#sober yapps

[ihopeinevergetsoberr]

have a wip while i’m losing my mind over that fucking exam

[ihopeinevergetsoberr]

A HUSBAND ON HIATUS IM WHEEZING

Viktor as a husband and father headcannons or fic?

Hi Anon, as a husband he features in A Deer and a Man (maybe not in the most classic husband way, but he gets there), and also my friend @ihopeinevergetsoberr is writing him on husband-hiatus in playing with this bow (and arrow) and we all hope that the hiatus will come to an end of course. As a father, I get so anxious thinking about bringing little humans to this horrible world, I think Viktor would think a million times before he brings one in too :v

[maddytheweird]

Ending of "Never Ending Song"

Little yapp session

Intro to "Wish You Were Sober" and a happy panic attack

ALSO MY OWN VIDEO

[ihopeinevergetsoberr]

AWEEEE USAGI YOU’RE SO SWEET IM SOBBING 🥹🥹 i am but a fellow slav appreciating some much needed representation, even if it’s quite discreet <333

if you want my personal opinion — i have some cute options. Kucera, for instance, which basically means ‘a curly-haired person’. i think it suits him well, even if it’s a tad cheesy. or something common, but solid, like Novák.

as for my ukrainian options….. he can have mine… AHEM WHAT WHO SAID THAT-

If Viktor was to have a surname, what do you think it would be

Probably something either Czech to go with what the voice actor intented with his accent, but I'm a bit partial to Ukrainian because that's where my baby @ihopeinevergetsoberr is from and I love the little cultural idiosyncracies she adds to viktors speech and personality when she writes him!!

Also, will be getting to the drawing requests soon!

[deplorablej59f]

America Needs A Timeout

In the immediate aftermath of this morning's shooting of Steve Scalise, the country is reeling. It is sobering to know that this man came gunning for Republicans. Why would someone do such a thing? 

The answer can be found on the nightly news broadcasts. For the last two years as we well know the hatred they have nurtured, fed and cared for is at the very bottom of this barrel.

Republicans and Democrats alike have allowed them to broaden the chasm that separates our political views into something hate-filled and scary. Why is so much coming undone in our society? I think because our televisions bring their lies and rhetoric and their true feelings about us (R) the floodgates have opened and it’s open season! Against (R) and (R) against (D) and  MSM yap yapp yapping endlessly speculating, endlessly pushing the narrative that our President is the evilest of men. Hitler, they say pales in comparison! Spread the word!

They did. Leaders all over the world were taken aback by the sheer boldness of the American press to smear their own President. It’s been like they actually want him to fail and are doing all in their power to see that happen.

 Republicans were not much better when Obama was President. However, the republican’s held on to at least some kind of sanity, never allowing things to get violent. We have seen the violence at protests and on school campuses across the country.

 I believe it is beyond time that we come together as a nation. We need to be united and we need to project to the world that we are a unified nation. at the core of us all is the need to be accepted and respected, we all deserve at least that. We need to embrace the idea that we can agree to disagree, listen to each other and voice your objections if you have them. That’s what free speech is all about.

When you take away the decency in people and they display no knowledge of honor, society as we have known it will become a thing of the past.

 I thought we were done with segregation. We worked so hard to embrace our differences to create this beautiful, blending of color into the society of whites, as a whole I think most of us believed we had achieved our goals. Obviously, I was wrong. Why would kids think that only black students should live in this dorm and white kids another and all Asians in another? What is a safe space? I don’t even know what the hell that is. But I guess if that’s what they want who am I to say? That’s the American way. We do not control our brother, we all follow the same laws. We all have to work for a living, nothing in life comes free.

The revolution we need to see happen is a far cry from what we see every day.It was truly beautiful to see Nancy Pelosi and Paul Ryan talk to the house after the shootings, talk about how they feel like a family. Well, families do not behave the way we have behaved the last two years.

America needs a timeout!

[mydearmya]

which one are you?? or which combination are you??

I’m combination of Melancholic and Choleric,, depends on my mood,, funny ha,,, at a time, I’ll be extremely extrovert,,, and at the other time,, I’ll be introvert as hell.. but I can tell, my dominant is melancholic,, moody, anxious, rigid, sober, pessimistic (sometimes but not often), unsociable (depends on the condition, place and the people), quiet (yapp),, in other word,,, all in depressed mood,,, I’ll be melancholic,,,, coba klo udah hypo manic,,,, I’ll be Choleric and sooooo easily to be annoyed... :)

[ihopeinevergetsoberr]

i’m half-done with the chapter…. i’m drained my darlings no more writing for me today….. here’s a smutty crumb while i’m finishing up the lit ficy misery

[ihopeinevergetsoberr]

attention! i’m deleting some older works from tumblr.

i know. it’s annoying. maybe even a bit frustrating.

but i genuinely can’t stand those works due to having written them during a very… bizarre era of my life. i no longer want those pieces of writing to represent me. now that i’ve grown both as a person and a fanfic writer (at least in my humble opinion) i PHYSICALLY can’t look back at those peacefully.

but! i know how upsetting that can be for readers who like to reread an old fav every now and again. so i will be orphaning those works on ao3 in case someone randomly craves a reread. here are the links to my orphaned works:

https://archiveofourown.org/works/48736471

https://archiveofourown.org/works/49498804

https://archiveofourown.org/works/51349576

https://archiveofourown.org/works/49999639

i hope you can forgive me for disowning these oneshots. they are yours to do with as you please now (except feeding them to ai. we do not do that over here)

[ihopeinevergetsoberr]

You say talk to me about Viktor and I am here to talk about Viktor. What films would this man watch? Would he have a favourite film? I'm such a film snob that I am so afraid to go there, but would he fucking cry on Star Wars? Is he truly a nerd as we paint them? Or he doesn't even bother with that and plays computer games instead? Or is he an utter man out of this era and just reads books? Does he love The Brief History of Time? Help. HELP WHAT ARE THEESE MAN'S HOBBIES he cannot just be into science, I do not accept this reality. My HC is that he loves Frank Herbert and hates the new adaptation of Dune :v He also probably likes Philip K. Dick. But that's BITCH BASIC I need MORE. And now a praise: your writing takes me to another dimension. It's amazing how I read your stuff and feel no negativity, no worry, just pure appreciation that I am able to interact with something so poetically hot. Loved Fornication, made me want to get drunk and low-key jealous of Reader's relationship with Viktor.

OKAY SO he’s either some niche videogames nerd or he’s that one annoying pretentious fuck who only ever plays chess (this has nothing to do with my fic /srs) it’s just a very tricky 50/50 cause he could easily be BOTH. he looks like could be… idk…. a fucking path of exile 2 nerd. or like he’s prejudiced towards people who game period point blank. bro’s steam account is either terrific or terrifically non-existent.

GOD it really is a tough one. i feel like act 1 viktor could be the pretentious fuck. HOWEVER. act 2 viktor is an exhausted guy who just wants to go home and play some sekiro. do you see the vision…..

as for the books he reads…. he doesn’t read fiction. same goes for movies. like if we’re talking about modern aus i feel like he’s just SO out of touch with what young people even like these days. give him a documentary and he’ll eat it up. i feel like he’d be one of them annoyed mfs who went to see oppenheimer and proceeded to complain about it being not 100% historicaly accurate. and if you make him watch breaking bad he’ll be annoyed it had dubious chemistry here and there.

— viktor, they can’t give us a step-by-step guide on how to cook crystal meth. that’s literally ILLEGAL

— i couldn’t care less. science is a commitment. a flimsy law-suit is a small price to pay for maintaining accuracy

but anyways i feel like he would also be into history. documentaries, memoirs of various historical figures, everything tediously lovely and cool and ACCURATE. i don’t know. i like pulling him out of arcane and placing him into some 80-90s dark academia au. you will never catch me writing him in an ACTUALLY modern setting because i like painting him as this sickeningly charming, detached from the pop-culture sassy man. i love pretentious guys okay. they’re so annoying i want to eat them

i also have this random hc that viktor used to be REALLY into medical shit once but he never wanted to become a doctor…. why? that i don’t know. he’s just. such an erudite when it comes to all kinds of complex stuff. when he read some victorian classics in highschool (dracula, for instance) he was absolutely furious and declared it a horror book not because of all the tame vampire stuff, but because the blood-transfusions were conducted at random (blood types were discovered only in 1901, and before that victorian doctors would just. choose the donor based on whoever looked the least pale that day. i’m genuinely surprised we’ve made it this long. read all this in viktor’s voice, by the way, i feel like he knows all these cools random facts and overshares them A LOT)

your frank herbert hc is totally valid though. I CAN SEE THAT. YES ABSOLUTELY???

like i said — MODERN modern aus are not my jam to write but i love reading that when it’s done tastefully. and you never disappoint <3

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AND THANK YOU FOR PRAISING ME QUITE SO HIGHLY WTF IM LITERALLY CRYING I DONT DESERVE U

❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

[ihopeinevergetsoberr]

your favorite smutty fanfic writer (god i wish) is serving chic today

[ihopeinevergetsoberr]

here you go, my darlings! @jaanon @hivemuthur and whoever else wanted me to drop a playlist!!! more songs to be added (as per usual). trip-hop, moody classics, LOTS and i mean LOTS of orchestra lives…. it’s only right

[ihopeinevergetsoberr]

sorry, there will be no chapter this week. my health is declining, my sleep disorder is acting up (ironically so) + i got hit in the face with uni work and a particularly painful period. i’ll make it up to yall next week

🫂

[ihopeinevergetsoberr]

since when do i have 500 followers on here omg YOU GUYS ARE CRAZY thank you for reading my stuff

im ever so honoured to be yalls chaperone in this viktor thirst influx with my fanfiction

[ihopeinevergetsoberr]

do you think…Viktor likes landing strips….

oh definitely. i think he’s more of a trimmed bush guy though…

he got that renaissance-esque longing for a hairy coochie in him and i get him on a spiritual level

[ihopeinevergetsoberr]

THIS. @hivemuthur

[ihopeinevergetsoberr]

Idk why people would be mad at a character having narcolepsy that’s an interesting trait to write about. So go for it!!

And oh my god!!! Please continue this fic!!! I seriously have thought about that first chapter a bunch since reading. Genuinely, I’ve thought about this part multiple times:

The vibes and the conversation between Reader/Jayce was so interesting. And aggravating!! In order for therapy to work you have to open up so the brief moment they did show some vulnerability was so good. Only to close right back up. God, it’s so painful and so brilliant. There is so much depth in that first chapter already.

This is the kind of slow burn, angsty fic that if you gave it a happy ending would be so fucking satisfying because of how much depth and setup there is. I really hope to see you continue with it!

NOOO IM SOBBING THANK YOU SM FOR NOTICING

yeah i hinted at a sleep disorder in that particular paragraph!!

however

my main dilemma with giving her a specific diagnosis was the fact that i felt like some people won’t like it because it’s too… personalised? i already write my readers like they’re ocs, and i get it, an x reader can’t possibly resonate with every single person. but also. that’s my fic. i shall do whatever i like. i’m already doing my due diligence—i always keep her physical traits vague so everyone can insert whoever they like, and i think this is how x readers should be done, no blond eyes blue hair bullshit for everyone, please and thank you.

i don’t know about you guys, but when i’m reading an x reader i WANT to be told what i am. am i witty? messy? sad? shy? what am i passionate about in this story? just make me an oc, i don’t want to be personality-less!!! dress me, guide me, tell me everything, the only thing that should be left out is physical appearance tbh. i don’t care if my fic-personality doesn’t align with how i actually act. the author doesn’t know me. i am their vessel. do with me as you please, make me work for your story

anyways….. thank you for reaching out i actually shed a little tear reading this ;;;))) i can promise you some delicious angst that’s for sure!!!! i like to think i specialise in it, in a way…. but we shall see how this fic goes

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