#source: a random conversation with my bf

[godsdamahalfblood]

Grover's thoughts through HoO regarding his empathy link with Percy: a series

tlh: where tf is this little- I was doing something man find ya ass back at camp or I stg

son: bitch. I told you to FIND YA ASS AT CAMP H A L F B L O O D NOT THIS KNOCK OFF JULIUS CEASER VIBE SHITSTORM

moa: what are- this broke ass blonde pelican better not replace me

hoh: whatthefuckwhatthefuck p a i n wherethefuckispercy whatthe f u c k

boo: stop FUCKIN dying of all the GODDAMN times to get a FUCKIN NOSEBLEED PERSEUS

bonus:

grover: i couldve married a giant. it couldve been done. but NO i decided to make an EMPATHY LINK.

grover, in cali: ah finally some fucking peac- WHAT IS HE DOING NOW HE’S SUPPOSED TO BE S T U D Y I N G

[gyeomsweetgyeom]

another tiktok with frat jaehyun x sweets - bf telling gf to pretend he’s a random guy & sweets being the way she is, teasing him as a joke

I fear I had too much fun with this one hehe thank you anon!!!

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⋆⭒˚.⋆ pretend I'm a random guy ⋆⭒˚.⋆

Fratboy!Jaehyun knew very well that playing pranks on you or doing these TikTok trends on you wasn't a skill set he carried. It was more your thing, which he was alright with, despite the constant stress that came from them.

This trend though, this one he'd been seeing endlessly and strangely, you hadn't done it to him yet. At first he got a little pouty thinking that maybe you didn't want to do the trend with him. Even though they were a source of tension for him, in hindsight they were fun. He could see why you liked recording these moments and having a good laugh with him. Even if the pranks were mostly at his expense, he would do these pranks and a million more to hear your laugh. After the poutiness, he did realize that you'd been working on a big project for one of your classes all week and maybe you didn't have too much time to be scrolling on your phone.

Tonight though, you'd be stress free and looking to relax with your boyfriend. You stood beside Jungwoo in the kitchen while you both made conversation and ate your ice creams from the convenience store. He should have known that the two of you going on a snack run would have resulted in a counter full of sweet snacks and the two of you gossiping like middle aged women.

Jungwoo was called away and Jaehyun took this opportunity to play his prank. He set his phone up against the roll of paper towels and set up the timer. He stepped toward you, counting down the seconds in his head, plus a few extra, before exclaiming, "pretend I'm a random guy!"

Jaehyun was on you in less than a second his arms, grabbing your waist as he kissed you messily and passionately. You kissed him back eagerly, letting his tongue slip past your lips so he could taste the remaining sweetness of your ice cream on your tongue.

He pulled away with his eyes wide, "no! Wrong! You're supposed to pretend I'm a random guy so why did you kiss me back?!" That was not supposed to be how this went down! You were supposed to push him away and act like he was, well, a stranger!

"Well, the random guy who attacked me with kisses was really hot! I have to pretend I'm blind because I'm not single?" You counter with a raised brow.

He runs a hand down his face, "let's try this again." He exhales for a few seconds before he paints on a smirk and asks, "hey pretty lady, are you single?"

"No, but my boyfriend doesn't have to know. Want to get out of here?" You ask while batting your lashes up at him flirtatiously, dragging your hand down to the waistband of his pants.

"Sweetheart! Fuck! Again?!" Jaehyun groans.

"Baby, can I really be blamed when you're just really good at flirting? Wow, I'm starting to regret not making you work harder for me now. I like you flirting," you tell him while fanning yourself.

"Last time, Sweets. Behave, alright?" Jaehyun scolds.

You nod, shaking your arms out and exhaling with a nod. Jaehyun starts one last time, knowing there isn't a lot of time left on the video, "Hey there, pretty-"

He doesn't even get to finish his sentence before you're screaming at the top of your lungs like your life depends on it, "help! Help! Stranger danger! Pervert alert! Perv alert! Someone help me!"

Footsteps thud toward the kitchen where you now stood with a sweet and innocent smile directed right at your boyfriend.

"It's fine! She's fine!" Jaehyun calls out loudly, sighs of relief can be heard. He glares at you harshly, "what the hell does behave mean to you, huh?"

You shrug, "I was just having fun."

He snatches his phone from where it stands. How does he still end up the loser on a prank that he played?

[elllisaaa]

desperately need you to make a jihoon version for bf thoughts huhu 😭😭😭

BF!JIHOON who sometimes gets lost in his own world, but you're always here to bring him back to reality, and he never fails to show you how grateful he is for you.

music takes such a huge part of his life, it's impossible for him not to involve you in all of this. he tried to keep it away at first - because it was work and he didn't want to annoy you. but as soon as you show him that you're interested in what he does, in how he produces his music, jihoon is more than happy to introduce you to his universe. he makes you sit on his lap while he explains to you how he creates his music step by step, and he feels both so shy and so proud whenever you tell him that he's talented or that he's a genius. it leads to him letting you spend a lot of time with him at the studio - jihoon loves to have you there because you're his main source of inspiration, and you love to be with him because it motivates you to work too. you're always the first one he shows a song to, because he values your thoughts a lot, the most important opinion is yours. jihoon has definitely written so many songs for you, or about you. one time, you listened to a song he wrote before the two of you even got together and you noticed that jihoon was talking about you. you always get emotional when he does music for you and your boyfriend melts inside everytime you listen to the songs he made for you.

"can you listen to this and tell me if you like it, jagiya ? i'm not sure about what i've done with the vocals but maybe your voice could be a cute addition, don't you think ?"

jihoon gets so sleepy around you. some would argue that it's because he often comes by after work or because his sleep schedule isn't the best, but he knows that it's much more than that - it's because you're his home, and when he learned that you tend to feel sleepy when you're with people you deeply trust and love, he was sure that you were the one. jihoon also loves it when you're the one falling asleep on him, be that on his lap, on his shoulder or against his chest, he will wrap his arms around you and caress your hair every time. he has so many pictures of you sound asleep in his arms that he cannot count them - it means that you're just as comfortable around him that he is around you, and it makes him feel like the luckiest man in the world. jihoon always gets shy when you decide to attack him with random marks of affection. it makes him blush like crazy, but he's so cute with his red cheeks that you can't help it and he's so in love with you that he doesn't stop you - plus he cannot deny how it makes his heart melt every time.

"you won't ever stop, right ?" - "never." - "good, i like it when you kiss my nose…"

he's very attentive to every detail about you and your habits. jihoon knows literally everything about you, and it's so soothing to feel this loved. he always makes sure that you feel included in every conversations, especially when you're spending time with his members. he knows that thirteen people can be a lot, so he always take care of you so that you feel heard and listened to. if you're talking about something and you stop mid sentence because you think no one he's listening, he makes sure to remind you that he always listens and he asks you to continue, fully focused on you. he loves, loves, loves when you do your nails - that he obviously pays for - and especially when they're very long because it feels so good when you scratch his back or his scalp with them. jihoon almost purrs like a cat when you do that, his eyes fluttering shut and he nuzzles his head in your neck. you love it so much when he gets so cuddly and soft, and jihoon loves to be babied by you sometimes.

"let's just stay like this for a little while, please ?"

BF!JIHOON who's sweet when he's with you, but who cannot hold back his possessiveness once the two of you are alone.

jihoon works on his muscles too much to not use them to his advantage. it all started when you began to compliment his muscles every time he came back from the gym. it fuels his ego, yes, but it also makes him hard in his shorts. to know that you find his strength attractive, to know that he could overpower you every second when you're playfully fighting, it drives him crazy. so now, everytime you piss him off, everytime you're being a brat, he's using his strength to manhandle you in every position he wants. the fact that he can do anything with your body is turning him on too. when he's fucking into you and not letting you cum, he grips your hips tightly to stop you from squirming around. when you're not allowed to touch him but you try either way, he pins your hands down to the mattress. when he's having you from behind, he holds your hips up and forces his cock into you no matter how much you moan and cry. jihoon loves to know that he's able to take over you so easily, loves to know that he can do whatever he wants from you and that you're gonna love it.

"you're not moving until i let you, you know that so why are you trying ?"

he's a producer, he loves people's voices and he loves to work with them. so it's no surprise that jihoon is addicted to the way your voice sound. he thinks it's soothing when he's stressed, and it's so sexy when he's fucking you. he loves how he can always tell how you're feeling by the sounds you're making. he drinks every noise you make - gasps, moans, wimpers, whines and mewls, he loves it all. that's the reason why he prefers to fuck behind closed doors, where he can make you scream his name without risking anyone hearing you, where he doesn't have to muffle your pretty moans that make him even harder. when you gasp and whine against his mouth when he's kissing you, he speeds up his thrusts, and when you wrap your arms around his neck and whimper against his ear, he has to squeeze your waist harder to not lose his mind. jihoon even goes as far as holding back his own moans to hear yours better. he loves your noises so much that he might put them in one of his songs, and he seriously considers releasing it, just to make it clear that you're his.

"that's it jagiya, let everyone know who's making you feel good… shit, i love your pretty moans so much."

one thing about jihoon is that he loves to hear you moan, yes, but he also likes when you're begging him, begging for him. when he's already fucking you rough and that you plead for him to go harder, it makes him lose his mind. he asks you to beg for virtually anything in bed - you want him to eat you out ? beg. you want him to fuck you from behind ? beg. you want to suck his cock ? you have to beg for it. jihoon will never admit it, but he kinda likes it too when you're teasing him in public by begging him for something simple but you both know he cannot help thinking about your words in another context. one thing he will never tell you either is that he thinks it's hot when you are the one making him beg sometimes. not gonna lie, it's not easy to get him there - you have to catch him on a day he's tired because then he lets you take care of him and ride him. but when he does beg for you, it's so attractive you just want to do it all over again. jihoon is shy about it though, and he still prefers when you're the one saying please and being putty in his hands.

"you want me to fuck you ? then you know what to say, uh ?" - "please, jihoon, please fuck me." - "that's right, good girl."

[littlemisshyperfixation]

Lee Know Fic Recommendations

a - angst f - fluff s - smut

One Shots

Thanksgiving With You (f) by @dreaming-medium ⋆˙⟡♡ Your plans to go home to America for Thanksgiving are uprooted the night before you're supposed to leave. Unable to stand seeing you upset, Minho decides to take matters into his own hands and make sure you get to celebrate no matter what.

A cat proposal (f) by @astraystayyh ⋆˙⟡♡ minho is in love & wants to marry you

Handle With Care (f s) by @beesspacedotorg ⋆˙⟡♡ You've had a truly awful day, luckily, your adoring boyfriend Minho is there to make it better.

Lowkey (a f s) by @seungminheart ⋆˙⟡♡ catching feelings for lee minho was inevitable from the start. falling for him is as easy as breathing, but how are you supposed to let him know how you feel when you spend more time fucking him than talking to him? OR, the only thing you're more scared of than losing minho is loving him.

Call of the Siren (s f) by @tasteleeknow ⋆˙⟡♡ the effect he has on people is obvious, they’re drawn to him like he’s an oasis in a desert. then, with a small jingle of a bell that announces his arrival into your store, he attempts to ensnare you.

Cat and Mouse (a s f) by @hyunnie04 ⋆˙⟡♡ your co-worker has been on your case ever since you've started your time at the company. a strange turn of events and circumstance changes all that.

horror house (a s) by @tasteleeknow-remade ⋆˙⟡♡ you're stuck in a horror house alone—your only way out is with the guy who hates your guts. halloween themed enemies to lovers with minho.

makes me dizzy (s) by @hyunsvngs ⋆˙⟡♡ the best surprises come from the most unexpected sources - like having your crush corner you in a frat party after hearing you confess your deepest desires of him in the background of a video.

Love Said To Soul (a f s) by @jl-micasea-fics ⋆˙⟡♡ When the God of Love is tasked with humiliating a beautiful mortal girl, he finds himself much vexed to discover her immune to his skills. Determined to discover the root of the problem, he takes to mortal form and embarks upon a dastardly ruse that requires his getting close to her. The God of Love thinks he knows all. The God of Love knows nothing.

Side Quest (f) by @agi-ppangx

11:05 (a f) by @tasteleeknow

Feline Bliss (f) by @agi-ppangx

Love at your fingertips (f) by @stayinlimbo

Hotel check-ins (f) by @stayinlimbo

make up sex (s) by @linopls

Conversations with Minho (f) by @astraystayyh

sharing a bed series; Lee Know (s) by @skzdarlings

my moon and stars (f) by @withleeknow

Fake Texts

Flirting with bsf+roommate!LeeKnow (f)

Borrowing Minho's Cat

Random Texts with bf!Minho (f s)

[shotanzz]

Who do you think would be the mtl jealous bf in riize?

OMGG ive been waiting for an ask like this 😭

MTL JEALOUS BF IN RIIZE based on astrology ~

(reminder that this for fun and astrology is something I study for a hobby, these are all inferences based off of observations and not exact fact unless I knew them myself !!)

Most

Sungchan - Tbsh his jealousy would be pretty overboard and extremely obvious like a blaring red signal. He would NOT play about you. His cancer moon makes him pretty sensitive and obvious with his emotions so if he felt jealous he'd get in his feelings or even sulk/ruminate as well as he'd take it pretty personal and have a hard time letting go. His leo venus makes him pretty dramatic 😭. This venus paired with his moon might make him cause a scene or "act out" . His venus+moon leads to him wanting your care and attention on him and him alone. His cap mars screams possessiveness and being restrictive, he'd get so possessive do not let him see you laugh at another guys jokes or be helpful to another guy he'd be FUMING .

Wonbin - I honestly wasn't going to rank Wonbin this high but then I remembered his taurus mars paired with venus square pluto and pluto conjunct lilith so...here we are LMFAOO. From my own personal observations taurus mars is way more possessive in comparison to taurus venus; those pluto/venus/lilith aspects paired with his mars can make his jealousy take a snowball effect leading to an emotional avalanche. Plus a power imbalance fueling the jealousy even more and leading to him being restrictive. However, I ranked him below Sungchan because Sungchan would be VERY petty and loud about his jealousy while Wonbin would most likely silently seethe (due to his pisces sun, aquarius mercury) until he ultimately can't handle holding back, but until then his jealousy would still be DEEP.

Shotaro - His scorpio moon+capricorn venus makes him take the relationship pretty seriously. He craves stability and honesty and once he feels like his jealousy is compromising the security and trust in the relationship he must act ! He won't be too quick to jump into conclusions because of his libra mars, he'd probably think things through before asking/acting on his jealousy..and he might front and pretend he's only a tiny bit jealous/concerned when really it's weighing heavy on his heart in the beginning. When he is jealous he'd be more quiet and less jovial than he usually is. He'd be pretty straight up and might even just ask/tell you about how he's feeling. When things are clarified things will be cool again and he'll go back to being your sweet taro and hopefully stop staring daggers into the random guy talking to you while smiling.

Anton - Very unserious, would text "what position he got you in" and move on with his day. KIDDDING kind of 😭 He'd have short phases of possessiveness due to his taurus venus. His moon square saturn and venus square neptune can lead to slight paranoia and being unable to naturally express his insecurities which could be the source of the jealousy. Despite these things he wouldn't express his jealousy in toxic or overboard ways, he'd probably express his jealousy through jokes or non seriousness hoping you would pick up on it (you probably would with that mercury aries, straight to the point) If he ever did tell you straight up he wouldn't be too harsh he'd just want to be honest and being reassured will patch everything right up.

Sohee - I ranked Sohee this low because honestly when reading his chart I feel like his jealousy would, similarly to Anton's, be quick to come and go. He'd be quick to say something or show that he's uncomfortable. He wouldn't sit you down to have a serious convo about it, but it would have to just passively come out in conversation . As soon as he felt reassured then he'd be fine once again. Now if it was an ongoing issue of scenarios that led to him being jealous then he'd have a more serious even messy approach (his mars square pluto) his temper would awaken. But outside of that he trusts you, even if he doesn't trust and is suspicious of the guys around you he trusts YOUUU at the very end.

Seunghan - Oh the lovely boyfriend that just wants to keep the peace. He wouldn't want you to hound him out of jealousy so he ofc wouldn't do that to you either. If he was jealous he'd be more emotional rather than being petty+aggressive. His mercury is exalted in virgo so he'd definitely want to talk about it or at least let you know how he feels. Outside of that I think he'd want to avoid such a thing in the first place. He'd trust you as best as he can and wouldn't want there to be an imbalance in the relationship to where one of you are restricting the other due to deep seated jealousy (thanks to his libra sun+venus and sag moon). He quite literally just wants you two to be happy and knows that genuine jealousy can poison such a good thing.

Eunseok - I'm sorry fellow briize but this man is quite literally the least of your concern. His aries venus wouldn't want to make things too serious and ominous with jealousy (plus because he values his freedom so in his mind you must value yours too right ?) His sag mars paired with it means he doesn't want to dwell with thoughts of you possibly giving your attention to other guys. He basically has a nonchalant "she knows where home is" mentality lowkey. Plus if he ever did feel jealous he'd probably not say anything because his cap moon+pisces mercury would barely let him properly express it (with words at least). Also weirdly enough he'd be more jealous if you weren't in a relationship compared to if you guys were; once you two are officially together he wouldn't be as jealous anymore .

Least

[creek-cryptid-deluxe]

My baby, The Spawn, is full on adulting. She just took me to tour her & her friend's first apartment now that they are fully moved. (It's far nicer than my first or second place.) They both just got fully certified as dog groomers & work at the same place The Spawn has worked at for awhile now.

During the tour, we had our regular random ridiculous conversations. The friend got a package while i was there & it was a piercing gun. I mentioned having the same one & was promptly grilled on how to safely use it. Then grilled about my experience piercing myself/others and what I've had pierced. They were horrified because my first experience piercing was when I was 14 in a local skating rink bathroom with a sterilized safety pin because my buddy Colin wanted his eyebrow done. But like... that was in 2000.

Then on the way to take me back home, they were joking about the friend, Bri, dating much older women. To which Bri clarified that it isn't really dating. I chimed in that when I was 28, there was a dude i would bump into randomly on the square. If we were both not otherwise engaged, we would go down the street to his place to bang. All I knew was his name, that he was a photography student, and was 19. The Spawn looked HORRIFIED. I shrugged & said, " We were both consenting adults & dude could lay mad pipe for 19. Not my fault I stopped aging visibly at 25 and thus end up being a cougar." Bri lost it & The Spawn wailed "Noooooooo mom! Not the cougar!" I smiled & said "So if the city sends a notice about cougar sightings, I shouldn't expect you to respond telling them to chill because it's just your mom?"

A bit later, she was talking about how she & Goth Bf are watching Game of Thrones for the first time. I told her to prepare for heartbreak. She said at season 3 it's happened already. I then had to explain that, no, it hasn't, then explain the source material & the final season. She said, "Oh. Wait... have you read the books?" I have. "Ok what the fuck is with all the incest? Like there's a point where I get physically uncomfortable & they show EVERYTHING. All the titties, all the pussy..." Then I said "Yeah everything except Jason Momoa's dick, which is a whole different heartbreak." When she finished laughing she said, "Wait... dragon girl's husband is Jason Momoa? I told Goth Bf that was him, but he said it was off brand Momoa or a version that melted in the sun. I can't wait to tell him I was right."

At that point, we had gotten to my house & she said something about Drake's dick pics leaking (?whocares?) & said something about 11 in soft. I looked at her meaningfully & and said, "Oh sweetheart, that's probably a wild exaggeration, or it just doesn't get bigger when hard just more... firm." She said it's still too much dick. As I closed the car door I said, "Not for everyone. Don't kinkshame size queens." Bri started laughing so hard she couldn't get out of the backseat to ride back to their place.

She text afterwards that she forgets that since we don't live together, her friends aren't used to who I am as a person or how I speak.... and she thinks I broke her roommate.

[mcbride]

TWD S11 Predictions - Carol/Daryl focused

disclaimer: i don't know anything. i have no sources. just my predictions, thoughts and wishful thinking based on filming tracking, intuition, some theories, images from the teaser/promo trailers and more wishful thinking!

solely focused on Carol and Daryl's storylines, cause apparently that's all my heart cares about anymore! as a wise person once said (Espy, my positive fairy! if you're reading this, ilysm), our baes need to be dealing with their own issues and demons, separately, while getting some closure with other people, so they can finally move forward together.

so i don't expect many actual caryl scenes in part 1 of s11, but i fully expect them to keep each other in mind, and even make some decisions based on a future they wanna have together even before they resolve the awkward tension between them atm.

imo the perfect caryl arc in 11a would include a lot of emotional encounters, drama, disappearances, fake deaths, torture, tragedy, dog, closure and make up and make out... after the jump....

it appears that Carol and Daryl will be involved in different missions at the start of the season - he will head out with Maggie's group to search for food when they are caught up in a storm and have to hide out in the subway tunnels; while i presume she stays back to defend and help clean up ASZ or goes on her own mission with Kelly and Magna.

Carol, Kelly and Magna end up stumbling upon Connie's journal, a symbol of hope for all of them. they might even decide to search the area for any more signs of Connie. i really want Carol herself to find Connie and bring her back to Kelly. and not cause Carol is a hero who saved Connie, nooooooo cause Connie can save her own self. she is strong, not a damsel in distress. she went through hell but she made it back. i think we will see Connie and what she has been through, however, i don't believe she will reunite with anyone from team family before the MSF (11x08) or even MSP (11x09). no idea who she and Virgil are running from in the trailer - it could either be a whisperer, a stray reaper or just some crazy random motherf*cker they run into.

while Maggie's group are in the tunnels, dog runs off and Daryl goes to search for him, never making it back to the group for some reason. after the storm is over, Maggie and the group search for Daryl but not having been able to find him (?) they just assume he is gone, possibly dead? i don't know why Maggie would give up so easily searching for family, but it seems like her current MO to just leave people behind.

along the way, Carol and Magna will find common ground and actually become besties cause she desperately needs some female friends. please and thank you. they can bond over the hope to find Connie alive and well, or the fact, both of them are currently in a very awkward position with their boos while having no idea where the heck they are.

Daryl probably got separated from the group while escaping a small herd in the tunnels (cue to Daryl's face covered in blood in the woods) and when he finally finds dog, he comes face to face with a masked reaper formerly known to him as Leah. he is shocked to learn she's part of the group that targeted Maggie. Leah is probably bitter Daryl chose his family instead of her a few years ago cause she has no idea he came back for her... so she and her friends take (willingly or not!) Daryl prisoner... possibly torture him and play mind games to gather information on team family.

in the sdcc trailer, there are some very heartbreaking scenes with Carol (and Aaron?), i cannot wait for it. i know it's gonna make me cry so hard and i've been needing Carol/Aaron friendship for years. at the same time, i expect Carol to also have some badass fighting scenes with her daughter-in-law and new bestie, Lydia, and tia Rosita! YES girl power!! people need Carol and she's totally there for them.

Aaron seems to be in a bad place emotionally (possibly something happened to Gracie, or just the fact they lost a lot of people in the whisperers war!) and Carol will be there to urge him not to make the same mistakes she did. hopefully, these 2 can join forces and come up with a masterplan to defeat the reapers.

Daryl being Daryl who always wants to save people even from themselves, tries to convince Leah to change sides, join team family, or convince her own family to leave his family alone. he's unsuccessful and when Daryl tries to escape, setting the whole place on fire and killing a few men on his way out of the reapers compound, Leah threatens to harm dog. cause why not? she obvi loves nothing or no one! they take Daryl back to another cell, and dog manages to escape.

meanwhile, Maggie's group returns to ASZ, where they tell Carol they believe Daryl is lost or dead. please give me all the angst that comes with Carol thinking she may have lost Daryl forever! she has been pretty committed to the group and rebuilding their home, but i believe her first instinct will be to run, to leave... TO FIND DARYL!!! cause no way in hell would Carol just accept he's gone unless she sees it with her own eyes.

WELL in true 'if you can't beat them, then join them' fashion, after a few brainwashing sessions with Leah, Daryl tells her all about the note (FIND ME) he left for her at the cabin, how he knows he made the wrong decision then, declares his loyalty to her and joins the reapers...

dog arrives at ASZ just as Carol is about to leave to search for Daryl. good boy always comes back home to mama and together they will find and save dada. (bear with me! from now on i'll be totally running wild with my wishful thinking... it will pretty much read like some fanfic plot!)

Daryl keeps trying to fit in with the reapers group, but he's only taking a page from Carol's undercover book - fake it till you make it + destroy them from the inside. what he doesn't know is that Leah and her new/old bf (Pope!?) have been planning an attack on ASZ behind his back. they simply let him know, this is his chance to prove himself to the reapers. he has to go along with the plan (or DIE!), but he hopes to be Alexandrians' inside man, helping them protect their family at all costs (ironically, exactly what Negan did when he joined the whisperers and they attacked Hilltop... just not the same motivation! i guess Carol wasn't so wrong about Negan after all!)

at night, Daryl puts on his reaper costume and they head to ASZ. reapers learned the location of the place by tracking dog. the plan was much bigger and more explosive than Daryl expected, the reapers destroy a big part of ASZ brand new rebuilt wall and set fire to a bunch of houses and the mill before Daryl can even react.

Alexandrians and reapers fight as Daryl sneaks out to lead the kids to safety. he finds Maggie, asks for Carol, and is glad she is out there looking for him, relatively safe, rather than around to fight and watch ASZ fall.

while out looking for Daryl, Carol hears the explosions, sees the fire and she and dog return to ASZ as fast as they can. they are greeted by Leah at what used to be front gate...

i realize this is getting extremely long, so i'll just say that i absolutely don't want Carol to have anything to do with Leah's possible imminent death. i don't want that guilt on her conscience, and i don't want her to feel like Leah is just another person she took from Daryl (like Connie!). i don't even want Leah to die! unless she's trying to hurt or kill Daryl.

somehow i think it would be a good twist, if for a quick second Carol thought Daryl had betrayed them and joined the reapers for Leah. of course, Carol knows better. SHE KNOWS DARYL. he would never, but for a brief panicked moment, it would be good to see her react to that. i can only imagine the pain in her eyes. but she also trusts Daryl with her life.

we have no idea what Leah knows about Carol, but i'd like the pocketknife Daryl regifted to come back. how would Leah react? likely angry to see another woman with something that was hers. i want to believe Daryl would never tell Leah anything about Carol because she is just too important and too personal to share. but maybe Leah can tell there was someone else !? who knows.

i just want it to be completely clear Daryl is done with that part of his past. Daryl is not alone and lost in the woods anymore without his brother Rick and his bestie Carol. ever since Carol brought him back, Daryl has acted like he knows exactly what he wants and he's done playing games. and what he wants is not Leah or Connie. he wants for ALL his family to be safe and happy, and he wants to run away with Carol and see the world. AND i want both Carol and Daryl to feel free to be free and live freely.

as for the make up and make out part... (that's saved for 11b, hopefully!)

team family won, most of the reapers are dead, except for Leah. Daryl (with Carol's nod of approval!) decides to spare her, gives her some supplies and tells her to get lost. at the same time, Eugene arrives with the troopers from CommonWealth to help with the whisperer war. WHOOPS. 2 wars, 2 late, bruh! but the group leaves to join the good people at CW.

Carol and Daryl have a very long conversation about everything that happened and what they have been feeling. Daryl telling her exactly why he was so mad at her (she kept leaving, can't commit!), her actions (almost getting herself killed!) since Henry's death and how he needs her in his life. no matter how she sees herself or whether she thinks she's worthy or not, he just wants her to be there next to him for whatever is to come.

plus Carol realizing she needed to get closer and let people in without fear, not give up hope and actually fight for a better future for herself. and finally, admitting to Daryl that it was horrible to think he might've been gone forever, promising to never make him feel the way she felt. basically, a promise to never ever leave him again (cue to making out!)

[drangues]

ansbwjjcnw I still gotta read it but my motivation to Do New Shit is. So very low right now. All I want are naps. BUT I’m sure an art of Tangled!Dazatsu from you would look really nice, if you decide to draw it! ALSO GOOD LUCK ON YOUR TEST IM ROOTING FOR YOU, make sure you get enough sleep and eat something filling!!! Anyways, let’s be honest- Dazai and Chuuya only get worse when their attention flustered their boyfriends. (Nyanon, 1/7)

This is because (A) they think Flustered BFs are fucking adorable, and also (B) they know this means that their boyfriends haven’t been appreciated much and that means War (on their low self image). Also I love the implication that rich kid!Dazai and Chuuya’s natural reaction to being Pissed at each other is to spoil Atsushi or Akutagawa. It’s great. And! That is: EXACTLY. What I’m saying. (Nyanon, 2/7)

I can imagine them as that one post of the writer and the artist throwing chapters and pictures at each other, ahaha. Dazai practically being the embodiment of a chaotic author is Very Fitting, he writes when he writes and in whatever genre strikes him. No, there’s no need to worry about him, he’s definitely not living on coffee and spite alone. And Atsushi is definitely the type to mostly stick to fluffy drawing, I think! (Nyanon, 3/7)

He can definitely do other things, but he probably finds drawing cute stuff comforting. Also Kyouka likes the super cute ones and he’s pretty much willing to draw whatever to keep the baby sis happy. I also imagine that he’d do commissions? Because it never hurts to have an additional source of income. Except he’s a pushover when people tell him his prices are “too high” or something, so Kyouka has to put her foot down and tell him to Not give in, haha. (Nyanon, 4/7)

(It’s okay Dazai, I’m an attention whore to. I want to be complimented too much.) And! Poor Atsushi, haha, he probably wasn’t expecting his favorite author to say he liked his art? He probably keysmashes and then draws a cute little doodle for another one of Dazai’s fics and then Dazai is just. Gone. Also ten bucks says that their first DM interaction is Dazai saying something memey. It just feels like something he’d do. (Nyanon, 5/7)

And a bonus: Kyouka does really deep analyses of different shows and books and games, and occasionally on fanfiction as well. Kunikida makes a comprehensive, huuuge post on the lore Igor different series because I feel like he’d enjoy doing something like that? Just like, organizing the background and making it more understandable, if that makes sense? I’m not sure what Chuuya would but I get the distinct sense of someone who makes edits and aesthetics from Akutagawa. (Nyanon, 6/7)

Yosano and Ranpo both probably have that weird “list of questionable shit the authors need answers to” blog or something... I’m in too deep. Help. But! Have another Concept: Faking dating jealousy cliche, with Dazatsu and Chuuaku. Basically, Chuuya decides that he and Atsushi should pretend to be a couple to see if it’ll get their crushes attention. Cue confusion and jealousy from Dazai and Akutagawa, who may or may not have realized their own feelings. (Nyanon, 7/7)

dude dont worry i was joking there no pressure!! and felt. right now im so sleep deprived and studying for a test and i have oTHER ASSIGNMENTS TO DO- its all draining, and i mainly feel bad because i havent posted any art, but i do know that fandom is not a job but a hobby and its okay that i take my time

also kyouka being his number one supporter is just!! so!! cute!!! in my opinion kyouka would be that very young but hella good with technology in the fandom like, she would make gifs and edits in an INSTANT and when everyone learns shes fourteen theyre like W H A T?? either way, shes the one who probably shows atsushi the ropes of digital art and has the vibes of that young tech person in a show that definitely can hack into any government files. (as a joke she would most definitelly do an edit of “dazai” except its just screenshots of his fics and some lines here and there with some dramatic effects and sexy music. atsushi wont admit that he has it downloaded)

dazais way to start a conversation is definitely sending a random meme to get it going, since atsushi would be too shy to initiate conversations

also kyouka doing deep analysises is so her!! she would probably even start a youtube channel where she explains everything in that robot voice and funny editing but no one can lie that all her videos are very in depth.

OH GOD KUNIKIDA IS THE TYPE TO GATHER ALL THE FACTS OF A SHOW, POST ABOUT IT. EXPLAIN THE MAGIC SYSTEM FOR ANYONE THATS CONFUSED. IF THERES AN ANIME WITH A CONFUSING PLOT THAT YOU DONT KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN?? KUNIKIDA IS YOUR MAN. HE CAN EXPLAIN ALL OF JOJO SEAMLESSLY AND DOES MANY REVIEWS ON ANIMES AND GATHERS ALL SORTS OF LORES MEANWHILE YOSANO AND RANPO ARE THE MORE CRACKHEADED ANALYSTS (when the three collab its just kunikida trying to be serious while yosano and ranpo do the fuckboy lip bite behind him and then throw in jokes and “author if you do not explain why these two characters are a little too fruity ill personally use my chainsaw on you” “why are these two siblings even together, wHY ARE THEY IN THE SAME BED-”)

dude. i feel like chuuya and atsushi would fake date and it would be for akutagawa. atsushi definitely wants to tell dazai about this but chuuya is afraid dazai will run his dumb mouth, plus when they “announce” it chuuya just Sees how dazais demeanor changes and is like “you know what,,lets keep this up” (either way akutagawa would end up crying like a loser in front of chuuya and chuuya would feel so bad for even fake dating to make him jealous meanwhile dazai is just mad that he couldnt have internalised his feelings and bottle them up “you just H A D to date the slug, my biggest pet peeve!!! if it was anyone else i wouldve MAYBE let it sLIDE-”)

[brahkest-fr]

Hey! Anon that asked for light to be shed, wanted to specify I wasn’t trying to accuse / attack, just wanted to go right to the source and ask directly rather than get caught up in accusations. Don’t like to give credit to rumors without actually asking the person they’re about yknow??

Oh no worries, more or less that stuff was directed at whoever is accusing me and let’s be honest who the fuck else is that post about other than me lol

I honestly appreciate people coming to me first because I feel like it’s fair to get my side of the story, whether or not what is accused is true. I’m not about that cancel culture bullshit where some rando’s word is taken at face value because why not. 

I want everyone to know I am more than willing to converse and very open to talk to. Don’t take my upsetti spaghetti-ness personally - I’m sure anyone would be upset by these quite serious accusations. I’m stressed as hell right now from this and other things in my life and it does genuinely bring me comfort to know that someone out there wants to get my own word on the matter. In fact, I actively encourage whoever is accusing me to make a blog and fill it with evidence. I want to know what I supposedly did so I can rectify this wrong because I am not antisemitic and have dozens of people who can vouch for me. I will 100% apologize if I am in the wrong but until then I will wait.  

Random side note, when that post said that I make Jewish slur jokes despite me not being Jewish, how on earth would they know that? I don’t even think my family knows my religious preferences because I never talk about them nor are they anyone’s business. I have great doubts anyone on this green earth aside from my bf would know my religious preferences. Some people have told me this might be about me drawing tits on my dragons but uh, sorry whoever hates me for that, I like tits and you can sod off. 

*edit: Hold up, I read the post wrong. I thought they said I wasn’t Jewish but they said IF I wasn’t Jewish, I shouldn’t be saying Jewish slurs. 1) are you implying that if you are Jewish then slurs are ok to say and 2) you shouldn’t say slurs at all regardless of who you are so what are you even saying in that post. My bad on reading comprehension. Regardless none of this makes sense unless I’m a cartoon villain who just casually says slurs willy nilly because that’s just what people like that do I guess. Again this is to the accuser, not you anon

[kyulkyungs]

boyfriend!kun

Request: Hiya!! If your request is still open can i ask for a (very fluffy) kun boyfriend au? Thankies☺️ - anon (Yep!! Hi! I don’t know much about him, but I’ll try my best! ^u^)

very sweet and very shy bf!!!!!

i can see him having to work up the courage to hold your hand for the first time

but he absolutely loves it!!!

even swings your hands around after ten minutes or so because he forgets he’s holding your hand

and then gets flustered because he brought his hand up to scratch his nose and accidentally kissed your hand

was more embarrassed than you and turned so red

honestly though!! so kind and sweet and caring to you

i see him as the type of person who kind of wants the relationship to last for sometime, so he really has to know what his feelings are

usually i think he’d be friends first before asking the question rather than just asking someone on the fly

and this is why he’s just! so! sweet!!!

he wants to cherish and love and get that in return so he just gives his warmth and uGH he’s a keeper

probably became friends with you through one of the other boys and there wasn’t really much in between you two at first

(this means: no, there was no love at first sight)

i mean, yeah, he found you attractive and all but hey that can be a normal thing and he’s surrounded by really attractive guys all the time so i can see him being kind of.... immune? to looks

he cares about what’s on the *sunshine hands!* inside and your charming personality~

no seriously, i can see him really wanting to know how you are first before discovering it along the way and finding out that it may clash with him

he prefers doing that pre-dating stage because otherwise he’ll feel horrible aww this baby :(

but it was probably sicheng who introduced him to you

the two of you were busting out laughing over something dumb and kun was legitimately concerned one of you would start hyperventilating

a jealous yuta stands nearby and says to ‘just let them deal with it’

but that’s when you first met kun, when he asked if you were okay while wheezing on the floor

you were so red faced and tears in your eyes and still wheezing that it was not your most flattering image, but kun honestly didn’t care

he just wanted to know if you were breathing or not

seeing him though? how can anyone ever?

but that’s when you just had to make weird hand motions but you were struggling because you were still laughing so hard and sicheng was laughing so much at you having such a hard time

tbh kun kinda thought you were a little weird and kooky but that’s okay he can dig it

he sort of felt awkward though because you weren’t really responding and he had no idea what was going on

both of you could see his confusion so you eventually calmed down enough to just giggles

so sicheng looks at you and gets his act together and is holding up this can of cherry coke and is like

‘yo look i got coca cola’

and you’re now stoic and looking him in the eyes and say ‘neat, what flavor’

‘cherry’

‘bomb’

and then you two burst out laughing again and kun is so........ lost

like what just happened

and honestly no matter how goofy it was kun just ends up chuckling a little bit at how much fun you’re having with him and is like, okay, kids, i’ll let you play

but sicheng is so adamant on letting his friend meet his mom and is like ‘nOO play with us!’

eventually kun is roped into your shenanigans with sicheng and the two of you don’t even mess or joke around that much you three just.......

talk....... a whole lot, just random conversation and it’s a really relaxing time tbh

kun was lowkey afraid that something would be set on fire again

but that’s the time when kun and you start learning more about each other and brushing slightly past acquaintances to kind of friends since you were connected by a mutual friend

he was super polite and shy though so not much could be done in the mean time

the next time he met you was when you had helped out on a grocery run with a few of the boys and he was just setting up to start cooking

i dunno if he wears one but i keep picturing either those plain blue or green aprons they wear or as a joke one of the members bought him a pink frilly one that has a sewn on heart pocket that says mom

aldfkjsgkjn but regardless i see an apron and it’s v v cute

and you’re helping put some things away or set things aside for kun to start prepping

later he realizes that it’s just you in the kitchen and the boys went to go play

he has to mention this but he’s so quiet and unsure like ‘......... did they leave you alone to do all the work?’

but you just shrug ‘there wasn’t much left so i told them that i’d do the rest’

and kun gets a little concerned again because ... you don’t even live here ? you shouldn’t have to be doing this ?? w h y ???

then all of a sudden you just wash your hands and are like ‘okay so how can i help?’

initially kun was just lost again but also kind of suspicious like....... are you going to set something on fire ?

but he doesn’t want to be rude since you’re offering and tells you that you can wash and cut the vegetables while he makes the rice

after you free up the sink kun can see you moving pretty quickly and his worry levels are pretty much spiking up because are you....... going to chop veggies fast too???

he spots you picking up your veggie chopper and when he moves to say something he just watches in silence as you ninja those carrots and wow you’re really good at this

except now he’s worried that one of the younger members will come in and try to do those fancy chopping skills next time

so he comes up behind you and gently places his hand over yours and takes the knife and just whispers ‘i can take over from here’

‘.........what?’

and you can feel him right behind you and wow he’s warm you kind of want to snuggle into him?

and kun doesn’t realize but he’s kind of trapped you in between his arms so you can’t really go anywhere he’s just focused on making sure there are no mishaps in the kitchen

you’re about to say something when a whole mix of the boys comes in to see how much longer food will take 

soon they’re all running out hollering because ‘ooOOOOooO’

and that’s finally when kun realizes and apologizes at least fifty times because oops he got into your space and now everyone has the wrong idea akslfg;mdfln

after this it just keeps happening i warned you about those stairs bro

like you might be just nearby with zero contact with each other and someone might bump him and he’s clutching onto you for his life

or that one time the dreamies thought it’d be a fun game to blindfold you and tell you directions on where to go

and kun rounded the corner and bumped into you who had both arms up like a zombie and he just walked into them so you were practically hugging him

or even the time where kun accidentally cut himself when cooking and his hands were a mess so he couldn’t tend to it

and no one wanted icky uncooked food goo on their hands so you were left to clean up around it and wrap a bandaid on it and wow his hands are soft

due to this constant contact you guys because better friends because it’s just a normal thing more often and it’s not that bad since you guys have like no ulterior motives.............. or not yet haha

it really wasn’t until the guys you two were hanging out with left the room to go see something or to get a snack or bathroom break was when you guys started to hang out on your own instead of with a connecting friend

it was like normal when you were just sitting on different sides of the room waiting for someone to come back

the first one was mark and he just sat down on his phone

you were kind of bored and then looked over to kun who looked like he was stifling a laugh and he locked eyes with you and waved you over to him

he told you to get closer like put your head right next to his to be able to see it

and you were confused like ?????howwhatwhenwherewhy?????

but he just takes one of his hands and gently nudges it so that your temples are almost touching and it kind of tickles

you’re brought out of this state of being super aware of the feeling of his hair on your cheek when he points to mark quietly

and then holds up a dark red cherry to where his head is

and then you see it

the cherry is almost the same color as mark’s red hair and is now in place of his head and this isn’t that funny but for now it is and now both you and kun start dying because adlfkslgkn mark nooo

and mark just looks up to see the two of you practically on top of each other and looking at him and busting a gut like guh???? huh?

from then on you two become p good friends and it’s great but the time you two spend together tends to grow longer and longer and more frequent and wow kun says you’re his best friend but there’s always this other feeling that he can’t explain

sure he’s excited to see you and joke with you a lot of the times but he feels like............ it might be something else?

at first he’s just confused and thinks it’s because you’re someone he’s v comfortable with outside of the group and kind of like his source of juicy gossip outside of training

but then he realizes that he wants to see you again right after you leave and it’s such a strong yearning that everyone notices and teases him for being pouty about it

so he doesn’t understand what this is so i kid you not he searches wikihow articles and youtube videos for what this is

and all of them come to the same conclusion: he’s in love

and it’s late at night when he’s doing this and he just jolts up when he realizes that literally all of his sources said the same thing and he’s like

???!?!?!????!?!?? ME??!?!? YOU?!?!?!? <3!!!!!!!!!

little does he know that you’re both actually confused babies and dunno what this feeling is beyond friendship

after this he gets a little more flustered around you and shy again and it’s kind of weird because whenever you guys accidentally bump against each other like usual he turns red like when he first met you

and he’ll apologize and give you space

and you’re getting the message that he doesn’t like physical contact with you but everyone says he looks jealous when you’re being smothered by the other boys

so you have to confront him about this and he turns REALLY red like wow he could be running a fever and he’s fiddling with his thumbs because ............ does he really wanna say this??

he has you alone after all and oh no he’s feeling so shy he just wants to hide but also to run into your arms because that seems like the most comforting thing right now

and so he does the latter by just awkwardly inching towards you and eventually just holding you

you return the hug but you’re kind of confused and just roll with it, but he’s so warm and it’s so nice and you want to stay there forever

but then he starts whispering that he’s sorry

and then you’re like ‘is this for eating my cookie that i left out because that’s okay i don’t even know where that came from tbh’

kun loses all train of thought because realizes that he just ate some random cookie and nobody knows where it came from because nobody said anything about it or didn’t even know about it

but like he gets back on track and is like......... well........... i kind of don’t know how to put this........... but i think i love you??? more than friends

and he combusts and hides his face in the top of your head and that was really his first instinct, to find comfort in you and wow he’s so cute

so you just rub his back and let him calm down a little because you know this was really hard and kun doesn’t feel burdened or sad that you’re not answering instead he just feels....... at home

‘we can try if you want, i’m not against it, not all it’ you say quietly in his ear and he can’t speak he’s so happy so he just stays in your embrace and just nods against the side of your head and closes his eyes

you didn’t really know (and neither did he) but he was grinning from ear to ear because wow this is day one and !!!!! his heart!!!

eventually you guys break the news and everyone screams and the two of you hide because yup we knew it this was a bad idea why

yuta is just happy that sicheng is his again while the two of you are glued to each other

the two of you go back to joking a lot more, but it’s almost like you’re both shy with each other again and it’s so soft and cute to watch

the two of you sit next to each other all the time and there’s soft glances at each other and when you two make eye contact you both turn red and look away

handholding is a must in this relationship

kun likes to hold you in general he loves to be close to you and touch you because you’re v warm and he loves you

was so nervous giving you a kiss for the first time, and it was just a kiss on the cheek too

he was going to leave first and he paused and you were confused as to why he wasn’t leaving and he just slowly leaned forward and gave you a gentle kiss on the cheek and aHHHH it was cute

your first “actual” kiss was when the two of you were just sitting with each other and cuddling a little bit after slowly inching towards each other some more

and it was quiet and a nice atmosphere until you two locked eyes

it was actually kun who was looking at you first and you just glanced at him because c’mon you always want to look at him he practically radiates with warmth

but the mood just called for you two to get closer and so you did

it was really nice and you two couldn’t help but just grin at each other after the kiss

you both put your foreheads against each other and were both silently like ‘yep.......... i found The One’

slowly you two get more accustomed to the relationship and the shy flutters slowly start to fade and you guys meld back into the group more comfortably

your jokes got much worse after this too lol

‘hey, baby, what’s your name’

and kun just turns and stares at you with the weirdest look on his face like ‘??????what???? u.... it’s kun’

and you’re trying not to laugh really hard but manage to say ‘oh, you look really.............. kunfused’

kun then makes a blank face and tells you that the joke was bad and when you start pouting he’ll rush over and give you a big kiss on the cheek and tell you that you tried

you’re always there for each other no matter what

and kun is so sweet about everything too he’ll understand if you want to spend some time with the other members and not him and he’ll just fondly watch you because he doesn’t mind he just wants you happy

a gentleman too like this is the guy you want to bring home to your parents

he cooks, he’s respectful and kind of shy, and overall a sweet person

the dreamies are like so you’re dad now? to you and kun is like alkmsdgln nO

because kun is mom and now you’re dad regardless it’s just Fact

kun: no! i’m dad, not mom

dreamies: nO! i”M DAd, nOt MoM

he’s so cute tbh he saves all his attention for you and makes sure you’re eating right and likes to make stuff for and with you

probably talks in his sleep about you but it’s in chinese and the other members of the china line are all giggling because he’s being so cheesy and he’s p much whipped for you

they never let him live it down

kun prefers to keep pda on the down low and behind closed doors because it’s like special moments for only you two

but still not against a greeting or farewell kiss/hug and handholding

all in all he is a soft bub who wants to love you all the time and is pouty when you’re not around most of the time

[girltomboy]

I had a weird and pretty sad dream that I want to write down before I get to start pretending to do my homework. So in my dream I had brought my boyfriend home, except it was not my home it was a random unknown house. It "felt" like the house at the countryside, but not really, the room arrangement and overall build was very different. So I snuck him in as I didn't want my family to know I'd brought him in there. I was also frantically looking around to make sure no one was around and no one was seeing us. For some reason I had my laptop opened on my desk. At some point I had to run out somewhere (?) Idk there was this short period of absence, meanwhile my bf was still in my room, waiting for me there. While I was out I suddenly remembered about my laptop and how I had left it open. It didn't struck me as important, not like I had anything to hide or whatever. I got back and he rushed to hug me as soon as I returned. We held hands and I had to take him back to his place. At this point my family already knew that he had been in our home, and I suddenly didn't even care anymore. They had to drive him home and I joined. We had a convertible driven by this actor who looks a little like Steve Buscemi, and I think my grandma was also there. Once we dropped my boyfriend back to his place we returned home. I somehow realized what my source of worry could/should have been about leaving my laptop accessible to my bf: this very blog. Lmao. So I somehow figured out that he read this blog, and wrote reactions to it on his own "secret diary" blog that was something like Alex120 or a combination of those numbers. 2130 or something. Anyway. I remembered about the times I said I wanted to break up with him on here and read his blog, there were pictures of him crying and some people (presumably some of his IRL friends) were replying with stuff like "leave her bro, if you want to keep her then keep her, but if you wanted her for sex then throw out the tin can" (I was supposed to be the tin can), another one was saying "*my name* or Christina, whatever her name was" and then something else I don't remember, and some supportive comments too I think.

Gotta break it into paragraphs again lol. And then he posted another thing like "I'm stalking my girlfriend's secret blog and I just want to say *here he mentioned some video game designer or video game content creator named Lauren I think* thankyou for being an awesome human" I think this was related to like tutorials or guides for the games we play together, something like that. Bc I guess I wrote on here that I play/ I like to play with him? Anyway. There were many more posts about what he had read on my blog but obviously dream me found it too difficult to read them, plus I was somehow reading all these on a little notebook. Like IRL there was this colourful tiny notebook and I was flipping the pages to read different posts by him. And I also "typed" on it like I would have typed on an actual phone. And it was like the little notebook was from my best friend. Anyway I was feeling bad that he found those posts from when I was like mad at him and stuff, even if my anger was perfectly justified and I probably suffered more than he did about those things. And as I was trying to read the notebook, my family was around me: my mom, my stepdad and my grandma. My stepdad and grandma had some mischievous looks on their faces. My mom was the only one genuinely chilling, or maybe I didn't look at her closely enough. And at some point my stepdad interrupted my reading and asked me why I'm on my phone all day, like why I had to be on my phone right then. And I was like "I don't want to talk, I'm reading something. I'm not part of your group conversation" and I wanted to add but my mom was also telling them to leave me alone, and my grandma barged in with something like "you don't have to be rude about it, it was just a question blah blah blah". And then I guess the dream ended even though I tried to continue/replay/recreate it. But I couldn't. And I think after this I talked to my bf in the dream and it was like nothing had happened, but I wanted to address the posts on my blog and what he had read and what he had posted about them on his own blog.

[fernweh-writes]

hi okay so uHm MATHCUP YEAHH

im around 5'3? yeah :) i have long - ish brown hair and brown eyes (basic As fuck but ok) i go by all pronouns

im rlly interested in architecture, writing n painting :) i LOVE painting outside since it brings me peace n shit and it helps me calm down

now u May be wondering,, calm down from what bithc???? well im RLLY energetic and talk a lot, but when someone tells me to shut up then i shut up(ofc i Get fucking mad bc of it wtf, but i shut up).. also i have slight anger issues?? and i like arguing,, those two don't rlly mix tht well

i consider im a Pretty intelligent person,, like i could help ppl w hw and shit yk

HOLY SHIT!! do i have a thing for that "rlly mean bf that would literally kill anyone for his gf and completely clueless gf that wouldn't hurt a fly" dynamic..... i am the Clueless gf i literally don't know what going on.. like ever

i rlly like playing video games n stuff:) my favorites are probably red dead redemption annnnddd minecraft:) I literally could play that shit for HOURS

i like those stupid mf memes.. the ones that have a rlly low quality pic of a bug and it jsut says "jose" or smth I LOVE THEM

my love language is probably touch ?? is that what u call it idk?? and quality time :)

i get jealous easily But i don't confront ppl abt it,, i just bottle it inside,, or like tell a friend or smth?? idk

my music taste changes everyday but i rlly like chase atlantic and the weeknd so yh:)

i get attached easily,,, like show me basic kindness and im on my knees!!

one more thing (person?) that could get me on my knees is klaus from the originals FUUUUUCK ...

i love bullying my friends as a joke,,, and i like it when they do it back idk if that helps w anything but yeah

kinda size kink?? yeah 😏 blood and knife kink are ON THE TABLE!!! most of my crushes wear masks so Like.. yeah 💪💪 i also rlly like degradation and praising YUP ALSO IM A WHOREEEEE FOR PET NAMES💪💪

that's abt it love yeah hope i did this correctly lolz

I’m sorry this took me so long to get to luv, I’ve been feeling a bit unmotivated lately :/

-Fern🌿

Vincent Sinclair

Would 100% be down to paint with you. Since you like to paint outside it means you can finally drag him out of that dark depressing basement he calls a workshop and get him some fresh air. He needs to remember sunlight is a real thing and candles aren’t the only source of light.

Vincent would enjoy your energetic personality. He also enjoys that you’re able to ramble on about stuff and keep the conversation going since he doesn’t talk very much. Although he works while he listens, don’t be mistaken, he’s still listening to every single word you say. His brother might tell you to shut up but he never would.

Since you like arguing it means you can just yell at his twin for him. Bo also loves to argue so feel free to start a screaming match upstairs. Sure Bo may break a few things but he knows better than to ever try and hurt you no matter how upset he is. Vincent wouldn’t hesitate to make his brother his next project if he ever laid a finger on you.

Vincent is touch starved and more than willing to just cuddle whenever you want. If you like holding hands then he will follow you around while holding your hand. Also lets you sit on his lap while he works just so that you can be close to him.

There wouldn’t be anyone for you to be jealous of. He makes quick work of victims unlike his twin who likes to flirt with the girls and taunt the guys. Vincent takes them out as quickly as possible and is very efficient about it. He’s to busy to toy with the people passing through town and with you around he has no reason to start.

He’s not one to venture out but if you brought up your different kinks he wouldn’t hesitate to indulge you. Those twin knives will trace your body while Vincent towers over you. Since he can’t really talk expect praise to come in the form of gentle caresses, it’s the best he can give you.

Doesn’t understand how you find blurry images with random words funny. If you show him one… well he won’t even give you a pity laugh.