#sagefearstudios

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Been practicing with coloring on clip studio paint. Its weird, as someone who usually does traditional art.

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Funny how you can tell how my mental state is based on the sketches I do.

As shown here, am I mentally stable? NOPE.

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The memory suddenly hitting me of when I once played stardew valley on the switch, and I named one of my cows MOO-DONNA.

i thought it was funny and cute.

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Just wanted to share my 4 new plants. 3 on the table are from my partner and his mom. The one in the bulbasaur pot i got.

Now they can FLOURISH.

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If i get one more fucking comment thats all 'i like your style i want to commission DM me blah fucking blah' im going to FLIP A SHIT.

It seems no matter WHERE i post my art, it just attracts scammers and bots. like kindly fuck off thanks.

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Diagnosed with migraines when i was so young. Dealing with them, going through dozens of meds, 3 neurologists who didnt listen or help, many hospital visits where they did some scans, gave me meds and sent me home.

Years later i find out that excedrine is the only thing that even touches my migraines. few years ago i found out migraines are a disease and not just bad headaches.

Like cool...this is why i have extreme issues and medical trauma and have no trust in doctors.

No more IV, no more scans, no more tests. Im sick of it and refuse to ever go to a doctor unless its absolutely last resort.

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I walk the fine line between sanity and psychosis.

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Sometimes you just need to create a clown persona. This is what Im currently in the process of doing. She already has a name and appearance, and weird little things she do.

Stay tuned. This will be an adventure.

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So, during Halloween time, I LOVE finding weird skeleton creatures to add to my collection. BUT, I also enjoy looking for nutcrackers and weird ornaments as well. Eventually, I will gather up all my nutcrackers and skeletons and get a picture, but instead here are ornaments.

The stealth bomber was my first one, the scissors were a gift from my friend and the others were bought in the last 3 years.

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Just so yall know, I will most likely be closing my Etsy, as it is doing nothing for me. I'm looking to hopefully sell whats still listed in my store. Take a look if you are interested and even share it.

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So, this is what I've named my depression blanket. Whenever I feel detached and dissociated due to bad times, I add whatever color and size to this menace. It's huge and I still plan to add even more to it.

Bonus that it's so warm and cozy.

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I found a bunch of art I did years ago and this is a few of them.

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Merch shop!

Interested in any of these designs and others to show off? I have a merch store where you can purchase them on different items! Check it out!

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My Etsy is still up if you are looking for cute gift ideas. I still have plenty of original-design earrings!

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Just added some cute holiday-themed earrings to my shop! Check it out!

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So I had my shop on vacation during these past weeks of hurricane bullshit. It is now back open!