#so my freaking 30th bday will probably be me alone stuck in my home and in good luck I bother to go for a walk bc tried to do that every day
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#I'll have a bday in a couple of days#I'll turn round years#I wanted to at least celebrate this bc well round years#I never needed it to be anything big or spectacular#just maybe some cake and playing board games or chatting with closest friends at my home if nothing else#but well#depression and shitty money situation have made me not willing to think of anything#I didn't even had the energy earlier#and I doubt I will have too much money left tomorrow once I pay the bills#and this all has made me feel like my life doesn't matter#bc I can't even live a fucking decent life in country that claims to be a welfare state#so my freaking 30th bday will probably be me alone stuck in my home and in good luck I bother to go for a walk bc tried to do that every day#but yeah#rather difficult to see things will get easier when I've been stuck in this shit for years#Emptiness rambles#just whispering to the void
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