#s1 e15 9:00PM

[nacreousor]

Santos who doesn't trust men and authority and constantly has her back up against the world. Santos who has lived in horrible states and come out on the other side - but not with the person who helped her get through it, and now there's this empty space in her life where they used to be, and she has to face things on her own again. Santos with her difficulty of lowering her defenses to connect with other people opening up to a patient and using the suicide of her best friend to help someone who's suffering. Santos who's raw from this encounter and allowing herself to feel vulnerable about opening up because at least the shift from hell is over and she can go home to a space that's just hers. Santos following her gut and trailing some guy she's just met today who hasn't intimidated her or shouted at her or criticized her or competed with her, and she goes you know what, you don't actually have to live like this, come with me, I have this empty room for someone else. NOBODY TOUCH ME.