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I wanna post so bad about like. My Mordred because I saw a post that's like "reblog this and tell me about your mordred interpretation" but like mine feels so Out There since he was made before I really got into Arthuriana and it feels like there are barely any writings that share my view of Mordred but. He's also so important to me and I don't want to change him....
#erik deranged wall scrawlings#like. his entire deal is that he admires all the knights even hte bad ones and views them to be inherently better than them#and that he loves king arthur so so so much and wants to be a good son a good knight and more#theres also his crush on king arthur#he was originally going to be a completely unsympathetic villain who selfishly loved king arthur but like. his character 180d in my head#and he somehow became the only person who ever saw through king arthurs perfect facade to see the burdens kingship and betrayal had been to#him#hes the apostle of lust because lust is more than just sex and pleasure in TOCverse#but its also wanting to bare yourself to others/having others bare themselves to you#his crush is very innocent and very puppy lovey at first#and he just wants to be trusted and cherished by the king#once he meets lady guin#who is#not really supporting arthur as a lover and as a queen#her character is still a wip but like theres really mentally ill stuff going on between her and arthur and her and lancelot#but thats for another time#Mordred's feelings get a little more twisted and possessive#like#arthur is pure perfection to him and if she cant see that#she doesnt deserve to be eith him#mordred also is so fascinating because hes so blinded by love#even if arthur were to start comitting many human rights violations mordred would still find him to be the perfect king#he just loves arthur so much like. both blindly and knowingly#he knows king arthur isnt perfect vut like. even in that imperfection he is still perfect to him#even in his weakness he is still the stronges to him#mordreds world revolves around king arthur#ok rhats enough rambling. this isnt even like 1/4 of his character#i ahvent even talked about his puppy love for all the knights and his self hatred nearly enough but like no ones reading allat 馃様#he really hates himself and thinks he has no right to refuse anything#poor baby
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Number 4 and 10
Character: one from each oc world bcs im curious :3
4. Deepest fears?
10. Worst things they've had to do to survive?
hrrmmm who would i go with,,,i feel many fears are pretty obvious in my ocs,, lets also add subcategories!!
long post ahead!!
Deahon (original) goes first
Fawn (heightenedcompliancy):
4. losing his new life, losing modify, his past life qnd returning to it,.,.she is deeply terrified of losing something it sacrificed so much for, being forced to let go of her cherished quadmate and return to the empire could probably kill him just with stress alone
ADDITIONALLY his ancestor's matesprit (aka his dad) for reasons id have to tw. bastard man i need to kill with bricks
10. worst thing would probably be betraying his old group, and then betraying most quadrants she gathers, luring them in for Modify
lets add Modify into this, theyre a two in one deal!!:
4. obviously their ex-owner - horrible troll eith horrible ideals,,,they still have nightmares of when they were a young teen
accidentally killing fawn, which is probably pretty obvious,,even if theyre putting his body through a lot, losing her would be the end of the road for them
they're also very, very terrified of small spaces - tied to their ex-owner's mistreatment
10. they had to eat a raw piece of a troll they were (how do you. taxidermy-ing idk) because they were literally starving, something i have 100% never mentioned i think??
Stray!Deahon
"Hunter" (uncurbedretribution), as he was nicknamed (very fitting i love the nickname):
i'd say he doesnt really have many fears, let alone deepest fears,,,he doesnt care that much, she has felt the fear it needed
although, i guess hurting the only friend he has left (
10. the whole killing a close (fuschia) friend without giving him a chance to fight back, prolly!
Star pawn!Deahon
SP!Fawn (cataclysmicrupture - hasn't been used yet, but im planning to use it soon!):
4. hooh,,this one's difficult to pin down without any spoilers,,,i'll reblog with HHHEAVY spoilers
Deahon2
lets go with the obvious pick, Arzkit (gullibleanimism):
4. medical settings and medical stuff in general on first place definitely!! its something i havent really spoken about i think, that guy isnt having a jolly time after their lil spree
being alone is really high on that list 100% - that's pretty much why they dont listen to anyone warning him about mr fishie
a smaller one, which idk if you can call it a fear, is not being able to make her own choices - again why he doesnt listen to the warnings. it wants to choose something in her life!!
10. hrmm,, well, i could say the killing spree but thats an easy way out
connected to that - and connected to mr. niceguy - after mutilating his already barely functioning gills, xe held him under water until he passed out
but on its own, im not sure if theres anything all that bad theyve done that would deserve a place in here
Exriatt
Pascal (terminalcalamity):
4. lets get "corny"; himself! they're terrified of what they do, what he's capable of and what he became. additionally, evem of it doesn't show he's scared of mutants - not of mutants themselves, but what he might do. aka he's scared of his lack of control
10. idk if i went into depth here,,,when he was younger, he killed the closest person she has ever had - only because they were a mutant, and in a panicked frenzy induced by dormant trauma, he went at them only with his claws and teeth
EMC&R foundation
the one behind the screen (chimericalabsurdism) :
4. water! when they were a grub, they were already terrified of it, but after an incident with a different subject, it got way, way worse
10. bashed a researcher's head in, not too bad id say
Tirtiaan
someone i think i dont use that much in these, "snake boy" (arrogantantipathy)
4. going into the open,,now not to make him sound terminally online, it's because he IS an obvious mutant, and he truly believes there's no way he could survive a single day being outside of that dark basement
10. erm. well, he had to kill his original caretaker (NOT an asshole, a parent figure) when he was barely a teenager, they were already at death's door, and dying to their injuries would be long and painful. still pretty bad in his eyes!
between worlds
the only one that has an account (triflingcollusion):
4. a specific place within their world. the looming buildings tilted into the foggy roads of that place fill them with dread, just being in the surrounding area, they feel death lurking
afterlife
10. i dont think theyve done too many bad things, actually
Ereall (abyssopelagiccalamity):
4. the fear that has come to life was failing his empire and his siblings, he knows he was terribly sick, but he'll never forgive himself for not protecting them
10. he had to sacrifice a lot to fight off the danger threathening all of the life on his planet - he had to ignore the deaths of many, leave many to die without batting an eye, send out people even if he knew they wouldn't come back - mostly justifiable, it was either thousands of lives ended, or every life ended
????
Narshi (discordantwordsmit)
these are spoilers i dont wanna spoil 馃挃馃挃
i wont do the aus and such, but here's a weird ass lamprey as a treat bc idk bei on my mind
Bei (enviousannihilation)
10. they have manipulated their group, messing with their memories and all until things broke apart and they all went after eachother's throats - causing all of them to die and ruin the sgrub session!
4. loss of all control over stuff, including their powers! Lu having their own mind fucks with them so bad
additionally, something they will deny and ignore, is facing their past and the fact that they are all alone just because of their actions
on top of that, they manipulated their friends and quadmates even after death. after they got out of the limbo, and into the new game, they made their moirail believe that they were corrupted and had to be left behind, before later corrupting him and turning him into their minion (shout-out r0dard u deserved better bbg)
#if i post this half unfinished ots bc my friend fell on me#ask game!!#i aint tagging all that (ocs)#tw cannibalism#if theres any tw to tag pls tell me
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OKAY SL MY OPINION ON WW..
might delete later, just felt in a willy's wonderland mood rn (my silliest mood)
tl;dr at end if ur too lazy to read everythimg
tw: mentions of death, mentions of s3x, spoilers, etc
chris did NKT deserve to get killed. he literally didnt. but you know who did? BOB AND THAT BITCH KATHY. AARON AND DAN DIDNT DESERVE TO GET KILLED EITHER, TJEY BARELY EVEN DID SHIT
KATHY AND BOB DESERVED TO BE KILLED. LITERALLY. BOB WAS BEING THE FAT FUCK HE IS, BUT KATHY IS WORSE. SHE WAS TRYING TO SEDUCE CHRIS, AARON AND DAN EVEN WHILE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH BOB. AND THEN, HAD S3X IN THE MIDDLE OF A LIFE OR DEATH SITUATION LIKE BITCH RECOGNIZE THE SITUATION YOUR ASS IS IN RIGHT NOW. AFTER THAT, SHE DIDNT EVEN BOTHER TO HELP BOB NOT DIE AND WASNT EVEN WILLING TO DO ANYTHING AT ALL LIKE PULL THE ANIMATRONIC AWAY OR HIT IT, ETC. SHE JUST RAN TO THE DOOR AND TRIED TO GET OUT FAST. SHE WAS AN ASSHOLE GIRLFRIEND AND DESERVED TO GET HER ASS KILLED OFF. SO DID BOB, BUT I FELT A BIT BAD BECAUSE HE WASNT EVEN HELPED AT ALL AFTER THAT.
BUT CHRIS. I FEEL SO FUCKING BAD FOR CHRIS. HE DIDNT DESERVE TO DIE I SWEAR. HE WAS SO FUCKING SWEET (excrpt for the time he rammed into bob but not in THAT way, just ran into bob and got them stuck inside of the resturaunt.) AND CARED ABOUT THEM SM. AND THEN HE TRUSTED CAMMY. HE TRUSTED HER HE FUCKING TRUSTED HER. AND THEN HE WAS BACKSTABBED. LIKE NO THAT DIDNT HAPPEN!!! HE GRABBED CAMMYS TONGUE AND CHOPPED IT OFF BEFORE HE COULDVE DIED AND RAN OFF EITH THE JANITOR AND LIV BEFORE THEY COULDVE GOTTEN STOLEN BY WILLY OR THE GRANDMA PEROSN THING CALLED SHERRIF LUND.. (im delusional) But anyways HE DIDNT DESERVE ANG OF THAT.
DAN WAS JUST A SILLY LITTLE GOOBER WHO DIDNT DESERVW TO DIE EITHER, NOOO I DONT KNOW WHAT UR TALKING ABOUT!!! HIS INSIDES DIDNT GET TORN OUT AND EATEN OUT BRUTALLY, HE WAS FIGHTING BACK FOR HIS LIFE AND SUCCEEDED AND SAVED EVERYONE ELSE FROM DYING (except for kathy and bob) AND FLEW AWAY ON A TAP DANCING FLYING OVERSIZED DOG (im delusional pt2)! AND HE WAS JUST TRYINH TO HELP I THINK BUT THEN IT BACKFIRED ON HIM. I HATE YOU SIREN SARA AND TITO GREEN Turtle ASS THING.
aaron.. aaron.. AARON DIDNT DIE NOT MY KID NOT MY BBG. I DONT KNOW WHAT YOURE TALKING ABOUT HE DIDNT GET IMPALED WITH A SWORD BY THAT DUMBASS KNIGHTY KNIGHT BITCH HE LIVED BY REALIZING WHAT WILLY'S SONG MEANT, TURNED TO LOOK BEHIND HIM, GRABBED THAT BITCHES SWORD AND FOUGHT HIS ASS TO THE DEATH UNTIL HE FINALLY GOT HIM AND STABBED HIS ASS!!!!! HE THEN TAP DANCED OVER THAT BITCHES CORPSE, FLEW AWAY WITH HIS FRIENDS (but left bob and kathy behind) AND PLAYED FLAPPY BIRD WHEN THEY GOT HOME! (im delusional pt3). AARON DIDNT DWSERVW THAT SHIT BUT HE TRIED TO STOP CHRIS FROM GETTING AT BOBS ASS BUT THAT DOESNT MATTER, HE WAS SO <33 PLEASE BRING HIM. BACK I LOVE HIM HE SHOULDVE DIED LAST OR NEVER EVEN DIED AT ALL
LIV AND THE JANITOR WERE SO ICONIC. THEY WERE SO COOL AND SILLY AND LITTLE GOOBERS IM SO GLAD THEY DIDNT DIE BUT THE FACT THE JANITOR LET (I THINK) WILLY BLOW TWO POWERFUL ASS ATTACKS TO HIM MADE ME CRY SO VIOLENTLY LIKE WTF. HELLO????????? TELL ME THAT SOMEONE ELSE CRIED AT THAT PART TOO PLEASE I NEED SOMEONE TO SOB WITH ME WHILE WE REWATCH THE MOVIE 4 TIMES PLEEAAHAHAHAHASE IM BEGIGNG YIU. PLEAS3 PLEAS E PLESD RPLEASE.. also im makijg a willys wonderland au with m. characters and sneak peek: kathy doesnt exist so the charavter thats bob is just gonna be. complete asshole with no bitches and dies first 馃ザ馃ザ
i HATE THAT BITCH SHERRIF LUND. SHE TRIED LEAVING JANITOR TO DIE AND FORCED LIV TO LEAVE THE JANITOR BEHIND. AND THEN SHE LURED IN WILLY, NOT EXPECTING HIM TO BE BEHIND HER INSTEAED.. AND YOU KNOW EHAT??? SHE GOT WHAT SHE DESWRVED. SHE GOT KILLED AND SLICED IN HALF, LIKE SHE SSHOULD BE. SHE NEEDS TO LEARN HER PALXE AND WHY THE FUCK SHE WOULD SACRIFICE A GOOD PERSOSNS LIFE JUST FOR THAT CRAPPY ASS TOWN THAT IS TOTAL SHIT AND DOESNT EVEN DESERVE TO EXIST.
evan is my silly goofy goober boy and nothing can change that.. EVAN DIDNT KNOW WHAT HE WAS DOING THOUGJ, SO IT CHANGED S LITTLE BIT BECAUSE HE WAS KINDNOF TOTAL SHIT TO LIV IN THE CAR AND KIND OF DESERVED TO GET EATEN BY ARTY ALLIGSTOR OR TITO TURTLE . FORGOT WHICH IT WAS BUT EH.. IM NOT EVEN GONNA BE DELUSIONAL FOR THIS PART BECAUSE H. WAS KIND OF TOTAL SHIT.
tl;dr: kathy and bob are asses and deserved to die. chris, dan, and aaron didnt deserve to die. liv and janitor deserved to live. i hate sherrif lund. i kind of dislike evan but still love him.
thNk you for listening t my rant bye bye
by : khel / micheal ^_^
#willys wonderland#help#alex is the fleshman#flesh man alex#alex is the flesh man#rant#willys wonderland rant
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Okay so I'm combining my favorite pack Alpha nico and the idea of Max finally finding someone to care for him the way he needs:
AU where individuals without pack are brought to special houses where really, they are somewhat but on show so packs can come in and see if there is anyone who could fit into their pack and who they could take home. Max has been at this place for ages because he is skittish and doesn't like to be touched much, and his file reads about his issues with vaginismus and very few pack Alphas want to put effort into an Omega they can't fuck...
Nico normally doesn't visit these places, her pack is made up of people she met naturally and their friends, but one day she finds herself in one of these "pack finding centres" and comes across Max, who is sitting in a corner reading a book, collar signalling he is pack-less and the large tag on the collar reading "medical issues". Max seems tired when Nico approaches him because he is so sure Nico will reject him seeing all his info, but Nico is kind and talks to him for a long time and eventually asks if Max wants a try out in her pack to see if he could fit with them! And then he becomes her sweet, pretty Maxy of course
Oh plss!!
Max's pack having rejected him after they realised his vaginismus issues and the fact he skittish and not as 'easy' to get along with as other Omegas.
Nico having her own perfect little pack with Omegas, betas and even some other Alphas but she has never been to one of the Pack Finding Centres to expand her Pack, people always just flock naturally to her and those centres aren't always a good place, forcing people into packs before they are ready. Nico deliberately never goes to those centres because she believes Pack members will be ready to join the pack ehen they fins her naturally.
But one day she finds herself going inside, looking around at all the the few Alphas, lots of Betas and a good handful of Omegas all with the bright coloured collars on. Maybe they have different collars based on how easy to integrate they would be and Max's is red, which is the worst color. Everyone can move about freely within the building, they just wear their collar during opening hours and have to have their file so people can see it.
Nico going over to sit with Max and she talks to him for a bit but he is quite aloof. He doesnt want to get his hopes up, he is always rejected once they learn why his xollar is red, and especially a beautiful female Alpha deserves better than Max!
Nico not even asking for his file? She just feels he would be right, she will learn about whatever the staff thought was issues when Max is ready to tell her. She invites him over for a trial day eith her Pack and Max hesitates but agrees!
Pls the pack being so welcoming to him and he fits in so well! He is a little shy and skittish but also super cuddly cos he is touch deprived and he loves to nest! Nico adores her sweet Maxy and ofc he officially joins the pack! Nico never pushes for sex and Max wants it desperately but also knows his body might not let him, and he finally.opens up to Nico about the red color and the struggle he has with his own body...
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Things I will be changing and keeping in me rewriting fnafhs top tennnn.
Changing!!
Number five. Springtraps entire character. He is based otf someone who is a child murderer aka william afton, Why was he like the most chilliest guy I don't get it at all, he was like super friendly half the time though even though hes like based off a child murderer, wtf eddo (69th time I've said that). Making him to be obsessed with shadows and the shadow realm.
Number four. Anns personality and character arc. She was superrrrrr basic for someone who got the entire band together foremost (she started the idea), and I'm pretty sure it was said she was like bipolar???? Idk but i remember hearing someone say that. So i would show more symptoms of that but also giving her personality that isnt including that. Showing her struggle through sp said disorder. Her character src is something I'm still working on right now and thinking of what to do.
Number three. The ENTIRE plot of season two and season three also the ending of season one. Season two was ass and I dont have to explain why it was terrible. Season 3 was confusing but the art style was drop dead gorgeous. Season 1 ending will be done a bit different some things will stay the same like them singing ed sharren will be the same but have different impacts. something like that.
Number two. BxB. It was so awkward half the time Im sorry plus I dont really like it. Like there's no real chemistry between them from what I remember just Bon having the biggest crush ever on Bonnie. Probably make another ship eith Bon cannon and Bonnie aroace. Never making it BxB cannon bevause it was also seemingly basic for me.
Number one. The names. Who in their utter right mind would name their baby "fox" or like "bonnie" IT JUST DOESNT MAKE SENSE馃拃馃拃馃拃. Instead those will be nicknames that they were given and they they barley use their actual names except for freddy, ann, and aiden. Those names are fine but not golden for fucks sake. I get that your parents are rich and famous dawg but they wouldnt go out their way and name you that.
Extra!! What the shadow realm does to people aka no shadows if you enter it and stay there for a long time. Shit goes bad quickly. You start seeing things, You become paralyzed, Parts of your body changes into something more non human, You start going crazy oer say. Going mad even. You start having a low temper, Limps become longer or shorter, Bones change, It feels like your entire head is splitting apart. Not going into full detail due to it being mostly body horror. This doesn't happen if shadows go to like the human realm or whatever.
theres a lot more other stuff Im changing but these are the things I am 100 percent changing.
Things that are staying the same.
number five. The camp arc. LISTEN TO ME, THIS WAS THE BEST ARC IN THE SHOW. IT WAS SO GOOFY. SO SP SO FUVKING GOOOFY. A KID IS HIGH, OTHER KIDS ARE LOST, THEY'RE SINGING SHAPE OF YOU, SOME OLD COUPLE IS IN THE FOREST THAT SOMEHOW NOBODY FUCKING KNOWS THAT THEY WERE THERE. BITCHES ARE GOING INSANE, BARELY ANY ADULT SUPERVISION, BON IS BEING BON, THERE ARE ANIMAL SPIRIT THINGS LIKE EVERY FUCKING WHERE, SOME KID IS BEING CONTROLLED BY SOMEONE WITH GREEN HAIR AND PRONOUNS, AND IN THE MIDDLE OF FUCKING NO WHERE WITH INTERNET OR ANY WAY TO CALL HOME. It must stay. It wouldnt be the same without it.
Number four. The band singing shape of you at the end. Best part of the camp arc fr. It was such a beautiful sence how can I not add it.
Number 3. The way the animatronics meet. I love the idea of meeting all these people in detention and becoming friends with them. Golden will also get into detention too with them. He cries like a little bitch.
Number 2. All the cannon back stories we see will stay the same. Sorry meg and aiden, you gotta suffer, esp meg she deserves suffering when you are having that big ass forehead. (megamind kinnie)
Number 1. I really do not know.
#fnafhs#fhszero#fnafhs owynn#meg#joy#bon#mai#fhs freddy#fhs ann#the owl house#fnafhs ann#fnafhs fox#fnafhs siden#aidenfhs#itll be awesome sauce#either writing a fanfic or animating it#I would adore making this with a group of people#Can we do that please#Eddo did the animatronics DIRTY#she also did springtrap dirty too#Im the new creator of fnafhs guys!!/J#I wish#Also this shit will be terrifying btw#talking full on batshit here
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I once made a post that I didn鈥檛 really care for, but someone reblogged it because they couldn鈥檛 understand sarcasm and that I clearly didn鈥檛 mean what I said because why the hell would I mean it. I mean, I still don鈥檛 care for the post, I just randomly seen it again and thought hmm, they all clearly never watched the show before because what they said didn鈥檛 match up to what the show portrayed. But thinking back on it, I鈥檓 going to post it again. Still don鈥檛 care about it, might delete again, I don鈥檛 know, we鈥檒l see how I feel.
When you think of Adam's character and how he got his scar. I'm wondering why anyone think he was innocent and that him getting branded was this experience that made him hate humans and stuff. It's clear that Adam deserved that mark on his face.
See, rwby portrayed adam as a character who was always a faunus supremacists. Theres nothing that insinuated that Adam thought differently. Especially considering that in the current timeline, theres nothing that would make adam believe that faunus are superior but he believes they are. Hes incredibly weak seeing as how can can lose too Blake and Yang eith zero problem, and we never got any glimpse of Adam from that time in the earlier volumes when Blake said that he changed. Hell, it鈥檚 argued that Blake is an unreliable narrator because she was abused by ada, so of course she鈥檒l want to say good things about him and not how he actually was, she was abused Dammnit. There was no change. Adam has always been the same character from the very start.
So based on the fact that Adam has always been horrible. What if adam was making a hate nazi speech about humans and they overheard him. Maybe he was doing something on sdc grounds, like trying to blow it up because Adam doesnt care about faunus and he wanted to blow up a school despite the fact that it was cinder who wanted to blow up the school but we dont talk about that because RWBY never does and Adam believes faunus are superior and whatnot and he never cared who dies for anyone to know that. And to make an example of someone trying to kill them for faunus supremacy, they branded him to show him that hes not superior at all.
I mean, it's the equivelant of punching a Nazi in the face.. kind of .... sort of.... ehh....
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So I drunkenly confessed my love and I did it in a way of never speak to me again(or at least I hope that was implied) I just have so many thoughts and feelings about this like I just am sick of wanting to talk about this and just not being able to without feeling like a burden or annoying. 1. "I did have a suspicion" condecending as shit oh wow you thought about it congrats I have been living in hell for the past months obsessed with someone who has the vibes of being attracted to dead bodies like (he doesnt but he gives off the vibe so much) like wtf who are you like ew jesus gross its so smug and all knowing but guess what bitch you barely know the half of it you cunt 2. "I dont see any reason why it should affect our friendship" you dont sure but for me I have been basically tortured every waking second eith the image of you plastered in my head you are always there you have ruied more moments where I should be happy than you could ever think of and I know you dont do it on purpose but actually fuck you and you left for uni what fucking friendship oh you might come down at Christmas get fucked honestly like if I did decide to not cut you out we probably wouldnt have seen eachother anyway like actually fuck you its literally making me feel so bad that I could have a friendship with you when That isnt fucking true I am so much better now that I am living for me again and you are finally gone 3."I was firends with you for you" no you fucking wherent tho lets look at the facts and the evidence I was always the one to text you first my invite to group activities was always an after thought when we planned to play dnd you immediately asked me to bring jessie so I will acquiesce that you where a friend but I bet if you fell out with jessie that I would have never saw you you wouldnt have talked to me nothing of the sort dont lie you know its not true I was an afterthought and I deserve better! 4. "Thanks for the good wishes" what is this a fucking business email my god and when I thought you couldnt get any more emotionally distant or cold like honestly what the actual fuck I know that I included it but that was me putting your feelings before mine again because I didnt want to even slightly upset you by cutting you off but at this point I doubt it even phased you like you are such a fucking robot its insane its actually fucking insane. Did it feel good to confess fuck no but jessie said it was the only way to get over him which was right but like I just feel exposed and vulnerable like I have finalled bared all and what did I get fucking pleasantries again actually fuck him I hope he has a shit time actually I hope that he is alone and that he gwts so bored he tries to contact jessie and when she blanks him he may even possibly try and message me but no I wont respond I am over him (or will be soon) and he is still the pathetic one not me I am filled with love and it should go to someone who deserves it! AND GIVES LOVE BACK!
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