#sorry andra

[matrixsss]

In memory of Andras

For @tamlinweek day 3! I had to include our dearest bravest boy Andras! It is a bit of a sad one this time around, I am sorry, but I will be posting something I find funny later on!

Surprise!!! @highlordofkrypton I hope you don't mind me mentioning my favourite man ever Nyx Johannes Archeron in here, I could simply not resist it! So in a way this is also dedicated to you for always being so supportive and just an amazing human!

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***************** In memory of the brave ***************** **************************** Andras*******************************

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“Andras is..” Luciens’ throat closed up as he read the parchment, informing them of the passing of their dear friend. He did not need to finish the sentence for Tamlin to know what he had meant, what the parchment read. The blonde had been hopeful the parchment was another notice of failure from Andras.

Tamlin stared at the mohogany desk his eyes filling with tears he did not want to shed anymore. The entire court did not need to hear him weep and scream, he should be capable of holding himself together. But the reality of Andras being dead, dying for this court, for Prythian, left him with a powerful ache in his soul.

He could hear Lucien shutting the door to his office, probably weaving together a silencing spell around the room. At first a small whimper escaped him, he held onto the desk tighter, the wood splintering around his claws. Then followed the wailing, screams, crashing of things against the walls and floor. The ginger male only watched with silent tears flowing down his cheeks, he too grieving the loss.

It stopped as suddenly as it began, Tamlin kneeled on the floor, tears streaming down his red cheeks, sniffles escaping him. And he cried some more when he felt two familiar arms wrap around him. The two friends held each other as they cried letting the room fill with the sounds of their cries.

Dividers by the talented @olenvasynyt

[andrabeets]

Probably the weirdest crossover you're gonna see from me (doodle) (im so sorry)

(Credit to boing bingus for the poses!)

[1800naveen]

Until.

Wander.

Tamlin often wandered around the Spring Court. For a while, he lived in his beast form. He felt a sense of freedom in that form. He could run, run, run, and nobody would stop him. But now, he was walking in his fae form. A feeling of melancholy surrounded the Spring Court, which was brought to its knees by his former lover and fiancé, Feyre Archeron, who was now the High Lady of the Night Court and both mate and wife to his former friend and ally, Rhysand.

He had caused her pain so in return, she did the same to him. Manipulating and scheming to make this Court fall. His people were taken in by Tarquin, High Lord of the Summer Court and Tamlin was grateful for his generosity.

"Be happy, Feyre." were the last words he told her before helping her resurrect Rhysand from the dead. In return, she wrote Tamlin a letter.

"Thank you. I hope you find happiness too." It was a kind gesture. But could he find happiness? She was the one to ruin the damn court and drove his people away. Homes and nature burned to ashes by the armies of Hybern.

A part of him felt a twinge of guilt. He let this happen to his own home. He should've figured out something was wrong. He also knew that not all of the blame fell on his shoulders. The forefathers of his bloodline would be disappointed, that's for sure.

Especially his father.

He could hear the words coming from his mouth. "How could you have let this happen? Let a Mortal-Made Fae destroy this Court? An abomination of a High Lord. A failure that I have to call a son." Tamlin remembered how his brothers threatened to kill him if he wished to be a High Lord. "Remember this, dear brother. Remember these words when you wish to think of the words "High Lord"." Weylin, the second-born, had whispered to him after he snuck into Tamlin's room at the dead of night.

"If you dare to pursue being worthy. To be chosen by father. To be his heir to the Spring Court. We will put an end to you and make sure you never see the light of day again. Do you understand?" Cian, the first-born, spat out. Tamlin could hear the poison, the venom intertwining in his words. The boy he had once been only nodded. He didn't have much power back then but it feels like he doesn't have much power even now.

Cupping his hands into the stream, Tamlin splashed his face to stop thinking about those thoughts. A gentle breeze made his hair sway. It was now down to his mid-back as it was once before.

Conflicted.

That was the word to describe how Tamlin was feeling. Conflicted.

A part of him felt smug for being crowned High Lord when his brothers terrorized him about it.

A part of him was glad that Rhysand and his father killed his family but not his mother. She was the only one who he mourned.

Tamlin loved his mother and he knew that she loved him too but when his father, Taranis, was being a tyrannical piece of shit, she turned a blind eye. How could a mother do something like that to their own child? To their own son?

A sigh left his lips.

His brothers were right.

Perhaps they knew the future of him and what would happen to the Court.

And a part of him wished that his brothers had killed him. He wouldn't have to be burdened with the title and responsibilities of a High Lord. The Spring Court would still be thriving. He wouldn't have to go through all this pain. But maybe in another life, he would be a traveling minstrel. He would go around and sing songs, speak of poems, limericks, ballads, but most of all, he could play his fiddle to his heart's content. He would have his own group that he would call his family. A ragtag team of misfits.

His own family that would love him, flaws and all. A family that wouldn't leave him behind.

It had been a gift from his mother for his tenth birthday. He had to carve his name into the fiddle so that his brothers wouldn't take it from him. Luckily, they didn't break it or toss it away as it kept him from High Lord. But they did make fun of it. However, Tamlin didn't mind. He had more talent in his fingers than his brothers had in their entire body. Besides being warriors and strategists.

A door creaked open. It's been a while since Tamlin was in the manor. It was a mess, of course. He really needed to clean it up. Most of the mess was created by him when he felt his emotions all pent up. And the rest came from him neglecting the home.

Now or never, Tamlin got to work. In an attempt to tidy up the manor to the best of his abilities. This would take a while.

The living room and kitchen were the only things Tamlin cleaned up. Some other time, he would clean the upstairs.

A broken mirror was on the ground, facing down. Tamlin carefully picked it up so that he wouldn't cut himself. Half of the shattered mirror pieces are still laid on the ground. He would have to fix it later with paste. The other half of the mirror was intact, showing half of his face. He went to hang it up on the wall of the living room.

"You've changed." Tamlin spoke himself as he stared into the mirror. The light in his green eyes was dimmed. Sadness and loneliness danced in his eyes in replacement.

A shell of a male.

He let his anger, frustration, and sadness consume him and he was now what people thought him of.

A beast.

A monster.

And a villain in the eyes of those he wronged.

He traveled far beyond the path of reason.

"What troubles you, Tam?" That voice. Tamlin hadn't heard it since he died. Killed by the woman he once loved.

Andras.

Brown hair tied back, rich tanned skin, and eyes the color of amber that were filled with mischief. That used to be filled with mischief.

"It's been a long time, my friend." Tamlin turned to face Andras. He stood there as a spirit. Was he going mad to the point he could see ghosts?

"It has." Andras' eyes darted from place to place as he studied the manor. "And what the hell happened here?" "A long story." Tamlin replied. "Ah yes. A story that I'm aware of." That made him still.

"How?" His voice was hushed but the tone was filled with uneasiness. "I've been wandering around the Court ever since I was killed. Prythian too but I prefer to stay here." Tamlin needed to sit down. He stumbled to the couch, putting a hand to his head.

"My job was done when Feyre put an end to my life but deep down, I knew it wasn't. And I was right. Because here you are, all alone with nothing but your sunken Court." "Thanks for your kind words, Andras. I love to be reminded of that." "You're welcome!" A stupid grin grew on his face.

Oh, how Tamlin missed it.

"I don't know what to do. I don't know where to start." Tamlin muttered. "With what?" "With everything." He fell back, hitting the cushions. Andras didn't say a word but walked up to Tamlin, helping him sit back up. "How are you touching me?" "Don't question it. Let me help." Oh, he hated those words. Tamlin never liked getting people's help. He believed that he could do almost anything on his own. It was one of his flaws; his hubris.

"Tell me everything. What happened?" Andras' face showed gentleness. "I thought you knew." "I know half. I did say that I wander around Prythian, not just the Spring Court."

Tamlin rolled his eyes but still, he told Andras everything. Under The Mountain, him locking Feyre up in what he thought was protection, becoming a double spy for Hybern, Feyre dismantling the Court, Feyre and Lucien leaving together, Tarquin taking in his people, Hybern's armies bringing damage to both Spring and Summer, the war, helping Feyre bring Rhysand back to life, and finally, Rhysand coming to mock him during Solstice.

A wince came from Andras. "That's rough, buddy." "Indeed." Now annoyed, Tamlin stared off into the distance. None of the males said a word to each other. Only let the silence fill the air.

A clock ticked calmly. Like a metronome.

"Tam, listen to me." Tamlin slowly turned his head to Andras, waiting for whatever Andras was going to say.

"Do you remember when you were crowned High Lord?" How could he not remember? He could still recall the memory, even though it had been centuries.

"May the Mother bless you and the Spring Court. All hail Tamlin Lysander, High Lord of the Spring Court!" Ianthe, his former childhood friend was the one to crown him.

All hail Tamlin, High Lord of Ruin.

Since that day, he knew that no amount of self-sought fury would bring back the glory of innocence.

"I do. And what does my coronation have to do with anything?" "Being a High Lord, you're in charge of the land and have duties to do. You're in charge of Spring. The land that is ever-changing." That was false though. The Seasonal Courts were in a permanent state of the season it represents. Mother, he sounded like a smartass.

"Spring is a new beginning. A new transformation. Staring over and staring anew." "What are you getting at?" Tamlin was starting to tire.

"What I'm saying is, you are the High Lord of the Spring Court. You are the land and the magic. You are Spring. So act like it." Tamlin raised an eyebrow.

"When flora begins to bloom, bloom alongside with it. When the light shines upon, shine and burn bright. When something new is planted, take root and grow. Change has always been and will always be possible. We cannot fix our past mistakes but we can reflect back on it, see what we have done wrong, acknowledge it, and grow." Andras took Tamlin's hand into his.

"To grow is to be reborn. To live is to suffer but to love as well. You are so much more than your fears. Than your anxieties, your anger, and your sadness." Woe climbed Tamlin like a ladder, tears threatened to fall but he wouldn't let them. He never did like to cry in front of people but with Andras, maybe it would be alright.

"You were the poet of us three but it didn't mean I couldn't pick up a few things." Andras shot a wink. Tamlin chuckled, the tears going back into the depths. Him, Lucien, and Andras. The death of their dear friend was hard on the both of them but mostly on Lucien.

He viewed him as his younger brother even though Andras was the second oldest; Tamlin being the eldest and Lucien being the youngest.

"I promise you this," Andras' grip got tighter. "I won't pass on until you are better. Until our home is better. I refuse to leave you until that smile of yours returns, until the light in your eyes is radiant like an emerald once more. I will not give up on you, so don't give up on me." "Thank you, Andras...Thank you." Tamlin whispered the last thanks, almost like a prayer. His head fell onto Andras' shoulder and his arms wrapped around like a snake.

He wanted to get better. He wanted to be better. He would get better, be better than the male he once was.

"Walk with me." Tamlin lend out a hand for Andras to take. Both of the males' hands clasped together.

They headed outside.

Birds chirped here and there. Woodland creatures scurried on the grass. The air was calm and chill. The sun was being to set which let the sky a beautiful orange, red, and purple.

Tamlin and Andras' hands were still intertwined. His thumb moved up and down softly, soothing on the High Lord's hand. Almost like a lullaby.

510 years, Tamlin had been alive. His childhood was one no child should ever have. He only had a few friends as making friends was a difficult task. Rhysand then came to mind. He remembered how Rhysand would find him everytime he had time to. He taught him fighting techniques that were native to Illyrians. They ate, drank, hunted, trained, laughed, and fought together. He even made wrote him letters, poems, and limericks. A memory played in his mind where the two were away from the war camps. Tamlin was resting on a tree as he played the fiddle and Rhysand rested his head upon his lap. Not that he minded. It didn't mean anything.

But their fathers ruined it and for what? A insipid rivalry?

Inside of him, Tamlin felt a small sense of hope that one day, they would reconcile. He was a fool to think it.

Rhysand was a winged insect (quite literally) while Tamlin was a funeral pyre. Sadness and anger crackled and twisted like flames within him.

A deep breath in and a deep breath out. Tamlin felt a heavy weight lift from his chest. Something in him stirred. Feelings and emotions.

Not the negative ones he grown accustom to but something new.

Hope.

It was the breath of fresh air that he needed.

Out of all of the Seasonal Courts, Tamlin assumed Spring wasn't all that important compared to Winter, Autumn, and especially Summer. But he was wrong.

Spring was life coming back into the lands and blossoming hope all around.

Summer, in many eyes, was the best season. A season of light, warmth, adventure, and happiness. But when Summer retreated, Autumn took its place. Leaves began to fall and colors changed from bright to dark, the temperatures cooled down and people would soon harvest for Winter was coming.

With Winter, brought the death of nature. The most deadliest season of them all. The night-darkness, would come earlier than before. Many things would come to an end but it wouldn't be forever. Celebrations would be held during the season; for family, for loved ones, for surviving another terrible winter, and a new year approaching.

And with this new year, things would change yet again. The snow will melt, the ice will thaw, and winter would bow as Spring came into blossom.

"For you." Tamlin broke from his thoughts to see Andras holding a rose in his hands. "Be careful of the thorns." He took the rose without worry. Not fearing if thorns would cut him.

"I love you, thorns and all." were the words he once said to Feyre. Who would he say the words to now? He had no lover. But he had himself.

"I love you, thorns and all." Tamlin said to himself, in the back of his mind.

He was not a monster.

He was no villain.

And until that day comes when he could prove it, he would work and work.

He would not spend his immortality in rage.

He would not let anger consume him, control him.

Until the light in his eyes shined brighter than a thousand suns.

Until he could love himself.

Until the day that he could look into a mirror, smile, and know that he was a lovely reminder of how beautiful change could be.

Until he was the true High Lord of the Spring Court once again.

(This is my first writing piece that I've shown people so I hope you'll enjoy or like it. His family never got names so these are my names for them. Lysander just fits Tamlin; It means "Liberator" or "Freedom".)

(THIS FEELS LIKE SHIT, UGH!!)

(Wait, would this be a Tamlin X Andras? I swear I didn't mean for that. AND YES, I REFERENCED TAKE ME BACK TO EDEN! IT'S A KICKASS SONG!)

@viktoriaashleyyx here's that add, hope you like it👍🏾

[acotarmemes]

What else has the suriel been publicly wrong about? And how many libel court cases does it have pending? 🤔

They've been wrong about SO many things. I like to imagine a lot of the darker canon stuff was just the Suriel exaggerating + all kinds of nonsense.

icons @copypastus

[ellelabelle]

i feel stupid lmaoo cos i had kinda forgotten that a black annabeth meant a black athena? then i opened instagram and saw andra day and SCREAMED

WE’RE GETTING A BLACK GODDESS OF WISDOM OMDS BLACK GIRL MAGIC FRFR

[antrea]

[24.09.22] @ washington capitals (preseason)

[mihai-florescu]

To the tune of familia maruta. Eichi tennshouinnn. Hibiki waaataaaruu. Yuzuru fuushiiimii. Tori himeemiiyaaa

[thyme-in-a-bubble]

hello fellow scandinavian! i love your stories, just can't get enough of them, thank you for sharing them with us!❤️ - 🇸🇪

omg HEJ!!!!! ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡

[inquisimer]

I was tagged by @dungeons-and-dragon-age and @shivunin to create my OCs in this picrew, and their swords in this picrew! Thank you both - this was super fun! I love a good item picrew :3

these are definitely a mix of Actual Swords and Vibes, even for the OCs who actually use swords

Siobhan Hawke - no actual sword use, completely vibes, I just love her so much I couldn't leave her out. All black for Kirkwall, dripping with blood and chains for Symbolism and more Kirkwall

Nika Brosca - a dual wielder, so actual sword use! But the design, particularly the glowy lyrium blade, is all vibes. The hilt wrapped up in fabric with scraps hanging off the end is allllll dust town though. My scrappy Carta girl :3

Ariya Tabris - sword use Optional™️, only when she can't get her hands on proper daggers or an axe, until she has Vigilance. The design here is mostly vibes, especially the black vines up the blade for the Blight.

Ciel Andras - (everyone: Andras? me: the orlesian warden commander that bioware forgot ;-;) my Actual Sword user, a sword and board warrior! The sword here is literal, silverite for the blade and blue on the hilt and grip for the Wardens. Plus the hilt that I thought was close enough to Wing Imagery without being butterfly wings, and the black veins in the blade for, you guessed it, Blight Symbolism.

Ember Cousland - another dual wield sword user (sensing a type here hmmmm) and it's definitely with her family's sword no I don't care that the stats bottom out so fast. The hilt design here is to represent that, with the mirrored wheat design of the Cousland heraldry, but the on-fire blade is 100% vibes, a representation of her vengeance against the Howes.

tagging forward to: @leggywillow | @exalted-dawn | @rosella-writes | @wheat-and-wheat-by-products | @midmorninggrey |

and @thiefbird have fun friends!!

[andrabeets]

Shane cause I take "through sickness and health" seriously

Uncropped/My farmer below the cut

[boy-sims]

"Thank you for giving me pants." Murmured the young man glowering at the red shell in front of his feet.

[stormoflina]

I got my joy back 🥹

[rpvlix]

//Ken, Fous, Braso, all bonding over their connections with death and being emo in the corner while Kym and Sol argue loudly about politics and Ast gets absolutely white girl wasted. Average family dinner.

[hattiewritesalot]

Silence

Lucien Vanserra x shy!fem!reader

Summary: Lucien has a mate. Hooray! Lucien’s mate is incredibly shy. Booooo!

Warnings: Reader is very shy, to the point where she doesn’t talk. I know some people don’t like that but I thought the dynamic would work well with someone as suave and charming as our Lucien.

A/N: going through a very rough time atm but I’m living !!! and I love Lucien so much. Also this is set before the events of ACOTAR, hence why Andras is mentioned - he’s still alive :3

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He watches you from where you’re curled up in the library, sprawled out under the sun like a cat. There’s a pillow beneath your head, and your eyes are closed, but you aren’t sleeping. He knows you aren’t, because your fingers twitch. You’re just… being.

Lucien Vanserra is nervous. Lucien, one-eyed Lucien, the Spring Court’s clever emissary, one of Tamlin’s most trusted advisors… is nervous over his own mate.

It isn’t that simple, though.

You’re shy. Gentle, and quiet, and shy, and he has no idea to approach you, silently frightened you’ll scamper off like a little mouse. Sure, you’ve spoken before, and he’s ridden behind you when travelling, but he has absolutely no idea how to talk to you. He’s not gentle like Tamlin. He can’t read people like Andras. He’s absolutely, irrevocably, unbelievably terrified.

But this is his mate. His lifelong partner. The person whose life is intertwined to his with a golden thread of love and devotion. He’s waited centuries to meet you, to have her, to be hers in every sense of the word, and he’ll be damned if he gives it all up now. Jesminda would be bloody disappointed in him if he did.

And so, he walks in.

You don’t stir. He says your name quietly, and you squeak, jolting out of your rest. He winces. “Sorry- I-“ He takes a breath. “How has your day been?”

You blink at him. “…good.” 

Lucien stares at you blankly, golden eye whirring. Good? Good!? Mother above, he needs to keep this conversation going. This is a lot easier when the other participant enjoys being charmed. “Yeah. That’s- that’s good. Do anything fun today?” You shake your head. He’s about to hurl himself off a cliff. “…read any good books? Hey, why don’t you tell me about that one you’re reading?” He winks at you, shooting you a suave smirk.

You only blink, looking down shyly, and shake your head. His heart sinks. 

Slowly, hesitantly, he patters forward, kneeling in front of where you sit. He needs this. He needs you. Is it him? Is he the issue? “Please talk to me, sweet girl.” He murmurs, defeated and rejected. “Please. I- I just want to get to know you. Talk to you. Please talk to me.” He pleads.

And you do. “I don’t like talking.” You admit in a quiet little voice, wincing. “I- it makes me anxious. I have no idea how to- to keep a conversation going, or… talk to people, or…” You trail off, cheeks flaming in embarrassment, but Cauldron boil him, he gets it.

His shoulders sag. You don’t talk because you genuinely don’t want to. You stay quiet because it’s what most comfortable for you. All those times you’ve been by his side, silent as can be? Because you felt comfortable. He gets it now. He gets you.

He nods, and, instead of talking, he shuffles up into the spot next to you, and leans back just the way you were doing earlier, tucking an arm behind your head. You smile. This is better, you both think, you both agree. You close your eyes, still blushing shyly, and lean against his warm skin, the bond thrumming happily.

So no, he isn’t gentle like Tamlin. And no, he can’t read people like Andras. But he’s Lucien. And whether his mate needs a flirting session or utter silence, by the Cauldron, he’ll give it to her.

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Lucien is the best ACOTAR character feel free to fight me 👺👺👺

[exiledandwanderingfox]

Hi, I want to talk about Andras.

Often times I’ll see Feyre fans who don’t want to acknowledge the fact that Andras saved Prythian, will downplay what he did, say they forgot his name so he clearly wasn’t important, or blame Tamlin for it.

First of all, Tamlin is not “at fault” narratively. This curse was placed on Spring Court, and the story literally describes that the people of Spring loved their HL so much that they volunteered to be killed. So this part is not Tamlin’s fault. Why would it be.

I’ve seen people say “Tamlin and Lucien mention Andras once and never bring him up again that’s so frustrating!”. These are the same Feyre fans who will say they hate Lucien because he hated Feyre for half of the first book. Gee, guys. I wonder why Lucien hates Feyre during that time. I wonder why he wouldn’t want to talk about the fact that Feyre shot his friend in the eye and skinned him, TO FEYRE. And on the other hand, now that we’ve seen it for a few books, Tamlin buried his trauma deep until it all comes out. First of all, if he’s trying to make Feyre like him, why would he bring up the wolf she killed often to guilt trip her (even though Feyre can’t really feel guilt). And why would he want to feel the pain of thinking about Andras when he has to make this man’s death matter and carry through with fixing the curse??

I’ve also seen people mention “Feyre cares about Andras so much that she made the water wolves in his honor 🥺”. HUH?? Girl where. This is the same girl who told Tamlin and Lucien she’s sorry for killing Andras and then tells the readers she didn’t actually mean it. She never thinks about Andras past book one.

Let’s not push this “Feyre loves Andras” narrative. It’s dumb, and it’s another way for Feyre fans to try to push a kindness on Feyre that she doesn’t have.

[andrabeets]

Do you by chance have any voice headcanons for the rescue corps + Cherie 👀 and also some other characters if you want :]

So my brain does this thing where I think of voices that I have definitely heard of from a piece of media but I cannot pin point the character's voice it belongs to!! IM SO SORRYYYY

I know I got some voice headcanons from like this one tiktok video made long long ago???

Someone had said Russ' voice was Donatello's voice from TMNT (I think it's a specific generation of TMNT but I'm not too familiar with the franchise </3 ) but like I totally agree with that idk it FITS him

And I imagine Dingo's voice would be like sonic boom sonic I DONT KNOW IF THIS IS EVEN A GOOD HEADCANON.... </3 But other than that, I cannot pin point the voices I imagine them.. And I'm SO BAD at coming up with them so like yall

DROP YOUR PIKMIN VOICE HEADCANONS DOWN BELOW!!