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aria0fgold · 2 years ago

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Wait, actually. I got another OC semi-ramble to say. Aint bout Alec and Ray this time, but bout a non-human OC that is now bouncing around my head cuz of one of the snippets I wrote.

Can yall imagine how mind-breaking it is to actually have a character in a story that is self-aware and fully knows the fact that everything in their world is nothing more than a fabrication made by a human behind a screen typing everything out with a predetermined fate that they're powerless towards it?

Meet Alerik, Creator of All in my original and vast universe. He is... a mess to write for. Mind-breaking for me and him honestly, whenever I think of his self-awareness it's like I go on a philosophical journey and an existential crisis that neither of us is prepared for.

But can yall also imagine how lonely and heart-breaking it is to have that character, that instead of going through with the bad route of breaking free from it, continues to love and love and love and just continues to hope, making the best outta his own situation even if he's fully aware bout everything, so he comes off as carefree instead?

Yeah his life is a mess...

#aria rants #yes he has a similar name to alec im aware of that and so is he #i can explain #so like... i had a time in my life where i got obsessed with the name alexandre. it was my favourite name that id use it a lot #alexandre/alexander. alex. alexa. xandre/xander. alexis. alexiel. any form of that name ive used for so many ocs #alec is also a form of alexandre and it became my all time favourite #so obviously i gotta name the creator of all another form of that #but nothing clicked (and also cuz ive alrdy used up all the forms that i know of to other ocs)#then i found the name aleric and so... yeah #but because it looked too similar to alec i changed the c of aleric to k. which is why his name is like that #and besides the name meaning of aleric fits him anyway #im powered by adrenaline again #sleepy debuff but with sleep.... rush?

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