#so its not myproblem

[ashtreelane]

ithink everyone should have a guy thats utterly obsessed with them . unflinchingly . like not irresponsibly but you know

[distortedheart]

they call me really normal about deacon and mac. They say this.

[nosferatuprivilege]

um ok not to keep harping on this but i was just interviewing this lady for an article in the paper about her folk band, which has some overlap with my grad school work and we had a nice conversation about it. and she was asking me about my "personal artistic practice" (common question since i work "in the arts") and i said that i am writing a novel and the genre and how its going, anyway long story short she was telling me about her publishing career (9 novels) and her agent at her indie press and how she works as a freelance editor and that i should send her my first few pages. ive been actively trying not to hold on so tightly if publication is the ultimate goal but this feels like too big of a swing bc its only half done and between working and #myproblems and #mymethods i write pretty slow ... but then i did just do the rewrite and i think its pretty clean (no homo). anyway even if she hated it, or if it wasnt her cup of tea, i dont think that would impact my decision to work on it anyway bc what am i gonna do? not work on it? anyway im freaking myself out for no reason at all