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[ohbo-ohno]

You know how in mwiii Johnny always sits with his legs wide open? That's not a manspread. That's him not being able to close his legs anymore after Simon plowed him one too many times. Also grants Simon easy access and a good view on that puppycunt (as well as the outline of whatever toy he shoved up Johnnys hole beforehand)

OHHHHHHHH MY GODDDDD

thinking about ghost absolutely railing soap, damn near breaking that man in half, and whispering in his ear everyone'll know, they'll see you limpin' around and know you're just a little fucking slut, know you need a cock splitin' you in two just to shut the fuck up and various other nasty shit

and finally finally he finishes, after wringing at least three orgasms from soap and his hypersensitive clit, and johnny is hardly more than a limp pile of limbs in bed. he's ready to sink off to sleep when a massive dildo is shoved, in one go, balls-deep in his cunt. he makes as upset a noise as he can with exhaustion weighing him down, but he can't do more than look up at ghost with teary eyes and a pout :(

and ghost just snorts dismissively and rubs the top of his head before flopping into bed, halfway to snoring all ready and just barely managing to grunt "leave it in. want you stretched out so i can get off without your wailin' tomorrow."

and he does - first thing in the morning, johnny wakes up to ghost tugging the dildo out, and shoving himself in. it's fast, and messy, and over before johnny's even fully awake.

ghost gets himself off inside his boy, isn't all that concerned with getting soap off but appreciates the tight grip around his cock when he does, and pulls out with very little ceremony. he leaves johnny to drift off again and washes the pussy plug off in his sink, then slides it back into soap with no warning

poor soap whines, squirms and reaches down to pull the plug out. gets himself a solid smack to his cheek, and ghost shoving it even further up inside him. leave it. might want to use you later, don't wanna bother with prep.

johnny whines and bitches a bit, but... well, he drips at the idea of ghost leaving him stuffed just to use him whenever he wants, so he listens

doesn't realize how big the toy is until he starts to walk around :( he's nearly waddling around base, pouty and annoyed :( ghost gets suuuuch a kick out of watching his boy be uncomfortable for him all day, rewards him with a few orgasms throughout the day

[ohbo-ohno]

You ever think about Soaps mohawk getting too untidy (because it can't get too long, the longer it is the better Simon can grab it and throw Johnny around with) and Simon taking him to the hair dresser? Only it's not a hair dresser but a dog beauty lounge? And the owners are not specialized on humans and they weren't expecting a human. But no one says no to Ghost so they proceed and Johnny gets a complete wash and everything. He looks really pretty after but he was so humiliated by it that he goes into the crate voluntarily to curl up and cry once they are back on base. Doesn't help that people keep commenting on how much better it looks and are asking about the address for the hair dresser.

Also, just speaking for myself here, I adore seeing people become an insane rambling mess about the things they are insane about. Doesn't even need a red string or context. So if you ever put your thoughts on Clicker training Soap online, there would be at least one avid reader just begging for those crumbs.

you just GET ME oh my god. im always torn between two soap's - soap who is so freaky and kinky that he would let ghost do literally anything to him and enjoy it, and soap is only does what ghost tells him because he's got a massive crush but he's absolutely humiliated and upset during all of it. the first feels more accurate to his character, the second is more fun to write lmao

wrote a quick drabble for this but i changed it so the groomers knew there was a person coming instead of a dog <3 it's extra humiliation if they treat johnny the same way ghost does

cw: noncon puppy play, referenced public humiliation (btw if you want more stuff in this little universe - one, two, three)

“You still poutin’?”

Johnny squeezes his eyes shut, just barely resists the urge to snap his teeth and growl. He knows that would only feed into Ghost’s goddamn delusion that he’s a fucking dog.

Jesus. His scalp still stings from the rough treatment of the barber- the groomer. The bastard had locked a muzzle over his face while Ghost held him down, and as much as he’d tried he hadn’t been able to speak through the damn thing. Speak or bite. 

He would’ve fought but… well, Ghost gave him that look before he left. That “if you don’t obey me, there’ll be hell to pay” look. And Ghost has only gotten meaner in the months they’ve been together now - the walks, the fucking house training… Soap doesn’t even want to think of what he might try next.

So Ghost had given him a look, grabbed him by the chin and said “Be good, pup. You’ll get a treat if you can behave, alright? Don’t embarrass me.” and Johnny hadn’t been brave enough to ignore him.

Fuck. Even now, it doesn’t quite feel real. His breath hitches as he remembers the strict gloves Ghost had given him to wear, how they don’t let him do anything with his fingers because they’re held so tight. He still wears them now, and the forced paw shape of his hand keeps his head fuzzy.

He wants to whine. He almost wants to cry. Mostly he wants to bite Ghost until the bastard bleeds.

“C’mon,” Ghost grunts, taking one hand from the wheel and patting Johnny roughly on the head. He combs his fingers through the freshly cut mohawk, almost fixing it so it’s neater. “You look real good, pup. Needed to get your bitch strap straightened up for a while now.”

“Don’t-” Johnny takes a deep breath, opens his eyes and blinks down at his hands - his hands, not his paws - where they rest in his lap. “Don’t call it that.”

He thinks for a minute that Simon’s going to say something worse, lock his hand in Johnny’s hair and tug until he whines, shove him down to his cock, do something. But his hand stays soft, stroking down and tightly gripping the back of his neck. Not suffocating, not mean, almost… secure. Comforting. A weight that says relax, I’m here. 

“Alright, puppy. Been a tough day for you, huh? We can pretend you’re a person, think of it as a treat for bein’ good at the groomers.”

Johnny whines, curling into himself at his own sound. His hands are sweaty in the gloves, and he wants to dig his nails into his thighs, hope that the little pinpricks of pain wake him up enough to tear Ghost a new asshole. 

But he can’t do that. His fingers are stuck folded in half, totally useless. So he takes a deep breath, and tries not to fully float away.

Eventually the car slows to a stop, and Ghost tugs the key out of the ignition. They sit in silence for a moment, and Soap can feel Ghost staring at the side of his head, but he refuses to look. He doesn’t want to look at Ghost right now, doesn’t want to see his expression.

“Alright,” Simon says quietly, giving Johnny’s nape a tight squeeze before letting you go. “I think you need a nap, pup. Let’s get you inside.”

Ghost gets out, Soap doesn’t. He stays in his seat, staring at his hands, until the door opens next to him and Simon reaches over his body to unbuckle his seatbelt.

“C’mon now, out.”

Johnny doesn’t move. He feels Ghost’s massive hand wrap around his elbow, tug him toward the door, but he leans his weight the other direction.

He doesn’t want to get out of the car. He knows, logically, that no one on base will be able to tell what happened, where Simon took him. But he’ll know, and that’s enough shame to make him never want to leave the car.

Ghost sighs, annoyed, from beside him. “You rather I get your leash?”

Johnny flinches, and he lets himself be tugged by the elbow at the next pull on his arm. His eyes never lift past Ghost’s chest as he keeps his head ducked, heat coloring his cheeks when the door closes behind him.

“Johnny,” Ghost says quietly, hand nudging his head up. “Head up, pup. You look real pretty, don’t you want to show off?”

Johnny flinches, but he lifts his head like Ghost urges. He’s scared of what he’ll see in Simon’s eyes - that gleam he gets when Johnny’s particularly humiliated is always hard to swallow - but all he sees is… is pride.

God, it’s getting hard to breathe. Every breath feels punched out of him, every breath in like glass in his lungs. 

“There you are.” Ghost chucks him under the chin, jerking his head up a little further. “Pretty thing. Certainly got my money’s worth.”

Johnny’s only comfort is that his eyes are dry - well, that and the warmth of Ghost’s hand. No matter how angry he is at the bastard, he can’t help but always want more of his touch.

“Inside now. Come.”

The sharp tone, the one word command, goes right over Johnny’s head. He follows Ghost - on his right, one step behind, like he’d been taught (trained) - and keeps his eyes forward, not looking at anyone else on base.

The halls are busy, like they always are during the day, but Soap doesn’t let himself be distracted. He keeps his eyes forward, and only focuses on Ghost.

He tells himself no one else knows, that no one else could possibly know.

“Hey, Soap!” Gaz calls out, leaning out of a meeting room and waving at him. “Looking sharp, mate!”

Johnny’s heart feels like it’s about the beat out of his chest. He wants to scream. He wants to puke.

He looks up at Ghost where the other man has turned around, raising an eyebrow at where he’s stopped in the middle of the hallway.

Johnny opens his mouth to speak, but only manages a quiet whine. Thankfully it’s too loud for anyone else in the hallway to hear (hopefully), but his cheeks still flush red at the animal sound.

Ghost only smirks and turns around to keep walking.

“Heel, Johnny. Don’t wander, you can sniff all you want later.”

Johnny takes a deep breath, and he follows Ghost.

It only takes a few more minutes for them to make it to Ghost’s room, and Johnny feels near collapse.

He’s… frustrated with himself. He’s got no idea why he’s so affected by what happened, why it feels so impossible to get past. Ghost has done worse to him, made him do worse. 

But something about the way the groomer had looked at him… a complete stranger, looking at him and treating him the same way Ghost does. He knows that if Ghost had left, he would’ve sunk into a panic attack. He knows it’s Simon’s own twisted version of mercy, not leaving him alone.

The relief he feels when the door closes behind him nearly sends him to his knees. Ghost’s heavy hand on his shoulder does.

He doesn’t even have it in him to be upset at Ghost’s presumption. He feels better on his knees these days, anyway.

“To your crate, puppy, go on.”

He listens, crawling to the quilt-covered crate in the corner of the room. Neither of them speak as Ghost opens the door, the only sound a soft hum when Johnny crawls in.

“Gimme your paw, pup. Don’t want you sleeping in those gloves.”

Johnny whines, but listens, and gives Ghost his paw to take the gloves off. He instantly feels better, and makes a soft sound that he hopes is thankful as he stretches his fingers out, laying them flat against the blankets.

“There ya go,” Ghost hums, closing the door and laying the quilt over all but the front of the crate. “I’ll wake you up in a few hours, alright pup? Don’t want you to miss your walk.”

Johnny shudders as Ghost walks away, and closes his eyes tight. He tries to wipe all memories of the day away, focusing instead on the better times with Ghost.

Eventually he drifts off to thoughts of laying together while watching a football game, shared meals in loud pubs, quiet nights in after hard missions. He thinks of Ghost, strong and solid and unfaltering, and he sinks into sleep.

[ohbo-ohno]

Can't get over how fucking puppy shaped Johnny is. And how everyone can see it. Us, Ghost, the 141, his co's before them. That man is just begging for a good boy (and a belly rub!) and any excuse to get on his knees for his superiors. Like fuck, but for all his healthy disrespect of authority, Soap was made to take orders.

Just imagine that Simon isn't the first co to get handsy with Johnny, that he isn't the first to push the boundaries of what is proper. Ghost is all satisfied how well Soap is taking his slow puppyfication. Meanwhile Soap is so used to his co's giving him pats on the head, making him eat from their fingers, kneel between their legs and making dehumanizing comments about him that he doesn't even register what Ghost is doing as anything abnormal.

Just. Puppy!Soap where everyone and their mother knows that that was not supposed to be a human and treating him accordingly.

oh my GOD i just recently read a fic where soap (or maybe ghost) had had a previous CO take advantage of him sexually under the guise of "punishment" and he went to price (or maybe ghost) after he fucked up, expecting the same treatment, and instead of telling him "that's wrong, report that freak" price/ghost just takes advantage of him in the same way and 🥴🥴🥴 if someone here recognizes it PLEASE link it i need to reexperience it

anyways thinking about johnny obviously being completely puppy shaped, but because everyone sees that and treats him accordingly he becomes even more puppy shaped. like he becomes more obedient (and well trained) once people start to occasionally treat him like he's a dog :(

like CO's will write little notes in his file specifically about how he needs verbal praise (multiple literally wrote the words "good boy" or "good sergeant") and there are a couple notes about physical touch - punishment or congratulatory - work best to get his attention. CO's read those notes, take one look at johnny, and go Oh Alright and act accordingly. price and ghost are no different

price is more "talking to you like you're a K9 because it's what makes you most effective in the field" and ghost is more "talking to you like the mutt i just brought home who hasn't been trained yet because i want you to think of nothing but pleasing me", yk?

(it turns out that ghost's biggest problem isn't getting johnny to behave, it's getting everyone else to stop fucking touching him like only ghost should be)

[ohbo-ohno]

What do you imagine Soaps childhood was like?

My personal fave headcanon is that his family made the legwork for making Johnny so puppy-shaped. You know, in the usual ways. Making him follow orders, punishing him when he was bad, rarely giving him a treat when he was good. Making the dogs chase him for hours to teach him lessons. Giving Johnnys room to their dogs when they realized that he was not as well behaved as them. Making him sleep outside in the dog shelter, even when it snowed. (That's where his fear from dogs stems from and also where he learned to tolerate coldness so well).

ok wait wait wait hold on. im always SO torn on johnny's childhood. like there are so many different angsty opportunities, and just because i love to make my characters suffer i usually imagine him with no family. (ghost has no family and rejects the thought of ever having one again vs. johnny has no family and is constantly begging for a new one, anyone?)

by the way you mentioning johnny is afraid of dogs? one of my FAVORITE carry-overs from captain mactavish. i love imagining puppy johnny hating Real Dogs

ok so i tend to imagine soap as growing up in a suuuuper feminine household. im talking four older sisters or smth like that, maybe even by a single mother (or maybe a dad who was one of those "yes dear" kind of husbands who just lets his wife do literally everything and chills his entire life). works for what you said - im an only child so i wouldn't know but it's a steryotype that older sisters run their younger brothers ragged right?

also just for comedy's sake, i love the image of johnny "raised by 5 women" mactavish showing up to bootcamp and being like "oh this is a cakewalk" because his sisters put him through hell and this is like. nothing. probably super unrealistic but a girl can giggle

allll that being said, the idea of johnny coming from an abusive household and then meeting ghost and being attracted to him in part because of the mistreatment... the dark horribleness of it all does something for me

johnny, whose spent his whole life being bossed around and looked down on, disregarded, and he isn't shocked when it's mostly the same in the military. but then he starts getting positive attention and ohhhhh.... oh, that changes things

and then he meets Ghost. the meanest motherfucker he's ever met, but the best CO (other than price) he's ever had, and those glimmers of approval are fucking addictive. doesn't take johnny long to start doing damn near everything for even a head-nod from ghost, and doesn't take too long for ghost to start taking advantage of that too

[ohbo-ohno]

You know those stories of people being raised by animals?

Imagine Soap getting thrown out of the house at a young age and abandoned to the family's multiple dogs living in the giant backyard. Who, instead of tearing him apart, adopt him into the family. It takes years for cps to get involved. By then, Soap is more dog than man. Reintegration is a bitch, but he manages, exceeds all expectations honestly.

When he enters the army, he continues that streak of surprising people with his adaptability. When asked about his seemingly innate talent, he doesn't tell them that he spent years surviving without humans outside. He doesn't tell them that he learnt to be so so quiet to not startle his food. Doesn't tell them that he eats anything without complaint because he is used to eating raw meat. Doesn't tell them he is good at crawling in the dirt because he had to relearn how to walk because at some point he forgot that he walking on all fours was not natural for him. Doesn't tell them that he talks so much is because he is afraid of forgetting how to speak again.

And then there comes Ghost. Ghost he would do anything for. Ghost, who he trusts enough to tell anything to. Ghost who he shares his past with in a whisper, in an attempt to make Ghost feel less vulnerable after he told Soap about Roba.

Ghost, who gets offered this piece of information, who Johnny bares his metaphorical belly to, who can only think "oh" as his dick gets harder than it has ever been before. Ghost, who swears to make Johnny bark again, who makes it his personal mission in life to "return Soap to his roots"

wait im kinda obsessed with this

i love the image of soap both being great at stalking his prey, but also just... an odd walker. like he can move silently, but when he's just walking around base he's always, like, slightly lopsided. just a little odd, and something you'd only notice if you were looking really closely - which ghost is, of course.

i love the reverse tarzan where the jane character is more dominant than the tarzan character

thinking about ghost treating soap like a dog, and he gives in with relief because tbh? he misses it. like he spent so long being an animal, it can be nice to be treated like that again (even if he wasn't owned by someone, that same power structure is nice. and lets be real, ghost is kinda dog-like himself)

shockingly, i don't have anything sexual to add to this lmao. but it's a really neat idea

[ohbo-ohno]

Okay but Simon being abusive to puppy!Johnny is so good and so so possible? Because they already have the perfect background. They are military. They are spec ops. Simon is Johnnys superior. Johnny is required to follow Simons orders.

If anyone asks? Oh, Soap messed up and that's his punishment.

If Price asks? Johnny wants Simon to go harder on him to make him a better soldier.

If Johnny asks? Johnny has to be better, as a soldier, as a subordinate as a person (no not as a person never as a person bc that would be acknowledging that Soap is one), as a mutt, as Simons property.

Though Johnny never asks (he did once and then buried the question and Simons response so deep in his mind that he's unable to access it ever again. Just trying to think about it makes him nauseous - puppies don't get to question their owners. They just don't. And pretending to know better? Even more unthinkable. ...Johnny wasn't able to sit or lay down for weeks without almost throwing up from the pain) because he doesn't even think to. Being punished for messing up is just part of his life. Why should a relationship be any different? Actions have consequences.

noncon puppyplay you will always be my #1

there is just something soooooooos k,js[afaflsjksalf about ghost making johnny his dog when he's categorically Not Into It

may i introduce to you: two of my favorite kay tweets

thinking about ghost making soap so loyal to him, so attached to him, that no one ever thinks to even speak to soap anymore :/ maybe in their free time, or in the gym, but anywhere in the field or even relating to work, they know that where ghost goes soap goes and there's no point asking him :( doesn't matter what soap wants, ghost's wants always come first

and it gets to the point where soap doesn't like when people ask him about things. he gets distressed when price mentioned sending just he and gaz on a mission, gets agitated and has to be led to his own room to "cool off"

(price drags him by the elbow, storms off to find simon and tells him deal with your boy before i write him up for insubordination. ghost gets to johnny's room, bare as hell since he all but lives in ghost's now, and sees his poor boy pacing angrily and all but tearing his own hair out. it's a good thing ghost's there to take everything off his shoulders <3)

[ohbo-ohno]

I think you said somewhere that you really like(d) Criminal Minds (if you didn't, sorry).

Imagine the BAU tracking down Ghost either because they are chasing a serial killer or are investigating ex-military!Johnny's disappearance. (Or considering the last ask, investigating the reoccurring murders of several hikers with suspicious scuffle and dragging marks near them that don't lead to a body).

Imagine them not being suspicious of Ghost in the first place but then seeing Johnny and how they interact and latching onto that. (Maybe Johnny is wearing shorts and his knees and legs are just blue and green, obvious hand prints all over his body. Maybe he gets told to fetch them some tea and he stumbles, but the stumble looked more like the went to get on his hands and knees until Simon caught him to break his fall)

Imagine them either catching Ghost and now they have to deal with a pissed off Ghost and a human that was trained out if being a human OR them almost catching Ghost and now Johnny has to deal with an angry Ghost on the run (though I imagine Ghost would enjoy the challenge) who blames him for getting them discovered. Nothing he can do to earn a good boy again :(

i DO like criminal minds! i've seen every episode up until derek/hotch leaves like 3 times each! love that show

im gonna choose to say that ghost doesn't kill anyone in the BAU, just because i dont want them to die LMAO but i looooove a good criminal minds crossover (i've read dozen of criminal minds/supernatural fics lol). anyways this ask SCREAMS dominant/submissive killers

im obsessedddd with the image of the BAU taking johnny in for questioning with the hopes of getting him to rat out ghost and poor johnny just being so stressed in that interrogation room. he's angry and snapping at them, has to be handcuffed to the table because he keeps trying to lash out at them and leave. hard cut to ghost in his own interrogation room, comfortable as can be, asking prentiss "he start biting yet? he gets real aggressive when he's stressed, might have to end up muzzlin' him yourselves."

and the BAU are, predictably, a little grosses out. they get that these two are in some weird kinky relationship, but johnny's dependence on ghost is verging on unhealthy. he's not defending his partner because he wants to, he's defending him because he's conditioned to (and of course, what's the difference?) so no matter how much the BAU hates how ghost talks about soap, there's not much they can do

they don't have any evidence to pin ghost down. the morning after their released from custody, both he and johnny are gone, and even garcia can't track them down

[ohbo-ohno]

Hear me out: micro-penis!Soap

Almost nothing changes, he is still extremely confident and cocky. But now he's even more focused on getting Ghosts dick bc it's not like he can fuck anyone with that tiny thing and masturbating when your pinky is thicker than your length is really fucking difficult.

It makes it possible for him to wear the tightest pants imaginable though. After all, it doesn't hurt his crotch area. He prefers shopping in the women's clothing section because they have the best pants to make his ass look good and there is so much variation.

He can't pee while standing - hard to direct the stream when the one finger you are holding your dick with is covering your pee hole (also ideal for puppy!Soap) - and there are no condoms that he can use - there is simply not enough length for it to hold on (which means his puppycunt is always leaking).

Makes it real easy to hide when he's aroused in public. Makes it even easier to hide when Ghost makes him cum in his pants with a (purposeful) touch or that look he gets when Soap has been a good boy. Not that it takes much, his tight pants have enough pressure on his small dick to make him cum just from walking around.

Has turned him into a pro in taking humiliation. Is used to the ribbing to downright abuse he gets from other soldiers once they've seen him in the showers. (As the FNG Soap has gone through too many hazings to count, distracting them with his small dick ensures that most of the hazing concentrates on that).

Is so attuned to getting humiliated for it that he is confused when he doesn't get it. Starts prompting for it, continues to desperately downgrade himself.

(Everyone on base knows that Soap has the smallest cock in the country. It's almost synonymous with his name. Soap likes it that way. Likes that everyone knows that for all his cockiness he could never fuck anyone. Loves that every soldier on base knows that he is just a hole waiting to be used. That if they approach him for a hook-up it's no question who is gonna be the bitch)

tbh i LIVE for any kind of dick humiliation - small dick humiliation, big dick humiliation, it's all fun and kinky. but sdh really lends itself to feminization, which is also hot

you made this Consensual (by nature of soap being a freak) which is great & super hot in it's own right and i love to read it, but i am unfortunately sick and nasty and have a bit more fun with this if soap's... not so into it. sorry to take it in that direction!

there's no way soap could hide his dick in the military, it's just not possible. so we are acknowledging it as fact, and disregarding it entirely so we can pretend that ghost wouldn't find out through other soldiers. also everything after this point is super scatterbrained and im so sorry for that lol

(btw.... soap having to sit down to piss... should not be as hot to me as it is, but something about that has me literally shivering)

thinking about ghost finding out about soap's tiny cock and kinda like... blackmailing him with it :/ threatens to tell everyone, both of them knowing that he'd lose so much respect from other soldiers. tells him he might even whore him out if soap can't behave

ghost fucking soap and holding a hand over his cock cause there's nothing to jack off, maybe he's nice and rubs a little like you might a clit, but usually doesn't even bother to give something so little any pleasure :/

ghost putting him in tight tight pants, so tight that it's impossible not to notice that he's either got no dick or a tiny dick. soap whines a little, squirms because the pants are pushing on his dick and he's so fucking hard, and the little tent in his pants just looks like another fold in the leather :/

[ohbo-ohno]

Rereading that noncon Ghoap puppy walk fic bc it makes me go insane. And I have so many questions. How can Johnny even breathe? What did they do beforehand that the others just immediately incorporate it into their routine? Did Gaz encounter puppy!Soap before? What are Price and Gaz thoughts on all this (Bc fuck, their commentary killed me - asking about belly rubs and giving advise on punishment)? Do they think this is completely consensual? Or do they suspect that there is more going on? Do they hope that there is more going on? Are they getting off on the thought of participating even in the smallest of ways in breaking down Soap? If ever Soap got his brains together enough to ask for help, would they give it to him or would they push him to his knees and take him like they always dreamed of doing and then return him to Ghost?

ahhh day 11 kinktober. my longest and least popular drabble from that month LMAO. tysm for asking about it!

i actually mapped quite a bit of that fic out in my head! but because it's entirely from soap's perspective, there are questions that you just can't answer yk?

first of all - it's pure erotica, so it exists in that kind of limbo that all semi-public/public erotica exists in - you've got to suspend your disbelief a bit, just for the sake of horniness lmao

1 - johnny can breathe (through his nose, because the hood isn't sealed shut), but not well. he's breathing heavily throughout the entire fic because of both his panic and the fact that he can only breathe through his nose

2 - i think i said this in another ask but! it was supposed to be that when ghost left johnny tied up at the beginning of the fic, he was going around and making sure only certain people were on base (hence price asking why he didn't come sign his paperwork). no rookies, since they could potentially lose all respect for soap, and no people who he knew were going to be shitty about it. the people he was okay with seeing johnny, he'd go up and say basically "i'm going to be doing public kink here later. either go or don't complain later". there probably aren't all that many people actually still on base, just lots of people looping around the building to watch

3 - gaz has probably caught the Vibe before, just from the way that ghost treats soap (and neither of them are subtle). price probably knows the extent of it just because he's their captain and he knows everything about all of them, but he's content to let them be. also gaz is probably just a kinky as them lmao, he doesn't care

4 - im soooo mixed on the "do price and gaz know it's not entirely consensual" thing. my gut says that price knows that ghost is manipulating soap, and gaz suspects. i think gaz might get a little worried, try and ask soap about it, and be mollified when soap near aggressively defends ghost. but price? he knows everything about them, doesn't he? but i think price also knows that sometimes the best thing for someone isn't always the nicest... and soap seems better with ghost, seems better after his training. as long as ghost isn't destroying him, he'll let them be

(i looooved their commentary too. i very very rarely dabble in public humiliation, and it's got to be sooo specific for it to work for me, but i love it in that fic)

5 - they both 100000% get off on being involved. if they didn't, they'd step back a bit. price is always gonna get off on being in control (and im a big fan of some light priceghost... maybe price taught ghost how to control a wild boy, and he enjoys watching his student grow into a master) and i think gaz is probably kinda into puppy play himself lmao, he's just there to get hard and have fun

i think if soap went to price for help, he'd get his mouth fucked, his ass whipped with a belt, and get locked in his cage until ghost got back. but im really not sure about gaz....

part of me says gaz is a sweetheart, he'd help soap. i could see him taking soap to price for help, and then the above following (right after price "explains" what soap needs to gaz, does a little manipulation and gaslighting of his own)

thanks for your questions! hope my answers are satisfactory lol

[ohbo-ohno]

Regarding that mommy kink...

You just know that Ghost would give Soap those lactating pills. And then just enjoy Soap dripping everywhere anytime. Drinking from him, teasing him in front of others.... Making Johnny use a milk pump and putting the milk in his tea.

(Pls imagine Soap lactating while in the mess and Ghost grabbing food but no drinks. When Price questions him, Ghost grunts and says "Don't know what you mean. My drink is right here. Nice and warm." and then just pushes Johnnys shirt to the side and dives in. All while holding eye contact with Price)

Just. Lactating Soap. It would be so good for consensual and noncon stuff. Consensual? Johnny goes crazy for it, happy to be able to provide for Ghost in that way. Noncon? Didn't even know Ghost was planning on giving them to him. Crying from humiliation when his shirt gets wet during training and everyone can see that it's not from sweat.

lactation isn't realllyyyy my thing but omg the way you mix it with public humiliation and the potential for feminization... has me going insane

soap gets all angry, then a little teary, when he realizes what ghost's been doing. starts refusing any food or drink ghost brings him, but that doesn't stop his tits from dripping :( (ghost is probably slipping the little pill between soap's lips at night, but soap feels like he's going insane when he cannot figure out how he's doing it)

ghost refuses to let johnny hide about it too :( your price thing is both hysterical and jaw dropping, but you also just know ghost isn't letting his boy have any relief at all. he can try to hide all he wants - wear thicker tops, put pasties over his nipples - but ghost isn't letting it happen

when soap eventually caves and buys a pump, ghost throws that out too. if johnny's tits are bothering him, he's to come find ghost immediately and let him fix the problem (aka drink him dry)

soap, of course, does Not like this. but ghost doesn't exactly care. and the more of a fit soap tries to throw about it, the more likely ghost is to help him with his little problem in very public places. (soap ends up trying to make it look like they're fucking or even just humping each other, anything to keep other people from thinking he's being fucking milked)

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While the reasons for rape fantasies in women that was previously mentioned (https://www.tumblr.com/ohbo-ohno/736158893114359808/sorry-to-infodump-if-youve-heard-this-already) centers around, well, women, it also just screams Soap to me.

Soap who is queer and practicing a religion that shames his very existence. Soap who has a healthy(?) disrespect for authority who has been punished for acting out multiple times. Soap, who doesn't know anymore if he acts out because that's his opinion or because he knows he will be punished (secretly hopes for it, because it might make the shame go away, might make his co put his hands on him like that drill sergeant at basic who just went too far in his punishment, might make someone else touch him for once instead of himself always having to reach out to stop the touch starvation from settling in too deep).

Soap, who, after a lifetime of being pushed around or taken as the second option, just wants to finally be wanted, to be considered worth someones time. Wants to be the center of someones focus for once, even if just for a few minutes. As long as its not as the butt of a joke (which he is frequently, the most obvious target being his haircut, which is the only the body part of his he actually really likes) Just wants to know what it feels like to be chosen first. To be exactly what someone else wanted. Regardless of his consent.

His need for approval makes him into a good soldier but makes it so so easy to take advantage of him.

Enter Ghost.

it feels the ittiest bittiest ooc to me (so is all of my writing lmao) but i looooove the idea of soap constantly pushing ghost's boundaries because he wants his lt to snap and finally give him all of his attention. and ghost, who sees this and clocks it instantly, is not about to let johnny win this little game he thinks he wants to play

soap who is eager for pain when he's feeling especially bad or guilty, and sadistic asshole ghost who's more than willing to feed into his bad habits. a match made in heaven

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Soap being a misbehaving little shit (aka trying to get out of the relationship Ghost has decided they have) and trying to get people to listen that he needs help getting out. Who are not taking it seriously (or are they? Maybe they don't want to mess with Ghost maybe they get off in the desperation in Soap and the possibility to get a piece of that cake in the future) and tell Ghost about it. Ghost, who is immediately furious, punishing Soap for daring to search for a new owner. Ghost who rationalizes that Soaps puppy brain is just too stupid to understand anything part from simple orders. Who figures out that the only way Soap will understand is if Ghost makes it abundantly clear that Johnnys existence begins and ends with Ghost. So Ghost pisses on him. Again and again and again.

im only ever really comfortable answering ndfw asks like this late at night lmao, but i actually wrote smth suuuper similar to this in my fic lamb to the slaughter! less blatant bc that one's mostly from soap's perspective, but it's got the same vibes!

[ohbo-ohno]

I finally caved and ordered the cotton Johnny doll.

Sadly, his uniform was out of stock but fear not - he'll be plenty warm in the cute little skirts and dresses and onesies. Are several of the items dog themed? Yes, absolutely. There's not one universe where Johnny isn't a puppy and also no universe where people make it clear to him that they know he is one. Even if he is a plushie.

In case anyone wants to follow me into this new hellhole, I bought him here: https://plushwonderland.com/collections/call-of-duty

he's cuter in puppy clothes anyway!! that man does NOT belong in a military uniform. give him puppy ears like God intended

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🌊🌹⭐🌚

🌊 a kink you would like to write but you think you’d be judged?

This is a surprising difficult question for me lmao, I’m not sure there are many kinks I have that I HAVENT written for. Maybe total mindbreak?

🌹 favorite kinks to write for?

Surprising absolutely NOBODY, the answer is puppy play. I have to fight not to include it sometimes just to keep things from getting repetitive. Also degradation.

⭐️ what is one of your biggest accomplishments? Why is it so important to you?

I don’t wanna put toooo much personal info on here so I’ll just say overcoming some pretty severe depression :) Had a really rough year where depression became depression and anxiety and a borderline eating disorder, and it was fucking difficult to get away from all that. Still struggling, of course, but every day gets better :)

🌚 a show you’d tell people to stay away from

Ohhhh god. I got super hyper focused on Miraculous Ladybug (nobody laugh) for a bit, so I might tell my past self to stay away from that LMAO. The Bachelor/Bachelorette because they’re trash but fuck they’re addictive. The news

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Sorry about that ask with the blood tearing! Only saw that that squicks you out when you reposted the link.

No worries whatsoever!!!! Not a big deal :) Like I said in that post, if I get enough asks for it to start bothering me then I’ll say something!

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I think you once had a post linked on your master post where your squicks (stuff you don't like/want to see/write) were compiled. I can't find it anymore :( Can you please relink it? Or, In case I am confusing you with someone else, what are your squicks?

omg you’re right, I must’ve deleted it when i reformatted recently. my bad!!!

you can see it here :)

the short and sweet of it is - total no-go's for me to write in a sexual context are: necrophilia, bestiality, scat, underage/grooming, extreme body modification (think amputations), incest (except daemyra or any targaryen ship lol), cannibalism