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Things the Obey Me! Brothers would post on their instagram stories (but I’m realistic)
Drinking wine and feeling fun and flirty and funny were being silly tonight ✨
Lucifer
Upcoming rad events ie: sporting events, shows, pop ups, all the things
Anything happening with rad. If there’s construction, closed off areas, closures everyone who goes to school knows to follow him for the up to date news
If he posts videos he DEF has a millennial pause before speaking I’m so sorry HAHA and he hates when you bring it up 
He does have a private story. Diavolo told him to create one so Lucifer could post more personal things without showing the whole world
And of course you are added
Those posts are mostly funny pictures of his brothers, or the messes he created.
Posts you all the time too. You never notice when he’s doing it till you look at his story later, he knows your best angles without even trying ✨
Mammon
Lets be real it’s either flexing or trying to convince his followers to get in on a dropshipping scheme LMAOOOOO
THIRST TRAPS
He’s just feeling himself
God forbid a demon wants to catch a vibe 🙄✋
Post you a LOT
Wants other demons to know that he’s with you all the time, and knows your best angles better than anybody else
Be it your cute outfit you posed for, or him filming you giving your hot take on the latest trend, he STAYS keeping you on his story
Levi
Mainly flexing his high scores. Gotta let the people know who’s on top 💪
If he’s really into a certain anime he will post his deep dive perspectives and ships about it for sure
If it’s irl pics he never wants to put his face in it. Usually just pictures of the latest figure or tech he got
He’s nervous at first to put you on his story. Like, what if you’re embarrassed if people know your hanging out with him?
It starts off subtle, a pic of two controllers or just your hands working on a new cosplay
But when you start tagging HIM? And asking why he doesn’t tag you all gloves are off! He’s posting every time you hang out, even posting a pic he took of you that he sheepishly asked to do. He thought you looked so good today 💕
Satan
Mainly cat pics and videos ngl
But he takes the BEST ONES
And definitely reposts some pics and videos of cats too
Gives book recommendations. Nothing fancy just a pic of the cover saying “nice read”
I think he would post nature pictures as well like pretty flowers and stuff
Candid photo master he stays taking pics of you reading a good book or drinking tea at a cafe with him
Maybe even a video of your hand holding his as you walk down the street 💕 EEEEEK
Asmo
That boy STAYS posting on his story 24/7
I mean he is booked and BUSY posting sponsored videos, opening or packages, and keeping up with the latest trends!
And selfies, ALL THE SELFIES
ALL THE THIRST TRAPS
If he can get you in a video, by diavolo he will
If he can get you to do a video trend he’s having you do 10 with him and it takes FOREVER
But if your not into that sometimes he’s just pulling out the camera to film you and tell all his followers how good you look
“Doesnt MC look darling today?? Come on honey, give them a spin! That outfit is amazing! And your hair? To die for!”
Belphegor
Sorry to say y’all man doesn’t post too much
I mean when you spend your whole day sleeping when do you have time to post?
It’s mainly pics from rad or around the house, or the occasional selfie
He does post when beels at games tho cheering him on and giving play by plays
He doesn’t post much, until he met you.
He wants people to know he’s with you, that he loves you
Def takes pics of you guys cuddling in bed right before a nap 🥰
Beel
Definitely a lot of team sporting event content
Him in the locker room with the other demons hyping each other up, the first place trophy they won, the next game they will play, all the things
Post workout progress pics, or videos of him deadlifting a bajillion pounds
Food pics. End of sentence
If your into working out, he posts videos of you running too! Saying “my baby got up to this weight! So proud of you! 🥰” while showing you weightlifting
If your not, he always posts you when your eating out together, smiling with a delicious meal saying “two great snacks together”
Weeeee got a little sappy got a lil crazy hope you like it! What’s your favorite color? Let me know! Also no proofreading on this I’m going sicko mode HAHHAAHA
#obey me shall we date#obey me headcanons#obey me asmodeus#obey me lucifer#obey me mammon#obey me beelzebub#obey me belphegor#obey me leviathan#obey me satan#obey me belphie#om! nightbringer#om! shall we date#om! mc#om! swd#om! asmodeus#om! mammon#obey me swd#swd om#swd mammon
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RAW FEELINGS ― R. SUKUNA



♯ content. ― chef!sukuna, college!reader, fem!reader, small age gap (sukuna is 28, reader is 23), likely incorrect use of culinary terms and michelin stars again, ooc!sukuna me thinks, ooc! everyone actually. wc. 6.3k
✎ summary. — When Ryomen Sukuna announces a meet-and-greet event, you sign up, not thinking anything of it. That is, until you're on a flight to LA to attend a cooking class with a michelin chef. Only problem is.. you're a terrible cook.
⤷ note: soso sorry for the wait! the last week has been so busy </3 (credit to my discord kittens for the title, poetic geniuses🙂↕️)
The meeting room smells like coffee and pure exhaustion. The table is littered with empty cups, half opened laptops, and scattered papers filled with notes. A whiteboard sits at the front of the room, the ink of half finished thoughts smudged and erased. It's silent, aside from Uraume's exasperated sighs and Sukuna's fingers drumming on the edge of the table.
The past hour has gone something like this:
An idea is proposed. A signing event, a merch line, discounted meals, anything you could think of. Sukuna leans back, pretends to consider it, and then shakes his head. By the third suggestion, Uraume can sense an oncoming headache. Despite how badly they want to intervene as his manager, they can't force Sukuna to participate in an event. He simply won't show up.
His PR team's leader, Kenji, is worn thin. "Oh," he lifts his head, "we can sell his apron. Or one of his knives."
Sukuna scoffs. "Who the hell is buyin' that?"
Kenji takes a breath, doing his best to channel his inner patience. "I don't see you offering any ideas."
The man does nothing but shrug, leaning back in his seat. "That's your job. 'm not allowed to pitch ideas anymore, remember?"
At times like this, Uraume wonders how he made it this far.
Thinking back, they've been there to watch his entire career develop. He went from a broke college student posting gourmet instant noodle recipes to a michelin star chef with a successful restaurant. Uraume was the one who encouraged him to start posting in the first place. He never lacked passion. If anything, he just needed a small nudge in the right direction.
He started off as a line cook, quiet and dedicated to his craft. It wasn't often that he actually spoke to his coworkers outside of work. Back then, Sukuna didn't care where he was as long as he was cooking.
Uraume still remembers the night they met as if it was yesterday. It was late at night, in a small convenience store near their school. They were standing in front of the instant noodles when Sukuna walked beside them, nudging his chin towards the pack in their hand. "Don't get that one," he'd plucked the noodles from their hand, tossing it onto the shelf. "Get this. It's healthy but it still tastes good."
Looking at him, messy pink hair and tribal tattoos, Uraume only had one thought — he was weird. Especially after he went on a rant about the levels of MSG in instant foods as of late. Without a word, he took their bowl and made his way to the microwave. Uraume couldn't do anything but follow behind the stranger, watching in awe as he put such care into something so simple. In the end, curiosity won, and they tried the food. For convenience store noodles, it was the best thing they'd ever tasted.
In the past, he was just a college student with a brash personality Uraume could appreciate. Now, he's the main reason for the dull ache in Uraume's temple.
All things considered, Sukuna has never been easy to work with. Between his snarky comments and dry attitude, most people didn't like him. He wasn't one to express himself clearly, but he wasn't so bad if you bothered to look close enough.
He's weird that way. But people say some things presents itself in mysterious ways. It seems that Sukuna's way of showing he cares is by being insufferable and annoying his entire team.
Speak of the devil, his voice interrupts Uraume's thoughts. "I'm a chef. I cook."
Someone scoffs, "You have fans, Sukuna. That basically makes you a celebrity."
That's it. How could they forget? Ryomen Sukuna is a chef above all else.
He sucks his teeth. "The hell do you people take me fo—"
"Be quiet," Uraume interrupts. "How about a cooking class that doubles as a meet-and-greet?"
A beat passes. Slowly, everyone's attention turns to Sukuna.
He stays silent. Uraume takes it as their cue to continue. "We can keep it small, ten people at most. Sukuna gets to cook, and his fans get to meet him. Win-win."
The room watches him with bated breath. This is their best idea so far; if he rejects this, they're out of luck.
After what feels like hours, Sukuna finally turns to face Uraume. "I have full control of the menu." He pauses, then adds, "And I want to choose the winners."
The entire room seems to release a breath. Now that he finally agreed to an idea, the hard part is over. All that's left is to figure out details and announce the event.
From there on, the meeting room is the image of controlled chaos. With so many things to figure out and so little time, everyone is moving quickly. Even Sukuna is put to work, much to his dismay, assigned with deciding on a menu and the event type.
The setting sun shines through the windows, casting a warm light on the aftermath of today's work. Papers are still scattered across the table, now filled with notes and tasks. The sounds of pens scratching across paper and clicking keyboards have died down into relaxed jokes.
The room gradually gets empty, until it's just the two of them left. Sukuna leans back with his legs spread under the table. He seems to be lost in thought when Uraume looks up. After a moment, his head jerks up, his brows furrowed. "They're amateurs. Probably can't even hold a knife properly. How am I 'posed to teach a cooking class like that?"
Uraume doesn't even look up this time, still focused on the pile of papers in front of them. "We're choosing two students from a local culinary school." They glance up, commenting dryly, "Try not to suck the life out of them."
Sukuna hums, then grins. "Always a step ahead, huh? Smart cookie."
They don't respond, but Sukuna doesn't miss the faint smile pulling at their lips. Even after nine years, the two of them haven't changed.
When you see the announcement, you're sprawled out on the floor in your friend's dorm. While everyone else is scattered around the room, Shoko sits beside you with her feet on your lap, turning her phone every few minutes to show you another stupid post. Suddenly, she sits up, shoving her phone in your face. "Look! Isn't this that dude you're always drooling over?"
You sit up, confusion painted across your features. "What dude?"
9 Year Anniversary Event: Meet-and-greet cooking class with Michelin Chef Ryomen Sukuna!
The room falls silent. You stare at the screen for a few seconds too long, and Shoko stares at you as if you're malfunctioning. To be fair, you are.
Maki leans forward, peeking over Shoko's shoulder. "A meet and greet? That has to be a scam. I heard he's an asshole in person."
"Yeah," Utahime chimes in, "But he looks better in person. I think you should sign up!"
You glance between them, weighing your options. On one hand, it's a great opportunity. You've been watching Sukuna since your freshman year of high school. You remember binging his videos when you were supposed to be studying algebra. He was only nineteen then, still adventurous enough to try whatever weird combination fans recommended. His thumbnails were what caught your attention, always pictures of the food at weird angles. However, his blunt personality is what kept you watching for so long.
So, there's plenty of reasons to sign up — there's one thing that cancels everything else out. One tiny, irrelevant problem.
You can't cook. Not only that, you're terrible at it.
Shoko clicks on the post and scrolls. She hums contemplatively, then shrugs. "It looks fun. I don't see why not."
Nodding in agreement, Utahime moves to sit on your left. She snatches the pillow under your head, grinning when you swat at her. "You've liked him for a long time, right? As long as you don't faint in front of him, you'll be fine!"
After a moment, Maki speaks up. "Are you going to be upset if you don't win? There's probably thousands of people signing up." Maki cares about all of you, it's just.. subtle.
You purse your lips, mulling it over. She's not wrong; there's no telling how many people will sign up, so it's better to stay realistic.
"Okay," you murmur, glancing over the details. "Yolo, I guess." Mumbling a half-hearted prayer that you aren't selling your soul, you reach for the phone.
Shoko immediately gasps, slamming her phone down. "Yolo? Whenever I say it you act like it's a crime!"
Laughter fills the room. Maki snorts, "Only because you say it whenever that douchebag calls you."
She opens her mouth to speak, glancing around for a moment, then closes it. "It doesn't hurt to be curious. Maybe he wants to get back together."
"Curiousity killed the cat," you tease, plucking the phone from her hands. "I think you're out of lives, missy."
Shoko rolls her eyes, but she's already smirking. "It's nothing serious, okay? I'm just.. gathering information."
"Information about how pathetic he is," Utahime mumbles, peeking over your shoulder.
Maki tosses a pillow at her, sighing loudly. "Can we stop talking about exes? I'm getting a headache."
You chuckle, tossing Shoko's phone onto her lap. "Deal. No more reminiscing tonight."
The dorm settles into a low hum, AC rattling in the window like it's trying to escape. The form sits forgotten on Shoko's phone, confirmation email sitting in your inbox. As you lie there, surrounded by crumbs and laughter, you can't help but smile.
A week later, you get the email.
You're sitting in the library, laptop half open in front of you as you pretend to study. You nearly drop your phone and scream.
Congratulations! You've been selected to participate in Ryomen Sukuna's 9th Anniversary Meet-and-Greet!
You stare at the email for what feels like hours. Is this real? Thousands, maybe more signed up for this. What are the chances that you got picked?
Eventually you close the email and brush it off as a scam. They've gotten more and more realistic lately.
Deep down, you're a little disappointed. But you weren't expecting to win. It's enough to live through the few people that did win.
At least, that's what you thought — until your phone is displaying a call from an unsaved number. You usually don't answer calls like that, but something in your gut told you to answer.
"Hello?"
Uraume's voice comes through the speaker, soft and flat.
"Hi. This is Uraume, Chef Sukuna's manager. We sent an email yesterday and didn't get a response."
You blink, fumbling for words. "I— That was real?"
The line is quiet for a moment, then a soft huff of laughter. "Yes, that was real. You were selected as one of the winners."
"...Are you sure?"
"I'm positive," Uraume reassures. "Ryomen picked the winners himself."
Your heart nearly drops through the floor. Ryomen Sukuna himself picked.. you?
Uraume continues at your silence. "If you're unable to attend—"
"No, no, I can!" You blurt, scrambling to gather your things. "Um, I might need some time to figure out transportation and such."
"Everything is paid for. It's an all-inclusive trip."
"Oh."
The realization sinks like a brick. You're going to meet someone you've admired for nearly ten years. You're meeting Ryomen Sukuna.
And then it really hits you.
You're meeting Ryomen Sukuna.. at a cooking class.
And you're a terrible cook.
"Are you there?"
Uraume's voice brings you out of your thoughts. "I'm here. Um, is there anything else I need to do?"
"No. The rest of the details will be emailed to you. Have a nice day."
The call ends soon after, leaving you in a calm silence. It lasts for a total of ten seconds.
You're already frantically tapping at your screen, excitement bubbling in your chest as you all but sprint out of the library. You can't dial the numbers fast enough.
You call Shoko first. She gets less than ten words out before you're cutting her off. "Yes, my buzzy beautiful sunshine nug—"
"Sho, the email wasn't a scam! I actually won!"
"Won? What are you talking about?"
You falter mid step, staring ahead incredulously. "Sho.. the event I signed up for last week."
A beat of silence. Then: a gasp and squeal. "Seriously? Oh, don't forget me when you marry him and get super rich and famous."
You click your tongue and shake your head, smiling. "You're the first one I'm forgetting if that ever happens."
You call Utahime and Maki next. Utahime talks so fast that you have to remind her to breathe, and Maki sighs exasperatedly in the background.
The next two days are a cycle of rereading the email, packing, and questioning your sanity.
You and your friends gather in your dorm the day before you leave, huddled around your suitcase.
"It's a cooking class, not a trip to the Bahamas. Why would I pack a bathing suit?"
Shaking her head, Shoko shoves it into your bag anyway. "You're probably going to some snotty hotel. It's obviously going to have a pool, so you need a bathing suit."
Surprisingly, Maki nods in agreement. "Think of it as a vacation. It's not everyday that your whole trip is paid for." She ignores you even when you glare at her, turning to look at Utahime rummaging through your closet. "What are you looking for?"
She turns, holding out a dress. "An outfit for the event. This is a michelin chef we're talking about. My dear friend, you will turn heads."
When Utahime gets like this, it's best to let her be. Maki sighs, turning to find Shoko elbow deep in her chips. "I dunno. He's not all that— Maki!"
Shoko whines, clutching her arm where Maki pinched her. She pays the girl no mind, snatching the bag of chips. "Don't overthink it. You should worry about being comfortable."
"Don't listen to her," Utahime mumbles, pulling out another mini dress. "You'll get a chance to have fun at some point. Best to be prepared."
You wave her off and shrug. "I guess. Nothing too.. racy. I'm still going to be surrounded by strangers."
Staring down at your suitcase ― packed to the brim with clothes and everything unnecessary. It almost feels bittersweet. You won't be gone for long, but it's still going to fee weird not having your three closet friends around. You'll have to learn new faces and names, get acquainted all over again. It's a little daunting.
Maki, ever the observant one, pulls you from your thoughts. "We'll call every day for updates. Bring back some souvenirs, too."
Utahime pouts, wrapping her arms around you. "Text us when you land, okay?"
You nod, looking around at the mess you'd made in your dorm. "I'm going to miss you guys."
Shoko hums, batting her lashes at you. "You'll miss me the most, right?"
The rest of the night is filled with laughter and comments about your husband waiting for you. And even though you're nervous, afraid of what will greet you tomorrow, it feels a little less scary with them.
The next day goes by in a blur. Airport lines, irritated TSA staff, and overpriced coffee that tastes like dirt.
By the time you land, you're running on spite, two hours of sleep, and a lukewarm red bull.
When the shuttle finally pulls up to the hotel, marble floors and staff that get paid enough to be this nice, one thing is clear.
This is real. You're here, in California, meeting Ryomen Sukuna.
Staff dressed in sleek black and red uniforms greet you with practiced smiles, taking your bags before you can blink. You're escorted to a lounge area where you wait for the other participants.
"Hey," a voice calls out, startling you from your half-asleep state.
A man comes into view, long dark hair and a ridiculously handsome face. "Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you. Just wanted to introduce myself." He extends his hand, "Geto Suguru."
You sit up, extending your hand to shake his. It's warm, his fingertips slightly calloused from use. You offer your name, sitting a little straighter when he repeats it. "Nice to meet you. Hopefully, we'll run into each other outside of the event."
Before you can respond or ask what he meant, Uraume is stepping into the room behind the last two participants. Once everyone is seated, they introduce themselves. "Good morning. My name is Uraume, but you all probably know me as Sukuna's manager."
A staff member comes around to distribute keycards. "These cards will get you into your rooms. First, we'll let everyone get settled, and then go over details of the event. If you need anything, don't hesitate to ask any of the staff members. Also, feel free to make use of all the amenities."
With that, Uraume steps out of the room, leaving the rest of you to converse amongst yourselves.
The man from earlier is nowhere to be found. But, there's plenty of time to figure out what he meant. In the meantime, you may as well get to know the rest of the participants.
A boy with salmon-colored hair approaches you, another with dark, spiky hair trailing behind him. "I'm Yuuji!"
His energy is somewhat startling, yet refreshing. You nod, blinking the sleep from your eyes as you introduce yourself. He suddenly turns, pushing the other boy forward. "This is Megumi! Don't mind him, he's just a bit grumpy from jet lag."
Megumi stares at you, offering a tired wave. It seems like that's the most you'll get from him tonight.
The rest of the participants introduce themselves: Satoru, Nobara, Todo, Inumaki, and Nanami. It's a diverse group, for sure.
With introductions out of the way, everyone splits up to find their rooms. When you arrive at your room, the hallway is still full of people gathering their things. Satoru is on your left, and Yuuji is across the hall. As if the two of them aren't lively enough, Todo is only a door down.
You glance around, the man from earlier is still nowhere to be found. But, the room beside yours has luggage sitting untouched outside the door. When you peek at the tag, you find a familiar name is scrawled across the paper.
Geto Suguru.
You keep the information in mind.
When you finally step into your room, it smells like citrus and clean linen. It's spacious, to say the least. Floor to ceiling windows, king-sized bed, and a bathroom that looks straight out of a movie. A welcome basket sits on the desk, stuffed with trinkets, snacks, and a schedule for the next few days. A handwritten note is attached with your name on it, stamped with Sukuna's logo.
You drops your bags by the closet door and sink into the plush mattress. The last few days are still catching up to you ― the email, the call from Uraume, the flight, this hotel ― it's exhausting. Everything here is the picture definition of quiet luxury.
Your mind drifts back to the stranger from before, Geto Suguru. You say his name on the luggage next door, but where did he go? And what did he mean by "see more of each other?"
For now, you decide to drop it. There's still plenty of time to play detective. The first thing on the schedule is right around the corner.
Standing from the bed with a heavy sigh, you reach to open your suitcase. Since it's only the first day, it's better to start with a simple outfit. Just as you're applying finishing touches to your outfit, there's a knock on your door. Satoru's sing-song voice sounds shortly after.
"Princess, it's time to go! They're calling us for the event debrief.. or whatever it's called."
You snort, walking to pull the door open. You find Satoru, Yuuji, and a less grumpy looking Megumi standing outside. "Oh, did you guys wait for me?"
Yuuji grins. "Yeah, we figured we could all walk down together."
You smile, touched by the gesture. "Thanks. Let's go before we're late."
The four of you make your way downstairs, quickly finding the meeting room. The energy in the room is a weird mix of nerves and excitement, everyone murmuring in anticipation. The table is decorated with small treats and drinks, as well as name tags for each person. When you sit down, you notice Geto's name tag across from you.
Uraume stands at the front of the room, stoic as ever. To your surprise, Suguru is standing beside them, along with Todo. They're both introduced as culinary students that are there for experience.
When you look up again, you catch Suguru watching you. His gaze lingers a moment too long to consider casual, then he looks away.
The debrief continues smoothly with a short presentation covering kitchen etiquette and safety rules.
The rest of the evening moves quickly. Dinner with the participants, a tour of the kitchen, and a reminder to get enough rest. Tomorrow, the real event begins.
When you make it to your room, it feels like you've been awake for days. You fall into the nest of blankets and pillows without bothering to unpack the rest of your suitcase. You can deal with that in the morning.
For now, you sleep.
The next morning moves fast. Breakfast, small talk, and outfit changes feel like a blur. Before you know it, the sun is high in the sky and you're being led into a kitchen that probably costs more than you can comprehend.
The room is decorated with sleek appliances, dark wood, and soft lighting. Stations are set with prepped ingredients and polished utensils, each marked with a name tag. Glancing up, you find Suguru standing in front of your station, a smile stretched across his lips. "Looks like we're station buddies."
You laugh, nodding. "I guess so."
Staff members float through the room, making final adjustments, but your attention is drawn to the banner hanging in the front.
Ryomen Sukuna's 9-year Anniversary
You're barely settled when the door swings open, and in walks the man himself. You imagined this moment over and over in you head, but none of it looked like this. If you thought he looked big on the screen, there's nothing to describe how he looks in person.
He stops at the front of the room, crossing his arms as he introduces himself. "I'm Ryomen Sukuna, owner of Malevolent Shrine. Thanks for comin', and.. uh, nice to meet you all."
There's something attractive about the casual confidence he exudes, like he owns the room without trying. And he does. All eyes are on him.
"Today's going to be simple," he starts, voice low and rough. "We're going to cook, eat, and you might learn somethin' if you're lucky."
A few chuckles sound throughout the room and Sukuna grins, almost sharp enough to feel dangerous.
He makes his way around the room, learning names and faces. When he reaches your station, he grins again. Only this time, it's slower. Flashing his canines, he extends his hand towards you. "'m sure you know my name by now. Mind telling me yours?"
You blink, slightly flustered from seeing him so close. You give him your name, watching as he tests it on his tongue. "Pretty name for a pretty girl."
You thank him, all smiles and pink cheeks. Sukuna only smiles, leaning against the counter. "You excited?"
"Of course! I mean, I've been watching you for years."
This time, Sukuna blinks. "Years?"
You nod, glancing away. "Oh.. well, yeah. I still remember your garbage ramen—"
He immediately straightens, his ears tinted pink. "The fuck? Why do you remember that? I was, what— nineteen?"
"It was what made me start watching you."
He looks back at you, tilting his head. Before he can respond, Uraume is getting his attention, gesturing for him to move on.
He sighs, pointing at you. "We're finishin' this later." Sukuna walks off, returning to his spot at the front of the room.
Suguru turns to look at you, grinning as he teases. "Someone got his attention."
At the front of the room, Sukuna speaks up, now to standing behind his station. He's already rolled up his sleeves, revealing the black ink curling along his forearms. "Alright, we're making two dishes today. Gyoza and donburi. It's simple enough, so try to make it look good, at least.
Sukuna gestures to the ingredients laid out in front of him. "We'll start with the dough and filling for the gyoza. Watch me first, then I'll come around and see how bad you're screwin' it up."
You glance up, peeking past Suguru to see him separating ingredients.
Leaning forward, you speak loudly enough for him to hear. "You've made this before?"
He shrugs. "Once or twice."
He falls into a rythym: chopping, mixing, portioning the filling and dough. The kitchen is full of motion and soft chatter, broken by the occasional comment from Sukuna.
"That's too thick," he calls across the room.
You're halfway through dicing your vegetables when Suguru turns, examining your work. "You're holding the knife wrong. You could cut your fingers."
He's quick to cover your hands with his own, correcting your grip on the knife. "Like this. And you cut them wrong."
Another voice cuts in, dry and amused. "Cut them wrong? It looks like a massacre," Megumi mumbles from two stations down, prompting Yuuji to laugh.
You frown, shielding your station from his view. "It's not wrong. I julienned it. I think."
Sukuna walks past your station, pausing as he eyes the state of your vegetables. He doesn't speak at first, simply nudges you to the side and cuts them for you. He's already walking away before you can thank him, kissing his teeth as he passes Nobara's station.
"Are you even trying? I could've done better with my feet."
Nobara scoffs, smacking the cutting board. "It doesn't matter if they look bad, I'm just going to eat yours!"
Sukuna scowls, walking back to his station. "Spoiled brat."
You mix the rest of the ingredients, dumping them into the bowl. After a few minutes, it starts to resemble dumpling filling.
Sukuna passes by your station again, fulling stopping in his tracks. "..The hell did you do?"
You glance up, only to find him staring at you. He nudges you aside again, plucking a spoon from your drawer. He scoops the filling, bringing it to his mouth.
"Wait, that's raw. Can't you get salmonella?"
Sukuna brushes you off, popping the spoon into his mouth. "It's extra protein, don't worry."
Not even a split second later, his whole face twists. Everything is off. It's crunchy, yet somehow slimy, too salty, and there's a weird aftertaste to it. He pauses for a moment, pressing his lips together. "...fuckin' hell."
You falter, embarrassed by the sudden attention. "I'm the only one that has to eat it, right?"
As if realizing what he said, he immediately backtracks. "It's not bad.. just a little salty."
You're not even looking at him, too embarrassed to comprehend what he's saying. He leans down, catching your gaze with furrowed brows. "Look, it's not bad, seriously. Didn't mean to hurt your feelings, sweetheart. You can use mine, it's not like I really need it."
You nod, glancing at him quickly. "Okay."
He switches your bowls out, then starts walking around the room. You don't realize he's passed your station so many times, so focused on trying to get the next part right. Filling the dumpling wrappers and folding the dough. He's lingering near your station longer than he really needs, practically supervising you.
You're struggling to fold the dough when a warm hand covers yours, guiding your fingers to pinch the gyoza closed. "There you go," Sukuna murmurs, his voice low. "Better than the other three attempts."
He straightens up, brushing past you to return to his station. "Gyoza goes on the trays for steaming. The staff will handle that," Sukuna says, motioning to the side. "Now, grab a clean pan. We're starting the donburi."
At the front, Sukuna tosses rice into his pan. The smell of garlic and soy sauce instantly fill the room. "This is more about taste than appearance. Don't burn it."
Just as you're oiling your pan, Sukuna is passing by your station again. "Let me help you, sweetheart."
He reaches around you, hand brushing your wrist as he tilts the pan just slightly. "Not too much oil. You want it hot, not drowning."
You nod, heart beating a little too fast as he tosses in garlic and diced onions. He doesn't leave right away, either. He lingers, nudging your hand when you start stirring too early.
"Let it sit. It'll burn if you mess with it too much," he murmurs, so close his lips are almost brushing your ear.
In front of you, Suguru clears his throat. "You giving everyone that much help, or just her?"
Sukuna looks up, meeting his gaze head on. "Funny coming from you, student. You shouldn't need my help for something like this."
Suguru smiles, holding his hands up in surrender. "Just making sure you remember the rest of us are here."
Sukuna snorts, finally stepping away from your station. "Step it up, then."
He walks away, but not before sparing you one last glance. He moves throughout the room, giving feedback and barking out orders.
The rest comes together easily enough: sauce, layering flavors, finishing touches. By the time you're plating, the room smells incredible.
You step back, admiring your hard work. Really, it was Sukuna's, but that's neither here nor there.
As everyone starts plating, the room shifts into a quieter chaos. Laughter mixes with the clinking of utensils, and a few stations over, Satoru proudly announces that his food is edible.
You glance over at Suguru, who's already finished arranging his donburi. "Want to try mine>
I was, what— nineteen?"
"It was what made me start watching you."
He looks back at you, tilting his head. Before he can respond, Uraume is getting his attention, gesturing for him to move on.
He sighs, pointing at you. "We're finishin' this later." Sukuna walks off, returning to his spot at the front of the room.
Suguru turns to look at you, grinning as he teases. "Someone got his attention."
At the front of the room, Sukuna speaks up, now to standing behind his station. He's already rolled up his sleeves, revealing the black ink curling along his forearms. "Alright, we're making two dishes today. Gyoza and donburi. It's simple enough, so try to make it look good, at least.
Sukuna gestures to the ingredients laid out in front of him. "We'll start with the dough and filling for the gyoza. Watch me first, then I'll come around and see how bad you're screwin' it up."
You glance up, peeking past Suguru to see him separating ingredients.
Leaning forward, you speak loudly enough for him to hear. "You've made this before?"
He shrugs. "Once or twice."
He falls into a rythym: chopping, mixing, portioning the filling and dough. The kitchen is full of motion and soft chatter, broken by the occasional comment from Sukuna.
"That's too thick," he calls across the room.
You're halfway through dicing your vegetables when Suguru turns, examining your work. "You're holding the knife wrong. You could cut your fingers."
He's quick to cover your hands with his own, correcting your grip on the knife. "Like this. And you cut them wrong."
Another voice cuts in, dry and amused. "Cut them wrong? It looks like a massacre," Megumi mumbles from two stations down, prompting Yuuji to laugh.
You frown, shielding your station from his view. "It's not wrong. I julienned it. I think."
Sukuna walks past your station, pausing as he eyes the state of your vegetables. He doesn't speak at first, simply nudges you to the side and cuts them for you. He's already walking away before you can thank him, kissing his teeth as he passes Nobara's station.
"Are you even trying? I could've done better with my feet."
Nobara scoffs, smacking the cutting board. "It doesn't matter if they look bad, I'm just going to eat yours!"
Sukuna scowls, walking back to his station. "Spoiled brat."
You mix the rest of the ingredients, dumping them into the bowl. After a few minutes, it starts to resemble dumpling filling.
Sukuna passes by your station again, fulling stopping in his tracks. "..The hell did you do?"
You glance up, only to find him staring at you. He nudges you aside again, plucking a spoon from your drawer. He scoops the filling, bringing it to his mouth.
"Wait, that's raw. Can't you get salmonella?"
Sukuna brushes you off, popping the spoon into his mouth. "It's extra protein, don't worry."
Not even a split second later, his whole face twists. Everything is off. It's crunchy, yet somehow slimy, too salty, and there's a weird aftertaste to it. He pauses for a moment, pressing his lips together. "...fuckin' hell."
You falter, embarrassed by the sudden attention. "I'm the only one that has to eat it, right?"
As if realizing what he said, he immediately backtracks. "It's not bad.. just a little salty."
You're not even looking at him, too embarrassed to comprehend what he's saying. He leans down, catching your gaze with furrowed brows. "Look, it's not bad, seriously. Didn't mean to hurt your feelings, sweetheart. You can use mine, it's not like I really need it."
You nod, glancing at him quickly. "Okay."
He switches your bowls out, then starts walking around the room. You don't realize he's passed your station so many times, so focused on trying to get the next part right. Filling the dumpling wrappers and folding the dough. He's lingering near your station longer than he really needs, practically supervising you.
You're struggling to fold the dough when a warm hand covers yours, guiding your fingers to pinch the gyoza closed. "There you go," Sukuna murmurs, his voice low. "Better than the other three attempts."
He straightens up, brushing past you to return to his station. "Gyoza goes on the trays for steaming. The staff will handle that," Sukuna says, motioning to the side. "Now, grab a clean pan. We're starting the donburi."
At the front, Sukuna tosses rice into his pan. The smell of garlic and soy sauce instantly fill the room. "This is more about taste than appearance. Don't burn it."
Just as you're oiling your pan, Sukuna is passing by your station again. "Let me help you, sweetheart."
He reaches around you, hand brushing your wrist as he tilts the pan just slightly. "Not too much oil. You want it hot, not drowning."
You nod, heart beating a little too fast as he tosses in garlic and diced onions. He doesn't leave right away, either. He lingers, nudging your hand when you start stirring too early.
"Let it sit. It'll burn if you mess with it too much," he murmurs, so close his lips are almost brushing your ear.
In front of you, Suguru clears his throat. "You giving everyone that much help, or just her?"
Sukuna looks up, meeting his gaze head on. "Funny coming from you, student. You shouldn't need my help for something like this."
Suguru smiles, holding his hands up in surrender. "Just making sure you remember the rest of us are here."
Sukuna snorts, finally stepping away from your station. "Step it up, then."
He walks away, but not before sparing you one last glance. He moves throughout the room, giving feedback and barking out orders.
The rest comes together easily enough: sauce, layering flavors, finishing touches. By the time you're plating, the room smells incredible.
You step back, admiring your hard work. Really, it was Sukuna's, but that's neither here nor there.
As everyone starts plating, the room shifts into a quieter chaos. Laughter mixes with the clatter of utensils, and a few stations over, Satoru announces that his food is edible.
You glance over at Suguru, who's already finished arranging his donburi. "Want to trade?"
He smirks. "How big of a risk is it?"
You roll your eyes but pass him your bowl anyway. He takes a bite, brows lifting. "Wait, this is actually good."
You grin. "I told you."
He chuckles, nearly choking on his food. "You're awfully cocky for someone that barely touched anything the whole time."
You try his next, and it's annoyingly perfect. You make a face. "Showoff."
He only smiles, nudging your shoulder. "It's talent."
Eventually, people start to pack up, wiping down stations and thanking the staff. Sukuna claps, gathering everyone's attention. "That's it for today. Most of you did well. The rest of you, better luck next time."
The group leaves gradually. You gather your things, pulling your bag over your shoulder when Suguru falls into step beside you.
"I'll walk you back," he says. "Since we're basically neighbors and all."
Before you can answer, a voice halts you both in your tracks.
"Actually," Sukuna starts, eyes flitting to Suguru, "I need her for something."
Suguru pauses, then looks between you two. "You need her?"
"Mhm." Sukuna's expression remains the same, but there's something smug in the way he lifts his brow. "Don't worry, I'll make sure she gets back safe."
Suguru laughs, though there's barely any humor in it. "Alright. She's all yours."
Once he's gone, Sukuna turns to you, all teeth and lazy charm. "It's nothing serious. I just figured I owe you."
You blink, brows furrowing. "Owe me?"
"For being a fan for so long," he explains, leaning closer. "And for putting up with my ramen phase."
You giggle, cheeks warm. "I guess you're not wrong.."
He leans down, voice low. "I'll give you a one-on-one lesson. Just me and you. That is, if you're free tomorrow night."
Your heart nearly leaps from your chest, but you manage a wobbly smile. "I think I can make time. I'll have to check my schedule."
He grins. "Good."
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⤿ afterword. ― sorry again for the wait!! :( the last couple days were actual hell 😭 also this won't be the last of chef!sukuna on my blog, i'll try to cook up some drabbles! (get it?) i've had some ideas collecting dust for a min.. be ready. in the meantime, lmk your thoughts on this!
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Same anon, re https://www.tumblr.com/olderthannetfic/790427309777747968/im-sorry-how-exactly-are-people-supposed-to-not
I think some people misunderstood me in the comments. I DO block people and tags I don't like, all the time, to the point it's all I do, to the point it feels useless. I block one person and the next post down is another person I have to block, and the next, and the next, and the next. MAYBE if I'm lucky the fifteenth post down or so MIGHT be visible to me. Do I have some of the most popular ships in my fandom blocked? Yes. I expected to block a lot of people when I started, and at first it wasn't as disheartening bc I figured it'd ease up eventually if I blocked enough blogs that mainly post about those ships. But it's not, and I don't really know how to find blogs that don't post about those ships at ALL like someone I'd actually want to follow, except looking for them in the tags of what I'm looking for, which...... Are full of blocked posts!
I don't really get what the point of this is. I'm trying to "curate my own online experience" but if I'm able to block this person for posting something I didn't like, then that means I've already seen whatever thing I'm trying to avoid seeing by blocking them so......? Why? What good does that even do me? I'm already pissed off because I've already seen it to have a reason to block them, and I don't post anything that I might not want them to interact with. I don't understand the purpose of this.
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What people misunderstood in a few cases is what your version of fandom looks like.
If you want to curate your experience, stop browsing tumblr tags.
Good lord! Why on earth would you do that if you're in a fandom full of shit you hate? Find a few friends to follow, then look at your dashboard. If your experience of the wider tags or prior fandoms or whatever hasn't netted anybody who posts about what you like, then maybe it's time to move on to a new fandom.
Most of us will be in dozens or even hundreds of fandoms over the time we're in fandom in general. Sometimes, yes, the community and fanworks you want are just not out there for that particular character or canon.
The idea of DLDR is backbuttoning from longform content rather than sticking around till the end. It has nothing to do with endless scroll feeds on Tumblr or Instagram or Tiktok.
The idea of curating your experience is not going into the damn tags once you find a few people to follow. Or even switching fandoms. It is a far bigger and more radical step than just blocking a few people and expecting your current social media practices to work for you automatically.
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buddies | j.m

pairings: joel miller x reader (post breakout)
warnings: explicit content, MDNI 18+, full smut w a tiny bit of fluff, asshole joel, bratty!reader, mutual hate, fuck buddies enemies, oral m & f receiving, pinv, unprotected sex, secret hookups, praise kink, degrading here and there, dom!joel, sub!reader, smut, FILTHY, dirty talk, SPITTING, joel is feral, slight cheating? perhaps?, jealous!joel
summary: you hate joel. joel hates you. you think joels hot, you just won’t ever admit it. he thinks you’re hot, just won’t admit that either. solution? let’s just fuck.
word count: 11k
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it was another day in jackson. always something to do. you were wiping away sweat with the back of your hand and resting your hands on your hips. you huff out a breath, your hair sticky against your neck and cheeks. it was unbelievably hot during the day. the only time you’d ever feel fresh during the day was when you were in the shower. but today, you were stuck on reconstruction duty with a handful of other people. everyone looked as equally tired as you.
“gonna keep standing around lookin’ pretty or gonna help out,” someone barks from behind you. you immediately snap in the direction of whoever the fuck said that. your eyes land on a tall man, brooding and scowling in the most annoying way you have ever seen.
“‘xcuse me,” you say sternly, voice low and eyes piercing into the mans.
“told maria i didn’t want girls like you on my shift,” he mutters, looking you up and down.
“girls like me,” you spit. “i’m sorry, what’s that supposed to mean, asshole?” his mouth in a straight line, eyes not easing up at all as he steps closer to you. permanent scowl, noted.
he’s nearly toe to toe with you, you have to crane your neck up just to try to seem more intimidating. “girls that just stand around worrying about gettin’ their nails dirty.”
you had literally took a moment to breathe. and this fucking guy is acting like it’s the end of the world. you laugh, a breathy sarcastic laugh. “alright, old man.” you brush past him and pick up the first useless fucking took you see. this man isn’t gonna get the best of you. he won’t. you don’t turn around to see the man glaring at you. you don’t turn around to ask who he was. you don’t turn around to try to get a better look at him. you don’t give him the satisfaction of another look. fuck him.
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over the next couple of days, you find out the man’s name is joel. and that he’s usually like that. everyone seems to love him. everyone also seems to be extremely intimidated by him. and you have no fucking clue as to why. he’s a dick. that’s all. everyone was just too nice and sweet to put the man in his place. but not you. definitely not you.
you were working in the greenhouse now. maria deemed you fit to be what she calls a ‘floater’. you float to where the hell she needs you. a jack of all trades. it wasn’t that you were good, you just worked. it’s not that you followed orders, you just got the job done. like today, for example. you wouldn’t tell anyone— but the greenhouse was your favorite. you were checking on the fruits, making sure you pick the most perfect strawberries when you hear a door open. you look up and see that familiar scowl.
“oh, great,” you say, “to what do i owe the pleasure.”
“not here for you,” his voice sharp. you ignore him and keep on doing what you’re doing. and honestly? you loved this job because you can take your time. you weren’t rushed or feeling pressured. everyone loved this job. it was easy. simple. “jesus. gonna fucking stare at the leaves all day or do your job?”
you stand up, quick to your feet and watch joel brush past you, bumping into your shoulder as he makes his way to the back room. you remembered the light didn’t turn on so he was more than likely here to fix that. “you are such a dick, joel.”
he mumbles, even in that low tone, it’s dipped in sarcasm, “haven’t heard that before.”
“oh i bet.,” you say, “asshole,” you mutter— barely above a whisper and he storms back. boots heavy and kicking up dirt as he walks up to you. you stand your ground and hold your chin up.
“you’re real fuckin’ mouthy,” he says through gritted teeth. his eyes piercing through your fucking skull.
“you’re real fuckin’ miserable,” you bite back.
his nostrils flare, he doesn’t look away. not when you step up closer to him. he looks down at you, his jaw clenches. your chest is heaving— slightly. up, down, up, down. this was the third time this week you stood toe to toe with the man. only difference is, you don’t have an audience to shoot you sorry looks and mutter pity words to you.
he’s like that with everyone.
oh no, she doesn’t know better.
the new ones’ got spunk.
he exhales a hard breath and you swear his eyes flicked towards your mouth, but you can’t be sure because he retreats to the back room just as fast as he stomped over here. fucking joel miller. you hated that guy.
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here you are again. in the damn greenhouse. well— locked out of the damn greenhouse. it was late, you were laying in bed when you realized that you forgot to shut off the light in the back room. wasting electricity here in jackson was nearly a crime. (the townspeople would be so annoyed with you that they’d have to move curfew an hour earlier just to make up for the electricity you used up.)
you muttered a few fucks, pushing your shoulder into the door, twisting the doorknob, peaking in the window. “fucking shit!” you’re fumbling with the doorknob again when you hear his voice, low and ragged, rumble behind you.
“stealing?”
“oh fuck off, joel. no,” you say, your voice slightly raised. “i fucking forgot to turn off the-“
“don’t care. move,” he interrupts you. he basically fucking yanks you out the way by your shirt and pulls out a carabiner rattled with keys. he doesn’t even filter through them, in one swift motion he’s picking out the right key. you scoff. arms folded over your chest, gaze anywhere but joel miller. you hate this. hate that he always seems to be around when you’re fucking up. hate that that’s what he associates you with. hate that joel fucking miller always gets the upper hand. he pushes the door open, his palm flat on the door. he looks at you, that scowl still there. “gonna just fucking stand there or-”
you push past him. stomping to the back room. “fuck off, joel,” you call over your shoulder. joel smirks and watches you stride past him. he loves this. loves that he’s always around when you fuck up. loves that feeling of ‘i told you so’ when he hasn’t even fucking said shit. loves that you need him to fix your messes.
you don’t even look to see if joels gone. you don’t care. he never sticks around to actually help— just call you out on whatever the fuck is bothering him. you’re muttering now. fuckin’ nerve of that guy. always so damn mad. never needed his help-
“gonna say that a little louder,” his voice grumbles. you straighten up, taking a small breath as you feel his near your ear. he’s so fucking close. if you as much as breathe wrong, your ass would be pressed against his jeans.
“i said… you’re always so damn mad. needa get laid or somethin’,” you say. voice even and drenched in annoyance, but he doesn’t miss the way it falters just a little bit. almost as if… this turned you on.
“and you?”
“me what,” you spit. titling your head just a tiny bit, his eyes scanning the side of your face. he’s tilts his head in an almost observing way. his eyes dragging down to your mouth. the light was still on. his tall frame casting the faintest shadows on your features. you were so damn small compared to him.
“you needa get laid?”
your breath catches, he notices. you start to feel that familiar ache between your thighs. you hated him though. it was just because you’re so sex deprived that a leaf can turn you on. “by you? no thanks.”
he chuckles, gruff and low. he steps closer, his hands ghosting your waist. his lips grazing your ear, “bend over.”
and you don’t fucking wait. you bend over right on that work bench. his hands greedily tugging your pants and panties down in one swift motion. you hear the clinking of his belt and brace yourself for him. his palm is warm and hot and big on your back, strong, holding you down. your cheek pressed against the rough wood as you feel the tip of his cock press right where you need it the most. your mouth betrays you and you fucking whimper at the contact his cock makes with your entrance.
“yeah,” he growls, breath hot on your neck, “you fuckin’ needed this, huh?” voice drenched in that fucking same annoying ‘i told you so’ tone.
but your body right now can’t register your hate for him. you just fucking need him. you whimper, gasping as he slams into you from behind, each thrust punching little helpless noises out of you.
“say it,” he grits.
“i—i needed it—”
“didn’t hear you.”
you sob out, “i needed it, joel—”
“that’s fuckin’ right,” he snaps, hand tangling in your hair, yanking your head back, “goddamn. look at you. just a hole, huh?”
you moan at that—humiliating and hot—and he laughs, low and mean, chest pressed to your back as he ruts into you, filthy and rough. fuck him you think. fuck me you wanna say.
“you take cock so fuckin’ well,” he mutters, almost like he’s angry about it. “so desperate for it, ain’t you?”
and you don’t answer. you just moan at that. he pushes you back down hard, your face pressed against the bench again. “opening your legs for a man that don’t even like you,” he says in that low, gravelly tone of his.
“you’re still fucking me, ain’t you,” you voice broken with each thrust into your dripping cunt. he growls at this, hands between your shoulder blades pushing you down harder. you yelp at the pain on your collarbones from the hard surface. but the way his cock slides in and out of you with finesse makes it better.
“such a goddamn brat. gonna teach you.”
he fucks you harder, breathes harder too. his thrusts becoming more erratic. he’s fucking you for him. using you. and this gets your pussy pulsating around his thick, heavy cock. he moans at that, pressing his forehead to your back as he buries himself to the hilt and gives you short thrusts. he’s close. you can tell. and with a few more thrusts, he finishes inside you. not a word. not a kiss. he doesn’t stay inside you for long either. he pulls himself out quickly, doesn’t even help you— just zips up, watching his cum drip down your thighs and says in his usual gruff tone—
“you don’t tell anyone. understand?”
you nod, trembling, heart racing, still bent over and wrecked. he’s gone before the room even stops spinning but before he leaves, he flicks off the goddamn. fucking. light.
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it doesn’t stop. as a matter of fact, it happens so often that you leave your front door unlocked. he shows up at random. slams the door behind him, grabs your throat, throws you up against the wall and grinds his hips into you. never a smile. never sweet. always desperate.
“fuckin’ knew this was what you wanted,” he grits, pulling your shorts down roughly, “walkin’ ‘round with that little look in your eye. that fucking attitude. like you need to be fucked dumb to learn your lesson. you wanted to be used, didn’t you?”
you moan, already slick, already soaked. he lifts you like nothing, tosses you on the bed.
“look at this filthy fuckin’ thing,” he mutters, parting your legs with his knees, staring down at your dripping cunt. “soaked for me already. jesus.”
sometimes he uses his fingers first.
“hold your fuckin’ legs open,” he growls, pressing two fingers deep into you, curling them. “there you go. that’s it. that’s my good girl.”
but he never says your name. never kisses you. never lets it feel like anything more than what it is. just fucking. just frustration. just punishment. but that’s okay. perfect even— because he’s just a cock you’ve desperately needed.
he uses your mouth like a toy some nights—grabbing your jaw, tapping his cock against your tongue.
“open,” he demands.
you do. you always fucking do. and he slides in slow, lets the head hit the back of your throat.
“look at you,” he mutters darkly. “mouth full of cock. so fucking nice when you’re not talking. when you’re being used.”
you moan around his cock, making him hiss. you pull back and try to speak, try to say screw you but he just grabs your head and pushes you back onto his cock, eyes watering and drool dripping down your chin. he fucks your mouth til your jaw aches. then shoves you back, flips you over and moves your panties to the side.
“don’t need you to talk,” he mutters. “just keep takin’ it.”
and you do. over and over.
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joel is an expert at keeping this shit under wraps. in public? cold. detached. polite enough. but no hint. no touch. no glance. it’s as if he can’t fuck the hate away. no one would guess that a few hours ago, he had you face-down in your bed, ass red with the shape of his hand, moaning like you’d break in half if he stopped. no one would guess he growled “gonna fuckin’ ruin you,” right into your ear while you came shaking around him, fingers clutching the sheets so hard they tore.
that just excited you more. especially when you’d give him extra sass that day. it was your favorite. because you knew that he’d fuck you senseless later that night. it was going real fucking good. you enjoyed being joel’s cum whore. you were fine with it. but then the sex began to get a little… different. more …personal. you knew he wasn’t coming over tonight.
said he had things to do. supplies to get. said you’d “worn him out enough” yesterday—grunted it against your throat while he pushed his come into you so deep your legs shook for hours after. but then he’s there. door creaks open with a heavy groan, and his silhouette fills the threshold. you hadn’t even heard your front door open and shut. hadn’t heard his footsteps make their way down the hall. you’re brushing your hair in front of the old mirror when you see him behind you—his face dark, shoulders squared, eyes locked right on yours in the reflection. you don’t turn. you keep brushing.
he doesn’t speak. you feel him before you hear him. boots thud against the floor, slow and heavy. he comes up behind you, towering over you—hot breath brushing your ear. “you wearin’ that for me?”
you blink slowly. the old shirt you sleep in is short—barely grazing your thighs. no bra. nipples tight under the cotton. no panties. (okay, you might’ve hoped he would come over anyways)
“didn’t know you were comin’,” you whisper.
“didn’t either,” he says roughly, then grabs the brush from your hand and tosses it on the floor.
“hands on the dresser,” he mutters. his voice low and even. you obey.
he glances at you through the mirror—his rough palms dragging up the backs of your thighs, pushing the shirt up your waist, exposing the soft curves of your ass. his jaw clenches. you see it. see his nostrils flare.
“fuckin’ hell,” he mutters under his breath. “you always this wet for me?” he dips a finger between your legs, groaning at how slick you are. then he pauses. doesn’t slide it in. just barely circles your entrance with the tip of his finger. you whimper.
“want it?” he murmurs, voice low and wrecked.
“joel—”
“i said,” he cuts in, dragging his mouth up the side of your neck, “do you want it?”
“yes,” you breathe.
“then look at yourself,” he growls. “look what you fuckin’ do to me.”
you lift your gaze to the mirror, and oh god. joel’s looking right at you. his hand wrapped around his cock, thick and hard, stroking himself slow while he stares down at you like a goddamn meal. he pushes the tip between your folds and stays there.
“joel—please—”
“i don’t think you do wanna be fucked,” he growls softly. “you don’t even know what it means.”
“i do. i need it, joel—please.”
“you need it?”
he slides in just an inch and your breath stutters. your eyes flutter shut then– smack.
his hand cracks across your ass, not hard, but sharp enough to jolt you. “open your eyes,” he hisses.
you do. and when you do, he presses all the way in. you cry out, knuckles white against the dresser’s edge, your reflection unraveling right before your eyes.
“now watch,” he grits. “wanna see how fuckin’ filthy you look gettin’ used like this.”
you do. you watch. you watch the way his hand fists your hair, tugging your head back. you watch the way your mouth falls open, the way your tits bounce, the way your thighs quiver every time he slams into you. the way his hand reaches up and his fingers squeeze your nipples.
“you like watchin’ me fuck you, don’t you?”
you nod frantically, moaning out something senseless. something that sounds like words mushed all together. his hips slow suddenly—dragging his cock out almost all the way, then grinding back in slow. too slow. torturous.
“you take cock so fuckin’ good,” he growls, watching your expression in the glass. “tight little thing. just made for this. made f’me.”
“joel,” you whine, back arching, “don’t stop, please—”
“not gonna,” he mutters, pace still slow, deliberate, “but i should. should leave you here like this. beggin’. desperate.”
“don’t,” you cry.
“tell me who you belong to.” that was new. but fuck, did you love it.
“you—fuck—you.”
he grips your hips tighter, thrusts deeper, and groans against your neck, “that’s fuckin’ right.”
you come with your face pressed to the mirror, eyes blurry, mouth open. moaning his name. and then he flips you. picks you up like nothing and lays you across the dresser, leans over you and fucks you again while your legs shake and tremble and your pussy’s still twitching.
“gonna give me one more,” he growls, voice cracked and filthy.
“can’t,” you sob.
“you can, and you will. look at me.” he gives your face a gentle love tap with his hand. so you do. you look at him. your eyes meet his. just for a second. and for the first time—just once—he kisses you. fast. desperate. possessive. then he pulls back and whispers, “ain’t never lettin’ anyone else see you like this.”
and you break. this might’ve been a mistake. surely he didn’t mean that, you think. except.. he definitely fucking meant it.
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his favorite was when you took control. when you went running to him. telling him you need him. and when that happens, he sits. he leans back in your old wooden chair, legs spread, thighs wide open, hands resting on them like he’s some damn throne, watching you pull your shirt over your head in the flickering lantern light.
“thought you liked bein’ handled,” he mutters, voice low and amused.
“i do,” you say, straddling him, panties still on, dragging your heat over the bulge in his jeans. “but tonight I’m gonna handle you.”
joel raises one brow, that crooked little smirk tugging at his mouth. “is that right?”
you grind against him slowly. enough pressure to feel the size of him, not enough to give either of you relief.
“don’t act like you haven’t thought about it,” you whisper into his ear. “me on top. you underneath. me using you.”
he groans—quiet, like he didn’t mean to let it out. you pull back. grip his chin. “keep your mouth shut tonight, miller. just let me fuck.”
that smirk widens. his eyes flash. but he nods. “go ahead, baby girl,” he murmurs, voice thick with heat. “show me what you think you can handle.”
you undo his jeans. drag them down, push your panties to the side, and lower yourself onto him—slow. his cock stretches you, fills you, and you keep your eyes on his the whole time. joel groans, fists clenched on his thighs, but doesn’t move. doesn’t buck. doesn’t thrust. just watches you slide down every fucking inch. and then he says, “look at that,” he mutters. “didn’t think you had it in you.”
you snap your hips down, sharp and fast. he hisses through his teeth. “oh, i do,” you breathe, riding him rough, palms planted on his chest. you find your pace—grinding, snapping, rolling—gripping his hair, tugging his head back, claiming him. “you’re gonna sit there,” you pant, “and let me take what i want. no more teasing. just shut the fuck up and let me use you.”
he laughs. low. dark. turned on as hell. but he obeys. keeps his hands to himself. doesn’t thrust. just grits his teeth and takes it. and somewhere along the way? he breaks a little. his eyes glaze. his jaw slackens. and his voice is barely a whisper when he mutters, “fuckin’ look at you. so fuckin’ pretty.”
you lean down. grab his throat—not tight, just enough to make him blink up at you. “don’t get all soft on me now, asshole,” you whisper. “but thanks,” you bite your lip, a small smile threatening to show itself. and that’s when he comes. hard. bites his own fist to keep quiet, and when you clench around him, moaning loud, trembling, he watches you like he’s never seen anything so filthy but beautiful in his life.
you slide off slowly. wipe his cum off your inner thigh with his discarded shirt. on purpose. he doesn’t move. Just breathes hard. and as you walk past him to get dressed, bare and smug and glowing, he grumbles from behind you,“next time, you ride like that again, i ain’t lettin’ you leave bed for a fuckin’ week.”
you just toss him a smirk over your shoulder. “next time? we’ll see if you earn it.”
little by little, the sex began to get more intimate. it began to mean something. starts to be like second nature, like you two heal each other through this. he knows your body needs it before you do. especially on your hard days.
your muscles ache. your back’s sore. you’d been out in the fields all fucking day, sun beating down on your shoulders, dirt caked under your nails, sweat dried on your neck. you don’t realize how quiet you’ve been. you don’t know he was watching. but joel miller sees everything. he always has.
it’s past dark when you hear the knock. two short raps. sharp. then silence. you open the door and there he is—leaning against the frame, arms crossed, face unreadable. “rough day?” he doesn’t actually care. you have to fight the urge to roll your eyes. you don’t answer. you just step back and leave the door open. he walks in like he owns the fucking place. doesn’t say anything. doesn’t ask.
he turns you around by the hips, presses your chest into the table, tugs your pants down and growls, “don’t talk. just fuckin’ take it.”
and you do but tonight.. tonight is different. because instead of just using you until he grunts and spills inside, joel grips your hips, pulls you back onto him slow, and says with that rasp in his voice like he’s already gone, “gonna make you cum first.”
you freeze. he doesn’t repeat himself. he just says, “don’t argue.”
you swallow, trembling. “didn’t say anything.”
“didn’t have to. i can tell.”
he fucks you just the way you need. deep, slow, rhythm steady enough to drive you insane. one hand on your lower back, the other sliding between your legs. he touches you like he means it. finds your clit, starts rubbing tight circles, murmuring just under his breath, “fuckin’ soaked already. knew you needed this.”
you whimper, and his grip tightens.
“come on. let go. i got you.”
you never hear that from him.
you come hard, body shaking, eyes wet, hips grinding back into him like he’s the only thing keeping you tethered. and even after you’ve cummed, he doesn’t stop. he fucks you through it. chasing his own high now, grunting into your neck.
“goddamn,” he hisses, breath ragged. “this pussy—fuck—it’s mine when i want it.”
you nod, desperate. “mhm, yes, god yes, it’s yours,” through a clenched jaw and gritted teeth.
he groans, pulls you close, and finishes inside you with a brutal snap of his hips. he doesn’t leave right away. like he usually does. this time? he steps back, lets out a long breath, and watches the way your body trembles from release. his hands falling down your body back to his sides. he stares at your back, your spine, the sweat along your skin. he wants to reach out. wipe the dirt off your face. run a hand through your hair. lay you down in bed and hold you til your bones stop aching.
but instead, “clean up,” he mutters, already turning. “see you around.” and he’s gone.
you knew something was up with him. but what you don’t know? he saw you that morning. shirt soaked with sweat, bent over a wheelbarrow, jaw clenched. he saw you laughing with someone who wasn’t him. and something in his chest twisted. not jealousy, not exactly. just this awful, possessive ache. something like– she lets other people see her smile, but i’m the one who makes her fall apart.
he hates it. hates what he feels when he sees you. hates that he notices your moods. hates that he shows up for you without knowing why. but most of all? he hates that he’s starting to want more than just the fucking. and he doesn’t know how to stop.
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it starts like always. you let him in. you don’t speak. he’s already unbuckling his belt as you back toward the bedroom, shirt half off, nerves buzzing, mouth dry. he pushes you onto the bed, yanks your panties down, kneels between your legs, and fucks into you raw—bare, thick, deep. one hand clutches your thigh. the other grips your jaw.
“been thinkin’ ‘bout this pussy all fuckin’ week,” he growls, hips snapping, breath ragged. “knew it’d still be mine.”
you moan, back arching. his pace gets brutal. he grits his teeth. “you missed me, didn’t you? missed gettin’ split open.”
you’re so close, burning, buzzing, boneless—and that’s when you say it. mid-moan. barely a whisper, “this is the last time.”
his whole body stops. just like that. motionless inside you. chest heaving. a beat of silence. the —
“…meaning?” his voice is gravel. dangerous.
you meet his eyes. swallow. the reason you hadn’t bothered to come looking for joel all week. “i’m seeing someone.”
his jaw tightens. he stares at you, nostrils flared. not angry. not sad. just… calculating. and then he thrusts. hard. once. deep. cruel. you gasp. then again. and again. slow. deliberate. vicious.
“they know you like to get fucked like this?” he growls.
you tremble.
“they know this little cunt gets stretched out, sloppy, takin’ cock like a fuckin’ whore?”
you whimper, try to pull back—he grabs your hips, yanks you flush to him.
“don’t you fuckin’ move now.”
his hand slides down—rough on your clit, circling, forcing. god you loved this so much. but dammit you knew what the hell joel was doing. no one can fuck you the way he can, the way he knows your body needs— loves.
“wanna stop? we can. after you fuckin’ come on my cock one last time.”
you try to fight it. try to stay still. try to show him he doesn’t have that much of an effect on you. but your body betrays you. he knows how to ruin you. knows the angle, the pressure, the filth to whisper in your ear.
“bet he don’t even know how to touch you right.”
“he kiss your pussy or just fumble around like a fuckin’ idiot?”
“you’ll think about me next time you fuck him. know how I know?”
“‘cause you’re squeezin’ ‘round me so tight right now.”
you come with a choked moan, body clenching, tears pricking your eyes. he watches you like you just broke something in him. he finishes inside you. stays buried. breathing hard. and then pulls out without a word. pants up. shirt down. you stay lying there. spent. ruined. he stands at the edge of the bed and says—quietly, “don’t call me when it falls apart.”
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you’re out with him— miles. he’s nice. sweet smile. soft hands. a little younger than joel. harmless in the way joel never was. he makes you laugh.
youu don’t even realize joel’s there. standing across the street, half in shadow, pretending he’s looking for something—someone—else. but he’s watching you. he watches you lean into this guys shoulder, watches your smile, that sweet little laugh—the one joel’s never earned, the one you never made while he was fucking you into the mattress. he watches him tuck your hair behind your ear. so gentle. and something snaps in joel’s chest. jealousy? couldn’t be. he doesn’t even like you. right?
he just hates… hates that someone else gets your softness. hates that he never touched you without making you cry or beg or moan into the dark. hates that he wants to see that smile again—but only for him. that night, he doesn’t sleep. lays awake, jaw clenched, staring at the ceiling.
thinks of your laugh. your mouth. the way your face used to twist when you came so hard around his cock that your knees buckled. so finally—he gets up. doesn’t even know if you’ll be home. if you’ll be alone.
you’re still half-dressed when the knock hits. two short, sharp bangs. you freeze. you know that knock. you open the door slowly. a mistake, but oke you don’t mind making. and there he is.
joel miller.
grim. unshaven. eyes shadowed with something dangerous. you open your mouth, but he steps into your space, grabs your jaw. leans down. and says in that low, gravel voice of his. “get on your fuckin’ knees.”
you don’t think. you drop. hands to the floor. knees hitting the hardwood with a soft thump. door slamming shut. joel’s already undoing his belt, one hand still tangled in your hair.
“you missed this, didn’t you?”
you look up at him. wide-eyed. silent. starving.
“bet he don’t know what this mouth is capable of,” joel mutters, stroking himself, thick and hard, the tip already dripping. “bet he don’t know how you gag on it. how you moan with it down your throat.”
he slaps it against your cheek. you flinch. he groans. “open.”
you do. he shoves in. no warning. no softness. just rage and lust and something bitter at the back of his throat. he grips your hair. thrusts deep. watches your eyes water.
“yeah,” he hisses, hips snapping, “that’s right. take it. take what you fuckin’ need.”
you gag, but you don’t pull away. you do need this. crave it. you’ve been aching for it. he uses your mouth like it’s his to own. his to ruin.
“mm, fuck,” he growls, eyes fluttering, “missed this. missed that look.”
he’s breathing hard now, fingers twitching in your hair, hips bucking faster— then he rips you off with a wet gasp. you pant, drool slicking your chin, lips swollen, cunt throbbing. he looks down at you, cock still twitching, and says low–
“tell me he makes you come.”
you stare at him. chest heaving. you say nothing. joel’s jaw clenches. “does he?”
you shake your head no. he leans in. Just enough for you to feel his breath. “that’s what i fuckin’ thought.”
he grabs you under the arms, drags you to your feet, flips you around, and bends you over the back of the sofa like he owns your body and the rights to your soul.
“gonna fuckin’ remind you,” he mutters, pushing into you raw, rough, deep, “who made you like this.”
all you can do is moan because he’s right. you’re ruined. you’re his. you always were. and he fucking knew it. he’s already backed you into your bedroom, already shoved your clothes off with nothing but gritted teeth and hands that shake too much to be just lust. you didn’t stop him. you didn’t say a damn word. he spreads you open and buries himself in you without a kiss, without a whisper, just a choked “fuckin’ missed this,”—you moaned like he owned you. he fucks you like he never plans on doing it again.
you’re on your back, one leg thrown over his shoulder, the other shaking against the sheets. joel’s braced over you, chest gleaming with sweat, eyes locked on your face like he’s watching something burn.
“look at you,” he snarls through clenched teeth, dragging his cock deep. “so fuckin’ pretty when you’re ruined.”
you sob—tight and breathless—and he growls, fucking into you harder. “you want it this bad, you let me back in this easy? you still need me that bad?”
you whimper, hand reaching up blindly—he grabs your wrist, slams it down above your head. asshole.
“don’t start now,” he pants. “this ain’t sweet. this ain’t a goddamn reunion. you opened the door. you let me in. you fuckin’ asked for this.”
joel grabs both your wrists now, pinning them down, chest pressed to yours, and grinds deep—his hips heavy, cock thick and pulsing, dragging against the spot that makes you break.
“yeah,” he mutters. “right fuckin’ there. that where you want it?”
you sob, nod, eyes wet. and then he lets go. let’s you grab at him. let’s your nails drag down his arms. let’s you sob his name when your cunt tightens and your orgasm hits like a freight train. joel curses. loud. filthy.
“fuck—fuck, there you go—made this pussy mine again, didn’t i?
and then he groans, dropping his head to your shoulder, hips stuttering as he spills inside you. the silence deafening. just breath. sweat. the creak of the bed. he pulls out. doesn’t say a word. you roll to your side, legs trembling, trying to breathe again. and he—he sits there. still shirtless. still catching his breath. but he doesn’t move. doesn’t grab his pants. doesn’t leave like he usually does. he stares. watches you pull the blanket up over your chest. watches you wipe your mouth, your thighs. watches you sit up and press the heels of your palms into your eyes.
“he treat you okay?”
the words drop like a stone in water. your eyes flutter open. you nod, slowly. joel stares at the floor. jaw tight. like saying it made something inside him crack. he says, “better than I ever could, huh?”
it’s not sarcastic. not smug. just low. honest. soft. and you look at him. straight on. eyes tired. voice flat. “probably.”
he doesn’t say anything. doesn’t argue. just gets up and grabs his shirt. he walks to the door and as he opens it, steps into the dark, he says over his shoulder—
“see you tomorrow.”
like it’s not even a question. like he knows you’ll let him in. like he knows he still fucking owns you. lil always, you hate that he’s right.
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the patrol is hell. at least, it is for joel. who’s brilliant idea was it to put miles on his team? surely joel would give whoever was responsible for that hell. joel doesn’t even remember his name—just that he smiles too much and keeps fucking talking.
“i think i’m startin’ to really like her, man,” he says with a grin, reins loose in his hands, horse trotting beside joel’s like he doesn’t notice the tension rolling off him. miles thought everyone was his friend, always spilled too much of his business with little remorse. joel hates it. he doesn’t respond. just keeps riding. eyes narrowed. jaw clenched.
“she’s real funny,” the guy continues. “smart as hell. kind. don’t know what i did to deserve her.” the guy laughs, nudges him. “You know her, right? Said you two work together.”
joel finally turns. his voice flat, empty, “not that well.”
but that night? joel can’t sit still. all he can picture is your laugh, your soft touches, your lips on someone else’s skin. someone who doesn’t know the sounds you make when you’re writhing underneath him, begging for more. someone who doesn’t know how you look when you fall apart. someone who doesn’t fuckin’ deserve to touch you. so Joel shows up. no knocking this time. he just opens your door and steps inside. the door you purposely left unlocked. specifically for joel.
he doesn’t speak. just grabs you by the hips and pushes you back onto the bed, his hands already yanking your shorts down. you’re too stunned to fight it, to ask what the hells going on. he’s on his knees. spreads your legs wide. spits on your pussy and looks up at you with a darkness in his eyes that steals the breath from your lungs.
“he don’t do this, does he?”
you stutter. shake your head. brows pulled together. whimper. joel groans—deep and guttural—like that’s all he needed to hear. he dives in. mouth hot and fucking desperate. his tongue drags up your slit, slow and thick and possessive. he sucks your clit between his lips and moans into you like he’s tasting salvation.
“fucking miss this pussy,” he growls into you, “miss the way you taste. sweet little thing. just made for my mouth.”
you’re already shaking. but he’s not done. he presses his fingers into your thighs, spreads you wider, tilts your hips just right, and starts tongue-fucking you like a man with something to prove.
“bet he doesn’t do this, huh?” he snarls, lips wet, voice wrecked. “doesn’t get on his knees. doesn’t tongue fuck you so deep your eyes roll back.”
you cry out, hips bucking, and he grabs your ass, drags you closer.
“fuckin’ knew it. he’s too soft. too sweet. don’t know what to do with a pussy like this. you need this. you need me.”
his tongue circles your clit again, fast and tight, and you arch—screaming, clutching the sheets underneath your palms so tight, it aches. he keeps going. overstimulating. torturing. lapping you up like he’s thirsty and you’re the only thing that’s ever quenched him.
“let me hear it,” he rasps. “let me fuckin’ hear how good i eat this pussy.”
you wail, fists still twisted in the sheets, legs locked around his head as he rips your orgasm out of you. and when you start to come down, he doesn’t stop. just growls, “again.”
you prop yourself up on your elbows and watch him. after he is satisfied with the mess he’s made of you, he sits back on his heels. his face is soaked. his lips swollen. he wipes his mouth with the back of his hand. he looks like a man who’s been holding his breath for too long. he steps to you—when his rough hands find your hips, slide under your shirt, push you slowly back onto the bed—there’s something aching in his eyes.
you don’t speak. he undresses you gently. properly getting you naked. kisses your trembling knee. joel never kisses your knee. he climbs over you like you’re the softest fucking place he’s ever laid his body. you feel his cock through his jeans. your hands fumble with his belt, shimming his jeans and boxers down, freeing his hard shaft. his cock drags through your slick folds and pushes in slow, both of you moan. but he doesn’t move. he just leans down. brushes your hair back. you’re staring at him, his eyes scanning your face. taking all of you in.
he whispers, “say my name.”
“joel.”
“again.”
“joel,” you breathe, furrowing your brows as your hands cup his face.
his lips part. “just like that. don’t stop.”
he starts moving—deep, steady strokes that melt your spine. he keeps his eyes locked on yours, breathing hard, tasting his name on your lips with soft, deep kisses. and then—he crumbles. he fucking breaks.
“jesus christ, baby girl,” he groans, fucking into you harder, faster. “look at you—look at how fuckin’ beautiful you are like this.”
you gasp. joel’s hand grabs your face. thumb brushes your bottom lip. he’s killing you!
“lemme hear it again.”
“joel,” you cry, moaning, legs around his waist, hips meeting every thrust.
he grunts, mouth at your jaw. “that’s my girl. that’s my pretty fuckin’ girl. say it when you come. wanna feel you say it.”
your head falls back, your whole body climbing, burning, breaking.
“c’mon, sweetheart. make a mess for me. show me who fuckin’ owns this pussy.”
“you, joel—fuck—it’s yours—”
he lets out the dirtiest groan you’ve ever heard. his hands are on your face again. both of them. he’s looking down at you like you’re fucking holy. it kills him. “you’re so fuckin’ beautiful,” he whispers, still pounding into you. “all fucked out and still takin’ it. you were made for this. made for me.”
you’re crying now. shaking. guilt? love? lust? an orgasm? overstimulation? don’t know but joel sees it—leans in, presses his forehead to yours and moans—
“that’s it, baby. that’s it. let me have it. come for me. come on my cock, baby girl. i got you. say my name when you do.”
you scream it. loud, “joel, fuck, joel!” you convulse around him, trembling, breaking, and he follows— catching all your broken moans into his mouth with a desperate kiss— a low, wrecked grunt, spilling inside you like he’s trying to leave something real behind.
he collapses on top of you. breathing hard. face buried in your neck. he lifts his head. looks at your face. wipes the tears from your cheeks with a rough thumb and says—
“so much for just fucking, huh?”
you blink. your heart hammers. “did grumpy, joel miller just make a joke?” your voice soft, sweet, that little smile on your face joel has been dying to see for him.
joel miller– gruff, cold, filthy joel—just smirks softly.
“don’t get used to it,” he murmurs, kissing your cheek.
“don’t go fallin’ in love with me now, asshole. still just your fuck buddy.”
“we’re buddies?”
you roll your eyes and he brings his face down to yours, his nose grazing the tip of yours. “if that’s okay with you,” you say.
he hums, lifting his eyes to meet yours, “‘slong as i get to keep you here underneath me, anything’s okay with me.”
you groan, playfully tugging on curls at the nape of his neck, “you love me, don’t you.” a statement. playful but true.
“would it be so bad if i did?” joel holds your gaze for a long time. his fingers lazily tangling into your hair, body still pressed up against yours. and for a moment, this feels nice. feels warm, domestic. your soft limbs wrapped into his rugged ones. too busy arguing with him all the time that you never stopped to think that maybe just maybe, you two were meant to balance each other out. but miles. sweet, innocent miles. never had a chance, did he?
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#love and deepspace#恋与深空#love and deep space#qi yu#rafayel#祁煜#dailygaming#dailyvideogames#gamingnetwork#gamingedit#3d animation#video games#*4#otome#otome game#paper games#the seal along with the freckle 😳😳#im so sorry to the people who follow me for my other contents im like posting 4 of these in one go (5 probably when gege comes back
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Something something about how for a tournament Jester forgoes his usually colorful motleys to wear a black and silver one to match Augustine's coat of arms. It leads to the knight to be completely distracted by the clear display of the jester's favor
#jester's basically calling himself his with that move#might as well marry at that point and make those officially jester's family colors too#i may have mentioned this before on another post but im just thinking about it again#sorry to those people who followed me for fandom content but instead just keep getting blasted with my gushing about my oc's
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if you dislike rpf and think a normal response to someone just having fun with rpf is to steal their hard work and paste it on a more public platform where the real people in question are more likely to see it then i don't think there's much help for you, i think you're probably just addicted to performative morality and are more of an asshole than you realise
#joost klein#putting it on the main tag because i know some of you who are like this lurk here apparently :)#did you know it's so easy to keep scrolling and backlist content and block people!!!! and guess what!!!! it's also free!!!!#listen it takes a lot to rile me up but not only are you an art theif stealing from people with more talent than you have in your pinky#you're also just a dick !#i sure hope you're a child who learned all their morality from tiktok because if you're an adult going around like this then. jfc.#sorry followers and moots etc i am piiiissed offfff rn
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Murders aren't only for crows. 🤣 I hope this was a fun surprise!

Pursuant to your ask about my characterization in Self Control... I've reread that story over dozens of times because I wrote it self-indulgently to be this: All the drama of Season 1 of OG as told through DiaLuci and explain some of the unexplained, to question thier friendship, their lust, and their love. It starts very strongly as Diacifer, but even then, after a certain arc, the unknowing Lucifer chaotically changes the narrative through sheer force of will before the pendulum swings back. Even my Diacifer story couldn't help but be somewhat undefined.

I love DiaLuci in most ways, but I personally cannot enjoy a DiaLuci where they are not friends. In my opinion, their friendship is an equalizer and also one of the most beautiful things about them. I'll accept that they don't get together but I won't accept dissolving their friendship. It's also why I generally avoid certain kinds of dark fics because it's natural to extrapolate them into certain dynamics and I'm a Diavolo Stan (I can't see him bastardized, sorry folks). XD although I read one where they kidnap MC, disappear them from everyone else, and essentially turn MC into their child which is an interesting concept... I think that's as dark as I'll read for DiaLuci since at least they're both Like That in that one.

Elaborating on power dynamics; dialuci are like me and my irl partner in many aspects; I don't read it like that literally but definitely symbolically. My life experience primes me to accept certain aspects about them that others would call a clear power dynamic. Two people for whom fate resolves around transcends what their roles appear to be. It isn't necessary for me that Lucifer must balance their relationship by always being in control. I think Diavolo is one for whom Lucifer would willingly lose it.

There is a reason why power bottom fics are a very popular DiaLuci concept. They fit very neatly into the tropes. We love a beautiful prideful man who treats himself as infallible getting absolutely destroyed by the impact of someone changing him in unpredictable ways. To be with someone is to sacrifice things about yourself and how can someone like him simply choose be this vulnerable? Besides, Lucifer is the most popular character for a reason and many people see themselves in him. For me, I actually see myself as both Diavolo and Lucifer, which makes writing for them really easy lol. I'm decidedly very unserious about who is top and bottom, but I understand that people have their preferences (some of my fic is thinly veiled porn and what is the point if it doesn't make someone feel something? [I am an Ace]) it's why I write and draw both!

Diavolo is a huge masochist for Lucifer. Canon af. He's also a shit disturber and a bit of a brat. The DiaLuci playpen is just filled with toys, amirite? So many ways for you to play.

When I made this, I decided to elaborate on thoughts I've already carried for a long time, having struggled to find the words to describe the kind of dialuci that shines for me day by day. I also wanted to reach back into fandom history and follow convention, something that Solodeus adopted but DiaLuci didn't. This poll is doing double duty; I get insight into what kind of content I could make for the majority and what treats I get to make for the minority. But one thing I won't do is reach too far into one side or the other. In my Diacifer, Lucifer will never be written with absolute bottom tropes and Diavolo will never be written with absolute top tropes. I just can't feel that characterization. Same for if it's the other way around in Lucivolo.

Like I said, DiaLuci and LuciDia are synonymous to me and it is only for ease that I only use DiaLuci. However, if it helps to pinpoint where on the dialuci spectrum you are for the purposes of discussing stories/art and tagging content, I'll likely start tagging my switch-top Lucifer as LuciDia in addition to. (I'm sure Diavolo won't complain) 😏
Here is the preliminary chart based on the results of the Science~ ™️

As you can see, 100% of people polled enjoy DiaLuci. 🤭
Something I've thought about for a long time (est.2023) and have come to some sort of conclusion about: I used to tag LuciDia along with DiaLuci, but I stopped tagging it because DiaLuci to me has always been a switch ship. I mainly write switch so it was redundant. It's in the name. If Lucifer was bottom it would be Diacifer. If Diavolo was bottom it would be Lucivolo. But no, DiaLuci, an umbrella ship name that includes their smaller dynamics, DiaLuci. They both deserve everything they get from eachother and we would be lesser to omit every possibility of theirs.

I'm going to hazard that I'm a DiaLuci Hotspot since I have been drawing them in all ways for over two years now, and, for fun, I would like to poll you for some science!
Poll will run for one week. Please reblog ♻️ 🙏 and feel free to use the replies to elaborate (like if you like a ship name but prefer a different dynamic) 🥰
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"Hello, Fwendy wends"
I hate this bitch so much (/affectionate)
#finally got back to drawing on my laptop#sorry to the people who followed me for RTC content i promise I'll make some soon once i pump out all the npmd ideas i have#starkid nerdy prudes must die#nerdy prudes must die#npmd#starkid npmd#npmd fanart#wiggog y'rath#wiggog y'wrath#i still dont know the correct spelling#lords in black#the lords in black#wiggly
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I know it's not May but hear me out--
#persona 5#p5#p5 joker#p5 ryuji#ryuji sakamoto#p5 ann#ann takamaki#p5 yusuke#yusuke kitagawa#p5 futaba#futaba sakura#p5 makoto#makoto niijima#p5 haru#haru okumura#phantom thieves#art#my art#i am so sorry for the people who followed me for other things not related to Persona content
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9000 yen well spent i think (everything i managed to get from the lawson lottery!)


here are the moonside and twoson mugs,, the designs are really cute!!!



notepads. the summers one is my fav☀️☀️

ziplocks that came in sets of 5! very cool

nice container with lots of different enemies. i wanted the starmen design but they were all out :[

and finally. the mr saturn piggy bank. so precious,,,,, so big
and that’s everything!!! maybe gambling isn’t so bad after all /j
#mother 2#earthbound#sorry people who followed me for osc content (everyone) i will try to post some more art soon 🐛#mother series#just showcasing everything cuz i think they’re cute
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is the fnaf fandom even alive like if i wrote gorey weird fanfiction about william afton would anyone read it what’s going on with that
#danny speaks to the void#william afton x reader#sorry for the hundreds of people who followed me for my matt murdock content#i’m going through something i guess#all my ideas rn are for old blorbos i wish i could give matt the attention i know he deserves#but instead you get dbh fnaf and whatever else invades my brain#super tired just writing this#maybe i need a hiatus idk
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Ok I know chrismas is over but just so we're clear the potters and teddy have that family dynamic where teddy will show up early chrismas morning to watch the kids open gifts and then leave a couple hours later as james, albus and lilly beg him to stay a little longer.
Like teddy isn't family but he kinda is.
Also if your wondering what teddy does after he leaves the potter household he goes to see his grandma and has a tea date with her while they exchange gifts and gossip. Then he ends the night at shell cottage to have chrismas dinner with the weasley-delacor family.
#im sorry to the people who followed me for ninjago content i just need to get this out of my system#ill post more ninjago in a minute#harry potter next generation#harry potter#hpng#teddy lupin#hp#teddy remus lupin#potter kids#james sirius potter#albus severus potter#lilly luna potter#andromeda black#Andromeda tonks
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TW for staring and darkness plus general horror

I LOVE DOG NIGHTMARES!!!!!
#dog nightmares#horror#fanart#analog#analog horror#its actually so good#the part where she found him in the hole had me and my partner jumping#we both sat together and made fanart after#I love dog nightmares and my pookie#sorry to the people who follow my blog not expecting or wanting horror content#art
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i've written an Emmrich x Rook daddy kink fic but the real question is when i'm going to get around to writing a Lucanis x Rook mommy kink fic with Lucanis as the mommy ;)
#LISTEN I SEE A DARK HARIED BROWN EYED MAN WHO COOKS AND GO “MOMMY? SORRY. MOMMY??”#i did it with gale dekarios and i'll do it again with Lucanis#and when i write it as a POLYCULE WITH DADDY EMMRICH???? oh it's gonna be so fucking fun#literally can't finish any fics because the second i sit still for too long i start coming up with another one that i have to write#the wip i have in my head is lucanis overhears rook and emmrich participating in daddy kink (something they've not done with him around yet#and he ALSO overhears emmrich referring to him as rook's mommy and something Awakens in him#for a brief second i thought about giving Emmrich the mommy treatment but i like the thought of calling peepaw daddy too much lol#people who follow me for dragon age content i'm so sorry. you're going to have to put up with this thought train for as long as it lasts#my bad :)#emmrich volkarin#emmrich x rook#lucanis dellamorte#lucanis x rook#dragon age the veilguard
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what do you mean you don't remember the audio diaries where anna culpepper talks about her incredibly toxic friends-with-benefits situationship with rapture's hit showhost alexis kane. yall need to replay the game
#started between friends it's unfortunately a really funny pairing to me so i keep drawing it#im drawing her dead coworker soon i prommy i just need to get the goofs (and the biopaws design teehee) out of the way#sorry to the people who followed me for gravity falls content i have a bioshock fixation you're also getting food real soon#anna culpepper#bioshock#bioshock oc#digital art#artists on tumblr#eyestrain
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