed* to make you emotional, because making you emotional and posting and reposting means engagement, which means eyeballs, which means clicks, which means $$$ for the people behind them. But little of it ever translates to real life. Yes, you're entitled to tweet whatever you want, but if everything you're reading is making you mad, it might be a worthy exercise to wonder why that is, and maybe spending time in a space that is always angering you is perhaps doing so on purpose.

tl;dr I just urge everyone to get off twitter/tiktok/reddit, at least for fandom content, because making you mad is the whole point.

And maybe take a page from Taylor/Tree's books and if they want to stay out of discourse, maybe fans should try to do that too and focus on the things they actually enjoy and can actually engage with in terms of herself as an artist.

[e40536]

I don't know how often you use Tumblr, but I saw what you posted on Twitter. I was going to post this to your strawpage but it's too long.

So to keep it anonymous, l'll just leave what I wrote for you here.

Take it how you will, I didn't intend for it to come across as rude or offensive. I'm sorry if it does.

But here

This might not be accurate but I'll just say this

For most people, we do things that we love, we feed off leisure. We spend our time developing skills based on those principles, some learn guitar, some start collections, some learn to draw, and others do a myriad of other things.

But, something about leisure, and having hobbies; is that in due time, no matter how hard we try. We lose fulfillment In what we do, some things just aren't enough anymore, the passion is dying down or at least hiding somewhere in your brain.

It's always unpleasant, to feel like you're losing yourself.

But, you're still creating who you are, you're still finding new parts of yourself in everything you love, in every song, in every book, in every movie, and in your everyday life. You find mediums to express yourself- you maintain them and you have your whole life, no matter where you are no matter what you do, you'll be doing something that you love weather you're aware of it or not.

So, when something does become tedious when it doesn't drive you the way it used to, you will continue on, you will start a new Whether you mean to or not.

You deserve a passion, an image, a voice, a story, you deserve to want to know who you are. Fight with yourself, and learn about yourself. Make things and do things, love things.

No matter what you decide to do, you'll be here [here as in Alive, not wherever you currently are]. And the people you love will hopefully be there too.

I can't claim to know how you feel, especially since I don't completely remember every point you made in your original tweet? But if you want a break, if you want to try something new. I think you should, no matter how scary, you deserve to develop and development takes change.

That's how you got here and that's how you'll get to wherever else you're headed.

That's all, goodbye, see you later

~☆*

no offense to you or anything but when i get lengthy asks i skim through them to see if its a bot or a person and i had to do a double take for this one because i read “some learn guitar” i thought this was an ad and then i looked a little closer HAHA…. Anyway, my actual response under the cut im about to go on a ramble:

First of all, i want to thank you for taking the time to write this and find a way to send it to me. This didn’t come off as offensive in any way at all! I like keeping the anon option on because while it does allow for nasty people to hide behind it, there are kind people like you who just prefer to stay hidden (i am one of these people, so i understand). And thank you again for reading what i originally wrote.

i deleted it not out of shame or embarrassment for being vulnerable on the internet, i want to share that side of myself to followers from time to time. I did it cause i thought what i said mightve sounded too incoherent, i was in a mood. I have been in one for quite some time and while ive managed to have quick escapes from it, it always comes back. To say im just miserable would be an understatement. And my deteriorating mental state reflects how i think about my social media presence, posting/sharing things, & creating them. I screenshotted everything with plans to rewrite (or just repost) what i said… I posted that in hopes of letting other people know how much i appreciate their viewing of my content. Even if they’re a silent follower. And also because i wanted to share my own perspective on the whole posting for likes or posting for love of art. I hoped that how i ended it came off a little optimistic. While i am sad, I still do believe things will turn out fine in the end..

It feels… weird (in a good way dont worry, im kinda in disbelief at the moment haha) to see people say that i deserve a voice, passion, story or image, because i just kind of mindlessly post things. I don’t think very hard about how others might perceive it. I don’t really think of myself as anything really. Not in a total self deprecating way its just like euuuhhh? me? artist? an inspiration? I know i inspire some because they have told me, but it never truly clicked for me that like, oh yeah this person actively thinks about the things i make or write when they want to be inspired. And like i said in the tweets, my drive is different from others… i have no overwhelming desire to be KNOWN and PRAISED, although i get why others do, that shit is addicting, haha. i just post for the people who i know like to see what i make. I feel accomplished as an artist in that sense, that ive left a mark on someone, one person at least. I have always been in the background of projects rather than be in the front of them. You see my name in various credits, in fact most of my audience came from other people mentioning me in their works. I used to really struggle and even cry over this (i still kinda do), but then i learned to be fine with it… proud of it even in a sense cause its great to be apart of things. Its just the way other people treat me is where it gets me. I dont like being treated like someone’s shadow haha.

Earlier last year i struggled with what to do with my life (career wise) and i am… still struggling. The road im currently on leads to a career that has nothing to do with art but still something i want to do, have wanted to do since i was small. But i feel like i am betraying the other me, the kid me who did have dreams of being an artist, they did not have huge aspirations of making an original show or comic or anything, but they did want to be apart of things, help others realize those aspirations. We will see though, who knows, maybe the road will throw me a curve ball and ill be in a class learning the skills to try to master something ive been doing for years.

as for posting art, i dont intend on taking a break dont worry, im all good over here. I want to keep sharing the stuff i make, haha. That was supposed to be what everyone shouldve taken away from my closing statement on that tweet. That im going to continue creating & putting stuff out for the people who do care to see it. Numbers are irrelevant, as long as there’s someone out there its worth sharing.

thank you again, this made me tear up a little bit… I really appreciate this, more than you know. Like i mentioned in the tweet i revisited some of the nice things people have said to me regarding my work/person to help my mood, it is nice to receive something new to read… i really needed this. Thank you <3

[vvileentityart]

I don't think I've ever felt as unwelcomed in any other fandom than I have the Smiling Critters fandom (not going to say Poppy playtime fandom, because it's honestly solely Smiling Critters fans).

Not only have I been constantly ignored, but I know people have actively been trying not to interact with me.

I know I've acted negatively in the past and I wanted to move on from that, but all this fandom did was further push me away. I've wanted to interact with people more and play a bigger part, but all I receive when ever I attempted was damning silence. How am I supposed to interact if people ignore me?

It's not so much now that I just don't be a part of the fandom, but continue to draw SC related stuff, I honestly just need to leave everything behind. If I keep trying to have my cake and eat it, all it's going to do is rope me back in

My twitter with probably be abandoned, as it's grown too big and nobody cares about my other artwork. Same goes for this Tumblr as the algorithm with just shove more SC stuff in my face. I'll still leave them open, because I don't want the only uploads to be reposts.

I'll probably make new accounts someday, but don't expect SC stuff ever again. I can't return to the old ones as I've established myself as an SC art account and the algorithms and the people I follow will keep feeding me SC stuff, which I never want to see again.

I do like these characters and franchise, but the community surrounding has done nothing positive for me or my mental health.

If you for some reason care about my art and are unhappy to see me go, then blame this fandom for making me feel like I don't matter.