#siggestive

[kindaasrikal]

Hold onto me if you must, a blade that rusts.

Sorry guys i cant hold back the rant my art posts always have i yap too much

Anyways an alt colour and silly version (and now ANOTHER alt version because I’m indecisive)

They so silly look at them they definitely wont murder each other <3

I spent a time amount of time on it that should’ve felt long but didn’t, i had way too much fun with the fill in lasso tool that made my life easier when i had no idea where to go after the sketch. And how to do the line-art for it, my God the amount of times i suffer when at that phase.

If I’m being perfectly honest, i think this is okay, but i’m not entirely sure if it’s good. Like i feel like it could be sm better. Anyways i just remembered exactly why i did this drawing and its because my amazing mutual @rusted-fairy-wings sent an ask on my birthday to draw possessed Kai and this is the result omg thank you sm for that its like you slapped me with the realisation i’ve never drawn them like this before. I know its not really possessed Kai but i hope it gives the same vibes 😭

Ehehehhe i feel like a cool pro posting a little coloured quote with my art damn

Also i took the rust thing because, you knowwww, Kai was a blacksmith and fire can cause rust. And i think if Morro were to possess Kai, that guy would put in so much effort to ruin himself so Morro wouldn’t and couldn’t use him as a tool. Especially with such a huge loss of control as a man who is so used to being in control with everything he’s been through. But thats why i used ‘hold onto me’ rather than ‘hold me’, because Morro would either gain entertainment from Kai’s suffering, would feel some sort of kinship with Kai due to their similar (yet differing) circumstances, or because he knows how to use Kai in the state he had forced himself into against the ninja.

Okay i’ll stop yapping take this i’ll run away now

Edit: okay im gonna edit and change the colours and positioning for this in the morning so look out for that 😭

Edit: okayyyy ive changed the colours and positioning a bit in a new ver but im scared it looks bad now so i refuse to touch this again anyways

[breadtheend]

I love this freak

Full under the cut

🧏

[slabime]

small post 4 now ok bye

[bombyz-fuse]

A drawing I made for a roleplay me and my friend are doing!

[godofthestupid]

BKornblume is growing really nicely!

also my cactus(?) I bought on a whim and it is doing far better than it should tbh. It just started growing flowers out of nowhere, so I bought them a Succulent friend :D

[possibly-in-wonderland]

hopeless romantic instnt the right word

chaotic romantic.

yeah

chaotic romantic

i mean yeah hoepeless but also chaotic

wanna be a pincouishin. call me eauuubtiful and make a pretty design on my abck with needles and il do the same

insert hellraiser juoke here.

wana gift rosses

did you know roses are red because aphriodite pricked her heel on one whil elooking for her lovr that was killed? that's why roses are red. and different flowers ahve different meanings! look i nto victorian flower language

:2

[clinicallyexhausted]

Is there some trouble in paradise where you haven't tasted him recently enough to be able to say off the top of your head?

No i just look for any excuse to bite him. Sides, don't you thinks it's a little inappropriate to be asking a rando on tumblr about their bite life?

[sirthinksalot]

Because I maladaptively daydream, I've been able to distinguish the paras I make and loosely control in my daydreams from the people who had once lived in my head.

But I also am almost positive I've got OCD too. And sometimes I find myself wondering whether that's an intrusive person or intrusive thoughts.

...I'm afraid if I wonder too far, I might just jinx it, to be honest. I don't want people in my head again.

[bnsfrailway]

does anyone have really short book recs/really fast reads? i fucked up and have to finish a book everyday for the rest of the month to meet my yearly goal lmao

[uglypastels]

I just got invited to a halloween party with a theme of animated characters. And so obviously i'm already obsessing over costume ideas

Should I go as Gretchen from Recess?

[mpreg-nouveau]

hi just wanted to say that I love the blog theme!! I do a lot of historical dress work irl and 1890s are my personal fave lol

Thank you!!!! That reminds me I have yet to draw any men in dresses. If you have any suggestions for garments feel free to share. My specialty is more edwardian/progressive era america.

[jellyfishcandyy]

I was reading jjk light novel.

Megumi finds himself forced to go into a maid cafe with itadori and the staff insists they take a pic. Please look at them

[gulliesforever]

you ever think about how jake moved to la for a job opportunity. and then spent his whole time at that job talking about amir to the point where his coworker had to ask who was obsessed with who and he still didnt get it. and then he moved back because he missed amir, he sat on a beach listening to a frickin shitty playlist amir made him. and then years later he follows amir across the country again, and ultimately stays with him. and then do you ever think about how they didn't talk for like 3 years but then amir facetimed him one day and despite how much jake 'hated' amir calling him he still started up a podcast network with him. do you ever think about how much jake loves amir and would follow him to the ends of the earth but will likely never reach that conclusion himself. and do you ever think about how-

GINGER AND CELERY I DID NOT GO TO BED AT 5:30AM THINKING ABOUT THEM AND WAKE UP AT 7:26AM STILL THINKING ABOUT THEM TO DEAL WITH THIS ASK!! EMOTIONALLY AND PHYSICALLY AND ALL THE LLY'S!!!! HOW DARE YOU!!!!!

no, but i litreally think about it all the time!!!! essay incoming because I'm very long winded!!!

Like you basically said.... Sick Day is, i think, the peak of Jake and Amir being extremely queercoded. not only is it an unironic queer drama plot where they both find unfulfilling love interests and then come back to each other (disregarding any intent of irl janda)... it also simply annihilates any doubt that jake doesn't CHOOSE to be with amir, which basically manufactures the crux of the complexity of their relationship and codepency.

And of course... Everyone asks, yknow, "why do you stay?" when it comes to Jake.

and you're right: he loves amir.

he loves him, of course he does, otherwise he wouldn't do these things for him. and on some level, he must know that. because he always comes back when he has the opportunity to leave. and i think road trip does a great job of conveying that jake loves amir and he knows it. but more than that, i think, actually the finale arc showcases another something that im not sure jake can really come to terms with. it's like, almost beyond love at all. its kinda just that... jake likes, needs, and wants what amir offers his life. and that's absolute destruction and discord and somebody's attention.

without amir, jake is just some failure of a writer at collegehumor who can't get dates, has no fulfilling prospects, and is so insecure he's not even sure who he wants to be. with him, he has a life where things happen, where he has the opportunity to be right and do things because amir is always wrong and getting into things. in other words, jake is a fucking loser. but that's... exactly what Amir is too, except he's has no concept of shame about it. and so jake NEEDS amir. because hes on this same wavelength as him, but he's more right and he's admired and that means he's WORTH something. that, to me, is incredibly interesting.

I think sick day showcases both sides of it - Jake loves amir, he genuinely admires his stupid songs and high voices and idiotic jokes as much as he can't say that - but he also NEEDS him because "he was obsessed with me" and therefore that must mean "im worthy of being obsessed OVER".

and what i find super intersting about that too, is like, as the series goes on, they tend to get a lot more violent with each other with LA being a point where jake was legit letting amir die and even praying for it. one might take this as like, he's being regressed (as especially after road trip) but to me, it almost makes it seem like they have fit these horrible roles that just keep escalating so much that in a sense they are confident they will never be able to leave each other. "i can wish amir death, it's not like he's actually going to die", lol, and "he already knows id choose him, so its not like it matters how mean i am". almost like a weird sense of stability in the most instable way. because it's just straight up toxic.

and so i think that informs my thoughts in terms of amir not seeing jake for "3 years" and then them starting a podcast together miraculously. its like. i think they both realized after roadtrip, finally, that they are not really leaving under any circumstance, and they've kind of come to peace with it (so amir leaving for 3 years is honestly not that weird because he's gonna come back anyways), and they speak this love language of foul-mouthed hatred and malice just because it's how they operate. that's why it feels so damn homely. its because now they both know they love each other, but they're playing their part because that's the only part they know how to play and it works. they dont have to say "i love you" to get that across. and that, to me, is incredibly romantic and fucking insane.

so yes, in a sense, I do think about how. i think about how all the damn time.

[altruistic-meme]

it's so fun when i mention smth ive been dealing with for almost a full decade (headaches) and i get to have people telling me "oh its probably just [this thing you've already suspected or otherwise makes no sense to be the cause]!! obviously lol :)" like no yeah thanks why didn't i THINK OF THAT

[lady-zephyrine]

I think it'd be neat if Hal expanded upon the idea of Gooey and Magolor being friends

[landoftheway]

Hmm, starting to look like I'll have to get a new music player cause PowerAmp keeps giving me audio issues.