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Loved that podcast. Wildly changing opinions on the subjects (as a naked man) but 100% accurate.
Except for her reason for Marc Antony offering Julius Caesar the diadem during Lupercalia.
Remember who Marc Antony was. A brilliant soldier but not a nuanced statesman.
Marc Antony being the soldier that he was, thinking along the lines of, Why not have your Greatest General as King? Sweep away the senate. (Look at how he acted towards the senate in the aftermath of the assassination)
But Caesar (being the Legend that he was) turned it down obviously understanding what a foolish idea it was to do this in front of peers at such an auspicious occasion.
#podcasts#betwixt the sheets#you may have hooked me#history#virgo#very general but spot on#curmudgeon#soooo much to share with you about this#as a naked man#not derogatory#very funny#gets me outside my own opinion#thank you#but i disagree with her on the diadem incident#marc antony#julius caesar#lupercalia#think like a man#it makes sense#but julius caesar was an even greater man#legend
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played dragon age 2...just simple scribbles
#dragon age tag#i doubt that will see much use again..but who knows. vvv rambling below#weird game..the characters dialogue stuff and ending were good tho :')#i've played some of the first game but it kept crashing. i knew already despite knowing nothing that this guy was going to be my type#it doesnt feel right making video game art any more bc games like this end up feeling really personal - an experience that happened to me#if i design the main character a bit and fall in love then..that happened to me..i can't make Fan Art of that..only ive been through that..#like i cant make fanart of my dear companions in bg3 despite it having been a huge part of my heart in the last year#almost 1000 hours of playtime in something i can barely talk about bc it means too much.... lol#tons of ideas and conversations and extra thoughts and scenes and emotions about all the incredible times i've been through in bg3#and the maelstrom just rotates around intensely in my own heart forever...but that's ok too...that is so precious to me#but fortunately i already knew people that have played this game and talked/drew abt it recently so it was saved from that for me#sharing scribbly fanart on my Blog is a way to capture the feeling just after experiencing something so it has good points#witch hat atelier escapes that by not being a GAME. games are so immersive. but my wha art & feelings are incredibly immersive too#which makes it difficult sometimes now. i live a complicated and emotional life <3 i am not suited to fandom <3#my character ended up looking so much like oru without me realising that's what i was doing. Kind bearded fireball throwing gay mage. Hmm.#falling for a sad white hair memory trauma fellow that keeps you at a tragic distance. Hmmmmmm.#i see also how very much bg3 is inspired by stuff like dragon age now lol so i'm glad i experienced it. I WANT MY KIRKWALL LIFE BACK...#so dated though as well and unpleasant at times (the city and the dismal atmosphere was depressing.) i hate violence/horror..#bg3 is SOOOO very dismal but it feels like I am killing people and going through horrors because i have to survive i have to be free#Well anyway. ahh it's so refreshing to fall in love. my gay journey continues...
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Pinterest has been feeding my delusions since reading your writting, and with Knight suguru i found this and yeah, he is living the dream, i think that it he could have his way, you be in his arms 80% of the day. With the last one i think he would have a heart attack if his baby kneel like that in front of him.



THIS IS SO HIM OH MY GOOODDDDDDDD 😭😭😭😭 you are so true so real you're doing God's work by sharing these TATATATAT
I mentioned this a loooong long time ago, historically speaking nobles can have personal knights assigned to them and that is the case with knight suguru!!!!!! He's supposed to be a bodyguard basically,,,,,,but obviously it doesn't stop there.
He's just so sweet such a gentleman UNIMAGINABLY devoted it makes me sick ;v; the hand kisses are a given honestly we can't have knight suguru without those,,,, he kneels to hold your ankle in his hand and brushes it gently before leaving a long lingering kiss, you can feel the warmth of his tongue too....sniff...sniff, BUT HE'S SO HESITANT ABOUT KISSING YOU ON THE LIPS I still stand by this YOU HAVE to initiate,,, he's very afraid of pushing his luck and accidentally over stepping but wants nothing more than to hold you properly without the weight of the crown looming over him TAT
I will not rest in peace until i successfully sell each and every one of you on the idea of a bold carefree royale reader who jumps into his arms in public, they're not spoiled they're just goated lmaooo a strong presence and almost free of judgment, your days consist of slow dancing in your chambers, begging him to join you for whine in your balcony and sitting on his lap under the shades of a tree while being hand fed fruit slices, pulling his hand back into your mouth to lick the juice off his finger tips and giving him a heart attack UAHHAYAYAGAUAGAYAGU TOT SAVE ME,,,,,
God the bowing down,,,, it makes me feel nauseous YOU DO NOT BELONG THERE THIS ISN'T RIGHT!!!!!!! He's grabbing you by the armpits to plot you back up on his lap like a misbehaving cat,,, would never admit that he enjoyed the casualness but no...it's not right, and not fair to you
#he's sick and crazy and a professional yearner#top 3 sugu yearners oat#above him there's kitsune suguru and cult geto with precious classmats reader#I'm not the biggest fan of the nonsorcerer reader agenda...so sorry he can't hate you he's hopelessly in love......#and i will never fund or sponsor any mean cruel suguru campaigns......GUYS PLEASE JUST TAKE THE LOVE?? FUCK#again theres a label on this DESPITE OT BEING PERFECTLY FUCKING SAFE???#“mature” WHEREEEEEEEEEEEE??????#it was too good to ignore#its not my most liked fic but mseyc is my proudest published fic actually#i ate...if i do say so myself..... :3c#knight suguru is just so so important to me......#well i love his reader soooo much too they're a diva and i want my readers to feel like divas#and he doesn't need the yandere titles there's this blurred line between devotion and obsessive love#and i love to tag either way kmaoo#oh well things were different back then wink wink#again tyssssm for sharing ml 🫶🫶#you pintrest understands and supports our adoration for him#our shared knight husband who fantasizes about marriage but would never dare suggest it 💔💔TAT#–. 𐙚 ̊vale.answers.ᐟ.ᐟ#˗ˋˏ –. 𐙚 ̊knight.suguru.ᐟ.ᐟˎˊ-
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Okay! This one is less rendered than the other two, but here's some doodles of Tulpa figuring out how to co-exist! (Aka Fresh not taking training seriously while Dream is trying desperately to get his friends to think he's normal.)
When Dream first returns to the Star Sans', he finds himself in a pickle, because he needs Fresh to move his body. Sure, they made a tentative agreement that Dream trusted Fresh not to break, but Dream hadn't been specific enough with the guidelines.
Fresh pilots Dream's body based on the commands from his soul, but more often than not Fresh simply decides not to listen. Sometimes when they're training, Fresh will suddenly make Dream fumble his bow or send an arrow flying way off-target. Dream is always frustrated by this, unaware that Fresh it doing it for his own good and is forcing the guardian to take a break.
Blue was also made aware of Fresh very early on. One day he was passing the kitchen where Dream was cooking and spotted how Fresh's little form was wiggling out of the hole on Dream's skull. Blue made Eye-contact with Fresh, but said nothing since it seemed like Dream was aware and didn't mind. He waited until Dream told him to acknowledge the parasite directly, but suddenly a bunch of Dream's weird actions made sense to him. Blue regularly makes sure to check in on Dream, before abd after he's aware of Fresh, because he knows Dream works himself into the ground.
Dream (eventually) figures out that Fresh was being clumsy for his sake and nearly cries about it (even his mother and the villagers never did that for him, and Blue was the only other person to ever pull him away from training for his own good) so he gets a bit emotional. He feels bad for how angry he used to get at Fresh for doing that, but Fresh never gave him a proper explanation either, so it was a two-way street.
And while Fresh was lienent around Blue and Ink, he never slipped up around Nightmare's gang. Though, he did fight seriously, which to him might look like goofing off, which is completely separate from Dream's fighting style. (For now Dream uses Arrows and his Bow, but I'm thinking Tulpa has a T-Shirt Canon or a Nerf Gun by the time they make-up.)
Ideally Fresh cannot be seen during combat because he actually pilots from around Dream's soul, but sometimes his parasite form expands to support Dream's weak joints and act like a shock-absorber.
#utmv#utmv sans#oc#utmv art#utmv oc#my art#spot!drawn#Dreameater au#tulpa#Dream x fresh#fresh x dream#sanscest#<- again technically??? here they're just Strangers dubiously sharing a body tho soooo#anyways#Blue my beloved. he's subtly making sure Dream's alright#but besides being exhausted he's actually better off than he was *befire* fresh so Blue takes that as a good sign#and I love a Dream who is stubborn and has a set routine and expectation who panics and gets a lil#mean when things don't go his way. Golden Child and Prodigey vibes#i'd never project but like... what I wouldn't give to have someone physically stop me from working myself into a fit over#things I can't control 👀#Fresh doesn't care a ton about Dream at this point and his carefulness is more him wanting to keep Dream's soul/vessel in good shape#but that quickly morphs into a protectiveness and care once he realizes just how much strain Dream tries to put on hinself to be perfect#the 'I can fix him' trope but with the character you don't expect (Fresh teaching Dream to value himself as more than a tool)#(even though to Fresh at the start he is *literally* just an asset to Fresh. their dynamic is unhealthy to start but improves later)#dream sans#fresh sans#<- I know neither of them are Sans 😔 itXs just easier to tag like this
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@ the mag7 fam, I realize I have no way of convincing you this is not a 'and then everyone clapped' fake post, but i LITERALLY MET MANUEL GARCIA RULFO this weekend at a TIFF party, and we LITERALLY SPOKE FOR LIKE 5 MINUTES
Takeaways:
he is really ridiculously handsome, excellent brown eyes, A+
really not as tall as he seems in character, and much slighter, i may have to revisit how 'looming' i've written him in fic lmao
(on that note it is biZARRE meeting someone whose character you've written fic about, that is the first time that has happened to me. i can only be grateful i haven't written too much with him, i'd have withered if it was ethan hawke or LBH lol)
he was extremely friendly! and as it transpired he lived in my hometown for about a year so we just chatted about that. he loves poutine and hates the winter, and he has my full agreement on both counts 👍
he also appears to be dating vincent d'onofrio's daughter which is sO cute, the mag7 fam lives on 🙌 (she is gorgeous btw. and I don't think this is like a 'scoop' or private info or anything lol, I asked if he had anything going on at tiff that day and he was very openly like 'no only next week, today I'm just supporting her!)
(also the context for All This is my gentleman friend is a journalist and i joined him at TIFF for the weekend and basically larped as a famous person all weekend lol good times. weekend was crazy but this part felt the most relevant to tumblr)
#this was at an apple tv party promoting the new cate blanchett show which also stars Vd'O's daughter#so i was emotionally prepared to see cate blanchett lol (she wasn't there though)#was /not/ emotionally prepared to turn around and see MGR right next to me lmao i died#internally though. i was very cool and collected all weekend thank you very much lol i'm not a heathen#Gentleman Friend was even like 'you were so chill with all these other huge people why was he the coolest for you'#that was when i had to explain he is big in certain homoerotic corners of the internet lmao#but i ended up chatting with him because gentleman friend was interviewing his gf next week and they were talking about that#so MGR and i are both standing there just like '....soooo how's it going' lol#and resorted to the gold standard of any conversation in canada aka bitching about the weather#anyways swank party would have been very uncouth to take pics lmao so you'll just have to take my word for it#but i'm telling you.....outside i was perfectly collected but inside i was shooketh lol#shares
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well well well if it isn’t the fankid that started it all
clearly going through lots of style changes (the last two were me trying to stay as close to the actual show’s artstyle) but anywayyy, I first designed Milan as a joke! fankids for crack ships are funny, but then they somehow spawned my TPT universe and now HP/Cupid is something I actually ship now 😔 they’ve only interacted in the Fairy Oddlympics but shhhh let me be silly
#fairly oddparents#fop head pixie#fop hp#fop Cupid#fop sanderson#my art#ignore all the errors in the earlier sketches they are GLARINGLY obvious to me#crack ship#fankid#also the joke is on YOU Milan because Sanderson likes HP AND Cupid (no one understands the twisted labyrinth that is my mind)#imagine a joke sketch turning into an au where you make dozens of drawings and write soooo much for it#because THATS WHAT HAPPENED#I have no self control#funny thing I noticed anytime I make a fankid for Cupid they end up being somewhere on the aro spectrum and trans#for my sona its self explanatory (I’m trans bi demiromantic)#but I have like 5 other Cupid fankids who are in some way or another trans and arospec#I also have an hp/sanderson fankid but I haven’t drawn her in a hot minute (she is also trans. and a lesbian)#test tube lab baby but I could have mpregnated Sanderson hgegsjjddj#DONT LOOK AT ME#I need to make a big post with all of my fop fankids cause there’s a lot of them I’ve never shared#one of my favs is the ac/sanderson one. she’s also a lesbian#but hybrid characters are so fun to make for fop I wish more people did it#fop fanart#milan’s personality looks so wildly different in all of the pics here#they’re a complicated magical being#imagine Cupid and HP’s Worst personality traits smushed into one and there you have it#it’s more than just drawings though. I have so many thoughts about every fankid I design I need to be muzzled or I yap too much
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Fellas can you take this somewhere else. Maybe. Just not in the fucking halls. Thanks 🫡
I couldn't resist drawing out these tags I wrote on a dif post LMFAO
Moe just has...... SO many problems.......
Close-ups of my fave shots!






The elusive Líf...
#fire emblem#feh#i'm like. split between feeling proud of this and feeling So Over It LMFAOOOOOOO#which is why. lighting could be better. but i don't care enough to put in more work than i already have LMFAOO#LIKE... ONE COOL PART is this could be my first fully colored comic piece w completely original dialogue???#where like. i didn't quit at any point of it. EXCEPT. skimping on the backgrounds. but again. more effort than i'm willing to put in#but i think it still counts bc my only real plan was to have the askr pillars/walls as framing/backdrops#ALSO the characterization... in the panel where lif walks into frame. it's SO fun to me#they both look at lif. but moe is Not subtle about it. looking directly at him. while alfonse side-eyes him.#and the most IMPORTANT detail. is that alfonse and lif are making the same kind of face. like 🤨#there is SO MUCH POTENTIAL. in alfonse and lif sharing facial expressions. in having the same knee-jerk reactions to things.#and it's espppp fun to figure out bc you're only working w half of lif's face. it's all in the eyes/brows and SOMETIMES!#SOMETIMES!!!! it's in the nose! in this illust he is more relaxed/resting so you don't see it here#but i'm TELLING you. adding some scrunch to the nose can add soooo much expression-wise#this took longer than i expected it to. also. which is why i'm so over it LMFAOO#but i do think the extra time was worth it... first run of the last panel was too lighthearted/jokey#capturing some conflict between moe/alfonse was the right choice. in how intensely this starts off (tonally)#AND! in showing how they do butt heads at times. in fact sometimes they clash REALLY badly!!!!#which is actually so huge bc i've wanted to capture this since the beginning. how they're so similar but also so opposite#that a lot of times! they understand each other deeply and cover each other's basis. HOWEVER.....#other times. it's just catastrophic. like it isn't That intense here but you can probably see how it goes horribly wrong.#i am... always thinking about it.... and only occasionally stressing myself out about it LMFAOOO#fe alfonse#fe lif#moe tag#summoner oc#my art#my comics
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an excuse to yap about my mc! just a few things tho since i can be a certified yapper :D
I modeled Abraham's relationship with Willow after the relationship I have with my younger sibling. We're 20 months apart and are basically best friends. Inseparable as children and often mistaken for being twins bc we were never apart, looked alike, and would respond with the same things at the same time. All to say she's really close with Willow and this whole thing about being trapped away from her is gonna make her start balding early
She doesn't have a strong belief in the supernatural, but she's also not gonna tell you smth isn't real. Who is she to say there aren't aliens in space or that certain folklore creatures don't exist? That is until she finds herself in Easthaven. She has a lot of "haha no way this is actually happening bc if it's actually happening why hasn't it happened before" moments as she begins to accept that this is very real and not a dream
She appears very charismatic and confident bc she can get along with most ppl pretty well but in reality she's quite shy and awkward. Despite that though she's v protective of ppl she cares about. Verbal and physical altercations are not an issue for her
I plan to do the jay/yasmin v poly route and im very excited to see how that's explored
I'm leaning towards the monstrous side of magic bc im big into monster stuff and it's gonna be so fun seeing how that changes her and affects her relationships
Yesssss Abraham details thank you so much <33
The 'so close that folks assume you're twins' is such a fun vibe. I hope Abraham still has some hair left by the time she and Willow are reunited <3
I'm a big fan of going from basically not having very strong feelings one way or another in regards to the supernatural to being fully being like haha this can't possibly be real c': it's super interesting I love it.
Ooooh I'm excited for you with the Jay/Yas v poly route. There's a lot of stuff I haven't talked about going on with Jay and Yasmin's relationship (in general) and with their poly ship especially. I'm also just really really hyped to explore a slightly more non traditional relationship (and I'm very fond of the Yasmin FWB route I think it'll be fun!!)
Also yesss monstrous is one of the magic routes that I think will change the most it's gonna be a blast.
#asks#mc asks#i love abraham thank you soooo much for sharing!!#i hope i'm not too annoying talking about how much fun my own story is going to be LMAO#i'm just#so excited
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Saw your comment on the Venusmon card reblog and if I might be a bit of a nerd here about Digimon (if you don't care and was just asking why she's a vaccine type for fun then ignore everything else I say here I'm stupid) but anyway Digimon consist of three primary attributes based on file types (if you wanna get technical there's six attributes but that mostly only matters in the virtual pet games).
The three main attributes are Vaccine (basically antivirus programs), Data (basically exe or document files) and Virus (does what it says on the tin) and in the card games attribute types work like the pokemon fire-grass-water triad where Virus is strong against Data, Data against Vaccine and Vaccine against Virus.
Some of the newer card sets also have Free attribute digimon which are basically just strong against nothing but weak against nothing but yeah.
Last fun fact, all Digimon have -mon in their name because that's the monster file type. So they're like Agu.mon, Grey.mon, Luci.mon etc. ok happy new year :3
okay straight up all this info rules so hard and is literally fucking cool!!! that makes sooooo much sense as like. types of file. hilarious calling an antivirus for a computer a vaccine tho I love it
AND I DIDNT KNOW THAT ABOUT THE MON SUFFIX!!!! I wouldn't say I know a lot about digimon but I have watched a good amount in my day and even kinda recently but I literally didn't know any of this!!!
also!!!! happy new year!!!
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should i share my mane six headcanons ... im not sure how much yall wld like yhem but they are near and dear 2 me and i have been working bery hard on them ...
#i have seen people complain SO MUCH about 'forced diversity' when people share their hcs#which is such bullshit#why are you SO MAD that minorities are being represented#anyways i have put SOOOO much thought into specially fluttershy and rarity and integrated my designs well into what is canon#i have a rough idea with apple pinkie and twilight#and i dont rlly know abt rainbow dash shes always been my least fav ...#anyways cant wait to get off work and thinking about these made up ponies even more#awooo🐾
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What are your headcanons for Oscar (esp gender)
ourgh . It's probably obvious now with most of the stuff I've been drawing but I like to see Oscar as transmasculine. I think about her struggles with gender a whole lot... it just makes a lot of sense to me and there was a lot of moments especially in the translation I read where it was all so painfully relatable. She's like such a prettyboy to me and I should go and compile all my favorite Oscar gender moments from the manga when I have the chance... she's so special forever.
#anon#asks#as much as I really do like sharing my thoughts I am like at a battle with getting soooo shy about things especially since like#with how I've chosen to depict her it's gotten me like. vagueposts in public tags complaining about it + a handful uncomfortable anonymous#asks but you know how it is
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you said that you "need 2 characters to deeply care for each other and positively impact each other for me to want to ship them" so which of the twdg canon ships do you actually think work/make sense? and by canon ships i mean like actual established relationships, implied relationships or perhaps a character that was crushing on someone else before death.
me immediately blanking on every relationship in twdg upon reading this ask
the only one i stand behind with conviction is clemvi. idk if you need me to explain why i feel like ive done it a million times by now 👀 but yeah theyre the only relationship i "Ship" in regards to the quote where i see them as a match for each other and think romance makes sense for both parties
as for some "in defense of"s
i'll defend javi and kate. my only Real problem with them is how they handle david in it like girl can you at least take off the wedding ring before we kiss 😭 my brother still thinks youre his wife (plus they did push it Really hard.. but like.. narratively i understand why they did. family is a running theme of the series and javi and davids relationship is like the main conflict). but like. kate and javis relationship Makes Sense. she had a shit husband (who wanted to go back to the army anyway). her and javi already had the beginnings of Something before the outbreak even happened. she was left with javi to take care of 2 children that werent even biologically hers (i enjoy the complex family dynamics in twdg as a whole). and together theyve been surviving for years as a family unit. i think javi having feelings isnt up for debate, its more just will he act on those feelings or will he respect his brother? and like.. fuck david am i right? kate was Not happy in that relationship and deserves better, and javi cares about her. but also the pressure from their dad to get along after hes gone. it all works for me even if it couldve been executed better
and i .... sigh .... Understand gabe and clem. BUT!!! i think they have different feelings towards each other and its an important distinction. gabe definitely has a huge crush on her, shes cool as hell, but i think her feelings in return are fueled by hormones and the fact that she hasnt been around anyone her own age since DUCK (sarah was 15 at the time). like. does she think hes cute? yeah. but he can also be kind of a huge jerk sometimes and acts recklessly. i think its those moments that snap clem out of it lol. seeing this response in S4 felt vindicating im taking it as sad loner clem having a hormone induced crush. like girl yes or no?? this is the most direct option??
personally i dont like them together because i Hate tropes where the more mature girl half has to teach the immature boy half to grow up and be capable and thats somehow romantic. ESPECIALLY in clems case where she is literally already raising someone like her hands are full ok. her assuaging his ego makes me 🤢 girl you dont have to take that second gun just because he was gonna cry about it if you didnt. its just not romantic to me. also i think its soooo funny that clem uses the same tactic on gabe that she does on aj in S4 with the "i need you to watch my back" to stop him from complaining about being left behind at the gate LOL. also i just think he loves his dad too much who clem hates more than anyone on earth so like.. theres that
uuhhh who else... alvin and rebecca are fine. like i have nothing to say about them but i believe their relationship and think they wouldve been good parents to aj. hmmm.... i guess thats it for the ones i have defenses for?? the others just like.. exist. like im neutral
#am i gonna have to make the david kate javi army wife memes myself where are they#me struggling to remember them all tells you how much i cared about them lol#if you want me to explain why i think clemvi Works thats gonna have to be another post i could go all day#my feelings on clem and louis are Nuanced and ultimately i prefer them as friends. regardless the 3 of them become inseparable#louis and violets friendship is soooo so important like more important than most of the romantic relationships 😭 i love them#for me its clemvi + louis. he is their platonic third. the bond louis and vi share is deep and undeniable you cant exclude either of them#i love how much they care about each other 🥺 how theyve been important to each other for Years before clem showed up#its really sweet :') and i believe it too. they love each other#replies with lexi#incognito#twdg
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sometimes i can’t believe i was posting wips every single wednesday and sunday for literal months like who even was that person
#and now i can’t even write a paragraph without taking a month break#or monthS should i say#god why aren’t the words so easy anymore 😫😖#this writers block thing is doing my absolute head in#i get so excited to still be tagged#and then i’m all ☹️ cos i have no words to share back#i have so many wips so may ideas but i am so scattered#i miss writing soooo much#and instead of actually writing#i just think about it#and never get any words down#also we’re like a third of the way thru the new season and that is scaring me#i feel like by the time i can write again or finish a fic i’ll have missed the boat#and everyone will have moved on#or already written the same idea but better#and it’ll be like hey! what’s the point#anyway i’ll try to be reassured by the fact everyone stayed active during an 18 month hiatus#and the more fics the merrier#also feels like i’m trying to make up for lost time#for all the years the show aired and i wasn’t apart of the fandom#i want to enjoy and savour all the moments of the new season with you all#and get out of my own head#but that won’t be tonight 🥲#🌀 hours#don’t mind me being a sook lol#emphasis on the sunday scaries tonight#literally how is it monday again already im going insane 😵💫#d stuff
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my first fic in many, many, MANY moons, if you're so inclined to read 💕
credo (rated t, one-shot, 3.9k words)
He’ll wait at the gate alone, board the plane alone. He’ll sit in silence. He won’t sleep, because every time he reaches the muzzy edge of unconsciousness he jerks awake to gasoline and flames, dark hair and blue eyes, blinding light and his name broken open on a scream. or, Mulder in the aftermath of "3"
#the x files#x files fanfic#txf fanfic#my fic#this thing beat my ass but i'm hoping it jumpstarts a continued effort on my part to write at least a little every week#if not every day#i forgot how much i loved writing as difficult as it is and it feels soooo good to finish something and like it enough to share it#this is the first time in a long time i've felt inspired i love this show and these characters and thinking about them and rotating them#in my mind at high rates of speed!!!!#anyway if you do choose to read - thank you <3
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Same anon from earlier who sent that ask about how Dutch would react to javieran. I finished the fic but uh it's porn lol. If you're still interested it's "steady beat" on ao3
anon i would like you to know that i spent the first 20 minutes of my shift sitting in the bathroom reading this and i do not regret a single moment
THAT WAS SOOOO GOOD ARE UOU INSANE !-?/!?:3! JAVIERAN CONTENT WAS EXCITING ENOUGH ALREADY BUT PORN ??? AND SOFT, FLUFFY, HEAD-OVER-HEELS IN LOVE PORN ???????? you wrote this for ME !!!!!!! and i am SO GRATEFUL !-!2!2!3 OMG !!!!!!!!!! it was sooo good i was literally giggling and kicking my feet the whole time, you nailed their dynamic sooo so perfectly imo 😭💔 reading that was such a pleasure thank you for the food !!!!!
#kieran being trans ☹️☹️☹️☹️#u writing them to have an exaggerated height difference like i do (when i dont think they actually have that big of one) ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️#u constantly referring back to javier having a metronome ticking in the back of his head is soooo beautiful to me he truly is an artist of#his own … like how a painter may see a scene out of any landscape they’re in or how a photographer may note the composition of the world aro#und them … javier taking note of kieran’s heartbeat as it is the song of his life is so beautiful. oh the artistry ….#so romantic …… you captured them sooo so well !!! i do so adore how you write them …#that was pure indulgence for me thank you for writing them exactly like i do i feel so fed#a few favourite lines that had me autisiming out:#‘how much further can they go until their veins join together and their blood flows freely between their bodies?#Until their stained souls tangle into binary stars and they are left as one person?#What would happen then?’#first of all; holy shit. oh my god. that’s so romantic.#second of all: SOO SOFFTTT UGGGHH i just KNOW they want to escape it all but more than that they would love to escape into each other. into#love in all it’s glory and in a gentility so rare in the world they live in FAWK GOD I LOVE WHEN LOVE IS SEEN ON A COSMIC LEVEL like it’s so#big that it’s small because it’s in every molecule every atom every breath every speck of stardust making them up#i’m gonna be sick#also#‘He’ll make a musician of his lover yet.’#had me going INSAAANNEEEEE !!!!! INSANE !!!!!!!!!!#SO GOOD I WISH I HAD THE TIME TO YELL ABOUT IT MORE BUT I HAVE TO GET ON THE FLOOR 💔💔💔#please know i loved it so much. truly made my entire day. thank you for sharing that with me. your writing is fantastic you are truly an art#ist#rdr2#(for the sake of my blog organization sorry tag)#javieran#text#ask#hero's yelling at folks again#anon
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when I saw you posted another chapter to bfta, I literally DIED . it was genuinely moving enough for me to reread all the chapters before it (since I had in the past and was waiting very happily for the newest.) i HAVE TO SAY I ADORE how you portray every single character you write: they are all loveable and feel undoubtedly in character/lifelike to me it's insane. mind blowing. I've had genuine massive bursts of just HYSTERIA BECAUSE OF HOW HAPPY SOME OF THE INTERACTIONS IN THESE FICS GO!!! it's genuinely crazy and has been pretty much ruining my life/POS ever since I first read through. IM SO REAL AND HONEST RIGHT NOW I'm hanging on to every fucking word within an inch of my life and I swear I feel some of the struggles that are being dealt with in my bones;; they are so relatable and it's lead me to start trying to figure myself out further. I'm so excited for more chapters and I do know you're going through it so I hope you recover well 🩷
hey what if i just started fucking crying all over the place HELLO!!!!
#beemer asks#slash pos#genuinely comments like this about the fic mean SOOOO so much to me#cause like im very passionate about and proud of my writing and i wanna share that passion with yall and see it pay off and all that#but like sharing my autistic ass experiences with people is so important to me so others like me can see themselves in the shit i make#so the world feels a little less lonely bc you know someone else out there understands what you're going through#bc i sure as fuck needed something like that growing up undiagnosed and not knowing why the fuck i wasnt normal and couldnt be#anyway.#WZHAHSDAAHEFGWVJHBSDNCAHAHB!h!w!h!!!!!!#YOU CANT BE NICE TO ME IT MAKES ME SOB
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