#spade.talks

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i need to ignore all the fire fics on my dashboard and LOCK IN on desolated fr

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we've cracked into scene 2!!!! huzzah it only took like 15 pages 😪

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at a group that encourages physical crafts instead of tech, so i am writing this fanfic in a notebook surrounded by (very kind) old ladies lmfaooo

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had an idea for my favourite (blade) but at what cost 🚬🚬🚬

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oh my god.... i just had the most scrumdiddlyumptious idea for a fic but i have to put it on the backburner bc i ALREADY have FOUR wips this is hell truly

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okay so i only wrote three paragraphs today (lol, lmao even) BUT!!! i feel as if that has broken the seal so to say like i feel as if when i go to write next the words will just flow like a river bc i no longer have to actually start the chapter its already begun iykwim!!!

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if u see another thing added to the masterlist in the next few days then. shhhh. no you dont :)

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just said to myself "lets start part one of the oneshot" and had to reflect on my choice of words. i mean SECTION one cogito is a oneshot i swear it is

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looking at my fic outlines and anaxagoras is the only one w a genuinely happy ending lmfao common prof anaxagoras w

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tempted to release the cry havoc masterlist into the wild but it would probably piss people off to have to wait so long for the first chapter lmao

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looking at the vague plot structure I just wrote down for C.ES like this rn

bc i figured if i worked on a oneshot between H&R chapters I wont get bored writing it and. C.ES is either gonna be like a 20k oneshot or it will devolve into being a third story alongside CH and H&R

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i have to say i am not surprised by these results at all LMFAO

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by the power of tasty boba i will write this fic 💪

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we are officially in the last scene of homestead 💪 might even get it out by the end of the week!! <- do NOT quote me on this 🙏

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i am now being haunted by fic ideas for BOTH mydei and phainon

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being v v brave rn and by that i mean i am not letting the mydei fic idea i have consume my every waking thought and ruin my determination to write H&R