#self-intro

[aiiimarrr]

Helo~!☆

I mainly draw what interested me so it will probably be random. I'm not new in any way in the fandom since I just lurk around usually. I keep creating new blogs but hopefully I will stay here to share more arts, I love reading fanfics from time to time and quite a shy person and a clown enthusiastic~

Interests: Blue Exorcist, Bungou Stray Dogs, Re;Zero, Dungeon Meshi, Black Butler, Noragami, JJK, Chainsawman, Drrrr, Bleach, Trigun, One Piece, Fate/Stay Night, JJBA

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[genvieveover]

I want to go an aestheic-y intro like all the pjsk uhh content creators -- no -- posters? Fuck it. I want to do a self-introduction!

[fudan-no-nijiiro]

Hello! I'm here to nerd out about UtaPri.

He/him, based in Japan. I'll go by Niji for the purposes of this blog.

I've been into UtaPri since about 2018, when I saw someone on a train playing a game that looked like Love Live! but had dudes, which I wasn't aware was a thing that existed. A few Google searches later, I'd discovered Shining Live and my life was forever changed.¹ I fell out of the fandom for a bit with the end of SL, but now I'm back and pumped for Live Emotion.

I've done a bit of a deep dive into lore, and even dabbled in translation a bit in the past, though there are certainly more knowledgeable folks than me out there.

HEAVENS and QUARTET NIGHT are constantly vying for the top position in my heart, but STARISH always brightens my day as well. Similarly, my primary oshis are Yamato and Ai,² but I've got soft spots for several of the others, and I find something to love in all of them.

I'm definitely not a yume (yume-dan? oji?), though I salute all the princesses out there, and I cheer every time Reiji says "my boys." I am a bit of a shipper, but honestly my favorite parts of the franchise are the frameworks of intense platonic relationships that hold it up.³ That's probably part of why Shining Live and now Live Emotion hold my attention so well.

I write UtaPri fic sometimes, though I'm keeping it separate from the rest of my AO3 account at present. I'm in the process of getting it together in a way others can see while keeping it anonymous.

I am an adult, and this blog might have adult content. It'll generally be writing and outside links to writing, rather than art, though.⁴ Either way, I intend to keep this blog's label and tagging on the safe side. Assume this space isn't for kids.

¹ No, I'm not joking, though at times I might've wished I were. ² Another of my all-time faves is Kaoru. Like I said, I've done some deep dives. ³ Those of you familiar with Japanese might have figured out that my username is a bit of a pun. 普段/腐男. I think I'm hilarious. ⁴ Unless you count the Egoistic outfits as age-sensitive, which, they're wearing shirts under all those harnesses, so I figure it's probably safe. Actually, come to think of it, there are some pretty intense necklines sometimes, and then there's that one Ren album cover...well. Suffice to say it probably won't get too visually horny in here, though evidently I can make no promises.

[aira-airabu]

♡ W E L C O M E ♡

- Born to be lovecore, forced to be whatever the hell my aesthetic is -

♡ My name is Renai, but you can call me Aira, or Ren.

♡ I tend to avoid DMs because I get anxious when talking to new people like that, but my main interaction is through comments instead.

♡ You probably have seen me somewhere. My internet footprint seems to always wander around. (The thought of it just makes me paranoid honestly.)

♡ I like to do artsy stuff and write during my free time. I also enjoy watching anime, reading stuff, playing games, and online shopping. I also enjoy collecting plushies and merchandise of my favorites.

♡ I'm the average joseimuke enjoyer, and gacha enthusiast. Though my phone space is pretty low right now to enjoy more games. (I also miss playing certain games... and I want to try new ones too.) I also like looking at music projects with anime in them.

♡ I might be likely to be inactive since this site scares me sometimes.

♡ F A N D O M S ♡

-I honestly have a lot of fandoms but here are some of the main ones I'm very much active in-

♡ Genshin Impact (love hate relationship)

♡ Fate Grand Order

♡ Ensemble Stars

♡ Twisted Wonderland

♡ Honkai Star Rail

♡ Even then, expect me to post stuff from joseimuke and more.

♡ T H A N K - Y O U ♡

"Embracing that, I will head towards my grave with pride, even if that pride may just be a bluff. Even if I get stones thrown at me. Even if I get abused, or spit on. No matter how ugly and corrupted I become, involving myself with horrible misdeeds. Because there was one person who existed who told me that he liked me - who called me beautiful. Because, even if it was only a moment, a part of my youth existed in my life... where I was affirmed and loved to the point where I was able to think that I was glad to be born. I don't want to pretend that never happened"

-Izumi Sena

[no1blacksapphirefan]

I live your self aware au stuffs! I think it would be really cute to see the self aware beasts/ancients reaction to oblivious reader making a little area in the kingdom just for them. QwQ

Imagine how flustered and warm they would feel to know that the weird sky god cares about them so. Hehe!!

Also, I have no idea if anyone else does this, but the J a r you can buy... I love putting Shmilky in it or the little love tent with my own cookie. I WONDER WHAT THE COOKIES THINK OF THIS TEE HEE!! >:D

-🐰🐱 (Do you mind if I take these emojis? If you don't allow anon emojis, that's okay!!!)

RIAESJDROINOSGSPF TYSM FOR Y'ALLS KIND WORDS!! I honestly never thought my silly Self-Aware AU thoughts would get as many notes as it ended up getting. Very thankful/grateful for all of you.

🐰🐱 anon, ofc you can take those emojis! :D Very honoured to already have anons honestly. As for the 2nd anon, here's your Self-Aware Pitaya Dragon :3 I apologise if they're OOC </3

(Reader isn't aware that they are aware) ((More romantic-ish I think but not strictly romantic))

Pitaya Dragon is honoured. And completely in love with however you ended up decorating the place. If I recall their story correctly, they did used to rule over Hollyberry Kingdom or something like that until well Hollberry came back and defeated them. So to have, practically a god. Someone higher then the witches technically, make an entire area dedicated to them. Just for them. Because you love them. It's just hell yeah!! If they could, they'd pay you back ten fold, unfortunately they can't...perhaps if they found a way out...hmmm, they wonder how you feel about free dragon back rides.

As for the jar, me thinks Pitaya Dragon would sulk if you ever put them in it. Don't get me wrong, they probably do know it's just your silly quirks and weird ways to show how much you love them but they want to stretch their wings!! They would love the love tent though. Bonus points if the cookie you put them with is similar to yourself. Closest thing they're ever gonna get.

Pure Vanillas heart might explode. He saw what you were doing, happily tapping away at your device as you were decorating parts of the kingdom, then when it updated he just saw an area that seemed to be made just for him. And his seemed to be proven right as you carefull picked him up and placed him there. Lord is he flustered, he can't show you that. What if you think the game is buggy and delete the game? He tries his best to contain himself but as soon as you leave he can't help but burst into a blushing mess.

You? Favouring him this much to the point of making an area dedicated to him? He is so happy and content, not even Shadow Milk can disrupt his mood now. I don't think he'd mind being put in a jar, if it makes you smile he supposes he can deal with it. He'd be incredibly happy if you put your cookie (Again assuming it looks like you) in the love tent. If only he could stay there...

White Lily feels almost unworthy of it at first. How could you treat her so kindly after all she's done? And you KNOW what she did. You know what happened to her...you know the reason. And sure maybe that's why, you understand her a bit more then any other cookie but, she still did horrible thing.

It takes her time getting used to you and how you show'd your affection. But eventually she starts going toward the area you made just for her more. Almost excited when you happily put her in the jar (almost) and content when you put your cookie self and her in the love tent. It took her awhile to get used to but she's honestly so grateful someone like you loves her as much as you do. She's honoured.

HollyBerry loves it hands down. She is the Light of Passion of course, she's excited as you finish making the area for her. Quickly running over and staying there, to check out every single thing you put in there that either matches her, reminds you of her or just something that's in her general kingdom decorating category. If she could spend all her time there she would, unfortunately she can't, you need her to cut down wood.

But as soon as she's done and you don't need her for the work anymore? She's back to hanging around there, talking the other ancients ears off as she talks about how kind hearted you are. She loves your silly gestures of love. If putting her in that jar is you showing how much you love her? Hells yeah, she's up for it.

Put her in the love tent with your cookie? Oh she's hugging the life out of that cookie, it's the closest thing she'll get to hugging you.

Dark Cacao is a bit scared at first at the amount of affection you've been giving him. And when he sees you make a section of your kingdom based on him? For him? He doesn't know what to say, he wants to pay you back and if he could he would as soon as he could. But all he could do now was stare at that area.

He's still a bit scared/concerned at your displays of affection. Confused on why putting him in a jar is one of your ways but he supposes that if it meant hearing your giddy smile he can deal with it. When you first started putting your cookie self and his in the love tent, he's a bit tense. (He's scared of affection/hj) but he grows used to it, almost expecting it eventually. Even if it's not you, being in the presence of your cookie is enough for him. He hopes one day he'll be able to see you in person and not through a screen.

Golden Cheese oh she loves it. When you finish making that area she stares at it before looking at you like "Is this for meeeeeee?" She is so honoured to have so much affection from you to the point you'd make a special section in your busy kingdom for her. She just wishes she could pay you back somehow.

Such affection deserves to be repaid of course!! Though she is confused on the act of putting her in that jar. Perhaps it's a custom you do where ever you are, well even though she'd prefer to walk around, she can stay in the jar for a bit just for you.

She loves holding your cookie in the love tent, no she doesn't care that it's not you. You made it, from your own hands and wishes. So in turn it's very special to her. She sometimes follows your cookie around the kingdom as if something were to happen with them. Can never be too careful.

Shadow Milk is absolutely thrilled upon seeing the section you've made for him. It has everything he looks, shucks you know him so well. As much as other cookies tend to ensure you think they're still code...Shadow Milk doesn't care too too much, besideeessss. Who's to say that his compliments to that area aren't just his code hm??

He is Shadow Milk, he can break the 4th wall a few times right?...hey why are you putting him in a jar!? He does not like being in the jar, you are so lucky he likes you. If it were anyone else he'd be banging on that screen of yours. Sigh, the exceptions he's made for you. (He doesn't mind, your laughs are what he enjoys listening to anyways)

Gets so giddy upon being placed in the love tent with "you". Gosh he finds how you show affection so nice. Hm...if you like placing your cookie and himself in the love tent, then perhaps he'll just have to hurry with figuring out how to get out. He'll make sure you'll be able to experience the real deal soon and not just see it.

Burning Spice he could kiss you if he could. He loves the new area you gave him just for him. Probably a rare moment where he'd show a small bit of blush at this act of affection from you. He's so used to your other displays of affection, placing him in a jar (He wants to break out), tapping the hell out of him on his cookie profile, just holding him in your kingdom??

But when he sees this act of affection? You truly are higher than the witches, he loves spending his time there and bringing his minions/children along with him. Parading it around like it's the best area ever (it is...to him)

The best way he can thank you right now is put down his axe and spend some quality time with "you" as you place your cookie and himself in the love tent. He isn't sure if that cookie only looks like you or perhaps shares the same interests as you. But he'll talk to it like it's you. Can't get you suspicious, that'll ruin the surprise for when he finally escapes.

Mystic Flour cookie almost smiles at it. She is the Light of Apathy after all. But other cookies around her can tell this is one of the things that she does enjoy, even if she doesn't seem like it.

You can tell with how much she ends up walking over to the section of your kingdom. You not knowing that she's aware. Often make jokes to your friend that she loves it and cares for it. You don't know how much of that is true. If even a spec of dirt gets on that area, she'll stare coldly at the other cookie as she cleans it up quickly.

She doesn't seem to care all too much about being placed with a jar, she doesn't get why others care so much either. To her it's just more confinement but just for a short amount of time. As long as she isn't trapped their like she was in the tree, you have no problems.

She does find it almost amusing when you place her and your cookie in the love tent, almost flattered (...almost) but she has no trouble against it either, she likes the silence between herself and your cookie. Looking forward to when she can do this with you in your own world.

Black Sapphire (can't forget my pookie) oho, you raised his ego a bit. An epic cookie getting such a dedicated area? Sure epics are still sought after in the game, but with the amount of rarities above him? He can't help but feel satisfied with how much you decorated that area for him. Bonus points if you have the other ancients/beasts but he's the one with the area.

He spends a good amount of time there, bringing your cookie alongside him. Almost giving a tour as if you didn't literally make it. Though in his defense, that cookie isn't technically you.

Do NOT put him in a jar/hj Whilst he does enjoy your giggles of delight, please let him out. There's only so much time one cookie can spend in a jar before they grow tired of it. You're lucky he loves you...

Oh? Putting him in the love tent with your cookie? Alright, all is forgiven, he'll bombard your cookie with thousands rumours in hopes to impress you, or at the very least, practice. He knows his master is looking for a way out, and he'll be right behind him when he does.

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Would've added Eternal Sugar and Silent Salt but they aren't released yet and I don't know too too much on them </3

I hope this satisfies you anons though! :3 Wrote this in the middle of the like night so I'll probably fix it when I get the chance after I wake up hehe

- #1 BLACK SAPPHIRE FAN/LISTENER OUT

[conspicuous-clown-car]

woagh beastars reference

[cuubism]

i feel like dream in human aus is usually characterized as being more stoic and stern while hob is more easygoing, but i think it would be funny to have a university au where hob is the professor who's like "no work is deserving of 100%. find 27 more sources and do it again" while dream is just like "they put their dreams into it, hob 🥺 A+! A+! A+! A+!"

[stonetablet]

making the self insert OC play chess with Voryn as u do

[bunnisreality]

you ever open Pinterest and see the most jaw dropping, beautiful, knee buckling picture of your s/o and you're just like..

floored for 3 business days..

[rosieinthemultiverse]

u think shifters would be getting tattoos if this shit wasn't absolutely real

el oh el

[deerdoegone]

WELCOME TO MERMAID MOTEL, YOU ARE IN ROOM 4. ENJOY YOUR STAY.

welcome to MERMAID'S COVE, california! a bit on the tongue, the town is legally and officially listed as MERROW'S COVE, which is obviously no different, but there's a better whimsiness to the first name, don't you think? most know it as the cooler, unofficial older sister to ranchos palos verdes for their shared similarities but glaring differences: while palos verdes is a bit boring on surface and known for nothing special aside from snobby, upper-class residents and cliffside homes with beautiful beaches, mermaid's cove has all that and the added bonus of legends and myths about mermaids and otherworldly beings disguised as humans while living deep under the beaches, dating as far back as the town's foundation. decorated in seaside and glossy motifs, it's never unusual to see people coming to the town to get their next big catch, to be the first. but what if there already was a first? they say that old jack's scars and blind, opaque eye come from his own attempt to catch a mermaid, a mistake which only resulted in his hesitance around bodies of water and fishing.

it is june 2007, and summer has officially started. intro to my 2000s mermaid dream reality.

deep reef beauty, colorful fins, and saltwater curiosity are all traits presented in the one and only AALIYAH PEARLE, a pacific ocean-born mermaid who has decided to spend her summer among humans. despite being bright and friendly, she has always preferred to watch rather than interact or join other mermaids in their trips to land, but this year is different. she has decided to FEEL THE FEAR of it all and get out of the safety of THE LOST RIFT, anyway. to her surprise and amusement to others, her fears of being caught immediately drowned as a woman had profusely apologized after bumping into her. "can't she tell?" a whispered question to her older sister. all it did was get her teased for the rest of the day. aaliyah has found a love in a lot of things since being in town, but movies, fashion, vanilla flavors, and cats have her attention in particular; she is always trying to lure the street cats in alleys to her so she can pet them, mangy or soft. it only works because they sense that she's a sea creature, though she doesn't understand why they all try to lick and bite her, never hearing of the "cats love fish" fact. straying from the group she typically comes with, she prefers to wander around on her own and meet new faces, including that of old jack. so much more than what she's heard, he's a bright and boisterous old man who spews all sorts of stories for anyone who will listen, some obviously fake because nobody survives a fight with a six-hundred pound shark, but it brings a smile to her face regardless.

she is characterized as perfectly fitting THE HALCYON and THE POLLYANNA trope. CURIOUS. BRIGHT. OPTIMISTIC. LOYAL. FRIENDLY. SILLY.

as mermaid's cove continues to be swamped with tourists every passing day, the only one to catch her constant attention is RORY SEAWRIGHT. they first met while she was chatting with old jack and was surprised to learn he was his grandon, aaliyah now dying to know everything about him as she is with everyone else. a much more mellow and introverted person, rory lives in new york city while he studies marine biology. the end of his sophomore year took a nose dive due to a falling out with his best friend, alongside finding himself tired of the city, he has decided to get away and spend time with extended family. RORY is portrayed by mike faist. AALIYAH is portrayed by halle bailey for the purpose of edits.

only a week has passed since meeting, but aaliyah's fascination with rory has spun into something of a crush. she stays for far longer than she's supposed to, always sitting on milk crates with him during his breaks at marina's diner, letting him show her around odd commodity shops, walking along moonlit beaches and telling her all about his life in new york. she's just always yearning to spend just a few more seconds with him, sadly telling him she has to get going when ELIANA or MARIAH call her name, echoing throughout the stars. it's the ache in her stomach when she touches the water after a hot day spent in the sun, the feeling of nausea from how excited she is to be the first to break the surface, the blush-inducing thrill when he smiles at her. it builds and after more time has passed, she tries to break the dam and tell him she's a mermaid, but can never do it because she wants to protect her home AKA i am a mermaid and developed a crush on a human who is the grandson of a former fisher who was allegedly attacked by mermaids after attempting to catch one and i want to be honest with him about being a mermaid, but i feel conflicted.

[visualcve]

　　　　　　　　　　𝓐RCANE DR 𝓘NTRO.

　　　　　　　　 𝓐NGELIA STACIE 𝓛A`FLEUR ꪆৎ

　 angelia was born on october 9th◞ in the underground city of zaun. the place known for it’s harsh environment compared to piltover’s shining buildings and lovely environment. her father, viktor, a successful inventor from zaun who creates hextech, and her mother, caramia, an enforcer from the topside itself. oh, let’s not forget her sister, alvida la`fleur. the girl who took care of angelia ever since viktor had moved to the topside. as they refused to be part of a society that has always brutally shown its hatred and disdain for people like them. though they weren’t technically alone, vander, had taken them in along as a few other kids. where both angelia and alvida met people that shortly became their friends. the moment angelia and powder met, they became inseparable. glued to eachothers hip everywhere they went. until that one day, everything went wrong. powder was gone. vi was gone. everyone she knew, were gone. the only person she had left was her sister, alvida.

　 shortly after, angelia’s powers became evident—unnatural powers linked to the very forces of the arcane. the connection of the magic she felt was truly a blessing she thought. until the moment it came clear of the prejudice against mages, they viewed them as dangerous and threatening. alvida’s clear unknowable knowledge about mages comforted angelia. the two, bound by love and loyalty; promised to always protect and be there for eachother no matter the pains it caused. after they both became older, they seeked out their father, viktor. who created them both gifts to help them succeed in life, like alvida’s satchel and angelia’s spear.

　 the only reason they both came to piltover was to number one; break vi out of stillwater. then two; get her to help them find powder. which was, half as hard as they least expected. the guard kept going on and on about how we shouldn’t see vi, which led angelia to grow frustrated. after halfly convincing and a little to no subtle threat thrown in there, they were on their way down to get vi.

　 angelia was never the one for violence, none to less, zaun was full of it. she was always the sweetheart others had seen. she has the smarts and is quick to get a situation over with. she believes that zaun should get the same treatment as piltover does but, that never occurs. zaun was seen that people from there were dangerous, cruel. but in reality, they were the dangerous and cruel ones. her mother, caramia, wanted angelia to become an enforcer with her. saying ‘you’re like me, my dear, you’d be an excellent enforcer.’ but in reality, she wanted nothing to do with them. enforcers are people who hurt others, not saving others from danger, they cause it.

　 　　　“every bond you break, every step you take, i’ll be watching you.”

　 　　　powder or, jinx was always fond of angelia. how the two were quite compatible. it has always been known since they were kids jinx had a thing for her. always clinging onto her, randomly biting onto her shoulder, and so much more. it was a mix of affection and crave of attention. while jinx was more on the chaotic and wild side, angelia was more reserved and cautious. jinx’s attachment never faded for angelia, it always remained. their relationship was, well, lets say chaotic! the two are so similar, they never get tired of eachother. jinx is the type of partner to make everything about angelia, while angelia is the same but with more restraint. jinx depends on angelia’s feedback mostly all the time, if she doesn’t like it, it’s going bye bye!!

overview ! i took a nap when i was first getting this started sooo. um here it is! yippe! i love my arcane dr sm i hope you guys enjoy this plz.... i mainly wanted an arcane dr because of jinx and only for jinx yes yes!! im her wife of 3 years dont play :/ anyways stan starbomb ♡

note 1 ! this is for aeri so sdt to my pookie!!! she’s the one that wanted me to make an intro because this is our groupshift >_< i also dont like the way i did this layout but its 2am so its gonna have to do sigh.

note 2 ! yellow swirl divider ; hexcore divder ୭

[chaaistained]

☕︎ my marauders dr; intro •°

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🗝️ you’ve now unlocked the recipe to my marauders dr ≈

name : julia ephemeri potter

age (when i shift) : 15 — i’m experiencing the whole slow burn.. and i just know it’s gonna be torture . but we persevere

— (when i post about my script) : most of the time, i’ll be talking about me from the ages of 16-21 onwards

occupation : student of witchcraft at hogwarts

+ (eventually) some form of adult occupation . i’ll edit this later i genuinely don’t know and i don’t need to know for good few years at least so..

details :

— house : gryffindor

— wand : sandalwood with a mermaid hair core , 9.5”

+ wand breakdown

— patronus : brown bear / sable (undecided, i love both.. help)

— amortentia : ocean air , candle wax , musty books

+ amortentia breakdown

— fav subject : alchemy

— top subjects : (+ alchemy) ancient runes , charms , muggle studies

— pets : sadie / sadie sue (ginger tabby cat) , barnaby (brown barn owl , shared with james..)

side hobbies/hustles : gryffindor quidditch team seeker

+ (eventually) editorial team of the hogwarts herald

+ (eventually) prefect

s/o : regulus arcturus black ৻ꪆ

౨ৎ meet miss juju berry

an incandescence, forged of tart blood and a permeating sense of melancholy — she finds herself in a constant search, an unsolvable quest for meaning, latching onto anything that can define her identity and yet feeling irrevocably lost to herself — she is only the light, not the sun . she is only the shell, not the pearl . she is only the stain , not the blackberry

i unfurl into this reality with the kind of effervescence found in firewhiskey, a bubbling surprise of sorts, one that my own parents weren’t expecting. my mum calls me a gift, she calls my brother a blessing . i don’t know if the difference in term denotes a difference in how we’re perceived, and truth be told it drove me crazy as a kid and sometimes it still does but for whatever purpose or prosperity, the fates resolved that i was meant to be born and here i am

a toppling fire cracker of a girl, or so i’m told, i’m one of the rambunctious gryffindors that barrel down the marble hallways of hogwarts castle. i bunk with seven other girls, one of whom is my best friend — mary macdonald. along with the charming ravenclaw — emmeline vance — and a snark of a hufflepuff — hestia jones — the four of us can be found in various locations around the school campus; passed out in a heap on the softest patch of grass near the black lake , shooting pine cones over the whomping willow and keeping score of who gets the most over without the tree smacking them away , secluded in the third booth on the second floor of the library . our quills drying out while we distractedly ignore our transfiguration homework in favour of finding the right spell to conceal our carved names on the bottom of the booth’s oakwood table (the result of emmeline sneaking alcoholic butterbeer into the school, and a series of bad decisions later, we’d all drunkenly vandalised the furniture.. thankfully mcgonagall doesn’t know or i might lose my prefect badge)

with small flowers in my braid and golden earrings that shimmer as i shake my head, i slip between the sea of students with an ease that can only be spotted in the agile gait of a seeker. though, nothing about my speed on the ground can compare to that which i showcase when i’m hundreds of feet in the air, my broomstick being an extension of me, something i trust to a concerning degree, coming up with the sorts of tricks and techniques that would land me in the hospital wing if i wasn’t as good as i am. that attention to detail, the pedantic precision of my sight is also what makes me a renowned editor of the student body’s newsletter — a semi-professional scrapbook of a weekly issue, a holistic voice of all students from all houses . honestly it can be hard to maintain that harmony but perhaps that’s why dumbledore sanctioned the club, a forceful hand at coexisting

regardless, it’s the least of my worries, a pastime really, my main focus being the exceedingly irritating presence of a certain slytherin seeker, who grows more and more unbearable by the day, not to mention he’s constantly around, in almost all my classes, assigned to same hours of prefect patrol, not a moment of peace . and yet paired with that bothersome nuisance brews the burning desire to find out more

and if you want to know why, then i suppose you should keep reading

(merlin’s name, i can write intrigue splendidly, they should assign me as the journalist not just the bloody editor)

𓈒⠀𓂃⠀⠀˖⠀𓇬⠀˖⠀⠀𓂃⠀𓈒

౨ৎ my black bird

a rising tide in his own right, he is determined to maintain what is deemed to be perfection, unwilling to admit that no two waves ever look the same, no two stars ever shine alike, there is no apex . and yet he tries. haunted by ancestry, rippling currents that pull him into the ravine of his family’s legacy, it’s a future he wishes to inherit whilst believing it impossible. until his brother abandoned his birthright and that status, that title, that name he always wanted to earn yet never actually trained for, was now his

that unassuming final breath before striking a curse, the calm interwoven with calamity, that’s what regulus feels in every waking moment .

there is a blurry haze of memories when he tries to decipher where it all began — did envy bleed out of him every time sirius entered the room and commanded attention with his mere presence? or was it admiration? did he love his brother or loath him? maybe neither, maybe both, maybe everything in between and nothing at all, it never made sense and it probably never will.

so then leaves the question of his own significance — fostered from birth? or handed down simply because he is the spare to the heir? in this instance both made sense but neither option would ever be clarified.

and so regulus chooses to not feel anything, reserve all emotions to be shared with a few select friends — evan and barty had a way about them, his laughter was not something he could hold back in their presence . dorcas founded a semblance of solitude even though the space was shared, as if their silence was a mutual understanding, a shorthand of sorts . pandora had the gift of gracing their group with his smile, he considered it a curse that she had such a superpower, to bring out these genuine joys in other people, but he knew she wouldn’t see it that way — those were his people

not his brother . who he shifted his eyes to look away from whenever they passed each other .. only to turn back and glance over his shoulder, observing the elder son’s movements, wishing he’d turn back too, and then hurriedly clenching his fist, squashing the thought before it even had the chance to breathe

not his parents . who stood tall yet hollow, ghosts of who they were before their family was “torn apart” according to them, holding metaphorical goal posts only to keep moving them higher and higher every time regulus attempted to score, before tutting as he slipped and fell, unable to maintain the impossible altitude of their expectations

no. his people were his friends, the people who could mellow out his misgivings, erode his stone walls

and yet, those stone walls remain intact, erosion takes time.

unless of course someone me shattered the very structure of his world view, erupting his life into firework flurries of emotions, clandestine nights, musty sunrises drenched in dew drops and fog, leaving a wafting air about the world, scented jasmine and blackberry, amber gold flecks embedded inside twin irises . the kind of beauty that haunts his dreams and burns fire in his heart

he really should not be giving in to such a tragically stupid connection, not when majority of the time is spent bickering amongst dusty textbooks, whispering shouts bouncing off cold castle walls in the middle of the night, hexes spewing back and forth before finally forfeiting from fear of being caught .. that isn’t what he should want

he shouldn’t want anything

and yet he does

𓈒⠀𓂃⠀⠀˖⠀𓇬⠀˖⠀⠀𓂃⠀𓈒

౨ৎ candlelit hearts

sinking into an unknown abyss, falling from the sky with a smile on your face while the halo around your head crackles, wax dripping down the curve of your back, you were destined to fall, that’s what you are meant to do, that’s who you are meant to be — a tidal wave tore through your heart, engulfing you entirely and yet you let yourself descend deeper and deeper — for reasons unknown, you found a companion in the darkness, a fire in the flesh, a home between interlaced fingers, foreheads pressed together and a single flickering candle flame that burns bright from the magic of your shared love

it’s funny, when i look back at it. because i suppose we always knew the other existed, but i only really met him when i was 13..

whatever classes we shared before, whatever moments were missed where we walked past each other through hallways or on moving staircases, those never really registered.

i just remember the cold, the prickly sensation of snow on my bare fingertips, crunching under my feet, glittering from the shy slithers of sunlight that flitted through the bleak grey sky. the constant dinging bells, the sound of students exploring all that hogsmeade had to offer, and yet there we stood, facing each other in an alley between shops, frowning in a way that would become all too familiar in the years to come

for what it’s worth, it’s easy to dislike the guy — almost always beating me by a few marks, his facial expression was more than enough of a gloat in itself . creating nicknames for whatever trick i use in a quidditch match and always coming up with a counter move (he can’t ever let me win. personally speaking, of course, i win plenty of matches) . it’s always something with him, and whatever quick bursts of emotion i bring out are hurriedly buried under a blank expression and a tired, almost uninterested visage that boils my blood in a way i cannot possibly describe . and yet i find myself thinking about it, about him, in the ungodly hours of the night.. only to get back at him of course

and it isn’t as if i can speak for him, for the longest time i had no clue what he’d be thinking no matter how long i stared, trying to decipher his thoughts.. but i’d be an idiot to have not noticed a change — the way he would walk through life with a strive to prove himself and yet constantly controlling how much of that ambition he could show.. living each day almost half present, half minded, elsewhere entirely, focused on a far reaching future as if it was right around the corner

he wasn’t like that anymore, he seemed to flourish, to spark, to appear alive . but only when teetering on the tightrope of an improbable partnership, an impossible romance, a strange little love story written between the aged cushions of an abandoned couch, in a hidden lounge, behind an old potions classroom — we found it together . or, more so, we argued and raced to unlock the door first, but regardless, it was our space . a space in which the kindling fire of an unlikely friendship would blossom into something greater than i could ever hope for

and when the mysteries within the castle walls start to crack through, when the secrets between the students stir the cauldron of rumours, and the history of influential families begins to pull itself up from the grave .. i guess it’s not so surprising to admit, but someone as curious as me, paired with someone as persistent as regulus? it’s no big shock that we find ourselves in the middle of such a storm

one transmutation away from uncovering the truth, waking up old bones, and burying the new ones

don’t swallow the tea leaves ! for they leave you a message 🍂

the people have spoken (i’m referring to the poll) and so i post ^this .. it did take a while bcs of numerous reasons that i don’t want to go into but anyway, i adore this dr so so much and i’ve worked so hard on the fic version of it T^T however it is a bit too traumatic for me to actually live out so .. this dr is slightly more tame — i just want to relive high school in hogwarts with the people that helped me through a lot of the shit i faced when i was in high school and they were merely characters on a screen — although, i can’t help myself, there are a few mysteries and bouts of intrigue to keep me entertained, i just .need to figure out what.. i could leave it up to my subconscious but . i don’t wanna do that ≈

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hii i'm wander !! (๑＞ڡ＜)✿

interacts & follows from @wanderluffys

🫛🍎 -- i'm twenty , black 🇺🇸 , ficto , aroace , agender + dx audhd ꈍ◡ꈍ

!!!!! click 4 pronouns !!!!!

🌍🌀 -- i take my relationships vv seriously, i rly am dating these guys :3 if u cant rock with that ...🤷🏾‍♂️

🧚🏽🍀 -- canon straw hat pirate!!! ( its true! believe me ! ) (( don't google it tho ))

🌃🪻-- infp sp9w8 7w8 2w1 . aquarius sun . capricorn moon . scorpio rising . hoodoo . trinket enjoyer . i luv cats and primates , they're my special interest creatures!! . philosophy & psychology . in film school!! :P

🐈‍⬛🐞 -- multifandom-ish ? i don't talk abt just my relationships on here 'cause i like to yap :'3 read my straw page for more!!!

♡⸜(ˆᗜˆ˵ )⸝♡ spotify . last fm . letterboxd 🧑‍❤️‍💋‍🧑🌀🌳🦕🪱

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𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟 𓆝

my partner / boyf is monkey d. luffy!!! 3/13/21 #👒🔮 #YAYYY my bff, loml, my bug, my soulmate 4ever, my freedom, my silly monkey!! he is my world n more we like 2 laugh, play toys, n go outside n do crafts :3c i luv he so much <3 we r soulbonded n hav been since '21 🙂‍↕️

allllll luffy doubles i am non - sharing / mirror sharing. luffy means a lot to me & i love anyone who loves him as much as i do but it makes me a little hurty <3 no hard feels, if u are loved by him too ur probably amazing. feel free 2 interact tho :3 jus b respectful n kind!!! im alwayz open 2 communication w/ u. i rly mean it when i say i love u!!!

if ur cool w/ me i'm Usually cool w/ u 2!! but if ur not feel free to block, i rarely block first <3

＼(★´-｀)人(´▽｀★)／ protect ur peace!!! i'll protect mine!!

straw hats r all my platonic / found family f/os. i love them all very dearly!!! i don't play about them!!! if u dont fw a straw hat u cant fw me!! you're the opposition!!!! they are my family!!! im a whiny bitch abt how much i love and miss them sometimes!!

secondary f/os are garou and badd from one punch man, mirror-sharing with gar, non-sharing w/ badd :3 #🐺🎱🦇 1/9/22 i won't talk abt them much on this blog, but they've been an important part of my life for years :'3 i cherish them deeply!! i have soulbonds w/ them as well

my f/os age with me n have been for years so theyre all my age — if ur ever confused as to why the ages i say they are dont match canon Lol.

𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟 𓆝

--- dni basic crit , proship , under 16 ( u can follow but i prob wont follow back ^^ ) if u ship any luffy x canon , or hate any straw hat!!!!!

--- byf i don't just talk about selfshipping and my relationships on here i like to yap .. i don't directly interact with doubles of my close non-sharing mutuals out of respect for them and our friendship. no hard feels! sozz <3

𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟 𓆝

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thank u!! i luv u already!!!! lets be friends!! 🫶🏽

[xiaoshy]

idk how this works but i need self ship mutuals hello WHAT DO I DO

[als-basement]

woe wasteland au be upon ye

the dandy's world brainrot was so bad I put my oc in an au💔

CW: long post

all you need to know (mostly) about Panna

-certified girlfailure

-nervous wreck

-almost died on day 2

-sleep deprived artist

-crybaby

-kinda op but not really

-avoided making a mary sue by nerfing her to the ground

-oh the blot on her face? we'll talk about it eventually

demonstration of how her item works

about the being abysmal in close combat thing, I ain't kidding

the only toon she can beat in a fist fight is toodles

her physical strength is only as much as cosmo but at least he's got decent durability

like girl is cooked if she ever runs out of magic

that's what I meant when I say I nerfed her to the ground

she NEEDS to be group or else she'd just die (das exactly what happened)

really close with flutter and astro so ideally she can't be in a group with them cuz I'm mean like that:]

blake you've got competition

astro and panna's relationship is strictly platonic, almost sibling-like

maybe something something romantic implications with flutter but idk

oh and panna's a paintbrush if you haven't guessed by now

au by @fizzyboy