#rpgvrai

[rpgvrai]

Is it safe to assume this blog won't be going on...? If it won't be, could you give a tidbit to how it was going to end?

oh hi!

gonna be totally honest, I really don’t know! I like to leave the door open for myself if I want to come back to a creative project in the future so it’s definitely not impossible that this blog could pick back up at some point.

however, turns out you don’t really just bounce back from major health issues and immediately recover to your top performance. who knew, right? (not a dig at anyone, I genuinely thought I would just. go back to normal.) so even if I had the motivation in the future, I don’t know if I would have the capacity to maintain this blog in the same way I did before. if I did want to come back at some point, it would probably have to look pretty different and I don’t know if part of me could even like…accept that.

so tldr I dunno! don’t like wait around for me but there’s still a chance I get struck by the undying need to work on this again.

sorry I feel like all I post here are long rambling life updates. here’s some treats

the premise behind this blog that we never really got to was that gordon overwrote the original main characters of the RPG with the science team except for one, who was cursed with self awareness as a side effect of adding self aware AI into their game. so they basically watched all their friends get obliterated and are kinda pissed about it.

here’s a redesign I made of them around the time of the updated intro post!

and here’s an unfinished sprite of them + an unshadowed gordon sprite from the intro post!

thanks for taking an interest in my stuff! im glad people still enjoy this little thing i started all that time ago lol. I still have a lot of love for the story i wanted to tell, even if im not able to finish it.

you can still find me over on @pastebunny if you’re interested in the other stuff I make! everything i do is a whole lot slower now but I still share whatever’s going on in my head sometimes.

[anons-has-hlvrai-aus]

I really want to make “Opposing Force VR AI” into A Thing but my idiot brain can’t decide if it would be better as a fanfic or as a Ask Blog with multiple people running it to semi-simulate the multiplayer aspect of the original HLVRAI

Pros of Fanfic:

I am more likely to get it done

Cons of Fanfic:

Chances for humor are limited by my own knowledge and experiences, unless I were to have multiple people involved

Pros of Ask Blog:

It would be VERY fun (looking at all the blogs like Black Mesa Flashback Episode and RPGVRAI)

More likely to get a semi-authentic HLVRAI experience

Cons of Ask Blog:

My brain is stupid and would struggle to consistently update it if I ran it alone

Don’t know anybody that would be willing to co-host the blog/play a character (my own fault, I won’t message people I genuinely want to talk to unless they message me first)

ITS SO TEMPTING THO???? Also I’m dedicating time to at least one fic already and I’m worried it might interfere with writing the fic

[pastebunny]

auuuuuu I have to do a lot of work that won’t be seen for a while before I get to actually start running rpgvrai again but im EXCITED I have been fucking plagued by visions of this thing for years I need to get it out of my head.

[fruitsaladc0wboy]

FUCK im thinking about hlvrai which means im thinking about rpgvrai again….i still miss it…..

[deedjre]

another thing I originally sketched out for a pmv but thought looked cool so i rendered it

forgive me for giving up at the NINE SKELETONS (last one is hidden behind his arm) but i did not mean to even actually finish this today, i just kinda did. @rpgvrai

[otherorr]

the geriatric pyromaniac that lives in my sketchbook rent free, pictured above as from the very good blog @rpgvrai

[artlesscomedic]

based on this post

hey @rpgvrai did u know that i love you

[aven--turine]

In between development of RPGVRAI the game I decided to do some fanart of the exact same thing

RPGVRAI belongs to @rpgvrai​ / pastebunny

Bubby belongs to wayneradiotv

uhhh just dont repost or claim as yours and “callout” blogs dni xoxo

[critter-wizard]

UHHHH @rpgvrai BY @pastebunny IS A REALLY CUTE AU AND I’VE HAD THE URGE TO DRAW FANART SINCE I FIRST SAW IT THE DESIGNS ARE SO GOOD???

SO HERES A TOMMY AAAH

[benrey-but-daily]

Day 11 and Day 12: Of Monsters and Machines

To make up for missing yesterday’s, I decided to draw two AUs n’ mush ‘em into a weird lil’ doodle comic: ft. @pastebunny ‘s @rpgvrai and @year2000electronics ‘s @y2kvr !! Yeah I know it’s 12:30AM and I need to post Day 13 as well, shhh i’ll get to that one in the morning. In any caaase I hope y’all enjoy this entry! -J

[hewwo-gowdon]

hi !! @rpgvrai fanart :) i care you

[rpgvrai]

( while i work on New Stuff, here’s some Extremely Old Stuff!

these are placeholders i made while working on the blog pages before i had the final art finished! i still think they’re funny.

my christmas gift to you. enjoy. )

[pastebunny]

no simp September: failed

the amazing art (that got compressed 2 all hell) and amazing Tommy design from @rpgvrai 👉👈

[fruitsaladc0wboy]

MAN I ALSO STILL GOTTA MAKE A THANK U FOR 1000+ FOLLOWERS BC HOLY SHIT

[urfavehatescops]

Gordon Freeman from @toonhlvrai AU hates cops!

[clownkiwi]

yes ive been reading hlvrai aus yes theyre good so far yes i like them