#something with fuyu since that’s important

[chickin-nuggest]

Yuri 👍🏻

[biinkuuo]

Confession

Chifuyu x Fem!reader

Hello! its been a long time since i posted but i was really inspired by some fanfics I read and since my Jim headcanons were received very well, i decided to do a fic of chifuyu :3

You and Chifuyu had been bestfriends forever, ever since you can remember, you used to have so much fun with him, Baji, Ryusei and the rest of the gang.

You always had a bit of an intrest for Chifuyu, and not the friendly kind, a more... romantic kind? You didnt want to act on it, what if it was just infatuation? what if it ruined your friendship with him? So you decided that for the sake of everyone (and yourself) that you would NEVER confess nor act on those feelings.

But one day, one fatal but beautiful day, Chifuyu confessed to you. Fuyu has always been very cliche, y'know, all those mangas got into his head, so he did the most cliche thing ever, he put a note on your locker, it said "meet me at the rooftop after school, we need to talk".

After your club activities (and going to the bathroom for half an hour to calm yourself down), with your heart on your throat, you started walking up the stairs that led to the rooftop, you could hear every step you took with an echo, your heart thumping and your whole body trembling.

Finally, the top of the stairs, as the doors were staring right back at you you opened them and there he was, Chifuyu, with a love letter in his hands, messy hair, unbuttoned shirt and completely red in the face.

"Oh! o-oh my god, hi, hi, hello, wha-whats up? hey.."

why did he have to be so cute? damn him.

"H-hey Fuyu! um, I received your letter! i-in my locker, uh... what did you want to talk to me about huh? um.. sounded important eh? hehe..."

You laughed uncomfortably, trying to hide your embarrasment, you knew perfectly what he wanted to talk about, sadly, he was way too obvious with his feelings, plus, rooftop? note in the locker? letter with a heart to seal it? c'mon, he couldnt be more obvious.

"W-well.. uuuh... s-shit, im really doing this.. um, so uh... ok.. Y/N, you know we've been friends for a long time right?"

"yeah?..."

"Well" he said, a long sigh leaving his mouth "For a long time now, I've been having some... toughts, about.. us. I.. think... you are an amazing person, magnificent even, and, for some time, those... thoughts.. became something else."

"Fuyu..."

"And you know, lately, we have been spending more time togheter, and I've had so much fun"

"Fuyu."

"So because of this time we've had together, ive developed... something... and I dont want this to ruin what we have now, I love our friendship and i wouldn't trade it for any-"

"Chifuyu!"

"Huh? what? is something wrong?"

"I know, Fuyu." the words sounded more harsh as they were leaving your mouth "You certainly don't hide your feelings very well y'know?"

He seemed a bit disappointed, a sad look on his face as he looked at the floor "Oh... I.. I guess I wasn't huh..." why did he have to be like that, you asked yourself.

"No! nonononononono! it isn't like that Fuyu! I- I like you too! for like.. I dunno, years? since we were like 10, I love the way you're so dorky and cliche, I adore your love for animals and I especially love how... you are.. so... kind and cute and respectful and... pretty" your lovely voice was music to his ears, your words were a warm embrace for his heart.

"W-wait... you-you really mean it?! oh-oh my god! I-I've been dreaming of this moment forever! im the happiest man alive Y/N."

"O-oh Fuyu... stop.. you are making me blush..." your blushing face was so cute for him, he just wanted to kiss you so badly "Say, Y/N, since we.. y'know, are dating now I suppose, can I... kiss you? please."

"Yes, Fuyu.. of course"

Im so sorry if this isnt so good :( I really put a lot of effort on it, I've never done more than headcanons, let me know if you want anymore fics or headcanons! I do NSFW and also SFW :D

Credits to @joontroverted , her baji fic "hate the way you smile" really inspired me! and also credits to @mbbmz , they both really inspired me to write this fic, so thank you!

I would really appreciate likes and reblogs :3

[zaenaris]

Have you headcanons for Bonten Timeline?

They spent many years apart, but I want to believe that at some point Koko and Inupi will somehow meet again, mostly by chance and unintentionally, it's the destiny, the universe? whatever, that brings them together again. Depending on the situation, they try to let it go, but they can't pretend nothing happened, we know that it's enough one single time for Inupi to understand that Koko is not okay, so they'll probably try to make thins work. Mikey's death could be the start for an actual improvement

Dark impulses at some point starts to destroy Mikey, he's canonically too thin and generally unwell in Bonten. I believe at some point he became addict to various drugs, together with Sanzu that couldn't help but follow Mikey, remembering what happened in the original Timeline

Chifuyu at some point, partially because of Takemichi's informations from the future, and partially because he knew Kazutora was important for Baji, starts to visit Kazutora in juvie/prison. At first Kazutora is mortified and ashamed of himself, but he allows Chifuyu to visit him because he felt he owns him at least the possibility to tell him directly how much he hates him. But their dialogue goes differently. Chifuyu is still mad at Kazutora, but he understands he was manipulated and he had his own problems even before the accident with Shinichiro. Chifuyu says he wants to try to understand him better since he was important for Baji. So that's how their friendship starts, with visits and exchange if letters. it was natural for Tora to help Fuyu with his shop once he get out of jail

Inupi and Draken bond over their lost (literally and metaphorically) loves and bikes. They open D&D mostly with Inupi's money; I guess/headcanon that thanks to his role in BLACK DRAGON he had earned - not so legally, but still- a good amount of -mostly dirty- money. Since he wants a fresh starts, he's happy to invest all those money in the shop. And it's thanks to Draken's tutor/father figure (the brothel manager) that they can have the permit to open the shop, since at the beginning they were both still minors (Idk if that's how bureaucracy works in Japan, but listen, D&D was a thing in 2008 and they weren't of age yet in Japan, since at the time, until people were minors until they turned 20, lol)

Inupi and Draken try to follow Shinichiro's steps, so D&D became a safe place for kids that have nowhere to go, and they teach them the basics to fix motors, so these kids stay aways from the streets/troubles in general. It's also the unofficial headquarters for the formers Toman members, that stay more or less in touch even after the gang's disbanding

Senju is probably dead in this TL, and probably it's the reason why, even if they never had a great relationship, Takeomi and Sanzu are both in Bonten, even if I believe their relationship is still difficult, but they got closer again to remember their sister

Koko sometimes checks on Inupi at D&D. When he's younger he tries to convince himself he's doing it for Inupi, but after a while he admits to himself he's doing it just because he misses him, he knows well that Inupi is okay even without him... he's even better without him, and this destroys him, even if he's glad that Inupi is living an honest and safe life

on the outside tho, Koko is as cunning as ever, the life he has in Bonten made him merciless, something he hates what he has become but there's no other way to live. He also uses drugs, mostly to work more, but he tries not to become addicted. His white hair is not bleached, it's just stress, and at some point he just accepts it and style it in a fancy way

Kakucho follows Mikey because he understands his pain for loosing Izana. Their pain is different, for Mikey it meant he lost the last of his siblings, even of they weren't actually related and they. didn't even know each other, but they could have been a family, the potential was there. For Kakucho, Izana was his family, his love, his everything

[chanoyu-to-wa]

The Chanoyu Hyaku-shu [茶湯百首], Part II:  Poem 39.

〽 Fuyu-no-kama irori-buchi-yori roku- nana-bu          takaku-sueru-zo narai nari-keru

    [冬の釜圍爐裏緣より六七分          高く据えるぞ習いなりける].

    “The wintertime kama, from the [upper surface of the] irori-buchi, it should be arranged so it is 6- or 7-bu higher!  This is how [you] should practice [doing it].”

    Fuyu-no-kama [冬の釜] means a wintertime kama, a kama of the sort that is used during the winter -- during the season of the ro.  In other words, to use the modern designation, a ro-gama [爐釜].  This name implies that the kama is large, and was designed to be used (more or less exclusively) in the ro.

    Irori-buchi-yori roku- nana-bu takaku-sueru [圍爐裏緣より六七分高く据える] means the upper edge of the mouth of the kama should be 6- or 7-bu higher than the top of the ro-buchi¹.  As has been mentioned before, the final particle -zo [ぞ] adds emphasis to the verb² that precedes it by underscoring its importance (hence the exclamation point in the translation).

    The reason why this is important is because it makes the handle of the hishaku easier to grasp when the hishaku is resting on the kama, by raising it above the surface of the mats.

    Narai nari-keru [習いなりける] is generally understood to mean “to be done now (nari-keru [なりける]) in (one’s) practice (narai [習い]).”  However, since narai can also mean a custom (customary) or habit (habitual), narai nari-keru could also be understood to include the nuance that this way of doing things should become habitual, should be the usual way of doing something³.

    The oldest versions of this poem have ko-shiki-gama [古式釜] (which means old-style kama) in place of fuyu-no-kama [冬の釜].  The ko-shiki-gama is, today, known as the shin-nari gama [眞形釜], and this is the kind of kama shown below.

    On the left is a kama that was made to rest on the rim of a kimen-buro.  This is traditionally referred to as a kiri-kake kama today, and it was for a kama of this sort (albeit one the bottom of which had been damaged) that Jōō originally created the irori.  The kama on the right has the same general shape, but with the addition of a small projecting flange.  This kind of kama (which is called a ha-gama [羽釜], which means a kama with a projecting flange) was originally brought from Korea during the second half of the fifteenth century.  Since the way the kama fits onto the furo is irrelevant to the present argument (which deals with the way the kama is oriented in the ro), and because the only important thing is the shape of the mouth of the kama (which projects upward higher than the shoulders), the two versions of the poem actually give the same meaning.

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¹Which, at least when the mats are new, should be level with the surface of the mats.

²In this sentence, the verb is the compound takaku-sueru [高く据える], which means to suspend (the kama) higher.

³This contradicts the teachings of several of the modern schools, which hold that the line around the side of the kama (where the upper and lower halves of the mold met) should be at the level of the rodan [爐壇] -- resulting in the mouth of the kama ultimately being up to several sun higher than the ro-buchi.  This appears to be another of the teachings that was passed down by Imai Sōkyū, based on what he had remembered Jōō doing during his middle period.  However, as in many similar instances, this reveals a general misunderstanding of Jōō’s way of thinking.

    Jōō appears to have come to the idea of installing an irori in his 4.5-mat room as a specific solution to the way to use a particular kama.  This kama (shown below) had originally been made, as a kiri-kake kama [切り掛け釜] (a kama designed to rest on the rim of something like a kimen-buro), for use on the o-chanoyu-dana [御茶湯棚]* attached to one of the private sitting rooms in the Imperial Palace, during the fourteenth century.  With the arrival of chanoyu in the early decades of the fifteenth century (where tea would be prepared in the room in which it would be drunk, using the daisu), the o-chanoyu-dana fell out of use, with its utensils more often than not languishing without proper care.  In the case of this kama, the century of neglect resulted in its bottom rusting out.  Since the lower part of the sides had also been weakened, it was not possible to simply replace the bottom.  But any more extensive sort of repair could damage the bas relief image of the Imperial paulownia crest.  Confronted with this dilemma, Jōō chose to leave as much of the sides intact as possible, while attaching a new bottom to the inside of the kama near the kan-tsuki (where the original iron was completely sound).  This produced a functional kama, but not one that could be used in the ordinary way (since the irregular edge was neither strong enough to bear the weight of the kama, nor could it be rested on the mouth of a kimen-buro in any case).  So the ro was Jōō’s solution to the problem of how this kama might be used for chanoyu.

    The kitchen kamado [竈] provided Jōō with two possible precedents for how a pot might be suspended over the fire:  one was to hang the kama over the fire on a chain, and the other was to rest the kama directly on the edges of the rodan by means of a projecting flange.  Since Jōō already had a kama which did not have a flange, he adopted the first option.  And the teaching that governs the height of the kama when suspended in the ro appears to have been decided upon at this time -- since this raises the handle of the hishaku  high enough above mat that it can be grasped (from the side) easily -- meaning that there will be minimal disturbance to the kama†.

    But as time went by, the broken edge of this kama continued to chip away as it was used more and more, so Jōō began to worry about its safety‡.  So later, he ordered a kama with a large flange from the craftsmen working at Temmyō, as shown below.

    From the bottom of the flange to the upper edge of its mouth, this kama is the same height as the distance between the upper surface of the rodan and the top of the ro-buchi.  As a result, Jōō intended for the kama to be rested on a pair of wooden blocks that were 6- or 7-bu thick, which would then lift the kama to the appropriate height relative to the top of the ro-buchi.  Apparently Imai Sōkyū was misinformed about the necessity of using these wooden blocks, and that is how the error crept into his interpretation -- since he taught that the flange (and, in kama where the flange has been removed, the seam between the upper and lower halves of the mold) should be at the level of the rodan. ___________ *The o-chanoyu-dana [御茶湯棚] was constructed in an alcove in the 2-mat service area that adjoined a shoin.  The tana itself in part resembled a built-in daisu (the space measured 1-shaku 5-sun deep, and 3-shaku 1-sun 5-bu wide, and so was 1-sun larger than the large daisu on the left, right, and far sides -- which allowed the use of a larger-sized furo and kama, and mizusashi (as can be seen below), such as would be appropriate when serving tea to a large number of people over the course of a day), with additional storage space on one side, in which all of the necessary utensils could be arranged, and tea could be made.  The person preparing tea in this setting was originally a monk (since the job involved potentially hours of doing nothing but waiting for orders to prepare a bowl of tea -- hours which the monk would pass in seated meditation), though often this person proved to be an ordinary underling sporting a shaved head and monkish garb.

    The o-chanoyu-dana, which occupied one wall of the (2-mat) tsugi-no-ma, was never intended to be seen by the people for whom tea would be prepared.  The bowls of tea were conveyed to the guests by the special servants who were charged with acting as intermediaries in cases such as this.

†If the host has to make too much of an effort to pick up the hishaku, he will likely cause the kama to begin swaying, which would be unsettling.  This was the basis for Jōō’s rule -- the rule that is articulated in this poem.

‡Also, the relatively small size of this kama made its use during a gathering for more than a couple of guests difficult.  Thus, a larger kama became desirable.

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[danggirlronpa]

i know this isn't an f/f ship (except for transfem/other headcanons, i personally love butch Fuyuhiko in particular) but I have been incredibly curious about the mod stance on fuyu//peko, I personally see them as siblings but I also understand that because of canon, their actual view of each other is much more in the air

Moment's pause to acknowledge butch Fuyuhiko. What a concept. Holy shit. Genius

For me, Fuyupeko is pretty unambiguously one of the strongest relationships in the series, if not THE strongest. The lead up to Peko's death is one of the only times in the series I've genuinely cried. The tragedy of it all really hits what I want in fiction. I personally tend to view them as a queerplatonic relationship - not romantic or even necessarily with strict boundaries at all, but the most important relationship in both of their lives nonetheless.

That said, Fuyupeko is also a bit of a tender point to me with regards to this blog in particular. I would consider Peko one of the more popular characters in Danganronpa, but relative to other major characters, she doesn't have the same presence on this blog (in the upper 400s, where the average for major chars is ~650 posts). And that's because almost all Peko content pairs her with Fuyuhiko. The fandom is actually generally pretty okay at not falling into the "girl defined by her relationship to a boy" trap, even in other massively popular ships like Nae//giri. But Peko really gets the short end. It's something that frustrates me a lot, especially since Peko's arc is such an intentional response to and pushback against that very idea.

[n01r-exe]

AAAAA Thank you for the compliment!

You’re right about Izuru/Hajime being a better fit for the trigger symbolically, but at the same time I wanted Takemichi to have just enough information to snoop around on his own in the past before HPA, so that’s why I thought Makoto could be a good fit. Maybe Takemichi stumbles upon the Future Foundation while looking for Mikey and Hina so that he can go back home and try to stop the Tragedy. 

I can see Naoto being a Future Foundation member as the Former Ultimate Investigator though (I put down investigator because Naoto is really good at looking into stuff, not just solving cases), so maybe they cross paths through him as a callback to the beginning of Tokyo Revengers.

Takemichi being the Ultimate Survivor is such a good idea, but rather than giving him that title off the bat, I’d rather HPA give him the Ultimate Clairvoyant title so that he can have the influence needed to stop Junko early on, and then later like how Makoto changed from Ultimate Lucky Student to Ultimate Hope, something similar can happen for Takemichi. (This is also because I want him to interact with Yasuhiro to try and convince everyone to prepare for the worst)

I also wanted to give Fuyuhiko and Peko a big role in this because I hc in the timelines that Takemichi had seen where the Tragedy didn't happen, the evil future version of Toman had joined forces with the Kuzuryuu clan as a Yakuza overtaking to prevent societal collapse in most of Japan. They definitely took advantage of the situation, but the important thing is that they managed to reduce the effect of the Tragedy by taking control of Japan after Junko’s death. Now that Mikey and Kisaki have stopped going down that path, there’s no one power-hungry enough to fill in that void and the Tragedy takes over. (Also just wanted to see Peko interact with Sanzu and Baji, Fuyu and Tora as the pet shop trio (maybe Gundham and those three as well?))

In terms of beating Junko, I think Takemichi and Izuru would try to work with Chisa and Kyosuke in the past, with Izuru finding out about Junko’s rise to power and his own lobotomy and then giving that information to Takemichi while he analyses that information and tries to use it to change the future.

And since Takemichi can't travel through time without Hajime/Izuru, I think they’d have to find a way to meet up in school despite being an Ultimate and a Reserve course student. Maybe Takemichi saves Hajime from some of the bullies at HPA and then immediately passes out to go to the future after shaking hands and introductions XD or maybe Chiaki introduces them, but that seems a bit weak. Takemichi can also stop the Twilight murder case from happening, earning Fuyuhiko’s favor

That's all I can think of for now, but maybe I should make a masterpost for later… also I need a name for the AU lmao

Uh, hi! Good day to you, hope everything is going well! (this is a bit awkward for me bcus its the first time I'm not using anon I'm so sorry-)

I had an idea for a Tokyo Rev x Danganronpa AU crossover thingy… its my first time doing something like this so I really wanted to collaborate with someone to see their point of view…

So uhm, the beginning of the AU starts off with Takemichi going to the future one last time because he's paranoid and wants to make sure that this final timeline is a good one. It's just a little snooping and then he’ll come right back is what he told Mikey and Hina before shaking Mikey’s hand to travel to the future. (in this AU Final Timeline Hina regained her memories with Mikey (can you guess I'm going for maitakehina-))

After jumping through twelve years, Takemichi finds himself in the thick of the Tragedy setting in Ultra Despair Girls, with the world he knows completely gone. The only thing he knows is that Mikey is alive because he was able to travel through time again using him as a trigger. He's scared out of his wits and about to die at the hands of a Monokuma mech when he's saved by someone.

The tricky part is that I don't know who to make his trigger. Right now I’m split between Izuru Kamakura and Makoto Naegi, but essentially they give Takemichi a lead on how to fix things - join Hope’s Peak Academy.

(aka I just wanted drv and tr characters to interact with a lot of plot behind it)

Cue shenanigans with Takemichi pretending to be the Ultimate Prophet (of Doom) while trying to keep his powers a secret (especially from HPA’s scientists, they scare me), Mikey and Hinata actually being ultimates (I think Mikey could be the Ultimate Leader, while Hina is the Ultimate Karate Master (I guess Mikey could also be that but I find it interesting and funny for Hina to be stronger than Mikey in the Final Timeline because she would not rest until she got stronger to protect Takemichi like she promised) and somehow in the end actually beating Junko and stuff

Sorry for rambling! What do you think about this?

Hiii!

This is such a cool idea.

Maitakehina for the win.

Makoto as the trigger would make sense. Izuru I feel might fit a bit better especially if it’s Hajime reaching out.

Like he recognises somehow a Takemichi is the key and is begging him to save them all. And he himself is a person of both of the past and future.

Maybe.

Hina being stronger than Mikey is a very fun idea love that for her. Mikey being the Ultimate Leader fits really well.

The clairvoyant routine is one way of doing it but personally I’d give Takemichi the title of Ultinate Survivor. Especially if he’s trying to keep his abilities a secret.

And well…he’s survived a lot.

But that’s just my headcanon I really like this idea it sounds like a lot of fun.

[sukunasbabymama]

Oh? You wanna kiss me so bad.

⌗ Summary: Asking them if they wanna kiss you in the middle of an argument.

⌗ Pairing: Manjiro Sano (mikey), Chifuyu Matsuno, Mitsuya Takashi, Rindou Haitani.

⌗ Warnings: none.

⌗ A/N: I’m like Mitsuyas, haven’t text my guy bestie in two weeks cuz I’m giving him space lmao.

Request.

Manjiro Sano Mikey.

It’s not that the argument was too heated, but you needed him to understand your point because he was being a thick head, as usual.

“I don’t care if you’re the leader of one of the biggest gangs, Manjiro, you need to do your damn homework bec—”

“I don’t want to,” You sigh, asking the heavens to give you the right patience to not whoop his ass with his own chancla.

And then you get an idea, since he is so whipped for you…

You walk till you are directly in front of the couch he’s sitting in, then you bend down till you are at his eye level, starting to talk really slow.

“Manjiro, baby, your formation is important, you have the time to do them and I will help…” You smile when all his attention is on your lips. “Oh? You wanna kiss me so bad?”

You blink and now you are under him on the same couch. He’s frowning.

“What kind of question is that? Of course I want to kiss you,” He says and you put your hands on his chest when he starts to lean, his frown more prominent now.

“I don’t want to. I don’t feel like kissing people who can’t even do their homework,” You whisper and he gasps, offended. You pull him to you. “So? Want to go out?”

“I can’t, I have to do my homework.” He mumbles and you smile.

Yes, you do.

Chifuyu Matsuno.

The argument was getting tiring and you didn’t want that anymore. Y’all were arguing because he was stopping to worry about his health because of the sense of commitment with the pet shop, something about trying to make it his full time job.

“You don’t understand, I–”

“I do, I do understand Fuyu’ but trying to get the attention of the owner doesn’t have to make you skip your meals, that’s what I need you to und—”

“I need this!”

“And you’re gonna get it, baby! But your health is also important!” You say, frustrated.

You sigh and wet your lips, trying to calm yourself because you’re not about to start yelling either. But his eyes went to your lips and he looked dazed.

“Fuyu, I’m really worried about you, that’s not… Fuyu?” His eyes were still on your lips, you giggled. “So, you wanna kiss me that—?”

“Yes.” He says without letting you finish, he walks to you and puts his arms around your waist. “I do, I want to kiss you, right now, please.”

You lean and smile, his stare still on your lips. He’s been so busy and, God, he missed you so much.

“Your health is more important than some kisses so you—”

“It’s not.” You raise your eyebrow and he groans. “Okay, I’ll change my schedule so I can eat properly, is that okay?”

“More than okay.”

“Good. Now kiss me before we fight for real,” you roll your eyes and let him crash his lips with yours.

Mitsuya Takashi.

The thing with him is that it wasn’t even an argument, you were just trying not to be annoying. He’s been working really hard on his designs so you gave him space.

The problem in this? Takashi doesn’t want space, he wants you. And that’s why he’s at your house right now asking for an explanation.

“Baby, you were bu—”

“I don’t care, three days without seeing you, that’s a hard no and you know it,” He says with a hand on his hip.

“Why are you mad that I was giving you space?” You ask confused.

“Because by giving me space…” His stare goes to your lips when you wet them. “Uh, when you say giving me space it means not even answering my texts, that’s too—”

“You wanna kiss me, don’t you?” You say in a mocking tone, he raises an eyebrow and chuckles.

He then starts walking to you till your back hits the wall, but he keeps going till his lips are brushing yours.

“I do, I very much choose kissing you till I can’t feel my lips instead of doing this,” He wets his lips. “Don’t don’t that again.”

You gulp.

Rindou Haitani.

Even a simple bickering gets heated with this one because he’s just that petty when he wants to. But you have your trick, and it was to distract him from whatever y’all were talking about.

But now, y’all were arguing -he was because you don’t care about that- because he supposedly saw you too close to one of his members and he didn’t like that shit. Were you too close to damn Kokonoi? Yes, yes you were, was on purpose? You’re not that much of an attention seeker, you were just talking.

As usual when he’s getting a little insecure, he’s looking at you attentively, reminding himself he’s the one that’s yours. And then he looked at your face, focusing on it like he was in the middle of a big deal.

“You want to kiss me, right? Is that it?” You laugh, and you swear you see his eyes twitch from where you were.

He starts walking to you with an emotionless face. When he has you pinned on the wall he puts his hand on your throat and leans till his lips are on your ear.

“And what about you?” He chuckles and you gulp. “Do you want to kiss me, angel?”

“I do.” You murmur and he kisses your cheek.

“That’s what bad girls that like to talk back get, kisses on the cheeks” He says.

Then he turns around and leave the room, no longer angry since he confirmed he’s the one that made you this nervous.

🔖: @saturnmitsuya @milliumizoomi @melaninnntae @haitanigigi @keimisan @izvana @dai-tsukki-desu @yunho-leeknow @welkinmoongrab

[uwusenpaiuwu]

Sleepovers At The Baji Household feat. A Fed-Up Chifuyu

Summary: Chifuyu just wants to sleep, man, but Baji wants to be a jealous crackhead at 2 AM.

Pairing: Sano Manjiro | Mikey x Male Reader

Note(s): I had a little free time and wrote this. So, please enjoy! ALSO, to the anon that sent me a request a few days ago, I saw it and have it filed on my to-do list!!! I will definitely get to it as soon as I get a break in my schedule :)

"Chifuyu, ya wanna see some real discrimination?"

No. No, Chifuyu does not want to see what Baji means by 'real discrimination.'

Does he tell him that, though?

Yes, actually, because it's 2 in the fucking morning and, as much as he respects the other boy, he wouldn't put it past himself to smother him with a pillow after having his dream of cuddling with a sea of puppies suddenly destroyed.

Unfortunately for his sanity, Baji either doesn't hear him or, more likely than not, doesn't give a fuck, because he's already flopping onto his belly and whipping out his phone to do God knows what.

The dial tone that sounds from the speaker a few seconds later makes Chifuyu cringe, especially since it's only ever been a calm silence fit for a good night's sleep prior to Baji bulldozing through it with his absurd question. (At the very least, he's thankful that the latter has half a mind to keep the brightness on the lowest setting, otherwise, Chifuyu would have had to fight.)

On the far end of the row of carefully-laid futons, you shift in your sleep, eyebrows furrowing together at the noise. Rotating onto your side, you unconsciously reach for Baji, and just when he thinks you're being cute and trying to cuddle him, you smack him in the head.

Baji doesn't flinch, instead, takes his pillow and shoves it in your grasp to keep your unconscious self occupied, so that he can focus on getting through to the person who reuses to pick up (understandably so).

Releasing a frustrated groan after being redirected to voice mail for the fifth time, he dials the number again, muttering an impatient, "Pick up already."

Chifuyu feels sorry for the poor soul on the other end. He would've blocked someone following the first call, because again, it's-

The blond has to squint his eyes up at the digital clock on Baji's nightstand, which confirms that it's already 2:22 A.M, further solidifying the fact that he shouldn't be awake right now. And this also applies to the ever persistent first division captain, who insists on bothering who Chifuyu soon discovers is Mikey from the contact ID that flashes across the screen.

Why Baji is so keen on bothering him is a question he doesn't have the mental capacity to ponder over. The most energy he'll expend is to listen in when the call miraculously connects.

"What...?" comes a muffled voice from the receiver, tone laced in an irked grogginess birthed from a slumber rudely interrupted.

There's an absurdly loud, almost angry, roar of Mikey's name, one that has Chifuyu curling in on himself in a futile attempt to escape a sound that should be illegal at this hour.

But you know what else should be illegal?

The fucking whiplash Chifuyu gets when Baji's deep voice takes an abrupt 180°, switching from its normal gruffness to a squeaky, ear-piercing shrill as he screams, "I love you, love you, love you! Do you love me, too, Mikey-kyun~♡?!"

The room is dead silent.

Not a word. Not a murmur. Not a breath.

Just pure, unadulterated silence as both Chifuyu and Mikey process the words that hang in the air, permeating it with a goosebumps-inducing eeriness from having heard such a...a girly, overtly cutesy screech from Baji.

Then-

"What the fuck? He hung on me!"

Chifuyu opens his mouth, thinks better of reacting to the cursed scene he had the misfortune of bearing witness to, and promptly closes it.

Other people may have sleep paralysis demons.

But Chifuyu?

Chifuyu has Baji.

With both hands partially raised in prayer, he begs for the shenanigans to be over and done with.

They are not.

While his eyes remain closed in a last ditch effort to convince himself that it's all a bad dream, he hears a lot of grumbling happening on your side of the room, courtesy of Baji, who's scrambling around in search of...something. One quick peek reveals him fiddling with a phone - yours, to be exact, as evidenced by the distinctive phone charm of your favorite anime character hanging from it.

"(Y/n), wake up for a second," he hears him whisper. It takes a bit of prompting, until he's able to successfully rouse you enough from sleep to elicit any kind of response, which is, essentially, nothing short of an incoherent, slurred mess. Although, Chifuyu is pretty damn certain he heard you call Baji a 'dickhead' for the trouble.

Unperturbed, he continues shaking your limp form, coaxing you into wakefulness with, "Repeat what I tell you, and I'll let you go back to asleep. Deal?"

You squint your eyes at him, only able to make out a vague outline of his visage in the lightless room. "Promise?"

"Cross my heart, hope to die," he automatically responds with the same phrase he's become accustomed to saying whenever you two made a promise, something done purely out of habit, formed when the two of you were just kids and he wanted to get you to do something absolutely ridiculous either for him or with him. And just 'cause he knows you're more susceptible to complying if he does it, he also interlocks his pinky with yours.

"...Fine."

The approval is his cue to proceed, and it's as he's putting the phone on speaker that he turns back to a regretfully wide awake Chifuyu, mouthing a wordless, 'Watch.'

The phone rings, loud and clear, precisely once and only once.

"(Y/n), what's wrong?" It's important to note that even though Mikey still sounds tired as hell, his tone is much lighter, much happier really, than when it was Baji, which is an offense in itself to the said teen that's off to the side, attentively listening to the conversation unfold.

Then, it strikes Chifuyu, what Baji is trying to do, and fuck does it give him an instant headache.

Meanwhile, your mouth morphs into the dopiest of smiles with the pleasant surprise of hearing your boyfriend's voice, chest instantly overtaken by a warm fuzziness that never fails to make an appearance whenever he's involved. Sappy, you know, but it's true!

A light but firm nudge to your shoulder reminds you of your mission. It's too bad that, teetering along the edge of sleep as you are, the words Baji whispers are barely repeated correctly.

The initial phrase from before, the one Baji greeted Mikey with, is shortened to a simple, "You wuv I...?"

But, without missing a beat, you receive Mikey's confident reply of, "Mhm... I wuv you a lot."

There's a sleepy giggle then - a fucking giggle - before your voices drop to sweet whispers that the third and fourth wheels can't fully comprehend from where they are.

"Where the fuck was my 'I wuv you,' huh?!" Baji whisper-shouts, considerate of your conversation even when ranting and raving. "Shit, I would've taken a simple 'I love you,' too! I've known that bastard way longer than (Y/n), and this is what I get?!"

Okay. Toman's president answers his boyfriend's late night calls faster than he does anyone else's and openly expresses his love for him. So what? Chifuyu wouldn't exactly call it 'discrimination,' per se. 'Favoritism,' maybe if you wanna stretch it, but using as strong a word as discrimination, especially taking into account you two are dating; it's normal? Nah.

"You wanna say 'bye' to them? Mm. Baji and Chifuyu." A pause. "Fuyu, Mikey says 'bye.'"

"Bye, Mikey-kun."

The other person in the room waits, and waits, and waits, and when it's clear that there is no intention to address his presence whatsoever, Baji turns to Chifuyu with an almost scandalized expression, making wild gesticulations with his hands, clearly distressed. "See?!"

Blank blue eyes stare back at him, unblinking. Honestly, it's a common occurrence - Baji spiraling in a nonsensical rage - so it's easy for Chifuyu to block out the muted, jealousy-driven temper tantrum as he takes his pillow in both hands, raises it as high as he can, and-

Sigh.

-lets it flop right back onto his face.

He can't suffocate Baji. Shouldn't. Wouldn't. Couldn't. After all, they're best buds, meaning he has an obligation to put up with shit like this once in a while. (Plus, he'd probably get his ass kicked before he succeeds anyway. Totally not worth the beating.)

"Did you hear? Mikey said he wuvs me," he hears you drawl dreamily as soon as you hang up, sounding very close to clocking back out for the night.

"Yeah, yeah. Cute shit. Happy for ya, dude," Baji huffs. Thankfully, he sounds like he's in a similar state to yours, if the yawn that follows his sarcastic comment is anything to go by.

"...He soooo ignored you."

That warrants a punishing punch to the arm, dulled only slightly by the combination of the thick quilt you're swaddled in and the raven-haired boy's fatigue.

"I'll fucking throw you out right now, (Y/n). Don't test me."

"You won't."

"I will."

"Won't."

"Will."

The conversation gradually dies down shortly after, the exhaustion that took its sweet time getting to both of you having reached its peak with the help of the childish bickering. It takes 10 minutes, maybe 15, before two sets of light snores fill the room.

Finally.

Let it be known that there is a lesson to be learned from tonight's events. Really, there is. Y'know, something along the lines of 'Don't agree to a sleepover with Baji, if you plan on actually sleeping,' or whatever.

Alas, Chifuyu's consciousness fades before he realizes what it is.

~~~

"Mikey, be honest. Who do you love more? Me or-?"

"(Y/n)."

"But-"

(Y/n)."

"I-"

"(Y/n)."

Baji is only momentarily discouraged, sharp eyes glaring at the blond that lays his head on your lap after hi-fiving you. He didn't want to do this, but he's left with no choice.

"(Y/n) or Babu?"

From the way Mikey stiffens up, refusing to look at either him or you in the eyes, Baji knows he has him right where he wants him, has him torn between a cute face or a sweet ride.

"Oi! Don't pretend to be asleep! Answer the damn question! OI!"

(After hours of serious contemplation - even though you told him it doesn't particularly matter - it's revealed that, of course, Mikey loves you more. Babu just happens to trail behind as a very close second.)

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Chapter 4 - Author’s Notes

Hey! Thank you everyone for your patience. I’ve probably said this, I’m aware my update speed isn’t the fastest and even then each update isn’t that long (writing is hard)...of course this is just a personal project for myself first and foremost, but even I wish I could chip away at it a bit faster lol. Either way I don’t want to overpromise anything with this dumb little story so just come along for the ride, feel free to drop off and get on wherever 😂 Thank you for checking it out!

This chapter’s notes covers a bit on Akihiro and Zemimon, but also some stuff we saw in the chapter.

▶Go to: - Continue to Chapter 5

Akihiro

Akihiro’s given name (秋広 Akihiro) literally means autumn ‘秋’ wide/vast ‘広’. Ok so with the reveal of the gods(?) in this chapter actually their names kinda have some meaning! A bit! I’ll write more about it below.

His family name (小川 Ogawa) literally means small ‘小’ river ‘川’. That completes the family names being based on water 😂 I think they were supposed to be more important in the story, but now it’s just more of a...theme thing?

I remember in one of my old posts someone commented something like he gives off Iori (Digimon 02) vibes...yes!!! I guess I made him kind of the ‘good boy intellectual’ of the group haha, with some traits similar to Koushiro (Digimon Adventure) and Iori.

Zemimon

So, Zemimon’s initial design was actually meant to be like an insect-dino cross:

It’s a pretty cool idea right!? But I couldn’t really get any ideas for his evolutions, and also him being a dino kind of overlaps with Pangorumon’s dino-based evolution line. I do honestly like the idea though and might like to use it for something else in the future...

Zemimon’s next design is more bug-like, but leaning more mechanical? I wouldn’t mind it but I guess it’s hard to make bug designs look balanced as a cyborg (I feel like they can go either organic or mechanical-looking, but I struggle to design something that looks clearly in-between). And since there is that subtle theme of ancient gods(?) in the story, I kinda wanted to go for something more organic-leaning. Which brings us to the current Zemimon design!

Other notes

As mentioned earlier, the kids’ given names have kinda a bit of relation to the gods:

“Haru-no-Kami, the god of spring, he watches the heavens and the stars.” Haruka’s name (春日) means ‘spring sun’.

“Natsu-no-Kami, the god of summer, she watches the earth and the seas.” Natsumi’s name (夏海) means ‘summer sea’.

“Aki-no-Kami, the god of autumn, he watches the great expanse and all who exist within.” Akihiro’s name (秋広) means ‘autumn expanse’.

“Fuyu-no-Kami, the god of winter, she watches the flow of time and every moment in eternity.” Chifuyu’s name (千冬) means ‘thousand winters’.

Hahaha so the names have (a bit) of meanings...what does it mean?? Let’s hope I manage to survive and continue the story to the point where it’s explained a bit better 🤣

Also we saw Murexmon this chapter! I was already set on her general body shape but so indecisive regarding her helmet lol.

Also yes she can come out of her helmet! She doesn’t usually do it because she’s totally defenseless in this form. Imagine a soft slug, but without the slime...the texture would feel like a plush toy but alive, kind of. Does she have legs? It’s a mystery O:

Lastly, the enemy Digimon of this chapter is the official Digimon WaruSeadramon! Yes if you’ve watched Digimon Adventure there’s the not-so-subtle parallel of WaruSeadramon triggering Dedemon’s evolution like how MegaSeadramon triggered Ikkakumon’s evolution in Adventure lol 😆

That’s all for now! I start a new job tomorrow so I don’t know what that will mean for my already slow update speed 😵‍ I hope it goes smoothly so I can continue their story!

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to be honest anyone in the gangs of tokyo rev might as well cried in the exam because im guessing none of them actually put in much big effort to study in education

except mitsuya and hakkai, kokonoi and taiju seem more serious too,draken probably puts only like medium effort. takemichi, with hina's guidance might pull through. and then there's definitely kisaki...

yk im probably even guessing that mikey doesn't even attend the exam- or does he???

i mean we've seen baji, and many people think he's dumb in terms of education but what if what if, the rest of the boys are too??? or they just study till they barely pass or something

but then again i could be wrong since a lot of them made it to highschool ( but then again it's because toman disbanded and everyone just worked in their own ways? )

( this isn't a discrimination against their education smarts but just a simply thought )

Hmmm.....

-random anon

Types of Students – Tokrev Headcanons

characters: baji, chifuyu, draken, hanma, inupi, izana, kakucho, kazutora, kisaki, koko, mikey, mitsuya, pah, peh, ran, rindou, sanzu

genre & style: fluff, headcanons

word count: 0.8k

notes: at first i started answering your ask anon and then i realized how long it had become, so, well, i can as well put it into a full ass writing. tysm for the idea! 

warnings: not proofread ‘cause i’m almost sleeping while writing it (will correct it tomorrow morning)

Mikey doesn't and won’t care. An image of Mikey with a book, learning of his own free will about, let’s say, human anatomy, or doing a whole page of complicated equations with square roots and logarithms, doesn’t sit in my mind right. We’ve seen him saying that attending school is important, and then sleeping on his desk during every lesson, it’s obvious he doesn’t care

Draken is a bit more tamed, he may even prepare for an exam once in a blue moon, but he still doesn’t care about the whole school thing much. My boy has his goal and he does everything that may help him to achieve it – which means if he doesn’t see any value in learning a certain subject, he simply won’t do it. Bike shop supremacy, Kenny says.

On the other hand I know for a fact Mitsuya studies. The boy doesn’t sit with books until midnight each day, but he still grasps as much as he can from the education he’s provided with. He’s thankful for what he has plus he just wants to be a good example for his little sisters. Huge good big bro vibes.

Chifuyu looks like someone who doesn’t study much, yet soaks knowledge like a sponge. If he attends classes, he doesn’t have to learn anything at home. If he has a few days break from school, well… good job Fuyu, bcs ur gonna be a bit fucked! But somehow this lucky boy manages to get a decent mark every time, what we can’t say about…

…his dear comrade. Baji ain’t the sharpest tool in a shed, nor is he someone with a great attention span. The only way he gets good grades is when Chifuyu revises material with him. For the younger boy it’s a little repetition, for Keisuke a battlefield.

Kazutora isn’t bothered by the idea of studying. It’s an option. Sure. Is he actively doing anything connected with school? No. Why would he? He does get the concept behind it, but he simply doesn’t want to. He’s fine without it, luck's on his side and he almost always passes exams on his first tries.

When it comes to Pah and Peh I think they are at pretty the same level of smartness. As much as I’m sure Peh takes a book once in a while to make sure he’s going to pass the semester, Pah doesn’t care. He knows his future is secured so he focuses on anything he wishes for.

I don’t think Sanzu even attends school??? He doesn’t look like a type to think hmmm, yeah, it’s a great day to meet these annoying fuckers, have hands covered in a nasty ass chalk, and to do some useless assignments! On the other hand Haru looks like someone who has absorbed chalk like candies as a kiddo, so I’m sure there has been time he attended school. He just doesn’t do it anymore lol

Inupi studies only on specific subjects, the one with teachers he likes and respects. He doesn’t care much if it’s a subject he likes or not, if the person teaching him is likable he’s going to do his best not to disappoint them, and if not… he’s gonna make sure they're gonna remember him. I just think he’s still this salty ‘n petty kid deep, deep inside lmaoo

Koko’s naturally good. He doesn’t learn much, he has decent grades on default, just ‘cause he’s smart. Oh, and he’s this annoying kid who always argues with teachers and corrects them. He doesn’t care if they don’t like him, after all there’s nothing they can do to him due to his high grades.

Izana isn’t bothered by most of the subjects. He doesn’t even attend them if he finds them useless. But if there’s a person he despites, he does everything to humiliate them in terms of knowledge. He studies only on this exact subject he shares classes with this person, and does everything to be better than them

Kakucho is a perfect example (I would say the best in the whole Tokrev) of a good student. His learning habits are well-balanced, he knows when to make breaks, doesn’t overwork himself, and gets the best grades. Somehow every teacher likes him and doesn’t get how he’s friends with somebody like Izana

Ran and Rindou are these mysterious fellas who appear only on the day of final exams. There are many rumors about them, ‘cause they don’t attend any classes, don’t do any assignments for the whole year, just enter the building as the finals start, complete them, and forget about this place for next few months until the next important test happens. Do they pass? barely…

Does he look like he cares? Exactly. Hanma doesn’t find anything exciting in the idea of studying, learning from some extremely fucking boring books, so why would he even try? Why would he even attend school? I mean, there are times where he is seen on the school grounds, don’t get me wrong, but it’s always ‘cause he wants to kick somebody’s ass, educational purposes not detected.

Kisaki is a genius. Perfect grades – no studying involved. Sly motherfucker.

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Affectionate moments with the Todorokis

Request: Can I get some Todoroki fluff and when I say todoroki I mean all of the todoroki children thank you very much- anonymous

Okay now we can proudly call Dabi a Todoroki. The waiting is over, we’ve won this war ladies and gentlemen. I need some soft Dabi right now so I’m happy to oblige. Love ya. 💖💖💖

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warnings: fluff, maybe some angst if you squint

Dabi/ Touya Todoroki 

-He isn’t the most affectionate person both in private and out in public. 

-The maximum effort he will put while out in public might be just a hand on your lower back to ground you when things are kinda spiraling out of control. 

-But apart from that nothing. 

-Now when you were just fuck buddies he couldn’t care less about affection.

-He was just here to have some fun and then he was out the door. 

-But when things change drastically between the two of you and he realizes that he really can’t stand the idea of losing you, his demeanor changed. 

-He had come to see how important you were and how dependent he had become of your presence. 

-Boy really couldn’t function without you around. 

-So he changed his antics around you. 

-He no longer left after your shared nights and he would even go as far as to hold you or help you clean up. 

-You thought that that was the most you were going to get from him, that he had nothing else to give apart from those moments of affection. 

-You were wrong though. 

-After a rather hard mission he would come and cuddle you  out of nowhere. 

-He would bury his face in your neck as his torso lay between your legs while you gently stroked his hair. 

-It would help him fall asleep most of the time but on the rare occasion he could manage to stay awake he would talk to you. 

-Those conversations weren’t of any value; it was dumb stuff that came to mind and he just felt like sharing. 

-Then after one too many close calls he would begin to tell you your importance. 

-After witnessing you almost getting killed time and time again, making his heart almost come out of his mouth every time you nearly dodged an attack he couldn’t hold back. 

-He would pepper you with kisses as he would flip you over so you were on top of him, your head tucked into his neck while his rough cheeks would rub on your plush ones. 

-It always hit him hard when he couldn’t protect you. 

-He wasn’t *that* stupid, he knew his job wasn’t to protect you and that you could handle yourself better than anyone in that dumpster fire of a league but he couldn’t stop himself from worrying. 

-Those shared moments of pure domesticity and normality between the both of you made it hard for him to deny that he was indeed falling in love. 

-And he hated it because he knew that at some point, when push comes to shove, he would have to choose between you and his goal. 

-And he wasn’t so sure what he would decide to follow. 

-When you broke the news to him that you were expecting, around the time Shiggy was putting his grand plan into action, he knew what he would choose in an instant. 

-But you wouldn’t budge; you knew what his dreams meant to him and you wouldn’t let him throw it all away for you. 

-He could have this new life after the battle, after the dust had settled and all had been revealed. 

-So, with a camera in hand, you helped him make the masterpiece that would show the world who Endeavor really was. 

-And you couldn’t be prouder of your lover. 

Fuyumi Todoroki

-Ahhh soft girl hours. 

-Okay now Fuyumi is the type of person to go all out for their significant other. 

-So PDA is on the table even if it makes her a little uncomfortable at times. 

-She’s kind of a people pleaser so as long as you are happy she is happy no matter how uncomfortable she might feel at the moment. 

-But like the great girlfriend that you are, and because you would kill for her, you push her to tell you what she really thinks about certain situations.

-And the moment she tells you that PDA is kinda meh, you yeet yourself away from her. 

-Holding hands wherever you are is a must, a request or rather a demand made from the queen herself. 

-She just likes feeling you next to her and what better way than holding your hand? 

-Apart from that demand of hers she never ever asks for anything else in that department. 

-Like girly believes that you have to earn your love and others won’t just give it to you. 

-That you need to prove yourself as useful so you can get affection. 

-An effort-reward dynamic. 

-And you can safely assume that we can’t have that here. 

-THIS IS A LOVE INFESTED HOUSEHOLD GET YOUR ASS HERE AND TAKE SOME OF MY LOVE.

-When you ask her to move in with you, she sees that as her opportunity to shine, to show you that ‘oh I’m not useless’. 

-Baby will try doing all the house work and such. 

-You legit have to call her to cuddle. 

-You’ll be working on your laptop, sprawled on the couch when you see your girlfriend just mopping. 

- “Fuyu come here.” 

- “But I still have to-” 

- “Forget about that, you’ve done enough I just want to hold you.” 

-She just flushes bright red before putting the mop away and moving to settle in your lap.

 -Her head is on your shoulder while she plays softly with your hair, her legs stretching across the coach as you continue to type mindlessly on your computer. 

-You give her the occasional forehead kisses while she nuzzles your cheek. 

-Last we have chaotic girlfriend hours when she’ll straight up straddle you and start doing your makeup. 

-You both burst out laughing every five minutes because you get overwhelmed due to the fact that she’s a) straddling you and b) she’s too close to your face and you can’t help but want to kiss her. 

-I want a girlfriend…..

Natsuo Todoroki 

-College boyyyyy.

-He is in general a neutral person. 

-I mean he will give you a kiss on the cheek while he is leaving for his class but he won’t full out make out with you in front of others. 

-So things are pretty chill between you two. 

-He has almost the same mindset as Fuyumi so at first he would try to prove himself to you so he would be worth your love but once you caught on you smothered him. 

-Now baby loves his kisses. 

-He needs them to function okay?

-Every morning he will wake up and if you have slept over he will wake you up with nuzzling his nose in your neck and softly tracing shapes on your stomach.

-Then after his kiss good morning and his first I love you of the day he is ready to go. 

-If however you are in your dorm/apartment, he will sulk until he sees you. 

-He has that puppy love. 

-Natsuo suffers from trauma from his family. 

-It’s common knowledge. 

-He hates looking weak, especially in front of you, so whenever he has a fight with his father or Touyas’ anniversary rolls around he tends to become distant.

-Try as you might, you can never truly get him to speak to you about those issues and let you help you. 

-You weren’t part of his childhood, you don’t know what it was like but you can try to make him feel better. 

-In reality you were ready to devote your every waking minute to him if he let you. 

-But that Todoroki pride gets in the way and he doesn’t let you see him like that.

-Until the villain attack when his father saved him. 

-Endeavor looked so genuine when he talked to him and all he did was scream at him. 

-Was he too cruel? 

-So he made his way to your apartment and without missing a beat he attached himself to you and finally, finally, letting himself be vulnerable. 

-After his break down you started to rock back and forth before turning on your stereo and putting on a slow song. 

-Taking his hand you started dancing in the middle of your living room, Natsuos’ arm wrapped around your waist bringing you flush to his chest as his head stayed buried in your hair. 

-You would hum the tune as you moved around. 

-This became somewhat of a ritual whenever things got bad inside his head. 

-You would just put on that song and calm him down. 

-And that was the best thing someone has ever done for him. 

Shouto Todoroki 

-Ah poor baby.

-He is touch starved like very touch starved. 

-My mans is out there longing for someone to tell him it's okay since the age of five. 

-Anyways. 

-He really doesn’t know how to communicate his needs though so you’ll have to figure out on your own what he wants. 

-He might recoil at first but don’t be disheartened. 

-Baby has been abused ever since he was born so of course he will be reluctant to let anyone touch him. 

-Subtle things are the go to at first. 

-Linking your pinkies under the table or maybe sitting closer to  each other.

-Kisses are rare and far apart but they exist. 

-Now things change after some time. 

-Depending on his relationship with his parents that is. 

-When his dad starts to try and redeem himself and he wants to be an active part of his sons’ life *GET THE FUCK AWAY BITCH*, Shouto is really conflicted. 

-Especially when he doesn’t get his hero license on the first try. 

-So that’s when his touch starved side comes into the light. 

-He’s stressed out of his mind and he needs comfort but of course he doesn’t know how to convey that to others. 

-You pick up on it and start giving subtle reassuring touches. 

-Squeezing his hand when you notice him spacing out. 

-Giving him a quick hug before he enters class in the mornings. 

-And as time goes by you peck him on the cheek before he leaves. 

-He becomes addicted and soon enough he’s initiating things on his own, giving YOU kisses each morning and coming to your dorm for “study” dates turned to cuddle sessions. 

-You guys have a ritual for whenever things get extremely bad; when he can’t seem to stop flinching away from sudden movement, when he can’t recall anything about his older brother or when Endeavor says something again about his friends/you. 

-He will come to your room with a pillow and some snacks if he remembers them. 

-You’ll put on a movie and he’ll just sit in between your legs, his head tucked under your chin as you run your fingers through the soft strands. 

-He might break down, he might not, it depends each time. 

-But he knows that this time he doesn’t have to face anything alone, that he is loved and cherished and that you’ll be there to pick him up when everything seems meaningless. 

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BnHA Chapter 302: As the Todoroki Turns

Previously on BnHA: 

Today on BnHA: We have a very fun chapter in which (1) Shouto grows up lonely on account of his parents being worried that his siblings will literally try to kill him, (2) Natsu and Fuyu grow up neglected on account of not being special and/or self-destructive enough to attract attention, (3) we get to revisit all of that exciting spousal abuse from chapter 39, and (4) Touya burns to death right on cue, pretty much exactly like we expected it to happen. Thankfully since this is a shounen manga, Horikoshi finds some hope in all this misery as the Todoroki family rallies together, with Shouto getting his long-overdue credit for being a perfect sweet angel who put up with all of this shit for sixteen years and somehow came out of it strong and kind and empathetic and determined. Anyway, so that flashback was a barrel of laughs. But now that it’s over, we can put all of that angst behind us, and move on to... well I guess, probably, more angst. Look, we’re short on variety at the moment. Bear with it.

ouch. we knew this was coming, but still

A+ parenting move there. “ho boy, our eldest just tried to murder our youngest, now what? hmm how about we isolate our youngest from all human contact”

though in their defense, we probably shouldn’t have expected this rabidly strength-obsessed fire man and his wife who was groomed since childhood to obey her family’s whims to have any idea of how to raise stable, well-adjusted offspring

SERIOUSLY YOU GUYS

this is a perfect example of Enji’s tragically self-revolving viewpoint right here. just because being a hero is your entire world doesn’t mean you can just excuse yourself from anything outside of that and act like it’s out of your control. “alas, all I care about is hero stuff and my son can’t be a hero, we are doomed to inhabit two different worlds” no you jackass, it’s called having more than one hobby?? figuring out how to spend some time with your son that doesn’t involve training?? the same exact thing you were telling him to do last week, while ignoring that you’ve never done that yourself in your life??

that said, yet again we have that complexity though because it’s obvious that Enji at least on some level is aware of his own flaws, even though he seems unwilling or unable to confront them. honestly, from what we’ve seen so far, Enji’s obsession with surpassing All Might might be more accurately called an addiction. he literally can’t let go of it even though he’s fully aware of how it’s slowly destroying his life. and so in the same way that a lifelong smoker or alcoholic might tell their child to stay away from cigarettes and booze, Enji tells Touya not to follow down the same path as him, even though he himself doesn’t know how to leave that path. so yes, it’s hypocritical as fuck, but there’s also an element of helplessness there as well because Enji literally doesn’t know how not to be like this

though all the same he sure could stand to put in more than just a token effort. but it is what it is, and we already know how much he’ll come to regret it

and meanwhile Baby Shouto has frozen his sleep bubble with his quirk lmao. so I guess his quirk did come in early. that’s a recipe for chaos right there

once again Shouto is ruining every single dramatic panel in this flashback

this was so dark and intense... and then I spotted the lil bubs in the corner. Horikoshi please control yourself

“some hero you are, running away” and then all of a sudden, “FIVE YEARS LATER” lol what. OKAY THEN

(ETA: love the confirmation that eight-year-old Natsu comes from the Iida school of puberty and is basically a fully grown man, and meanwhile Touya comes from the hobbit school of puberty and has been perpetually eight for the past five years.)

“HEY BIG BRO WANNA COME RECREATE AN ICONIC FLASHBACK SCENE WITH US. WE’VE GOT THE SOCCER BALL RIGHT HERE, BUT HURRY UP OR WE’LL BE TOO LATE FOR SHOUTO TO WALK ON BY AND STOP TO LOOK”

lol and that’s literally the next three panels. but Horikoshi did add this extra bit after Endeavor starts to drag Shouto away

seriously Enji what the hell did you expect was going to happen here. “Touya went nuts and tried to kill his little brother out of jealousy, so let’s make it clearer than ever that Shouto is the important child and all the other children are just rejects. this will definitely not make the problem 100x worse, and will surely lead to Touya giving up and living a happy life, having been emotionally abandoned by the person he admired more than anyone.” good for you pal you figured it all out. no need for that plan b, “we all just go to therapy”

anyway so he’s telling Shouto he can’t play because he needs more endurance training. and meanwhile Touya’s patented Todoroki Drama Genes are going through puberty as well

definitely the face of a happy, emotionally stable child who’s not still plotting to murder his younger brother in his sleep

“WELL ACTUALLY MAKESTE” lol I stand corrected??

apparently during the five year interim Touya actually stopped blaming Shouto and realized Enji was the one at fault. good for him! a bit inconsistent, given what we know happens later, but I assume we’ll get to that in good time

anyway. “yeah man I agree that dad sucks, but it’s the middle of the night and I’m only eight and you’ve been monologuing for the past two hours bro”

LMAO

the manga is making my jokes for me, only better. fine then

looks like someone’s still miffed about that disagreement he had with his baby sister back when she was like four

“Fuyu doesn’t get properly riled up like I want her to so ranting to her is annoying.” okay but having been in Fuyu’s shoes, it really is just a different way of coping, and I can guarantee she’s not as fine with the whole situation as Touya might think. but making your peace with something is often a decision that’s made for emotional self-preservation reasons. and I sure as hell don’t fault her for trying to shut out a situation that she had no control over, and trying to make the best of it, and scrape together as normal a childhood as she could manage

and now in Touya’s defense as well, that is of course easier said than done, and I’m sure if there was a “push this button and instantly get over all of the trauma in your life” switch readily available for Touya then he would have pushed it too. unfortunately it’s not always that simple

so now Rei is pleading with Touya not to go train up on his little emo hill again, but it doesn’t seem like much has changed since he was eight

I don’t think he gives two figs about being a hero; he just wants his father to look at him again with pride. fucking hell, stop doing this to me you damn Todorokis

guh, they keep telling him the same thing over and over again

even if we hadn’t already known he was gonna go melt his jawbone off soon, I wouldn’t have expected a line like that to go over well

yep. fuck

that Todoroki puberty angst, though. nothing else quite like it

“you have a part in this too, Mom” ooooooh man

okay but look, he’s not entirely wrong. like, I’m not saying any of this is Rei’s fault at all! she’s in an impossible situation where she’s afraid to stand up to Enji (who by this point has shown that he’s willing to physically attack her if things get too heated, which is terrifying), and doesn’t really have anywhere to turn for support. her parents aren’t helping much if at all, and Japan in general is just a terrible country to be in when you’re in a domestic abuse situation. everyone’s expected to put on a brave face and deal with their problems all on their own in private. Rei is basically completely isolated at this point, and she doesn’t know what else to do, and so she’s just trying to keep the situation as stable as possible for the kids

but on the other hand, “for the kids” is also where that argument starts to break down a bit, because at this point Shouto is also being physically abused by his father, and the other kids are continuing to be neglected (emotionally if not physically), as they have been for years. so the situation really isn’t stable at all for them. and as a kid, what you end up learning in that type of situation is that you can’t rely on either parent. not the abusive one, certainly, but also not the other one who can’t protect you from any of it. even if they love you and they’re trying, they’re just as helpless as you. Rei is struggling to deal with all of this with one hand tied behind her back, and I get it, and I’m not blaming her at all. but all the same, particularly given that she’s (understandably) putting almost all her focus on Shouto, the end result is that the other kids have basically been left to fend for themselves

so yeah! a shitty situation all around. and one of those cases where it’s not really anyone’s fault (aside from Enji’s), but I can understand the resentment Touya is feeling all the same. and I’m so glad Horikoshi is acknowledging this, because it’s something I probably would have been too uncomfortable to bring up otherwise. as it is it’s still an incredibly heavy subject, and one that I probably have too many personal feelings about

anyway, so once again the whole “we’ll try talking to him and then just shrug our shoulders when it doesn’t work” parenting strategy doesn’t really pan out for the Todoroki fam

sob this boy is Anakin Skywalkering before our very eyes. all that’s missing is AFO to come and start whispering in his ear. any minute now...

“anyway so then he got taller and his fire changed from red to blue”

guess we’re getting pretty close then huh. this is the part of the flashback that I really don’t want to see, but also unfortunately the part that I’m most curious about :/

oh for fuck’s --

“WHAT DO YOU MEAN IGNORING HIM FOR FIVE YEARS DIDN’T ACTUALLY DO ANYTHING TO SOLVE THE PROBLEM” sob. back to the drawing board I guess

I thought he got taller, why is he still only like a third of Enji’s height here

oh fuck me these are armor-piercing feels. this is the heavy artillery right here

ENJI I’M BEGGING YOU PLEASE STOP AND THINK FOR ONE MOMENT IN YOUR LIFE BEFORE DOING SOMETHING YOU’LL REGRET FOR THE REST OF ALL TIME. your child just told you that he still thinks beating All Might is the only thing you care about, and that he believes his existence is a mistake unless he finds some way of doing that for you. please stop for a moment to contemplate that and choose your next words with care and grace and oh who the hell am I kidding

-- OR WE COULD JUST BLAME REI

go on and blame everyone but yourself then!! that’s a great solution!! jesus christ man I know this is Endeavor at his literal worst but still this is fucking hard to watch

POOR BABY SHOUTO IS YELLING AT HIS DAD NOT TO HIT HIS MOMMY THIS LITTLE BRAVE BOY NEEDS SO MANY HUGS OH MY GOD

AND MEANWHILE THE OTHERS ARE HUDDLED IN THE NEXT ROOM TRYING NOT TO CRY AH FUCK

(ETA: Fuyu covering Natsu’s ears cuts RIGHT TO THE CORE OF ME. Horikoshi if you’re really not gonna get these kids some therapy then at least consider giving your readers some. what is this.)

you know it’s bad when you’re starting to think the part where the kid burns to death might actually be a less traumatic thing to cut to right now

holy shit, actual Rei thoughts

“I was the one who ultimately made that choice” well there we go, wonder if that’ll put that whole argument to bed at last. I doubt it, but you never know. actually who am I kidding it’s not gonna settle jack shit lol

oh thank god, they decided it was getting too intense and cut away back to the present to narrate this next (final?) part

get ready to cue up that Alicia Keys. THIS BOY IS ON FIREEEEEEE

yeah I think that’s one thing we can mostly all agree on. neither of them had any clue what the fuck they were doing pretty much at any point. though I will say that the hypocrisy of him being all “WHY DIDN’T YOU STOP HIM” followed by him IMMEDIATELY DOING THE EXACT SAME THING is a bit rich

(ETA: and he still has this problem, doesn’t he? he froze up when Ending snatched Natsuo, and again when Dabi was attacking Shouto. he’s so afraid of doing the wrong thing that he ends up not doing anything, which of course is exactly what led to Touya’s death. damn Enji I guess you’ve still got some additional character development to unlock.)

and of course neither of them could possibly have known how badly it was going to turn out. like, the consequences here were WAY disproportionate even for the shittiest of parenting. no one expects “I didn’t know how to talk to my son” to snowball into “my son burned to death and then somehow came back as a villain and murdered thirty people”

ohhhhhhhh fuck me

LITERALLY INCINERATED THE ENTIRE HILLSIDE. fuck. and I am so not ready for the scene of Enji finding the remains of his jawbone afterwards. at least we were spared anything super-graphic (for now at least)

I feel like the timeline here is off, btw?? wasn’t Touya’s death supposed to happen after Rei got hospitalized? this might be the first actual retcon of the entire flashback. although I think it makes more sense this way tbh

I do appreciate that ten years later Enji is finally reflecting on the fact that if he’d just given up his stupid obsession he could have stopped his family from crumbling apart. that probably sounds sarcastic as fuck, but it’s not. there are countless jerks out there who would have still managed to find a way to blame literally everyone and everything under the sun except for themselves. at least he finally figured out how to take responsibility, even if it came too late to stop his son from dying and being radicalized into a villain terrorist organization

and speaking of, it seems to me we’re missing a third and final part to this little tale of woe, and one which only Touya himself will be able to shed any light on. so we’ll see how that goes

oh man seeing the other kids blaming themselves even though none of it was their fault hits hard af. Rei wasn’t kidding when she said they’d been bearing that burden of guilt far longer than Enji

SHOUTO I SWEAR TO GOD IF THE NEXT PANEL IS YOU APOLOGIZING FOR BEING BORN, I WILL... WELL I’LL BE VERY SAD, I GUESS. SO DON’T DO IT

oh good he’s just being quiet. good. it absolutely is not your fault lil bean. it’s not theirs either, but feeling guilty about things that aren’t your fault is a time-honored shounen tradition

goddammit I braced myself for the angsty Shouto panel a page too early. gotta do it all over again now lol. okay here goes

;_;

well well well would you look at that

imagine that. talking things out with your child before they make a rash decision. looks like the Todorokis’ parenting skills are finally leveling up

OH MY GOD

holy shit. this is the most quintessential moment of father/son Todoroki bonding in the entire series. for me it even tops the “nice scar” scene lol. Enji sobbing at the fact that he still has a chance to set things right. and Shouto offering his hand in what is actually the most mature and selfless gesture I’ve ever seen, and being all “we’ll stop him together” to his dad who he hates, but also doesn’t really entirely hate anymore. and all of that is incredibly moving... BUT ALSO HE STILL REFUSES TO MAKE EYE CONTACT WITH HIM AND HE WOULD LIKE HIM TO STOP BEING SO FUCKING DRAMATIC ALREADY IF YOU DON’T MIND. “WHEN YOU’RE DONE CRYING...” fkjldsk

OH MY FUCKING LORD

(ETA: wouldn’t be a Todoroki drama fest if there wasn’t somebody listening in on the whole thing in secret just around the corner lmao.)

“you think we should have waited somewhere else?” “yeah, probably.” “are you feeling a lot of secondhand embarrassment too?” “god, you have no idea.” STFU HAWKS IT’S NOT EMBARASSING TO BE MOVED TO TEARS BY YOUR FAMILY ALL COMING TOGETHER IN YOUR DARKEST HOUR TO GIVE YOU HOPE THAT YOU PROBABLY DON’T DESERVE BUT ARE NONETHELESS INDESCRIBABLY GRATEFUL FOR

and anyway you chose these guys as your found family, bucko. too late to back out now. next time go get yourself adopted by the Iidas then

AND MEANWHILE NO WORD ON THE WHOLE “HOW DID A THIRTEEN-YEAR-OLD SURVIVE A FIRE THAT COVERED HIS BODY WITH HORRIFIC SCARS AND MELTED HIS JAW OFF, AND HOW DID HE SOMEHOW THEN MANAGE TO GO INTO HIDING FOR TEN WHOLE YEARS, AND WHAT HAPPENED IN THAT INTERIM TO CHANGE HIS GOAL FROM ‘SURPASS ALL MIGHT TO IMPRESS MY DAD’ TO ‘KILL ALL HEROES TO MAKE MY DAD SUFFER’.” as if we don’t know the answer to that. but still, would it kill Horikoshi to just confirm AFO’s involvement in all of this already. at this point it’s basically just a formality

so here’s hoping next week we’ll either get that, or more Hawks action, or (DARE I EVEN SUGGEST, I’M AFRAID TO JINX IT) finally cut back to Bakugou and Deku and All Might omg. either way I’m hyped

[mxxnlight-99]

🌼chifuyu x reader🌼

Warnings: +18. Praise kink lots of dirty talk. Squirt. The reader (?) Has a date with kazutora but very short and nothing happens. Slight but very slight spoiler of chifuyu and kazutora's relationship and job. i'm not very good at English so i apologize for possible mistakes

You and chifuyu had met at an animal shelter. you liked them a lot so you were volunteering at various shelters.

You met him several times before you talked to him. He had caught your eye, not that the boy would go unnoticed with those blue eyes and his hair.

He told you that he owned a pet store with a friend but that he also wanted to help out and so he volunteered at various shelters just like you.

Often their schedules coincided so you had built up a nice routine of going out for a drink, going out to eat or just talking about their day, it was nice to have someone to share things with.

He had told you about his past with Toman and you were quite surprised that someone like him had been involved in such situations. Although it didn't really bother you, Chifuyu had always shown you that he was a good person.

Over time you had begun to realize that your feelings towards Chifuyu were more than friendly. You had watched him play with a puppy, he was so loving and then he had turned around and looked at you with those beautiful eyes and gave you that beautiful smile and your heart almost burst out of your chest. You had always wanted to be with someone who shared your love for animals so it was no wonder you felt that way about him.

You had decided to ignore your feelings for him. Clearly the boy didn't seem interested and you didn't want to ruin his beautiful friendship by confessing to him, so things went on as usual.

you had left the shelter and were having ice cream with chifuyu until their phone rang. It sounded like it was from the store it was something with some cages that had arrived it wasn't that important but they needed the main owner's signature and he asked you to go with him.

There you met his friend Kazutora, he seemed nice but since you arrived he didn't take his eyes off you and started to make you uncomfortable.

Chifuyu came back and Kazutora spoke.

- So this is the reason why you've been absent so much? - he said in a playful tone - nice girl -

- She's not my girl," Chifuyu hastened to clarify.

You weren't but feeling the urgency with which he had to clarify that he's not with you hurt you a little bit at the end of the day you really liked him. The situation stayed there and you helped the guys to settle things down.

You had started going to the store more often and now you were helping to clean up and feed the animals. Kazutora was really nice once you got to know him you had a lot of fun hanging out with the two of them.

you were cleaning the place where the kittens were, well more like Kazutora was cleaning and you were playing with the cats.

- you know... - kazutora started talking - you're very cute - you stopped playing and watched him.

- What was that for?

- I'm sorry, I know it's a sudden comment, I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable -

- no, it's okay it just took me by surprise I didn't expect you to say something like that -

- I umm... you are very pretty and nice and I wanted to ask you... if you wanted to go on a date with me, that's why I told you that, it's okay if you say no -

You stood there not knowing what to say your feelings for chifuyu were still there and even though you didn't expect anything to happen you didn't want to go out with kazutora if you had feelings for someone else it wasn't fair to him and he had been through enough in his life. You were about to speak when he interrupted you

- I know you like chifuyu - you froze in your place How had he noticed? - It's obvious you're the only one capable of putting up with his tricks but since you haven't told him I figured he might have a chance, it's just a date and we'll see what happens -

You thought about it for a second and agreed. It was just a date and nothing more and you would see how you felt about the situation.

The date was on a Friday afternoon, it was no big deal and you thanked Kazutora for choosing something simple. you had a picnic on a lake where there were some nice ducks. You fed them and took pictures with them it was really a nice afternoon. You didn't rule out the idea of going out with him again.

Monday you went to the refuge as usual, it was one of the days you shared a shift with chifuyu, he had been tense and distant all day, you didn't understand why but you didn't inquire too much, for sure he would tell you when you left.

when you two go out You tried to make conversation but he was still with the same attitude.

- So you went on a date with Kazutora? -

- yes, we had a little picnic -

- why? -

- Why? - you asked confused.

- yes Why did you go on a date with him? -

The question caught you off guard. What were you supposed to answer to that? He had stopped walking and was looking at you waiting for you to answer. You stood a few steps ahead of him not knowing what to say.

- tell me, tell me why you went out with him -

- I... I don't know -

- What do you mean you don't know? Do you like him? -

he approached you and took your face softly making you look into his eyes his lips inches from yours

- tell me now that you really like him and that you want to be with him and I'll leave you alone otherwise... I'm going to kiss you right now -

What?

You couldn't think anything else when you felt his lips against yours. Chifuyu's lips were soft and warm and he held you as if you were going to break. It was a soft kiss but full of longing and as quickly as it started it ended.

- I'm sorry, that was wrong. You're going out with my friend what was I thinking. I'm leaving -

He turned around and started to walk away but you grabbed him by the arm.

- don't go fuyu -

He stopped and turned to look at you, his eyes were teary.

- Why did you do that? why did you kiss me?

- Why would I kiss you? Think what reason could there be for me to kiss you?

You looked at your feet. You knew the reason but you were afraid you were wrong

- because I love you. But that doesn't matter, you're with kazutora -

- I love you too chifuyu -

- What? Then why...? -

- I went out with him because I thought you didn't return my feelings and I just... wanted to try dating other people -

He looked at you for a split second and kissed you again. You couldn't believe that chifuyu returned your feelings.

You kissed him back by putting your arms around his neck and touching the short hair on his neck, he put his hands on your waist and pulled you to his body, cut the kiss short and rested his forehead on yours.

- Let's go to my house. I need you right now - he said

- yes let's go -

The ride to chifuyu's house was filled with anticipation and little kisses.

as soon as they crossed the door of the house you had him on top of you devouring your lips.

- hold on to my neck - he said softly against your lips

You did as he said and he lifted you up by your thighs and wrapped your legs around his waist. He went into the bedroom and gently laid you down on the bed on top of you.

His kisses moved to your neck and his hand slipped under your shirt and gently caressed your ribs.

- God! You are so soft baby -

He attached his hips to yours rubbing his erection against you and you let out a little moan. He pulled away from you and started to remove the top part of your clothes leaving you only in your bra, he went down your chest kissing and licking your pelvis, he unbuttoned your pants and pulled them down barely revealing your mons pubis and biting it gently.

- you have a beautiful body baby -

He took off your pants and panties and went back up to your chest and took off your bra.

- Fuyu... - you complained - you're still very dressed up I want to see you too - I want to see you too -

He laughed - whatever my baby wants - and started to undress.

- Do you like what you see? - he said teasing you

- very much -

He kissed you again and moved his hand down to your pussy running his finger softly feeling your wetness.

- you are so wet baby -

He started sucking one of your breasts filling your nipple with drool while playing with your wet pussy.

- Fuyu put your fingers inside please -

Immediately he put his finger inside you putting it in and out gently

- You are so hot baby you feel so good on my fingers. You touch me too baby please I want to feel you -

Your hand went to his cock, it was already fully hard, you started to move your hand up and down and chifuyu moaned against your neck as he increased the rhythm of his fingers inside you.

The sensation of orgasm started to form in you chifuyu's fingers tapping at the right angle to drive you crazy.

- Fuyu... I'm coming ah!

- yes baby do it cum in my hand, I want your cum dripping on my fingers. Please, please baby give it to me - I practically begged.

And you cum driven by his dirty words the walls of your pussy convulsing on his fingers and panting heavily.

- you look so beautiful when you cum baby, I want to see you again -

Chifuyu positioned herself between your legs looking at your pussy glistening from orgasm

- look at that pretty pussy all wet from me - he said spreading your juices.

You moaned and squirmed from the touch still sensitive from your orgasm.

- now I want to put it in. will you let me baby? I can? - he said running his cock up and down your pussy

- yes Fuyu fill me up please - you asked desperately

In less than a second he was completely inside you and let out a moan of relief.

- oh god baby you feel so good, so much better than I thought, ugh I can't take it... I'm not going to last long -

He started ramming gently biting your neck and looking for that sensitive spot inside you. He straightened up trying to go deeper, your eyes rolled back and your back arched, grinding your pelvis against his.

- you have no idea how sexy you look like that love - he said and started massaging your clitoris with his palm as he thrust - you don't know how many times I imagined having you like that but none of my fantasies came even close to how beautiful you look and how good you feel -

Each onslaught brought you closer and closer to the abyss and you held on to the sheets as if your life depended on it.

- Fuyu... Fuyu... Fuyu ah! It feels so good. Fuyu... I'm going to come again -

- aaw my baby wants to cum again? Does my cock feel that good? -

- yes! yes! It feels so good make me cum Fuyu please -

- do it love cum all over my dick let me see that beautiful expression on your face again -

The movement of his hand on your clit increased, the sloshing sound louder each time his cock went in and out of you was too much stimulation and you cum audibly moaning. a white ring covering his cock as he kept going in and out of you seeking his own release.

- Fuyu...I can't - it's too much -

He bent down and kissed you softly

- I know love but hold on a little longer for me I'm almost there... you're doing great - he took you by the hips giving firm thrusts

The sensation of a third orgasm was starting to form but it felt strange it was too much

- baby I'm coming, I'm going to come deep inside of you I'm going to fill you with my cum -

- ah! I can't... I'm coming again -

you came for the third time shuddering and whimpering from over stimulation dripping and wetting all over. And you felt it... chifuyu's hot semen inside you, his breathing completely agitated and small spurts running through you.

They stayed in each other's arms catching their breath. Finally they got up to change the sheets and clean themselves.

- I can't believe you made a squirt, it was so hot, baby -

They had gone back to bed and you had your head buried in chifuyu's chest hiding in shame.

- don't be ashamed love, it was amazing - he said and kissed your head - now let's sleep.

The next day after talking seriously about their relationship and what they both wanted they went to Kazutora to explain and apologize. It had been just a date but you wanted to set the record straight and make sure no one got hurt.

When you talked to him he just laughed at you telling you that he only asked you out so that chifuyu would finally do something about his feelings. You playfully hit on him and feigned anger because that was the reason for going out with you even though you were deeply grateful to him and that things had worked out really well.

[victorious-villain]

Male S/O That is Possessive and Clingy

Chifuyu x Male Reader

About: Chifuyu can't get enough of your smothering love. 725 words

Note: This is part of my first request so again thank you and bear with me since this is my first time writing male reader!

Warnings: Baji being annoying, Chifuyu being bashful

Chifuyu had been by Baji's side for long enough that he'd often been overlooked. That's why when you met him and fell for him so quick he was a little overwhelmed. You stayed with him as much as you could and it was on your nature to clutch what you wanted and considered yours. Your confession was nothing smooth or planned but it was done in a manner that was unique to you.

You were going to meet at a nearby park while he had some time, a group of girls had approached him and began flirting with him which made him flustered. You had frowned at the scene before taking a deep breath and decided that it was now or never. You stalked over and embraced him from behind, arms wrapped loosely around his waist and your chin lowered down onto his shoulder. You felt him go stiff and you internally cursed, you didn't want him running away before you got the chance to say anything.

"Oh is this your friend?" One of the girls asked, she seemed mildly uncomfortable with such intimacy and looked curious as to what you were to the blonde boy. You only smiled and looked straight at her and her little group,

"You're close, Chifuyu is my boyfriend. Sorry ladies, he's taken." You weren't sure if it was your heart beating so fast but you swore that Chifuyu's was beating just as fast. The girls made themselves scarce in a flash, embarrassed by hitting on a taken man. Once they were gone, you released a breathe then the boy from your arms (they felt empty without him).

"Sorry, Fuyu. I couldn't help-"

"Did you mean it?" Chifuyu cut you off. You couldn't meet his eyes but tried to look him in the face anyways.

"Yeah, I do.. I can understand if you don't like me back- which is fine. I just couldn't stand those girls taking what I want as mine." The last sentence wasn't something you wanted him to hear but before you could apologize his voice cut you off again.

"I will be in your care then." You must have resembled a gaping fish because your jaw had dropped open slightly as you processed what you'd heard. Once you did, you smiled brightly before tackling him in a hug and spinning him. Setting him down you didn't let go, only buried your nose into his neck and breathing him in.

"You're mine now. Got it? No returns." Chifuyu nodded eagerly and a scarlet blush painted his cheeks as he returned the hug.

Baji just had to ruin the moment. Yelling from halfway across the park you stood in, he called "Oi, lovebirds! Time to separate! I need Chifuyu for a meeting!" You only smiled smugly, and pulled Chifuyu into you further preventing him from pulling away as he had begun to.

"Too bad Baji-san. Fuyu is mine so, go on your own. You should be able to handle yourself." Baji gained an irk mark as you started to saunter off with his vice captain in tow. Chifuyu looked to you and gave a small tug on your hand which was firmly clasped around his own,

"The meeting might be important. Tell you what, you can come with but please don't cause any trouble." You gave a sigh before nodding, you couldn't say no to him in a million years. After some bickering with Baji, the three of you arrived at Toman's meeting place. You still hadn't released Chifuyu's hand from your's but he didn't want you to either.

Upon seeing your joined hands, Mikey gave a low whistle. "Took you long enough Chifuyu. I was thinking he'd give up on you." Chifuyu stiffened, 'Was I really that oblivious' he couldn't help but wonder. You took Chifuyu's face in your hands and gazed at him with such a adoration he felt his heart pound in his chest.

"I wouldn't give up on you and I still won't. I love you because of you. And don't go thinking you can get away because I'm not leaving your side, plus I have to stake claim on whats mine around anybody who questions us." Chifuyu couldn't help the tingle that ran up his spine and the warm feeling that spread through his chest. He was looking forward to your time together.

[yuutsunaoi-writes]

𝙎𝙢𝙤𝙤𝙩𝙝 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝘽𝙪𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧 (𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙖 𝙘𝙧𝙞𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙖𝙡 𝙪𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙘𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧)

prompt: friends to lovers + oblivious and not-so-smooth dynamic + pining idiots

a/n: might actually turn this into a long fic one day but who knows- *-* (and yeah the title is a lyric from a BTS song what u gonna do abt it-)

or the real reason Chifuyu followed Baji and Baji stayed with Chifuyu.

Okay.

19 year old Chifuyu’s pretty sure he didn’t have to justify why he really liked a certain tall, strong, friendly, trustworthy, amazing and good-looking ravenette by the name Baji Keisuke.

Just by describing the older male, Chifuyu’s pretty sure he didn’t really have to add any other points.

“You got a little something over here.”

Chifuyu snapped out of his thoughts as he heard Baji murmured that, eyes glimmering as he was immediately reminded of that one scene in shoujo manga-

The blonde struggled to hold back his smile as he ‘discreetly’ watched Baji use a napkin to wipe off some sauce on the corner of his ex-classmate’s lips, the girl flushing furiously at the gesture as she turned away.

The best thing about the whole thing was that the three of them were in a cafe shop and this troupe was kinda soft and Chifuyu had a soft spot for this troupe and-

Okay, fine.

Mayyybeee another reason Chifuyu stayed was simply because he just liked how everyone just gravitated to Baji Keisuke.

And that opened up a lot of opportunities for Chifuyu to just think of his own romantic scenarios of his favourite characters and ships.

Which was a very important role in his life, mind you.

The best thing about the whole thing with Baji was that the guy was smooth.

Like, super smooth.

Chifuyu kinda wished he could be Baji’s person of interest sometimes.

“Why were you guys hanging out so early at a coffee shop anyway?” The girl asked once she had regained her composure, tucking a strand of her hair behind her ear.

Damn…

This girl’s good too-

“What’s wrong about hanging out with my best friend at a coffee shop from 7 in the morning until 9?” Baji asked, propping his elbow on the table and resting his chin on his hand, sparing a wink at Chifuyu before turning his attention back to the girl.

Yikes.

Chifuyu’s heart skipped a little there for a second, not gonna lie.

“Oh- well- not really, I’m just wondering what you guys would do by yourselves at the coffee shop for two hours.” The girl reasoned, finally sparing a glance at Chifuyu’s way ever since she crashed their hangout.

Not that Chifuyu minded.

Sort of.

“Just talk. There’s a lot to talk about with Fuyu even though I’ve known him for years now.” Baji shrugged, still staring at the girl.

Honestly, if Chifuyu had looked closely, he would’ve noticed Baji looked annoyed.

The girl seemed uncomfortable as seconds passed by, averting her gaze to the floor as she played with her fingers.

…

Huh.

Where did that ‘romantic’ mood go?

Perhaps his presence there was hindering the ‘progress’ of the story?

Thinking he was right, Chifuyu tried to stand up but was stopped when there’s a grip on his wrist, forcing him back to sit down.

“I- I’ll leave.”

There’s a look of realisation on the girl’s face when she said that; eyes looking back and forth from Baji and Chifuyu before she started packing her things in hurry.

“Wa- you sure you don’t wanna stay and talk to Baji-san some more? I mean, I can actually leave, right now.” Chifuyu offered, trying to stand up but was stopped once again by Baji’s hold on him.

“Baji-san? It’s okay, I can leave you with her for a few moments. I can go hang out at Kazutora’s place later since he did ask me to come over to chill and all-”

For some reason, Baji’s hold on him only tightened after that.

“You’re staying.” Baji deadpanned, a frown on his lips.

Before Chifuyu could convince Baji again, the girl was already standing up, bowing at both of them and murmuring a ‘sorry to interrupt’ before rushing out.

???

Whattt?

“Baji-san?? Why are you so mean to her?” Chifuyu accused -despite knowing Baji didn’t really do anything mean, really.

“I was not being mean, Fuyu.” Baji grumbled, eyes staring into Chifuyu’s.

Chifuyu nibbled on his lips, feeling himself warming up under the ravenette’s stare.

“Well, okay, yeah, you’re not being mean but- you- usually don’t- mind if people- I-”

God Chifuyu’s stammering too horribly-

“What’s that about Tora anyway?” Baji asked, cutting Chifuyu’s stammers.

The blonde’s kinda glad the ravenette changed the topic-

“Actuallyyy, I lied about that one- Kazutora-kun said I could use that excuse whenever cuz he’s always free.” Chifuyu explained, scratching the back of his head.

…

Chifuyu’s pretty sure he heard the older mumbling something like ‘thought I’m gonna have another competition for a second there’, but couldn’t ask what that meant as a waitress came by.

Again, Chifuyu stopped himself from screeching as Baji gave her a warm smile of gratitude, the waitress flushing and stammering in return.

Adorable.

This troupe’s adorable too-

“Let’s just get going.” Baji sighed, standing up and walking ahead, the younger instantly following after him.

It was when Chifuyu stepped out of the cafe when he remembered it was snowing, shivering as he stuffed his hands inside of his old hoodie.

Huh…

Cold.

“It’s getting colder, huh?” Baji mumbled, glancing at the shorter who was trying to act like he’s not affected by the weather.

Wordlessly, the ravenette took off his coat and placed it over Chifuyu’s head, the younger instantly turning red at the act.

Whoops.

Baji’s doing that ‘thing’.

Crap.

Uhhh-

“Let’s just crash at your place. I wanna talk to your Mom.” Baji grinned, leading the way and leaving a flustered Chifuyu behind.

Well, almost.

“Stop spacing out, idiot.” Baji had said after he went back to Chifuyu, grabbing the blonde’s hand and dragging the shorter.

By the time they reached Chifuyu’s apartment, they were still holding hands, entering the Matsunos’ apartment and were instantly greeted by Chifuyu’s mother.

As soon as Chifuyu’s mother’s eyes landed on their hands, she asked,

“Together yet?”

“No.”

“Better luck next time.”

Perhaps Baji’s not as smooth as Chifuyu thought after all.

[sugarlove12]

U GUYS DONT THINK I FORGOT TO COMPLETE MY GIVEN SONGS ANALYSIS SERIES! I’m so sorry I’ve been mostly inactive, even with my tumblr friends (I love u guys im sorry😭) but I’m on my 4th year of med school so the past semester was kinda tough, ngl this one is also looking rough but I promise to be more active, now LET’S GO!!!

DISCLAIMER: this analysis isn’t by any means the definite or “real” meaning, this is just my overthinker ass trying to hurt myself more 🤣 so it’s totally ok and normal if u don’t agree or even if it really wasn’t Atsushi’s intention, once again this is just how I perceive the meaning.

Bokura dake no Shudakai

This song is my personal favorite, I remember that back when the movie’d just released and everything was pretty recent, just hearing the beginning would bring me to absolute tears, and that would be enough to cancel my chores for the day (just like Kizuato and Fuyu no Hanashi when I watched the anime for the first time) till this day it makes a pretty big hole in my heart cuz of the beautiful and sad lyrics.

Let’s start with the first sentence: “We cant go back anymore” -> can someone explain how is it that just one sentence can move me so much, specially cuz we can all agree this could be Uge’s pov, so remembering all the recent events he’s going thru, like breaking up with Aki for good and also accepting that he’s found a new love, learning how to be alone, etc, I can’t help it but feel kinda sad and nostalgic about it.

And that’s something I wanna point out about this song and is WHAT A BEAUTIFUL WAY TO CONVEY NOSTALGIA OMG I FELT AS IF I WAS UGE HIMSELF AND IM JUST REMEMBERING MY MEMORIES WITH MY EX.

Moving on to the pre chorus we can see that Uge is saying that even with the “scratches” that he had, he is gonna move on from those sad days he spent crying and his past with Aki.

Now my personal favorite and the part I always get the most emotional: THE CHORUS.

When he says: I’m going, nee mitete yo (look at me) -> idk how to explain how much this gets me HAHAHA but there’s a je ne sais quois, like i feel him saying it kinda in a cutesy playful but lowkey sad way(? Im crazy ok don’t take this too srsly.

“We used to laugh at odd things, got mad at differences, I’ll make the dream I had with u come true”: this sentence to me describes perfectly when u break up with someone and there are times u find yourself reminiscing the past, those fun silly moments, unnecessary fights and u find yourself saying wow did we really fight bc of that? How immature!

Ik I’ve been saying this a lot but this really breaks me: “When I’m sad, extremely difficult times, I remember the time spent together on this memory, in the back of my mind” I’m honestly not even gonna say anything about it cuz u know when u hold someone dear and the memories with them can help u go thru hard times? Well that’s it there’s nothing more to add😹.

In the second verse we can see what u expect to experience post break up (or at least I think so) u wanna see them but everything’s cool and since that person was so important to you, you wanna be happy when u see them and u can even laugh it off or hug it out.

But to be quite honest that’s not the case for the most part ☹️.

Finally we have the bridge where to me is the most realistic part cuz u know how Uge did in fact wanted to break up with Aki cuz he knew it was for the best, but he never committed 100% to that, and now it was finally happening, so all that realization of breaking up and those feelings can be sensed in here cuz he says “I want to disappear, escape, in the screaming despair, I resented the encounter and even the miracle”

Now really the chorus again so it would end up killing me: “I’m looking for something more important than you, for you who is more important than anything” -> now with this it gives the same feeling as in Yorugaakeru’s “daijoubu” sensing that in fact Uge is gonna move on from all the pain.

At the end of the song we can listen just the violin and to me that can be Uge standing alone, saying goodbye to Aki. ❤️

Special bonus:

We can see our baby Uge is doing just fine and honestly I wish him all the happiness in the world cuz as much as Aki hurt in the relationship, he was in the same position as him, so I can’t wait to see him grow more and more as a character ❤️