#stuffthathurts

[waddlingalong]

Confession for maybe one or two people. I'm not proud that I do enjoy the mommy domme/little boy/subby dynamic already. However, as much as I do, I find myself seeing posting and like them in the heat of a thirsty moment💦🙊. I still remember my old play partner, and as much as the constant fighting, glaring differences (I'm a left-leaning social Democrat and at one point a confessed communist, she...wasn't) constant pushing me away when she was upset, my inability to say how I was feeling all which finally compounded with me walking away entirely. Which still stings to this day. Yet I still miss her terribly. I really at times hate how intimate and personal this kink can be. It sting all the more...

[waddlingalong]

One of those days, I still think I'm actually brain-damaged and still want Trotsky myself. 🙄

Maybe it'll give me a complete change in personality, and I'll actually like what comes out.