#spring equiox

[chronicallyillpagan-blog]

I forget how much energy Spring holds. I love it, and always have so many things I want to do or am doing. 

One of those things, is driving 1 1/2 to testify for support of medicaid expansion. So many people showed up to support HB 425, which continues medicaid in my state. Without medicaid my medications would be, no joke ~$6,000. I could go on and on about medicaid. 

Instead, Ill share about how much fun I had at Ostara. Like normal, I waited until the day before to write up something. (internal eye roll). What was so wonderful about this high day is that it wasnt just myself and my husband attending! I made it pretty simple, because our two friends had not done an ADF style ritual and didnt want to overwhelm them. I think, that it was the first time for M to actually do a “proper” ritual. He was also our Seer, Proclaiming that the gods were going to protect us from misfortune. It also was a lot of fun. We cut it a bit short because we did it out side and it was freezing. 

I was so tired afterwards, but it was so worth it. It took me 2 days to feel like myself but know i know that I need to take a couple days after. 

As for meditation, I havent been the best. I havent forgotten and have been trying but I think I might have to just download a meditation app. Divination is fine, but i find my mind wandering, and drawing is okay but I dont seem to have the time to really get into that mind set. 

As for reading History of Pagan Europe? Ha. I just need to buckle down and do it, but that book is weird and ugh.