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hellor... how long have u been in the utmv fandom? any big opinion changes from when you first joined to now?
I joined about 2016- maybe 2017 at latest? But I did leave about 2020 bc- yeah life. I started getting back into the fandom around 2023 when I started college. I guess I don't have any real big opinion changes- but it is very interesting to see how much the fandom has changed overtime :]
#kitt answers#I mean I remember when people would be crucified for liking crepic oof-#so much has changed for better or worse#it's nice relearning stuff tho :]#if I didn't already pack up my old sketchbooks I would show off my old utmv sketches lol#ooo maybe I can find some in my photo drive#I'll have to check on that
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Happy 6 month anniversary to âBuck, Bothered and Bewilderedâ, to canon bi Buck and bucktommyâs first kiss! đЎđđ
#iconic episode#which changed the fandom for better and for worse#but finally gave us canon bi Buck#and also fully kickstarted BuckTommy a ship I love so much now and has given me so many amazing friends!!#BuckTommy#911 stuff#Evan Buckley#Leah rambles
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I forgot about how killing eve's writing just starts getting progressively worse the more season 3 goes on. Like girl what happened to my show.......... my characters......... what did they DO to villanelle...................... and where is EVE
#eve is gone for like half the season#and villanelle has suddenly developed empathy and started caring about killing...........#like listen ok I get not wanting to kill anymore. especially after she killed her mother#but it doesn't justify her personality doing a complete 180 like that??#like suddenly she cares when she kills people. suddenly she's not being manipulative with eve anymore#like. I could buy into a character arc like that if it made sense and didn't come out of nowhere. but it came out of NOWHERE#it's like the writer suddenly decided she was gonna make villanelle a better person#but didn't really put that much effort into setting that change up#everything that happens as season 3 goes on only really works if you don't think too much about it#and it's like the closer you get to the end the more they're asking you to suspend your disbelief#which got rlly hard for me on that last episode tbh. as much as I think the scene on the bridge is cute#all I could think about was 'villanelle feels so off. I don't think she'd act like this at all in previous seasons'#and the change just doesn't feel earned#maybe it could make sense but you have to really dig to try to find reasons why. the show sure doesn't give you many on-screen#just like it doesn't give many answers on-screen to anything at all LMAO RIGHT ON EP1#we never learn who found eve at rome and how#we never learn much of anything about how she got where she is#we never see the main couple TALK about what happened in rome. but they're suddenly cool with it after 1 fight on the bus#AND I LOVE THE BUS KISS it's probably the best scene out of the whole season#but god I wish it wasn't the only moment where we see them hashing things out#and then on ep1 there's kenny's death being used as a plot device......#and then the investigation of his murder also being 1 huge plot device#which kinda goes nowhere besides getting mentioned here and there and at the end being like#'oh! konstatin killed kenny!! do you guys remember that this whole season started off being about kenny?? remember that you guys???'#like. bold thing to do when 90% of the season wasn't about any of that#it just felt so disjointed :/ I was so sad on this rewatch bc I loved s1&2 so much............. and I forgot how bad it got after#and I know s4 is about to get worse........ oh boy#I'm almost considering not rewatching it tbh#killing eve#sleep.txt
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this year has not been fergalicious
#anyway i think i need to curate my dash a bit better because the gay pirates fixation has ended sadly#and my dash is literally not bringing me joy at all ;-;#so i think im going to unfollow people who i haven't spoken to ever - pls pls don't be offended ough#i just need more lotr and hobbit and tma on the dash and a lot less gay pirates#i promise it's not personal at all and if we're friends and talk on the regular of course this changes nothing#real life is being very unfergalicious rn and for better or for worse i'm very dependent on the few tumblr hours i spend#for the sake of my sanity#and i can't do that if i just see stuff i no longer vibe with or discourse ;-;#anyway for people who have been following my bilbo posts: he's doing much better and his peripheral vision is def there#around 20% i'd say so he's no longer bumping into things except in the dark/low lighting conditions#the meds really are working well in bringing the redness down too#thank you to everyone who checked in and shared pet advice i appreciate it so so much
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I feel like, at this point, either BuckTommy has to be endgame OR Tommy has to be allowed as a recurring character regardless of the status of their relationship because if they just erase him from the narrative altogether in, like, three episodes / when we return for Season 9, especially after his appearance in Bobby's final episode, that's going to be really, like... like what was the point? What was the point of even having him there?
#I'm not saying that as a BuckTommy/Tommy enjoyer because honestly I've barely given them much thought the past few days#but I AM saying it as someone who's like... look. Tommy is even part of the Next Gen 118 or he isn't. But I would love it if we could figur#it out because the idea that he was there when Bobby died and then never again is way more upsetting/frustrating than... like... him just#being there (SIDE NOTE: Wasn't upset about him being there. Just saying one is way obviously worse than the other)#tv: 911#I feel like my relationship with this show has changed so drastically in the last few days#I'm like#I don't give a fuck about anyone or anything except the 118#I am a firefam enjoyer before I'm a shipper (which has always been true)#but now I'm like đ#If Tommy's going to be 118? Fine#But like. You damn well better actually keep him around because otherwise that's FUCKED#jack.txt#either*
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#idk why i have followers bc all i post or rb is like#nihilistic takes or discourse on the latest tragedy and aesthetic shit#it genuinely confuses me and i periodically purge the bots so idk why yâall are here lol#i rarely post about myself anymore (ive learned the hard way not to!)#it saddens me but also im pretty busy nowadays so⌠I donât have time for it like I used to#but I just got so used to facing backlash for literally anything I said that I stopped wanting to make posts at all lmfao#it makes me so sad thinking about how I used to engage with this website and how much it has changed#both bc of other peopleâs behavior and bc of how I have changed (for better and for worse)#in a way i do actually miss it âšď¸
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mabeline/jonah wolf in my 2020s timeskip au! read my tags for more information about her
#first things first i think in like 2022 him and spencer def broke up at some point for a multitude of reasons#mainly that mabeline feels she's matured and has taken on a more protective/providing role in spencer's life and yet he hasnt changed 1 bit#if anything he just got worse#the breakup itself isnt over like some huge conflict. jonah just realizes one day this guy is kind of bad for me and she loves him still#but doesnt know if they really should be together so she says something like. i think we should take a break.#and the two of them arent together for most of the story in this au#on spencer's end this leads to a whole bunch of turmoil an identity crisis a situationship with maddiefriend etc#on mabeline's end he's kind of just left with this quiet longing#she's objectively doing quite well for herself but he finds himself missing something. he just wishes spencer were still with her#and hates himself for still being stuck on him but cant stop thinking about what if he gets better#so eventually by the end of the story i think they would get back together#her and spencer reunite and shes hesitant at first to accept him but he proves that he's changed for the better and learned his lesson.#and she admits to herself and to him that he loves him#i'll try to make this more cohesive if i actually write this as a fic or a comic sometime#not that i really have time for that... these days. sigh#anyways besides pining over her ex she gets up to some other stuff like starting testosterone and fursuit commissions like it says up there#as of getting back together with spencer in 2025 (?) she still lives with her parents#but she has accumulated enough mouney to like rent an apartment so afterwards him and spencer end up living together and working towards#getting enough money for a hosue#i think maybe also her and spencer become fully fledged members of P.I.E.? im thinking about the future of P.I.E. as well#toast and ghost are retired probably by this point and i think spooker and chris would become the main guys#i havent put THAT much thought into it but i think woah should be involved as like an apprentice and sue's daughter too who i will draw soo#P.I.E. experts let me know what you think the future holds for them... if you are okay with it i might use your ideas for inspiration#anyways actual tags now#venturiantale#taleblr#mabeline wolf#jonah wolf#venturiantale fanart#VT 2020s au
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Feeling shit about the past will do nothing for the future, feeling shit about the past will do nothing for the future, feeling shit about the past will do nothing for the future, feelâ
#I'm reminiscing and not in a good way#idk#I miss back when I was on tumblr a year ago.#and it sometimes really fucking frustrates me that I had to leave. because I didn't want to. I really didn't want to.#and even though I'm back it doesn't feel the same. I sometimes feel like I lost a community?#which sounds so stupid because everyone welcomed me back and has been so lovely. and in some ways it's so much better#but it's different and I'm not good with massive changes lol#but yeah. I won't ever get that back. and it wasn't my faultâ I know that for fucking certain.#but that makes it worse cause I really had no choice#anywayyyyyy#I'm in a depressive mood anyway so uh. ignore me lol.#agonies & tragedies
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The most important thing about a Megatron ship is that it cannot end well.
#megatron#transformers#I'll talk about the ones I'm insane about in the tags I guess#Megop. Self-explanatory. Most continuities have them being besties until SOMETHING happens and now they're enemies for life.#Their relationship ends in a civil war that dooms their entire planet (and that's when Megatron isn't actively genocidal).#It is not just canon compliant that it ends badly. It is canon NECCESSARY. Most canons cannot exist without that.#Megasound. I love them so much. Even if the Decepticons won (which they don't) I still don't think they could ever be healthy.#Megatron will never be satisfied with his position. He'll always want to conquer more planets or create a bigger army or further wipe out#dissent. Alternatively if he realizes how fucked up he's made things then he will leave the 'cons altogether and work with#the Autobots. Soundwave is loyal to Megatron but she is MORE loyal to the cause in every continuity except maybe Prime.#If Megatron defects she will fight him. And if he stays loyal then she will still always be 2nd place to an end-goal that keeps shifting.#That's all without anything happening to the cassettes or all of the other reasons they are so fucked up /pos. Cannot end well.#Megarod. Jesus fucking christ I love them so much but I firmly believe that even in the 'good' ending they don't end well.#This is for like 110000 reasons but the big ones are 1) There has GOT to be resentment there on Rodimus's end. And there should be#Even outside of Megatron literally killing him (which I would actually argue was one of the better things to ever happen to Hot Rod#but that's a different post) he basically says that Megatron is worse than Zeta Prime after Megatron compliments him#for what happened on Nyon and orders Bumblebee to be fuckin scrapped and then gets used as a shield BY MEGATRON#(I might be getting the exact order of events wrong; it's been a while since I've read Autocracy)#so like Hot Rod really fuckin' hates that guy. And there's also the dozens of times Hot Rod probably lost someone in the war and#all of that shit is Megatron's fault. Then you've got the 'Megatron killing him' thing and then Rodimus actively wanting#Megatron to be tortured by OP + being upset at OP for seemingly going easy on him...yeah Rodimus hates him and has good reason to.#And obviously Megatron has improved as a person. That is the central conceit of his character in MTMTE (how much/is it enough#is up for debate). But another central conceit of his character is that his improvement doesn't get rid of all the harm he's did.#That should extent to any relationship he has with Rodimus and fits Rodimus's character as well. He cares about and loves Megatron#but that doesn't make the resentment any less visceral. There is also probably resentment on Megs's end but nothing quite so personal.#2) Megatron is still kinda in a 'self-discover/healing/redemption' era and while having that tied in so much with Rodimus is awesome#from a shipping/analysis/I just like it perspective it does not always translate into a healthy relationship.#Despite being literal millenia old Megatron is still changing a lot. We SEE him change a lot during MTMTE and it's awesome#but relationships that last are generally built on a stable foundation. Rodimus is already shaky on that front but Megatron#is NOT in a stable place right now. He's in a BETTER place 100% but he's just been through a major character arc and he needs
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how does anyone think about property investing without feeling absolutely miserable about the state of our capitalist society
#diya's musings#i'm reading a property investor book my dad gave me bc he said i should 'take the advice that he wishes he was given'#and i want to actually commit war crimes the more i read#the author owns 7 properties!!! and this was in 2012!! who knows if that has changed#and it's all about the gains you can make and how you should just keep accruing more properties over time for as much money as possible#and how properties rising in value to astronomical prices is a good thing for investors fuck off fuck off fuck off#oh i can't forget the one small note at the start that was like 'people will saying having a lot of money and properties like this is evil#but what could be evil about having the ability to make the world a better place with it?' SIR???#TELL ME HOW YOU AND YOUR 7 PROPERTIES ARE MAKING THE WORLD A BETTER PLACE#and it's like i'm complicit in this bc my parents owned an investment property for a while before selling it off like last year to buy#our new house so like i have benefitted from it#and like it's so fucked that if i don't want to do this i won't be able to pay my student loans or fund the lifestyle i want independently#idk i just fucking hate capitalism#and it'll be even worse if dutton wins the upcoming election#i can kiss goodbye the opportunity to be financially independent with financial freedom
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hood is the ceo of âother people have it worseâ /HJ
#meanwhile void is the ceo of âother people donât existâ#itâs not the hood blog ikik#but who could he be thinking about??? oooOOOOoooOoo /silly#fnf psychic#fnf hood#fnf void#purple guys dlc#fic snippet#two plus one#<- name subject to change#i think these two imagine psychicâs relationship with his master to be worse than it really is#in that they think dearest is emotionally distant and doesnât acknowledge the way psi has completely given himself to him#hood is probably more forgiving and open to believing psychic when he says itâs much better than that#void is not. lmao#bc then he has to acknowledge that psychic has someone more important to him. someone void resents; on top of already being tossed to the-#side for someone automatically inferior by vice of not being void#void doesn't genuinely care for psychic's well being he just wants the attention and to be able to hold that over dearest#i think he would really enjoy getting to replace dd solely for the novelty. bc void and psi could never have what psi has w dd#hood doesn't know the dearests well if at all so he basically has to trust whatever psychic says. and i don't think hood would#take psychic for someone who sugarcoats things#there's a difference between acting strong and acting like the situation is better than it actually is#psychic heavily engages in the first behavior but never the second. he is extremely brutally honest (except w select people i.e. girlfriend#and hood realizes that. so i don't think he would have any reason to disbelieve psychic if psychic explained that he has a really good#relationship with his master. that being said psychic has not explained that to hood in depth lmao#he doesn't want to admit the way he sees his master. and talking about their relationship could be a slippery slope#for the most part he is very good at not talking about himself. so hood still doesn't understand him that well. but he's perceptive.#especially next to void. hood sees the way psychic picks his master over them and i think he recognizes a little bit of himself in that#because of his relationship with zeta. he doesn't see the full picture but he has a better idea of what psychic wants than void does.#so yeah. really all they can do is genuinely talk to psychic together. but together they never will.#psychic daily
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I get the sense that Nina is gonna haunt the next season.
#creature commandos#discussion in tags ->#im having A Moment#bride crashout incoming question mark.#i would Love To See her go after flag but its not gonna happen lol#i mean i guess she already kinda did. killing Rostovic. but like. i want her to lose it#bride says shes the only kind one out of them. she finally accepts that theyre friends and then accidentally drives her to her to her death#i want nina to have been a Uniting Force of the team. i want everything to go to shit w/o her there#a character whose Whole Life is defined by being a perceived burden to others is finally almost able to prove herself and.#i want the bride to go absolutely postal i want phosphorus to try changing for the better. asterisk. sorta. hear me out#the bride is just about nihilistic atp. she straight up says if rostovic hadnt killed nina she wouldnt have cared enough.#she deserved to have a sparkling fiery vengeful meltdown about everything next season. and she should get to kill eric godspeed.#phosphorus has already gotten his revenge.#he went through terrible shit and killed everyone who wronged him and then went on a hedonistic bender about it.#(phosphorus is also the only one to go by a different name. and he chose it for himself. i dont have anythng to say abt that yet but. ow)#but he clearly is still wracked with guilt about his wife and kids deaths too. He goes for Thorne at home. He definitely kills his kids.#in what i can only see as an intentional parallel.#but then in pokolistan when he is given a Very Legitimate reason to kill the little girl [she could out the team] not only does he Not-#he talks to and plays with her in a way that is Immediately a parallel to his own kid owwwww#[for hours possibly? isnt it night when theyre being chased and morning when her parents come down?? ill have 2 check tho]#good god im off topic anyway#phosphorus is a sarcastic prick like. comedically so.#the aformentioned scene is pretty much the only time in the whole show hes even remotely sincere#when him and the bride are trying to reassure nina before she goes to kill the princess-#he A] sounds genuinely earnest B] calls her âkidâ and C] waits for her to leave before ruining it lmao#and like. i dont know if he felt paternal or anything but i do think her death is gonna mess him up a little#or maybe theyll all get worse.. i wouldnt be annoyed if they all crash the fuck out together. GI is gonna find out eventually too.#also hes reformed. kinda. in some of his recent comic appearances which makes for a fun dynamic certainly#christ this was a novel im sorry hsajdghkgdah#i dont rly have a satisfying ending i just. Ouagh
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the opinion iâm not allowed to have: i genuinely think tsumurin could help concon get betterâ˘ď¸
#you think chizu manga is a coming of age story about a girl learning to accept and love herself for who she truly is⌠but no itâs all yuri#nevermet crackship has never met⌠but i think tsumurinâs better suited for conconâs cafe tbh#change your job and get a gf girlie~~~~~~~ you could do so much better#idk itâs just the way tsumurin genuinely does her best wholeheartedly while concon gives it her all by scheming and such#yâknow~~~~ it just makes me think that they could be cute foils for each other#granted i still think chuucon is hilarious but lbr theyâd break up the second they had to fight over the last aizo nui#(or worse: the last aizo upper body towel from their upcoming solo live)#i think cute offline gf x toxic stan twt gf has untapped potential#tsumurinâs so cute (kinda like a hamster plushie) i want to put her in my pocket (like a hamster plushie)#i just~~~~~ considering how concon made a fox plush of her fursona to hug her aizo nui i think she could make one of tsumurin#(for her plush to hold) once she ditches the aizo nui#aizo isnt worth your efforts girlie have you s e e n his repaint dance#anyways thatâs all~~~ i had something better typed out but the app ate it
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So Mike dragged a random twitter user who absolutely doesn't have his massive following out to be harassed and ripped apart by his fans for a comment they deleted not long after. Please understand this person is no threat to Mike in any way and yes while what they said was in poor taste. Mike responded to essentially a paint ball gun with a shot gun blast. As a public figure this is Dangerous this person could be a minor and they are being harassed as this is posted. I hope dearly they're okay.
But shit like this is how people get doxxed, have their livelihoods threatened over silly petty comments they made while not thinking about it. I hope nothing like that happens but it should be known the risk is there and Mike Should've known that before doing this.
For Mike's own good he better get on his knees and PRAY nobody is permanently damaged by this. If he was mature and responsible he would've just blocked them. But instead he just had to unleash his hounds on some random person and make an example out of destroying their public image before deleting his account.
Mike has changed guys! He's so much worse than I could've imagined...
Also look at his dismissive tone, for sure reads like he was suuuuper upset and felt his life threatened by that comment. 100%.
Absolutely awful behavior, people get HURT by shit like this. This can induce trauma at best and actively destroy this person's ability to function for the next MONTHS at worst. I would know as someone whose been targeted like this before by a big account.
Fuck Mike, seriously, don't come near me if you even THINK of defending him after this.
#bendy and the ink machine#bendy and the dark revival#batim#batdr#indie horror#mascot horror#indie horror game#horror games#for reach#to the person who made the comment I hope ur okay#I know its tough theres not much u can do to help ur own situation when someone so much more powerful than you has chosen to target u#but its gonna be okay I promise#change ur user move accounts if u have to and understand Mike is far more in the wrong than you are#I hope youre okay it gets better I promise and I hope Mike pays dearly for the damage he's already done to you#please make sure to talk to others about what ur going through open up and make sure u have a good support system#I promise this will blow over eventually and it isnt ur fault mike has made this way worse for all parties involved due to his stupidity
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OC tag game
yoinking an open tag from @arendaes to talk about my Rogue Trader MC Crescentia, the Machiavellian nightmare woman that has been haunting my every thought
I don't have any art of her yet and I can't seem to get her right with any picrews so. no image for now. maybe I'll edit this and add the drawing I'm working on when I finish it
GENERAL
Name: Crescentia von Valancius Massimo af Scarus; previous surname lost to time and indifference
Alias: Rogue Trader, Emperorâs Chosen, Bearer of the Sacred Warrant of Trade, Shadowless Sun, Giver of Life, Scourge of Heretics, Cleanser of Janus, and so on and so forth ad nauseam
Gender: cis womanâŚ? sheâs never given her gender much thought. (a modern AU might see her playing around with that some more, but as things stand in canon, sheâs kind of the equivalent of that âim probably nonbinary but i have a job so idrc about that rnâ tweet. except, like. âim probably genderfucky but i am fucking under attack at all times forever so idrc about that rnâ I guess.)
Age: 34
Spoken Language: Low Gothic, smatterings of other languages such as High Gothic and apparently Wulfen? sheâs got a talent for pulling random knowledges & bits of trivia out of her sleeve, so.
Sexual Orientation: biromantic + demi-bisexual
Occupation: Sanctioned Psyker (might have become an Astropath if things had gone over differentlyâher telepathy is scary strong), Officer, Grand Strategist, Rogue Trader
FAVOURITEâŚ
Colour: tie between royal purple and cobalt blue
Entertainment: booksâso much so that Iâd say Crescentia joins the âbook clubâ Cassia and Heinrix have got going onâespecially if theyâre non-fiction. live music performances, after becoming Rogue Trader. also, and although Iâm not sure if this counts as entertainment, per se: attending religious services, even if she has a complicated relationship with the Emperor and her own faith (or⌠complicated from the outside looking in, anyway, she doesnât really notice the nuances of it). Â
Pastime: regicide⌠as in the chess-like board game, not as in killing kings LOL. collecting anything she deems interesting or valuable, bonus points if itâs artwork or jewelry. looooooong baths.
Food: any fruit; pastries of all kindsâboth sweet and saltyâas long as theyâre light
Drink: dammassine (âan alcoholic beverage, that has a sweet herbal taste with a hint of almondâ, quoth Warhammer Lexicanum because I donât know enough about this setting to be able to answer this question with anything other than âamasecâ LOL)
HAVE THEYâŚ
Passed University: if going through psyker training at the Scholastica Psykana counts, yes; otherwise, no
Had Sex: yes
Had Sex in Public: no
Got Tattoos: I keep going back and forth on this, but for now, no
Got Piercings: no. she wears an ear cuff with a golden chain sometimes, but itâs one of those cuffs that latches on to the ear, not an earring.
Got Scarred: VERY MUCH SO, both due to backstory events (Shadow of Torment babyyy) & during the game proper. a couple of those sheâs covered up with augmetics, but others have just remained as-is, albeit concealed underneath layers and layers of clothing so theyâre not visible at first glance.
Had a Broken Heart: not sure, but probably not. sheâs hard to get to emotionally.
ARE THEYâŚ
A Cuddler: nope, quite the opposite in fact. sheâs pretty touch-averse. there are only a handful of people in the whole galaxy sheâd feel comfortable touching in a casual, affectionate manner, such as cuddlingâKibellah (her lover) & Jae (her bestie), plus a special case with Cassia and Abelard where Crescentia would be okay with, say, a casual friendly hug, but sheâs not sure whether they would be okay with it. and sheâs not about to ask either way, considering she doesnât really crave touch all that badly anyway.
Scared Easily: not at all
Jealous Easily: oh ABSOLUTELY, she is very very possessive of what she considers âhersâ and that possessiveness often manifests as becoming sick with jealousy at the drop of a hat. she hates the idea of whatever Belongs To Herâthings, people, power, titles, planets, you name itâbeing taken from their rightful place (read: from her) and gets NASTY when she feels threatened in that respect
Trustworthy: to a degreeâŚ? sheâll keep her word as long as it doesnât harm her to do so and as long as there isnât a greater benefit to be found in not keeping her word, so. not really trustworthy. but also you can make yourself valuable enough to her that sheâll become trustworthy because itâs in her best interest to do soâŚ?
FAMILYâŚ
Sibling(s): who knows? who cares? unimportant, surely. (one brother who went on to become a Commissar.)
Parents: father a voidborn, mother a minor noble from an Imperial world who was cast out by her family. they were actually pretty good parents, even if Crescentiaâs mother still kept a bit of that noble attitude about her and is part of the reason why Crescentia grew up feeling entitled to a greater lot in life, something more glorious and luxurious than the mediocrity sheâd been apportioned. when her psyker powers manifested, they turned her in without complaint, but that was out of, like⌠self-preservation? and a very deep-set belief that they had to follow orders Or Else. neither of them exteriorised it, but losing their daughter like that gutted them to the point where it almost destroyed their relationship & both of them as people. doesnât mean Crescentia saw that from their perspective or ever forgave them for it, mind you. she has never EVER come to terms with that bitterness thatâs got a chokehold on her. she just adjusted her personality & her expectations accordingly and became much, much more cold and calculating than she already was.
so. you know. the love was there. it didnât change anything. it mightâve made matters worse. but it was there.
Children: No⌠mos
Pets: none. she might want one, but she is not very good at taking care of. Anything.
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as is always the case with my OC ramblings, if you read all of that you can summon me for difficult battles .
also open tagging anyone who'd like to give this a go, & please feel free to mention me in the post because I always love to read everyone's OC thoughts :3
#Maia speaks#OC: Crescentia#in my mind I regularly refer to her as ''Ianthe Lockedtomb 2: Better And/Or Worse!''#that's not REALLY true anymore (her character has changed in a lot of ways because I finally feel like I Get her & what she's about)#but she is still very much a Ianthelike in a myriad ways. often terrible and unpleasant#might do this one for Kaija too... I miss my other awful girlie. but alas I am in Crescentia Lockdown rn.#also I am currently doing Heinrix's romance with her as well just because I wanted to see what it was like#(would do more but. she doesn't recruit either of the xenos companions so she can't do their romances#+ can't do Jae's because while they work VERY well as friends I know Something happens in Jae's romance#that would make Crescentia toss her out of an airlock. đ#+ I guess I could have done Cassia's but they don't click that way for me?#I guess I'll do another playthrough for those when the Adeptus Arbites companion comes out...)#so. Yeah. but I don't know if that romance is gonna be canon for her just yet. thonking many thoughts#feel like it might be a Kaimellia situation where it happens but it doesn't end well? but. we'll see.#honestly when it comes to Crescentia I am mostly just fixated on Cresbellah so everything else fades into the background đ
#sorry man. the Yuri Warriors win once more
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genuinely is quite sad when one of ur fav artists drastically changes their style to something that no longer appeals to u. but my god i wld never DREAMMMM of saying that to their face or telling them to go back to their old style. DAMN
#ppl r too bold.#i go âwell i can respect the technical skill has improvedâ and then quietly unfollow#many cases like it happens bruh. my style has changed one billion times#for an example idgaf abt offending lol⌠lupisvulpes used to be a hugeee fav of mine until more recently to her going offline#but thats just bc i didnt like the overly rendered style as much#idk actually tho maybe thats a bad example bc i do feel like she genuinely did get worse đ oh well#her lipsync commissions were so doggggg LOL#anyeays. not abt her so irrelevant.#also tho actually i do feel like skill regression in art is fairly common. like as u grow one skill the others fde#like u get better at lineart but lose fluidity. i feel like this is me rn maybe LOL#its hard lol i think ppl shld be open to constructive criticism but 90% of the time its just a stranger going#âi liked ur old art more change it backâ. so where do u go from that LOL
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